"fufills" poems
when I feel the sensations
of words starting to make sense
in my mind;
this is when I feel high.
writing is my drug of choice.
it fufills my needs
and makes me feel "okay".
to keep the feelings trapped inside
my silenced mouth
and speeding mind
is like when a drug addict
comes down from the high.
it makes me feel
weak
numb
and uncontrollable.
I am nothing without a pencil
and paper;
I was destined for greater.
and greater
I shall become.
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 11:50 AM UTC
They told me.
Told me this is right.
I never thought to disagree.
Until we began falling from this lofty height.
I don't know how we got here.
Or where to go.
I can't tell you why my pulse is racing.
While my breathings slow.
I think this has been some sort of accident.
The kind you drive by really slow.
Never has the air between us been less passionate.
You smile, but all I see is the anger just below.
I've watched this love wax.
I don't think I can stand it to wane.
I try to hold harder the more this retracts.
Stuck in this whirring profoundness I can't explain.
I want to stop, but again and again it's all deja vu.
We are surrounded by moutains and molehills.
Perpetually waiting for the other to come through.
Held to some truth that constantly self fufills.
Yet, I just can't bring myself to leave us behind.
I cling, I fight, I pray, I hope, I wail.
because love is patient, love is kind...
They told me love will never fail.
Apr 29, 2012
Apr 29, 2012 at 3:37 AM UTC
Laying on the floor Lying in wake
Waiting for the ___Blank___
that will not come
Can't find the words
that express my face
It's all inside this shell
of __Blank____
Dictionary aiding the soul
but is burned in translation
A darkness that fufills the rose
and is __Blank___ devestation.
To express
To create
To release
To share
To unburden
To __Blank____.
Apr 4, 2010
Apr 4, 2010 at 11:58 AM UTC
two bodies
against another
like two waves of water
warm souls
entangled in messy sheets
like a ****** disease
my bones groan your name
as if it was the only sound
it could utter
our lips crashing against each other
like a strike of lightning
hitting the rocky ground
i tremble for more
for it fufills my desire
for i am a lone wolf
in the dark night
our bodies creases
echo a love that could
never be spoken
just touched
the slightly opened window
had let in a nice easy breeze
the wind
had tickles my deserted body
like sands blown through
miles and miles
you told me you loved me
but this simple truth
you made seem like
a disgustingly beautiful lie
i didnt know how you always did it
but i always horribly loved it
(b.d.s.)
Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 8:56 AM UTC
As she lies next to me,
holding resentment and spite...
The girl i love,
loves to fight....
Words thrown like daggers,
as she flashes at night....
Hurt is giving,
which is never right...
As she cries from anger,
when i dont care to fight...
We then make love,
which fufills the night...
Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 11:34 PM UTC
Your face highlighted with
joy, embraces me, like a sweater made with love.
The ascension, fufills my needs in our quest.
Together. We are forever immortal!
Feb 8, 2021
Feb 8, 2021 at 10:09 AM UTC
many of you may not see
the darkness that is inside of me.
it creeps and crawls and breaks me down
just at night when there is no sound.
this monster that is inside of me
is truly a hard one to see.
as it weeps and cries inside my mind
it takes over me and i slowly un-twine.
this monster is deep and far beneath
it almost kills me as i try to sleep.
as time goes on i try to smile
but darkness is black and it takes a while
to be happy and to not be afraid,
but in my mind i see the shade
of this darkness that fufills my head
i lay silently inside my bed.
no words
no sounds
no smiles
nor frowns.
just the darkness that is nothing;
yet something.
inside of me
that wont let go
i try to leave
but it always says no.
Jan 16, 2014
Jan 16, 2014 at 3:19 PM UTC