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,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
how do you know when (a human is too broken?)
,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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Waking up to a heavy chest My body begging me to sleep again And my anxiety begins the second I realize I'm alive I'm trying to learn to function With all of this negative energy inside me I know it'll pass and I know it'll get better But right now it hurts I feel unloved Unloveable I feel lost inside myself A place I can't stay too long Before I lose my mind I can tell myself I'm worth it and That my worth isn't defined by others And it works for a bit Until something else comes up and My heart loses its energy And I either feel like giving up Or ready to fight everyone
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Apr 12, 2018
Apr 12, 2018 at 11:58 AM UTC
Depressed Again
This Poetic Seduction Will be fulfilling its function Building up to an eruption Pure ****** destruction Lets play..All night and day Wont be sleeping anyway Exploring shades of grey Rock and roll you in the hay Dom to your Submission Set up every position Tie you up bring pleasure is my mission Hair yank feel the spank Pledge to respect and thank Cheeks turn red Ultimate pleasure in your head Ease in just a tease Pound you as I please Have you on hands and knees Show you the world of D/s Lubricate your gate Feel my tongue vibrate Like a spell you levitate Savor this moment we create Room steaming..Bodies start creaming Reality shifts wonder if you are dreaming Theater of thought supplies the word production Scenario set for this Poetic Seduction...
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Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 7:04 PM UTC
Poetic Seduction
iTs Difficult To Live Mylife, The Struggle. The Problems iHave And Keep Creating. Not Knowing Who iAm Being A Drug Addict Who Cant Seem To Stop There Bad Habit. They Say iTs Easy You Just Want To Want iT. Not iF You Fallen So Low, left All Alone. iM Deep iN This **** Deserve To Be 6ft Down To Rest. iTs The Best. For Everyone. iM Doing Nothing But Disappointing The Ones Taking There Time Trying To Support Me. Wasting There Encouragement Not Knowing iWont Last Long Before iUse And Fall Back in The Same Cycle All ******* Over Again :/ iTs  Very Sad, To Continue This. Been To Many Places Yet Nothing Changes, iM Tired And Overwhelmed . Why Am iUsing Now? iFeel Lonely. This Drug Fills Everything Up inside Of Me. This is The Reason Why iWent Back To iT. Before iT Was Cause iLoved The Effects And Kept Trying To Get High Asf Like My 1st Hit, Then Lead To Me Going At iT Cause My Body Felt Like iT Couldnt Function Off iT Which Made Me An Addict . Loving And wanting To Always Have iT. Before iT Was Great, Nobody Knew. Then they Found Out The Truth. Ever Since Then Ive Been Living Daily On Lies Having To Hide iT, Denying im On iT When Clearly iTs Obvious. Chemicals Messing With My Mood , My Mind Now Plays Tricks On Me. Dont Know When itl Be Over Cause iDont think il   Want To ever Be Sober.
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Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC
Crystal **** Addict
Hey lets start this thing and gain a little mnemonic Cuz the teachers always explaining things so dull and robotic But you got it, just trust this rhyme and I promise you'll have it Let me teach you the equation for the function quadratic It goes A, X and a 2 up high Add that to a B multiplied with a Y Put a plus sign and add the third term, the C And set all that equal to a 0 bee It's that easy, with that you can plot the graph That will show you where the ball went and its flightpath See the value of X shows where the line hits the axis To illustrate where the ball was caught and where it was passed It's cuts of cake to find this data with a formula rap So keep in mind these fresh rhymes to the beat of the clap You set X on the left, follow with an equal sign Put the next little sect about a dividing line And that little piece starts with a negative b Add and subtract square root of B high 2 minus 4AC Then divide what you get by 2 times A If you forget this part man, your whole answers at stake But if you follow my rules, and do all of this rap's math I guarantee the next reports gonna say that you passed
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Dec 5, 2010
Dec 5, 2010 at 3:42 AM UTC
The Quadratic Function Conjunction
He has taken rake and shovel in hand, Taking advantage of the light, Rare in these climes this time of year, Still welcomed, though rendered severe By the sun's reluctant trudge above the horizon, The type which, sauntering through a window pane (Falling upon a crucifix anchored above a cradle Or some ancient, gilded frame Containing a photo of some grandparent's wedding day, Exploding into full undifferentiated diffusion) May possess a dram of warmth, albeit resigned, nostalgic A bittersweet reminder of what has gone by (And in the shade, the air is filled With the portentous chill of what lies a few months hence) But there nonetheless as he tends to those final farewells From the trees bowing to December's inevitability, The droppings not the Pollock-esque bursts of October (Those having been collected and consigned To the normal corner of the back lot) But dreary brown-hued things, not welcomed by eye nor heart, Simply corralled perfunctorily and dismissed. One could contend that such activity is unnecessary, The mere vanity of all endeavor, As the snow will come soon, and steady as well, Performing the seasonal, cyclical function in its own time, But he soldiers on nonetheless, a unseen one-act nearly-farce, Painstakingly raking and bending and scraping To leave his patch of green uncovered for a little while Until the locking time comes to seal the earth's secrets once more, To be revealed to those Who shall receive the teasing ministrations Of the fickle, fitful March equinox.
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Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 1:44 PM UTC
November In The Sun
He has taken rake and shovel in hand, Taking advantage of the light, Rare in these climes this time of year, Still welcomed, though rendered severe By the sun's reluctant trudge above the horizon, The type which, sauntering through a window pane (Falling upon a crucifix anchored above a cradle Or some ancient, gilded frame Containing a photo of some grandparent's wedding day, Exploding into full undifferentiated diffusion) May possess a dram of warmth, albeit resigned, nostalgic A bittersweet reminder of what has gone by (And in the shade, the air is filled With the portentous chill of what lies a few months hence) But there nonetheless as he tends to those final farewells From the trees bowing to December's inevitability, The droppings not the Pollock-esque bursts of October (Those having been collected and consigned To the normal corner of the back lot) But dreary brown-hued things, not welcomed by eye nor heart, Simply corralled perfunctorily and dismissed. One could contend that such activity is unnecessary, The mere vanity of all endeavor, As the snow will come soon, and steady as well, Performing the seasonal, cyclical function in its own time, But he soldiers on nonetheless, a unseen one-act nearly-farce, Painstakingly raking and bending and scraping To leave his patch of green uncovered for a little while Until the locking time comes to seal the earth's secrets once more, To be revealed to those Who shall receive the teasing ministrations Of the fickle, fitful March equinox.
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745 Renunciation—is a piercing Virtue— The letting go A Presence—for an Expectation— Not now— The putting out of Eyes— Just Sunrise— Lest Day— Day’s Great Progenitor— Outvie Renunciation—is the Choosing Against itself— Itself to justify Unto itself— When larger function— Make that appear— Smaller—that Covered Vision—Here—
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Renunciation—is a piercing Virtue
But is it really such a crime? Avoidance, that is. I wouldn't call it isolation, nor anti-social behavior. Perhaps I just enjoy the quiet and the decrease in anxiety a bit more than mindless chatter and having to worry about everything I say. Please, darling,understand this one thing. I'll avoid people quite often until my last breath. Only under this circumstance shall I function semi-correctly. (d.d.b)
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 7:25 PM UTC
social anxiety is a real disorder
Dear Ex-Best Friend, Remember all the times we spent together, everyday started with meeting before classes started because that was the only time we could talk until lunch, remember all the times we laughed so hard we cried? Do you remember all the times we had to hold one another in times of the need because we thought all we had was each other? Yeah.. Me too. We spent all the time in the world texting and calling each other. Things changed a little since I got a boyfriend, but I never replaced you. You always had a special place in my heart, and I think you always knew that. We drifted apart, like two boats at sea. You switched back to the school you came from, and it felt like my life had just sunk. Suddenly I was all alone in the hallways, Coming in to school was like hell, Seeing the spot we used to stand in, Occupied by another set of best friends, Or maybe two high school sweethearts- Making out like there's no one around. It was so lonely without you. You seemed happier where you were though, and at that time, that was all that mattered to me. I walked the hallways with a sad, sorrowful look. Teachers frequently asked if I was sick, or if I needed to lay down. Suddenly I was that one kid that everyone wanted to pick and beat on. (Again.) I was incredibly lonely at school, I couldn't even sit with anyone at lunch because I was so hated by so many people for reasons I didn't even know. Come upon my junior year I got a month and a half into the school year before I switched to the school that you went to. I was reunited with my best friend, Life seemed so good. I was with my boyfriend, and my bestfriend. It felt like nothing could stop me from gaining happiness. You began going through boyfriends, They would come, and they would go. I was put second to all of them. There were days I was so depressed I didn't function correctly, and all we would talk about is what you and your boyfriend did the previous night. I was so happy that you were happy, but I think I forgot the definition of "Happiness." Everyday was full of being ignored and having guys' push past me so they could hug you while I sat in the sideline just waiting there, tears filling in my eyes because I realized that I wasn't significant to my best friend any more. I couldn't help but wonder what I did wrong. I got tired of feeling this way, I grew up, and realized that highschool isn't meant for gaining the love and affection of people. I proceeded to end the friendship because it wasn't making me happy anymore. I understand that a true friend stays there through everything but in no way, shape, or form did I deserve to be kicked to the curb like a diseased puppy. It hurt, It hurt like a ***** But ultimately , I'm gonna be okay in the end. And I hope she ends up okay, too. But, just be okay without me.
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May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 8:30 AM UTC
Dear Ex-Best Friend.
Dear Ex-Best Friend, Remember all the times we spent together, everyday started with meeting before classes started because that was the only time we could talk until lunch, remember all the times we laughed so hard we cried? Do you remember all the times we had to hold one another in times of the need because we thought all we had was each other? Yeah.. Me too. We spent all the time in the world texting and calling each other. Things changed a little since I got a boyfriend, but I never replaced you. You always had a special place in my heart, and I think you always knew that. We drifted apart, like two boats at sea. You switched back to the school you came from, and it felt like my life had just sunk. Suddenly I was all alone in the hallways, Coming in to school was like hell, Seeing the spot we used to stand in, Occupied by another set of best friends, Or maybe two high school sweethearts- Making out like there's no one around. It was so lonely without you. You seemed happier where you were though, and at that time, that was all that mattered to me. I walked the hallways with a sad, sorrowful look. Teachers frequently asked if I was sick, or if I needed to lay down. Suddenly I was that one kid that everyone wanted to pick and beat on. (Again.) I was incredibly lonely at school, I couldn't even sit with anyone at lunch because I was so hated by so many people for reasons I didn't even know. Come upon my junior year I got a month and a half into the school year before I switched to the school that you went to. I was reunited with my best friend, Life seemed so good. I was with my boyfriend, and my bestfriend. It felt like nothing could stop me from gaining happiness. You began going through boyfriends, They would come, and they would go. I was put second to all of them. There were days I was so depressed I didn't function correctly, and all we would talk about is what you and your boyfriend did the previous night. I was so happy that you were happy, but I think I forgot the definition of "Happiness." Everyday was full of being ignored and having guys' push past me so they could hug you while I sat in the sideline just waiting there, tears filling in my eyes because I realized that I wasn't significant to my best friend any more. I couldn't help but wonder what I did wrong. I got tired of feeling this way, I grew up, and realized that highschool isn't meant for gaining the love and affection of people. I proceeded to end the friendship because it wasn't making me happy anymore. I understand that a true friend stays there through everything but in no way, shape, or form did I deserve to be kicked to the curb like a diseased puppy. It hurt, It hurt like a ***** But ultimately , I'm gonna be okay in the end. And I hope she ends up okay, too. But, just be okay without me.
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You lose your mind, You lose all function of your body To the point where A little bit of *** Escapes, Your mind is well and truly ****** Like, hard. You're shaking, Quivering, Practically electrified, The world seems meaningless Until you experience The one thing you have Been waiting for For so long. I am fangirling like a school kid right now, And the mess of a poem you have just read? Yeah, That mess represents the state I am in right now.
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Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 1:21 PM UTC
Perks of Being A Fangirl
I rolled out of bed to start my day, but the power was off my all electric home, as still as a grave. No coffee, or toast. The refrigerator not cold, the freezer started dripping the contents soon to spoil. No computer, no cell phone service! I began sweating profusely, no air conditioning to cool me. Not even a TV Emergency Broadcast Alert, to release this uneasy feeling of topsy-turvy . I drove into town seeking a pay phone, with not a single one to be found, gone the way of the dinosaurs, extinct now too I assumed. My old truck had no computer chips, most cars did and were dead in their tracks. I needed gas but the gas station pumps electric computer driven, all DOA to boot. The Nations electric grid had crashed, blacked out, stone cold dead everywhere. All heavenly satellites blacked out, expired. Everything computer related (and that is about everything), had ceased to function as had the electronic reliant world we had created.   The street throngs of dazed people walked around like zombies, clutching blacked out dead computer devices, knowing not what to do. Not even talking, forgotten I guess how to do that too. As dependently defectively programmed as the useless devices in their hands. In a panic I did awake finding that this scary dream world was indeed all fake, a nightmare of fearful unconscious thinking. My electric clock was still churning, It's music alarm blaring, birds outside still singing, my cell phone started ringing, it was merely another Robot call, Welcoming me back to the 21 century.
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Jul 17, 2017
Jul 17, 2017 at 10:51 PM UTC
Dinosaurs and Devices
I rolled out of bed to start my day, but the power was off my all electric home, as still as a grave. No coffee, or toast. The refrigerator not cold, the freezer started dripping the contents soon to spoil. No computer, no cell phone service! I began sweating profusely, no air conditioning to cool me. Not even a TV Emergency Broadcast Alert, to release this uneasy feeling of topsy-turvy . I drove into town seeking a pay phone, with not a single one to be found, gone the way of the dinosaurs, extinct now too I assumed. My old truck had no computer chips, most cars did and were dead in their tracks. I needed gas but the gas station pumps electric computer driven, all DOA to boot. The Nations electric grid had crashed, blacked out, stone cold dead everywhere. All heavenly satellites blacked out, expired. Everything computer related (and that is about everything), had ceased to function as had the electronic reliant world we had created.   The street throngs of dazed people walked around like zombies, clutching blacked out dead computer devices, knowing not what to do. Not even talking, forgotten I guess how to do that too. As dependently defectively programmed as the useless devices in their hands. In a panic I did awake finding that this scary dream world was indeed all fake, a nightmare of fearful unconscious thinking. My electric clock was still churning, It's music alarm blaring, birds outside still singing, my cell phone started ringing, it was merely another Robot call, Welcoming me back to the 21 century.
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You said you were ugly, you are not. You said you were worthless, you are not. You said you were sad and broken, let me help you out. You said you were feeling down and depress, I'll fix you up. You make my emotions function continuously, you still do. You make me loyal with no feeling of remorse, you still do. You made me feel that there's no one else, you still do. You left me there standing all alone, you still do. You are the one that I will keep fighting for, that is my oath. You are the one that I'm willing to fix, forever and ever. You are the one that I still wish for, my only dream. You are the one that can make me fall, my one weakness. You keep diminishing your self worth, I still believe in you. You keep saying you are not worth it, I'll make you think otherwise. You finally recovered from you broken state, I'm very proud of you. You denied me access to be part of your world, you still do....
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Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 9:15 AM UTC
You
You are meant to fight Your body fights for its right Its right to function So don't try to stop its synchronization
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Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 6:04 PM UTC
Fight
(tw; hypothermia, death) Having depression is like being caught out in a blizzard. At first, the cold seems like nothing. You're all bundled up in a fluffy coat, scarf wrapped around your face, hands slipped into gloves and tucked under your arms. But then the snow begins to fall, and the temperature drops, and it's like the chill is stripping you down, layer by layer, even though all your layers are still there. It gets colder, and you start to feel the effects of the chill, the fierce winter seeping into your bones, making it seem as though you only walked outside in a pair of shorts and a tee-shirt. Your body begins to numb as the cold starts, the weakest parts of you losing their feeling first. Your nose, your ears, your cheeks and your face and your fingers, all becoming completely numb, as if they aren't there anymore. And then your legs stiffen up, and you have trouble walking, even though you try so hard to keep moving, because you know if you stop, you're doomed. But you lose your ability to function, the cold causing almost complete ****** paralysis, and no matter how hard you try, it's impossible to keep moving. You fall to the ground, curling into a ball in the snow, trying to keep yourself warm, but the cold is too much. And as the hypothermia sets in, your brain tricks you into thinking you're actually warm, and you strip off the layers that were the only thing keeping you alive. And then it's over.
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Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 11:56 PM UTC
Depression
First came the false presumptions of luxury The gaudy glamour Bright dresses and dark suits Awkward glances and ****** food Eventually though The evening settled down And then, after the smoking and drinking Came 1 o'clock, the worn-out end of a hazy day Suddenly, It was a smother of time, a stifling landscape of clocks a decaying of darkness The night gave way to trembling cold delirium And slow and slow down A slide from reality Everything fell I remember barely a glimmer- a hand, an arm, red sheets somewhere Eyes that whispered "what's wrong with her? what's her deal?" Or worse yet, faces that didn't care To see me, my wrists Appalling in all their shivering shaken chill dust In moments like this, I am nothing but a fearful machine Broken in its deepest workings, All function altered. Clamors and tremors of panic Withered illusions gathered at my feet like kittens I tossed the blanket from the makeshift bed Lay upon my back and waited Watched, frightened, the night revealing The hundred ignoble, vile images Of which my thoughts seems consisted of They flickered at bit- against the burgundy hammock And empty Baccardi bottles 2 o'clock shook the memory A crowd of twisted things, Torn and stained and coiling about my wrists I move by the sway of these thoughts that are curled around me -The notion of some infinitely suffering thing Oh I only need a lighthouse To guide my soon-to-be shipwreck home I only need a compass, a crucifix, a presence But never never to be found the way
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Jun 2, 2013
Jun 2, 2013 at 1:13 AM UTC
Prom
First came the false presumptions of luxury The gaudy glamour Bright dresses and dark suits Awkward glances and ****** food Eventually though The evening settled down And then, after the smoking and drinking Came 1 o'clock, the worn-out end of a hazy day Suddenly, It was a smother of time, a stifling landscape of clocks a decaying of darkness The night gave way to trembling cold delirium And slow and slow down A slide from reality Everything fell I remember barely a glimmer- a hand, an arm, red sheets somewhere Eyes that whispered "what's wrong with her? what's her deal?" Or worse yet, faces that didn't care To see me, my wrists Appalling in all their shivering shaken chill dust In moments like this, I am nothing but a fearful machine Broken in its deepest workings, All function altered. Clamors and tremors of panic Withered illusions gathered at my feet like kittens I tossed the blanket from the makeshift bed Lay upon my back and waited Watched, frightened, the night revealing The hundred ignoble, vile images Of which my thoughts seems consisted of They flickered at bit- against the burgundy hammock And empty Baccardi bottles 2 o'clock shook the memory A crowd of twisted things, Torn and stained and coiling about my wrists I move by the sway of these thoughts that are curled around me -The notion of some infinitely suffering thing Oh I only need a lighthouse To guide my soon-to-be shipwreck home I only need a compass, a crucifix, a presence But never never to be found the way
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We all have to daily eat and drink and also **** and **** there isn't anything else more basic or common than this, except a vital need to rest and get some adequate sleep as the rigours of life take their toll on the body we keep. Let's not forget the all-important function of breathing to stay alive which depends so much on various conditions for anyone to thrive and is the main ingredient for every creature's life on this world; regardless of anything else it determines how well they're swirled. We also have a need to keep our bodies and clothes clean as our daily activities produce sweat and odour that is seen and can be smelt from a distance which isn't very pleasant making us wonder if a person noticed with is just a peasant. There is also an inherent urge to love and be loved in return which is what makes life worth living for those who discern, and the very curious thought as to why we've been born at all or the reason for our existence on this planet Earth we so call. -----------------------------------------------
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Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 9:32 PM UTC
Basic Necessities
What is ..... with ...... All this ... " ATTITUDE " ... ?!?    It seems ... The ... " In Thing " ... to simply be ... " Rude " ... !?! ...      People in ... " The World " ... are now .... So Crude .... !!!!!!!    Girls now walk streets ... with arses ... in view ...      " Prostitution's " ... RIFE ...   But this ... " Isn't New " ... !!!!!!    So .... If you have ... " A Bad Attitude " ... !!! ... May I ask ... " What's wrong with you ? " ...    Do you feel ... " Misled " ... ??? Are you feeling ... " Upset " ... ???    Do you feel that your life ... ? is just a .... " Pretence " .... ?    Do you feel as if ... ? You'd be ... Better off ... DEAD ... !!!!!    Well ... if you do ... ? It's Not Just ... YOU ... !!!!!    But it's ... NOT COOL ... !!! to act the ... " Fool " ...   and live your life ... with .... ATTITUDE .... !!!!!    If life's ... " So Rough " ... and you wanna ... " Act Tough " ...      Get in ... THE RING ... !!!!! Try on ... some gloves ...   and if it ... " Suits " ... Make WAR ... NOT Love ... !!!    I riSE ... abOVE ... This ... " Attitude Stuff " ...      But ... " Many suggest " ... I'm ... " Billy Goat gruff " ...      This ain't ... " Call My Bluff " ... !!!!!    But I guess it's cos' ... ??? I'm NOT ... " White Enough " ...   to be .... " So Cool " .... and ... NOT ... Wear Cuffs ...      Presumption can make ... ??? People give ... ATTITUDE ... !!!    So ..... Don't just ... " Assume " ... cos this might be ... ? Your ... LAST MISTAKE ... !!!!    " Attitude " ... that arises ... because of ... " Assumption " ... can leave men with ... " Truncheon " ... Without their ... Heart Function ... !!!    cos' Attitude ... quelled ... will then reach ... COMBUSTION ... !!!!!    So ....    PLEASE ... Don't Assume ... when you enter ... " A Room " ...      Read this ... CLOSELY ... !!! cos' when you ... Assume ...    You just make an ... " *** " ... of ... Both You and Me ... !!! ...      Did you ...   Read it ... CLOSELY ... ???      Break that word into ... " Three " ...    *** ... " U " ... and then ... ME ...      Reminds me of a word ... Yes ... " That Word " ... His - story    Just look at ... News Stories ... and you ... Surely ... MUST SEE ... ?!?    Attitude's ... runnin" .... on streets ... TOO FREELY ... !!!!!      Even on terraces ... in Italy .... !?!    Inter ... or ... A.C.   which fans ... can it be ... ???    I'm told these fans ...   ... " Attitude " ... FRIGHTENS POLICE ..... !!!!!      So ..... When they're ... Supposed ... to use ... BRUTALITY ...      They'd rather not use it ... but ... bring it to ... " Me " ... ?!?    Kind of like people ... who do ... " Poetry " ...    From trying to act ... Like ... They Like ... what I read  ... !!! Until I write words ... That DISTURRRBBBB ... " Their Chi " ... !!!    Attitude ... ISN'T ME ... !!! Come on ... Don't You See ...    My name is ... " Big Virge " ... Friends call me ... " Big V " ...      But .... Unless i've told you ...    You'd better use ... VIRGIL ... !!!    Unless you are ready ... to fall at ... " That Hurdle " ...      This Isn't ... " The National " ... My Poetry's ... " Rational " ...      as are ... " My Thoughts " ... which ... CANNOT ... be bought ... !!!!!    So .... Ideas that you ... " Court " ... of ... Any such .... " Sort " ....      Take my advice .... it's time to ... ABORT ... !!!!! cos' ... Attitude's RIFE ... when my temper ... " Runs short " ... !!!!!    So .... maybe it's time .... ? to leave you ... " This Thought " ...  ???    Attitudes' ... Crude ... and is something for ... FOOLS ...   who think ... Being Rude ... is now ... The New ... " COOL " ... ?!?    Well ....   Check out ... This view ... !!!    You're NOT ... being cool ... !!! You're acting ... THE FOOL ... !!!    Now .... If you're a ... " Female " ... ?    PLEASE ... Refuse to use ...   This ... " Needless Abuse " ... !!!    But .... If you're a ... " Male " ... ?    Just be a ... " Cool Dude " ...   and just do ... " What's Right ... !!!    REMOVE ... !!!    ... " Attitude " ... !!!!!!
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Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 4:59 PM UTC
" Attitude " ... A Poem written by Big Virge 14/4/2005
What is ..... with ...... All this ... " ATTITUDE " ... ?!?    It seems ... The ... " In Thing " ... to simply be ... " Rude " ... !?! ...      People in ... " The World " ... are now .... So Crude .... !!!!!!!    Girls now walk streets ... with arses ... in view ...      " Prostitution's " ... RIFE ...   But this ... " Isn't New " ... !!!!!!    So .... If you have ... " A Bad Attitude " ... !!! ... May I ask ... " What's wrong with you ? " ...    Do you feel ... " Misled " ... ??? Are you feeling ... " Upset " ... ???    Do you feel that your life ... ? is just a .... " Pretence " .... ?    Do you feel as if ... ? You'd be ... Better off ... DEAD ... !!!!!    Well ... if you do ... ? It's Not Just ... YOU ... !!!!!    But it's ... NOT COOL ... !!! to act the ... " Fool " ...   and live your life ... with .... ATTITUDE .... !!!!!    If life's ... " So Rough " ... and you wanna ... " Act Tough " ...      Get in ... THE RING ... !!!!! Try on ... some gloves ...   and if it ... " Suits " ... Make WAR ... NOT Love ... !!!    I riSE ... abOVE ... This ... " Attitude Stuff " ...      But ... " Many suggest " ... I'm ... " Billy Goat gruff " ...      This ain't ... " Call My Bluff " ... !!!!!    But I guess it's cos' ... ??? I'm NOT ... " White Enough " ...   to be .... " So Cool " .... and ... NOT ... Wear Cuffs ...      Presumption can make ... ??? People give ... ATTITUDE ... !!!    So ..... Don't just ... " Assume " ... cos this might be ... ? Your ... LAST MISTAKE ... !!!!    " Attitude " ... that arises ... because of ... " Assumption " ... can leave men with ... " Truncheon " ... Without their ... Heart Function ... !!!    cos' Attitude ... quelled ... will then reach ... COMBUSTION ... !!!!!    So ....    PLEASE ... Don't Assume ... when you enter ... " A Room " ...      Read this ... CLOSELY ... !!! cos' when you ... Assume ...    You just make an ... " *** " ... of ... Both You and Me ... !!! ...      Did you ...   Read it ... CLOSELY ... ???      Break that word into ... " Three " ...    *** ... " U " ... and then ... ME ...      Reminds me of a word ... Yes ... " That Word " ... His - story    Just look at ... News Stories ... and you ... Surely ... MUST SEE ... ?!?    Attitude's ... runnin" .... on streets ... TOO FREELY ... !!!!!      Even on terraces ... in Italy .... !?!    Inter ... or ... A.C.   which fans ... can it be ... ???    I'm told these fans ...   ... " Attitude " ... FRIGHTENS POLICE ..... !!!!!      So ..... When they're ... Supposed ... to use ... BRUTALITY ...      They'd rather not use it ... but ... bring it to ... " Me " ... ?!?    Kind of like people ... who do ... " Poetry " ...    From trying to act ... Like ... They Like ... what I read  ... !!! Until I write words ... That DISTURRRBBBB ... " Their Chi " ... !!!    Attitude ... ISN'T ME ... !!! Come on ... Don't You See ...    My name is ... " Big Virge " ... Friends call me ... " Big V " ...      But .... Unless i've told you ...    You'd better use ... VIRGIL ... !!!    Unless you are ready ... to fall at ... " That Hurdle " ...      This Isn't ... " The National " ... My Poetry's ... " Rational " ...      as are ... " My Thoughts " ... which ... CANNOT ... be bought ... !!!!!    So .... Ideas that you ... " Court " ... of ... Any such .... " Sort " ....      Take my advice .... it's time to ... ABORT ... !!!!! cos' ... Attitude's RIFE ... when my temper ... " Runs short " ... !!!!!    So .... maybe it's time .... ? to leave you ... " This Thought " ...  ???    Attitudes' ... Crude ... and is something for ... FOOLS ...   who think ... Being Rude ... is now ... The New ... " COOL " ... ?!?    Well ....   Check out ... This view ... !!!    You're NOT ... being cool ... !!! You're acting ... THE FOOL ... !!!    Now .... If you're a ... " Female " ... ?    PLEASE ... Refuse to use ...   This ... " Needless Abuse " ... !!!    But .... If you're a ... " Male " ... ?    Just be a ... " Cool Dude " ...   and just do ... " What's Right ... !!!    REMOVE ... !!!    ... " Attitude " ... !!!!!!
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I must’ve known you in a past life You feel so familiar Even when I didn’t know that I knew you I knew There was something in the way The warmth radiated from your skin Caramel macchiato I drank you in The baritone of your laugh You were so familiar Yet we had just met Your silhouette Was one I had seen before But not in this lifetime Were you mine in another one? Slipping through my fingers like silk Always one grasp away But you’re never gone The way you remain like the rain Soaking grass in spring And I’m thirsty for you For endless nights talking in darkness Till light came in again And never running out of words But even as we spoke it felt so deja vu Don’t I already know you? How do you know me so well? Like your code is written into my cells, I feel you on a molecular level Your soul intertwined in mine But never fully actualized in this timeline Years and years come and go But your “aww” and chuckle never fade, I hear it like you smiled that way you do Like it was yesterday Time a construction that doesn’t function In the realities in which I know you I have known you You’ve been mine and I yours In lifetimes before In present, eyes closed I manifest My me’s and your you’s Subconscious whispers traveling Through time and space Dimensions unknown But I know It’s you and you know It’s me too.
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May 17, 2021
May 17, 2021 at 5:00 AM UTC
Past Life
And tonight I'll write a thousand words to shout what my mouth is too afraid to whisper. For far too long I was a hopeless soul - wandering lost at sea like a shipwrecked sailor... until your beams brought me back to shore. your rays of light traveled to my ship in sound waves and beautiful songs of childhood stories and dreams of the future guiding me back to land. the way you gleam has me blinded and too in awe to function. the sound of your voice as you speak of things dear to your heart makes me melt faster than ice cream on a blazing summer day. a dazzle of your eyes in the sun is a maze of excitement and adventures. i could get lost forever and never ever want to return. you're you and no one is better. that's truer than true. only time will tell of what may come. but as for now, I only wish to thank you for being my lighthouse.
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Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 2:57 AM UTC
Lighthouse
Sometimes I hate this This thing that I'm born with It causes so many unnecessary fights It causes so many stupid problems I can't go to a regular school I can't have a regular job The moment I say the word autism I've already had enough I don't know what the positive sides are Of something that makes me so different I only know the negative parts Because that's the part that makes me conflicted Why would I love something that has ruined my chance for a normal life? How could I accept something that refuses my acceptance? All they tell me is you need help you need help, you need help, you need help And I get help The people who help have helped But even though I can function better No one can take away this internal anger I feel inadequate, I feel dumb I feel sad, I feel numb I can't speak of my emotions although I got feelings all the time I wish there was a potion that made it possible for me to speak about it in an other way than rhyme I wish I could say what was really on my mind I wish I could say how my autism makes me want to die I wish I could say I love myself in any shape or form I wish I could say that I can conform to the norm But I can't so I play league And then I get mad When they say "autistic screech" Because it's so hilarious Living with this everyday Because it's so hilarious That this will never ******* change
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Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 7:37 PM UTC
Autism
I threw out his socks today. Those ******* socks. Long Black Nike Socks that went up to his calves. Long Black Nike Socks that he wore with his Two Hundred Dollar French Raw Denim Jeans because he needed the Short Black Nike Socks To wear to work with his Khaki Dickies Shorts. Black Nike Socks that he reminded me for months he "needed" For his birthday in order to function properly. Black Nike Socks that didn't cost enough to be considered A sufficient birthday gift, Along with some other cute things (I thought), Including a homemade coupon for dinner at Any restaurant of his choice. Short Black Nike Socks whose thirty-dollar price tag Wasn't quite up to par with the forty-dollar Concert ticket his obviously-better-than-me friend had So benevolently bought him. Those ******* socks.
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Aug 19, 2011
Aug 19, 2011 at 6:54 PM UTC
Socks
So ….. Who Are The ... ... " Good Guys " ... ? In These Modern Times ... ? Osama … Obama ... ? ? Or Those … Civil Type Guardia ... ? What ... Makes Them Good ... ? The Guns They Use ... As If They ... Should …. To RESTRAIN and ... Defuse ... VIOLENT … Neighbourhoods … !?! But REALLY … Is This ... What They Do … ?!? I've Heard Stories ... That … Relay TRUTH ... About The ABUSE ... Some Guardia … Choose … !!! Like … STRIPPING Men … In … Spanish Streets ... To ... Prove To Them …. The ... Kinda PROBLEMS ... They're ... BOUND To See ... If They ... DON'T Respect ... The ... " Gendarmerie " … !!!!! Good Guys ….. !!!?!!! REALLY … ?!? Or Employed … BULLIES ... !?! The Type Who ... FEED ... of … "ABUSE FILLED Deeds" … !!! The Type That Make ... Young People … BLEED … !!! When ... Guns They … PARADE … Aren't Used … " Properly " … Kind of Like …. " NEWTOWN " …. Where It's CLEAR … Gun Sounds ... Will Now … RESOUND ... In The ... Hearts and Mouths ... of ... Parents Now … Resound With … " LOSS " … !!!!! Cos' A ... LOVED One's Gone … !!!!! WITHOUT A …. Song …. Or Farewell ... "Prolonged" ... So …. ??? What Was The Mantra ... ? of … Adam Lanza ... ? To Shoot REPEATEDLY ... In A ... KILLING SPREE … That Took … SO MANY … !!!!! Was His Mind So HEAVY ... ?!? That His Thoughts … CLEARLY … Had Become … "UNstEAdy" … !!! So … Where Were Connecticut's ... GOOD GUYS … Then … ? With The ... " NRA " ... !?! At A ... Shooting Range … ??? Shooting Guns For … "FUN" … !!! While The Blood of A MUM ... And Youngsters ..... RUN ..................................... Down SCHOOL Hallways ... In The … Middle of The Day ... !?! Now The NRA Says … "Bad Guys with guns, need to face, good ones !" Okay Okay ... But Let's ... Get This Straight … !!! It's ... OKAY For A Man ... Whose Been Paid and Trained ... To ... SHOOT TO **** ... Pretty Much AT WILL ... Cos' It's Been … " Okayed " … By The …. " NRA " …. !?! Who Said ... They Were Good … !!!???!!! I Learnt My Lesson ... Watching … Charlton Heston ... !!! It Would ... Seem To Me ... That ... NRA Peeps … Care ... MORE For ... MONEY ... Than When … Children BLEED … !!?!! It's ... ALL About GREED … !!! Cos' ... Good GUYS ... DON'T NEED ... To Have … " ARMOURIES " ... !!! To ENSURE The Streets ... Are Filled With … "PEACE" ... and I … For One ... DON'T Believe That Guns ... Have … ANY Function … In …. Education …. !!!!!! Educate Our Youth ….. !!! About The ... HARM They Cause ... !!!!!!! They NEED To Be Schooled ... In ….... AVOIDING Wars ............ !!!!!! And In ... Avoiding Depression … That Leads To HARSH Lessons ... !!!!! It Time To STRENGTHEN ... !!! Our Fight Against ... Guns ... And Time To … " LESSEN " … !!! " NRA " ... Type Funds ... !!!!! That SUPPORT … " The Lie " of ….. " Preservation of life " … Through The Use of … ………. GUNS ………… Seeing Blood ... Run … DOESN'T ... Signify FUN … !!!!! NEITHER Does ... ... The Sight ... of Police In Schools ... With A Gun By Their Side … !!! They Weren't In View … When I Was ... Being Schooled … !!! So FOLKS … DON'T BE ... Fooled ... !!! By ... Lobbyist Groups … !!!!! When It Comes To ... ... "Who is Who" … Who Are THEY To Decide … !???! When It Comes To ... Peoples' Lives ... Who The People Should Believe ..... To Be ………………………… ... "The Good Guys !!!" ...
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Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 5:03 PM UTC
"The Good Guys" ... A Poem written by Big Virge 22/12/2012
So ….. Who Are The ... ... " Good Guys " ... ? In These Modern Times ... ? Osama … Obama ... ? ? Or Those … Civil Type Guardia ... ? What ... Makes Them Good ... ? The Guns They Use ... As If They ... Should …. To RESTRAIN and ... Defuse ... VIOLENT … Neighbourhoods … !?! But REALLY … Is This ... What They Do … ?!? I've Heard Stories ... That … Relay TRUTH ... About The ABUSE ... Some Guardia … Choose … !!! Like … STRIPPING Men … In … Spanish Streets ... To ... Prove To Them …. The ... Kinda PROBLEMS ... They're ... BOUND To See ... If They ... DON'T Respect ... The ... " Gendarmerie " … !!!!! Good Guys ….. !!!?!!! REALLY … ?!? Or Employed … BULLIES ... !?! The Type Who ... FEED ... of … "ABUSE FILLED Deeds" … !!! The Type That Make ... Young People … BLEED … !!! When ... Guns They … PARADE … Aren't Used … " Properly " … Kind of Like …. " NEWTOWN " …. Where It's CLEAR … Gun Sounds ... Will Now … RESOUND ... In The ... Hearts and Mouths ... of ... Parents Now … Resound With … " LOSS " … !!!!! Cos' A ... LOVED One's Gone … !!!!! WITHOUT A …. Song …. Or Farewell ... "Prolonged" ... So …. ??? What Was The Mantra ... ? of … Adam Lanza ... ? To Shoot REPEATEDLY ... In A ... KILLING SPREE … That Took … SO MANY … !!!!! Was His Mind So HEAVY ... ?!? That His Thoughts … CLEARLY … Had Become … "UNstEAdy" … !!! So … Where Were Connecticut's ... GOOD GUYS … Then … ? With The ... " NRA " ... !?! At A ... Shooting Range … ??? Shooting Guns For … "FUN" … !!! While The Blood of A MUM ... And Youngsters ..... RUN ..................................... Down SCHOOL Hallways ... In The … Middle of The Day ... !?! Now The NRA Says … "Bad Guys with guns, need to face, good ones !" Okay Okay ... But Let's ... Get This Straight … !!! It's ... OKAY For A Man ... Whose Been Paid and Trained ... To ... SHOOT TO **** ... Pretty Much AT WILL ... Cos' It's Been … " Okayed " … By The …. " NRA " …. !?! Who Said ... They Were Good … !!!???!!! I Learnt My Lesson ... Watching … Charlton Heston ... !!! It Would ... Seem To Me ... That ... NRA Peeps … Care ... MORE For ... MONEY ... Than When … Children BLEED … !!?!! It's ... ALL About GREED … !!! Cos' ... Good GUYS ... DON'T NEED ... To Have … " ARMOURIES " ... !!! To ENSURE The Streets ... Are Filled With … "PEACE" ... and I … For One ... DON'T Believe That Guns ... Have … ANY Function … In …. Education …. !!!!!! Educate Our Youth ….. !!! About The ... HARM They Cause ... !!!!!!! They NEED To Be Schooled ... In ….... AVOIDING Wars ............ !!!!!! And In ... Avoiding Depression … That Leads To HARSH Lessons ... !!!!! It Time To STRENGTHEN ... !!! Our Fight Against ... Guns ... And Time To … " LESSEN " … !!! " NRA " ... Type Funds ... !!!!! That SUPPORT … " The Lie " of ….. " Preservation of life " … Through The Use of … ………. GUNS ………… Seeing Blood ... Run … DOESN'T ... Signify FUN … !!!!! NEITHER Does ... ... The Sight ... of Police In Schools ... With A Gun By Their Side … !!! They Weren't In View … When I Was ... Being Schooled … !!! So FOLKS … DON'T BE ... Fooled ... !!! By ... Lobbyist Groups … !!!!! When It Comes To ... ... "Who is Who" … Who Are THEY To Decide … !???! When It Comes To ... Peoples' Lives ... Who The People Should Believe ..... To Be ………………………… ... "The Good Guys !!!" ...
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I'm a democrat and republicans want this war to continue. People needs to wake up! I'm a republican and democrats want to keep spending despite our failing economy. People needs to wake up! I'm a Christian and Jesus will be coming soon. The Non-Christians and non-religious need to wake up! I'm a radical Muslim and the west is going to take over. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a atheist and the religious radicals are trying to take over the country. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a bigot and gays, Jews and blacks are taking over. People need to wake up! I'm an optimist and the world will recover. Pessimists need to wake up! I'm a pessimists and the world is messed up. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a teacher and school is necessary for society to function. Kids need to wake up! I'm a vegan, because eating of and torturing of animals is inhumane. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm not a vegan because animals are needed for our survival. Vegans need to wake up! I'm anti-school and school is a prison. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a racist and other races will take over. My people need to wake up! I'm an anarchist and the government is robbing us of our rights. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-government and society needs order. Anarchists need to wake up! I'm an environmentalist and we are harming the planet. Mankind needs to wake up! I'm anti-environmentalism and the earth is fine. Environmentalists needs to wake up! People, wake up!! I'm a 9/11 truther and 9/11 was created by the government. I'm against truthers and 9/11 was caused by terrorists. Truthers need to wake up! I'm a conspiracy theorist and the government is hiding things from us. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm against animal testing because its unethical. People need to wake up! I'm for animal testing because we need to make sure our inventions work. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a sexist and the opposite gender is taking over. My gender needs to wake up! I'm a creationist and evolution is a lie. Everyone needs to wake up!! I'm a scientist and creationism is a lie. Creationists need to wake up! I'm anti-capitalism because it robs people of their money. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-capitalism because most wealthy nations are capitalists. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-death penalty because some people need to die. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm anti-death penalty because criminals are people too. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a militant and everyone is an enemy. We need to wake up!! I'm against war because war is ****** Everyone needs to wake up!! I'm a climate change denier and global warming is a scam. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a climatologist and global warming is real. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-life and abortion is ****** Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-choice and its the woman's choice. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm anti-gun law and people are crazy. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-gun law and people are crazy with guns. Everyone needs to wake up! Wake up, Its a brand new day.....
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Oct 8, 2011
Oct 8, 2011 at 11:51 AM UTC
Wake Up
I'm a democrat and republicans want this war to continue. People needs to wake up! I'm a republican and democrats want to keep spending despite our failing economy. People needs to wake up! I'm a Christian and Jesus will be coming soon. The Non-Christians and non-religious need to wake up! I'm a radical Muslim and the west is going to take over. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a atheist and the religious radicals are trying to take over the country. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a bigot and gays, Jews and blacks are taking over. People need to wake up! I'm an optimist and the world will recover. Pessimists need to wake up! I'm a pessimists and the world is messed up. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a teacher and school is necessary for society to function. Kids need to wake up! I'm a vegan, because eating of and torturing of animals is inhumane. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm not a vegan because animals are needed for our survival. Vegans need to wake up! I'm anti-school and school is a prison. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a racist and other races will take over. My people need to wake up! I'm an anarchist and the government is robbing us of our rights. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-government and society needs order. Anarchists need to wake up! I'm an environmentalist and we are harming the planet. Mankind needs to wake up! I'm anti-environmentalism and the earth is fine. Environmentalists needs to wake up! People, wake up!! I'm a 9/11 truther and 9/11 was created by the government. I'm against truthers and 9/11 was caused by terrorists. Truthers need to wake up! I'm a conspiracy theorist and the government is hiding things from us. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm against animal testing because its unethical. People need to wake up! I'm for animal testing because we need to make sure our inventions work. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a sexist and the opposite gender is taking over. My gender needs to wake up! I'm a creationist and evolution is a lie. Everyone needs to wake up!! I'm a scientist and creationism is a lie. Creationists need to wake up! I'm anti-capitalism because it robs people of their money. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-capitalism because most wealthy nations are capitalists. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-death penalty because some people need to die. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm anti-death penalty because criminals are people too. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a militant and everyone is an enemy. We need to wake up!! I'm against war because war is ****** Everyone needs to wake up!! I'm a climate change denier and global warming is a scam. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm a climatologist and global warming is real. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-life and abortion is ****** Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-choice and its the woman's choice. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm anti-gun law and people are crazy. Everyone needs to wake up! I'm pro-gun law and people are crazy with guns. Everyone needs to wake up! Wake up, Its a brand new day.....
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Stuck at this game, In what seemed like forever. Stuck at a stage where... Experience points don't matter. A game set in an expansive universe, Rife with problems that arise to haunt. You can't pass and can't concede defeat. Troubles' only function is to mock and taunt. I've chafed my thumbs raw... Manipulating the knobs on my controller. My mind is a mess... In search of a happily ever after. Puzzled by puzzles, There are no cheat codes... Can't blast my way through, There are no god modes... Neither are there any hints, Nor is there a walkthrough... I'm just running in perpetual circles, In this game of me and you.
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Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 8:13 AM UTC
The Game
When you say insomnia, people think you’ve had too much caffeine. That it’s something you’ve eaten that day. That maybe you’re just a little stressed. Those people do not have insomnia. Insomnia rolls off the tongue. It is a noun. It is four vowels and five consonance. It is staring at your ceiling at four o’clock in the morning praying to God that maybe you’ll sleep tonight. Insomnia is knowing ahead of time that you aren’t going to sleep tonight. It is drinking four cups of coffee at 1:30 in the morning because your eyelids are so heavy they feel like anvils are holding them down. It is seeing shapes and figures in the dark that aren’t there. Insomnia is dying a little inside every time you see the sunrise. It is watching the moon reach it’s pinnacle and sink beneath the earth. Insomnia is your mind working at the speed of light and taking sixty years. Insomnia is running a triathlon without training. It is wondering how long your body can take the stress before folding in on itself. It is wondering what the hell is wrong with you that you can’t function like a normal person. Insomnia is taking pills that almost make your waking nightmares look like children’s play compared to your sleeping nightmares. Insomnia is having waking nightmares. It isn’t the inability to focus. It isn’t easily fixed. It isn’t something you deal with. It isn’t caffeine or something you ate. Insomnia isn’t just a noun. It’s a disease.
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Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 2:35 AM UTC
help, i can't sleep.