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I saw the Maori Jesus Walking on Wellington Harbour. He wore blue dungarees, His beard and hair were long. His breath smelled of mussels and paraoa. When he smiled it looked like the dawn. When he broke wind the little fishes trembled. When he frowned the ground shook. When he laughed everybody got drunk. The Maori Jesus came on shore And picked out his twelve disciples. One cleaned toilets in the railway station; His hands were scrubbed red to get the **** out of the pores. One was a call-girl who turned it up for nothing. One was a housewife who had forgotten the Pill And stuck her TV set in the ******* can. One was a little office clerk Who'd tried to set fire to the Government Buldings. Yes, and there were several others; One was a sad old quean; One was an alcoholic priest Going slowly mad in a respectable parish. The Maori Jesus said, 'Man, From now on the sun will shine.' He did no miracles; He played the guitar sitting on the ground. The first day he was arrested For having no lawful means of support. The second day he was beaten up by the cops For telling a dee his house was not in order. The third day he was charged with being a Maori And given a month in Mt Crawford. The fourth day he was sent to Porirua For telling a ***** the sun would stop rising. The fifth day lasted seven years While he worked in the Asylum laundry Never out of the steam. The sixth day he told the head doctor, 'I am the Light in the Void; I am who I am.' The seventh day he was lobotomised; The brain of God was cut in half. On the eighth day the sun did not rise. It did not rise the day after. God was neither alive nor dead. The darkness of the Void, Mountainous, mile-deep, civilised darkness Sat on the earth from then till now.
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May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 7:53 AM UTC
The Maori Jesus - James K. Baxter
I saw the Maori Jesus Walking on Wellington Harbour. He wore blue dungarees, His beard and hair were long. His breath smelled of mussels and paraoa. When he smiled it looked like the dawn. When he broke wind the little fishes trembled. When he frowned the ground shook. When he laughed everybody got drunk. The Maori Jesus came on shore And picked out his twelve disciples. One cleaned toilets in the railway station; His hands were scrubbed red to get the **** out of the pores. One was a call-girl who turned it up for nothing. One was a housewife who had forgotten the Pill And stuck her TV set in the ******* can. One was a little office clerk Who'd tried to set fire to the Government Buldings. Yes, and there were several others; One was a sad old quean; One was an alcoholic priest Going slowly mad in a respectable parish. The Maori Jesus said, 'Man, From now on the sun will shine.' He did no miracles; He played the guitar sitting on the ground. The first day he was arrested For having no lawful means of support. The second day he was beaten up by the cops For telling a dee his house was not in order. The third day he was charged with being a Maori And given a month in Mt Crawford. The fourth day he was sent to Porirua For telling a ***** the sun would stop rising. The fifth day lasted seven years While he worked in the Asylum laundry Never out of the steam. The sixth day he told the head doctor, 'I am the Light in the Void; I am who I am.' The seventh day he was lobotomised; The brain of God was cut in half. On the eighth day the sun did not rise. It did not rise the day after. God was neither alive nor dead. The darkness of the Void, Mountainous, mile-deep, civilised darkness Sat on the earth from then till now.
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I have the unfortunate belief that my self-worth lies in the quality of my hair. It may sound ridiculous, but it's true. Go ahead, touch my hair. I feed off of your fascination -though I remain engaged only as long as you do- my tolerance for my hair is equivalent to its length. I once had someone tell me "I like your hair better straight" And that was when fifth grade ruined me. I thought by changing they would accept me. And Daniel would like me like he liked Taylor and all of my likes would be returned and Eddie would choose me because we were best friends and I had the fortune of being beautiful but I wasn't allowed to be beautiful to him because I have this hair. People wonder why I spend hours with an iron. But when you're so different that boys won't like you because your hair is curly and you teeth are crooked you have no choice but to change the things that are in your power. I could never make myself fully white But I sure as hell can straighten my hair and let Mamaw buy me braces. They can call you giraffe neck still, but at least your hair is straight like everyone else. Yes, you like to touch it and it's "neat" and it's "soft" But why on earth should that matter to me? People respect my hair because it is mine. But he will not love it unless it is like hers- wind-caught silk that hangs to her waist. I weep for my hair. I weep for my hair. You do not understand how different it is. You do not understand how hard it is to stick out like a sore thumb because your genetics were oppressed for 500 years. I am ugly Because of my hair. No number of people telling me of its beauty will matter because I cannot see it. He cannot see it either.
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 2:15 AM UTC
The Biracial Blues (A Tale of Curly Hair)
I have the unfortunate belief that my self-worth lies in the quality of my hair. It may sound ridiculous, but it's true. Go ahead, touch my hair. I feed off of your fascination -though I remain engaged only as long as you do- my tolerance for my hair is equivalent to its length. I once had someone tell me "I like your hair better straight" And that was when fifth grade ruined me. I thought by changing they would accept me. And Daniel would like me like he liked Taylor and all of my likes would be returned and Eddie would choose me because we were best friends and I had the fortune of being beautiful but I wasn't allowed to be beautiful to him because I have this hair. People wonder why I spend hours with an iron. But when you're so different that boys won't like you because your hair is curly and you teeth are crooked you have no choice but to change the things that are in your power. I could never make myself fully white But I sure as hell can straighten my hair and let Mamaw buy me braces. They can call you giraffe neck still, but at least your hair is straight like everyone else. Yes, you like to touch it and it's "neat" and it's "soft" But why on earth should that matter to me? People respect my hair because it is mine. But he will not love it unless it is like hers- wind-caught silk that hangs to her waist. I weep for my hair. I weep for my hair. You do not understand how different it is. You do not understand how hard it is to stick out like a sore thumb because your genetics were oppressed for 500 years. I am ugly Because of my hair. No number of people telling me of its beauty will matter because I cannot see it. He cannot see it either.
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It's elementary, my dear This bittersweet affection that I feel From one boy to the next I grew Ladder rungs of broken hearts First grade Blonde hair and disarming smile Recess games and hallway passes A note in a diary and minutes spent giggling Never talking, always watching Fourth grade Glasses frame of brown hair and thin shoulders Curious enigma to come and go A bit more literate diary entrees One year of crossed legs and shy smiles Fifth grade A growing tree of lean muscle and blue eyes Short brown hair and a charming grin Side by side on a rubber track Gray skies and sweet goodbyes A bright dance floor and a shattered heart Miserable nights and heartbreak songs Seventh grade Long dark hair and chocolate eyes This spring has brought a strange surprise Wiry muscle and soft cheeks Once admired, then adored An ongoing thrum of sweet affection Sidelong glances and gym class stares New discoveries and quiet realization Girl can love girl Tenth grade A firecracker packed with mysterious boys And an enigmatic girl A bomb in the summer sky Spelling new names, new faces, new hearts A whisper of 'I love you' at long last returned Names carved on my ribs and pulling my lips A tightened chest never felt so good
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Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 9:53 PM UTC
Crush
Back in the day, When I was a little whipper snapper in Leeds, We would go “chumping”, as we called it, for firewood, For weeks and weeks. Everyone built towering infernos, Ready for November Fifth: Bonfire Night. Some made effigies of the “evil” Guy Fawkes, Leader of the “Gunpowder Plot” And stood in the street saying “Penny for the Guy”. What a night! Roaring fire on a chill Winter night, Those flames burning your face. A World War Three Of Fireworks: Rockets, Catherine Wheels and bangers. Bangers to scare the girls. Kids painting pictures in the air With sparklers. And best of all, That yummy gingery Parkin cake: A taste I cannot put Into words. Oh and deep dark Treacle Toffee, Jacket potatoes, Roast chestnuts And Crunchie-like cinder toffee. It’s many a year since I went to a bonfire. Politically correct firework displays Are more the modern thing. Seems strange to burn the effigy Of a man who had the sense To try to blow parliament up – Especially a Yorkshire Man. Ha ha. But then I read that good Religious reasons are behind This bonfire Celebration: Those flames are orange After all. Not wishing to create divisions Anywhere in the world, It’s still good to see traditions Being maintained. Let those fires and fireworks keep rising, Constantly emerging from the shadows Of Halloween. Paul Butters © PB 27\10\2018. Written at the request of Stephen Chapman. “Treacle toffee” added later, with “jacket potatoes” and “cinder toffee” added on 31\10\18. "Roast chestnuts" added 18\11.
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Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 6:35 AM UTC
Bonfire Night
Back in the day, When I was a little whipper snapper in Leeds, We would go “chumping”, as we called it, for firewood, For weeks and weeks. Everyone built towering infernos, Ready for November Fifth: Bonfire Night. Some made effigies of the “evil” Guy Fawkes, Leader of the “Gunpowder Plot” And stood in the street saying “Penny for the Guy”. What a night! Roaring fire on a chill Winter night, Those flames burning your face. A World War Three Of Fireworks: Rockets, Catherine Wheels and bangers. Bangers to scare the girls. Kids painting pictures in the air With sparklers. And best of all, That yummy gingery Parkin cake: A taste I cannot put Into words. Oh and deep dark Treacle Toffee, Jacket potatoes, Roast chestnuts And Crunchie-like cinder toffee. It’s many a year since I went to a bonfire. Politically correct firework displays Are more the modern thing. Seems strange to burn the effigy Of a man who had the sense To try to blow parliament up – Especially a Yorkshire Man. Ha ha. But then I read that good Religious reasons are behind This bonfire Celebration: Those flames are orange After all. Not wishing to create divisions Anywhere in the world, It’s still good to see traditions Being maintained. Let those fires and fireworks keep rising, Constantly emerging from the shadows Of Halloween. Paul Butters © PB 27\10\2018. Written at the request of Stephen Chapman. “Treacle toffee” added later, with “jacket potatoes” and “cinder toffee” added on 31\10\18. "Roast chestnuts" added 18\11.
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The first sorrow of autumn Is the slow goodbye Of the garden who stands so long in the evening- A brown poppy head, The stalk of a lily, And still cannot go. The second sorrow Is the empty feet Of a pheasant who hangs from a hook with his brothers. The woodland of gold Is folded in feathers With its head in a bag. And the third sorrow Is the slow goodbye Of the sun who has gathered the birds and who gathers The minutes of evening, The golden and holy Ground of the picture. The fourth sorrow Is the pond gone black Ruined and sunken the city of water- The beetle's palace, The catacombs Of the dragonfly. And the fifth sorrow Is the slow goodbye Of the woodland that quietly breaks up its camp. One day it's gone. It has only left litter- Firewood, tentpoles. And the sixth sorrow Is the fox's sorrow The joy of the huntsman, the joy of the hounds, The hooves that pound Till earth closes her ear To the fox's prayer. And the seventh sorrow Is the slow goodbye Of the face with its wrinkles that looks through the window As the year packs up Like a tatty fairground That came for the children.
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The Seven Sorrows
Enrique, Emilio, Lorenzo, the three of them frozen: Enrique by the world of beds; Emilio by the world of eyes and wounded hands; Lorenzo by the world of roofless universities. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three of them burned: Lorenzo by the world of leaves and billiard ***** Emilio by the world of blood and white pins; Enrique by the world of the dead and abandoned newspapers. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three of them buried: Lorenzo in one of Flora's ******* Emilio in the dead gin forgotten in the glass; Enrique in the ant, the sea, and the empty eyes of birds. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three in my hands were three Chinese mountains, three shadows of a horse, three landscapes of snow and a cabin of white lilies by the pigeon coops where the moon lies flat under the rooster. One and one and one, the three of them mummified, with the flies of winter, with the inkwells the dog ****** and the thistle despises, with the breeze that freezes theh eart of all the mothers, by the white ruins of Jupiter where drunks snack on death. Three and two and one, I saw them disappear, crying and singing into a hen's egg, into the night that showed its skeleton of tobacco, into my sorrow full of faces and piercing bone splinters of moon, into my happiness of whips and notched wheels, into my breast troubled by pigeons, into my deserted death with one mistaken wanderer. I had killed the fifth moon and the fans and the applause drank water from the fountains. Hidden away, the warm milk of newborn girls, shook the roses with a long white sorrow. Enrique, Emilio, Lorenzo, Diana is hard, but somtimes she has ******* of clouds. The white stone can beat in the blood of a deer and the deer can dream through the eyes of a horse. When the pure forms sank under the cri cri of daisies I understood they had murdered me. They searched the cafés and the graveyards and churches, they opened the wine casks and wardrobes, they destroyed three skeletons to pull out their gold teeth. Still they couldn't fine me. They couldn't? No. They couldn't. But they learned the sixth moon fled against the torrent, and the sea remembered, suddenly, the names of all her drowned.
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Fable and Round of the Three Friends
Enrique, Emilio, Lorenzo, the three of them frozen: Enrique by the world of beds; Emilio by the world of eyes and wounded hands; Lorenzo by the world of roofless universities. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three of them burned: Lorenzo by the world of leaves and billiard ***** Emilio by the world of blood and white pins; Enrique by the world of the dead and abandoned newspapers. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three of them buried: Lorenzo in one of Flora's ******* Emilio in the dead gin forgotten in the glass; Enrique in the ant, the sea, and the empty eyes of birds. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three in my hands were three Chinese mountains, three shadows of a horse, three landscapes of snow and a cabin of white lilies by the pigeon coops where the moon lies flat under the rooster. One and one and one, the three of them mummified, with the flies of winter, with the inkwells the dog ****** and the thistle despises, with the breeze that freezes theh eart of all the mothers, by the white ruins of Jupiter where drunks snack on death. Three and two and one, I saw them disappear, crying and singing into a hen's egg, into the night that showed its skeleton of tobacco, into my sorrow full of faces and piercing bone splinters of moon, into my happiness of whips and notched wheels, into my breast troubled by pigeons, into my deserted death with one mistaken wanderer. I had killed the fifth moon and the fans and the applause drank water from the fountains. Hidden away, the warm milk of newborn girls, shook the roses with a long white sorrow. Enrique, Emilio, Lorenzo, Diana is hard, but somtimes she has ******* of clouds. The white stone can beat in the blood of a deer and the deer can dream through the eyes of a horse. When the pure forms sank under the cri cri of daisies I understood they had murdered me. They searched the cafés and the graveyards and churches, they opened the wine casks and wardrobes, they destroyed three skeletons to pull out their gold teeth. Still they couldn't fine me. They couldn't? No. They couldn't. But they learned the sixth moon fled against the torrent, and the sea remembered, suddenly, the names of all her drowned.
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MOMMY DEAREST sadly, you killed everyone in your head including the loving person i knew, growing up with a best friend that ended up being my mother, and the past twelve years i watched as you died and the heartbreak you caused all who loved you and by denying the help they gave you by denying the help you needed to accept reality the way we have to, and so as you've killed us all and isolated yourself to the point that i'd had to write your eulogy, for you couldn't accept your life's detachment from everyone, ties you severed yourself, and that me being the only one left left me with no choice but to bury you six feet deeper than the demons i created on my own because I can't take care of yours too in the fifth circle of hell after I've escaped purgatory senses and discovered my freedom's as a man.
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Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 1:31 AM UTC
I guess I have to write (my mother's obituary)
Cold, blue, wet, fragile, brittle, hard, steam solidified, water hardened, anger, fear, white, tensile, steam solidified, water hardened; you lie in her wintered veins. why? "If she's awake, I'll **** you." staccato words spoken like a knife blade thrown... ...with malice and intent. Her father's voice from the bedroom next door no sound of her mother. The female child cowered under her candy-striped sheets their usual soft comfort unnoticed footsteps door handle moving light seeping into her sanctuary her heart thudded trying to escape her chest as she held her breath. "Please, please don't hear me." a silent plea as fear snatched her in its icy grip. She could smell him smell the cigarettes smell his power. She waited. He backed out returned to her mother between her heartbeats she heard the slap "You are lucky this time, ***** She sleeps." Heavy footsteps down the stairs punctuated by her mother's tears.                             ~~~~~~~~~~~ The girl child had only ever blamed her mother decades of anger and bitterness the memory of this night buried deep. Crazed hard ice beneath the tundra of her life. In the third decade of the girl child's life her mother died alone never forgiven for what she hadn't done nor for what she had. The ice remained in the girl child's veins If anything, thicker...harder. Then in her fifth decade this ice became water as with the passage of life the tundra thawed and rising with it to the surface the truth. Then what? The girl child worked hard at staying warm at keeping the ice at bay. Not easy. Nothing was ever said to her father. In her sixth decade the girl child's father died embraced in his daughter's arms forgiven for what he had done and for what he hadn't. The woman had finally thawed she was properly warm her own love finally able to flow
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Feb 29, 2016
Feb 29, 2016 at 1:39 PM UTC
ice
Cold, blue, wet, fragile, brittle, hard, steam solidified, water hardened, anger, fear, white, tensile, steam solidified, water hardened; you lie in her wintered veins. why? "If she's awake, I'll **** you." staccato words spoken like a knife blade thrown... ...with malice and intent. Her father's voice from the bedroom next door no sound of her mother. The female child cowered under her candy-striped sheets their usual soft comfort unnoticed footsteps door handle moving light seeping into her sanctuary her heart thudded trying to escape her chest as she held her breath. "Please, please don't hear me." a silent plea as fear snatched her in its icy grip. She could smell him smell the cigarettes smell his power. She waited. He backed out returned to her mother between her heartbeats she heard the slap "You are lucky this time, ***** She sleeps." Heavy footsteps down the stairs punctuated by her mother's tears.                             ~~~~~~~~~~~ The girl child had only ever blamed her mother decades of anger and bitterness the memory of this night buried deep. Crazed hard ice beneath the tundra of her life. In the third decade of the girl child's life her mother died alone never forgiven for what she hadn't done nor for what she had. The ice remained in the girl child's veins If anything, thicker...harder. Then in her fifth decade this ice became water as with the passage of life the tundra thawed and rising with it to the surface the truth. Then what? The girl child worked hard at staying warm at keeping the ice at bay. Not easy. Nothing was ever said to her father. In her sixth decade the girl child's father died embraced in his daughter's arms forgiven for what he had done and for what he hadn't. The woman had finally thawed she was properly warm her own love finally able to flow
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somewhere between the fourth and fifth load of laundry, sometime after breakfast~lunch, now served in the USA at home, as an all day meal, per the edict of Mcdonalds, start fixing dinner, take a break, walk to the mailbox, retrieve the post and quick retreat back inside, ah that Texas sun, bilingual chili hot, toss the unopened on the prior weeks pile, cause everyone loves company the home-cold-brewed ice coffee needs a filling for the fridge has decided not to help by automatically refilling the pitcher even if it could I, busy folding, needing two hands and all my teeth for folding my master’s rocket ship sheets my master observes with one of his alternating demeanors, this one, super silent watching, announcing that  I need a nap: *“don't you always say, baby, take a nap when you can, baby, for when you need one, baby, you probably won’t be able, my baby”* with selected-hand-led fingers, he lays me down to sleep, bids me to slow slide to dreamland, dinner will keep, curling inside my frame, hands a-cupping my *******   telling me a drowsy tale, inherited from his mother’s womb and his granddaddy’s tongue, mindful of his family’s history there, is where, they find us, dinner fixings burnt, me and my five year old baby boy, still sleeping fast, around 5pm, bodies enwrapped, tied by blood and entwined in old nursery rhymes, Texas tall tales of Pecos Bill, me and my very own nap-ster master <•> p.s.  and they call me by my other name to wake me, momma
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Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 1:14 PM UTC
Texas: My Very Own Nap-ster Master
somewhere between the fourth and fifth load of laundry, sometime after breakfast~lunch, now served in the USA at home, as an all day meal, per the edict of Mcdonalds, start fixing dinner, take a break, walk to the mailbox, retrieve the post and quick retreat back inside, ah that Texas sun, bilingual chili hot, toss the unopened on the prior weeks pile, cause everyone loves company the home-cold-brewed ice coffee needs a filling for the fridge has decided not to help by automatically refilling the pitcher even if it could I, busy folding, needing two hands and all my teeth for folding my master’s rocket ship sheets my master observes with one of his alternating demeanors, this one, super silent watching, announcing that  I need a nap: *“don't you always say, baby, take a nap when you can, baby, for when you need one, baby, you probably won’t be able, my baby”* with selected-hand-led fingers, he lays me down to sleep, bids me to slow slide to dreamland, dinner will keep, curling inside my frame, hands a-cupping my *******   telling me a drowsy tale, inherited from his mother’s womb and his granddaddy’s tongue, mindful of his family’s history there, is where, they find us, dinner fixings burnt, me and my five year old baby boy, still sleeping fast, around 5pm, bodies enwrapped, tied by blood and entwined in old nursery rhymes, Texas tall tales of Pecos Bill, me and my very own nap-ster master <•> p.s.  and they call me by my other name to wake me, momma
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My essay, Changency, is a meme This meme has been growing inside of me I've been a carrier Many of us have been I'm not a benevolent character though I've been purposely placing the memetic material on blankets And leaving the blankets in local trading posts I call these 'trading posts' bookstores, universities, colleges, schools...coffee shops, pubs, restaurants, etcetera The beautiful thing is that these memes aren't really on blankets The memes are encoded on the backs of knowledge, truth, and authenticity They come from a place of pain Evolution can be painful (but does it have to be?) Three dimensions are easy to comprehend Four, sure just add time What about spacetime? And a fifth dimension...I don't really know what that means...but some do and they're watching, listening, waiting, and loving us
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Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 9:52 PM UTC
Changency is a meme
He began with all living things On the first day of anti-creation Killing all; be they beggars or kings No judgment just pure negation On the second day lights went out There was no longer night nor day Only darkness was present throughout Not a shadow not a tinge of grey All this darkness destroyed vegetation Photosynthesis ceased to take place Everything was beyond devastation Gasping and lacking in grace The fourth day destroyed solid ground He made sure every rock all the stones Would sink and not ever be found No one would ever unearth old bones On the fifth day the clouds were unmade Rain reunited the sea with the sky In a marvelously heavy cascade So the second last day went by On the last day he reversed creation Of Heaven and Earth in one blow It was much easier than damnation And God sat there and enjoyed the show.
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Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 10:27 AM UTC
Reverse Creation
Stages Of Feelings Goes Like Ice To Drop The Tears And Marrow Highly Supports My Own Vice At Very Last "A Word" To Swallow And Here Goes The Cycles Nice Then A Clip Drags My Faded morrow Stops The Ticks And Hide The Voice Digging Holes And Sparked Fallow Dark Goes And Dark Owns My face The Life Through An Eye Of A Crow Wild And Reckless Goes Your Dice Pull It Slow, Near The Fifth Toe Till Then Starts Your ***** Chase Still Death Goes In Me So Slow Here We Are, And Here We Go In Another Lie, Another Sorrow Here You Sell, And Someone Buys So Keep The Change With Thousad Lies ****** Bad In A Brutal Bridal Blade Mauling Her Metal In Such Daily Fail Does Flames Flesh's The Coupled Bud Take It Easy!, As Long You'll Sell It All Naive!, Cuts Her Finger In Every Raid To Skip But Delay The Inversed Sail That Way You Think It'll Make Me Sad It Will Sink Your Ship In Doors Of Hell Rain And Hail Goes Upon Your Head Mark My Words With One Last Smile Remember Them In Your Stupid Mood So You Save Your Self From These All Here We Are, And Here We Go In Another Lie, Another Sorrow Here You Sell, And Someone Buys So Keep The Change With Thousad Lies Author : Aladdin AURES H.
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Jul 3, 2019
Jul 3, 2019 at 11:04 AM UTC
****** Bad In A Brutal Bridal Blade!
I have a boyfriend I shout to myself, Pinching my upper thigh And blinking away from The sight of them. She giggles and I notice Her laugh is lopsided And she's too short To be that loud. Her shoulders are too far forward And even I notice the Gross stain on her Upper left canine Between her braces That are bright, neon green. She's my best friend. I don't mean to think of her in that way, I love her like a sister. But it pops into the front of my brain When I see them together. I don't even like him In that way Anymore. I have a boyfriend, And all he was Was a whispered fifth grade crush. That's what I tell myself. He looks at her like She's a million bucks. Her crooked teeth Earn her six cents, In my opinion. I take it back within a second, But the thought was still there. Jealousy makes me into a monster.
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Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
Jealous
Within my soul I’ve found yours Are they different? They are one, they are one with the cosmos, But our sub souls have a strong gravity acting on them, A gravity unexplained by science, A gravity we’ve chosen to name love, Scientifically oxytocin creates this feeling, but oxytocin is a by product of this very gravity, What we choose to believe is up to us The sky is blue Love is the fifth dimension A day will come, far far away, A collective surge of this gravity, Will pull all creatures together, There will be no anti love - no hunger no wars, This dimension we only experienced in parts, Will save us from our own destruction
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Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 1:08 PM UTC
A Prophecy of Love
It was three am and, we were still up talking- laughing at inappropriate jokes with tired voices and sleep blending into the whites of our eyes like paint being mixed before an artist creates her masterpiece. By the window, I sat, staring at the moon and it’s perfect figure, so round and complex with ridges only where meant to be. My mind was searching like a lost child for an answer to my happiness, my mind was searching for a reason to be unhappy, but each time it would fail then try again. By the fifth time searching, I finally realized that this was what it was like to be ok. This was how it felt to be living for more than sleep at night and empty rooms. This is what it feels like when the stars are aligned, and everything is still. Tonight the moon asked me how I was feeling and for the first time in forever I said I was doing quite alright.
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Jul 5, 2018
Jul 5, 2018 at 3:08 PM UTC
I had a conversation with the moon last night
Once it started opening up, Like a wound, the pearl sheen of skin deepening into a red As rare as the perfect rose And just as treasured. Bones dense around my heart And lock themselves in place. Stifling the voice - two beats - The third one silent. The fourth, The fifth, The third. You are my arms outreached but selfish, Hands open but stiff, Palms red.
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Oct 31, 2017
Oct 31, 2017 at 3:12 PM UTC
Red Palms
I remember you from your beautiful smile your cinnamon scented hair your contagious laughter your nail-biting addiction your pointless insecurities to our silly inside jokes our dumb little fights our peculiar bets our goofy text messages through tears and smiles you were the only one who understood my unspoken words my concealed pain my unexpressed happiness my puzzled feelings counting your days we recalled our mischievous memories when we danced in the rain when we rang doorbells and ran away when we pranked the gullible ones when we stole Ikea pencils when we fangirled over stunning guys when we were together everything turn into excitements moments with you I remember them all, Grace it was a week before December twenty-fifth when the monstrous cells stopped your heart a glimpse of smile appeared upon your face as you're being taken far away from us skin turned pale body stiffened tears flooded my sight there were wailing across the room time flies like a bullet train without you it's a rainy day today you've always loved rainy days sinking my knees in the dew-wet grass raindrops whisper in my ears as I brush off the gray snow from your stone I still remember you, Grace I still do
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Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 5:27 AM UTC
For My Grace
- crack another thermometer open on the broken bathroom sink, pour yourself into me like mercury and pan the bed of my stomach for multitudes of gold flecks like however many myriads of sickly pill bottles in your dresser drawer of socks. - see all the shredded speckled petals i ripped up before i'd let the deer get to them; i'm colorblind, and i can't tell the sun's reflection from plastic, or tulips from the broken pottery outside my front door. - and far least from another beer, and another fifth of whatever could be fit under your shirt - and never a chair pulled up to speak, from standing like a soapbox more suited to cleaning than to preaching. - pour yourself into me like mercury, because it's so much easier when my veins weigh me down to distraction, than being able to think of hydrangeas again. -
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Mar 19, 2013
Mar 19, 2013 at 1:55 PM UTC
quicksilver ℞ for hydrangeas being forgotten
I drop four ice cubes into my coke out of habit. I kiss my sweet love four times for good luck so our team can win the game. I catch myself counting to four when Im ready to speak up, I don't count to three or even ten I count to four. It was on my back in big white letters when dad looked through the chain linked fence and said with every ounce of his pride "Take it for a ride lex." That's the day I got my first homerun. That's my old man's favorite number and mine too. Ill never know why I look at him like hes god. He spelt my name wrong two years back. The letters said L-e-x-i, I whispered that's not how you spell my name it's spelled L-e-x-i-e. I whispered because I didn't want to embarrass him, I thought if I talked quiet enough no one could see my lips break around the words in shock. I was 5 when me and mom left him. The number 5 is my most unlucky number it always takes something from me, like my dog, she was in my arms on the fifth of may when heaven called for her to go home. Dad came the next day to burry her, the hole he dug was to shallow. Days after her funeral foxes came and scattered her bones across the field.   It was a treasure hunt to find all of them, I tried to save her one last time. I should really give that man a call. I'll do it tomorrow , or I'll wait for him to call. I'll count to four before I answer.
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Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 4:50 AM UTC
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I'm not too lucky when I gamble I lose more than I win I would probably do better If I tossed my money in a bin Gambling is not just luck It's timing and some skill Some gamble for the fun of it Some gamble for the thrill To define exactly what it means To risk money that you've earned Means throwing out sensible thought And not heeding what you've learned For example, I played poker And I lost most every cent I lost my mortgage payment Now, I'm living in a tent To win it back I chose to go And bet double at the track The first horse that I bet on Fell and broke his back The second horse was scratched I was in for a bad night My fifth horse only had three legs And he could just turn right The next one had a jockey Who's eyes were badly crossed I won't tell you how he finished But, I'll tell you that he lost To gain back my small pittance I went to the greyhound track My first dog had a rider A small monkey on his back In the third race I got daring And I bet on number three Once the race got started He had to stop and *** I picked a dog in the fifth race Just because I liked his name It was the best one I had ever heard "I'MBETYOU'RESORRYTHATYOUCAME" The odds were long but what the hell I was now gambling just for fun Not only did he catch the rabbit My ****** dog had won I think I've got the secret now I know just how to win If I get tempted to go back and bet I'll throw my money in the bin.
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Sep 6, 2012
Sep 6, 2012 at 5:16 PM UTC
Gambling
As scared as I was, I remember climbing my first mountain. Then there was a second That wasn't as demanding. The third one was a task Because it was much too rocky to be easy, And the fourth one was intimidating As much as it was frightening. The fifth one was intriguing And the six was the most humbling Experience up until then. The seventh, I thought, would be my last one But alas, I'm climbing an eighth mountain. I fell in love Climbing up the first one, I took a chance Climbing up the second. I knew it wouldn't be easy But I took a chance with the third, And I wanted to go higher And higher after the fourth. I wanted something different From the fifth, And I very much enjoyed The smooth scaling of the sixth. I was too careless Thinking I had enough experience for the seventh, But I learned my lesson, And not taking it easy on this next trip
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Jun 21, 2014
Jun 21, 2014 at 1:49 AM UTC
Climbing Mountains Isn't Easy
Oh sleepless night What a trick on me you play! For the reason I cannot sleep Is because I anticipate the day We build our day up To have it elapse at night But how too often a time I experience A continuance through the night Oh how unfair to me you see For nighttime is a break much overlooked Because I walk through the day quite sleepily Which is difficult in a day so overbooked Sleeping figures Rejuvenating minds Your mind is cultivating in peace While my face is forming lines Oh how I wish I didn’t get so worked up I expected this to happen Which ironically is the reason My tiredness has been dampened I lay in bed, ready Ready to try this out A pleasant sleep is all I wanted Without completely passing out How I get so jealous when You lay there and drift to rest While I’m dealing with two polar issues-- Either abruptly collapse into sleep or else from it slowly digress Oh sleepless night, you tease me so You fool with me and upset me so For when thinking of tomorrow I surely know I’m not going to be as lively as my potential. It’s like I’m a hobo on Fifth Ave Looking at the rich not realizing what they have I get excited over spare change While you collect your pay checks again and again So let’s face it, tomorrow I’ll be miserable And I’ll look forward to when the clock strikes night But then the hours I have will become considerable So I’ll lay there restlessly and drift away just before the light. So I’ll get a taste of what sleeps like But I’ll never get to experience it right. Oh you cruel, mean sleepless night! Where dwells your brother so known as the “Goodnight”?
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Sep 5, 2013
Sep 5, 2013 at 4:53 PM UTC
Oh, Sleepless Night
Oh sleepless night What a trick on me you play! For the reason I cannot sleep Is because I anticipate the day We build our day up To have it elapse at night But how too often a time I experience A continuance through the night Oh how unfair to me you see For nighttime is a break much overlooked Because I walk through the day quite sleepily Which is difficult in a day so overbooked Sleeping figures Rejuvenating minds Your mind is cultivating in peace While my face is forming lines Oh how I wish I didn’t get so worked up I expected this to happen Which ironically is the reason My tiredness has been dampened I lay in bed, ready Ready to try this out A pleasant sleep is all I wanted Without completely passing out How I get so jealous when You lay there and drift to rest While I’m dealing with two polar issues-- Either abruptly collapse into sleep or else from it slowly digress Oh sleepless night, you tease me so You fool with me and upset me so For when thinking of tomorrow I surely know I’m not going to be as lively as my potential. It’s like I’m a hobo on Fifth Ave Looking at the rich not realizing what they have I get excited over spare change While you collect your pay checks again and again So let’s face it, tomorrow I’ll be miserable And I’ll look forward to when the clock strikes night But then the hours I have will become considerable So I’ll lay there restlessly and drift away just before the light. So I’ll get a taste of what sleeps like But I’ll never get to experience it right. Oh you cruel, mean sleepless night! Where dwells your brother so known as the “Goodnight”?
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Five little flowers growing In a row The first one said I am purple you know The second one said I'm pink as pink can be The third one said I'm blue like the sea The fourth one said I'm a very red flower The fifth one said My color is yellow Then out came the sun Big and bright And five little flowers smiled in delight
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Dec 13, 2016
Dec 13, 2016 at 9:24 AM UTC
Five little flowers
From 3 p.m. Monday to 3 p.m. Tuesday <h2>Police calls <h3>LA CROSSE 3:39 p.m., Hit-and-run, 4400 block of Hwy. 16 4:11 p.m., Theft, 3700 block of Hwy. 16 4:41 p.m., Hit-and-run, 1100 block of State St. 5:37 p.m., Domestic disturbance, 1000 block of Charles St. 5:42 p.m., Theft, 2100 block of Liberty St. 5:59 p.m., Fight, Fourth and King sts. 8:08 p.m., Theft, 2400 block of Rose St. 8:08 p.m., Domestic disturbance, 400 block of Sixth St. 8:37 p.m., Domestic disturbance, 1000 block of Fifth Ave. S. 10:14 p.m., Domestic disturbance, 1600 block of Adams St. 11:32 p.m., Domestic disturbance, 1400 block of Avon St. 2:38 a.m., Domestic disturbance, 900 block of 16th St. 8:25 a.m., Theft, 3300 block of Rosehill Place 8:25 a.m., Theft, 1000 block of Ninth St. 8:26 a.m., Theft, 500 block of Main St. 8:26 a.m., Theft, 1400 block of Johnson St. 8:34 a.m., Theft, 400 block of Seventh St. 9:24 a.m., Entry to dwelling, 1600 block of Caledonia St. 9:51 a.m., Theft, 400 block of Liberty St. 11:01 a.m., Fraud, first block of Copeland Ave. 12:16 p.m., Entry to dwelling, 1000 block of State St.           <h3>ONALASKA 6:06 p.m., Animal bite, 2600 block of Midwest Drive <h3>WEST SALEM 7:40 a.m., Vandalism, 3400 block of Hwy. 16 12:13 p.m., Theft, 900 block of Hwy. 16 <h3>BANGOR 9:24 a.m., Theft, 1800 block of Commercial St. <h2>Fire Calls <h3>LA CROSSE 3:01 p.m., Accident with injury, Fourth and Mississippi sts. 4:11 p.m., Accident with injury, 4500 block of Hwy. 33 4:26 p.m., Accident with injury, Hwy. 16 and 157 5:45 p.m., First responders, 700 block of Oakland St. 6:18 p.m., First responders, 1800 block of Pine St. 6:40 p.m., Accident with injury, Main and Fourth sts. 9:27 p.m., Natural gas odor, 700 block of Ninth St. N. 10:16 p.m., First responders, 1600 block of Adams St. 10:20 p.m., First responders, 900 block of Vine St. 1:54 a.m., First responders, 4100 block of Velmar Court 8:34 a.m., First responders, 400 block of Seventh St. 9:01 a.m., First responders, 400 block of Seventh St. 10:41 a.m., Accident with injury, Ninth and Vine sts. 10:45 a.m., Carbon monoxide report, 1500 block of Main St. 10:46 a.m., First responders, 400 block of Gillette St. 11:04 a.m., Accident with injury, 1300 block of Rose St. 11:10 a.m., First responders, 1500 block of Rose St. 11:14 a.m., First responders, Fourth and King sts. 11:31 a.m., Accident with injury, 16th and Main sts. 12:05 p.m., Accident with injury, 200 block of Pearl St. 1:12 p.m., Accident with injury, Hood and Miller sts. 2:26 p.m., Accident with injury, 21st St. and Park Ave. <h3>ONALASKA 3:30 p.m., First responders, 1000 block of Westview Circle 5:09 p.m., Accident with injury, 1200 block of Hwy PH 8:02 p.m., First responders, 300 block of 12th Ave. 8:43 p.m., First responders, 300 block of 12th Ave. 8:50 p.m., First responders, 200 block of Oak Forest Drive 9:47 p.m., First responders, 200 block of Carol Lane 6:12 a.m., First responders, 1000 block of Frances Court 10:41 a.m., First responders, 7200 Northshore Lane 11:27 a.m., Accident with injury, Grant St. and Hwy. SN 11:35 a.m., Accident with injury, Commerce and Abbey roads 11:53 a.m., Accident with injury, 300 block of 11th Ave. 12:14 p.m., First responders, 5500 block of Commerce Road 1:08 p.m., First responders, 400 block of Kimberly St. 1:42 p.m., Accident with injury, 600 block of Second Ave. <h3>HOLMEN 9:59 p.m., First responders, 1500 block of Viking Ave. 10:50 a.m., Accident with injury, Sand Lake Road and Laurel Place 1:32 p.m., Accident with injury, 1400 block of Main St. <h3>WEST SALEM 8:53 a.m., First responders, 500 block of Elm St. 11:09 a.m., First responders, 300 block of Franklin St. <h3>MELROSE 1:21 p.m., First responders, 9700 block of Hwy. 108
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Feb 3, 2016
Feb 3, 2016 at 11:07 PM UTC
Police and fire calls for Tuesday, Feb. 2, 2016
From 3 p.m. Monday to 3 p.m. Tuesday <h2>Police calls <h3>LA CROSSE 3:39 p.m., Hit-and-run, 4400 block of Hwy. 16 4:11 p.m., Theft, 3700 block of Hwy. 16 4:41 p.m., Hit-and-run, 1100 block of State St. 5:37 p.m., Domestic disturbance, 1000 block of Charles St. 5:42 p.m., Theft, 2100 block of Liberty St. 5:59 p.m., Fight, Fourth and King sts. 8:08 p.m., Theft, 2400 block of Rose St. 8:08 p.m., Domestic disturbance, 400 block of Sixth St. 8:37 p.m., Domestic disturbance, 1000 block of Fifth Ave. S. 10:14 p.m., Domestic disturbance, 1600 block of Adams St. 11:32 p.m., Domestic disturbance, 1400 block of Avon St. 2:38 a.m., Domestic disturbance, 900 block of 16th St. 8:25 a.m., Theft, 3300 block of Rosehill Place 8:25 a.m., Theft, 1000 block of Ninth St. 8:26 a.m., Theft, 500 block of Main St. 8:26 a.m., Theft, 1400 block of Johnson St. 8:34 a.m., Theft, 400 block of Seventh St. 9:24 a.m., Entry to dwelling, 1600 block of Caledonia St. 9:51 a.m., Theft, 400 block of Liberty St. 11:01 a.m., Fraud, first block of Copeland Ave. 12:16 p.m., Entry to dwelling, 1000 block of State St.           <h3>ONALASKA 6:06 p.m., Animal bite, 2600 block of Midwest Drive <h3>WEST SALEM 7:40 a.m., Vandalism, 3400 block of Hwy. 16 12:13 p.m., Theft, 900 block of Hwy. 16 <h3>BANGOR 9:24 a.m., Theft, 1800 block of Commercial St. <h2>Fire Calls <h3>LA CROSSE 3:01 p.m., Accident with injury, Fourth and Mississippi sts. 4:11 p.m., Accident with injury, 4500 block of Hwy. 33 4:26 p.m., Accident with injury, Hwy. 16 and 157 5:45 p.m., First responders, 700 block of Oakland St. 6:18 p.m., First responders, 1800 block of Pine St. 6:40 p.m., Accident with injury, Main and Fourth sts. 9:27 p.m., Natural gas odor, 700 block of Ninth St. N. 10:16 p.m., First responders, 1600 block of Adams St. 10:20 p.m., First responders, 900 block of Vine St. 1:54 a.m., First responders, 4100 block of Velmar Court 8:34 a.m., First responders, 400 block of Seventh St. 9:01 a.m., First responders, 400 block of Seventh St. 10:41 a.m., Accident with injury, Ninth and Vine sts. 10:45 a.m., Carbon monoxide report, 1500 block of Main St. 10:46 a.m., First responders, 400 block of Gillette St. 11:04 a.m., Accident with injury, 1300 block of Rose St. 11:10 a.m., First responders, 1500 block of Rose St. 11:14 a.m., First responders, Fourth and King sts. 11:31 a.m., Accident with injury, 16th and Main sts. 12:05 p.m., Accident with injury, 200 block of Pearl St. 1:12 p.m., Accident with injury, Hood and Miller sts. 2:26 p.m., Accident with injury, 21st St. and Park Ave. <h3>ONALASKA 3:30 p.m., First responders, 1000 block of Westview Circle 5:09 p.m., Accident with injury, 1200 block of Hwy PH 8:02 p.m., First responders, 300 block of 12th Ave. 8:43 p.m., First responders, 300 block of 12th Ave. 8:50 p.m., First responders, 200 block of Oak Forest Drive 9:47 p.m., First responders, 200 block of Carol Lane 6:12 a.m., First responders, 1000 block of Frances Court 10:41 a.m., First responders, 7200 Northshore Lane 11:27 a.m., Accident with injury, Grant St. and Hwy. SN 11:35 a.m., Accident with injury, Commerce and Abbey roads 11:53 a.m., Accident with injury, 300 block of 11th Ave. 12:14 p.m., First responders, 5500 block of Commerce Road 1:08 p.m., First responders, 400 block of Kimberly St. 1:42 p.m., Accident with injury, 600 block of Second Ave. <h3>HOLMEN 9:59 p.m., First responders, 1500 block of Viking Ave. 10:50 a.m., Accident with injury, Sand Lake Road and Laurel Place 1:32 p.m., Accident with injury, 1400 block of Main St. <h3>WEST SALEM 8:53 a.m., First responders, 500 block of Elm St. 11:09 a.m., First responders, 300 block of Franklin St. <h3>MELROSE 1:21 p.m., First responders, 9700 block of Hwy. 108
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Me, I play the piano said one me, I play the violin said another me the harp, me the banjo me the cello me the bagpipes, me the flute and me, a rattle. And they talked talked talked about what they played. No music was heard everyone talked talked talked and no one played but in a corner one man remained silent: "And you, Sir, who remain silent and say nothing, what instrument do you play?" the musicians asked him. "Me, I play the barrel ***** and I also play the knife," said the man who until now had said absolutely nothing and then he advanced knife in hand and killed all the musicians and played the barrel ***** and his music was so true and so lively and so pretty that the daughter of the house’s owner came out from under the piano where she lay bored to sleep and said: "Me, I played hoop ball, chase I played hopscotch I played with a pail I played with a shovel I played house I played tag I played with my dolls I played with a parasol I played with my little brother with my little sister I played cops and robbers but that’s over over over I want to play assassin I want to play the barrel ***** And the man took the little girl by the hand and they went into towns into houses, into gardens and killed as many people as possible after which they married and had many children. But the oldest learned piano the second, violin the third, harp the fourth, the rattle the fifth, cello and they all took to talking talking talking talking talking so that no more music was heard and all was set to begin again!
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The barrel *****
Me, I play the piano said one me, I play the violin said another me the harp, me the banjo me the cello me the bagpipes, me the flute and me, a rattle. And they talked talked talked about what they played. No music was heard everyone talked talked talked and no one played but in a corner one man remained silent: "And you, Sir, who remain silent and say nothing, what instrument do you play?" the musicians asked him. "Me, I play the barrel ***** and I also play the knife," said the man who until now had said absolutely nothing and then he advanced knife in hand and killed all the musicians and played the barrel ***** and his music was so true and so lively and so pretty that the daughter of the house’s owner came out from under the piano where she lay bored to sleep and said: "Me, I played hoop ball, chase I played hopscotch I played with a pail I played with a shovel I played house I played tag I played with my dolls I played with a parasol I played with my little brother with my little sister I played cops and robbers but that’s over over over I want to play assassin I want to play the barrel ***** And the man took the little girl by the hand and they went into towns into houses, into gardens and killed as many people as possible after which they married and had many children. But the oldest learned piano the second, violin the third, harp the fourth, the rattle the fifth, cello and they all took to talking talking talking talking talking so that no more music was heard and all was set to begin again!
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