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My son runs, wrapping arms around my nebulous waist. "l love you, Mom!"  He squeezes tighter, as if letting go would be his black hole. "I love you, too, " I squeeze back, absent mindedly.  (Where is the cream? I need coffee.) "I love you more!" he breathes, without pause. He gazes into my eyes, searching my planets. "Oh no, that can't be true," I retort. I forget the coffee, his eyes are starlight. "I love you to infinity!" he exclaims, staring harder. He wants to sail the Milky Way with me. "Me too," I reply, and remember oxygen tanks. I'm speaking in light years, and I hope the sound waves will catch up to him. His face cracks into a million years of forever, before he lets go, dancing across the universe of our livingroom, his solar system intact. At least for now.
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Sep 8, 2014
Sep 8, 2014 at 3:58 PM UTC
To birth a star
forgive me my darling hollow beauty but seeing you so gaunt with sunken dark eyes and skin like gray soap makes me feel your easily breakable already so close to death my **** could crack your pelvis and bird delicate ribs inspired skeleton dancing your body exclaims to all a sensual exhibition of slow suicide my bloodless blossom brave breatharian your favorite math subtraction by multiplied delicious starvations you may need a strong man deaths final instrument who will love you with tender crushes darkly ****** come naked spread wide my lovely grotesque nestle in my arms coffins embrace to be bruised while tremulously kissed i will turn you to crumbles and powder to finish sweetly what you have started so long ago
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Feb 2, 2017
Feb 2, 2017 at 12:41 PM UTC
Love letter To an Anorexic: sadomasochistic poetry
I used to think that sadness was beautiful, But what is the point of it all? We're supposed to be youthful! They said time and time over that it would pass, but to be truthful: The feeling and expressing pain or sorrow for sins, it's all we feel: ruthful So in the end, what is the point of life at all? When all we do is sit around and bawl, "I just wanted to be pretty Cristi, just like a doll!" But isn't it more important to be happy, above all? All I have been feeling for the past couple of years is pain, Even though all I have wrapped around my neck is a golden chain Rather than his clenched fingers restricting against my jugular vein, With a voice in the back of my mind reminding me of my engraved Mark of Cain, It begs and exclaims, and it can't seem to remain restrained, But to ease me of my pain, they'd say: "Here, have a glass of Champagne." Can't you see what this mystery is doing to me? I can't seem to break the shackles that would set me free, All I'm reminded of is of my unfinished Master's Degree. "Is that all that matters to you?!" I dare to plea, "But what about my happiness, or my hemophilia b?!" Their expressions are forever carved in my mind: dropped jaws and widened eyes, "If it is such a sin to be happy, can't one consider the act of decriminalize?!" They'd all put up such a convincing and eerie disguise As if it would turn back the clock to avoid their end, their demise But I could tell by their silenced, hushed lips and snake eyes: My inquiry deserved a Nobel prize What was it about my question that turned my loved ones against me? They wouldn't dare turn their heads my way, they'd continue to sip on their black tea As if I were a ghost, or some sort of banshee The loss of my sanity is what they could foresee -
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Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 12:41 PM UTC
Happiness
I used to think that sadness was beautiful, But what is the point of it all? We're supposed to be youthful! They said time and time over that it would pass, but to be truthful: The feeling and expressing pain or sorrow for sins, it's all we feel: ruthful So in the end, what is the point of life at all? When all we do is sit around and bawl, "I just wanted to be pretty Cristi, just like a doll!" But isn't it more important to be happy, above all? All I have been feeling for the past couple of years is pain, Even though all I have wrapped around my neck is a golden chain Rather than his clenched fingers restricting against my jugular vein, With a voice in the back of my mind reminding me of my engraved Mark of Cain, It begs and exclaims, and it can't seem to remain restrained, But to ease me of my pain, they'd say: "Here, have a glass of Champagne." Can't you see what this mystery is doing to me? I can't seem to break the shackles that would set me free, All I'm reminded of is of my unfinished Master's Degree. "Is that all that matters to you?!" I dare to plea, "But what about my happiness, or my hemophilia b?!" Their expressions are forever carved in my mind: dropped jaws and widened eyes, "If it is such a sin to be happy, can't one consider the act of decriminalize?!" They'd all put up such a convincing and eerie disguise As if it would turn back the clock to avoid their end, their demise But I could tell by their silenced, hushed lips and snake eyes: My inquiry deserved a Nobel prize What was it about my question that turned my loved ones against me? They wouldn't dare turn their heads my way, they'd continue to sip on their black tea As if I were a ghost, or some sort of banshee The loss of my sanity is what they could foresee -
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"Hey, Charles! I won't be back." His friend yells out before Continuing to eat the face off Of the young Latino he had met. "Ok! I guess I can get home.. Somehow..." He mumbles to himself, signaling to the Bartender that he wanted to order Something off menu. He pays no attention to the trans Woman who sits down beside him. "I'll have a watermelon sangria, please." he requests softly, but confidently. The lady by him chuckles, "Watermelon? That's odd." Her voice is rich with flavor, And humor. "It is odd. But so am I." He mumbles. "It seems that way, doesn't it? Well, at least now I can call you Melon Rather than ask your name!" "A rather odd nickname for an odd person." And so their conversation continued. It became all the more lively once 'Melon' had had a couple rounds. Both drunk and desperate, they Kiss passionately in the gay bar, Paying no heed to the others Yelling "Get a room!" Roaming hands. Stumbling up stairs. Drunken giggles. Broken speech. "You're so beautiful." He whispers. Skin against skin, Burning hot,   Both mad with desire. Panting. Groaning. Moaning. Ecstasy. It's late at night. They manage to call A taxi, and go home. Home to Melon's apartment. The next morning was spent Drinking ****** Mary's and Making an account of what Happened the night before. That, and more *** Hot, ****** *** Passionate, lively And loving *** Charles sits up in his bed. He feels something sticky. "Oh, that's disgusting!" ****** *** indeed. He stands up to clean himself Off in the bathroom, but he Hears the shower running. "Did I get laid last night?" He peeps into the shower And sees the woman from His dream. "Eva?" He asks. "Who else would it be?" "Why are you in my apartment?" Charles exclaims. Eva turns and Raises an eyebrow at him. "I live here, Melon." "Since when? We hooked Up just last night!" "Darlin', we've been married for 4 years!"
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Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 12:39 AM UTC
Wet Dream
"Hey, Charles! I won't be back." His friend yells out before Continuing to eat the face off Of the young Latino he had met. "Ok! I guess I can get home.. Somehow..." He mumbles to himself, signaling to the Bartender that he wanted to order Something off menu. He pays no attention to the trans Woman who sits down beside him. "I'll have a watermelon sangria, please." he requests softly, but confidently. The lady by him chuckles, "Watermelon? That's odd." Her voice is rich with flavor, And humor. "It is odd. But so am I." He mumbles. "It seems that way, doesn't it? Well, at least now I can call you Melon Rather than ask your name!" "A rather odd nickname for an odd person." And so their conversation continued. It became all the more lively once 'Melon' had had a couple rounds. Both drunk and desperate, they Kiss passionately in the gay bar, Paying no heed to the others Yelling "Get a room!" Roaming hands. Stumbling up stairs. Drunken giggles. Broken speech. "You're so beautiful." He whispers. Skin against skin, Burning hot,   Both mad with desire. Panting. Groaning. Moaning. Ecstasy. It's late at night. They manage to call A taxi, and go home. Home to Melon's apartment. The next morning was spent Drinking ****** Mary's and Making an account of what Happened the night before. That, and more *** Hot, ****** *** Passionate, lively And loving *** Charles sits up in his bed. He feels something sticky. "Oh, that's disgusting!" ****** *** indeed. He stands up to clean himself Off in the bathroom, but he Hears the shower running. "Did I get laid last night?" He peeps into the shower And sees the woman from His dream. "Eva?" He asks. "Who else would it be?" "Why are you in my apartment?" Charles exclaims. Eva turns and Raises an eyebrow at him. "I live here, Melon." "Since when? We hooked Up just last night!" "Darlin', we've been married for 4 years!"
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The Pigeon Gent, He woos and coos around the river bent. Pursues his muse with artful dance and skillful prance, With inflated neck and ruffled plumage, until his energy or luck is spent. He then resides by ebbing tides to ponder on his next advance. "Now Now", "Whats This" the gent exclaims, A shadow looming from the skies. With ***** and claps he glides and lands with  full surprise, He spies the intruder, "A fellow Brooder". Pigeon gent cant believe his eyes. Pigeon Gent cannot believe the sauce, The scurge seems intent on taking his prize by force. At once he knows he must respond, And force this illbread vagabond to abscond. At once chest puffed and muscles flexed, With wild eyes he jabs and pecks. To teach this ruffian respect, So on his actions he may later reflect. He stands his ground both large and proud, To make example of this foul winged burglar from the clouds. "You insult me sir" he shouts aloud, To make his intentions clear for all the crowd. For several rounds they fight and scuffle. With intruder retreating, feathers ruffled. Then bested suiter fairly parted, The quarrel ends as fast as started. The vanquished victor displays and grooms, As peace and honour now resumes. Soon the ripples upset the green, An armada of ducks come on the scene. Alerted by the heightend coos, They race to see what act insues. The mighty mallards, Kings of the river, None contest their right of way. Their ways of conduct such generous givers. Majestic river royalty, the law is always what they say. On bank or shallow pebbled river they have always been, They love to feed and breed amongst the river scene. There royal cape made up of browny reds and shimmering greens, reflects and intejects on mirrored water skies and evergreens. To their mates for life and lady lovers, The mallard gent is like no others. Such loyalties are seldom seen, In modern times and different dreams. Fine and lean with striking features, Best examples of river teachers. But at any moment no matter how abrubt, A river duel may easily erupt. Battle can ensue and rage, As both apponents approach and engage. For they mate for life as duck and wife, A rarity in any age or life.
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Sep 2, 2018
Sep 2, 2018 at 1:38 PM UTC
The Pigeon Gent
The Pigeon Gent, He woos and coos around the river bent. Pursues his muse with artful dance and skillful prance, With inflated neck and ruffled plumage, until his energy or luck is spent. He then resides by ebbing tides to ponder on his next advance. "Now Now", "Whats This" the gent exclaims, A shadow looming from the skies. With ***** and claps he glides and lands with  full surprise, He spies the intruder, "A fellow Brooder". Pigeon gent cant believe his eyes. Pigeon Gent cannot believe the sauce, The scurge seems intent on taking his prize by force. At once he knows he must respond, And force this illbread vagabond to abscond. At once chest puffed and muscles flexed, With wild eyes he jabs and pecks. To teach this ruffian respect, So on his actions he may later reflect. He stands his ground both large and proud, To make example of this foul winged burglar from the clouds. "You insult me sir" he shouts aloud, To make his intentions clear for all the crowd. For several rounds they fight and scuffle. With intruder retreating, feathers ruffled. Then bested suiter fairly parted, The quarrel ends as fast as started. The vanquished victor displays and grooms, As peace and honour now resumes. Soon the ripples upset the green, An armada of ducks come on the scene. Alerted by the heightend coos, They race to see what act insues. The mighty mallards, Kings of the river, None contest their right of way. Their ways of conduct such generous givers. Majestic river royalty, the law is always what they say. On bank or shallow pebbled river they have always been, They love to feed and breed amongst the river scene. There royal cape made up of browny reds and shimmering greens, reflects and intejects on mirrored water skies and evergreens. To their mates for life and lady lovers, The mallard gent is like no others. Such loyalties are seldom seen, In modern times and different dreams. Fine and lean with striking features, Best examples of river teachers. But at any moment no matter how abrubt, A river duel may easily erupt. Battle can ensue and rage, As both apponents approach and engage. For they mate for life as duck and wife, A rarity in any age or life.
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He struggles and ponders, reads and re-reads, My markers fail before his eyes, his naivety takes over, A fruit? he queries, I burst out in laughter, Can be, I agree, but I await for more, he peruses and my ribs tickled, amused and curious, I stayed, at his innocence that shined. A Mango! he exclaims! No! I equally enthused 'A woman, a fruit, delicious and mystical, for a man who craves'. 'Oh'  the meek sigh, a tiny sound, concurred or dissent, I know not, In a flash came a verbal rebuff, back to his annoying self. He annoys and appeases, A friend I have known for years, Mine forever, I know for sure, no matter what he says.
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Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 5:50 AM UTC
Him, his surmise, Dear Ol' Andy
... The Ladybug Floats and Flutters ***** and Flees Leaps and Loops Sits and Swats At The Coming Luck To You ... Stares at You Eyes are bright Wings are bent Legs are shaking Colors are mingling Blurry and fading with red and black imminent ... You woke to a beep All is white "The bomb was powerful" the doctor exclaims But you're alive, all because of The Luck of the Ladybug ...
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Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 1:37 PM UTC
Luck of the Ladybug
At the dinner table, All is well. The food is gone, The dessert is here. The teddy bear family is ready. There's Mrs. Teddy, Mr. Teddy, The teddy twins, And Ashley Teddy. "Are you ready for dessert?" Asks Mr. Teddy. "Yes!" shouts the twins. "No thanks, I'm stuffed!" Ashley exclaims. "Then off to bed." Said Mrs. Teddy. That's what happens when you don't want dessert.
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Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 8:10 PM UTC
Stuffed Teddy Bear
The boy poet blushed and asked the pretty girl out she smiled and said maybe the boy poet grabbed a pen and scribbled this before tock could follow tick it was real quick Maybe is a giant oak tree filled with many acorns and each single acorn drops and exclaims yes, yes, yes
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Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 1:03 PM UTC
Maybe-the boy poet dating
WHAT A WONDERFUL LITTLE BOY The view gazes at him. The landscape gathers itself about him as if he were a piece of pigment in a painting a blob or blurr of blue or green or something in between. "What a wonderful little boy!" a passing cloud, pauses...muses and says once more in case the hill hadn't heard. "What a wonderful little boy indeed!" a tree agrees...winking...its leaves. A river runs through him alive in his senses. The grass runs all over the field tickling his naked toes. Sunlight throws itself at his feet bows before him in all its glory. A breeze throws his hat high up in the sky and returns it to his hand as if by command. The clouds grazing now upon a hill top fascinated by his presence how he has come to be. "He makes us feel so very much alive!" One cloud nods to another. "Oh, there's a poet in him to be sure to be sure!" the river remarks its voice clamouring over stones. Time that sheep dog barks but the clouds only luahg "See how he lends us his voice in order that we may think and speak. Look I'm talking in human words." "Ballea...Ballea...Ballea!" the farm shouts its name. Again and again and again the river exclaims "Owenabui...Owenabui...Owenabui!" sunlight dancing in its voice. A bird stands stock still upon the air neither coming or going just standing on nothing as if it were a punctuation mark typed upon the sky. Time returns now in policeman mood. "Move along now...nothing to see here move along now!" And the landscape loses a voice the sky its ability to see the cloud has no words the bird become a dot only the sunset whispers to an horizon "What a wonderful wonderful little boy!"
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Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 6:49 AM UTC
WHAT A WONDERFUL LITTLE BOY
WHAT A WONDERFUL LITTLE BOY The view gazes at him. The landscape gathers itself about him as if he were a piece of pigment in a painting a blob or blurr of blue or green or something in between. "What a wonderful little boy!" a passing cloud, pauses...muses and says once more in case the hill hadn't heard. "What a wonderful little boy indeed!" a tree agrees...winking...its leaves. A river runs through him alive in his senses. The grass runs all over the field tickling his naked toes. Sunlight throws itself at his feet bows before him in all its glory. A breeze throws his hat high up in the sky and returns it to his hand as if by command. The clouds grazing now upon a hill top fascinated by his presence how he has come to be. "He makes us feel so very much alive!" One cloud nods to another. "Oh, there's a poet in him to be sure to be sure!" the river remarks its voice clamouring over stones. Time that sheep dog barks but the clouds only luahg "See how he lends us his voice in order that we may think and speak. Look I'm talking in human words." "Ballea...Ballea...Ballea!" the farm shouts its name. Again and again and again the river exclaims "Owenabui...Owenabui...Owenabui!" sunlight dancing in its voice. A bird stands stock still upon the air neither coming or going just standing on nothing as if it were a punctuation mark typed upon the sky. Time returns now in policeman mood. "Move along now...nothing to see here move along now!" And the landscape loses a voice the sky its ability to see the cloud has no words the bird become a dot only the sunset whispers to an horizon "What a wonderful wonderful little boy!"
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She kissed your cheek and smiled widely, the corners of her mouth almost touching her impeccably tattooed eyebrows. She was not what you had pictured from the back and forth email conversations on quotes and designs and sizes. She asked you to take a seat as she went to smoke a cigarette outside the shop with a coworker; Anna was her name...with two jack russel terriers - one of them is like a honey badger apparently. It's funny how the mind remembers certain things... the way the smoke on her tongue smelled as she leaned in adding ink to her needle, or the song she kept humming while you bit your tongue and stared at the decorated ceiling. But the pain of the needle depositing the ink into your skin was welcome... It was nothing compared to the internal turmoil you were experiencing the past seven days. It almost felt good... Not adrenaline good, but like good that you were capable of feeling something besides sadness and anger. In the Barcelona airport two days earlier, you made your appointment. One on your hip, one on your foot 100 pound deposit. No problem. You needed something to occupy your mind from the pain it endured over your "holiday." So much for a holiday... Surprise! Your friend is a backstabbing ***** who "secretly" hates you and tried to ditch you repeatedly. The needle grazes your hipbone and you wince. "You okay?" Tota coos in her Italian accent. You nod, but you know you're not really okay... You never were...probably never will be OKAY. Your mind wanders...wishing you were home and not in London, three thousand miles away from the only people who seem to care. "Done!" Tota exclaims. You examine her work, smiling. The first time you have smiled in days. "Get ready...this one is gona hurt!" she says, half excited. You don't care...nothing can hurt more than your heart... Too bad that can't be tattooed...
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Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 5:20 PM UTC
Tattoo
She kissed your cheek and smiled widely, the corners of her mouth almost touching her impeccably tattooed eyebrows. She was not what you had pictured from the back and forth email conversations on quotes and designs and sizes. She asked you to take a seat as she went to smoke a cigarette outside the shop with a coworker; Anna was her name...with two jack russel terriers - one of them is like a honey badger apparently. It's funny how the mind remembers certain things... the way the smoke on her tongue smelled as she leaned in adding ink to her needle, or the song she kept humming while you bit your tongue and stared at the decorated ceiling. But the pain of the needle depositing the ink into your skin was welcome... It was nothing compared to the internal turmoil you were experiencing the past seven days. It almost felt good... Not adrenaline good, but like good that you were capable of feeling something besides sadness and anger. In the Barcelona airport two days earlier, you made your appointment. One on your hip, one on your foot 100 pound deposit. No problem. You needed something to occupy your mind from the pain it endured over your "holiday." So much for a holiday... Surprise! Your friend is a backstabbing ***** who "secretly" hates you and tried to ditch you repeatedly. The needle grazes your hipbone and you wince. "You okay?" Tota coos in her Italian accent. You nod, but you know you're not really okay... You never were...probably never will be OKAY. Your mind wanders...wishing you were home and not in London, three thousand miles away from the only people who seem to care. "Done!" Tota exclaims. You examine her work, smiling. The first time you have smiled in days. "Get ready...this one is gona hurt!" she says, half excited. You don't care...nothing can hurt more than your heart... Too bad that can't be tattooed...
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the isle meets us gruffly, ferry over rough seas, meaner winds, bay size puddling lakes a/k/a local  flooding, roads littered with tree debris, all saying an uncoded message: "see humans, you come to stay only with my forbearance" But I know that familiar voice, disguised as nature, a first derivative of the alpha of that god who comes, torturing me with requests for forgiveness I am nature too, I am human nature, and I too, am not in a forgiving mood, and one-word reply: Barcelona ashamed, the ugly skies ease off and next morn, an August beauty provided but I am neither assuaged, bought off, forgetting, address the hiding-in-disguise master of the universe: "*you trifle with us as if we could not count, keep tabs, and weary be at the newest sabbath carnage never ending give me storms, keep your glories, fell trees, drown us, if it pleases, we are neither perfect nor innocent but take impotent responsibility set us not one against the other, there, here, Charlottesville, keep your false free choice that always comes with a wink and nod, a little nudge, and exclaims of humans doing your work*" I light a candle not to you, but for you and be terrified when I no longer do <•> Aug. 19, 2017 12:14 pm
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Aug 19, 2017
Aug 19, 2017 at 1:14 PM UTC
Barcelona (the first derivative), Finlandia, Disguising God
He hides his politics on the inside of his jacket, wears two scarves and has a light British or Scandinavian accent. I mean- he says poo-berty, for god's sake, but the man is brilliant. I never knew a person who can take what an idiot exclaims in such fervor and falsity, and let it become something of knowledge. The concept of understanding sits in the back of my tongue, deep in my throat, and it rattles until he calls it out. He knows what I'm saying when I don't. And he knows I've got this solution but I can't put it to words that do it justice. So he and that Greg kid- the philosophy major, and the only other man I really know who speaks of feminism more accurately than any woman I've ever come to listen to, extrapolates my shaky speech into substance. And I've likened this learning into something like love -a Platonic but true love, of all those who know so much more than I, and are willing to still take me seriously. It's rare to see with these eyes, true teachers, true seekers truth-seekers truth teachers and they who learn infinitely, inspiring me to be poo-pil.
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Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 10:32 PM UTC
Morris
✿⊰✲⊱✿ "No, My Lady," Ainhana chuckles. Esshi flushes at Paul's smile. "Okay, you need to stay away from my handmaids from now on!" I point at Paul who looks at me innocently. "Why? I've done nothing wrong!" He says dramatically. "You are just jealous." My eye twitches slightly. "I'll let you keep that delusion." ✿⊰✲⊱✿ I stick my tongue out at him and huff, much to their amusement. Paul chuckles. "Love you too!" He walks up some of the steps, turns and claps, gaining everyone's attention. "Come everyone! Before the feast, we must make our wishes before the Angel's Fountain." He says as he leads the way to the inner courtyard. ✿⊰✲⊱✿ "Keeping us company, Brandon?" "Of course," he chuckles. "After all, we need to shield Esshi from Paul's flirtations before she literally dies of embarassment." "M-my Lord!" Esshi exclaims as me and Ainhana giggle. *'Time for Donna's great and final surprise!'* I beam!
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Aug 27, 2018
Aug 27, 2018 at 6:16 PM UTC
❀❁ тнє gαlα IX (IV of IV) ❁❀
"Drop something?" The sign asks. Yes, I dropped the love you gave me somewhere along the tracks. "Leave it!" The sign exclaims. No, I would jump onto the muddy tracks if I knew. Always dropping things just won't do.
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Mar 21, 2013
Mar 21, 2013 at 10:10 AM UTC
Train Tracks
Running the gauntlet down Midchester Road, A veritable suburb of Gleethorpes City, You pass a line of house-castles Of the well to do. But don’t be fooled By what you see, For I know someone Who lives there. And he will tell you, Of bountiful gardens Stripped bare And concreted over So that families can park their fleets Of expensive cars. See those conservatory extensions And widened pavements. A lady poses, Doing her best To emulate the Kardashians. Money attracts No end of thugs And dodgy dealers: Swarming parasitic wasps Around the honey *** Nights of drunken revellers From the local pub: Swaying from trees And kicking cans about. Boy racers tearing down the road, Music systems booming With a mindless Moronic drumming. “Where has reality gone?” asks My despairing friend. They have their money Their riches, Expensive toys But few of them are Happy. What happened to “Goodness” and virtue And dreams of Utopia? Where are the heroes Inventors and creators? Instead we have a world of celebrity, In which true talent – even genius Is ignored and undervalued. “Where are we going?” my friend exclaims. Things get worse and worse, The world all in reverse. For it’s “Unreal City”, Far from pretty. So have a think, Don’t let yourself sink Even further into the mire. Just get real, You know the deal, It’s you I’m trying to inspire. Paul Butters © PB 2\8\2019 (with help from a bloke who lives in such a place. Same town as me).
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Aug 2, 2019
Aug 2, 2019 at 6:01 AM UTC
Unreal City
My birthday is today Seventeen years since another Sunday at 9 AM On top of a mountain called Ozark In a land that reminded me of Harry Potter Called Pettigrew like Peter It's forests elicited sprites and daddy long legs Made of me a changeling then spit me back out I learned what real ice tea was at the age of three It was my birthday Doing Pirouettes on my aunts Patio Again, under Arkansas stars With faery lights leading my way I ascended to the brush behind the house Got lost in the greens and browns of paradise's supply Returned with flesh painted the colour of love In an apartment overlooking crab apple trees Fresh Canadian foliage fostering a well concealed creek On a 90 degree angle over a dark chocolate cake My ninth birthday I drank pickle juice because Vinny said it was limonade I wore dresses that year And coveted baskets filled to brim with blossoms Baked the crab apples into a pie But preferred mama's banana cream I wore bandages on my arms and grass stains on my knees My tears washed away like Crayola markers And my biggest inner questions had to do With what was for breakfast And the lifespan of a temporary tattoos 14 came with a big black bow Done up gaudily in greys with a sad little smile Three years marked with pink splotches and lines A subject to hormones and arsenic tones My birthday A celebration of decay And mama still sang, and baked, and kissed my face And didn't wake when I placed cotton ***** in her ears Because I was a happy girl Today is my birthday And mama exclaims "No more babies! All four of you are so grown!" But the mirror still illustrates an odd little show With a baby face A girls chest And a womans hips An ordinary freak all stitched up Awkward and too much of everything But not enough all the same And inside I know Is a sea of paradoxical Samanthas Some stubborn and loud Some shy and reserved All with changes to make Books to read And places to go And only few that are quite wanting yet To be 17
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Sep 15, 2013
Sep 15, 2013 at 8:54 AM UTC
Birthday's are time to sit and think about all the time you've wasted, and all the time you have yet to waste
My birthday is today Seventeen years since another Sunday at 9 AM On top of a mountain called Ozark In a land that reminded me of Harry Potter Called Pettigrew like Peter It's forests elicited sprites and daddy long legs Made of me a changeling then spit me back out I learned what real ice tea was at the age of three It was my birthday Doing Pirouettes on my aunts Patio Again, under Arkansas stars With faery lights leading my way I ascended to the brush behind the house Got lost in the greens and browns of paradise's supply Returned with flesh painted the colour of love In an apartment overlooking crab apple trees Fresh Canadian foliage fostering a well concealed creek On a 90 degree angle over a dark chocolate cake My ninth birthday I drank pickle juice because Vinny said it was limonade I wore dresses that year And coveted baskets filled to brim with blossoms Baked the crab apples into a pie But preferred mama's banana cream I wore bandages on my arms and grass stains on my knees My tears washed away like Crayola markers And my biggest inner questions had to do With what was for breakfast And the lifespan of a temporary tattoos 14 came with a big black bow Done up gaudily in greys with a sad little smile Three years marked with pink splotches and lines A subject to hormones and arsenic tones My birthday A celebration of decay And mama still sang, and baked, and kissed my face And didn't wake when I placed cotton ***** in her ears Because I was a happy girl Today is my birthday And mama exclaims "No more babies! All four of you are so grown!" But the mirror still illustrates an odd little show With a baby face A girls chest And a womans hips An ordinary freak all stitched up Awkward and too much of everything But not enough all the same And inside I know Is a sea of paradoxical Samanthas Some stubborn and loud Some shy and reserved All with changes to make Books to read And places to go And only few that are quite wanting yet To be 17
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*"More squirrels" She exclaims And I wonder what In the world Could it be This particular time!?* It usually starts like this... Every once in a while I find her Lost In her own thoughts Gazing At nothing in particular But everything At once. At times Like these She is a genius Gone crazy. I catch a glimpse Of those star-bound eyes And try To guess The stride Of her imagination Without Much luck. Could she be thinking about… A universe made entirely out of glass? Why humans don’t have a tail Anymore? Reasons behind love at first sight? Or what to name the 3rd butterfly She saw today? In her picture perfect Stillness I can viscerally sense A divine flow Of thoughts And it evokes in me The wonder That one experiences While watching A calm river flow Knowing Turbulent currents Are ever present Just hidden Deep inside. If I Shake her vigorously I know for sure At least 23 ideas And 47 musings Will fall around And we will laugh hilariously. But I dare not For the fear Of my life. She is an artist Painting With her imagination And you Don't disturb artists Do you? Once she’s back To the material realm She comments Randomly About how we need More squirrels In the world. I almost always Immediately concur. Then slowly ask “why?”. She gives me One of those looks. Like the ones You give your dog When it’s looking At you eating food And you’re deciding If you should Give it a small bit Or not. If I am persistent enough She gathers All her thoughts And illustrates With one of the most Amazing stories The important role Of squirrels To save our Doomed world. After listening To her Seemingly logical And Completely weird Stories I nod obediently Then carefully Check If her coffee Has something mixed in it. The gesture Makes her Burst out in laughter Every single time. And we repeat this Day after day Night after night. I'm so used to it That now Even if I hear "Cement flowers" "popcorn candies" Or "balloon bullets" I am mentally prepared To understand The story Behind all of it. That’s how it is. She keeps daydreaming About stuff And I keep dreaming about her.
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Oct 19, 2016
Oct 19, 2016 at 2:00 AM UTC
Once
*"More squirrels" She exclaims And I wonder what In the world Could it be This particular time!?* It usually starts like this... Every once in a while I find her Lost In her own thoughts Gazing At nothing in particular But everything At once. At times Like these She is a genius Gone crazy. I catch a glimpse Of those star-bound eyes And try To guess The stride Of her imagination Without Much luck. Could she be thinking about… A universe made entirely out of glass? Why humans don’t have a tail Anymore? Reasons behind love at first sight? Or what to name the 3rd butterfly She saw today? In her picture perfect Stillness I can viscerally sense A divine flow Of thoughts And it evokes in me The wonder That one experiences While watching A calm river flow Knowing Turbulent currents Are ever present Just hidden Deep inside. If I Shake her vigorously I know for sure At least 23 ideas And 47 musings Will fall around And we will laugh hilariously. But I dare not For the fear Of my life. She is an artist Painting With her imagination And you Don't disturb artists Do you? Once she’s back To the material realm She comments Randomly About how we need More squirrels In the world. I almost always Immediately concur. Then slowly ask “why?”. She gives me One of those looks. Like the ones You give your dog When it’s looking At you eating food And you’re deciding If you should Give it a small bit Or not. If I am persistent enough She gathers All her thoughts And illustrates With one of the most Amazing stories The important role Of squirrels To save our Doomed world. After listening To her Seemingly logical And Completely weird Stories I nod obediently Then carefully Check If her coffee Has something mixed in it. The gesture Makes her Burst out in laughter Every single time. And we repeat this Day after day Night after night. I'm so used to it That now Even if I hear "Cement flowers" "popcorn candies" Or "balloon bullets" I am mentally prepared To understand The story Behind all of it. That’s how it is. She keeps daydreaming About stuff And I keep dreaming about her.
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Racing thoughts are not an internal contradiction. It's not crying while laughing. It most certainly is not an inept, young adult that describes their mood-swings as being "bipolar." Don't fret, because I will explain, in depth. At this given moment I can list pages upon pages of what it isn't. And that's the point, maybe, considering that these racing thoughts have created enough points to produce a stippling picture of an overall paranoia. Four days into this headache, an unattainable inquiry is not reason. It's not reason. Not reason. Not reason. At this point in my life there is nothing to achieve by convincing strangers of my sanity. No matter how many times I may try and blink a person away, it just leaves me with tired eyes, and in the end, less credibility. I'm gasping for air with a plastic bag wrapped around my head, praying that my body can find peace and not twitch. But I'm fooling myself, like a friend, your friend. One that exclaims love and intimacy, but is given a kiss on the forehead, blocking my third eye. Then after a tumultuous day of unknowing and racing thought, I'm left in a neurotic state, waiting for a cool down period before I'm left toxic and unwanted.
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Sep 13, 2015
Sep 13, 2015 at 2:13 AM UTC
Racing With No End in Sight
And see, this cold ice that lives in the test tube is so in love with the Bunsen burner and coming near it exclaims in intense love: *“O flame – eternal flame mine – O my roaring blue flame, my hot love Oh see how I melt whenever near you!”* “Oh, cool it,” says the flame *“It’s just a phase you’re passing through”*
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Jan 14, 2013
Jan 14, 2013 at 3:40 AM UTC
love in the Chemistry lab
Sploosh! An interweaving stream of fluid burgundy falls fast Slipping from the tip of this crystal clear glass Flowing down through gravity 'till it makes contact with the exquisite white spongy strings strung together for the sole purpose of sale. "Shoot!" She exclaims As she seeks to supplement a spill with her own soul not noticing that neither wine nor bleach stop the spinning cycle from spiraling down southbound
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Feb 4, 2010
Feb 4, 2010 at 9:57 PM UTC
Red, Red Wine
I saunter parallel to these pews, dragging my fraying fingers along the tops. Reaching for a wooden comfort, but instead I’m pricked. I shake the splinter and splutter the blood off. Wearing my head high, I finish my descent up the holy steps. My mother stands, stuck looking past me and out the stained window, letting it strike her into a silhouette. The priest exclaims New Beginnings! My mother matches his declaration two seconds too late. My dad nods his head, the final vote of the jury locked in. With guilt and god on my side, I take the holy plunge. My head falls in, harshly. I’m aching for a numinous experience, only to suffocate from the darkness that comes with this reality I will breathe into. My head may be under the aquatic illusion of renewal but my feet stay planted on the fractured ground. I am forced to look past the daze of illusion. Because in the light I can clearly see the greys left in our destruction. I look back and my finger has bled all over the back of this dress. New Beginnings! I exclaim, with a red stain grained into my backside, but an empty canvas in the front. With my hair slicked back I hear a mumble. You look just like your mother, And maybe I do hold her eyes but I can see what she can not. The graying dreams that my parents are dis alluded to. Their skeletons in the attic or the boxes of dresses in the basement, even though today I wear one. I will look at the destruction created behind us and not walk with them. Because in this holy light her eyes bask and only look chocolate at its best. And in this dim shadow mine shine like amber honey.
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Mar 15, 2021
Mar 15, 2021 at 11:13 PM UTC
New Beginnings!
I saunter parallel to these pews, dragging my fraying fingers along the tops. Reaching for a wooden comfort, but instead I’m pricked. I shake the splinter and splutter the blood off. Wearing my head high, I finish my descent up the holy steps. My mother stands, stuck looking past me and out the stained window, letting it strike her into a silhouette. The priest exclaims New Beginnings! My mother matches his declaration two seconds too late. My dad nods his head, the final vote of the jury locked in. With guilt and god on my side, I take the holy plunge. My head falls in, harshly. I’m aching for a numinous experience, only to suffocate from the darkness that comes with this reality I will breathe into. My head may be under the aquatic illusion of renewal but my feet stay planted on the fractured ground. I am forced to look past the daze of illusion. Because in the light I can clearly see the greys left in our destruction. I look back and my finger has bled all over the back of this dress. New Beginnings! I exclaim, with a red stain grained into my backside, but an empty canvas in the front. With my hair slicked back I hear a mumble. You look just like your mother, And maybe I do hold her eyes but I can see what she can not. The graying dreams that my parents are dis alluded to. Their skeletons in the attic or the boxes of dresses in the basement, even though today I wear one. I will look at the destruction created behind us and not walk with them. Because in this holy light her eyes bask and only look chocolate at its best. And in this dim shadow mine shine like amber honey.
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"What aa piece of work is man!; " How noble in reason!...." exclaims Hamlet, * *As there was a mistake in the second line, it is repeated here, after adding the preposition "in". I request the readers to excuse me. M.G.Narasimha Murthy. Hyderabad, India. mgnmurthy4@gmail. com
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Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 10:53 AM UTC
MAN,A PARADOX,
The 90's called and they want you to love me so do it already it's not that I can't make you it's that the 90's really wants you and I to wear flannel with ripped jeans and backwards hats to listen to sugar ray and make out at a skate park our pooka shell necklaces will tangle as sugar ray exclaims "all around the world, statues crumble for me" you could be the Cat half to my dog half we could soul skate and catch beef with all the dweebs
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Mar 19, 2014
Mar 19, 2014 at 3:00 PM UTC
Blank Called, They Want Their Blank Back
I rolled my own tobacco tightly, lips pursed through a gormless grin, As he, the idle Gean Canach, warming up, kisses a lonesome gin, This dream as told to be his tonic - the bitter slice - so I begin... Musing over beauty, his admirable hair, warholic an' fitted to wear, Of Tartan-clad men whose ghosts have chequered stares, An' Art, Free Speech, Faith, dipped in batter - much to his despair, Of people, prickened purple as they blow a silent whistle, To how the sun beams through heather-fields of shared pistols, An' those scattered morsels of society, left to nothing but the gristle, To how more questions than answers affect his whispered speech, Yet he stirs mulling over youth and language receded to their peak, '...Come, I'll walk you back to your hiding place – safely out of reach...!' Back home to talk of MacDiarmid and McFarlan, to agree and feel solemn, As he explains that a poisoned bee carries but only poisoning pollen, An' how a love of our country, for its freedom, is all we have in common, He tells of the tears from the Nationalist, nation-less, who lives in arrears, Of the ink further dried on the receipt of forced union; of some 400 years, An' that of my friend the leprechaun; ****** on the burnt grass that he shears, An' now he exclaims - '… Swallow the pound..! Gulp on its hardened flesh..., ...We are as separate - the reluctant strawberry atop this eton mess..., The majesty of our homes, as one, forever in a state of undress, ...We shall squander fortunes on entire pleasures dear to empty minds, The resources of our country fixed to the crown with no benefit in kind, Computerised Tesco's an' ****** at the BBC is all that we will find...' It is time to take our leave; he has risen sharply an' yet crumbles into a seat, The fires of the red sun burn for independence with stomping feet, My dream recited, I wander still, and turn to the fools an' scoundrels on the street.
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Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 11:11 AM UTC
A Dream Recited
I rolled my own tobacco tightly, lips pursed through a gormless grin, As he, the idle Gean Canach, warming up, kisses a lonesome gin, This dream as told to be his tonic - the bitter slice - so I begin... Musing over beauty, his admirable hair, warholic an' fitted to wear, Of Tartan-clad men whose ghosts have chequered stares, An' Art, Free Speech, Faith, dipped in batter - much to his despair, Of people, prickened purple as they blow a silent whistle, To how the sun beams through heather-fields of shared pistols, An' those scattered morsels of society, left to nothing but the gristle, To how more questions than answers affect his whispered speech, Yet he stirs mulling over youth and language receded to their peak, '...Come, I'll walk you back to your hiding place – safely out of reach...!' Back home to talk of MacDiarmid and McFarlan, to agree and feel solemn, As he explains that a poisoned bee carries but only poisoning pollen, An' how a love of our country, for its freedom, is all we have in common, He tells of the tears from the Nationalist, nation-less, who lives in arrears, Of the ink further dried on the receipt of forced union; of some 400 years, An' that of my friend the leprechaun; ****** on the burnt grass that he shears, An' now he exclaims - '… Swallow the pound..! Gulp on its hardened flesh..., ...We are as separate - the reluctant strawberry atop this eton mess..., The majesty of our homes, as one, forever in a state of undress, ...We shall squander fortunes on entire pleasures dear to empty minds, The resources of our country fixed to the crown with no benefit in kind, Computerised Tesco's an' ****** at the BBC is all that we will find...' It is time to take our leave; he has risen sharply an' yet crumbles into a seat, The fires of the red sun burn for independence with stomping feet, My dream recited, I wander still, and turn to the fools an' scoundrels on the street.
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