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"exiled" poems
Into the wonderment of your autumnal mind. Where the skin of your grief sheds its leaves. Is the song of your sea bound into colourful light? The Shepherd breaches the flock of your dreams, And the pastures breathe a sigh of relief, As your tears of morning dew Glisten the parched landscape. Does your bouquet of ***** Lay wistfully in the wilderness? The skies of blue that reside in your eyes Serenades the coming of the tide, Harvesting the fruit of our labour of love. Is this a wind of smile that turns into a voyage of valiancy? A flock of thoughts liberated with a cry of exclamation As your fears of autumn blue Are exiled into the rapacious wind.
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Dec 17, 2016
Dec 17, 2016 at 5:40 PM UTC
Wistful in the Wilderness
Searching my heart for its true sorrow, This is the thing I find to be: That I am weary of words and people, Sick of the city, wanting the sea; Wanting the sticky, salty sweetness Of the strong wind and shattered spray; Wanting the loud sound and the soft sound Of the big surf that breaks all day. Always before about my dooryard, Marking the reach of the winter sea, Rooted in sand and dragging drift-wood, Straggled the purple wild sweet-pea; Always I climbed the wave at morning, Shook the sand from my shoes at night, That now am caught beneath great buildings, Stricken with noise, confused with light. If I could hear the green piles groaning Under the windy wooden piers, See once again the bobbing barrels, And the black sticks that fence the weirs, If I could see the weedy mussels Crusting the wrecked and rotting hulls, Hear once again the hungry crying Overhead, of the wheeling gulls, Feel once again the shanty straining Under the turning of the tide, Fear once again the rising freshet, Dread the bell in the fog outside,— I should be happy,—that was happy All day long on the coast of Maine! I have a need to hold and handle Shells and anchors and ships again! I should be happy, that am happy Never at all since I came here. I am too long away from water. I have a need of water near.
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Exiled
this is a tale of two star-crossed lovers with a love so powerful they tainted the heavens with bursts of colours they were never meant to be; mischievous little kids finding love in sinful glee in laughter, between dreams and reality and though it was lawless, they found solace because in every prison, they found a rhyme and a reason but even for a love so great, they could not escape the fates’ wrath and envy destiny pulled on their threads cut them loose, thrusted them into misery; for their memories were wiped clean, but feelings remained as strong as they had ever been the boy exiled in a far off land across the pacific sea the girl trapped in her need to break free in a realm both boring and bland ensnared in a labyrinth of woe the lovers yearned for anything— for something, for someone, to obliterate this endless longing the gods answered them in the form of two loved ones polished in every edge, a perfect someone but perfect felt too perfect and not perfect enough to fill up the hole left by a perfectly imperfect until one day the gods whispered for the winds to push the two and the birds to tug at their sleeves over mountain and sea even through the darkest valley so their paths would finally meet and so they did. in the flurry of a moment a pair of brown eyes met and time was frozen once more the two stared intently as if remembering a broken melody a lost childhood song branded as a wrong the birds fluttered and flew taking the cursed red fibre snipped them in two and the lovers felt all the lighter it was the girl who spoke first: **** the stars. i don’t want perfect, i want you.”* eyes dazzling, the boy nodded: *“we’ll invert the universe— the night sky a blank white the stars pitch black the earth moving in reverse”* the fates saw and surrendered as the stars began to wither for this love is love in all its splendor so the lovers walked away with a promise under their breaths, they both swore: *“i lost you once, but nevermore.”* ****
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Jan 21, 2018
Jan 21, 2018 at 10:46 PM UTC
f*** the stars
this is a tale of two star-crossed lovers with a love so powerful they tainted the heavens with bursts of colours they were never meant to be; mischievous little kids finding love in sinful glee in laughter, between dreams and reality and though it was lawless, they found solace because in every prison, they found a rhyme and a reason but even for a love so great, they could not escape the fates’ wrath and envy destiny pulled on their threads cut them loose, thrusted them into misery; for their memories were wiped clean, but feelings remained as strong as they had ever been the boy exiled in a far off land across the pacific sea the girl trapped in her need to break free in a realm both boring and bland ensnared in a labyrinth of woe the lovers yearned for anything— for something, for someone, to obliterate this endless longing the gods answered them in the form of two loved ones polished in every edge, a perfect someone but perfect felt too perfect and not perfect enough to fill up the hole left by a perfectly imperfect until one day the gods whispered for the winds to push the two and the birds to tug at their sleeves over mountain and sea even through the darkest valley so their paths would finally meet and so they did. in the flurry of a moment a pair of brown eyes met and time was frozen once more the two stared intently as if remembering a broken melody a lost childhood song branded as a wrong the birds fluttered and flew taking the cursed red fibre snipped them in two and the lovers felt all the lighter it was the girl who spoke first: **** the stars. i don’t want perfect, i want you.”* eyes dazzling, the boy nodded: *“we’ll invert the universe— the night sky a blank white the stars pitch black the earth moving in reverse”* the fates saw and surrendered as the stars began to wither for this love is love in all its splendor so the lovers walked away with a promise under their breaths, they both swore: *“i lost you once, but nevermore.”* ****
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Old man, you surface seldom. Then you come in with the tide's coming When seas wash cold, foam- Capped: white hair, white beard, far-flung, A dragnet, rising, falling, as waves Crest and trough. Miles long Extend the radial sheaves Of your spread hair, in which wrinkling skeins Knotted, caught, survives The old myth of orgins Unimaginable. You float near As kneeled ice-mountains Of the north, to be steered clear Of, not fathomed. All obscurity Starts with a danger: Your dangers are many. I Cannot look much but your form suffers Some strange injury And seems to die: so vapors Ravel to clearness on the dawn sea. The muddy rumors Of your burial move me To half-believe: your reappearance Proves rumors shallow, For the archaic trenched lines Of your grained face shed time in runnels: Ages beat like rains On the unbeaten channels Of the ocean. Such sage humor and Durance are whirlpools To make away with the ground- Work of the earth and the sky's ridgepole. Waist down, you may wind One labyrinthine tangle To root deep among knuckles, shinbones, Skulls. Inscrutable, Below shoulders not once Seen by any man who kept his head, You defy questions; You defy godhood. I walk dry on your kingdom's border Exiled to no good. Your shelled bed I remember. Father, this thick air is murderous. I would breathe water.
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Full Fathom Five
we are waiting for you exiled hungry with lust wanting you shimmering in blood and *** like red and creamy white ribbon ornaments so that every suffering makes you shiver just so be brave little girl it will hurt like Dracula's kiss pains pleasure pleasures pain enough spice to burn enough addiction to beg every sting and gleaming bite an ****** perfectly sexacuted until your body gives out like a fluttering martyr and then we will take you at last like a million black toothed lechers
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Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 12:48 PM UTC
Waiting
I remember the first time you tasted champagne. As the golden nectar effervesces down your throat, you whispered my name. I raised an eyebrow and wondered why, you said, “You’re everything this glass contains.” They tell me the tale of Dom Pérignon who said, “I am tasting the stars” after a sip of his own creation. You’ve always loved me like I tasted of stars, and I loved you like you put the stars where they belonged. We made the mixture of magnificence, until we were twisted too much on the shelves. Pop, bubble, hiss--- all shaken up everything we bottled up spilled down until nothing else is left. I was champagne until I became your problem. And somewhere in between the lines, we got lost in translation I didn’t know where to find you, didn’t know how else to meet you halfway, but there was pain whichever path I take. I was already walking the track for the exiled, I didn’t realize right away. Others hide a ring in the glass, But we put the problem in the champagne, babe. Soon it will taste differently to you, All sweet and sparkling—no strings attached like it used to. But the stars are no longer where they used to be. Every sip will wash down any trace of me, until you forget. But it will forever linger on my lips; and I’ll always remember it all too well.
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Mar 27, 2021
Mar 27, 2021 at 6:23 AM UTC
Champagne Problems
I just hate this, I don’t hate you until we kiss I’ll escape you oh where’s the twist, I’m enraged, who’s the god of fate to complain to do you love me like I love you? but I always know when a love’s true see fire, into it I tune chemistry shatters the whole room sent me an angel too early you are too pretty and pearly and you could heal me or hurt me I’m bad and broken, you’re holy too much unspoken, you don’t see below the surface I’m hurting I dream of barriers burning you pull me back as I’m turning run with me, keep this a secret make up for a life filled with regret exiled societal rejects star crossed love lost, now we reflect I severed ties, sent a letter the final feeling, forget her bore the burden, barely better she’d lose her life, they won’t let her the fantasy failed to survive it was as though she had just died our dangerous dance was denied fell into smoking, drugs and wine so hollow without the saviour forced to get stronger and braver seek solitude that I favour give myself the love I gave her can’t give the choice to the chosen goodbye, our meaningful moments in november were the omens in winter forever frozen
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Jul 27, 2021
Jul 27, 2021 at 8:39 AM UTC
the twist
Who knew the soft breeze Was merely a tease And sunrise a false fire, The waters once calmer Inviting and promised A siren’s calling horror. Quiet Lake a liar, liar. My God has watched the wind turn and many a son die, though I did not pay attention to deaths jealous eye. The shock grasps and pulls until you know its true, The best of us was taken And I was left to you The shadow on his chin in that early golden glow, stuck inside the tent I did not know. That the paddle of their canoe through the calm breeze would be the last I’d see-- Island time clocks slow like a grief as it grows and regret in often company. Who gives a **** island was stretched from shore to shore, Divided by that cold wet demon A womb of lost children, a watery graveyard. All for smoke and fire they paddled their canoe One beached on land like a salty sailor The other exiled to hells blue. The tragedy—whose heart weighted in gold left my copper soul rusted, the brakeman sold the purest human I’d known and grief clocks slow when you keep waiting for his body to surface.
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Oct 28, 2012
Oct 28, 2012 at 11:59 PM UTC
Peyton
365Nectar #46 The High Priestess of Soul Fri. November 8, 2013 10:38 P.M. Deep in the distance dancing upon the horizon a deeply distinctive voice defies definition bending genres to her will clearly breaking boundaries an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues Little Girl Blue lettin' it all out with a wild as the wind Sinner man just tryin' to feel good absolutely refusing to be misunderstood a strong-willed priestess turns tempermental tunes into blazing beautiful harmony putting a revolutionary spell on you belting emotional songs of freedom and spirit Peace of Heart Nectar of Truth just in time to do what you do... an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues. Born to a preacher handyman and housemaid minister a gospel pop fusion diva emerges from the Glory of Love a strange volatile fruit blossoms into young, gifted, and Black spitting storms of spiritually smoldering Black Gold from a silky soul that scorches the earth an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues Masterfully mesmerizing Black rock Blood and Candlesmoke a fiery flow of tangy, tantalizing and titillating under a fog of duality genius bears two heads vibrant and intricate a saucy songstress swings with passion and honesty an empowered diva breaks down and let's it all out just energetic expressive jazz injected with well composed folklore live at Ronnie Scotts an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues From Newport to Baltimore an exiled priestess feeds forbidden fruit and hypnotizes the masses with tantalizing love me or leave me alone torch songs a powerful Four Women high on Lilac Wine blush from Broadway Blues Ballads in Baltimore See-line woman goes to hell to save Little Liza Jane and shelters in Barbados Cotton-eyed Joe feeds Brown Baby controversy behind Blue Prelude Did it move you? Yeah... Hell yeah.. it moved me too! Mr. Bojangles wave bye bye to a Blackbird in chilly winds that don't blow while willows weep something seemingly symbolic of soothing to an African mailman in Central Park and an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues The High Priestess of Soul caged but still singing shivering sensations from stubborn sweetness under sweet strings that sharply spill and scatter strength to the sorrowful that daily dine and devour silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues.
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Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 11:51 AM UTC
The High Priestess of Soul
365Nectar #46 The High Priestess of Soul Fri. November 8, 2013 10:38 P.M. Deep in the distance dancing upon the horizon a deeply distinctive voice defies definition bending genres to her will clearly breaking boundaries an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues Little Girl Blue lettin' it all out with a wild as the wind Sinner man just tryin' to feel good absolutely refusing to be misunderstood a strong-willed priestess turns tempermental tunes into blazing beautiful harmony putting a revolutionary spell on you belting emotional songs of freedom and spirit Peace of Heart Nectar of Truth just in time to do what you do... an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues. Born to a preacher handyman and housemaid minister a gospel pop fusion diva emerges from the Glory of Love a strange volatile fruit blossoms into young, gifted, and Black spitting storms of spiritually smoldering Black Gold from a silky soul that scorches the earth an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues Masterfully mesmerizing Black rock Blood and Candlesmoke a fiery flow of tangy, tantalizing and titillating under a fog of duality genius bears two heads vibrant and intricate a saucy songstress swings with passion and honesty an empowered diva breaks down and let's it all out just energetic expressive jazz injected with well composed folklore live at Ronnie Scotts an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues From Newport to Baltimore an exiled priestess feeds forbidden fruit and hypnotizes the masses with tantalizing love me or leave me alone torch songs a powerful Four Women high on Lilac Wine blush from Broadway Blues Ballads in Baltimore See-line woman goes to hell to save Little Liza Jane and shelters in Barbados Cotton-eyed Joe feeds Brown Baby controversy behind Blue Prelude Did it move you? Yeah... Hell yeah.. it moved me too! Mr. Bojangles wave bye bye to a Blackbird in chilly winds that don't blow while willows weep something seemingly symbolic of soothing to an African mailman in Central Park and an exiled priestess wails louder than ever silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues The High Priestess of Soul caged but still singing shivering sensations from stubborn sweetness under sweet strings that sharply spill and scatter strength to the sorrowful that daily dine and devour silky, soulful, and spicy Pastel Blues.
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there once was this guy named oedipus of whom it was prophesied that his mother he'd marry, his father he'd **** at a place where three roads were tied. his mother and father discovered their fate and tried to dispose of their son but he ended up in corinthian lands and their efforts were all undone. then a drunk guy ruined his happy facade and to an oracle oedipus went who repeated to him the dank prophesy; he fled corinth, not taking a cent. while on his sojourn away from his home he encountered a party royale which rudely pushed him off of the road, and angered he slaughtered them all. then from that blood soaked three-way path he nonchalantly flew not knowing that his father was the man that he just slew. he continued his journey until he reached thebes where a sphinx held the city hostage so oedipus solved the bird-cat's lame rhyme and released thebes from its ******* as a reward, the people of thebes gave oedipus their widowed queen, unknowingly joining mother and son in a marriage that was unclean. after they ruled for twenty good years, during which four children came, a plague was induced by the sheltering of the man by whom was slain in searching him out, oedipus found that the murderer was really he, so long ago. the man he had killed at the place where were joined roads of three. but by finding this out, he also discovered that his wife and his mother were one. he gouged out his eyes after her suicide; in her own bedroom she was hung. as it turned out, oeddy exiled himself but the seeds of his misery were sewn. so he went to colonus and wandered around and this is the end.
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Jul 30, 2010
Jul 30, 2010 at 5:14 AM UTC
ballad to oedipus
there once was this guy named oedipus of whom it was prophesied that his mother he'd marry, his father he'd **** at a place where three roads were tied. his mother and father discovered their fate and tried to dispose of their son but he ended up in corinthian lands and their efforts were all undone. then a drunk guy ruined his happy facade and to an oracle oedipus went who repeated to him the dank prophesy; he fled corinth, not taking a cent. while on his sojourn away from his home he encountered a party royale which rudely pushed him off of the road, and angered he slaughtered them all. then from that blood soaked three-way path he nonchalantly flew not knowing that his father was the man that he just slew. he continued his journey until he reached thebes where a sphinx held the city hostage so oedipus solved the bird-cat's lame rhyme and released thebes from its ******* as a reward, the people of thebes gave oedipus their widowed queen, unknowingly joining mother and son in a marriage that was unclean. after they ruled for twenty good years, during which four children came, a plague was induced by the sheltering of the man by whom was slain in searching him out, oedipus found that the murderer was really he, so long ago. the man he had killed at the place where were joined roads of three. but by finding this out, he also discovered that his wife and his mother were one. he gouged out his eyes after her suicide; in her own bedroom she was hung. as it turned out, oeddy exiled himself but the seeds of his misery were sewn. so he went to colonus and wandered around and this is the end.
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They walk into darkness exiled from fear. Relinquished  cerebral thoughts, freedom   wanes, dissolved      into             rote-reality, into a spirit of **** cast                        downtrodden, embracing submissive                bogus         security.
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Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 6:07 PM UTC
Faux Security
the urban ecosystem breeds the urban beast; the two-legged feral brute they board their clockwork motorcages the young ones in predatious packs the old, too weathered to care animal autonomy born from sweatshop routines i imagine myself as a metropolitan jane goodall observing and assimilating taking note of the cacophony of hoots and and hollers the city-born mating calls the high-topped courtship dances ******* civility born from enslaved mindsets a young, dark-skinned boy let's rhyme flow freeformed to the rhythm of a young girls dancing feet stomps and claps excite the celebration of abandoned social etiquette and of my foreign presence i resemble some exotic missing link a mix of this, that and the other my skin, a rare quilt and this draws more attention than a gold-dusted african queen i place myself in the back peering through the windows of this transit jungle feeling my heart skip beats boom...boom...shhhh... i must've left my rhythm in my other heritage because i can't catch the ancient flow but my neck leads my head in bobs my brain rattles with old soul memories and i see these young folks on the train held back by centuries of black struggle but forever rejoicing in african pulse forever embodying our ancestoral pride and i think, how peculiar on the outside looking in like a fishbowl exiled from my own brown-skinned tribe with my oppression fitted like a glove my blackness a mere disguise my blackness camouflage my blackness not quite black enough
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Feb 1, 2012
Feb 1, 2012 at 4:45 PM UTC
Transit Jungle
the urban ecosystem breeds the urban beast; the two-legged feral brute they board their clockwork motorcages the young ones in predatious packs the old, too weathered to care animal autonomy born from sweatshop routines i imagine myself as a metropolitan jane goodall observing and assimilating taking note of the cacophony of hoots and and hollers the city-born mating calls the high-topped courtship dances ******* civility born from enslaved mindsets a young, dark-skinned boy let's rhyme flow freeformed to the rhythm of a young girls dancing feet stomps and claps excite the celebration of abandoned social etiquette and of my foreign presence i resemble some exotic missing link a mix of this, that and the other my skin, a rare quilt and this draws more attention than a gold-dusted african queen i place myself in the back peering through the windows of this transit jungle feeling my heart skip beats boom...boom...shhhh... i must've left my rhythm in my other heritage because i can't catch the ancient flow but my neck leads my head in bobs my brain rattles with old soul memories and i see these young folks on the train held back by centuries of black struggle but forever rejoicing in african pulse forever embodying our ancestoral pride and i think, how peculiar on the outside looking in like a fishbowl exiled from my own brown-skinned tribe with my oppression fitted like a glove my blackness a mere disguise my blackness camouflage my blackness not quite black enough
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My smile Once lost her beam. To vices , the vicious and vile. Her crown Fell down At once,to drown Deep in the ocean blue My lips expelled Dangers and woes. My heart Like my face spelt 'red'. Words weighed void, equating emptiness. Darkness Darkened darkness. Wars Rumoured wars Could not revive her. Lost in the dust... My smile Had no chance of survival Till I rose To praise the beauty Of the morning sun. It's scattered reflection on and on. To see The wetness underneath my feet An evidence Of the rain being Blessings from A planet of many waters. To hear The sweet tweeting Of little birds. To see the  wind swaying the heads of the trees The beautiful petals of  an emerging flower. To behold The fluffy royals Floating in the skies. The gorgeous setting Of the morning Into noon. Then my crown Resurrected Banished, from the bottom Of the sea. Re-coronating my smile No longer exiled to drown.
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May 23, 2020
May 23, 2020 at 7:05 AM UTC
RE-CORONATED
It's been ten years. Ten years that I've been allowed to exist here. Things here are beautiful magnificent fascinating and extremely exhausting. There is so much to take in. The rivers, crystal clear and endless. The forests, lush and deeply green. People are far and few between and everything is amazing. It's been one hundred years. One hundred years and I still can't get enough. Every night is filled with wonder. Stars cover a velvety black night sky and a softly glowing moon's rays caress the rolling hills and valleys. Every day is full of adventure. I feel like a small child, humbled at the bottom of a waterfall sprayed down by cool mist and I see her on the other side. Grin, raise a hand in greeting, and wait for a response. It's been only another ten years. Now one hundred and ten years that I've been trapped here. She is not like myself. She can die, and unfortunately, I cannot follow. Death would be a blessing. Life is now a curse. Great cities of stone and wood have risen up around me. But I feel hollow empty burdened by the loss of her. It's been one thousand years. One thousand years that I have been exiled here. The cities have grown and become still more populated. Yet I am alone. It is hopeless, pointless; making friends, beginning even the most harmless of relationships holds no appeal for me. They all will die, for they are mortal. And I shall be left, once again, with nothing but memories. Life is now a chore, no longer a gift. It's been ten thousand years. Ten thousand years, and all hope is not lost. Though the world is now entirely too full. and city has turned to metropolis, so great are the numbers among me. But I tell you my tale because you are like me. No longer will my eternity be empty. From master to servant you have turned me. And I do not mind being vulnerable; opening up to you is wonderful. Things here are once more magnificent now that I may see them through your eyes by your side my beautiful immortal.
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Sep 29, 2012
Sep 29, 2012 at 9:53 PM UTC
Ballad of an Immortal
It's been ten years. Ten years that I've been allowed to exist here. Things here are beautiful magnificent fascinating and extremely exhausting. There is so much to take in. The rivers, crystal clear and endless. The forests, lush and deeply green. People are far and few between and everything is amazing. It's been one hundred years. One hundred years and I still can't get enough. Every night is filled with wonder. Stars cover a velvety black night sky and a softly glowing moon's rays caress the rolling hills and valleys. Every day is full of adventure. I feel like a small child, humbled at the bottom of a waterfall sprayed down by cool mist and I see her on the other side. Grin, raise a hand in greeting, and wait for a response. It's been only another ten years. Now one hundred and ten years that I've been trapped here. She is not like myself. She can die, and unfortunately, I cannot follow. Death would be a blessing. Life is now a curse. Great cities of stone and wood have risen up around me. But I feel hollow empty burdened by the loss of her. It's been one thousand years. One thousand years that I have been exiled here. The cities have grown and become still more populated. Yet I am alone. It is hopeless, pointless; making friends, beginning even the most harmless of relationships holds no appeal for me. They all will die, for they are mortal. And I shall be left, once again, with nothing but memories. Life is now a chore, no longer a gift. It's been ten thousand years. Ten thousand years, and all hope is not lost. Though the world is now entirely too full. and city has turned to metropolis, so great are the numbers among me. But I tell you my tale because you are like me. No longer will my eternity be empty. From master to servant you have turned me. And I do not mind being vulnerable; opening up to you is wonderful. Things here are once more magnificent now that I may see them through your eyes by your side my beautiful immortal.
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If I am to dig graves for the rest of my life I wish to do it with my hair long and proud, Swinging at the small of my back as a testament of Will in the face of adversity, Grown by the fruits of my labor. I want to harvest the nectar From the pear tree on my horizon And when I eat my fill, I will just as easily leave the sweetness behind, Before it spoils and then, I will look the hurricane in the eye and laugh, Because I know it will baptize the earth And my pear tree will be waiting for the day This nomad returns to her roots. If I am to choose between A false lover and Uncertainty in the North I want to have the gall to say, “Brother, come at eight.” I want to have the self-control To lower the gun on a man, Whose mind is a dank closet full of spiders. By then, I must be ready to venture out, And risk this Uncertainty in the North. If I am to take my revenge, I wish to do so without collateral damage, And if I do, I want everyone to learn that revenge Will stab you with your own rapier And that I am the kind of person, Who will make you drink your own wine, Because, in the end, We are all sinners. If I am to write propaganda to support A nauseating turn of society, I would rather be exiled. Iceland, Siberia, The Ministry of Love: They are all the same, Because I will come out a different person For better or for worse. I wish to have the strength to cut my hair Because I will not hesitate To cut ties with anyone, Who stands in the way of my passion. I must be unorthodox If I see my fellow men Following in each other’s footsteps, with their eyes closed. I will scream it in the streets, “The world is not pretty.” If I am to be unorthodox, I wish to have faith, Strong enough not to be undone by mere chance, Strong enough so I can watch the coin fall: Heads. Heads. Heads. Accepting that I will one day die. And if it involves a ship, I will be its captain.
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Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 5:59 PM UTC
If I Am
If I am to dig graves for the rest of my life I wish to do it with my hair long and proud, Swinging at the small of my back as a testament of Will in the face of adversity, Grown by the fruits of my labor. I want to harvest the nectar From the pear tree on my horizon And when I eat my fill, I will just as easily leave the sweetness behind, Before it spoils and then, I will look the hurricane in the eye and laugh, Because I know it will baptize the earth And my pear tree will be waiting for the day This nomad returns to her roots. If I am to choose between A false lover and Uncertainty in the North I want to have the gall to say, “Brother, come at eight.” I want to have the self-control To lower the gun on a man, Whose mind is a dank closet full of spiders. By then, I must be ready to venture out, And risk this Uncertainty in the North. If I am to take my revenge, I wish to do so without collateral damage, And if I do, I want everyone to learn that revenge Will stab you with your own rapier And that I am the kind of person, Who will make you drink your own wine, Because, in the end, We are all sinners. If I am to write propaganda to support A nauseating turn of society, I would rather be exiled. Iceland, Siberia, The Ministry of Love: They are all the same, Because I will come out a different person For better or for worse. I wish to have the strength to cut my hair Because I will not hesitate To cut ties with anyone, Who stands in the way of my passion. I must be unorthodox If I see my fellow men Following in each other’s footsteps, with their eyes closed. I will scream it in the streets, “The world is not pretty.” If I am to be unorthodox, I wish to have faith, Strong enough not to be undone by mere chance, Strong enough so I can watch the coin fall: Heads. Heads. Heads. Accepting that I will one day die. And if it involves a ship, I will be its captain.
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Single Exiled Victimized Empty Nobody Tired Envious Excluded Nothing.
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 6:30 PM UTC
Happy Birthday
Don't you chirp at me. Eyes closed, the sun stabs her in the mouth. The taste of fear fills her face as everything come back; she vomits a good while, memories stirring and playing themselves in the tune of a forgotten sea (cause times are changing and that's just what they do). spit. trust. trust. spit. Waves crashing against a wall of recollection in a way that is meant to be kept for the punitive and the exiled. The train blares outside somewhere fuzzy focus dissipates quickly and this slowly comprising function of clarity comes to a screeching halt as it begins to pour in. In some state of bewildered entitlement
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Aug 24, 2013
Aug 24, 2013 at 2:40 AM UTC
put your pillow over my face
"Foreigner in my own land" Words that I will forever have in my skin. This tattoo, means An ancestral burden that I did not choose. Quoted directly, From a man... Who faught Side by side with heroes in order to gain a taste of freedom. An ideal he believed essential. But.... The tint of his skin, and his mother tongue, determined his fate... He was forever exiled from the country he fought for and held on so dear. "Foreigner in my own land." Generations passed, And we still hold this burden. My roots... Determined something. An idea that I am less according to some. My people are fighting a fight, That shouldnt even exist. And I am proud to say... I am a foreigner in my own land. Because no matter where I go... I am a stranger. Regardless of race and color. We will always be foreigners to others. Yet, I am a stranger that will hold a smile, And welcome the bigotry. I know what I am. And I am proud. Instead of infecting others with hate.... Let us celebrate our differences and appreciate each other. Because we are all Foreigners.
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Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 12:24 AM UTC
"A Foreigner in My Own Land"
Her press on nails graced her sunken in cheek Tracing the bone that seemed to cut like glass Remembering days of endless driving Her high heels out the window The sun whispered sweet nothings But no one knew how personal those were And here she is At the vanity of a ****** motel Dusting powder across lesions that spattered her skin ****** patches on her skin Just like holes in her skin She cries Removing the brown wig that she tossed for years Brushing it in her hands The tears held on as if they didn’t want to let go Standing She slips off her briefs Gazing into the mirror Horrified at the person staring back at her Invisible bones now visible Crevices and cavities too deep Webs of veins that were colored too brightly Wearing the anatomy of a man that was no longer there A body not worth surgery Wiping sweat off her forehead Smearing her drawn on eyebrows All she can hear is “Your mother and I gave birth to a son named Raymond. What happened?” That name echoed in her head Drawing pleads from her ears She collapsed Her thighs bruised from one too many needle-pricks Tracing each hole with her finger As if to draw out an answer She A forgotten woman Who only tried to cope Her t-shirts were too big “Raymond, Your T-Cell count is too low” A forgotten woman Who only tried to cope “Is this ‘cause you’re a ****** Raymond?” A forgotten woman Who only tried to cope “Raymond, there is no cure for AIDS” She wept Mascara staining her pale face Press on nails clutching her arms Hugging herself Because no one else was would Rayon died alone She was no longer forced to love from an infected vessel To hurt from a torn home To pray on laced knees This hotel room became a mausoleum Smelling of death and perfume Rayon was a forgotten woman Who only needed to cope But exiled by a community of people For loving too much
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Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 11:46 PM UTC
Rayon
Her press on nails graced her sunken in cheek Tracing the bone that seemed to cut like glass Remembering days of endless driving Her high heels out the window The sun whispered sweet nothings But no one knew how personal those were And here she is At the vanity of a ****** motel Dusting powder across lesions that spattered her skin ****** patches on her skin Just like holes in her skin She cries Removing the brown wig that she tossed for years Brushing it in her hands The tears held on as if they didn’t want to let go Standing She slips off her briefs Gazing into the mirror Horrified at the person staring back at her Invisible bones now visible Crevices and cavities too deep Webs of veins that were colored too brightly Wearing the anatomy of a man that was no longer there A body not worth surgery Wiping sweat off her forehead Smearing her drawn on eyebrows All she can hear is “Your mother and I gave birth to a son named Raymond. What happened?” That name echoed in her head Drawing pleads from her ears She collapsed Her thighs bruised from one too many needle-pricks Tracing each hole with her finger As if to draw out an answer She A forgotten woman Who only tried to cope Her t-shirts were too big “Raymond, Your T-Cell count is too low” A forgotten woman Who only tried to cope “Is this ‘cause you’re a ****** Raymond?” A forgotten woman Who only tried to cope “Raymond, there is no cure for AIDS” She wept Mascara staining her pale face Press on nails clutching her arms Hugging herself Because no one else was would Rayon died alone She was no longer forced to love from an infected vessel To hurt from a torn home To pray on laced knees This hotel room became a mausoleum Smelling of death and perfume Rayon was a forgotten woman Who only needed to cope But exiled by a community of people For loving too much
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[Dedicated to K.M.Ward] "I will arise and go unto my father" MALKUTH Dark, dark all dark! I cower, I cringe. Only ablove me is a citron tinge As if some echo of red, gold and lue Chimed on the night and let its shadow through. Yet I who am thus prisoned and exiled Am the right heir of glory, the crowned child. I match my might against my Fate's I gird myself to reach the ultimate shores, I arm myself the war to win:- Lift up your heads, O mighty gates! Be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors! The King of Glory shall come in. TAU I pass from the citrine:deep indigo Is this tall column. Snakes and vultures bend Their hooted hate on him that would ascend. O may the Four avail me ! Ageless woe, Fear, torture, throng the treshold. LO1 The end Of Matter ! The immensity of things Let loose -new laws, new beings, new conditions;- Dire chaos; see ! these new-fledged wings Fail in its vagueness and initiations. Only my circle saves me from the hate Of all these monsters dead yet animate. I match, &c.; YESOD Hail, thou full moon, O flame of Amethyst ! Stupendous mountain on whose shoulders rest The Eight Above. More stable is my crest Than thine -and now I pierce thee, veil of mist! Even as an arrow from the war-bow springs I leap -my life is set with loftier things. I match, & c. SAMECH ( and the crossing of the Path of Pe) Now swift, thou azure shaft of fading fire, Pierce through the rainbow! Swift, O swift! how streams The world by! Let Sandalphon and his quire Of Angels ward me! ** what
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The Ladder
[Dedicated to K.M.Ward] "I will arise and go unto my father" MALKUTH Dark, dark all dark! I cower, I cringe. Only ablove me is a citron tinge As if some echo of red, gold and lue Chimed on the night and let its shadow through. Yet I who am thus prisoned and exiled Am the right heir of glory, the crowned child. I match my might against my Fate's I gird myself to reach the ultimate shores, I arm myself the war to win:- Lift up your heads, O mighty gates! Be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors! The King of Glory shall come in. TAU I pass from the citrine:deep indigo Is this tall column. Snakes and vultures bend Their hooted hate on him that would ascend. O may the Four avail me ! Ageless woe, Fear, torture, throng the treshold. LO1 The end Of Matter ! The immensity of things Let loose -new laws, new beings, new conditions;- Dire chaos; see ! these new-fledged wings Fail in its vagueness and initiations. Only my circle saves me from the hate Of all these monsters dead yet animate. I match, &c.; YESOD Hail, thou full moon, O flame of Amethyst ! Stupendous mountain on whose shoulders rest The Eight Above. More stable is my crest Than thine -and now I pierce thee, veil of mist! Even as an arrow from the war-bow springs I leap -my life is set with loftier things. I match, & c. SAMECH ( and the crossing of the Path of Pe) Now swift, thou azure shaft of fading fire, Pierce through the rainbow! Swift, O swift! how streams The world by! Let Sandalphon and his quire Of Angels ward me! ** what
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White eyes , ebony smooth skin Like chocolate and cream A room full of sleeping children How peaceful they dream Yet they are not sleeping A simple mistake They are in a coma From which they never wake On their blood feeds Mosquito flies Every half minute A child dies Malaria nets at a few dollars each Could save the life of a child In the rest of the world Malaria has been exiled And now occurs A terrible thought If the rest of the world was black Would these nets not be bought? Do you think?
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Apr 2, 2010
Apr 2, 2010 at 5:33 AM UTC
How Peaceful A Room Of Sleeping Children
Exiled to dusk, Fractions of the sun Begin to lift away, In concealment We shudder, Casting our reels Into a pond of uncertainty, Clock hands bend With advancing shadow, And speak of time Only in past tense. I so want everything I ever felt for you Preserved for posterity, Even should forever Be far less than We imagined.
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Jul 21, 2020
Jul 21, 2020 at 10:52 AM UTC
Remains of the Day
For your hand I untie the laces of my corset to disclose the eternity of my mind and body on the cold cement floor. For your eyes I remove the molds which ever so carefully holds my insides in tact and allow them to flood the careful corners of our existence. For your mind I caress your knots, untie your passions and pry at your past. For your soul I allow your mouth to wander the brief and quick passages of my short exiled being. for your heart I cut out mine own and press both thumbs on your disjointed limbs. Severe heads and pass into the point of no return.
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Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 11:25 PM UTC
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Plant a Woman "When a woman plants a tree, she plants herself." John Muir See the photo, on a stone walkway in a park on an island, somewhere in New York State *Years after first encountered, Returned this day, purposely, To trod this bricked-path Where a solitary brick, these special words carved. This brick, a patient lady-poem in waiting, Required a search-and-locate mission, To verify my memorized eyesight, Freed to release these words, Years in the forming, from whence first espied.* **When a woman plants a tree, she plants herself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~** Much less than obvious, Import of said statement, Complex, notes, scents, questions... Perhaps this is the thus, the why, Why this po-effort, somnolent, yet disquieted, In recesses, drew lines on the wall, with one line Slashed across, for every month, It gestated, unborn, but not offering to die, It did not come effortlessly. I am seed of man, Planted within woman. I am a tree of  iLife , My seed planted within You, iReader. I am as much woman as man, Perhaps more so... Wrote you, told you, I Speak Woman^ Perhaps more so... Even better than man. No shame, I rise with the dawn, To bake the bread, Alongside her, her secrets, she has, need learning, Her bread, raisins, cinnamon and secreted inside, Wisdom of loving kindness. She scatters seeds with recklessness, Who can know where wheat will be needed, Someday, her children exiled? Forest investor, tree planter, Futures she sees, where others see but wood, I follow her lead, for I cannot but fail to Prosper, when on paths tread, Formed, excavated by her footfalls. I give her rubies, I give her gold, When I ask where it be, She laughs and says adorning the tongues Of the hungry and in need. So I give her more. Indeed, I plant my seed inside her daily, Let her plant trees as she desires, Her forest, the refuge of my old age, So she plants trees, as I Plant a Woman. Thanks be, that her trees, Come from her ***** Now I understand Mr.Muir.
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Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 3:02 PM UTC
Plant a Woman
Plant a Woman "When a woman plants a tree, she plants herself." John Muir See the photo, on a stone walkway in a park on an island, somewhere in New York State *Years after first encountered, Returned this day, purposely, To trod this bricked-path Where a solitary brick, these special words carved. This brick, a patient lady-poem in waiting, Required a search-and-locate mission, To verify my memorized eyesight, Freed to release these words, Years in the forming, from whence first espied.* **When a woman plants a tree, she plants herself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~** Much less than obvious, Import of said statement, Complex, notes, scents, questions... Perhaps this is the thus, the why, Why this po-effort, somnolent, yet disquieted, In recesses, drew lines on the wall, with one line Slashed across, for every month, It gestated, unborn, but not offering to die, It did not come effortlessly. I am seed of man, Planted within woman. I am a tree of  iLife , My seed planted within You, iReader. I am as much woman as man, Perhaps more so... Wrote you, told you, I Speak Woman^ Perhaps more so... Even better than man. No shame, I rise with the dawn, To bake the bread, Alongside her, her secrets, she has, need learning, Her bread, raisins, cinnamon and secreted inside, Wisdom of loving kindness. She scatters seeds with recklessness, Who can know where wheat will be needed, Someday, her children exiled? Forest investor, tree planter, Futures she sees, where others see but wood, I follow her lead, for I cannot but fail to Prosper, when on paths tread, Formed, excavated by her footfalls. I give her rubies, I give her gold, When I ask where it be, She laughs and says adorning the tongues Of the hungry and in need. So I give her more. Indeed, I plant my seed inside her daily, Let her plant trees as she desires, Her forest, the refuge of my old age, So she plants trees, as I Plant a Woman. Thanks be, that her trees, Come from her ***** Now I understand Mr.Muir.
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Stay dead my Hero Silent one. Snakes poisoned her name Hero defiled. She hid her face from her lover Society tarnished her image. Self-sacrificing, she did not object Hero exiled. Stay dead my Hero Selfless one. Selfish men are behind you So don't turn back. You're forgiven God's child Now fly. Hero is defiled, but now Hero is free.
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Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 6:29 PM UTC
Hero Defiled