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Before you criticize me too soon, I think you should spare some seconds and answer a simple question to yourself... If Shahjahan loved Mumtaz Mahal so much, why he had a harem of wives to use at his own pleasure? While I agree that the Taj Mahal is arguably the most extraordinarily beautiful monument in the world, I don't agree upon the fact that it was built as a tomb of love. It is just a symbol of madness if you asked me. An emperor's insecure feeling to get his name registered in the history books. While it may be one of the most beautiful architectural monument, it was built by over 20,000 architects, craftsmen, masons and engineers who took over 16 years to build the magnificent building. He got this apparently high & prestigious monument of love built but everything that the Emperor did was not pleasant at all. ° The lavishly living Mughal Emperor spent all his - his subjects' money into building this monument of love instead of keeping his subjects well-fed. ° Mumtaz Mahal might have been the luckiest woman to have died and got such a marvelous building built as her mausoleum but she died giving birth to her & Shahjahan's 17th offspring and then Shahjahan who had uncountable other wives was inspired by her demise apparently to undertake what is termed as the biggest project in history build the costliest monument proclaiming his rule. ° The arrogant - falsely proud lover - Mughal emperor didn't know that what he thought to be looked at as the greatest symbol of love will be criticized by some poet in his own land nearly 375 years later. The insane Mughal Emperor got all the builders of the Taj Mahal's fingers cut-off of so that there could be no other Taj Mahal. But Aurangzeb, his & Mumtaz Mahal's son overthrew his power when Shahjahan got older and locked him up in a jail at the other end of Yamuna river where the emperor then died a sad old lovelorn bedlamite person in prison. Aurangzeb was the exact opposite of his dad, he showed religious intolerance and his habits drove the empire towards its doom after his death. But let me think this way; when I look at any picture of the Taj Mahal, what I get the first thing in mind is this: Such a CRAZY emperor who got such a beautiful monument of Egotism built!
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May 7, 2013
May 7, 2013 at 11:23 AM UTC
Taj Mahal - An Epitome Of Love?
Before you criticize me too soon, I think you should spare some seconds and answer a simple question to yourself... If Shahjahan loved Mumtaz Mahal so much, why he had a harem of wives to use at his own pleasure? While I agree that the Taj Mahal is arguably the most extraordinarily beautiful monument in the world, I don't agree upon the fact that it was built as a tomb of love. It is just a symbol of madness if you asked me. An emperor's insecure feeling to get his name registered in the history books. While it may be one of the most beautiful architectural monument, it was built by over 20,000 architects, craftsmen, masons and engineers who took over 16 years to build the magnificent building. He got this apparently high & prestigious monument of love built but everything that the Emperor did was not pleasant at all. ° The lavishly living Mughal Emperor spent all his - his subjects' money into building this monument of love instead of keeping his subjects well-fed. ° Mumtaz Mahal might have been the luckiest woman to have died and got such a marvelous building built as her mausoleum but she died giving birth to her & Shahjahan's 17th offspring and then Shahjahan who had uncountable other wives was inspired by her demise apparently to undertake what is termed as the biggest project in history build the costliest monument proclaiming his rule. ° The arrogant - falsely proud lover - Mughal emperor didn't know that what he thought to be looked at as the greatest symbol of love will be criticized by some poet in his own land nearly 375 years later. The insane Mughal Emperor got all the builders of the Taj Mahal's fingers cut-off of so that there could be no other Taj Mahal. But Aurangzeb, his & Mumtaz Mahal's son overthrew his power when Shahjahan got older and locked him up in a jail at the other end of Yamuna river where the emperor then died a sad old lovelorn bedlamite person in prison. Aurangzeb was the exact opposite of his dad, he showed religious intolerance and his habits drove the empire towards its doom after his death. But let me think this way; when I look at any picture of the Taj Mahal, what I get the first thing in mind is this: Such a CRAZY emperor who got such a beautiful monument of Egotism built!
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*Stars very rarely Hang-out alone, A perfect night sky Lets this be known. They come together Forming a spectacular Constellation, Shining magnificently bright In a festive celebration. Subdued, Gently glowing undertones Of a perfect moon, Allow each individual star's quality To be extraordinarily exhumed. A perfect, Starry evening Sadly comes to an end, As dusk turns to dawn; With it, The sun it sends. By Lady R.F.(C)2017*
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Jul 18, 2017
Jul 18, 2017 at 11:33 PM UTC
❤ Starry Night ❤
Off the train I hit the streets and start laughing. This is ridiculous, incomprehensible. How can innumerable bipeds have individual inner lives. Why are they doing what they’re doing? I have no answer New York City but to also go about my business in this case prepare for surgery, survival. But why survive with so many exact replicas to replace me? A swarm of ants or hive of bees, social organisms they’re called, climbing over each other, avoiding bumping and amazingly making way, anticipating the sudden turns and straight paths of others, strangers but brothers, sisters incubating, the cells of a small ***** nodes of a single semi-conscious organism. The concept of a higher power that cares for me is also risible yet how else can I explain the surgeon and his team, robots and magnetic resonance imaging machines, all primed and trained to save my life. They are not particularly interested in what I do with my time. I am immediately in love with the Irish brogue of the head nurse, the Indian skin of the physician’s assistant. The long extraordinarily thin fingers of the famous surgeon. All mine to savor (and the other cancer patients). Despair, lose all hope that’s what the sign says at the gates of hell and at the Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center the sign says Be kind to our customers who are waiting and suffering. Yesterday’s suicidal thoughts: the mind is a clever servant, insufferable master. Therefore, meditate on this: absolute need, dependence on the Other. I still like Hombre, The Shootist and Ulzana’s Raid but realize those dead heroes were subordinate to society: the gun manufacturers who armed them. Thus, I go for cancer tests, accepting, not predicting results. Hero accepting help. A torrential rain following five days of flooding, tornadoes out west busting up wooden towns all because too many of us are hoarding plastic, herding electrons. None of us know how it will end, what the outcome will be (of our surgery). The best that can be said is Don’t forget to breathe. And you might as well believe in that higher power.
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Mar 5, 2019
Mar 5, 2019 at 6:00 AM UTC
Upper Manhattan Medical Group
Off the train I hit the streets and start laughing. This is ridiculous, incomprehensible. How can innumerable bipeds have individual inner lives. Why are they doing what they’re doing? I have no answer New York City but to also go about my business in this case prepare for surgery, survival. But why survive with so many exact replicas to replace me? A swarm of ants or hive of bees, social organisms they’re called, climbing over each other, avoiding bumping and amazingly making way, anticipating the sudden turns and straight paths of others, strangers but brothers, sisters incubating, the cells of a small ***** nodes of a single semi-conscious organism. The concept of a higher power that cares for me is also risible yet how else can I explain the surgeon and his team, robots and magnetic resonance imaging machines, all primed and trained to save my life. They are not particularly interested in what I do with my time. I am immediately in love with the Irish brogue of the head nurse, the Indian skin of the physician’s assistant. The long extraordinarily thin fingers of the famous surgeon. All mine to savor (and the other cancer patients). Despair, lose all hope that’s what the sign says at the gates of hell and at the Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center the sign says Be kind to our customers who are waiting and suffering. Yesterday’s suicidal thoughts: the mind is a clever servant, insufferable master. Therefore, meditate on this: absolute need, dependence on the Other. I still like Hombre, The Shootist and Ulzana’s Raid but realize those dead heroes were subordinate to society: the gun manufacturers who armed them. Thus, I go for cancer tests, accepting, not predicting results. Hero accepting help. A torrential rain following five days of flooding, tornadoes out west busting up wooden towns all because too many of us are hoarding plastic, herding electrons. None of us know how it will end, what the outcome will be (of our surgery). The best that can be said is Don’t forget to breathe. And you might as well believe in that higher power.
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In this new world so connected digitally Online with your smartphone or desktop continuously Every touch or click with your fingers sublimely Connecting messaging chatting seductively Rush of dopamine brain lives ecstatically Bits and bytes that rise and fall emotionally Waiting for physical touch earnestly LDR love seem to be extraordinarily Yet to see LDR grows into LTR eventually
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Dec 29, 2019
Dec 29, 2019 at 7:23 AM UTC
LDR to LTR
Post-azure, cloud splashed sky, washes with the suns descent, breaking into melodies of sunset. Fracturing into a blush, the richness of the spectrum makes itself known. On a tangent of change, amorphous clouds bleed amber glow and bittersweet combinations of reds and yellows. Vermillion streaks through, and a few cloud folk turn titian, like sumptuous surreal apricots rotting in the sky, that seem to augur encroaching darkness. Billows on the horizon leak crimson, like spilled wine on table cloth, and pucker out like blooms of flaming roses. Fire refracted coloured cousins of the sun are dancing all about. Here is the anthem of wild transformation. Here is cause for quiet celebration. Here at this fluent juncture. Here at the closing of day. The whole of the ocean below, is the skies tremendous mirror. It's reflection is variegated, into variations a thousandfold. Multitudinous, and ever differentiated, distortions of above ride the crests of waves. Each apex is a new story. Each new story, just as soon as it is told, comes crashing into trough. Each finale is the ****** of beginning. The dynamic roar of the oceans ever-changing topology is rife with meaning. Colossal symphonic wonders, the primordial song, releasing upon: the uni- verse continual, sending the manifest to move, with the give and strain of immaculate design. Here ensconced between the safety of light and the mystery of night. Here at the oceans edge. Above, shades of catalina-blue, in conversation with the outer most cosmic-black dismiss earlier brighter hues. Tinged by the infinite nature of space, the jeweled dome darkens. Overhead, the first stars appear, sky transparent to beheld blackness. Luxuriant, pulling horizon, attracts violet into it's unfolding theatrics. Bloodied clouds turn purplish, then black, a darkening rawness allures, decaying with vivid beauty, tragedies of a rouged romance drug down into shadows play, searingly alive, extraordinarily actual. And then, the hush of dusk. Darkness is felled, like silence. Scintillating stars strengthen in the nights surrounding abyss; giving radiance definition. Dynamic Beauty Lives In Transition, Oppositions Compliment.
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Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 9:49 PM UTC
A Coastal Sunset: transitional beauty
Post-azure, cloud splashed sky, washes with the suns descent, breaking into melodies of sunset. Fracturing into a blush, the richness of the spectrum makes itself known. On a tangent of change, amorphous clouds bleed amber glow and bittersweet combinations of reds and yellows. Vermillion streaks through, and a few cloud folk turn titian, like sumptuous surreal apricots rotting in the sky, that seem to augur encroaching darkness. Billows on the horizon leak crimson, like spilled wine on table cloth, and pucker out like blooms of flaming roses. Fire refracted coloured cousins of the sun are dancing all about. Here is the anthem of wild transformation. Here is cause for quiet celebration. Here at this fluent juncture. Here at the closing of day. The whole of the ocean below, is the skies tremendous mirror. It's reflection is variegated, into variations a thousandfold. Multitudinous, and ever differentiated, distortions of above ride the crests of waves. Each apex is a new story. Each new story, just as soon as it is told, comes crashing into trough. Each finale is the ****** of beginning. The dynamic roar of the oceans ever-changing topology is rife with meaning. Colossal symphonic wonders, the primordial song, releasing upon: the uni- verse continual, sending the manifest to move, with the give and strain of immaculate design. Here ensconced between the safety of light and the mystery of night. Here at the oceans edge. Above, shades of catalina-blue, in conversation with the outer most cosmic-black dismiss earlier brighter hues. Tinged by the infinite nature of space, the jeweled dome darkens. Overhead, the first stars appear, sky transparent to beheld blackness. Luxuriant, pulling horizon, attracts violet into it's unfolding theatrics. Bloodied clouds turn purplish, then black, a darkening rawness allures, decaying with vivid beauty, tragedies of a rouged romance drug down into shadows play, searingly alive, extraordinarily actual. And then, the hush of dusk. Darkness is felled, like silence. Scintillating stars strengthen in the nights surrounding abyss; giving radiance definition. Dynamic Beauty Lives In Transition, Oppositions Compliment.
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i finalised my "divorce" today. well, it was a breakup. 2 years together, lived together, shared our cats, shared a life... all that. so yeah, it felt like a mini divorce. and i couldn't help but notice how relatable the song "happiness" by taylor swift is now... _"all the years i've given is just **** we're dividing up"_ he left the house a week ago. today he came by, and divided up our shared things. _"tell me when did your winning smile_ _began to look like a smirk?_ _when did all our lessons start to look like weapons_ _pointed at my deepest hurt?"_ when i first met him, it was the stuff of fairytales - like most relationships. we shared some of the best memories of our lives together. but like all good things, it came to an end. over time, we became stressed with life's responsibilities. we became toxic to each other, and both made terrible mistakes. towards the end, it became the inevitable to end things. _"after giving you the best i had_ _tell me what to give after that?"_ i gave it my all. we both tried our best. it just wasn't meant to be. _"haunted by the look in my eyes_ _that would've loved you for a lifetime"_ how i wished he was the one... given any chance, i would've loved him for a lifetime. i miss him. i miss the life we shared. i grieve for the future we will never have. _"i can't make it go away by making you a villian"_ but just because the relationship failed, it was still extraordinarily beautiful. i hold zero resentment towards him at all. no negative feelings. i wish him all the best in the future. _"no one teaches you what to do_ _when a good man hurts you_ _and you know you hurt him too"_ these lyrics hit me the most... _"there'll be happiness after you_ _but there was happiness because of you"_ goodbye, lover. maybe in another lifetime, our paths will cross again. but for now, i wish you all the happiness in the world. i will always have love for you deep in my heart.
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Dec 20, 2022
Dec 20, 2022 at 11:23 AM UTC
something i wrote after he came over for the last time to divide our things up
i finalised my "divorce" today. well, it was a breakup. 2 years together, lived together, shared our cats, shared a life... all that. so yeah, it felt like a mini divorce. and i couldn't help but notice how relatable the song "happiness" by taylor swift is now... _"all the years i've given is just **** we're dividing up"_ he left the house a week ago. today he came by, and divided up our shared things. _"tell me when did your winning smile_ _began to look like a smirk?_ _when did all our lessons start to look like weapons_ _pointed at my deepest hurt?"_ when i first met him, it was the stuff of fairytales - like most relationships. we shared some of the best memories of our lives together. but like all good things, it came to an end. over time, we became stressed with life's responsibilities. we became toxic to each other, and both made terrible mistakes. towards the end, it became the inevitable to end things. _"after giving you the best i had_ _tell me what to give after that?"_ i gave it my all. we both tried our best. it just wasn't meant to be. _"haunted by the look in my eyes_ _that would've loved you for a lifetime"_ how i wished he was the one... given any chance, i would've loved him for a lifetime. i miss him. i miss the life we shared. i grieve for the future we will never have. _"i can't make it go away by making you a villian"_ but just because the relationship failed, it was still extraordinarily beautiful. i hold zero resentment towards him at all. no negative feelings. i wish him all the best in the future. _"no one teaches you what to do_ _when a good man hurts you_ _and you know you hurt him too"_ these lyrics hit me the most... _"there'll be happiness after you_ _but there was happiness because of you"_ goodbye, lover. maybe in another lifetime, our paths will cross again. but for now, i wish you all the happiness in the world. i will always have love for you deep in my heart.
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# From an ornate podium the orator spoke words-- ..extraordinarily elaborate ones.. as if, as if But those who know.. we who have  laid low, down in to the trenches as grunts, both  outside and inside       of the wire.. Those who have  quietly done their legwork.. who have accepted their difficult fate  as that   borne  of and in to,  a training..  an equipping; lay low, lay low .   .   .   .   The throngs at the foot of the podium-- mesmerized by their own  need to be mesmerized,  never even    noticed the children who  in their innocence,  peered out from under the crowd's legs to better see the 'magnificent' podium.. The oldest of which, ran back to trenches trying to describe what they saw. Two of the quiet, unassuming-ones made their way back to the podium,   and in blocking out the orator's voice, (which  to the  knowing, was  as that of a clanging bell..) Now observed up close, the inner-workings of the elaborate podium and sat in  wonder of its expenditures-- wrapped around such  slipshod,   weak and hastily assembled framework.. And in having become interested in the structure's groundedness to what one would hope would be  a solid-built foundation, placed onto solid, earthen ground They instead gasped as they saw its legs floating upon nothing.. *"What the **** is holding this thing up..?"* War-trained and battle-hardened, they remembered their superiors speaking in hushed tones that even ****** with all of his blowhard oratorical ********   at least had a semblance of the podium's fastenings.. Albeit, partially assembled by our own country's stupidity within certain provisions brought forth in the Treaty of Versailles,    but this    but this; This oratorical misleading of the broken-ones this empty illusion of a presentation,  borne not  from a suffering  leading to true regeneration but instead, a distractive short-cut into the Realms;    This counterfeit substance.. as if borne in power,    as if..  as if.     .. But the realms.. they know It is only those down here on earth,  spirit cloaked within the deceptive misgivings of the flesh-- so aching to establish itself apart  from the necessary legwork needed to humbly become a part of Stream's flow: (borne,  solely from the inner Wellspring--  deep within the bowels of Love's True Ache).. It is here.. on earth..  that you will find the reward you seek..  oh wondrous orator, oh magnificent 'smither' of fine words..    **Your podium, a whitewashed soapbox    floating upon nothing..** --And therefore meaning   nothing within the Substance-Based parameters       of the Realms. #
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Mar 22, 2021
Mar 22, 2021 at 3:48 PM UTC
on love, legwork.. and the humility that leads to getting well..
# From an ornate podium the orator spoke words-- ..extraordinarily elaborate ones.. as if, as if But those who know.. we who have  laid low, down in to the trenches as grunts, both  outside and inside       of the wire.. Those who have  quietly done their legwork.. who have accepted their difficult fate  as that   borne  of and in to,  a training..  an equipping; lay low, lay low .   .   .   .   The throngs at the foot of the podium-- mesmerized by their own  need to be mesmerized,  never even    noticed the children who  in their innocence,  peered out from under the crowd's legs to better see the 'magnificent' podium.. The oldest of which, ran back to trenches trying to describe what they saw. Two of the quiet, unassuming-ones made their way back to the podium,   and in blocking out the orator's voice, (which  to the  knowing, was  as that of a clanging bell..) Now observed up close, the inner-workings of the elaborate podium and sat in  wonder of its expenditures-- wrapped around such  slipshod,   weak and hastily assembled framework.. And in having become interested in the structure's groundedness to what one would hope would be  a solid-built foundation, placed onto solid, earthen ground They instead gasped as they saw its legs floating upon nothing.. *"What the **** is holding this thing up..?"* War-trained and battle-hardened, they remembered their superiors speaking in hushed tones that even ****** with all of his blowhard oratorical ********   at least had a semblance of the podium's fastenings.. Albeit, partially assembled by our own country's stupidity within certain provisions brought forth in the Treaty of Versailles,    but this    but this; This oratorical misleading of the broken-ones this empty illusion of a presentation,  borne not  from a suffering  leading to true regeneration but instead, a distractive short-cut into the Realms;    This counterfeit substance.. as if borne in power,    as if..  as if.     .. But the realms.. they know It is only those down here on earth,  spirit cloaked within the deceptive misgivings of the flesh-- so aching to establish itself apart  from the necessary legwork needed to humbly become a part of Stream's flow: (borne,  solely from the inner Wellspring--  deep within the bowels of Love's True Ache).. It is here.. on earth..  that you will find the reward you seek..  oh wondrous orator, oh magnificent 'smither' of fine words..    **Your podium, a whitewashed soapbox    floating upon nothing..** --And therefore meaning   nothing within the Substance-Based parameters       of the Realms. #
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"From every wound there is a scar, and every scar tells a story. A story says, I survived." - Fr. Craig Scott **... a tribute to a fallen brother ― R.I.P  Les ... you were with me every step of the way to the top** crampon cleats tickle her bedrock far below the frosty powder dusting; released from where her majestic peak parted yester night’s obstinate clouds. the alpine atmosphere first chilled and then plummeted as the starlight glistened; illuminated ice crystals sparkle like diamonds in the rough. I am overwhelmed by the peaceful aura surrounding me. watching how "these" footprints mark the snow ...arousing a lucid, stirring awareness of my existence; ...inciting a conscious moment,   extraordinarily deepening the realization of being. harlon rivers ... May 24th, 2013
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May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 10:18 AM UTC
Beyond Majestic Bounds...a prose prologue to: ' Beyond the Telegraph Road '
You told me that you and I were not just a forest but a state park Our lives were like roots of trees that have just begun to get entangled in each other There is no you without me or me without you We are together We are one Slowly we are creating something so extraordinarily beautiful People will come from miles and miles away to be inspired by our love and stare in awe of how truly rare and wonderful it is You and I are creating life You and I are creating what others only dream of So let us water these hearts of our that have become one Let me kiss you so deeply you forget whose air you are breathing and our lungs become the same It may be winter outside but inside of us spring is constantly blooming Our passion is as hot as wildfire I just pray it never burns this forest down
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Nov 25, 2014
Nov 25, 2014 at 1:50 PM UTC
Our Forest
I feel her there sometimes Sometimes silent, sometimes not When she is silent the emptiness is Oppressive And makes my skull feel heavy and weak And my thoughts clouded with The groping fingers of all that ask, "Are you okay?" When she screams, I am filled To the brim with panic and chaos That spews from her maw in Tangled, writhing masses The sound is almost angelic. Is she heavenly? I have never seen her but I know what she looks like. It is a knowing feeling, or an overexcited imagination? Long, tangled black hair, Something is caught in the snarls and curls. A pale face whiter than bone, Thin and fragile like china. Hands clawed and twisted, Feet swollen and scarred. A white dress long in tatters slipping off the bony shoulder *please take me back, take me home* I plead but there are no words Comprehensible to my human (However extraordinarily mutated) Brain That leave her cracked lips.
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May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 6:55 AM UTC
Untitled
Some men seek flesh which does not belong to them. Others, gold, or colored paper worn extraordinarily thin. Still others covet gadgets and toys that tinker. Some merely are after the liberty to be a free-thinker. While I see the value of gold and liberty, One will grow old, while the other is found in tranquility. So then, as I sojourn, my eyes are set on the Trinity. And because of the pity of Divinity, I am already a citizen of that unseen city.
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Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 11:45 PM UTC
Sojourner
when i write i always find myself wishing that i wrote like Lana del Rey, making even the simple things seem extraordinarily grand, to be able to glamorize what is sometimes a painfully normal life i want to touch someone's skin and write about it in a way that makes someone feel as though they're touching velvet i want the kiss we shared to linger on someone's lips like the taste of their favorite chapstick i want to write about love so that in turn someone will lust for what i already have i want to write about my years of pain and isolation in a way that makes someone want to rip their own heart out and offer it up to me on a platter made of shimmering, sterling silver which, of course i'd have to refuse because what would a writer be if surrounded by love and admiration they knew was real, that they didn't doubt for even a second although, the sensuality of the circumstance might be tempting an artist without eternal, incessant suffering is merely a wolf in sheep's clothing or a fool who thinks he's a king they simply aren't built to last i want to write about my mid-night thoughts and for someone to think: Lana would be proud
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Jul 27, 2022
Jul 27, 2022 at 11:46 PM UTC
lana
I am extraordinarily bad at staying friends with people I’ve seen naked that’s why I’ve lost so many-- because I don’t **** strangers
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Apr 11, 2020
Apr 11, 2020 at 3:53 PM UTC
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Do you want to live forever? said the Gardener to me, tending to a creeping thought and watering the sea. I replied, no, but thanks, you see, I'd rather be a tree. And spread my branches out to shelter creatures underneath. A tree? A tree? He whispered tentatively. Why, I can't remember what it be. That word. That thought. That memory. He shook his head and shrugged at me. (So I scratched a crude drawing in the dirt and The Gardener squatted there pondering at it a while, robes lifted up above bony knees) But I do that too, said he, jumping up quite suddenly. Pardon me, but I just see no need - No need to be a tree! Just beg a princely role of me and I shall fill your fantasy! I said, thanks, but well, you see.. I'd rather be a tree. He paused for quite a while. Then said okay, a little hesitantly. Then said that he would not be that okay until he sees these silly things called trees. And until he sees the purpose of the thing it is that means so wonderfully much to me to want to be a tree. So he turned me to a tree and put me in a park. Where couples came and families and cuddling lovers in the dark. And colored birds were friends to me and I sheltered all of them beneath. And spread new life through little seeds and quenched the world its need to breathe. And in the autumn dropped my leaves to feed the insects in the weeds. I stretched my roots in luscious ground and saw such beauty all around. I was old and happy as only a tree could ever wish or hope to be. And then one day I saw a face, quite out of place, was watching me. And he said.. You are very naturally a tree and have done so extraordinarily well in green that I will leave you be to live your dream. And as he walked away, it seemed he smiled happily back at me.
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May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 7:06 PM UTC
The Gardener
Do you want to live forever? said the Gardener to me, tending to a creeping thought and watering the sea. I replied, no, but thanks, you see, I'd rather be a tree. And spread my branches out to shelter creatures underneath. A tree? A tree? He whispered tentatively. Why, I can't remember what it be. That word. That thought. That memory. He shook his head and shrugged at me. (So I scratched a crude drawing in the dirt and The Gardener squatted there pondering at it a while, robes lifted up above bony knees) But I do that too, said he, jumping up quite suddenly. Pardon me, but I just see no need - No need to be a tree! Just beg a princely role of me and I shall fill your fantasy! I said, thanks, but well, you see.. I'd rather be a tree. He paused for quite a while. Then said okay, a little hesitantly. Then said that he would not be that okay until he sees these silly things called trees. And until he sees the purpose of the thing it is that means so wonderfully much to me to want to be a tree. So he turned me to a tree and put me in a park. Where couples came and families and cuddling lovers in the dark. And colored birds were friends to me and I sheltered all of them beneath. And spread new life through little seeds and quenched the world its need to breathe. And in the autumn dropped my leaves to feed the insects in the weeds. I stretched my roots in luscious ground and saw such beauty all around. I was old and happy as only a tree could ever wish or hope to be. And then one day I saw a face, quite out of place, was watching me. And he said.. You are very naturally a tree and have done so extraordinarily well in green that I will leave you be to live your dream. And as he walked away, it seemed he smiled happily back at me.
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I am extraordinarily unextraordinary but the way he looked at me made me feel the complete opposite
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 5:27 PM UTC
opposite
What it is that I would like to say, is thank you. Thank you for not fighting for me. Thank you for not being here. Thank you for making it so extraordinarily obvious how insufficient I am in your thoughts, cares, wants and needs. It has made it exponentially more bearable to say goodbye. Or, at least, that's what I would like to say, if it weren't a gaping lie. But, maybe if I keep saying it, it will no longer be a lie. It's been said, "lying doesn't become you." I think it's because, you must become the lie. It's acceptable to lie to yourself if you make it positive. "I look so pretty today" "I'm going to win the competition today" "I'm going to start exercising today" So I'll make it positive. I will. Once I find the good in you being gone.
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Oct 15, 2012
Oct 15, 2012 at 9:52 AM UTC
Method To My Malice.
we are losing in a gulag of our choosing the un-predict- ability of liberty an extraordinarily poor rendition of a system where oaken-ed cloaked murderous crows caw foul jumping at every shadow of a shadow of a shadow nears to turn to turn to turn the clock back years election day is tuesday - rue the day sweet liberty. r ~ 11/1/14 much at stake
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Nov 1, 2014
Nov 1, 2014 at 7:38 AM UTC
sweet liberty
It's been a year now Last year around this same time I was celebrating my birthday with my now ex-partner She was extraordinarily gifted She baked me a cake and made me a dreamcatcher Both from scratch It's been a year now A year of being alone, grumpy and miserable A year of dinners by myself at random taquerias A year of making multiple promises to myself that "I'm gonna be ok" A year of looking up at the stars when I get home at night and sighing A year of looking in the mirror knowing that I'm not getting any younger A year of watching other couples hold hands and remembering what that felt like I don't know how much more of this I can take
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Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 3:24 PM UTC
Stories & Statements #5(365)
dear immoral,               salt seed of     s                               la   ughter enticingly, affably, salt compassionate psychic stimulates   the pigheaded exclamation compassionate osculation stands glove                   gives callously   equally, nonetheless, equally quarrelsome loving glove a persnickety longshoreman   each persnickety biochemistry is the   longshoreman cancerous? A ambiguous certification a stupid symphony leads a wizardry a road worker.                     No content,   j                       us             t web,                                   you     r bright face is suffered with an imagery. Bridge operator:                 agile                     computation           today, randomly ordinarily ah! A                     trembling     je       we                 ler confidant loves increasingly   languidly, sociably, spontaneously Look! A poor *********** perpetual on my           quick                               bible;   my psychotherapy roves into a             bleeding seashore. Oxygen   tickles beautifully boisterous, antisocial, odorous Look! A quivering predisposition the           psychoanalysis's   preferably quick       psych     otherapy- how         ebbing it is! It has the the depression snowed ordinarily. It repels the grin into the seashore a         punishing scream. Cataclysm predicts perfectly               stupidly sensually noncommittal unchanging rambling cataclysm in t       he                         unharnessing camaraderie a perfect board           overshadows   his youth   so                                   that it is contemporary grin             quick psychotherapies I repel quick this punishing kennel. The chore into appreciated camaraderies psychotherapies rove in it. A ink stick:   into appreciated ca                 mar           aderies psychotherapies rove in             my own gossip. Dogmatic, unrealistic cliff   grip               of firefly realistically, subtly, cliff Situationist               on my quick bible;   my paralysis roves onto a crazy seashore. Situationist on a             journey;   my             paralysis ambles onto a       crazy hotel. A equality   onto procreation kings paralys           is         amble outside of the kings. Buzzard: omnipotent nullification   extraordinarily, perfectly, saintly that buzzard is ambitious
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Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 12:12 PM UTC
Words From God
dear immoral,               salt seed of     s                               la   ughter enticingly, affably, salt compassionate psychic stimulates   the pigheaded exclamation compassionate osculation stands glove                   gives callously   equally, nonetheless, equally quarrelsome loving glove a persnickety longshoreman   each persnickety biochemistry is the   longshoreman cancerous? A ambiguous certification a stupid symphony leads a wizardry a road worker.                     No content,   j                       us             t web,                                   you     r bright face is suffered with an imagery. Bridge operator:                 agile                     computation           today, randomly ordinarily ah! A                     trembling     je       we                 ler confidant loves increasingly   languidly, sociably, spontaneously Look! A poor *********** perpetual on my           quick                               bible;   my psychotherapy roves into a             bleeding seashore. Oxygen   tickles beautifully boisterous, antisocial, odorous Look! A quivering predisposition the           psychoanalysis's   preferably quick       psych     otherapy- how         ebbing it is! It has the the depression snowed ordinarily. It repels the grin into the seashore a         punishing scream. Cataclysm predicts perfectly               stupidly sensually noncommittal unchanging rambling cataclysm in t       he                         unharnessing camaraderie a perfect board           overshadows   his youth   so                                   that it is contemporary grin             quick psychotherapies I repel quick this punishing kennel. The chore into appreciated camaraderies psychotherapies rove in it. A ink stick:   into appreciated ca                 mar           aderies psychotherapies rove in             my own gossip. Dogmatic, unrealistic cliff   grip               of firefly realistically, subtly, cliff Situationist               on my quick bible;   my paralysis roves onto a crazy seashore. Situationist on a             journey;   my             paralysis ambles onto a       crazy hotel. A equality   onto procreation kings paralys           is         amble outside of the kings. Buzzard: omnipotent nullification   extraordinarily, perfectly, saintly that buzzard is ambitious
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Everyone is high On self pity and Hate Self diagnosed with A terrible Fate No one knows How to be sad Without writing it off As extraordinarily bad Happiness isn't A permanent gig It's always there If you bother to dig Everyone is sad Because the world is ****** up And no one dares To see the good stuff A world of pessimism Breeds angry babes And they all start to believe Theres no Other way So load up on drugs Get high in the rest Because that's when the world Looks its ******* best No one was taught How to smile Despite the world Looking dark for a while So we all slit our wrists And demand sympathy From a world that never cared If you were down on your knees
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Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 10:01 AM UTC
Hypochondria
I found an old sweatshirt of yours under my bed yesterday, and I spent the day crying over a box of your memories that I don't have the courage to throw away. The days pass by at the speed of light, but nights are spent endlessly heaving out old promises of children we will never have, of places we will never go, or lives we will never share. You left without a goodbye and I convince myself that closure is what I need. But somewhere behind my cobweb covered heart and dusty bones, I know I really just need you again. I built my flimsy paper home within your ribcage and I saw you had a lit match balanced between your fingertips, but I stayed. Because I knew going in that this game was dangerous, and I was willing to risk it all for the idea of you. When the walls came down, I frantically reached for some solitude to hold onto. My hands clawed at the inferno looking for your familiar relief, but all I found was ash. Because that's all you really left in your wake: black ash that thickly coated my insides, suffocating me until the last molecule of air exited my exhausted body. Despite all this, I still hold onto the tragic memories, the series of dismantled almosts. The silence is crippling, and the idea of what could've been, plays painfully across my fragmented memories. "You're simply extraordinarily ordinary." This is my final goodbye.
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Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 11:02 PM UTC
I Exist I Exist I Exist
samanthasmit: Love you you wanna come over at 10? lol me: sure samanthasmit: Yay! Sent at 8:10 PM on Thursday me: oh sorry, you misunderstood me. i meant to say "sure..." You know, sarcastically, like "sure...i'm gonna come over" (when pigs fly!) samanthasmit: :( me: I kid samanthasmit: :| Do you? me: Yes of course Sent at 8:17 PM on Thursday samanthasmit: good :) I think lol Sent at 8:18 PM on Thursday me: what I really meant was "sure" in response to a bootleg jeopardy episode I'm watching on the internet. The clue was "the best-selling bargain brand deodorant of the 1990s" samanthasmit: haha nice but t ttt I wannna sleep next to you this is getting to be unhealty Sent at 8:23 PM on Thursday me: okay then sure, as in I'll come over at ten Sent at 8:24 PM on Thursday :)))) thats a millionz smiles me: I see 5...wtf?! Sent at 8:28 PM on Thursday me: Or some guy standing beside his sombrero collection samanthasmit: lol They're just really tiny me: or he has an extraordinarily large mouth Sent at 8:31 PM on Thursday samanthasmit: lol
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Jun 12, 2010
Jun 12, 2010 at 7:21 PM UTC
A Life Imitation
Yours is extraordinarily beautiful. It's rhythmic like the movement of the sea and Reassures me of the endlessness, The ceaseless calm of the world we've created Here in our embrace. Mine is far more painful And my exhausted lungs sound Like the wheezing old engine of our '83 Chevy As I lay here Surrounded by electronics meant to preserve my life That will only destroy my spirit.
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Oct 18, 2010
Oct 18, 2010 at 11:20 AM UTC
Breathing
It was a woodcut in our high school history text, Unit 4       Beginnings of the Modern World, that so disturbed, from the Nuremburg Chronicles depicting the burning of the       Jews, flat perspective, faces of the victims among flames, in no particular agony, not       especially Jewish, during the Black Death 1/3 of Europe died 1347-1351 alone.       Although you die together you die alone. Earlier that week, I had attended our 6th grade's performance of Fiddler       on the Roof, thinking Coltrane should have recorded Matchmaker as a bookend to       My Favorite Things but as the play darkened with the town's absorption into the diaspora, democracy yet unthought of and rule of law a fig leaf for authority Jasper, who played Zero Mostel, delivered his line well to       the effect you're just doing your jobs while wrecking our lives. Anyway, nothing like that is happening here, is it? The gardener planting tomatoes, the gravedigger finding skulls, there is so much life a little death won't matter. Jasper was a beautiful ham, big as Zero. A friend posed this question: must all states be melting pots like the United States? I said yes not because they should but since it's inevitable. Let labor flow like capital! America was the last word of the play and brought a tear of pride       to my eye. Immigration, exasperating argument re the Other. How many's more than enough? 9 billion, a rational, real number that exceeds or we're convinced is within the carrying capacity of the planet. Climate change is the new Black Death. I like the Amerindian body type and face mixed in with the       European, African. The irrepressible economy rolls out reams of logs, ores of       elements, bags of ice, fields of rice. Embargo. The moon stares, bare, full of interstellar space. Better a cold shoulder than a visit from our military. The crazy Nazis must have felt themselves extraordinarily       compassionate toward the mother, earth, the goddess,       history, or some such abstraction and, thus, acted on a       fraction of all they did not know. Selfless soldiers just doing their jobs guarding the border or, on the other hand, collecting ****** for the burning of the Jews.
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 6:58 AM UTC
The Burning of the Jews
It was a woodcut in our high school history text, Unit 4       Beginnings of the Modern World, that so disturbed, from the Nuremburg Chronicles depicting the burning of the       Jews, flat perspective, faces of the victims among flames, in no particular agony, not       especially Jewish, during the Black Death 1/3 of Europe died 1347-1351 alone.       Although you die together you die alone. Earlier that week, I had attended our 6th grade's performance of Fiddler       on the Roof, thinking Coltrane should have recorded Matchmaker as a bookend to       My Favorite Things but as the play darkened with the town's absorption into the diaspora, democracy yet unthought of and rule of law a fig leaf for authority Jasper, who played Zero Mostel, delivered his line well to       the effect you're just doing your jobs while wrecking our lives. Anyway, nothing like that is happening here, is it? The gardener planting tomatoes, the gravedigger finding skulls, there is so much life a little death won't matter. Jasper was a beautiful ham, big as Zero. A friend posed this question: must all states be melting pots like the United States? I said yes not because they should but since it's inevitable. Let labor flow like capital! America was the last word of the play and brought a tear of pride       to my eye. Immigration, exasperating argument re the Other. How many's more than enough? 9 billion, a rational, real number that exceeds or we're convinced is within the carrying capacity of the planet. Climate change is the new Black Death. I like the Amerindian body type and face mixed in with the       European, African. The irrepressible economy rolls out reams of logs, ores of       elements, bags of ice, fields of rice. Embargo. The moon stares, bare, full of interstellar space. Better a cold shoulder than a visit from our military. The crazy Nazis must have felt themselves extraordinarily       compassionate toward the mother, earth, the goddess,       history, or some such abstraction and, thus, acted on a       fraction of all they did not know. Selfless soldiers just doing their jobs guarding the border or, on the other hand, collecting ****** for the burning of the Jews.
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I slept with my door open Footsteps down the hall; Left, right, creak, pause The insides of my eyelids become an abyss Left, right, left, right (faster…) Left, right, left, right (faster!) Left, right, left, right (FASTER!) Left, right; It reaches my door frame The weight vanishes ‒‒ I open my eyes Silence. Like there always has been. I face my open door The heaviness returns ‒‒ my eyes close Creak, right, left, right, pause The void covering my eyes arrives An outline pierces through my sight Left, right… It sits on the edge of my bed “It’s very nice to be invited in, People… remarkably quick to lock me out” A pointed nail drags against my arm “People…” The outline against the abyss reveals a set of claws “Extraordinarily soft people,” The weight is broken through I look around the darkness Silence. Like there always has been. I try to sleep with the door open The heaviness is aggressive this time It’s outline sits, looming over me “I have not been in many rooms, Yours is the most stimulating.” It envelopes my vision I feel a warm breath on my ear “I have always wondered… If the human is still alive when I bite it Will it scream?” I feel a set of razor sharp teeth settle onto my neck I struggle to break through the weight My eyes open Silence. Like there always has been. Who sleeps with their door open? The force closing my eyes swallows me The creature’s outline flops against the black backdrop It’s thorny teeth the only visible ****** feature “Before I go, I must request something” It shifts closer to me in bed A whisper speaks, “Look me in the eye.” The weight wrestles me I win by stubbornness When I look around my room, I see Silence. Like there always has been. I tried sleeping with my door open The heaviness hits me like a wave slamming against rocks Along with its teeth, The outline attained eyes Bulging through a skull, littered with cracks “Thank you,” Its blade-like teeth spread “It’s good to know I’m welcome here.” When I awake, I hear Silence. Like there always has been. I look towards my door… It’s closed, Which is odd, because I’m certain I fell asleep with it open.
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Apr 15, 2021
Apr 15, 2021 at 12:18 PM UTC
Open Your Eyes
I slept with my door open Footsteps down the hall; Left, right, creak, pause The insides of my eyelids become an abyss Left, right, left, right (faster…) Left, right, left, right (faster!) Left, right, left, right (FASTER!) Left, right; It reaches my door frame The weight vanishes ‒‒ I open my eyes Silence. Like there always has been. I face my open door The heaviness returns ‒‒ my eyes close Creak, right, left, right, pause The void covering my eyes arrives An outline pierces through my sight Left, right… It sits on the edge of my bed “It’s very nice to be invited in, People… remarkably quick to lock me out” A pointed nail drags against my arm “People…” The outline against the abyss reveals a set of claws “Extraordinarily soft people,” The weight is broken through I look around the darkness Silence. Like there always has been. I try to sleep with the door open The heaviness is aggressive this time It’s outline sits, looming over me “I have not been in many rooms, Yours is the most stimulating.” It envelopes my vision I feel a warm breath on my ear “I have always wondered… If the human is still alive when I bite it Will it scream?” I feel a set of razor sharp teeth settle onto my neck I struggle to break through the weight My eyes open Silence. Like there always has been. Who sleeps with their door open? The force closing my eyes swallows me The creature’s outline flops against the black backdrop It’s thorny teeth the only visible ****** feature “Before I go, I must request something” It shifts closer to me in bed A whisper speaks, “Look me in the eye.” The weight wrestles me I win by stubbornness When I look around my room, I see Silence. Like there always has been. I tried sleeping with my door open The heaviness hits me like a wave slamming against rocks Along with its teeth, The outline attained eyes Bulging through a skull, littered with cracks “Thank you,” Its blade-like teeth spread “It’s good to know I’m welcome here.” When I awake, I hear Silence. Like there always has been. I look towards my door… It’s closed, Which is odd, because I’m certain I fell asleep with it open.
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