I’m clamoring in the stale sheets.
Twisting and turning my body and mind.
I’m drowning in the streaks of defeats.
Awakened and humbled as night and morning slowly become intertwined.
I’m flailing in the wind of obsoletes.
Accepting and acknowledging my unrefined state of mind.
I’m progressing in the ability to make peace.
I’m going to be ok.
I’m going to be fine.
I’m going to be ok.
I love myself, finally.
Mar 7, 2024
Mar 7, 2024 at 5:13 PM UTC
Every once in a while, a thought comes along with a lasting strength of memory.
A dose of a wild clarity, a seamless interweaving of symmetry.
Every once in a while, a thought comes along with a lasting strength of memory.
A clear and toned glance at the authenticity of life.
A pure recognition of its simplicity and strife.
Every once in a while, a thought comes along with a lasting strength of memory.
The crumbling of broken shackles becomes the only sound vowed to never forget.
An impossible moment of knowledge bound only to the roots of truth.
A passionate interjection of thinking that will change everything.
Every once in a while, a thought comes along with a lasting strength of memory.
Yet we forget.
Feb 23, 2024
Feb 23, 2024 at 11:09 AM UTC
Cramped, lost, and crying in my own worn out body.
Consistent loss of hope to become somebody.
Can it end?
Will it end?
Short is this vivid pain,
too long is this bright ornament,
until I finally see the point of it.
No longer numb yet still caught in a gasp,
until I finally connect the dots and filled in the gaps.
Sep 25, 2023
Sep 25, 2023 at 10:12 AM UTC
Immense responsibility is ****** into life when parenthood arrives.
Unconditional love thrives,
I’ll love you no matter what told
an infinite number of times.
No blueprint available brings worry and stress,
wanting your child to flourish and grow,
not wanting to depress their ability to progress.
Always wanting to express support and care since an embryo.
The rollercoaster of life inevitably takes control and never lets go.
Child, teen, and then adult makes the parent feel time to let go and become the background chaperone.
I’ll love you no matter what.
I’ll love you no matter what.
A phrase that will never age.
A child grows but the love they felt and feel is their most preciously held ideal.
- For my Mother -
Sep 20, 2023
Sep 20, 2023 at 12:07 PM UTC
Calling out for help with zero intention of being heard.
Inevitable change is a diabolical fear.
A life without such nonsense is what I’ve always preferred.
Deep pondering views inside peel back the layers of irrational fear.
A life without adversity is a life without growth.
Embracing change creates a blank canvas.
A dark void inside craving the vibrant colors of new experience.
A life without risk is a life dictated by fear.
Regret seeps in when change is avoided at all cost.
A life without change is a life not worth living.
Aug 21, 2022
Aug 21, 2022 at 2:47 PM UTC
Perfect calculation has the inevitable human result of an enigma.
To gaze beyond the factors of sigma,
allowing creative wildfires to birth,
joining the thoughts outside the stigma.
The beauty of us makes the world we live in.
The terror of emotions is what brings us to life,
not a single identical twin or sin,
the mind allowing true living to begin.
Life your life unafraid and open.
Write your golden woven tale and be outspoken,
with self-belief leading the unspoken towards the unbroken.
Apr 29, 2021
Apr 29, 2021 at 2:24 PM UTC
Investigate your mind.
Allow it to unwind.
You never know what you will find.
Maybe a scare or maybe a mental uplift is trapped inside.
Just don't deny yourself this endless gift.
You must try,
find the third eye.
Oct 2, 2020
Oct 2, 2020 at 10:49 AM UTC
The human complex is simple.
We want more, more, and more on top of our full-plate.
A vicious cycle of self-infatuation, self-pity,
and a lack of empathy,
creates ill-fate.
No human is perfect so why do we constantly try to drown in false preconceptions?
How can we not see its all just perspectives, wholly subjective?
The world can't seem to see past shiny things,
the loud and bright distractions,
yet stay on the search for the perfect life, inevitably full of imperfections.
When all you need is just above the glaring screen,
raise your eyes to true love, affection, and human connection.
Love is perfection in any complexion.
Oct 2, 2020
Oct 2, 2020 at 10:40 AM UTC
Creases and lines guide our malleable vessel,
the mind.
Doubts, fears, and anxieties breakdown even the strongest of vessels to the core,
can it take much more?
Drowning in emotion, the exterior begins to erode apart, board by board.
How much more damage can such a small vessel endure?
Lust and greed lead the moaning vessel through the wrong currents and paths,
seemingly like a sociopath on a warpath.
We can only call on one savior in such detrimental times.
The mind.
Love, empathy, kindness, care, happiness, and positivity is the quickest escape, it has no name as it's inside every brain.
Our existence.
The mind.
Oct 2, 2020
Oct 2, 2020 at 10:10 AM UTC
Our minds are so morbidly scary
In bouts of silence and dark
That we can imagine death, destruction, blood, A SPARK.
Knives cutting holes in our paper-thin skin,
Kids throwing rocks till their brains turn pulpy,
Bridges rocking and creaking, skin hitting ice,
Smashing our souls on concrete..
It cures a hidden desire, worse than lust or need or want.
And on that note:
The world is turning
And with it, morbid minds.
Aug 14, 2020
Aug 14, 2020 at 4:00 AM UTC