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"graders" poems
Most schools have projects, in science classes and such. Most of us, mastered the science of surviving in projects. It's those at the bottom who need the most help, but cant even get proper school supplies.. where's the logic ?. But oh, the rags to riches story is prevalent isn't it? Nope, the only rich I know is Professor Richard. And that's not even something worth mentioning, he does more lessening than lessons lets paint the picture.. But these young kids don't understand, they try to curse them, place them in prisons, its a trap from birth.. Give them these Rick Rosses as role models, knowing they don't have fathers, instead of Tupac Shakur, showing them worth.. My bestfriend Tony once questioned his dark skin, just like i once questioned my brown. how profound, a couple 4th graders at the time, having to prove that they were "down". Crazy how Tony proved he was down, now i visit his site yearly on November the third. And things aren't getting better, but nobody gives a **** haven't you heard.. The prayers our mothers chant, ritually every night. Praying to the Sun gods, perhaps one day we'll all unite. -afj
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Oct 4, 2014
Oct 4, 2014 at 8:34 AM UTC
Melanin Societies.
Abandonment in the form of a 8 year old who's most loyal friend triped n left him to be beaten by the 5th graders Abandonment in the form of a 10 year old boy, told to wait outside before going to the park only to wait an hour n see his siblings return in a sweat from the park. Abandonment in the form of a 15 year old boy, told to wait in front of school for rehearsal only to be told a lie n wait there for countless hours while rehearsals were somewhere else. Abandonment in the form of a 17 year old boy, told to come out to eat with friends only to return from the restroom n be left with the bill. Abandonment in the form of a 21 year Old man, who realized people aren't what they seem n abandoned them all.
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Jun 6, 2014
Jun 6, 2014 at 2:15 AM UTC
Abandonment
lips become cherry red when I cry and chasing cars hurts from my ears                                                  down to my toes because it was never wasting time    I almost killed my jeep battery (forgot to turn the lights off)              drinking coffee to Iowa cornfields and a resurrected yearning maybe I'll leave (I want to)             --LA, Paris, Austria, Versailles, Rio, Carmel, Amsterdam, Mumbai-- I'm audacious and arrogant--much too proud of                                my flaws leaving would be easy: intoxicating like caffeine        stars        fear        laughing kisses but staying means home and English and standing out like a sore thumb (a beautiful one) in public             and the people I deeply love                                       (and need) I can admit that now so I'll watch the Capri Sun orange sunset once again tonight and try to intoxicate myself with                cornfields, sassy 8th graders, my beautiful examples of true love, ADD, bashful boy,                        and pieces of the world                                                                          on my body
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Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 1:36 PM UTC
intoxicating
To me you show choir is really cool. There are 16 singer dancers' 1 drummer' 1 piano' 1 guitar' And string instruments. Of course I am auditioning for drummer. Because I am one. Everyone will think I am phenomenal. Because I am. I will blow people's mind like tnt mixed with grenades ' bombs'C4' And Fire. I am that good. But is it only 7th and 8th graders. So next year they will need a drummer. And next year that part will be mine. And no one will take it for me.
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May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 6:04 PM UTC
AACS SHOW CHOIR
He was the best hide and seek Player in the Second grade There were whispers Rumors He could beat the 5th and 6th Graders Nothing was ever lost to him But time spent And that was worth it I hid and When he found me I told all his classmates that he had stolen my lunch money.
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Aug 27, 2013
Aug 27, 2013 at 7:00 PM UTC
St. Anthony
Your name, has become a curse word that falls from my lips. The picture of you in my head, has become blurred and wants to be forgotten. Your voice, has become a door that lacks oil. The way you move your body, must be because of your deceiving bones. Your rat like eyes, have become the worst color of diarrhea. I know this is not the just the “Call out a back stabbers” poem, lets name the flaws on and in my own skin, that just so happened, to be pointed out by you. As you covered my face in nine pounds of a “makeover”, you said you couldn’t see the flaws on my skin anymore. Flaws? You went far enough to point the pubescent scars. of my lips, cheeks, and chin. The shyness I have of talking to my friends, was pointed out because you didn’t have someone to talk to that night. Excuse me, but I thought the effort of the friendship was supposed to be put forth by both “friends”? Next, near the end of the friendship, you often told me I was a terrible friend. I cried. A lot. Later when that came up, you told me you were just trying to make a point. Why as a friend didn’t you just try to talk to me, instead of trying to start insignificant bull crap? But here I sit now, with friends that could always be so much better than you. I often hear your snickering words behind me a your lunch table, and I turn around and smile at you and your “friend’. You usually **** your head in confusion, but really, that's me. The 15 year old giant ginger with a second graders personality, stinking my pinky finger up at you to flip you off in Chinese, and to say in a nonexistent voice, “frick you”.
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Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 1:09 AM UTC
A Pinkie and a Second Graders Personality
Your name, has become a curse word that falls from my lips. The picture of you in my head, has become blurred and wants to be forgotten. Your voice, has become a door that lacks oil. The way you move your body, must be because of your deceiving bones. Your rat like eyes, have become the worst color of diarrhea. I know this is not the just the “Call out a back stabbers” poem, lets name the flaws on and in my own skin, that just so happened, to be pointed out by you. As you covered my face in nine pounds of a “makeover”, you said you couldn’t see the flaws on my skin anymore. Flaws? You went far enough to point the pubescent scars. of my lips, cheeks, and chin. The shyness I have of talking to my friends, was pointed out because you didn’t have someone to talk to that night. Excuse me, but I thought the effort of the friendship was supposed to be put forth by both “friends”? Next, near the end of the friendship, you often told me I was a terrible friend. I cried. A lot. Later when that came up, you told me you were just trying to make a point. Why as a friend didn’t you just try to talk to me, instead of trying to start insignificant bull crap? But here I sit now, with friends that could always be so much better than you. I often hear your snickering words behind me a your lunch table, and I turn around and smile at you and your “friend’. You usually **** your head in confusion, but really, that's me. The 15 year old giant ginger with a second graders personality, stinking my pinky finger up at you to flip you off in Chinese, and to say in a nonexistent voice, “frick you”.
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The scuff of sneakers, boots and flats form the solid and stable beat. Add in the chuckles, silences and brief interruptions to create the varying and rhythm. All that remains is what goes unsaid but is speeding around in your mind. That man from Uzbekistan, He was telling us how peace and non-violence starts with us, With middle-schools, with teens, with future leaders To all those who laugh, when I say violence is never the answer, You're the ones I worry about That man from Uzbekistan, He was speaking to us about how the kids had a parliament in Uzbekistan Those kids had a say in what their fate would be Believe it or not, But adults are not the only things to make up our society... Infants, toddlers, 5th graders, 8th graders, 11th graders, seniors, the diseases make up us, us.. So maybe parents shelter us too much, or not at all. And kids throw fits in the grocery store While teenagers attempt to jump off the nearest bridge This is our society.. But we're like those kids in Uzbekistan We have a say in what our fate will be That man from Uzbekistan, He was sharing out how blessed he was to be living here in the United States Even though he could live in a much more peaceful and welcoming society. I have no idea how many years i will be, Or what has to happen before we get the message across.. That's what's played out isn't acceptable The American people, Were baffled, devastated, overwhelmed That all those stereotypes really were mixed within us. Obama stood up in that room With a shaky camera man, staring while he slumped and grieved He addressed our nation, Homeland, Country Community Family About Newtown, Clackamas Town Center No leader should ever be forced to speak about children dying long before there time was up Or about average people ducking and diving from bullets Gun Control is only a little layer And that's the start of our restoration to end up being a peaceful, safe country It begins with how youth are shown how to solve problems. I'm willing to reach my hand out to every single state in this country And if that means devoting everything I've got to making our restoration successful, Then so be it.. No leader or person should be raising candles to the sky for little kids to see that they are missed. And I took all of this in at a Lebanese Luncheon
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Mar 8, 2013
Mar 8, 2013 at 11:58 PM UTC
Lebanese Luncheon
The scuff of sneakers, boots and flats form the solid and stable beat. Add in the chuckles, silences and brief interruptions to create the varying and rhythm. All that remains is what goes unsaid but is speeding around in your mind. That man from Uzbekistan, He was telling us how peace and non-violence starts with us, With middle-schools, with teens, with future leaders To all those who laugh, when I say violence is never the answer, You're the ones I worry about That man from Uzbekistan, He was speaking to us about how the kids had a parliament in Uzbekistan Those kids had a say in what their fate would be Believe it or not, But adults are not the only things to make up our society... Infants, toddlers, 5th graders, 8th graders, 11th graders, seniors, the diseases make up us, us.. So maybe parents shelter us too much, or not at all. And kids throw fits in the grocery store While teenagers attempt to jump off the nearest bridge This is our society.. But we're like those kids in Uzbekistan We have a say in what our fate will be That man from Uzbekistan, He was sharing out how blessed he was to be living here in the United States Even though he could live in a much more peaceful and welcoming society. I have no idea how many years i will be, Or what has to happen before we get the message across.. That's what's played out isn't acceptable The American people, Were baffled, devastated, overwhelmed That all those stereotypes really were mixed within us. Obama stood up in that room With a shaky camera man, staring while he slumped and grieved He addressed our nation, Homeland, Country Community Family About Newtown, Clackamas Town Center No leader should ever be forced to speak about children dying long before there time was up Or about average people ducking and diving from bullets Gun Control is only a little layer And that's the start of our restoration to end up being a peaceful, safe country It begins with how youth are shown how to solve problems. I'm willing to reach my hand out to every single state in this country And if that means devoting everything I've got to making our restoration successful, Then so be it.. No leader or person should be raising candles to the sky for little kids to see that they are missed. And I took all of this in at a Lebanese Luncheon
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You were in a Donatella Versaci masterpiece I was in a Bottega Veneta custom Diana Krall was in the stereo Lemon lobster baking in the oven And you and I You and I were slow dancing like eighth graders In the living room With the coffee table pushed to the wall And the T.V. cabinet cupboard shut So we could have a little more room for our evening waltz I guess that's what I get For watching a romantic comedy and the Emmy's On the same night And even though that dream may be twenty years from ever coming true, Because both you and I were in our forties Trying to impress each other with how interesting We could keep our relationship Even though we both knew all we had to do Was wake up in the morning and smile at each other To fall in love again, It was worth it because in that dream I could actually dance And the lobster was amazing Say what you will I have very sensory dreams And things feel, taste, and smell like they do in real life And it may have had something to do With how beautiful you looked in that dress Or the scent you were wearing But that lobster was amazing And your hands on my shoulders Was a massage you weren't giving As we two stepped through the room And my lips mouthing every line That danced through the air Directly onto you earlobe Was just an excuse for my cheek to touch yours And as Veneta and Versace got comfortable on the floor And my sensory dreams turned into a little bit more My fleeting thoughts were of your smile in the morning And I know you don't see yourself there yet Taking pleasure in slow dancing And waking up next to each other But I see myself there just as clear As I see myself right here And I'll to drop the Veneta for jeans Your Versace for pajamas Lobster for KFC If I'm slow dancing with you to Diana Krall in our living room I don't give a **** if We own the coffee table to push out of the way I want to spend my life with you I want to spend my life slow dancing with you I want to spend my life whisper-humming Standards into your ear slow dancing In the living room of our house with you Duplex with you Apartment with you Trailer with you I don't care I want to spend my life slow dancing with you I want to spend my life with you And I'm not being too sweet I'm being too honest And I know grand romantic gestures aren't your thing Girl, flowers on Valentine's Day aren't your thing But I hope someday soon you make a hobby out of slow dancing Because I had a dream last night I'd love to come true
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Jan 11, 2010
Jan 11, 2010 at 10:19 AM UTC
Slow Dancing
You were in a Donatella Versaci masterpiece I was in a Bottega Veneta custom Diana Krall was in the stereo Lemon lobster baking in the oven And you and I You and I were slow dancing like eighth graders In the living room With the coffee table pushed to the wall And the T.V. cabinet cupboard shut So we could have a little more room for our evening waltz I guess that's what I get For watching a romantic comedy and the Emmy's On the same night And even though that dream may be twenty years from ever coming true, Because both you and I were in our forties Trying to impress each other with how interesting We could keep our relationship Even though we both knew all we had to do Was wake up in the morning and smile at each other To fall in love again, It was worth it because in that dream I could actually dance And the lobster was amazing Say what you will I have very sensory dreams And things feel, taste, and smell like they do in real life And it may have had something to do With how beautiful you looked in that dress Or the scent you were wearing But that lobster was amazing And your hands on my shoulders Was a massage you weren't giving As we two stepped through the room And my lips mouthing every line That danced through the air Directly onto you earlobe Was just an excuse for my cheek to touch yours And as Veneta and Versace got comfortable on the floor And my sensory dreams turned into a little bit more My fleeting thoughts were of your smile in the morning And I know you don't see yourself there yet Taking pleasure in slow dancing And waking up next to each other But I see myself there just as clear As I see myself right here And I'll to drop the Veneta for jeans Your Versace for pajamas Lobster for KFC If I'm slow dancing with you to Diana Krall in our living room I don't give a **** if We own the coffee table to push out of the way I want to spend my life with you I want to spend my life slow dancing with you I want to spend my life whisper-humming Standards into your ear slow dancing In the living room of our house with you Duplex with you Apartment with you Trailer with you I don't care I want to spend my life slow dancing with you I want to spend my life with you And I'm not being too sweet I'm being too honest And I know grand romantic gestures aren't your thing Girl, flowers on Valentine's Day aren't your thing But I hope someday soon you make a hobby out of slow dancing Because I had a dream last night I'd love to come true
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In March of 2010 a 46 year old white male was brought to this hospital after a severe 'episode'. He was placed in the Mental Health Intensive Care Unit .  He was diagnosed with " Major Depression ". This is considered Slow Death , a treatable disorder by the AMA currently . Artist and Architect will lay out Hallucinations and conceptual designs , Engineers , Mathematicians and Surveyors will coordinate more pills at higher doses because minute details to within fractions of an inch followed by schizophrenia by Earth moving equipment , graders , bulldozers , psychotic episodes , dump trucks , Carpenters and Concrete ,  bi-polar disorder and  Bricklayer will labor different Help treatment methods because the drugs are having absolutely no piece by piece constructing form , pylon , shoring embankments for Steel Worker and Welder ,Pipefitter and Increased risk of suicide was reported for Plumber and all manner of tradesman , supplier and Pharmacist ........             Psychiatrist and Psychologist will formulate a treatment plan which will include drug therapy and counseling sessions with Electrician and patient and Spouse plus other family members if needed in order to reach the island Drowning which will be a difficult task . Emory Hospital is conducting new research because they finally admit to depression drugs  not working in Freak more than half the patients today , like every other building bridges in hopes of getting to the island that is depression .
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Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 9:42 PM UTC
Crumbling Infrastructure
In March of 2010 a 46 year old white male was brought to this hospital after a severe 'episode'. He was placed in the Mental Health Intensive Care Unit .  He was diagnosed with " Major Depression ". This is considered Slow Death , a treatable disorder by the AMA currently . Artist and Architect will lay out Hallucinations and conceptual designs , Engineers , Mathematicians and Surveyors will coordinate more pills at higher doses because minute details to within fractions of an inch followed by schizophrenia by Earth moving equipment , graders , bulldozers , psychotic episodes , dump trucks , Carpenters and Concrete ,  bi-polar disorder and  Bricklayer will labor different Help treatment methods because the drugs are having absolutely no piece by piece constructing form , pylon , shoring embankments for Steel Worker and Welder ,Pipefitter and Increased risk of suicide was reported for Plumber and all manner of tradesman , supplier and Pharmacist ........             Psychiatrist and Psychologist will formulate a treatment plan which will include drug therapy and counseling sessions with Electrician and patient and Spouse plus other family members if needed in order to reach the island Drowning which will be a difficult task . Emory Hospital is conducting new research because they finally admit to depression drugs  not working in Freak more than half the patients today , like every other building bridges in hopes of getting to the island that is depression .
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The little kids we used to be, still play like the kids we were, but now it’s graveyards instead of a playground. Instead of dress-up costumes, it’s makeup lathered to our faces, we must be like those perfect pictures in magazines. We play boyfriends and girlfriends instead of hopscotch, anorexia instead of basketball. Instead of storybooks, it’s facebook posts telling us we don’t deserve to live. We used to wear those colorful sillybandz, and trade them with each other, but now it’s scars from a razor we wish we could take off. It was always begging for seconds of ice cream, but now it’s sneaking away to throw up the little amount of food they make you eat. Instead of staring at a summer campfire waiting to roast marshmallows, we stare at the fire waiting to burn ourselves. Instead of angry first graders getting into a fistfight, the anger now directs the punch to ourselves. We used to sneak Halloween candy, trying to stuff ourselves, but now you sneak pills, trying to overdose and hoping for death. We used to play so freely, we thought it’d always be like that. But now we run among graveyards, the bones of the ones we left behind clutter the passages. And we’re still children playing games with the worlds, but the stakes are higher, we wonder if we’ll make it. It’s just a roll of the dice on this graveyard playground.
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Oct 14, 2013
Oct 14, 2013 at 4:30 PM UTC
Graveyard Playground
just hormones i tell myself not real pain not a big deal but everything hurts and i want to die just hormones  hiding behind eyeliner it masks the red  i wasn't crying allergies mine are bad this time of year i wasn't sad why do you ask? how ridiculous i don't get  sad i don't need help  i just need some time alone no people just the static crackling of a car radio a few yards away a talk show with the volume **** turned too loud screams and laughter from where my friends stand they aren't like me  they don't want me i don't want them i'll hide in a corner hide behind a mask of eyeliner and lip gloss cloaked in shadows drip drip goes the water it's cold over here but hidden nobody can see me i'm just another person on their phone clipped into technology  indifferent  not in pain just hormones  i remind myself you aren't really hurting the slightest touch will turn your eyes into waterfalls so stay hidden  stay safe it's ***** over here bird **** on a window how is it that even possible? moist disgusting guarded by 6th graders to afraid to approach me but i can feel their eyes on me creepy pasta is what they discuss as they beat their violin strings with their bows unpleasant noises there's my mom's car pulling up get ready smile energy brush your hair back natural act natural "How was your day?" hard "Fine" it's just hormones.
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Apr 29, 2013
Apr 29, 2013 at 6:57 PM UTC
just hormones
They won't teach you cursive anymore, kids. We're in the digital age. You've got an electronic page. What are things that don't fade? Please know there isn't a substitute for writing things down. As I type this on my phone.
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 10:18 PM UTC
Teaching cursive to seventh graders
For Sam Cook and Michael Lee While standing at Marshall and 140th the lightning over the horizon begs me to come to it it's like the flickering streetlights, seeming like silent firefights, simply asking to be looked for. When I still elementary, I used to watch the sky as the bolts shocked the earth and I'd count: one two three Until I heard the boom and crack of thunder three miles away, at least, the fourth graders said each second was a mile it could have been true, it could have not, yet still I watch the light. The flickering of the fading streetlamp tells me that this moment is not going to last forever that it will not be heavenly or touchable, but it is there and it wants you to touch the light as it flickers like a strobe light like kids playing with the tabs of flashlights and like the first discovery of light switches and I'm reaching out so far. Trying to grab hold of a piece of simplicity, of normal, of what I can always find: Mistakes and wounds and trying to hold on Because lately, it seems like the only places we want to flicker are in the clubs. Standing on a planet where illness and difference are cause enough to torch cities. We like to light the fires and we like to watch them burn, but we could care less about what their burning and it seems like the dark ages came and stayed, But like tributes to Guy Fawkes say: *A man can be killed and forgotten, but four hundred years later an idea can still change the world* So I think as I stand at that intersection watching the streetlights and the night's light bulbs flicker on and off like the light in my head I can feel my fingertips prickle and I seize that moment to reach for the lamppost and final destination those kids are flipping tabs faster and faster my hair is at attention and I can feel the race. For a second, everything slows down. The streetlight stops flickering as my fingertips come upon it and the lightning illuminates the sky I can feel the breeze push my hair to this minutes path and for a second, I have something. I pull my fingers away from the light and it returns to its flicker the lightning fades away and the boom comes in. And here, standing at what once for me was Marshall and 140th I realize, that all I have is all I'll ever claim to know
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Oct 21, 2012
Oct 21, 2012 at 6:48 AM UTC
Streetlights
For Sam Cook and Michael Lee While standing at Marshall and 140th the lightning over the horizon begs me to come to it it's like the flickering streetlights, seeming like silent firefights, simply asking to be looked for. When I still elementary, I used to watch the sky as the bolts shocked the earth and I'd count: one two three Until I heard the boom and crack of thunder three miles away, at least, the fourth graders said each second was a mile it could have been true, it could have not, yet still I watch the light. The flickering of the fading streetlamp tells me that this moment is not going to last forever that it will not be heavenly or touchable, but it is there and it wants you to touch the light as it flickers like a strobe light like kids playing with the tabs of flashlights and like the first discovery of light switches and I'm reaching out so far. Trying to grab hold of a piece of simplicity, of normal, of what I can always find: Mistakes and wounds and trying to hold on Because lately, it seems like the only places we want to flicker are in the clubs. Standing on a planet where illness and difference are cause enough to torch cities. We like to light the fires and we like to watch them burn, but we could care less about what their burning and it seems like the dark ages came and stayed, But like tributes to Guy Fawkes say: *A man can be killed and forgotten, but four hundred years later an idea can still change the world* So I think as I stand at that intersection watching the streetlights and the night's light bulbs flicker on and off like the light in my head I can feel my fingertips prickle and I seize that moment to reach for the lamppost and final destination those kids are flipping tabs faster and faster my hair is at attention and I can feel the race. For a second, everything slows down. The streetlight stops flickering as my fingertips come upon it and the lightning illuminates the sky I can feel the breeze push my hair to this minutes path and for a second, I have something. I pull my fingers away from the light and it returns to its flicker the lightning fades away and the boom comes in. And here, standing at what once for me was Marshall and 140th I realize, that all I have is all I'll ever claim to know
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*** 101 by Michael R. Burch That day the late spring heat steamed through the windows of a Crayola-yellow schoolbus crawling its way up the backwards slopes of Nowheresville, North Carolina ... Where we sat exhausted from the day’s skulldrudgery and the unexpected waves of muggy, summer-like humidity ... Giggly first graders sat two abreast behind senior high students sprouting their first sparse beards, their implausible bosoms, their stranger affections ... The most unlikely coupling― Lambert, 18, the only college prospect on the varsity basketball team, the proverbial talldarkhandsome swashbuckling cocksman, grinning ... Beside him, Wanda, 13, bespectacled, in her primproper attire and pigtails, staring up at him, fawneyed, disbelieving ... And as the bus filled with the improbable musk of her, as she twitched impaled on his finger like a dead frog jarred to life by electrodes, I knew ... that love is a forlorn enterprise, that I would never understand it. Keywords/Tags: first, love, *** lust, passion, desire, school, bus, foreplay, ********* odor, musk
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Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:29 AM UTC
*** 101
Im the girl that will do two wrongs before she ever does a right Forever with chipped fingernails and untamable hair And maybe I talk a little fast and think a little slow, but I never let my self be embarrassed by my short comings Yes a little short But I never let the courage that I carry like a back pack Rest handedly at my side I wear my unconditional love like a sleeve And I'll pick the wrong guy 9 times out of ten Or maybe 22 But I always bounce back And I know myself a little to well Or maybe not at all And my obsession with the stars wavers on unhealthy And I love the way the moon looks in the morning And the way my sisters look at their spouses And I fake confidence Like black jack players biggest gamble And I ramble And I'm great at awkward moments Like a 6th graders first open mouth kiss I cry a little to often And watch a little too much bad tv But you won't find me judging your poor choices Because I've made them too Like 5000 knives my words can unravel you But I try to place pressure On the tiny hurts Because sometimes that's the only way i know I'm alive I identify with my gemini traits Swimming from happy to miserable in 3 seconds flat And I probably admire you But would never say Because rejection is a game I rarely ever play And I would rather be singing with a 5 yr old Then dealing with grown up stuff Because I still see myself at 16 Sometimes insecure but never flat chested And I'm never satisfied with ordinary Because this world holds way to much beauty for ordinary to be trusted And when I laugh I really mean it And when I cry I mean that too I hate being late And the feeling of being left behind And I surprise myself with internal motivation Like running in knee deep water Or lifting 500 lbs But I always miss the people that mean the most I almost never have good timing But when the end is near When all the songs have been sung When all my dreams have been reached When all my failures have been exposed I will always always always Stand arms outstretched waiting to embrace life's possibility Cause that's not just the tight rope I walk on That's just me.
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Feb 4, 2013
Feb 4, 2013 at 9:22 PM UTC
A tight rope
Im the girl that will do two wrongs before she ever does a right Forever with chipped fingernails and untamable hair And maybe I talk a little fast and think a little slow, but I never let my self be embarrassed by my short comings Yes a little short But I never let the courage that I carry like a back pack Rest handedly at my side I wear my unconditional love like a sleeve And I'll pick the wrong guy 9 times out of ten Or maybe 22 But I always bounce back And I know myself a little to well Or maybe not at all And my obsession with the stars wavers on unhealthy And I love the way the moon looks in the morning And the way my sisters look at their spouses And I fake confidence Like black jack players biggest gamble And I ramble And I'm great at awkward moments Like a 6th graders first open mouth kiss I cry a little to often And watch a little too much bad tv But you won't find me judging your poor choices Because I've made them too Like 5000 knives my words can unravel you But I try to place pressure On the tiny hurts Because sometimes that's the only way i know I'm alive I identify with my gemini traits Swimming from happy to miserable in 3 seconds flat And I probably admire you But would never say Because rejection is a game I rarely ever play And I would rather be singing with a 5 yr old Then dealing with grown up stuff Because I still see myself at 16 Sometimes insecure but never flat chested And I'm never satisfied with ordinary Because this world holds way to much beauty for ordinary to be trusted And when I laugh I really mean it And when I cry I mean that too I hate being late And the feeling of being left behind And I surprise myself with internal motivation Like running in knee deep water Or lifting 500 lbs But I always miss the people that mean the most I almost never have good timing But when the end is near When all the songs have been sung When all my dreams have been reached When all my failures have been exposed I will always always always Stand arms outstretched waiting to embrace life's possibility Cause that's not just the tight rope I walk on That's just me.
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For Ricky* Ricky Williams, Miami Running Back (2002-2003, 2005) When the news broke and the camera pointed at a torn tent on the outskirts of Miami where you sat knees-up-to-chest professing enlightenment, the football world sacked itself wondering how good your *** really was. Must have been growing straight from Buddha’s back yard because to give up 16 million like that, to go from bachelor pad demigod to hippy hero of the pimply *** smokers, requires some kind of unfathomable spirituality. I wonder if the Sadhu could even find a desk big enough for your frame. All 230 pounds lurching forward with brittle bones towards some kind of endzone sanctity not represented by a smiling porpoise but a transcendent 1st and ten where maybe you’d be happy. After your final game I imagined you’d do what so many washed up athletes do: find meaning in the parking lot of a used car palace or open up a Dairy Queen, maybe join your kids PTA and tell fourth graders stories that you now half-believe. I didn’t think it be like this: you smoking ****** under a mauled tarpaulin, brushing fly’s away from dingy dredlocks, running forward, exasperatedly free, while a nation wonders why you’ve failed us.
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Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 10:03 AM UTC
For Ricky
Maybe it was the fact that you only knew broken English And that you cried when all your tongue could only come up with blunt Norwegian Did you cry when all the other first graders thought you were stupid, grandfather? Was it that which drew you inwards to the growing child And the growing misunderstanding of communication. The barrier between elementary school tongues and accents is a large casme in your world. Was it the marines, the war, the things you saw that rationed you Into the secluded soul that you became? The distant, angry man, husband and father Who drove cars far away from home And than raged when you made it home on the weekend. Was it that which made my father different? Made him paint the walls of his room black and break windows at seventeen? The walls of that confining house had never heard yells that loud. The front door had never been slammed that hard. Friends' couches became more familiar family members. Was it that which made him the eclectic artist, unconfident man, funny husband, and tentative father? Who mentioned specific detailed taste without any context Who refuses to be challenged Socially inept, his daughter thought. Slight asburgers, she thought. Ungrateful! Selfish! Attitude stricken! He retaliated. How the **** was he supposed to react? He never mentioned how much he loved her, How much she changes his life. Was it that made her the way she is? She began becoming familiar with wine bottles and ***** that wasn't chased. She drank to forget sometimes She drank to not worry. She'd say **** more often And in the rooms of her best friends, She'd laugh at her circumstances. Than all she'd say was, **** THEM ALL* And sipped until the bottom of the bottle was her best friend.
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May 29, 2011
May 29, 2011 at 1:52 PM UTC
Grandfather, father, daughter.
Maybe it was the fact that you only knew broken English And that you cried when all your tongue could only come up with blunt Norwegian Did you cry when all the other first graders thought you were stupid, grandfather? Was it that which drew you inwards to the growing child And the growing misunderstanding of communication. The barrier between elementary school tongues and accents is a large casme in your world. Was it the marines, the war, the things you saw that rationed you Into the secluded soul that you became? The distant, angry man, husband and father Who drove cars far away from home And than raged when you made it home on the weekend. Was it that which made my father different? Made him paint the walls of his room black and break windows at seventeen? The walls of that confining house had never heard yells that loud. The front door had never been slammed that hard. Friends' couches became more familiar family members. Was it that which made him the eclectic artist, unconfident man, funny husband, and tentative father? Who mentioned specific detailed taste without any context Who refuses to be challenged Socially inept, his daughter thought. Slight asburgers, she thought. Ungrateful! Selfish! Attitude stricken! He retaliated. How the **** was he supposed to react? He never mentioned how much he loved her, How much she changes his life. Was it that made her the way she is? She began becoming familiar with wine bottles and ***** that wasn't chased. She drank to forget sometimes She drank to not worry. She'd say **** more often And in the rooms of her best friends, She'd laugh at her circumstances. Than all she'd say was, **** THEM ALL* And sipped until the bottom of the bottle was her best friend.
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I know I am not really lying on the beach Eyes facing up towards the sky Where I really am is in Vienna In a small classroom filled with fourth graders Sitting in a circle in a room That was decorated in glow in the dark stars And a fake camp fire next to a cardboard cutout of a wolf I remember learning about the Oregon Trail And how cowboys would campout underneath stars Guns close by so other dangerous creators wouldn’t be And looking at the fake stars in that room I was in another world, a realer world Where the cosmos didn’t make stars Bullets did Silver bullets meant to hit werewolves Who were so compelled to howl at the moon They forwent the odds of being gunned down And so easily they could be when the moon Lit perfectly their silhouette Naked in plain view All the stars were silver bullets One that never met their target and flew Past the wolfs and up into the black sky Where they pierced the world’s barrio The bullet holes became not stars But un-mendable scars From men who wanting to mutilate The sky’s beauty with weapons There to remind me When the lights turned on in that classroom The glowing little stars melted into the white popcorn ceiling And as we, the fourth graders, disconnected our circle on the floor The reality of the origin of stars I had just come to know Never left me and the stars I see at night now Are not as real as the ones I saw that day.
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Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 4:07 PM UTC
Star Bullets.
I'm filling up like a landfill my heart is starting to feel like an anvil And I'm starting to think that maybe, Maybe this world's not meant for me or me for it or us for each other like in a "mutual" break up which is an idiom, because love is never quite symmetrical. See, love is like a heart drawn by a fifth grader. It's never quite the same on either side and if you ever told them they were wrong for drawing it that way you lied. Because that: lop sided sloppy hunched over heart, that: innocent delicate Beautiful heart, Is exactly what love is. When we're older, we learn to draw straighter lines to hide our shaking hands. Don't let them know you're nervous. We learn to whisper what we don't want heard, To make silent our thoughts, in public. Fights were meant for closed doors and walls that are never quite thick enough to keep words that hard, from breaking them down. Even the fights, that you fought against someone who looks much too like you. When, then, can I open my mind like a book for only them to read. When can I open my chest like a puzzle box for them to put together. When can I apologize for having before, what I only ever wanted with them? I just didnt know it yet. I am a fifth graders heart that beats five times heavier than healthy. Being colored in with too deep a red. I'm filling up like a landfill. My heart has reached a stand still. And I'm starting to think that maybe, Maybe a square peg can find comfort in a round hole.
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Apr 2, 2013
Apr 2, 2013 at 2:24 AM UTC
Landfill
Acrostic poems shouldn't be reserved for the Mildly ******** fifth graders who still can't identify Arkansas on a blank map of the United States. Real "poets" use formulas, too. Are you trying to tell me Elizabethan sonnets hold more "poetic" merit Than this skillfully crafted, Thought-provoking Ode to my favorite liqueur?
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Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 2:22 AM UTC
Last Ditch Attempt
they called them little Spartans, the way they pushed and shoved as the sound of the lunch bell the way they shown off their weapons, some of metal and some of paper the weaker-willed soldiers gave up their possessions no longer their own as the 1st graders stole their heart- shaped kindergarten sandwiches
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Mar 28, 2012
Mar 28, 2012 at 5:35 PM UTC
recess
During the Depression little Evie sewed dolls from Granny's quilt scraps. World War II knew her as Evelyn. Builder of planes, defender of freedom. Cousin Bobby called her Auntie, He moved in with us when he was 12. 44 years of first graders adored Mrs. Bennett, who read them stories with love and expression. She was Dad's one and only Sugar. Now, one breath later, she is the deceased the body the cadaver the remains Nothing more.
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Apr 24, 2013
Apr 24, 2013 at 5:59 PM UTC
Evelyn B.
~For Pradip~ *who reminded me: We are all God’s Trial & Errors* tender is the tendency, so finitely human, infinitely foolish, to overlook the obvious, let us not delve into our particular peculiar idiosyncratic knots in our hair and personalities, all natural, inherited or ill begotten in voyages to far away, like our childhood ***Thus, we are all mistakes of a sort*** with natural fault lines, accumulated dings, scapes, bruises, furrowed crinkles that took us years to perfect We are flawed like diamonds, valued by these natural flaws by graders with loups who uncover our flaunts, our clear air bubbles, the more flaws the better, because these attributes make us most interesting! you may be blonde, you may be exotic perhaps a lovely shade of iridescence, but lucky you whose scars speak out and others wonder why, they are so interesting let us design a large animal, seemingly ungainly, yet keystone to their environment, so others may profit thereby, yet insanely quick on lumbering feet, no hands, fingers, but a long snakey thinge that multiple functions  for breathing, drinking, feeding grabbing, smelling and trumpeting their presence to foolish beings in their neighborhood let’s us not debate whose design is an efficacy par excellence so we be ungainly, too tall, too this or that, even too flawless, a specialized curse of sorts, we are the product of a sophisticated design laboratory that makes many models, each variegated, always different so get down on your knees ********* and praise the design engineers who created you to be full of & by elephantine trials and elephantine errors, thereby making us each, a special pronoun, an I blessed by definition: though not in any dictionary: unique, flawless! ** **^you are the most flawless poem you have ever written and will ever ever write***
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Dec 7, 2024
Dec 7, 2024 at 3:59 PM UTC
~For Pradip~ who reminded me: We are all God’s Trial & Errors
~For Pradip~ *who reminded me: We are all God’s Trial & Errors* tender is the tendency, so finitely human, infinitely foolish, to overlook the obvious, let us not delve into our particular peculiar idiosyncratic knots in our hair and personalities, all natural, inherited or ill begotten in voyages to far away, like our childhood ***Thus, we are all mistakes of a sort*** with natural fault lines, accumulated dings, scapes, bruises, furrowed crinkles that took us years to perfect We are flawed like diamonds, valued by these natural flaws by graders with loups who uncover our flaunts, our clear air bubbles, the more flaws the better, because these attributes make us most interesting! you may be blonde, you may be exotic perhaps a lovely shade of iridescence, but lucky you whose scars speak out and others wonder why, they are so interesting let us design a large animal, seemingly ungainly, yet keystone to their environment, so others may profit thereby, yet insanely quick on lumbering feet, no hands, fingers, but a long snakey thinge that multiple functions  for breathing, drinking, feeding grabbing, smelling and trumpeting their presence to foolish beings in their neighborhood let’s us not debate whose design is an efficacy par excellence so we be ungainly, too tall, too this or that, even too flawless, a specialized curse of sorts, we are the product of a sophisticated design laboratory that makes many models, each variegated, always different so get down on your knees ********* and praise the design engineers who created you to be full of & by elephantine trials and elephantine errors, thereby making us each, a special pronoun, an I blessed by definition: though not in any dictionary: unique, flawless! ** **^you are the most flawless poem you have ever written and will ever ever write***
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Boy crazy, texting addictions, making new friends, losing old ones, parties, makeout sessions, sneaking out, skipping with buds. 8th Graders '10 :D
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Mar 25, 2010
Mar 25, 2010 at 5:35 AM UTC
8th Graders '10
Dear Gwen Stefani Circa 2006, The first music I chose to like that wasn’t just my mom’s tuning of the radio was Your solo CD, the first and best of two, which I made sure to get on my twelfth birthday, after I made sure to get my first kiss. We were not rookie sixth graders anymore, In soggy bathing suits teeming with pubescence, So I publicized my plans to plant one on Yeorgios Mavromatis, the new seventh grade boyfriend, The first boy to buy me jewelry I would not like, The first boy I used to make myself infamous. Our hallway bottlenecked with twelve year olds, Alone we sat on the bed, legs dangling above The stained beige carpet. The kiss was damp and boring. But the crowd that pressed at the door was an ****** Surged voices told me my dad was walking up the stairs, I arched around to throw the boyfriend in the closet, My father caught me, and I wore the walk through them Like your scarlet lipstick. The album of My first kiss was not passion, but gossip. I’ve seen you in red lipstick, bindis, and blue hair, A pink wedding dress, and a Platinum Blonde Life. I knew you were making art meant to publicize. The songs and the clothes and the Harajuku Girls, The boys and the clothes and the Children’s Theatre, The day I made a scene was the day I knew. Catholic guilt and couture gilt and creative goals Took two West Coast girls, only twenty three years apart And turned them into people you paid attention to.
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May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 10:47 PM UTC
L.A.M.B Gwen Stefani Fan Letter