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"extracting" poems
my entrails seaping crimson blackness into my heart Bitten by the rotting incisors you force into my flesh My body seeking your gaping void mere mortals describe as a mouth Your dark hollow soul blackening Cutting my thin cold skin i let you in. Feeling our flesh merging in this torturing oneness, Filling the cavities of endlessness. i yearn to feel you feasting upon my clammy cold covering desiring for the essence of your inner being to take me whole devouring my crescent moon in undertones of a wild demonic frenzy Extracting dark passion from your soul Staring into darkest nights of your mind's cavity. Through your soul, a black gaping hole. Darklights seeping through my sanity. searching for a searing flame it matters not that my etheral love is a force from another plain i can only believe in the feeling of you Perpetual fear of being hurt long i went through. This torturing love you wrung me through. my cold dead heart lingers in a state of confusion serving only to terrorize my mind forever playing tricks on me for a soul ive left behind
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Nov 21, 2010
Nov 21, 2010 at 4:39 AM UTC
an empty sanity (a collaboration between gothic mistress and satan)
I miss you Like a toothache Needing extracting. To think I once loved you Who filled a cavity. I miss you Like a broken leg. Now cast off, I rise and walk. I miss you Like a scab, But the scar Reminds me How cruel a cut You are.
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 10:11 AM UTC
I Miss You Like a Toothache
food the requirement of life comes in all shapes and tastes and smells and quantities to the starving a bowl of rice the bottom barely covered to the obese a five-course meal or piles of junk food in bright packaging the starving celebrate their meals in quiet concentration each grain of rice is tasted carefully and chewed with care extracting to the full its scant nourishment the last one disappears with unheard sighs when junk food and the five-course meal have long been finished
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Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 12:27 PM UTC
food
Stripped down For the World to see, Beneath flesh and bone, Deeper than marrow and blood, Right down to the soul. Let them see the veins, Let them watch as my heart P  u  l  s  e  s Nestled between heavy lungs, Shrouded by an aching ribcage, A heavy blow That makes me stumble and fall, Bruises, Grazes, Flatline. Make another incision While I lay upon the operating Table, I don't know what you are searching for, Nor do I know what you will achieve when you do find it, But it isn't here. Love cannot be found by extracting cells, It cannot be discovered through The translucent glow of an X-ray, Not even an autopsy, Removing each piece of me, Could speed up the process, It's lost, It's incurable.
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May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 9:50 AM UTC
Anatomy
I was taught in science that matter and energy cannot be created or destroyed, and is simply manipulated into different forms and transferred to other objets. In Psychology I was taught about the pre-frontal cortex, and how it houses the emotions of the human soul, and about the hippocampus which carefully extracting these emotions into long term memory so they can live forever. I wasn’t taught how these emotions were conserved. I started wondering to myself, where the **** do the emotions one puts into another go? Can emotions be created or destroyed inside the pre-frontal cortex? Or are they simply transferred from mine to yours, which allows you to put effort into someone else, leaving my emotional remnants to manipulate themselves into pain? Am I able to transfer my feelings into your PFC so they can spark a reaction with whats inside and manipulate them into something different? Maybe thats how mutual feelings come about. But would it not work if your necessary reactants have already been transferred elsewhere? I assume my emotions would react with your painful remnants to leave you neutral again, giving you the choice to forget him or feed him a bit more. Then how the **** do the feelings of one change as time goes on? I assume that infatuation never completes its journey to the hippocampus and simply passes through the PFC. But how do emotions get manipulated into something negative after the rare chance that they complete the savage journey to the long term chamber? The intermolecular forces of the bond created between us possibly gets overcome by something more powerful. Something that has been freshly transferred into the PFC of one of the emotional bond carriers; like fear, or the emotional energy of someone new, and she’ll tell him “it wasn’t meant to be” Which explains how you can move on whilst I can’t as my bond is also broken, but without consent, my their emotions to go haywire and destroy my psyche as they’re not bonded to anything. I’m “broken”. Although the intermolecular forces of the emotions inside your PFC have been overcome and manipulated into something new, the old emotional bonds still exist in her hippocampus, as well as his. Emotions will constantly haunt me from there, creating constant relapse as the painful memories are resurrected and transferred back into his PFC. They’ll haunt you too, possibly reacting with your current state to create regret. Either regret of breaking the bonds or forming them in the first place. I’ll reach a neutral state again, and you will have your turn to be broken when emotions from someone else are transferred respectively. But we’ll never forget each other. So i guess love never dies. Only active love. As the emotions in the hippocampus are set in stone whilst that in the PFC are transferred and manipulated, just like matter, and energy. After all, we are just matter, with energy.
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Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 4:23 AM UTC
Law of Conservation of Emotion
I was taught in science that matter and energy cannot be created or destroyed, and is simply manipulated into different forms and transferred to other objets. In Psychology I was taught about the pre-frontal cortex, and how it houses the emotions of the human soul, and about the hippocampus which carefully extracting these emotions into long term memory so they can live forever. I wasn’t taught how these emotions were conserved. I started wondering to myself, where the **** do the emotions one puts into another go? Can emotions be created or destroyed inside the pre-frontal cortex? Or are they simply transferred from mine to yours, which allows you to put effort into someone else, leaving my emotional remnants to manipulate themselves into pain? Am I able to transfer my feelings into your PFC so they can spark a reaction with whats inside and manipulate them into something different? Maybe thats how mutual feelings come about. But would it not work if your necessary reactants have already been transferred elsewhere? I assume my emotions would react with your painful remnants to leave you neutral again, giving you the choice to forget him or feed him a bit more. Then how the **** do the feelings of one change as time goes on? I assume that infatuation never completes its journey to the hippocampus and simply passes through the PFC. But how do emotions get manipulated into something negative after the rare chance that they complete the savage journey to the long term chamber? The intermolecular forces of the bond created between us possibly gets overcome by something more powerful. Something that has been freshly transferred into the PFC of one of the emotional bond carriers; like fear, or the emotional energy of someone new, and she’ll tell him “it wasn’t meant to be” Which explains how you can move on whilst I can’t as my bond is also broken, but without consent, my their emotions to go haywire and destroy my psyche as they’re not bonded to anything. I’m “broken”. Although the intermolecular forces of the emotions inside your PFC have been overcome and manipulated into something new, the old emotional bonds still exist in her hippocampus, as well as his. Emotions will constantly haunt me from there, creating constant relapse as the painful memories are resurrected and transferred back into his PFC. They’ll haunt you too, possibly reacting with your current state to create regret. Either regret of breaking the bonds or forming them in the first place. I’ll reach a neutral state again, and you will have your turn to be broken when emotions from someone else are transferred respectively. But we’ll never forget each other. So i guess love never dies. Only active love. As the emotions in the hippocampus are set in stone whilst that in the PFC are transferred and manipulated, just like matter, and energy. After all, we are just matter, with energy.
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She may not have been your prototype teen or hiree. Or of the masses. Or herd. However, she did walk into a McDonald's approach the counter emit an esoteric exchange for help with the cashier and with knowing eyes the cashier directed her to the starting gate. Now with application in hand and blue ribbons in her eyes she was off to the horse races, nervousness riding on her shoulders. In my eyes, she was a longshot to win, where I could see her shoes falling off before the race started. And her imaginary jockey falling off her horse from laughing so hard, for she presented herself through the restaurant and a job interview with a Starbucks frappe, totally oblivious of her unwrapping. It would be like turning up for a Yankee's job in a Red Sox outfit. Who would do this? As the rubberneckers, I looked on. Incredulous. She took her seat at a vacant table carrying her youth awkward. Her looks of brown hair, eyes, and raw innocence complimentary. But those jeans, high risers, with holes in the knees with a white Bebe shirt that hugged her shape shouted trendy but not job interview. Oh, my. She continued the procession extracting info from her phone and filling out her application. No doubt with votive candles at her side and prayers on her lips. And perhaps blue ribbons awaiting. After all, this was her foot in the door. It was at this time I had an epiphany moment tears welling in my eyes as I slipped on hamburger choices and sipped on past life on a teether, totally oblivious, too. It was like looking in the mirror. Her youth and awkwardness and my growing decadence towards the light. When the manager came in and summoned her to the interview table, which was located in the dining room, I saw a little kitten purr inside of her, where her eyes nervously checked her surroundings. At first introduction, the reddening blush on her face and Adam's apple stood pronounced but her low voice was choked. Almost inaudible. As the manager put her calming hands into hers the light turned on all foreboding escaping. All misplaces and tense faces replaced with aces. This was a defining moment for her, as the golden arches braced her feet, making all the rubberneckers, me, proud. Logan Robertson 6/6/2018
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Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 12:19 AM UTC
Rubbernecking a McDonald's Job Interview
She may not have been your prototype teen or hiree. Or of the masses. Or herd. However, she did walk into a McDonald's approach the counter emit an esoteric exchange for help with the cashier and with knowing eyes the cashier directed her to the starting gate. Now with application in hand and blue ribbons in her eyes she was off to the horse races, nervousness riding on her shoulders. In my eyes, she was a longshot to win, where I could see her shoes falling off before the race started. And her imaginary jockey falling off her horse from laughing so hard, for she presented herself through the restaurant and a job interview with a Starbucks frappe, totally oblivious of her unwrapping. It would be like turning up for a Yankee's job in a Red Sox outfit. Who would do this? As the rubberneckers, I looked on. Incredulous. She took her seat at a vacant table carrying her youth awkward. Her looks of brown hair, eyes, and raw innocence complimentary. But those jeans, high risers, with holes in the knees with a white Bebe shirt that hugged her shape shouted trendy but not job interview. Oh, my. She continued the procession extracting info from her phone and filling out her application. No doubt with votive candles at her side and prayers on her lips. And perhaps blue ribbons awaiting. After all, this was her foot in the door. It was at this time I had an epiphany moment tears welling in my eyes as I slipped on hamburger choices and sipped on past life on a teether, totally oblivious, too. It was like looking in the mirror. Her youth and awkwardness and my growing decadence towards the light. When the manager came in and summoned her to the interview table, which was located in the dining room, I saw a little kitten purr inside of her, where her eyes nervously checked her surroundings. At first introduction, the reddening blush on her face and Adam's apple stood pronounced but her low voice was choked. Almost inaudible. As the manager put her calming hands into hers the light turned on all foreboding escaping. All misplaces and tense faces replaced with aces. This was a defining moment for her, as the golden arches braced her feet, making all the rubberneckers, me, proud. Logan Robertson 6/6/2018
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It was hard in the Moonta Mines that year For the miners, down in the pit, It wasn’t a place for a weak man, but The Cornish Miners had grit, They burrowed deeper with every day Extracting the copper ore, And the skimps grew high in the heaps that piled Not far from the Moonta shore. They wore their helmets deep in the mine With a candle fixed to the brim, And worked in the glow of the candlelight While the pumps pumped out and in, They pumped for water, they pumped for air For the air in the mine was rank, And water seeped at the lowest lode Where the atmosphere was dank. They built their cottages out of lime And mud, with a building board, On Sundays, that was the only time Once they had prayed to the Lord, The Cornish Miners were Methodists Built numerous churches there, And Cap’n Hancock had said, ‘Attend! Or your job is gone – Beware!’ Those men of flint had hearts of gold And they raised their children fine, Sons would follow their fathers then And go to work in the mine, One Christmas Eve they were gathered there By their hundreds, on the green, A candle lit on their helmets each Like a glittering starlit scene. The wives and children were there as well With their voices raised in praise, The swelling sound of an angel choir With their humble miners ways, They called it Carols by Candlelight And the movement grew apace, It spread all over the world from this The Moonta Miners grace. David Lewis Paget
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Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 3:33 AM UTC
The First Carols by Candlelight
writing songs sans artifice, that grow better different, different better, the lyrics of a man growing older, insides out, featuring his slips, all showing, eyes squinting from hard lifestyle experience, taking on wearied shades of beige yellowing, a tanned blackness, time edits them, so now, they sound the same but holier, from the hazing of hazards one builds for and by himself, drilling & extracting the spit-shine of all that all is fine, but liquor & cat's paw black shoe polish just can't quite cover 'em up (2), the stabbing itch each of the every time one quests and questions his ego, always another test… why would I ever want that? his fingers create tinkling at rapido pace, tinkling an arrhythmia of rhymes previously perviously (1) unseen, self exploration, that we all realize is an unforgiving, never ending, source of melodic crying out loud; and when the sensual, arrayed pleasures, begin to bore holes of no important consequence, the querys~to~self get even harder to explicate what they intimate, who they implicate, which parts of you, failed to answer satisfactorily… why would I want want that forever?
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Aug 2, 2025
Aug 2, 2025 at 2:11 PM UTC
I don't want to be Billy Joel
Lemons- in fanfictions, a gritty or ****** scene. I watched your Adam's apple bob As you swallowed your arousal. My head was swirling with the scent of lemons, And I couldn't help myself As I tottered towards you on my intoxication, Inebriation. My hands hit your chest, And in our unsteadiness, My extra push sent us tumbling... Down onto the Citrus yellow sheets of your bed My mouth on your neck, Wanting only to taste your Lemon sweat. Your eyes wandered freely, And your hands soon followed. Touching my ******* The perky ******* You put your mouth on one, Extracting from it some sour mix of sweetness, The lemon in my veins. We mashed together, Your member against my cavity, Pictures of lemons in my mind. Your hand round my throat, You began to speak harshly, Lemon tainting your soul. The acid in your words, Acid on your fingernails as they tore my skin... It hurt, But it hurt like the beautiful Lemons that brought me here. You put yourself in me, Again and again You forced my body into submission. My tears burned with the citrus, My eyes now yellow, Like the lemons. In this lighting, Your skin looked yellow too, I could almost say your head was a lemon... Pain resurfaces, Blood, The sensation that something was flowing into me, I knew your lemon juice had filled my pitcher, Now it was available for drinking. And you did, You drank your lemon juice with my sugar, Lemonade of us two. Pleasure rocked my body, And I felt your lemon invading me. But you yourself, You were drawing it out of me. My walls pulled in, They clenched, I let out a shrill. The smell of our lemon sweat Once again, Pervading the room. You collapsed beside me, The drug wearing off, Lemons exiting your mind already. I wasn't done though. I'm still obsessed. Still obsessed with lemons.
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Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 6:26 AM UTC
Lemony (Warning: Contains Lemons)
Lemons- in fanfictions, a gritty or ****** scene. I watched your Adam's apple bob As you swallowed your arousal. My head was swirling with the scent of lemons, And I couldn't help myself As I tottered towards you on my intoxication, Inebriation. My hands hit your chest, And in our unsteadiness, My extra push sent us tumbling... Down onto the Citrus yellow sheets of your bed My mouth on your neck, Wanting only to taste your Lemon sweat. Your eyes wandered freely, And your hands soon followed. Touching my ******* The perky ******* You put your mouth on one, Extracting from it some sour mix of sweetness, The lemon in my veins. We mashed together, Your member against my cavity, Pictures of lemons in my mind. Your hand round my throat, You began to speak harshly, Lemon tainting your soul. The acid in your words, Acid on your fingernails as they tore my skin... It hurt, But it hurt like the beautiful Lemons that brought me here. You put yourself in me, Again and again You forced my body into submission. My tears burned with the citrus, My eyes now yellow, Like the lemons. In this lighting, Your skin looked yellow too, I could almost say your head was a lemon... Pain resurfaces, Blood, The sensation that something was flowing into me, I knew your lemon juice had filled my pitcher, Now it was available for drinking. And you did, You drank your lemon juice with my sugar, Lemonade of us two. Pleasure rocked my body, And I felt your lemon invading me. But you yourself, You were drawing it out of me. My walls pulled in, They clenched, I let out a shrill. The smell of our lemon sweat Once again, Pervading the room. You collapsed beside me, The drug wearing off, Lemons exiting your mind already. I wasn't done though. I'm still obsessed. Still obsessed with lemons.
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She had her own signature scent, A lasting aroma, that lingers in every corner of her home As the strong winds picked up the scent, and move it quite a distance. She carefully prepare the mixture from the earth Cuss ,kuss grass, Jasmine, rose buds and roots, Before she prepare the mixtures with that special touch Like a fine wine from the winery, “One more drop of Rosemary oil, she would say This would make the scent last for eternity, Old Granddad he would make silly jokes, His word usages, madam chemist, a witch with a spoon, But in the end, she would always made a special potion for him We would carefully select the flaky mahogany woods shaving, with combinations of fresh vanilla leaves with extracting oil with oils Those homemade perfumes from flowers had lots of potential. Granddad hand craft the wooded bottle stoppers with his chisel, It was a joy to watch, the old Irish typhoon working and smoking his pipe Old Alan baffler was Nana nickname for him She would scold and speak harshly to us for touching the those colorful luring bottles “Don’t open those bottles, you malicious children Else a witch would appear: She would often say, For me, my nana was an old chemist, with old decade’s wooden sticks. Preparing the mixtures like a fine wine, I am forever grateful for those memories I should have follow in her footsteps, Her secret potions, her gift, Is worth millions of dollars today Looking back on yesteryears , good parenting and good memories
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Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 8:48 AM UTC
Grandmother’s Perfumes Bottles
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She had her own signature scent, A lasting aroma, that lingers in every corner of her home As the strong winds picked up the scent, and move it quite a distance. She carefully prepare the mixture from the earth Cuss ,kuss grass, Jasmine, rose buds and roots, Before she prepare the mixtures with that special touch Like a fine wine from the winery, “One more drop of Rosemary oil, she would say This would make the scent last for eternity, Old Granddad he would make silly jokes, His word usages, madam chemist, a witch with a spoon, But in the end, she would always made a special potion for him We would carefully select the flaky mahogany woods shaving, with combinations of fresh vanilla leaves with extracting oil with oils Those homemade perfumes from flowers had lots of potential. Granddad hand craft the wooded bottle stoppers with his chisel, It was a joy to watch, the old Irish typhoon working and smoking his pipe Old Alan baffler was Nana nickname for him She would scold and speak harshly to us for touching the those colorful luring bottles “Don’t open those bottles, you malicious children Else a witch would appear: She would often say, For me, my nana was an old chemist, with old decade’s wooden sticks. Preparing the mixtures like a fine wine, I am forever grateful for those memories I should have follow in her footsteps, Her secret potions, her gift, Is worth millions of dollars today Looking back on yesteryears , good parenting and good memories
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I envied the cadavers haunting my nightmares, watching those before me spread upon a metal slab bodies are hand-me-downs of regurgitated poetry, with wretched closets in which I take their place. This ventilator called "loved ones" forcing breath into anguished lungs- tragedies belonging to these poets meant something, a desire to save the words written, but never the one who becomes a eulogy. Agony burrows inside of me, conversations with my mother's ghost still, the living are possessed by the dead's shortened tomorrows. To die by suicide wouldn't give, authenticity to hurt. I am learning the autopsy of a soul: extracting a heart from the chest, as it's sense of belonging was never there. An inability to weigh the words bleeding from valves, aside lungs I'm unable to breathe through. How ungrateful is it of sorrow to ask for hope? placed in a pill divider to swallow, muscles within my throat so tight. Wondering, How many times did I diminish my voice? Inside the brain, schematics of labyrinths with no end to betterment. Surgeons reach for a soul, an iridescence small enough held in a gloved palm, watching it writhe. Placed upon a slide, but even a microscope cannot perceive the pain a soul hides. Once more, stitched with needle and thread. Wilting of my own garden, comes one day- an incision is made opening me up. My heart showed the same blood-red ink, writing apologies on the marble floor. They opened my arm, displaying a noose of veins. In this moment, they removed my soul only to gift it to another birthed from torment ripped out of the arm's of their mother & into the embrace of woe. —V.H.
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Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 12:01 AM UTC
Old Souls (Cut From The Same Cloth)
I envied the cadavers haunting my nightmares, watching those before me spread upon a metal slab bodies are hand-me-downs of regurgitated poetry, with wretched closets in which I take their place. This ventilator called "loved ones" forcing breath into anguished lungs- tragedies belonging to these poets meant something, a desire to save the words written, but never the one who becomes a eulogy. Agony burrows inside of me, conversations with my mother's ghost still, the living are possessed by the dead's shortened tomorrows. To die by suicide wouldn't give, authenticity to hurt. I am learning the autopsy of a soul: extracting a heart from the chest, as it's sense of belonging was never there. An inability to weigh the words bleeding from valves, aside lungs I'm unable to breathe through. How ungrateful is it of sorrow to ask for hope? placed in a pill divider to swallow, muscles within my throat so tight. Wondering, How many times did I diminish my voice? Inside the brain, schematics of labyrinths with no end to betterment. Surgeons reach for a soul, an iridescence small enough held in a gloved palm, watching it writhe. Placed upon a slide, but even a microscope cannot perceive the pain a soul hides. Once more, stitched with needle and thread. Wilting of my own garden, comes one day- an incision is made opening me up. My heart showed the same blood-red ink, writing apologies on the marble floor. They opened my arm, displaying a noose of veins. In this moment, they removed my soul only to gift it to another birthed from torment ripped out of the arm's of their mother & into the embrace of woe. —V.H.
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Sigh I tap my pen on the desk like my teacher extracting my freedoms and plastering it on the whiteboard. He preaches and preaches about how he lost a game of golf last week I need to take a dosage of education, But whenever I take it I forget to check the side affects. SIDE AFFECTS MAY INCLUDE; -Boredom -Faeries pulling down on your eye lids making you fall into the pit of sleep. -Drifting in a car called imagination across this classroom. -Hands are under mind control as you draw twisters in your notebook . -NOTE: when you flip back to your notes when you are studying for a test, they will be useless Useless like "excuse me sir but is your love for the Broncos going to be on the test?" I feel like this teacher is testing me not on the subject, but how long it takes until one of the students in this class to go postal. Too soon? Sorry I should ship off my mouth to my mother cuz mommas got the magic of Clorox Bleach momma oh momma, use your powers to clean out my filthy mouth yet he is still talking, why is he still talking? I'm still writing this poem, Should I be writing notes on his college days Or should I wait until his head lands on this landing strip So he get his head can leave the clouds
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Feb 4, 2014
Feb 4, 2014 at 6:11 PM UTC
Bored in class
i detoxed myself under this pale sun      (you stood by and watched the       unfolding saga all the while       questioning the meaning of zen) the original concept was lost somewhere along the way when i dropped the ball on the forty yard line      (can you recover your own fumbles?) every time i stand by, the waiting is eternal and i become engrossed in the uselessness of my position, pondering      (my love for this is a game of solitaire) i am the ultimate in irrational action, a demagogue of dark pathways and religious zealotry, trapped beneath glass floors watching, trying desperately to cannibalize my fingers. i have smoked your toenails and wandered away listless at comments unbecoming and salivated on the fires set to displace my vessels      (i have seen you ignoring me) in the coming months i will rend my eyes and pierce my skull artificially so you will be able to see into my soul and destroy me more efficiently      (you will know me by the number of the dead) i will search deep and long inside this shadow's shell, extracting this cancer so i can cook up my shortcomings and inject them into a Ken doll because then at least i will be pretty. i will feed my chilled oatmeal to a Cantonese family that will honor me as the ***** poo-flinger i am for you. i will cease to exist on a plane with your type, sinking lower on scale like a rock in the Mississippi River. Mom, when i stop growing up, i will be the ****** loser everyone always thought i would      (aren't you proud?)      (isn't he cute?) i cannot imagine surviving your intern camp after the tattooing of arms, we will eat the testicles of the fallen gods and dispense great suffering on the weak because of our enlightened prospects and redemptions      (what do you know about pain?) i will place my severed head in a place of prominence, likely in your bed, right before i cease to breathe my eyelids weaken.... flicker, flutter.... i grow tired with the advent of your indecision, the totality of abandonment the lenses fog, fade... flicker, flutter... i have run out of things to sacrifice
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Sep 30, 2013
Sep 30, 2013 at 7:57 PM UTC
flicker, flutter
i detoxed myself under this pale sun      (you stood by and watched the       unfolding saga all the while       questioning the meaning of zen) the original concept was lost somewhere along the way when i dropped the ball on the forty yard line      (can you recover your own fumbles?) every time i stand by, the waiting is eternal and i become engrossed in the uselessness of my position, pondering      (my love for this is a game of solitaire) i am the ultimate in irrational action, a demagogue of dark pathways and religious zealotry, trapped beneath glass floors watching, trying desperately to cannibalize my fingers. i have smoked your toenails and wandered away listless at comments unbecoming and salivated on the fires set to displace my vessels      (i have seen you ignoring me) in the coming months i will rend my eyes and pierce my skull artificially so you will be able to see into my soul and destroy me more efficiently      (you will know me by the number of the dead) i will search deep and long inside this shadow's shell, extracting this cancer so i can cook up my shortcomings and inject them into a Ken doll because then at least i will be pretty. i will feed my chilled oatmeal to a Cantonese family that will honor me as the ***** poo-flinger i am for you. i will cease to exist on a plane with your type, sinking lower on scale like a rock in the Mississippi River. Mom, when i stop growing up, i will be the ****** loser everyone always thought i would      (aren't you proud?)      (isn't he cute?) i cannot imagine surviving your intern camp after the tattooing of arms, we will eat the testicles of the fallen gods and dispense great suffering on the weak because of our enlightened prospects and redemptions      (what do you know about pain?) i will place my severed head in a place of prominence, likely in your bed, right before i cease to breathe my eyelids weaken.... flicker, flutter.... i grow tired with the advent of your indecision, the totality of abandonment the lenses fog, fade... flicker, flutter... i have run out of things to sacrifice
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the Hebrews call the Greek myth of Icarus by name: Lucifer - i know man is prone to plagiarism, esp. in the religious realm, the easier the plagiarism the easier the governing of men - for indeed the Hebrews claimed Icarus prior to the Greeks, the former with Lucifer and the latter with Icarus - but how i loathe peasants claiming medicinal endeavours of knowing only the spotlight cursors to curate and environmental care of origin of such negated ease, they have no knowledge and no power, their interests in the subject matter would never encourage them to run a marathon for accumulating funds for a cancer charity - one word answer? ***** they're basically ***** should have engaged in a family life before you blamed me m.d.! take your regressive anger and shove it up your little bee magnet **** to take a **** like extracting honey - now i'm ****** but look where i'm writing it: on a colour of defeat - militant heaven of the archangel Michael sword in hand and Satan defeated waggling a tongue - isn't that importune to speak of the current times with the defence of a freedom of speech subdued by a fear of insult demanding? monotheism did as much good as it shouldn't have - and did as much evil as it should have - and did, crafting the strict labouring of judaism's orthodoxy - so for each niqab there came the madness of a jewish girl's care for wig - translated into christianity as the donning of wigs in the 18th century, and the 17th - bypass the concerns of monotheists and you came across cuisine freedoms of mandarin, and the colour backlash sprinkling to a billionth birth, a land where the homeless have a mother kamadhenu - and celebrate Holi for chance of extracted mundane hue of man polarised with fluorescent ivy and x-rayed orange... or that's how the thing was said.
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Apr 16, 2016
Apr 16, 2016 at 9:25 PM UTC
the Hebrew Icarus
the Hebrews call the Greek myth of Icarus by name: Lucifer - i know man is prone to plagiarism, esp. in the religious realm, the easier the plagiarism the easier the governing of men - for indeed the Hebrews claimed Icarus prior to the Greeks, the former with Lucifer and the latter with Icarus - but how i loathe peasants claiming medicinal endeavours of knowing only the spotlight cursors to curate and environmental care of origin of such negated ease, they have no knowledge and no power, their interests in the subject matter would never encourage them to run a marathon for accumulating funds for a cancer charity - one word answer? ***** they're basically ***** should have engaged in a family life before you blamed me m.d.! take your regressive anger and shove it up your little bee magnet **** to take a **** like extracting honey - now i'm ****** but look where i'm writing it: on a colour of defeat - militant heaven of the archangel Michael sword in hand and Satan defeated waggling a tongue - isn't that importune to speak of the current times with the defence of a freedom of speech subdued by a fear of insult demanding? monotheism did as much good as it shouldn't have - and did as much evil as it should have - and did, crafting the strict labouring of judaism's orthodoxy - so for each niqab there came the madness of a jewish girl's care for wig - translated into christianity as the donning of wigs in the 18th century, and the 17th - bypass the concerns of monotheists and you came across cuisine freedoms of mandarin, and the colour backlash sprinkling to a billionth birth, a land where the homeless have a mother kamadhenu - and celebrate Holi for chance of extracted mundane hue of man polarised with fluorescent ivy and x-rayed orange... or that's how the thing was said.
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2 a.m. the alcohol starts to consume me and the worse side of me prevails flashes of anger, neverending madness so i drink the sadness away drowning memories of you in this bottle flushing thoughts of you astray now i'm nothing but nauseous but i can still see you and your stupid face and i scream and yell these drinks have done me nothing but rage and as i start to take my final sip i start to crumble and break cry as many tears as i've drank sob as many breaths as i've had to take extracting every single burden in this horrible, vulnerable state so i guess these bottles are my excuse to let the hurting go away but thoughts of you drive me insane and though it's not enough this will at least ease the pain it's almost 4 a.m. i'm still waiting for the sunlight's rays still anticipating for better days -djs
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Aug 7, 2013
Aug 7, 2013 at 11:02 PM UTC
vulnerable
The Hour Glass represents us. Confused how.. Let me elaborate it to you. You do see the sand that is seeping slowly off the orifice between the two bowls.. That sand shows the flow of love from ur heart to mine. But wen the flow stops. U just have to revert the glass and u vl see that Ur love is not just taken in, it is adored, processed, felt. Its warmth and the care that is hidden in it is scrutinized. And then it flows back into u. This is the way we are. Due to this our love always wins from our fights. U widout any selfishness and greed give me all that u ve got inside u, planting banyan trees of love to make it live for years. And here, Its me, trying to provide the carbon dioxide and water for helping the tree to grow and feel the fresh oxygen, extracting each amount and inhaling it wid full greed. This greed, Which Comes like a reflex only fr u, is not a devil's one but a Loving one. How can it be possible to share u wid anyone else in the whole world. I cant help it. I cant share u. And I am proud of being greedy fr u. This sand which keeps on seeping consists of all memories stored in it about us. All of them, Staring wild eyes with the rays of Innocent Infatuation, Then the seed of frndship that we planted (Actually u planted), And then My extravagant feelings converting that seed of frndship directly into a plant of love, Then the rains and the hot sun that the plant faced between these paceful yrs we were together, Then the Era of wisdom that attacked me and made me construct a good shelter to protect this plant from heavy rains and hot burning rays of rageful sun.. All these memories. That we lived together. Which we now remember and smile, sometyms cry and sometyms even laugh after crying. And I promise to give u more, good, to be confident, fresh and best memories in this lyf ahead so that while taking our last breath these wud give u the best smile u ever had in ur lyf. And if this hourglass, ever, accidently or unfortunately breaks, dont be sad. cuz these memories are stored in every pinch of the sand it contains not the outer body that consists it. Love You
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Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 10:56 PM UTC
An Hour Glass filled with Love
The Hour Glass represents us. Confused how.. Let me elaborate it to you. You do see the sand that is seeping slowly off the orifice between the two bowls.. That sand shows the flow of love from ur heart to mine. But wen the flow stops. U just have to revert the glass and u vl see that Ur love is not just taken in, it is adored, processed, felt. Its warmth and the care that is hidden in it is scrutinized. And then it flows back into u. This is the way we are. Due to this our love always wins from our fights. U widout any selfishness and greed give me all that u ve got inside u, planting banyan trees of love to make it live for years. And here, Its me, trying to provide the carbon dioxide and water for helping the tree to grow and feel the fresh oxygen, extracting each amount and inhaling it wid full greed. This greed, Which Comes like a reflex only fr u, is not a devil's one but a Loving one. How can it be possible to share u wid anyone else in the whole world. I cant help it. I cant share u. And I am proud of being greedy fr u. This sand which keeps on seeping consists of all memories stored in it about us. All of them, Staring wild eyes with the rays of Innocent Infatuation, Then the seed of frndship that we planted (Actually u planted), And then My extravagant feelings converting that seed of frndship directly into a plant of love, Then the rains and the hot sun that the plant faced between these paceful yrs we were together, Then the Era of wisdom that attacked me and made me construct a good shelter to protect this plant from heavy rains and hot burning rays of rageful sun.. All these memories. That we lived together. Which we now remember and smile, sometyms cry and sometyms even laugh after crying. And I promise to give u more, good, to be confident, fresh and best memories in this lyf ahead so that while taking our last breath these wud give u the best smile u ever had in ur lyf. And if this hourglass, ever, accidently or unfortunately breaks, dont be sad. cuz these memories are stored in every pinch of the sand it contains not the outer body that consists it. Love You
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Quiet flows the Brahmaputra But violent and angry at times At the ruthless manner in which The man destroys the nature... Quiet flows the Brahmaputra But angry and turbid below At the greed and arrogant manner in which They carry out "development" Quiet flows the Brahmaputra But sad and lost at the poor lives and livelihoods lost At the hands of the rich who creates the catastrophes Quiet flows the Brahmaputra But helpless and depressed At the ignorance and stubborn attitude Of the people who aren't willing to learn from their mistakes. Quiet flows the Brahmaputra Sometimes overflowing and destructive Time and again, to teach the humanity a lesson In not learning from the past, learning from their mistakes Because, history repeats itself.. And we are suffering today at the hands of the People who are not creating a welfare state But extracting, extorting, exploiting the commons And the common people To the benefit of a few, arrogant, "smart" rich... There is something wrong somewhere.. Unless we learn ... Unless we change... We get what we deserve... So if we need a change.. Let's change first ourselves.. Our action, Our decisions, Our choices... There is nobody to blame..but ourselves... It is not enough we give our choices Once in five years ... And then blame everybody else For what we get out of our choice... Quiet flows the Brahmaputra He is a teacher, a friend, a father (and a mother).. A brother, and a God (if there is one)... Let us learn from him, the nature... Quiet flows the Brahmaputra So magnificent and great.. Angry at times..Destructive at times... Still the lifeline of the people Quiet flows the Brahmaputra.
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Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 12:08 AM UTC
The Magnificent Brahmaputra
Quiet flows the Brahmaputra But violent and angry at times At the ruthless manner in which The man destroys the nature... Quiet flows the Brahmaputra But angry and turbid below At the greed and arrogant manner in which They carry out "development" Quiet flows the Brahmaputra But sad and lost at the poor lives and livelihoods lost At the hands of the rich who creates the catastrophes Quiet flows the Brahmaputra But helpless and depressed At the ignorance and stubborn attitude Of the people who aren't willing to learn from their mistakes. Quiet flows the Brahmaputra Sometimes overflowing and destructive Time and again, to teach the humanity a lesson In not learning from the past, learning from their mistakes Because, history repeats itself.. And we are suffering today at the hands of the People who are not creating a welfare state But extracting, extorting, exploiting the commons And the common people To the benefit of a few, arrogant, "smart" rich... There is something wrong somewhere.. Unless we learn ... Unless we change... We get what we deserve... So if we need a change.. Let's change first ourselves.. Our action, Our decisions, Our choices... There is nobody to blame..but ourselves... It is not enough we give our choices Once in five years ... And then blame everybody else For what we get out of our choice... Quiet flows the Brahmaputra He is a teacher, a friend, a father (and a mother).. A brother, and a God (if there is one)... Let us learn from him, the nature... Quiet flows the Brahmaputra So magnificent and great.. Angry at times..Destructive at times... Still the lifeline of the people Quiet flows the Brahmaputra.
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A needle pushed through skin Extracting life from veins Another one is gone too soon No longer fun and games The word gets out, the posts are made "I saw you just last week" A family mourns a broken soul A person so unique What happened to their little girl? Her eyes sparkled in the sun Replaced by an empty, lifeless gaze In the end, the darkness won They clothed her in a long sleeve dress To hide the markings on her arms Around her bony, pale white wrist Her favorite bracelet, dangling charms They lower her into the ground The grieving is far from done And in the time it takes to blink Somewhere, evil steals another one
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Feb 15, 2019
Feb 15, 2019 at 4:55 PM UTC
Epidemic
are you seventeen yet? have the berries and the shells stained impossibly your youthful heart permanent, have you matured and learned to end sentences in question marks? surely certainty and alack, its absence, haunts all your waking poems, wonder does your mother know what you’ve purloined, stored in you from her withins? so young, so much love oil spilling, do you wonder about the depth of the field you are drilling, extracting - is the soft supple supply, so, close to the surface, endless? life so far is but a draft. take copious notes for the best is yet and I await patiently the novella of your adventures!
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 10:07 AM UTC
my life is just a draft for now (are you seventeen yet?)
# You are in there,  I am certain of it-- Behind the gear's finely-honed, precision fit  gear.. in to gear in to gear into gear.. And I wonder..  do you want out? The machine  on the outside, self-repairs Any attempt towards dismantle  from the external,  is futile.. But the internal,  beautiful girl.. "I don't know what you mean, about 'machine'" She is apprehensive, those beautiful brown eyes,  looking up at me.. "Look down, sweet girl" Her thighs, fully parted,  as I slide in to her.. those amazing hips, moving so perfectly with mine,  extracting.. Milking from me, my warm  pulsing ***** a deeply-penetrating lubricant,  pulsed deeply into the machine As if to lubricate its gears.. As if.. But penetrating so deeply, as to now permeate the insides  of the mechanization's innerworkings-- turning from lubricant, to that of a corrosive nature.. Fully coating now, the inner you.. as it turns back now, into that of a healing balm Bringing to you  a moment of Light     and internal clarity--   long enough for you to see     That the machine  is made vulnerable     by the ever-changing qualities  of     Love that found its way through     As the awakened parts within you, for the     first time.. understand the machine's love-blocking,  nature And you begin to choose, mid-orgasm the machine's dismantle,  from the inside-- *'Little by little.. Line, upon line.. Block, upon block.. Precept, upon precept..'* Until we have the chance,  once again.. to do it all again #
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Aug 15, 2021
Aug 15, 2021 at 11:38 AM UTC
mechanization song
# You are in there,  I am certain of it-- Behind the gear's finely-honed, precision fit  gear.. in to gear in to gear into gear.. And I wonder..  do you want out? The machine  on the outside, self-repairs Any attempt towards dismantle  from the external,  is futile.. But the internal,  beautiful girl.. "I don't know what you mean, about 'machine'" She is apprehensive, those beautiful brown eyes,  looking up at me.. "Look down, sweet girl" Her thighs, fully parted,  as I slide in to her.. those amazing hips, moving so perfectly with mine,  extracting.. Milking from me, my warm  pulsing ***** a deeply-penetrating lubricant,  pulsed deeply into the machine As if to lubricate its gears.. As if.. But penetrating so deeply, as to now permeate the insides  of the mechanization's innerworkings-- turning from lubricant, to that of a corrosive nature.. Fully coating now, the inner you.. as it turns back now, into that of a healing balm Bringing to you  a moment of Light     and internal clarity--   long enough for you to see     That the machine  is made vulnerable     by the ever-changing qualities  of     Love that found its way through     As the awakened parts within you, for the     first time.. understand the machine's love-blocking,  nature And you begin to choose, mid-orgasm the machine's dismantle,  from the inside-- *'Little by little.. Line, upon line.. Block, upon block.. Precept, upon precept..'* Until we have the chance,  once again.. to do it all again #
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chisel into rock from no-form form: extracting the sculpture within
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Aug 16, 2021
Aug 16, 2021 at 8:21 AM UTC
Carve
Your pink silky touch makes my body go through seizures. My veins are homeless, smothered in poverty and have been craving for soul food. Im in a cacoon. My peace sign fingers in between my flower are working overtime,pumping and extracting the pollen of satisfaction. It drips  all over your white sheets. An eye  of feasting awaits. The movement of our soul connection is stoccatto. A two second breathing and rest from the uphill journey must occur. Like a paint brush,your lips paint your intense emotions on my body. An abstract piece of art is what i reflect and look like. You broke the cacoon. Freed the catapillar of distruction and void. The butterfly roams around in delight and euphoria. My flower is embroided with your aura, little stitches of love threads  hang down my thighs.
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Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 6:07 PM UTC
I'm in a cacoon
True, the sugar tops sweeten everyone's mouth. Hold onto the salt though let's not lose out. Pinches of sea salt     dancing smash hit deep down the sea floor    ace extracting ice cores, boom, the clouds form high, show the upside is sky!      Jubilant cumulus pop only crystal clear vibes  let the wind see through that sings the rhymes. Oops, it's not always a blue sky wispy white clouds turn dark. The storm soars the larks fly low busy men down the trees seek refugee for a mo. Sticking my head under a roof pondering me find a room. Is this 'smash hit high sail of the clouds rising from deep core, all is gone in a blink of a storm'. Not far in the sky nor deep down the sea. I see a raindrop on a shining flower before me. Something more to tell very closely!
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Jun 6, 2022
Jun 6, 2022 at 7:34 PM UTC
A Raindrop On A Flower
the moment I lay my eyes on you, it was like putting another stone on stomp, I buried your soul from the first heavy stair like I'm extracting your innocence, this is how I became a fisher of men. Using words to finish what lord made. All we do is Catch fish. The mall, Campus even the street are the only occean we live in. Next.
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Jan 2, 2019
Jan 2, 2019 at 6:26 AM UTC
*Fuck-Boys* The only lost souls with Direction
Have you heard about your hands, how they’re the devil’s play things? When entwined with my fingers we cradle til numb, fine friction from a twiddling thumb; graceful extremities fondling every surface covering, generating and extracting energies With a hover they raise the dead cells on my flesh and walk the sacred space of nerve-endings with a trace and trails of my racing heart They’re smooth and soothe wounds that can’t be spoke, knocking at my teeth to wrestle my tongue seducing me from the inside Your hands are the tools of your trade, skilled to persuade and bade time--for it doesn’t exist Unable to resist your palms upon me, pockets of warmth radiating heat, I relish in the sin of wanton skin waiting to play with fire again
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Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 3:53 AM UTC
Have I told you I love your hands?