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Twelve o’clock. Along the reaches of the street Held in a lunar synthesis, Whispering lunar incantations Dissolve the floors of memory And all its clear relations, Its divisions and precisions, Every street lamp that I pass Beats like a fatalistic drum, And through the spaces of the dark Midnight shakes the memory As a madman shakes a dead geranium. Half-past one, The street lamp sputtered, The street lamp muttered, The street lamp said, ‘Regard that woman Who hesitates towards you in the light of the door Which opens on her like a grin. You see the border of her dress Is torn and stained with sand, And you see the corner of her eye Twists like a crooked pin.’ The memory throws up high and dry A crowd of twisted things; A twisted branch upon the beach Eaten smooth, and polished As if the world gave up The secret of its skeleton, Stiff and white. A broken spring in a factory yard, Rust that clings to the form that the strength has left Hard and curled and ready to snap. Half-past two, The street lamp said, ‘Remark the cat which flattens itself in the gutter, Slips out its tongue And devours a morsel of rancid butter.’ So the hand of a child, automatic, Slipped out and pocketed a toy that was running along the quay. I could see nothing behind that child’s eye. I have seen eyes in the street Trying to peer through lighted shutters, And a crab one afternoon in a pool, An old crab with barnacles on his back, Gripped the end of a stick which I held him. Half-past three, The lamp sputtered, The lamp muttered in the dark. The lamp hummed: ‘Regard the moon, La lune ne garde aucune rancune, She winks a feeble eye, She smiles into corners. She smoothes the hair of the grass. The moon has lost her memory. A washed-out smallpox cracks her face, Her hand twists a paper rose, That smells of dust and old Cologne, She is alone With all the old nocturnal smells That cross and cross across her brain.’ The reminiscence comes Of sunless dry geraniums And dust in crevices, Smells of chestnuts in the streets, And female smells in shuttered rooms, And cigarettes in corridors And cocktail smells in bars.’ The lamp said, ‘Four o’clock, Here is the number on the door. Memory! You have the key, The little lamp spreads a ring on the stair, Mount. The bed is open; the tooth-brush hangs on the wall, Put your shoes at the door, sleep, prepare for life.’ The last twist of the knife.
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Rhapsody On A Windy Night
Twelve o’clock. Along the reaches of the street Held in a lunar synthesis, Whispering lunar incantations Dissolve the floors of memory And all its clear relations, Its divisions and precisions, Every street lamp that I pass Beats like a fatalistic drum, And through the spaces of the dark Midnight shakes the memory As a madman shakes a dead geranium. Half-past one, The street lamp sputtered, The street lamp muttered, The street lamp said, ‘Regard that woman Who hesitates towards you in the light of the door Which opens on her like a grin. You see the border of her dress Is torn and stained with sand, And you see the corner of her eye Twists like a crooked pin.’ The memory throws up high and dry A crowd of twisted things; A twisted branch upon the beach Eaten smooth, and polished As if the world gave up The secret of its skeleton, Stiff and white. A broken spring in a factory yard, Rust that clings to the form that the strength has left Hard and curled and ready to snap. Half-past two, The street lamp said, ‘Remark the cat which flattens itself in the gutter, Slips out its tongue And devours a morsel of rancid butter.’ So the hand of a child, automatic, Slipped out and pocketed a toy that was running along the quay. I could see nothing behind that child’s eye. I have seen eyes in the street Trying to peer through lighted shutters, And a crab one afternoon in a pool, An old crab with barnacles on his back, Gripped the end of a stick which I held him. Half-past three, The lamp sputtered, The lamp muttered in the dark. The lamp hummed: ‘Regard the moon, La lune ne garde aucune rancune, She winks a feeble eye, She smiles into corners. She smoothes the hair of the grass. The moon has lost her memory. A washed-out smallpox cracks her face, Her hand twists a paper rose, That smells of dust and old Cologne, She is alone With all the old nocturnal smells That cross and cross across her brain.’ The reminiscence comes Of sunless dry geraniums And dust in crevices, Smells of chestnuts in the streets, And female smells in shuttered rooms, And cigarettes in corridors And cocktail smells in bars.’ The lamp said, ‘Four o’clock, Here is the number on the door. Memory! You have the key, The little lamp spreads a ring on the stair, Mount. The bed is open; the tooth-brush hangs on the wall, Put your shoes at the door, sleep, prepare for life.’ The last twist of the knife.
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Capricorn the sea goat Equal parts earth and water Emotions rush over like waves; quickly they consume like undertow, dragged into depths of melancholy abyss Determined, we persevere as if nothing is amiss Climbing back atop the mountain in spite of such turmoil, we bury our feelings in the cool dark soil Though sometimes we get stuck in the mud so we wait until it turns to clay Aiming to build solid foundation without delay, forming structure is our forte We’re quite resourceful, I must say! Sure, Saturn’s influence is rough; repaying karmic debts can make life feel so fatalistic It's why we can’t help being so tough; these unexpressed emotions make us want to go ballistic... Just always remember it’s all humbling at the end of the day Such lessons are important for doing whatever we may Really, we wouldn’t have it any other way
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Dec 22, 2015
Dec 22, 2015 at 2:57 PM UTC
Capricorn
“but if you have to move your best friend’s body… …you’re on your own.” Your best friend dies Before your eyes Somehow stays alive Then what? ***** salt-licked hair Brittle and frayed by medicine World’s unfathomable weight Trembling beneath the Wisdom Tree Her whole being crumples (arrugar) But her life-force remains intact Body bone Running on spirit reserves Why is that? She stands and cries Staring into ether I sit Wringing my hands Her tears strike the ground In tree-gecko unison ''' Pacific parasite super-strains Blood coated throat The full range of abuse’s color on all fronts for decades Attempted assaults, **** Dengue Giant Centipede venom to the skull But worst of all Rootlessness and fear the monkey on her back had a monkey on its back and was smoking a cigarette ''' Have you ever seen someone Completely broken? Corpsic shell of a woman Gaunt, wan in the tropics “Don’t put your trust in walls… …walls will only crush you when they fall” Brick-bludgeoned body The shrapnel lay like Sun scorched Novice-woven baskets At her feet But now she can see And breath Real breath ''' Genocide’s a ***** yes. Africans seem fatalistic to Americans Baby boy body, Grandpa human- shield “They’re your babies” Short-lived, yes But now they have peace Witnesses still weave the jungle What do you do with a friend who’s Seen real atrocity? Evil? ''' I’m learning. Prayer is power Will transcends the concrete (Bunkle, too.) She serves realness only Her seeking hands unweave the sacred Time is of no luxury right now Serve people through love and Grace awaits discovery ''' I’ve never carried a bleeding body. I needn’t “fear the terror by night, Nor the arrow by day” But I saw someone perish And resurrect What a gift What a gift Gubaadagem, Tinmad.
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Mar 5, 2013
Mar 5, 2013 at 1:45 PM UTC
Crocodile Tears
“but if you have to move your best friend’s body… …you’re on your own.” Your best friend dies Before your eyes Somehow stays alive Then what? ***** salt-licked hair Brittle and frayed by medicine World’s unfathomable weight Trembling beneath the Wisdom Tree Her whole being crumples (arrugar) But her life-force remains intact Body bone Running on spirit reserves Why is that? She stands and cries Staring into ether I sit Wringing my hands Her tears strike the ground In tree-gecko unison ''' Pacific parasite super-strains Blood coated throat The full range of abuse’s color on all fronts for decades Attempted assaults, **** Dengue Giant Centipede venom to the skull But worst of all Rootlessness and fear the monkey on her back had a monkey on its back and was smoking a cigarette ''' Have you ever seen someone Completely broken? Corpsic shell of a woman Gaunt, wan in the tropics “Don’t put your trust in walls… …walls will only crush you when they fall” Brick-bludgeoned body The shrapnel lay like Sun scorched Novice-woven baskets At her feet But now she can see And breath Real breath ''' Genocide’s a ***** yes. Africans seem fatalistic to Americans Baby boy body, Grandpa human- shield “They’re your babies” Short-lived, yes But now they have peace Witnesses still weave the jungle What do you do with a friend who’s Seen real atrocity? Evil? ''' I’m learning. Prayer is power Will transcends the concrete (Bunkle, too.) She serves realness only Her seeking hands unweave the sacred Time is of no luxury right now Serve people through love and Grace awaits discovery ''' I’ve never carried a bleeding body. I needn’t “fear the terror by night, Nor the arrow by day” But I saw someone perish And resurrect What a gift What a gift Gubaadagem, Tinmad.
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The Nail-biter saw her as his saving grace from a life of lonesome worry She saw him as a meal ticket and a free ride He over looked her granny ash He disregarded her speech impediment Always holding his tongue when she stumbled on certain words because he loved her and all her imperfections She had a bullet proof black hole heart and his common sense was stuck in a sound proof cell as they had what seemed to him to be, passionate *** He worked day and night, coming home with dishpan hands Saving up to buy her a bouquet of hydrangeas, tulips and baby's breath She took them and said, "Wow, thank you you're such a good friend" The Nail-biter left and drove his car into the nearest embankment She did not attended the funeral, she was too busy having dinner with The man with OCD who didn't have tics but tocks She knew the routine and loved every second of it
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Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 12:39 PM UTC
Fatalistic Liaison
Is trust really a delicate dance of uncertainty? A lamb may skip with innocence over the bright dandelion-covered meadows of our majestic urban constructs, whilst Mother Nature unravels her thick carpet of jeopardy, without reservation or shame. It is possible for us to refrain from captivations which allure us to the psychological precipice and to appreciate the chords of the blues which beautifully tantalise the innermost recesses of suppressed and forbidden yearnings. So, join hands with the sonic waves of Saturn and respect the psychological precipice with sober awareness. Darkness and daylight are not dichotomous astrological differences where fatalistic determinism stands in diametrical opposition to authentic internal equilibrium. Contemplate the soothing and beautiful anticipations of dusk, where the flight of the bat reveals a miraculous contrast against the deep pastel curtains of the night; and acknowledge that twilight exposes her morning glory in the simple droplet of dew. The shadows hold no substance. Metamorphosis is a tangible possibility in the realms of existence. Do you believe it?
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Dec 31, 2013
Dec 31, 2013 at 4:01 PM UTC
Sonar and Lunar Psychological Opposites
What is misery? Why it is the darkest pit of our hearts and souls. We are dragged towards it, Grasping hopelessly at something to hold. Almost as if Achlys herself is lurking about Pulling us further, never intending to let us out. No, rather, we are pushed towards it Forced to accept this fate by the rest of them It’s ironic, in a world where we are told to be free We are still forced into a fatalistic indoctrination Believing all the while, that we are going to be fine When in fact, we are going to be escorted to self-damnation With a spear in our back and a smile on our face It’s sickening, isn't it? This twisted image of the human race. We lie and steal and cheat and **** each other, But for what? What is the purpose of this self-destructive behavior? It is the false salvation of our misery, Our false belief that the misery of others is Evidence of our superiority, Providing an escape from our own melancholy
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Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 9:09 PM UTC
Misery
I have a photograph of you. A fatalistic image stuck in my eye. Like a piece of ***** grit. Sharp and caustic. With acidic bite. Picture ripped, torn into thirds. Spread between you and I. Via fantastic words. His pessimistic transparency. Shot him in the foot. Foot dripped claret. A carpet ruined. Stained with blood of the obscene. Nightmares melted into dreams. Temperate, Into honest evaporation dissolved. In rebellion,my heart's released. The compassionate one once more is free. A rapid hummingbird. Sweet nectar, pure extraction. On the next day you are released. For after your birthday tomorrow, Darling I only pray you rest in peace. The delicate flower washed away. Free to dance and write and play. Forever and another day. Alone and sour. A salty twang. Goodbye my sweet, All gone. Bang! By ladylivvi1 © 2014 ladylivvi1 (All rights reserved)
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Jan 9, 2014
Jan 9, 2014 at 3:11 PM UTC
A Photographic Memory!
The spirited light; the solar-like wind; breath with its passion; the sun’s copious ****** venom. I speak of everything and all things without caution: this noise inside my head; layers of high pitched harmonics; the compressed hours between birth and death; the heart’s heat ascending and descending; the end always beginning and again your Gothic eyes. I have been here and there, a prodigal hawk with the flavor of blood-kisses hovering like steam or mist or a weapon stirring the body’s carbonic magnetic motion; never the sky always the silence disclosing the stillness in death’s fantasy—life and death; love and loss; a fatalistic dream-reel as if two mirrors facing each other reflecting the same vacant image. I remember the faint trail of finger prints; my impatient pulse raced into yours. Deserted passions like roses each one dies the same way —our emotions mumbled through love and into the glazed elixir of a French kiss: In my arms you had fallen asleep not knowing I had left. —————————————————————————— From my second book: 'The Second Coming' ©dah / Stillpoint Books 2012   all rights reserved "never the sky always the silence"—from Andre' Breton Search Amazon: "the second coming/dah" and "in forbidden language/dah"
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Oct 18, 2013
Oct 18, 2013 at 2:58 PM UTC
The Glazed Elixir Of A French Kiss
Why should I surrender to fear? / Oh, is this frailty I sense in me? / As I'm budding I envision the aethers / Embracing me, rapturously, / I spiral upwards / Efflorescing, bursting into bloom. / Why do we tremble at change, / Yet embrace continuity? / When do we stop pining & / Herald equanimity, harmoniously? / Yin & Yang; of lore I once sang, / Now triumphalistically I declare His name. / Freedom reigns / Truth prevails, / Justice weighs / Spirit sustains / A diaphanous azure flame: / —I shall ne' er be the same. / (—Se' lah)
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Apr 1, 2023
Apr 1, 2023 at 10:01 AM UTC
Fatalistic Freedom (Originally penned on Saturday, February 4th, 2023)
~~~ how to cook a poem/poetic theology so many ways, but one favored after oh so many trials after oh so many errors taste tastings, plenty, some good, some feh some inspired, some liared, but it's the process the methodology, that becomes your poetic theology, of how to cook a poem slow simmer, as if it was a hearty filling stew, with the red wine, you flavored, for style unique stew over it, add pinches of contradicting adjectives icy hot, bland spice and not everything nice, bitter herbs, fatalistic flaws make it to make the left and the right side of the brain argue and engage, let it taste of the foment, of unease, disease, and the coming to terms with the alternating au courant currents, of fashionistas don't forget the final seasoning, the finishing reasoning, the perfect certainty of momentary peace uncovered, derived, home grown, after a thirty years war, and the perfect uncertainty, you still aren't sure, which side won and why some fry in nastiness, some broil, flaming to burn away, some boast to roast of the average angst that breathing seems to require some peel, some imbibe the raw, all get sorted for even what writ in haste, all sourced from ingredients, taking years of seconds, in the assembling the trial and error the preparation, required for living a life cooking poetry
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Jan 17, 2016
Jan 17, 2016 at 5:17 PM UTC
how to cook a poem/poetic theology
THE SWAN & LEDA How, like a...God he comes taking the shape & the form of a swan who having had his wicked way longs to be on his merry way. But, wait ...what’s this he can’t....shake ...his fine...feathers...off feather upon downy feather locks him into the costume he had put on & now...can’t be put off. What magic can this human woman weave & now having been taken takes great pleasure in having her servant a giant of a man among men ****** the swan & be gone. And once the God is well & truly f***** he’s plucked of all the finery of his feathers. Behold, the God standing in the **** shivering & ready for the *** the final twist of this fatalistic plot ...his beautiful neck. That night she dines upon the subtle delicate breast of swan served in a creamy pepper & garlic sauce. She even has an extra helping thinking she can always exercise it off. Alas, poor Zeus wishing he had chosen to pose in his usual tour-de-force a shower of gold but thinks too late (thinking even as he is eaten) . And now, she burps (“Oh, pardon..! ”) sleeps & dreams of a God fit for a dish.
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Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 9:24 AM UTC
THE SWAN & LEDA
*blinded by startling light, can one really see?* mild visions sitting in the dark corners of shame strong options flying about in wild abandon demanding resentful attention no epiphany on the steep edge of nerves just constant and silent grating escalating the fatalistic complexion of old wounds seeping through the rotten bandage of sickening pretense rank blood-clots scream such fine expletives your curling toes may not cope with which one is chosen..? dual visions of life and death opponents on the same board no coercion in choice neither works solo third option hides beneath the burning scales of judgment live through life and death cut through the slices of pain even serrated wedges are better managed than large edifices yes, far better to CRE8 options than swallow the superb crap that Life shoves just, who in hell said: there's only one way... *visions can be overturned* S T, 9 July 2013
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Jul 9, 2013
Jul 9, 2013 at 3:45 PM UTC
visions and options
From the time we are born, we are flawed, both through nurture and through nature are we damaged, but there is something so beautiful, so fatalistic about that, and since we are inclined to failure, the only way we can travel is forward. Sometimes we move only a few steps at a time, and more often than not, we measure improvement by leaps and bounds, both are progress, both are important. We like to think we are rational, but statistically speaking, we trust in our instinct more often than not, even if it is beyond its depth, we are not rational creatures, striving for excess is not logical, for time is money, and survival is logical, but we want more, gathering approval is not efficient, in many respects animals are much more optimal. The thing that sets us apart, the most important thing to note, is love, love is not logical, love is not efficient, but we value it anyway, and so in the end, we are not what we think we are, we are not animals, we are illogical, we are inefficient, and we are healing, healing from the day we are born, born with a frail disposition, we are human, and we are slowly mending.
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Jan 17, 2014
Jan 17, 2014 at 6:12 AM UTC
Convalescence
happened upon an extravaganza of spring’s hallmark, the cherry blossoms outing their munificence of color, I happened to position myself direct below a tree, the thicket of blossoms so, well, thick, that sky was obliterated ‘cept for pointillistic spots of blue sun, yellow sky that poked through the few de minimus interstitial spaces permitted, and was struck silent, by-for-before shimmering eyes that uttered the requisite oohs and ahhs, and words came to me weeks later, when the memory, now fully decanted, reappears courtesy of a giant tech company’s code tinkering, merging and splurging the combined images in the photographic memory of my devices, as if to say: your life is points of light and color and scent as you write now amidst the hubbub of jackhammers, raucous horns a blaring, the homeless screaming on the street at god, the fatalistic headlines of hate and the pallor of a low level haze of perp~gray between you and your true elfin self, and you are not surprised, but sadly, but not entirely, bemused that the photo’s true utility was to remind weeks later that all that my eyes utter is not just woe, double trouble and toil, toil, *but to Hey Jude and George, step out and see the park on a Sunday in its entirety and to glory in your being by being a point in that tapestry spectacular of ingestion, digestion and final comprehension and a happy* exhalation
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May 10, 2024
May 10, 2024 at 8:06 AM UTC
The Cherry Blossom Thicket (intersecting points of light and color and scent)
An aesthetic storm settled in the wee hours of creation. What of it strikes favor or disfavor? Beauty's immediacy comes with fatalistic sweep--demanding principle, demanding ground. Unveiled beyond time constraint all over our world--in praise, in revulsion, eyes score the gamut. As if image begs love, to be so... or unrequited. What's plain of light exposes all flaw or beauty in a single sitting. The sitters vary the material world, with eyes creation asks us to paint what we see. The eyes paint the sitter if the sitter be deemed beautiful, instantaneously sight's canvas may be left cold... burdened. Beauty aspires to affirmation of being, to have it echoed. Beauty's lain raw, holds what's held it-- as such...desolation is easy. Eyes bespeak their volumes...beautiful or ugly? A sightly, unsightly moment given to the perpetual. Epidemic pageantry--ordered by creation make due...irregardless. If beauty--eyes are for you--if ugly...eyes are not. Thus...of being, of affirmation, of visible, of invisible--you...beauty are.
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Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 6:21 PM UTC
Beauty's Sitters
I dodge most every postcard       to be washed away in defeat                                                       because there's something                   about self destruction                 that keeps the world off my reality         other people spitting dust bunnies when they speak clouding my language with their foul mouthed debris becoming a mountain of dirt I can't get over these words for real aren't me I am becoming a valley where I hide between the outside of everybody and my wildest dreams From the tops of moments I breath in slippery slopes and hold for backporch memories the neighbors are away so it's ok to get loud and free my darling there are the cattails from your mamas creek connected to the dots that I trace back through memories from my perch upon now my junkyard soul noticing wheels that are missing from the things they were made to roll into a tire swing into racing streetlights for scraped knees turning to children remembering a wedding ring because we told them marriage was how you take honesty and make it concrete before we took their honesty and made it history I am trying to build something that wont blow away with the leaves oh I turn red blushing blood though my veins that are like trees bound to be framed in some hillside autumn landscape of me with words that have always been too vague to translate my name but as I grow that's subject to change as is everything so I'll consider of what I am made and all that water may wash away all of desire's delays turning fatalistic denial into some authentic decay
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Jul 19, 2013
Jul 19, 2013 at 9:43 PM UTC
Now Runs Down
I dodge most every postcard       to be washed away in defeat                                                       because there's something                   about self destruction                 that keeps the world off my reality         other people spitting dust bunnies when they speak clouding my language with their foul mouthed debris becoming a mountain of dirt I can't get over these words for real aren't me I am becoming a valley where I hide between the outside of everybody and my wildest dreams From the tops of moments I breath in slippery slopes and hold for backporch memories the neighbors are away so it's ok to get loud and free my darling there are the cattails from your mamas creek connected to the dots that I trace back through memories from my perch upon now my junkyard soul noticing wheels that are missing from the things they were made to roll into a tire swing into racing streetlights for scraped knees turning to children remembering a wedding ring because we told them marriage was how you take honesty and make it concrete before we took their honesty and made it history I am trying to build something that wont blow away with the leaves oh I turn red blushing blood though my veins that are like trees bound to be framed in some hillside autumn landscape of me with words that have always been too vague to translate my name but as I grow that's subject to change as is everything so I'll consider of what I am made and all that water may wash away all of desire's delays turning fatalistic denial into some authentic decay
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(a quid pro quo plug for zaftig women) women that tip weigh ling needle to spin vicious circle akin to puppy chasing her/his tail or require digital scale, at the extreme alt right registering heavy ba Jill 'en Jack knifed pail loads whether young or old ought to be appreciated not waifer thin self starved as a rail, instead they suffer unfair injustice like a trapped quivering quail thus this fatalistic, generic, and holistic landlubber wanted to point head lee hammer home one secure heterosexual ******* stronger than omnipotent Marcy's Playground weather beaten pail Trent Reznor's sixty 9 inch rust free steel nail into the coffin of bias against bevy of beautiful babes within the mind of this male, who inherited genetic predisposition for being average, hearty and hale yet feel compassion for those engaged in an ongoing with battle of the bulge, hmm... perhaps hiding ample ***** akin to milky sopping wet grail or accepted unequivocally themselves without envy of lithesome women, who seem to possess flair with nary a flail yet possess much love to avail, and tis wise to love oneself unconditionally despite premium aesthetics considered svelte which mass media accentuates de facto spelt definition of femininity aka runway models donned in faux animal pelt whose deliberate self exhibition prompts madding crowd of man to waggle tongue with slack jaws as if ready to melt or at instantaneous signal telepathically felt drop drawers upon removing blackbelt.
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Jul 14, 2018
Jul 14, 2018 at 6:03 PM UTC
Pleasingly Plump Praiseworthy Princesses
Kicking and screaming children With their troubles and complaints Force words from minds of dreary states Realizations some won't meet the date A bitter taste enters the air Cloudy grey **** tangerine Brightening to the tune of the loon A broken down *** with a gun But faster then we are here we are gone A fatalistic but hopeful parody Cracking glass jars in the twilight moon As my sister brunette watches the toons Littering through the concrete sidewalks As the grandma's sagging sit down to talk These registers are filled with monopoly money And I just watched a movie of ******* Bunnies An eccentric with one hundred ways to love a woman A man that gave the game plan To a high hearted man glittering sands Ziggy the man with the amazing hands For we are on a high and mighty moving picture trip now Caught in the lit lie of the illusion Asking the nurse for another freebie transfusion And a peek from the geek under her sheet A silly break in the world is the only thing a mad man CAN do Because sometimes the only sky I see is slightly hued blue And the men that elude to hatters that are mad Playing with words in rhyme just make me sad Brought up as a back door man by my own accord I caused mischief and terror like every other outlaw A foreigner in a seemingly "comfortable" land Nowadays everything seems to have a ****** plan Where tomorrow is that day and the next will be that And the guy who you get take out from is wearing the same hat But the hate you feel deep and preach onto the electronic page May drearily, hopefully, perhaps distastefully give you a wage Oh where does the madness stop if it only ends with money! For these worries are from a sagging face watching bunnies And eluding to grandeur nearing signs of a menstral manager And a cosmopolitan back break with the blackening beauty of a snake Lo, Here I wait, For sweet mornings embrace
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Mar 2, 2011
Mar 2, 2011 at 8:57 PM UTC
Lo, Here I wait
Kicking and screaming children With their troubles and complaints Force words from minds of dreary states Realizations some won't meet the date A bitter taste enters the air Cloudy grey **** tangerine Brightening to the tune of the loon A broken down *** with a gun But faster then we are here we are gone A fatalistic but hopeful parody Cracking glass jars in the twilight moon As my sister brunette watches the toons Littering through the concrete sidewalks As the grandma's sagging sit down to talk These registers are filled with monopoly money And I just watched a movie of ******* Bunnies An eccentric with one hundred ways to love a woman A man that gave the game plan To a high hearted man glittering sands Ziggy the man with the amazing hands For we are on a high and mighty moving picture trip now Caught in the lit lie of the illusion Asking the nurse for another freebie transfusion And a peek from the geek under her sheet A silly break in the world is the only thing a mad man CAN do Because sometimes the only sky I see is slightly hued blue And the men that elude to hatters that are mad Playing with words in rhyme just make me sad Brought up as a back door man by my own accord I caused mischief and terror like every other outlaw A foreigner in a seemingly "comfortable" land Nowadays everything seems to have a ****** plan Where tomorrow is that day and the next will be that And the guy who you get take out from is wearing the same hat But the hate you feel deep and preach onto the electronic page May drearily, hopefully, perhaps distastefully give you a wage Oh where does the madness stop if it only ends with money! For these worries are from a sagging face watching bunnies And eluding to grandeur nearing signs of a menstral manager And a cosmopolitan back break with the blackening beauty of a snake Lo, Here I wait, For sweet mornings embrace
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A harbinger he was born a puppet to dirt  farmers in the fatalistic empires of lost liberty He spent his boyhood drifting  in aimless pursuit of a less broken home but his past eats him from within His greedy grasping hand is fear with self indulgent dark eyes he comes to my haven and bringing his hand in tow and lays its sweaty meat on my soul Its cold dead feel crawls down my spine like migration of hope to forgotten places He is a mirthless man the trumpeter in the parade of dying quests to find a better future He is preaching his own brand of God from the poorhouse soapbox shouting wildly with his hands he is a small man in a tall frame who feeds on poverty of pocket and soul preys on the weak and unwary he is a apothocary to the souless
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Jul 18, 2013
Jul 18, 2013 at 8:37 PM UTC
apothocary to the souless (prelude)
Is it sweet yet like a scorpion tail stings? Do you really remember Not to sink but swim? Warm crimson casualties cascade delicately down a cupid’s bow row row row yourself in my boat gently down this fatalistic dream.
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Nov 7, 2020
Nov 7, 2020 at 6:16 AM UTC
Is it Sweet?
Your eyes are the ocean switching colors Trapped inside this lazy eyed summer Driving through the streets of small town rumors And they had the nerve to call us the late bloomers So we may have fell behind But we never were lost we just like taking our time But drinking doesn't do enough to unwind Screaming vengeance in the burbs of a broken mind So when you're sick of the city and the neon seems too bright We'll head down to the country run away into the night But I always thought that stars looked more like Cigarette burns on the skin of the sky Than sleeping satellites They say you're the kind of girl to treat like an exit wound ******* all the sugar off your silver spoon Let me show you I'm a black sheep, let me show you to my room So when you're sick of the city and the neon seems too bright We'll head down to the country run away into the night But I always thought that stars looked more like Cigarette burns on the skin of the sky Than guiding fatalistic lights
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Jun 12, 2010
Jun 12, 2010 at 10:13 AM UTC
Black Sheep
*if you asked me to write about something - the stars, sadness, darkness, death. i could. and i would. i would give it to you, clad in astroids for armor, star-spangled, criss-crossing in between sunbeams and rainbows. i would give it to you as a wilted flower on a plate, colorless save for the red of the rotting apple - the surrealist dream, the existentialist crisis of oblivion and everything in between. ask me to write about what i'm feeling now, ask me to write about my emotions, my thoughts. i can't. for i know my thoughts are as different from yours as a solar eclipse in the andromeda galaxy, as hope in my vacuum heart. and that's just the thing. my "red" will never be the same as your "red", my "night never the same as your "night". and my words, are far from adequate in telling you what i think of me, of you, of us, of the world. it is a fundamentalist problem, a human flaw, an error in communication, an inherent imperfection, a fatalistic trait, a damning hamartia that we as humans will never overcome. words are powerful, pictures are more so, touch just can't be surpassed. but none will never be enough to address everything that is as it is, everything in our heads, everything. we are all alone in this world.*
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Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 10:27 AM UTC
genesis
Back to a world of drudgery dearth and broken dreams, Where a fatalistic sense of eternal loss Washes in through the door of the classrooms I sit in. Back to the futile sham that mocks humanity And the selfishness that engulfs all around, Touching us all in different ways. An angry black and bitter wave waiting to drown us all. Three hours of nothingness, Lost to the past, Contemplating what is required For this machine I live inside.
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Mar 5, 2013
Mar 5, 2013 at 2:19 PM UTC
The Black Wave