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"frankie" poems
Oh, what a horrible night Definitely not late December back in '63 These are the Frankie valleys of my days Night is always black Night always comes back Night envelopes us in the abyss And makes us cherish light Heightening our senses To help us handle the unknown When my days are filled with stimulation The stillness of night sinks me Into quicksand mixed by The current of my mind Overflowing into the sands of time And reminds me Of the stillness of my eyes locked on you Or the stillness of my actions as you walk by Or the stillness of my heart when you call me a ****** My frustration boiled Night's black tar So I bottled it up Placed it in a syringe And medicated my love with darkness I worked my first job at the local Kroger's People would leave with everything they wanted And I'd push their empty carts back into the store The artificial lights of the street lamps Lacked warmth Their hypnotic buzz highlighted The stillness of night Making me wonder if there was any way I could be happy Similar to when activity would die down in rehab A pitiful wretch left to his faculties I'd stare out the window Into the concrete chasm And wonder if happiness could be found by someone like me Night continues Night confines Day comes And goes Night returns Night reburns Night relearned I really hate to see the day come to an end It'd be alright if I was on the bay with a pen But I live near sulfur vents Inside a searing tent Where the hellacious temperature rises rapidly Despite the absence of the sun's warmth The hellfire of night Reminisces of those I have thoroughly failed And my overwhelming remorse As I stare out my window Into the bramble ravine I wonder about the possibility of contentment The stillness of night answers me But at least now I can open the door And charge into the night headstrong To search frantically For someone who Erases my history And writes my future And makes me wonder if I could ever be happier
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Jul 11, 2017
Jul 11, 2017 at 4:13 AM UTC
Night
Oh, what a horrible night Definitely not late December back in '63 These are the Frankie valleys of my days Night is always black Night always comes back Night envelopes us in the abyss And makes us cherish light Heightening our senses To help us handle the unknown When my days are filled with stimulation The stillness of night sinks me Into quicksand mixed by The current of my mind Overflowing into the sands of time And reminds me Of the stillness of my eyes locked on you Or the stillness of my actions as you walk by Or the stillness of my heart when you call me a ****** My frustration boiled Night's black tar So I bottled it up Placed it in a syringe And medicated my love with darkness I worked my first job at the local Kroger's People would leave with everything they wanted And I'd push their empty carts back into the store The artificial lights of the street lamps Lacked warmth Their hypnotic buzz highlighted The stillness of night Making me wonder if there was any way I could be happy Similar to when activity would die down in rehab A pitiful wretch left to his faculties I'd stare out the window Into the concrete chasm And wonder if happiness could be found by someone like me Night continues Night confines Day comes And goes Night returns Night reburns Night relearned I really hate to see the day come to an end It'd be alright if I was on the bay with a pen But I live near sulfur vents Inside a searing tent Where the hellacious temperature rises rapidly Despite the absence of the sun's warmth The hellfire of night Reminisces of those I have thoroughly failed And my overwhelming remorse As I stare out my window Into the bramble ravine I wonder about the possibility of contentment The stillness of night answers me But at least now I can open the door And charge into the night headstrong To search frantically For someone who Erases my history And writes my future And makes me wonder if I could ever be happier
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romeo is bleeding but not so as you'd notice he's over on 18hh street as usual lookin' so hard against the hood of his car and puttin' out a cigarette in his hand and for all the pachucos at the pumps at romeros paint and body they all seein' how far they can spit well it was just another night but how they're huddled in the brake lights of a 58 belair and listenin' to how romeo killed a sherrif his knife and they all jump when they hear the sirens but romeo just laughs and says all the racket in the world ain't never gonna save that coppers *** he'll never see another summertime for gunnin' down my brother and leavin' him like a dog beneath a car without his knife and romeo says hey man gimme a cigarette and they all reach for their pack and frankie lights it for him and pats him on the back and throws bottle at a milk truck and as it breaks he grabs his nuts and they all know they could be just like romeo if they only had the guts but romeo is bleeding but nobody can tell and he sings along with the radio with a bullet in his chest and he combs back his fenders and they all agree its clear that every thing is cool now that romeos here but romeo is bleeding and he winces now and then and he leans against the car doors and feels the blood in his shoes and someones crying in the phone booth at the 5 points by the store romeo starts his engine and wipes the blood off the door and he brodys through the signal with the radio full blast leavin' the boys there hikin' up there chinos and they all try to stand like romeo beneath the moon cut like a sickle and they're talkin' now in spanish about there hero but romeo is bleeding as he gives the man his ticket and he climbs to the balcony at the movies and he'll die without a wimper like every heros dream just like an angel with a bullet and cagney on the screen
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Jan 1, 2013
Jan 1, 2013 at 7:16 PM UTC
Romeo is Bleeding by Tom Waits
romeo is bleeding but not so as you'd notice he's over on 18hh street as usual lookin' so hard against the hood of his car and puttin' out a cigarette in his hand and for all the pachucos at the pumps at romeros paint and body they all seein' how far they can spit well it was just another night but how they're huddled in the brake lights of a 58 belair and listenin' to how romeo killed a sherrif his knife and they all jump when they hear the sirens but romeo just laughs and says all the racket in the world ain't never gonna save that coppers *** he'll never see another summertime for gunnin' down my brother and leavin' him like a dog beneath a car without his knife and romeo says hey man gimme a cigarette and they all reach for their pack and frankie lights it for him and pats him on the back and throws bottle at a milk truck and as it breaks he grabs his nuts and they all know they could be just like romeo if they only had the guts but romeo is bleeding but nobody can tell and he sings along with the radio with a bullet in his chest and he combs back his fenders and they all agree its clear that every thing is cool now that romeos here but romeo is bleeding and he winces now and then and he leans against the car doors and feels the blood in his shoes and someones crying in the phone booth at the 5 points by the store romeo starts his engine and wipes the blood off the door and he brodys through the signal with the radio full blast leavin' the boys there hikin' up there chinos and they all try to stand like romeo beneath the moon cut like a sickle and they're talkin' now in spanish about there hero but romeo is bleeding as he gives the man his ticket and he climbs to the balcony at the movies and he'll die without a wimper like every heros dream just like an angel with a bullet and cagney on the screen
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In my "Thought for the Day XLIII" (43), I spoke of poets that have been with me, and supported me for quite some time. Sally and Pradip have been with me since my first posting, "1894", nearly two years ago, and I have  "adopted"  Vicki, Catherine, Ryn, Deborah, Pamela Rae,and others along the way. There is Quinn, Phil, Pradip, Francie, Frankie J, Mike, John, Nat, SE Reimer, Sverre, "The 'Ole Storyteller!" and,"Larry, Moe, and Curly Joe!"   Unfortunately, I cannot list everyone, in fear of overlooking writers who, collectively, mean so much to me. Please forgive me for that. I will continue to "do my best" for all of the poets/writers/contributors to the HP site. I do not write for monetary remuneration, but for relaxation and recreation, with the end result, hopefully, bringing a smile to my peers. I thank all of you for allowing me to attempt, and occasionally, reach that goal. Sincerely Richard Riddle- June 03, 2015
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Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 9:35 AM UTC
A Bit of Gratitude
I'm a DJ, a Disk jockey. My fingers are like a jockey stick. I breathe and live House music. The first descendant of Disco music. I'm the descendant of Frankie Knuckles. My tunes ease listener's glooms. I'm a predator, music beats are my prey. House music is the only language I understand. I busk locally and internationally. I'm a beast, not just any beast. Beast that play 4/4 repetitive beats. I play tunes that move with heart beats. My tunes aren't restricted to race or religion. Behind the deck, I'm thee "House beast"
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May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018 at 7:17 PM UTC
I'm the House beast
I thought about this long and hard In fact I thought about it all the time What would happen to belly button lint If you set the stuff on fire I collected more than enough Over the years to see this through So I went and invited a few friends along The word it spread and the crowd it grew All the folk from the town came out They'd been collecting belly button lint just like I had Not quite as impressive a pile as mine I guess I'm the biggest belly button lint dust collecting man That's (B.B.B.L.D.C.M.) if you want to simplify who it is I am You might think that's something to be proud of And believe me when I say that I am After I got through signing autographs We proceeded with my grand plan The crowd stepped up one by one To toss their lint onto the pile Coming close to blocking out the moon As the pile grew ever higher (Finally the time had come to light up the famed belly button lint dust fire) It was Frankie who spoke up first And said he'd be honored to flick his bic That was the very last time we saw any of him Frankie and the lint lit up like a rocket ship When the shock wore off I turned around And saw the whole town up in flames I've had a lot of great ideas before I'm not quite sure this was one of them I now live in a hippie commune in the woods Since my towns no longer there It's kind of lonely without Frankie around Although there's still that lingering hint of burning hair I no longer collect belly button lint these days I sure learned my lesson with that Haven't worked out the details of my next grand idea But I can tell you it involves a big ball of my ear wax
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Mar 9, 2013
Mar 9, 2013 at 8:06 AM UTC
The Great Belly Button Lint Dust Fire Of 93'
I thought about this long and hard In fact I thought about it all the time What would happen to belly button lint If you set the stuff on fire I collected more than enough Over the years to see this through So I went and invited a few friends along The word it spread and the crowd it grew All the folk from the town came out They'd been collecting belly button lint just like I had Not quite as impressive a pile as mine I guess I'm the biggest belly button lint dust collecting man That's (B.B.B.L.D.C.M.) if you want to simplify who it is I am You might think that's something to be proud of And believe me when I say that I am After I got through signing autographs We proceeded with my grand plan The crowd stepped up one by one To toss their lint onto the pile Coming close to blocking out the moon As the pile grew ever higher (Finally the time had come to light up the famed belly button lint dust fire) It was Frankie who spoke up first And said he'd be honored to flick his bic That was the very last time we saw any of him Frankie and the lint lit up like a rocket ship When the shock wore off I turned around And saw the whole town up in flames I've had a lot of great ideas before I'm not quite sure this was one of them I now live in a hippie commune in the woods Since my towns no longer there It's kind of lonely without Frankie around Although there's still that lingering hint of burning hair I no longer collect belly button lint these days I sure learned my lesson with that Haven't worked out the details of my next grand idea But I can tell you it involves a big ball of my ear wax
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I think the end is mine to write (Cry For You, September) Tell me darlin’ where do we begin? (Feel Good Drag, AnBerlin) And if I die baby just know that I never got over you (Clocks Remix, Tito Lopez ft. Coldplay) I’ll never give myself to another like I gave it to you (Rehab, Rihanna) Cause anything worth my love is worth a fight (I’m Free, Kenny Loggins) You got me lifted shifted higher than the ceiling (Sugar Sugar, Baby Bash ft. Frankie J) Why deny it? It cannot wait I’m yours (I Won’t Say I’m In Love, Hercules) (I’m Yours, Jason Mraz) Why don’t you sit right down and stay awhile? (Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?, She and Him) We can share a cigarette cause we’re both fools (Yesterday, Atmosphere) I can’t believe that’s what you said, I wonder am I sick? (Disco, Metro Station) And all of these emotions are pouring out of me (Soundtrack 2 My Life, KiD CuDi) Nothin’ heard nothin’ said, can’t even speak about it (Disturbia, Rihanna) Cause when a heart breaks, it don’t break even (Breakeven, The Script) I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore (The Fear, Lily Allen) And I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore (The Fear, Lilly Allen) Take me to all that we had, the good and the bad (Never Forget You, Lupe Fiasco ft. John Legend) These tears didn’t care, they just hung in the air and refuse to fall (Crooked Teeth, Death Cab For Cutie) This is the way it’s really going down, is this how we say goodbye? (What Goes Around, J.T.) Know that you could set the world on fire (Walking On Air, Kerl) If you are strong enough to leave your doubt (Walking On Air, Kerl) But baby, you make me better (You Make Me Better, Ne Yo ft. Fabulous) And it makes me feel so fine I can’t control my brain (Island in the Sun, Weezer) I keep on runnin’ and nothin’ helps, I can’t get away from you (Erase Me, KiD CuDi ft. Kanye West) We can’t rewind now, we’ve gone too far (The Internet Killed the Video Star, The Limousines) And all I could do was think about sleeping next to you (Reflections, Atmosphere) No matter where I am, no matter what I do, I’m always coming back home to you (Always Coming Back Home to You, Atmosphere)
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Apr 25, 2011
Apr 25, 2011 at 3:20 PM UTC
Poem of Lyrics
I think the end is mine to write (Cry For You, September) Tell me darlin’ where do we begin? (Feel Good Drag, AnBerlin) And if I die baby just know that I never got over you (Clocks Remix, Tito Lopez ft. Coldplay) I’ll never give myself to another like I gave it to you (Rehab, Rihanna) Cause anything worth my love is worth a fight (I’m Free, Kenny Loggins) You got me lifted shifted higher than the ceiling (Sugar Sugar, Baby Bash ft. Frankie J) Why deny it? It cannot wait I’m yours (I Won’t Say I’m In Love, Hercules) (I’m Yours, Jason Mraz) Why don’t you sit right down and stay awhile? (Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?, She and Him) We can share a cigarette cause we’re both fools (Yesterday, Atmosphere) I can’t believe that’s what you said, I wonder am I sick? (Disco, Metro Station) And all of these emotions are pouring out of me (Soundtrack 2 My Life, KiD CuDi) Nothin’ heard nothin’ said, can’t even speak about it (Disturbia, Rihanna) Cause when a heart breaks, it don’t break even (Breakeven, The Script) I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore (The Fear, Lily Allen) And I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore (The Fear, Lilly Allen) Take me to all that we had, the good and the bad (Never Forget You, Lupe Fiasco ft. John Legend) These tears didn’t care, they just hung in the air and refuse to fall (Crooked Teeth, Death Cab For Cutie) This is the way it’s really going down, is this how we say goodbye? (What Goes Around, J.T.) Know that you could set the world on fire (Walking On Air, Kerl) If you are strong enough to leave your doubt (Walking On Air, Kerl) But baby, you make me better (You Make Me Better, Ne Yo ft. Fabulous) And it makes me feel so fine I can’t control my brain (Island in the Sun, Weezer) I keep on runnin’ and nothin’ helps, I can’t get away from you (Erase Me, KiD CuDi ft. Kanye West) We can’t rewind now, we’ve gone too far (The Internet Killed the Video Star, The Limousines) And all I could do was think about sleeping next to you (Reflections, Atmosphere) No matter where I am, no matter what I do, I’m always coming back home to you (Always Coming Back Home to You, Atmosphere)
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god is the devil and the devil is bob god is the devil and the devil is bob god is the devil and the devil is bob you see god triumphs all over poor bob you see today bob was going to the local bowling alley to reform the messiah, you see this person believes he is the messiah, and his mate brian was annoying the pants off him by every time he got a strike, brian copies TV, saying, yes, there is a GOD, about 100 times and drove the messiah nuts, saying why are you saying this, then brian got another strike and said it again, yes, there is a god, and the next miss, brian will say 100 times , no there isn’t a god brian never offended the messiah, but he said, yes there is a god, or no there isn’t a god about 100 times and at the end when brian got 182 as his bowling score, brian yelled out, yes, there is a god up there and when someone got the same score, he said, there is no god, it still drove the messiah nuts and bob delahunty said, why are you saying he drives you nuts, he is a family person, you can learn a lot from brian, and brian sang we are the champions, the messiah left going god is the devil, and the devil is bob god is the devil and the devil is bob god is the devil and the devil is bob GOD THE DEVIL AND THE MIGHTY BOB bob delahunty wanted to understand the messiah, so he made brian and the messiah go to a ACT Brumbies game and brian filled with the simpsons lines in his head, went go brumbies, go brumbies, and when they dropped the ball brian yelled out we stink we stink we stink, and it happened again, the brumbies ran up the field with brian saying go brumbies go brumbies go brumbies go, and they dropped the ball, and brian said we stink we stink we stink and the messiah, who has bionic hearing said, the two islanders behind us, said, why does he keep doing that and brian said, he was copying frankie j holden on TV, or trying to be the GOOFY homer simpson, which to brian’s opinion is cool, it was the messiah that has the problem, and the messiah walked away saying god is the devil and the devil is brian god is the devil and the devil is brian god is the devil and the devil is brian god the devil and annoying old brian and then bob delahunty decided to follow brian and the messiah around, and it seemed brian had a point every time the messiah had problems, he would yell out, GOD DOESN’T WANT ME TO HAVE ******* FUN EVER IN MY LIFE and the messiah would say that again and again, saying god doesn’t want me to that or this or every fucken thing you see, the messiah wanted to live with some old soccer mates, better than brian because he was a total ****** and brian said, i am not a ****** i am trying to be nice to you, allowing to go to the coast together, and to the movies and you still say, and making me say god doesn’t want me to have fun ever in my life, and bob gave brian the messiahs drug to help him beat the ****** in him, and stop that silly thing to say of god doesn’t want me to do that, it forced brian’s best school mate ripping into brian’s head after hearing he is a buddhist, saying sit there, buddha doesn’t want you to go on the computer and i told that voice, buddha wants me to join the next generation, which is better than being a ****** saying, if i eat a banana god will punnish my family, and force people into rioting with one another, brian knows they wanna party, and bob told the messiah, the way to make you better dear child, is split this friendship, ok, so the messiah walked away singing god is the devil and the devil is bob god is the devil and the devil is god god is the devil and the devil is god GOD THE DEVIL AND MY MATE OLD CHUM BOB god is the devil and the devil is god god is the devil and the devil is god god is the devil and the devil is bob god the devil and BUDDHA AND THE JEWS, makes bobs day really complete
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Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 3:57 AM UTC
god the devil and bob meets the messiah and brian
god is the devil and the devil is bob god is the devil and the devil is bob god is the devil and the devil is bob you see god triumphs all over poor bob you see today bob was going to the local bowling alley to reform the messiah, you see this person believes he is the messiah, and his mate brian was annoying the pants off him by every time he got a strike, brian copies TV, saying, yes, there is a GOD, about 100 times and drove the messiah nuts, saying why are you saying this, then brian got another strike and said it again, yes, there is a god, and the next miss, brian will say 100 times , no there isn’t a god brian never offended the messiah, but he said, yes there is a god, or no there isn’t a god about 100 times and at the end when brian got 182 as his bowling score, brian yelled out, yes, there is a god up there and when someone got the same score, he said, there is no god, it still drove the messiah nuts and bob delahunty said, why are you saying he drives you nuts, he is a family person, you can learn a lot from brian, and brian sang we are the champions, the messiah left going god is the devil, and the devil is bob god is the devil and the devil is bob god is the devil and the devil is bob GOD THE DEVIL AND THE MIGHTY BOB bob delahunty wanted to understand the messiah, so he made brian and the messiah go to a ACT Brumbies game and brian filled with the simpsons lines in his head, went go brumbies, go brumbies, and when they dropped the ball brian yelled out we stink we stink we stink, and it happened again, the brumbies ran up the field with brian saying go brumbies go brumbies go brumbies go, and they dropped the ball, and brian said we stink we stink we stink and the messiah, who has bionic hearing said, the two islanders behind us, said, why does he keep doing that and brian said, he was copying frankie j holden on TV, or trying to be the GOOFY homer simpson, which to brian’s opinion is cool, it was the messiah that has the problem, and the messiah walked away saying god is the devil and the devil is brian god is the devil and the devil is brian god is the devil and the devil is brian god the devil and annoying old brian and then bob delahunty decided to follow brian and the messiah around, and it seemed brian had a point every time the messiah had problems, he would yell out, GOD DOESN’T WANT ME TO HAVE ******* FUN EVER IN MY LIFE and the messiah would say that again and again, saying god doesn’t want me to that or this or every fucken thing you see, the messiah wanted to live with some old soccer mates, better than brian because he was a total ****** and brian said, i am not a ****** i am trying to be nice to you, allowing to go to the coast together, and to the movies and you still say, and making me say god doesn’t want me to have fun ever in my life, and bob gave brian the messiahs drug to help him beat the ****** in him, and stop that silly thing to say of god doesn’t want me to do that, it forced brian’s best school mate ripping into brian’s head after hearing he is a buddhist, saying sit there, buddha doesn’t want you to go on the computer and i told that voice, buddha wants me to join the next generation, which is better than being a ****** saying, if i eat a banana god will punnish my family, and force people into rioting with one another, brian knows they wanna party, and bob told the messiah, the way to make you better dear child, is split this friendship, ok, so the messiah walked away singing god is the devil and the devil is bob god is the devil and the devil is god god is the devil and the devil is god GOD THE DEVIL AND MY MATE OLD CHUM BOB god is the devil and the devil is god god is the devil and the devil is god god is the devil and the devil is bob god the devil and BUDDHA AND THE JEWS, makes bobs day really complete
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(10/6/11) Halloween Let me give an update of Halloween night When Freddie Krueger and Jason got into a fight. Blood was flying all around Yet not one of them made a sound. Their instruments of death as sharp as can be And the ending - no one could foresee. They were joining forces for Halloween night Since all the Halloween crowd would be waiting for them Because at midnight the scaring would end. Now that all the revelers were here They would plan their rants and jeers. FREDDIE would pull them out of bed Then the GRIM REAPER would cut off their heads Then DRACULA would **** them dry And their bodies the goblins would hide. The GHOSTS and WITCHES decided to do their thing And the frightened victims they would bring. The GHOULS and WEREWOLF would roam the alleyways To ensure those that were hidden would not stay. Now there was FRANKIE, the MUMMY , JASON , and the GOBLINS too They’d hide in the shadows waiting for you. FRANKIE ,the MUMMY, and JASON were all slow walkers But they was great as shadow stalkers. The GOBLINS would trip them to the ground And jump on them before they could make a sound. To the graveyard at midnight they would go Man oh man ! What a wonderful show. To their places of eternal rest, till next year When they’ll do their best. Look at that cemetery and you will see That this is where they have to be.
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Oct 6, 2011
Oct 6, 2011 at 7:27 PM UTC
monsters planned halloween night
bunny blue is a baby rabbit that lost her mom to a hunters habit she now has befriended a squirrel named frankie thats often happy but sometimes cranky they hang around and like to play till the night comes and ends the day at first light there back outside laughing playing and being sly they are the closest two friends can be have a look and you will see one day bunny blue came out and frankie was nowhere about she looked around all day long her very good friend was nowhere to be found the news it came from her friend the racoon frankie got hit yesterday afternoon bunny blue could not stop crying certainly her friend the **** was lying now she sees the truth so sad she hopped to the street and it was bad a smile on his face his eyes shut tight there frankie was in the middle of the street there in his mouth was a bright orange carrot he got it for blue and couldn't wait to share it bunny blue stopped crying a moment she said a prayer and wanted to show it blue took the carrot from her good friend kissed him goodbye and said i love you frankie i will see you again in heaven my friend
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Apr 25, 2013
Apr 25, 2013 at 3:50 AM UTC
bunny blue
*[Note:  Subject X's accounts contain no record of a proper name. The following is Subject X's first entry and is believed to have been written shortly after the Time Anomaly began]* A Full Stop? It's all been suspended... The birds, the deer, the breeze... All of life in animate suspense... except for us, the people... On April 18th 1955, as best as can be described, time itself-- the fundamental instrument of evolution and Life-- stopped. At exactly 7:20 am, as per the Clocktower at the end of main street. As per the pocket watch in my hand. As per the alarm clock upon my nightstand. As per the humming birds suspended mid flight in my front garden. All of nature, still... Have we come to a "Full Stop"? Ask me how long it's been... ask me. It feels as though it's been a few "days". The only indicator I have of this, is the panic spreading rapidly across town. "Frankie's kid just dropped dead. Running track. The kid was in better shape than "Mickey" Hargitay. Collapsed halfway through his 4th lap... Nothing but skin and bones, they found. Barely a body-- you would have thought it was an old man.", told stories of high crass. "My mother passed last night... she walked... She walked and aged a week with every step.... too weak to barely speak, she whispered, 'Here.' After 2,600 steps the bony woman clinging to my arm-- my own flesh and bone, my creator-- laid to rest." , told stories of elegance. As for me...                                                                             The only time I know is written on my face...
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Jan 28, 2014
Jan 28, 2014 at 1:40 AM UTC
Subject X's Archival Journal: A Full Stop?
*[Note:  Subject X's accounts contain no record of a proper name. The following is Subject X's first entry and is believed to have been written shortly after the Time Anomaly began]* A Full Stop? It's all been suspended... The birds, the deer, the breeze... All of life in animate suspense... except for us, the people... On April 18th 1955, as best as can be described, time itself-- the fundamental instrument of evolution and Life-- stopped. At exactly 7:20 am, as per the Clocktower at the end of main street. As per the pocket watch in my hand. As per the alarm clock upon my nightstand. As per the humming birds suspended mid flight in my front garden. All of nature, still... Have we come to a "Full Stop"? Ask me how long it's been... ask me. It feels as though it's been a few "days". The only indicator I have of this, is the panic spreading rapidly across town. "Frankie's kid just dropped dead. Running track. The kid was in better shape than "Mickey" Hargitay. Collapsed halfway through his 4th lap... Nothing but skin and bones, they found. Barely a body-- you would have thought it was an old man.", told stories of high crass. "My mother passed last night... she walked... She walked and aged a week with every step.... too weak to barely speak, she whispered, 'Here.' After 2,600 steps the bony woman clinging to my arm-- my own flesh and bone, my creator-- laid to rest." , told stories of elegance. As for me...                                                                             The only time I know is written on my face...
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A caterpillar had the feeling That change was coming That time was stealing. To embrace the metamorphosis It wove a cocoon around its chest And choose our wall to take its rest. The young are thoughtless, often cruel And I was no exception. I would have destroyed it but for Frankie’s intervention. Frankie lived in the corner house He was older and quite wise. He taught me that this green cocoon would change into a butterfly. He bade me watch, he had me wait to see the wonder taking shape. We saw the Monarch first take wing once caterpillar, now a King. Several summers passed us by. I still lived but Frankie died- He was nineteen, Young and brave A landmine put him in his grave. He died just before Saigon’s fall His name’s inscribed upon the Wall Corporal Frank Evangelista Junior, beloved by mother and mourned by sister. He was too good, too young to die. He would have been a butterfly.
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Nov 22, 2011
Nov 22, 2011 at 5:11 PM UTC
Butterfly
1.  Understand Weather. (Strangers on a bench, Looking up.) “Cirrus, I think. Cirrocumulus?” “Stratus surely. Or altocumulus.” (You must also hate the cold And the sun, And always wish the current season Was a different one.) 2. Never Be Honest About Stuff That Hurts. Pain so bad Can’t even **** – “How are you, Arthur?” “Brilliant, thanks!” 3. Have An Opinion On These People Katie Price (Feminist? Witch?) Kate Moss (Goddess? ***** Stephen Fry (Snob? Wilde?) Frankie Boyle (Offensive? Mild?) 4. Never Talk About Money. “So.” An American asks. “How much do ya make?” “I…I…Oh My God look at that dog over there that has a face like a pancake!” 5. Learn How To Apply The Class System To Cigarettes. Pipe – Monty Withnail Silk Cut – Comfortably Middle. Lucky Strikes – Probably not British. B&H; – Shops at Lidl. 6. Secretly (Or Openly) Enjoy The Royal Family “So, did you hear what they called the baby?” My boyfriend shrugs and says - “I don’t give one tiny **** “They named him George. Isn’t that twee?” “Aw ******* hell, I had a tenner on Louis!” 7. Hey Jude. If all else fails, At the end of the night, Sing na-na-na And it’ll be alright. 8. Never Complain About Your Meal “Hm. These mussels look a bit suspect.” “How’s your meal, Sir?” “Perfect!” 9. Always Hate The French, (Even If Your Own Mother Is French) Numberplate 'F' On an articulated lorry. “Stuck up…onion…bastards.” (I’m sorry mum, I’m so sorry!) 10. ‘Jerusalem’ Mime a sword in your hand, Bang your chest with devotion, Wave the sword about, Sing with emotion.
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Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 10:35 AM UTC
How To Be A Certain Kind Of English (Ten Easy Steps)
1.  Understand Weather. (Strangers on a bench, Looking up.) “Cirrus, I think. Cirrocumulus?” “Stratus surely. Or altocumulus.” (You must also hate the cold And the sun, And always wish the current season Was a different one.) 2. Never Be Honest About Stuff That Hurts. Pain so bad Can’t even **** – “How are you, Arthur?” “Brilliant, thanks!” 3. Have An Opinion On These People Katie Price (Feminist? Witch?) Kate Moss (Goddess? ***** Stephen Fry (Snob? Wilde?) Frankie Boyle (Offensive? Mild?) 4. Never Talk About Money. “So.” An American asks. “How much do ya make?” “I…I…Oh My God look at that dog over there that has a face like a pancake!” 5. Learn How To Apply The Class System To Cigarettes. Pipe – Monty Withnail Silk Cut – Comfortably Middle. Lucky Strikes – Probably not British. B&H; – Shops at Lidl. 6. Secretly (Or Openly) Enjoy The Royal Family “So, did you hear what they called the baby?” My boyfriend shrugs and says - “I don’t give one tiny **** “They named him George. Isn’t that twee?” “Aw ******* hell, I had a tenner on Louis!” 7. Hey Jude. If all else fails, At the end of the night, Sing na-na-na And it’ll be alright. 8. Never Complain About Your Meal “Hm. These mussels look a bit suspect.” “How’s your meal, Sir?” “Perfect!” 9. Always Hate The French, (Even If Your Own Mother Is French) Numberplate 'F' On an articulated lorry. “Stuck up…onion…bastards.” (I’m sorry mum, I’m so sorry!) 10. ‘Jerusalem’ Mime a sword in your hand, Bang your chest with devotion, Wave the sword about, Sing with emotion.
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'..and now the end is near' Frankie sang it loud and clear Did you hear.. ..it? Sentiments so full of sh*t..I could laugh. This staff of life is full of go But I ain't going nowhere yet. And certainly not in a bereavement column Them things is full of far to solemn. And anyway..I got a date next Saturday Can't be late for that Can't be laid out flat How would it look to her..?.. ..who's had more than her share of half dead men. When I hear that song.. I know it's time to move along and swing my feet Not yet going to meet my maker. Going to take her..out Dance and then another laugh. In the cafe my friends all sit Waiting for the day to hit But not me.
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Feb 8, 2013
Feb 8, 2013 at 11:55 AM UTC
Another Hoboken hustle
Leaflet through the door on a 5K run for charity. Spam email on the benefits of the Paleo eating regime. Pals posting photo's of culinary creations on Facebook, and Im in the queue for the food bank; a hand to mouth existence. In Scotland, half the people in poverty are working families struggle to survive day-to-day and the basics of food to live being asked to work longer hours for less money while the politicians say they have nothing more to give and the "Queen talks about austerity while wearing a £1 million hat" (I'll thank Frankie Boyle for his razor sharp insights on that) and Im in the queue for the food bank; a hand to mouth existence. Contrary to common misconception it doesn't always rain in Scotland. This week its been 26 degrees, and Glasgow is awash in t-shirts and shorts, and beer gardens with bees. Cold beer never looked so refreshing. West Enders in their top-down convertibles extolling the virtues of organic produce from Peckhams and their exclusivity price-point gourmet cheeses, and Im in the queue for the food bank; a hand to mouth existence.
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Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 9:49 AM UTC
Hand to Mouth
The first word in Arabic You ever taught me Was Aoheb: Love, Spelled G-I-V-E The kind that I forgot what I was When I felt you holding me. But only privately. Like crossing the street, We look both ways Before our hands meet. Because even though it's okay for me Culturally.. We don't do that Until we're married. But just like The next words You taught me, Ana fahemt: I understand. Like that time I called you a beautiful Woman.. You got so mad because You want to stay a girl forever. Baby, I never Want to grow up Together I want to grow in. So give me a garden To come home to Give me a heart I can roam through When it's 3AM And both of us Have **** to. do. One day, When we're tired Of learning each other's language You can call me Frankie, And frankly, I'll fly you to the moon. Give my very breath to you I'll keep you so warm In my arms that baby, Your blood will boil. And I don't mean to spoil the fun But could you please put that Super cute face of yours away? Because Your smile, Is so bright Solar radiation Needs sunglasses. And even though You're sweet as molasses I don't think that Nasa's Satellites can handle that Amount of sunshine right now. I think "Ana bufuker." ...really? .. "Ana buhfucker?.. Whatever.. Ana bafaker: I think, Google translate is awful. Especially when it involves Conversations with your Your dad and me Because honestly I always think I'm gonna Say the wrong thing At the wrong time. And I always just end up Saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But somehow you always Seem to know how to read my mind. So Habiby. Aomry. Hayaty. My love, My life, My age... ...And the rest of the poem is none of your business. Truly. It's between that girl and I. But I will say this though: We don't talk much anymore And I'm not really sure why. But I know that Somewhere out there, In-between all of the ******** Of our daily lives; There is a girl that Is going to speak my language.
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Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 11:19 PM UTC
Cairo
The first word in Arabic You ever taught me Was Aoheb: Love, Spelled G-I-V-E The kind that I forgot what I was When I felt you holding me. But only privately. Like crossing the street, We look both ways Before our hands meet. Because even though it's okay for me Culturally.. We don't do that Until we're married. But just like The next words You taught me, Ana fahemt: I understand. Like that time I called you a beautiful Woman.. You got so mad because You want to stay a girl forever. Baby, I never Want to grow up Together I want to grow in. So give me a garden To come home to Give me a heart I can roam through When it's 3AM And both of us Have **** to. do. One day, When we're tired Of learning each other's language You can call me Frankie, And frankly, I'll fly you to the moon. Give my very breath to you I'll keep you so warm In my arms that baby, Your blood will boil. And I don't mean to spoil the fun But could you please put that Super cute face of yours away? Because Your smile, Is so bright Solar radiation Needs sunglasses. And even though You're sweet as molasses I don't think that Nasa's Satellites can handle that Amount of sunshine right now. I think "Ana bufuker." ...really? .. "Ana buhfucker?.. Whatever.. Ana bafaker: I think, Google translate is awful. Especially when it involves Conversations with your Your dad and me Because honestly I always think I'm gonna Say the wrong thing At the wrong time. And I always just end up Saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But somehow you always Seem to know how to read my mind. So Habiby. Aomry. Hayaty. My love, My life, My age... ...And the rest of the poem is none of your business. Truly. It's between that girl and I. But I will say this though: We don't talk much anymore And I'm not really sure why. But I know that Somewhere out there, In-between all of the ******** Of our daily lives; There is a girl that Is going to speak my language.
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She kept bringing abstracts out from a huge cardboard box as the next artwork revealed itself the box produced another more bizarre than the last. Drawn on pizza boxes maccaroni,glued and painted kleenex box canvases and a few done in ketchup. She kept pulling them out and she was loaded. I drank my beer and I sort of saw I kinda felt where they came from. The Greek laughed and cursed I've thrown them away many times but she keeps digging them out of the trash I'll throw them away again into the trash with her wine bottles and stripper clothes he sat down hit his joint. Why don't you let her keep these I asked the Greek. Because it's garbage she too is garbage her,and her art both garbage. She mumbled something not hearable while clutching her baby doll. I walked to the can and threw away my empty bottle. I wanted to give this to you and I handed Frankie the drawing I had made him. He seemed pleased and handed me another beer. The Greek thought it was **** I could tell. He told me my garbage wasn't any better than her garbage artwork. The energy's gotta go somewhere might as well be on these canvases and pizza boxes I said. We sat there for a few more hours as Frankie finished my Ruin symbols on his large,silver grinder. The Greek and the girl finally left the room and i was relieved and the room slowly lost it's superfluous tension. I sat there in Vegas staring at the box of GARBAGE
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Dec 4, 2012
Dec 4, 2012 at 10:03 PM UTC
Another man's treasure
She slowly started to hear what sounded like whispers in the distance, her mind was at ease though. It felt like a bed she was laying on, plush, maybe even extra pillows under her head. Her face ached more than she thought possible and trying to open her eyes made her head throb more than she could stand. There was a shadow in the distance, a man, standing perfectly still. She could only make out his shape but he seemed familiar, friendly. She finally felt safe though, for the first time in days. The man said something she couldn't understand, then he rushed to her side. "Clara, you're awake! Finally! It's been 12 hours. How are you feeling?" he said rushed and excitedly. "Uncle Frankie?" she asked weakly. "Yes Sweetie, I'm here, you're safe now" he said with a big awkward smile. He'd always been awkward, since she was a little girl, but he was her dad's little brother and she loved him like a father. "What happened?", she was so confused, the last few days were a blur of fists and guns in her mind. "Johnny BlackHeart and his crew kidnapped you Clara. They held you captive for days, called us for ransom and demands, said they'd torture you if we didn't comply. We finally found out where they were keeping you yesterday, me and the guys came in guns blazing and killed most of the guards. We thought we'd lost you for a few minutes but George got you out just in time. We're so lucky you made it." She took all this in and in the next instant all the memories came rushing back, the beatings, the restraints, all of it. She sat up quickly, refusing her uncles hand for help. "We need a family meeting, now! Get George and the boys in here immediately!" she said angrily. "What are you going to do?" he asked wearily. She looked at him like it should have been obvious but she said it anyways, in the calmest voice she could. "Get Revenge"
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Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 5:39 PM UTC
Clara Pt. 2
She slowly started to hear what sounded like whispers in the distance, her mind was at ease though. It felt like a bed she was laying on, plush, maybe even extra pillows under her head. Her face ached more than she thought possible and trying to open her eyes made her head throb more than she could stand. There was a shadow in the distance, a man, standing perfectly still. She could only make out his shape but he seemed familiar, friendly. She finally felt safe though, for the first time in days. The man said something she couldn't understand, then he rushed to her side. "Clara, you're awake! Finally! It's been 12 hours. How are you feeling?" he said rushed and excitedly. "Uncle Frankie?" she asked weakly. "Yes Sweetie, I'm here, you're safe now" he said with a big awkward smile. He'd always been awkward, since she was a little girl, but he was her dad's little brother and she loved him like a father. "What happened?", she was so confused, the last few days were a blur of fists and guns in her mind. "Johnny BlackHeart and his crew kidnapped you Clara. They held you captive for days, called us for ransom and demands, said they'd torture you if we didn't comply. We finally found out where they were keeping you yesterday, me and the guys came in guns blazing and killed most of the guards. We thought we'd lost you for a few minutes but George got you out just in time. We're so lucky you made it." She took all this in and in the next instant all the memories came rushing back, the beatings, the restraints, all of it. She sat up quickly, refusing her uncles hand for help. "We need a family meeting, now! Get George and the boys in here immediately!" she said angrily. "What are you going to do?" he asked wearily. She looked at him like it should have been obvious but she said it anyways, in the calmest voice she could. "Get Revenge"
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I met a Cupid once, At my cousin's wedding Androgynous and gay, It Fluttered among the joyful guests, Dancing to it's heart's content It's heart that overflowed and bathed the guests with it's love I asked the Cupid, "what is your name?" They responded, "I do not have one. But it could be Johnny, That's the name of a boy who spoke things, Things I loved. So I mimicked his nose." "So your name is Johnny?" "Not necessarily." "Then what is it!" "It could be Annie, That's the name of a girl who never betrayed love, I love people who are loyal to love. So I mimicked her kind, honey-filled voice." "You sure do say love a lot." "Well of course, I'm a Cupid!" "Let me guess, you loved a kid named Alex so you mimicked their eyes?" "Actually it was her teeth." "Well alright then Frankenstein." "Did you just name me?" "It was a nickname, a joke." The Cupid laughs gaily "I love the things you say." "They're nothing but a bunch of annoying questions." "But you're curious about love aren't you, little one? That's why you're curious about me." I stubbornly avoid their eyes "Look away for too long and love will disappear." "Why should I care, Frankie?" "Now I'm sure you named me!" My childish antics seemed to amuse the Cupid, But their antics seemed to draw my attention in as well It's smile softened and in one sentimental assault it said "I love you." That word rubs me the wrong way, and coming from Frankie it was no different Too many people abuse it, Making it cheap and worthless But something pure about the sparkle in Frankie's eyes, The wrinkle in their nose, The sincerity in their voice, And their big toothy grin, Hit my heart like an arrow on the bullseye, And made my chest feel warm and fuzzy That feeling stayed with me long after the Cupid had gone And I thought to myself "I don't dislike this feeling... In fact I might just love it."
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Nov 12, 2015
Nov 12, 2015 at 4:10 PM UTC
Cupid
I met a Cupid once, At my cousin's wedding Androgynous and gay, It Fluttered among the joyful guests, Dancing to it's heart's content It's heart that overflowed and bathed the guests with it's love I asked the Cupid, "what is your name?" They responded, "I do not have one. But it could be Johnny, That's the name of a boy who spoke things, Things I loved. So I mimicked his nose." "So your name is Johnny?" "Not necessarily." "Then what is it!" "It could be Annie, That's the name of a girl who never betrayed love, I love people who are loyal to love. So I mimicked her kind, honey-filled voice." "You sure do say love a lot." "Well of course, I'm a Cupid!" "Let me guess, you loved a kid named Alex so you mimicked their eyes?" "Actually it was her teeth." "Well alright then Frankenstein." "Did you just name me?" "It was a nickname, a joke." The Cupid laughs gaily "I love the things you say." "They're nothing but a bunch of annoying questions." "But you're curious about love aren't you, little one? That's why you're curious about me." I stubbornly avoid their eyes "Look away for too long and love will disappear." "Why should I care, Frankie?" "Now I'm sure you named me!" My childish antics seemed to amuse the Cupid, But their antics seemed to draw my attention in as well It's smile softened and in one sentimental assault it said "I love you." That word rubs me the wrong way, and coming from Frankie it was no different Too many people abuse it, Making it cheap and worthless But something pure about the sparkle in Frankie's eyes, The wrinkle in their nose, The sincerity in their voice, And their big toothy grin, Hit my heart like an arrow on the bullseye, And made my chest feel warm and fuzzy That feeling stayed with me long after the Cupid had gone And I thought to myself "I don't dislike this feeling... In fact I might just love it."
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Oh, that (SHE), who once aglow And lithe with youthfulness, would know, That years must come to take their toll Drape tiny fractures on the doll Whose porcelain, once flawless smile Now framed in tiny lattices, compiled Of wrinkles, faint to puckered lips, (to complement the shapely hips), Which, when worn with grace of knowing years Dispel all arrogance of tears, Allowing, (SHE) to strut her style Confounding raised eyebrows, awhile. Allowing (SHE) to work her plan Of adoring this discerning man. M.
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Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 9:57 PM UTC
(SHE)...after savouring Frankie J's "Ever Young"
The show must go on, Frogmore says, and Lottie sits and has a quick drag on her cigarette and sips the foul coffee from the drinks machine. Legs ache, head banging, back stiff. She inhales and thinks of Frankie and his coming to her place the previous evening and wanting to stay over for the night. The cabaret takes it out of her. The eyes on her, the talk going on while she and the other girls do their bit. Frankie such a sweetheart, such a Mr Softy, curled up on the sofa, his huge overcoat as a cover, his head sunk into a cushion, sleeping. She watches the smoke rise from the cigarette, she lifts it and the smoke rises in short circles, like her father used to do when she was a kid sitting on his knee. Watch the smoke Kid, see how it rises like some kind of message to the gods. And he laughed about that back then. She felt safe on his knee even when he used to let it rise and fall like some kind of riding  horse. Now it is just the cabaret and the lonely nights and Frankie on the sofa because his old lady threw him out and he won’t sleep with Lottie because he’s a good Catholic boy and anyways, he said, it’d get too confusing and he’d just lay there on the sofa on those nights and she’d lay alone wanting company and maybe someone to hug her real close. Hey, Frogmore says, you in this next dance or what? What do I pay you for, huh? Sit about and smoke yourself to death? You want to die do it in your own time not mine. She stubs out the cigarette **** and drains the foul coffee in one last gulp. The music has started up their theme bit for her and other girls and out there in the audience drinking, eating and talking, maybe Frankie staring or her father with his latest flame without beauty or brains or nice figure or remembered name.
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Jan 24, 2013
Jan 24, 2013 at 5:22 AM UTC
THE SHOW MUST GO ON.
The show must go on, Frogmore says, and Lottie sits and has a quick drag on her cigarette and sips the foul coffee from the drinks machine. Legs ache, head banging, back stiff. She inhales and thinks of Frankie and his coming to her place the previous evening and wanting to stay over for the night. The cabaret takes it out of her. The eyes on her, the talk going on while she and the other girls do their bit. Frankie such a sweetheart, such a Mr Softy, curled up on the sofa, his huge overcoat as a cover, his head sunk into a cushion, sleeping. She watches the smoke rise from the cigarette, she lifts it and the smoke rises in short circles, like her father used to do when she was a kid sitting on his knee. Watch the smoke Kid, see how it rises like some kind of message to the gods. And he laughed about that back then. She felt safe on his knee even when he used to let it rise and fall like some kind of riding  horse. Now it is just the cabaret and the lonely nights and Frankie on the sofa because his old lady threw him out and he won’t sleep with Lottie because he’s a good Catholic boy and anyways, he said, it’d get too confusing and he’d just lay there on the sofa on those nights and she’d lay alone wanting company and maybe someone to hug her real close. Hey, Frogmore says, you in this next dance or what? What do I pay you for, huh? Sit about and smoke yourself to death? You want to die do it in your own time not mine. She stubs out the cigarette **** and drains the foul coffee in one last gulp. The music has started up their theme bit for her and other girls and out there in the audience drinking, eating and talking, maybe Frankie staring or her father with his latest flame without beauty or brains or nice figure or remembered name.
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Fly by night, Or the seat of your pants Hang on tight, May I have the next dance? Take a deep breath, Or a load off your feet, Hey pretty mama, May I sit in this seat? Snoopy and Sloopy and Sloop John B too Don’t you know I think I love you? All night long, Nothing else can compare Mickey Mouse, Elvis, Frankie, Annette Down on the corner, cool Cigarette. All grown up With no where to go I left it to ****** But he didn’t know Wally and Eddie Were out selling drugs Popeye and Brutus Were two vicious thugs. In the Fifities and Sixties: It was hard to keep up “They” fed us the Kool Aid We drank from the cup. Kent State and Woodstock And a man on the moon, Kaleidoscope childhood, Ended too soon. Phil Lindsey 9/16/15
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Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 11:14 AM UTC
Kaleidoscope Kids
Frankie said, “Jane’s okay” and Jane,…well she never really liked Frankie’s way, Yet his charm and that tattoo of ‘Mom’ on his arm made him seem like a nice boy You see… he never won her heart just stole her mind “In just a matter of time” he’d brag, “She’ll be mine” no sooner she was won with a ring fit for her thumb Frankie found himself a new toy
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Jul 11, 2021
Jul 11, 2021 at 7:29 AM UTC
Frankie and Jane
da da dada yada da da yada yada hey hey frankie boy they give ya praise as got no joy hey hey frankie you aint no slave now....are you!! da da dada yada da da yada you ye are as man upon de earth no matter no matter or maybe it matter! ya da da da da yadda true da hell wit all des flatterers oh yeah yea are soul true so a guess a death thinkin..... we gotta jus to overwhelm da lies with unceasing true truth............
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Aug 20, 2010
Aug 20, 2010 at 11:17 AM UTC
hey hey hey..,.uncensored man
When my uncle Frankie died I didn’t think much about death or the short fact of living. I thought about my cousin Siobhan. Everybody did. He left 3 children dying, but Siobhan was already dead - the part that harvested hope anyway. But people tend to focus on what’s missing probably because we're all obsessed with growing.   Anyways, I knew then that she’d try to fill that void like a hoarder, collecting anything within reach. But her father’s watch wasn’t a token of relief it sent her body into epileptic shock, clutching white-knuckled at his biological clock. And his glasses? Well she still wears them but if she misplaces them for a moment she’s liable to panic into another dimension. Yes, Frankie’s death defined a tragedy but Siobhan’s living only defined a tragic heroine and all anybody could do was study her face, know when it wrinkled from living listlessly expressing that void, the missing,   the agonizing in the glass of her eyes that tells me she’ll never again hear her father call her, Blondie, creep up behind, massage her tired shoulders and tell her without words that he will always be there – there with her. Siobhan would count her losses like this making grief tangible in memory – like the loss of language her and Frankie shared. Sometimes at night I think of Siobhan at last thanksgiving watching her daddy wave back to her on home movies never saying much but smiling wide, wide enough to make you gulp and twitch and feel the hairs of your arm rise. I remembered thinking that not many daddy’s have kindness in their smile. But I knew then that everybody was playing detective secretly watching Siobhan, screening her face for clues to a crime unsolved talking to every other family member in the room. I often wished I felt brave enough to grab her hand and squeeze it to stone and tell her very “undetective” like, “If this isn’t love, I don’t know what is.”
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Jan 31, 2012
Jan 31, 2012 at 12:27 PM UTC
Blondie
When my uncle Frankie died I didn’t think much about death or the short fact of living. I thought about my cousin Siobhan. Everybody did. He left 3 children dying, but Siobhan was already dead - the part that harvested hope anyway. But people tend to focus on what’s missing probably because we're all obsessed with growing.   Anyways, I knew then that she’d try to fill that void like a hoarder, collecting anything within reach. But her father’s watch wasn’t a token of relief it sent her body into epileptic shock, clutching white-knuckled at his biological clock. And his glasses? Well she still wears them but if she misplaces them for a moment she’s liable to panic into another dimension. Yes, Frankie’s death defined a tragedy but Siobhan’s living only defined a tragic heroine and all anybody could do was study her face, know when it wrinkled from living listlessly expressing that void, the missing,   the agonizing in the glass of her eyes that tells me she’ll never again hear her father call her, Blondie, creep up behind, massage her tired shoulders and tell her without words that he will always be there – there with her. Siobhan would count her losses like this making grief tangible in memory – like the loss of language her and Frankie shared. Sometimes at night I think of Siobhan at last thanksgiving watching her daddy wave back to her on home movies never saying much but smiling wide, wide enough to make you gulp and twitch and feel the hairs of your arm rise. I remembered thinking that not many daddy’s have kindness in their smile. But I knew then that everybody was playing detective secretly watching Siobhan, screening her face for clues to a crime unsolved talking to every other family member in the room. I often wished I felt brave enough to grab her hand and squeeze it to stone and tell her very “undetective” like, “If this isn’t love, I don’t know what is.”
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Frankie and Joni They were young lovers Nothing could tear them apart Don't worry baby, says Frankie to Joni I'll never do you no harm In a ****** motel On the outskirts of town Joni goes dancing with Jake The rhythms they make, there aint no doubt God help them if Frankie found out A cruel twist of fate Frankie came home She found Jake and Joni in bed In a hail storm of lead from a .38 chrome Jake and Joni were dead Frankie and Joni They were young lovers Nothing could tear them apart Say what you will about this thing called love Some people just aint no **** good
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Sep 2, 2016
Sep 2, 2016 at 9:06 PM UTC
Frankie & Joni