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Bare-handed, I hand the combs. The man in white smiles, bare-handed, Our cheesecloth gauntlets neat and sweet, The throats of our wrists brave lilies. He and I Have a thousand clean cells between us, Eight combs of yellow cups, And the hive itself a teacup, White with pink flowers on it, With excessive love I enameled it Thinking 'Sweetness, sweetness.' Brood cells gray as the fossils of shells Terrify me, they seem so old. What am I buying, wormy mahogany? Is there any queen at all in it? If there is, she is old, Her wings torn shawls, her long body Rubbed of its plush ---- Poor and bare and unqueenly and even shameful. I stand in a column Of winged, unmiraculous women, Honey-drudgers. I am no drudge Though for years I have eaten dust And dried plates with my dense hair. And seen my strangeness evaporate, Blue dew from dangerous skin. Will they hate me, These women who only scurry, Whose news is the open cherry, the open clover? It is almost over. I am in control. Here is my honey-machine, It will work without thinking, Opening, in spring, like an industrious ****** To scour the creaming crests As the moon, for its ivory powders, scours the sea. A third person is watching. He has nothing to do with the bee-seller or with me. Now he is gone In eight great bounds, a great scapegoat. Here is his slipper, here is another, And here the square of white linen He wore instead of a hat. He was sweet, The sweat of his efforts a rain Tugging the world to fruit. The bees found him out, Molding onto his lips like lies, Complicating his features. They thought death was worth it, but I Have a self to recover, a queen. Is she dead, is she sleeping? Where has she been, With her lion-red body, her wings of glass? Now she is flying More terrible than she ever was, red Scar in the sky, red comet Over the engine that killed her ---- The mausoleum, the wax house.
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Stings
Bare-handed, I hand the combs. The man in white smiles, bare-handed, Our cheesecloth gauntlets neat and sweet, The throats of our wrists brave lilies. He and I Have a thousand clean cells between us, Eight combs of yellow cups, And the hive itself a teacup, White with pink flowers on it, With excessive love I enameled it Thinking 'Sweetness, sweetness.' Brood cells gray as the fossils of shells Terrify me, they seem so old. What am I buying, wormy mahogany? Is there any queen at all in it? If there is, she is old, Her wings torn shawls, her long body Rubbed of its plush ---- Poor and bare and unqueenly and even shameful. I stand in a column Of winged, unmiraculous women, Honey-drudgers. I am no drudge Though for years I have eaten dust And dried plates with my dense hair. And seen my strangeness evaporate, Blue dew from dangerous skin. Will they hate me, These women who only scurry, Whose news is the open cherry, the open clover? It is almost over. I am in control. Here is my honey-machine, It will work without thinking, Opening, in spring, like an industrious ****** To scour the creaming crests As the moon, for its ivory powders, scours the sea. A third person is watching. He has nothing to do with the bee-seller or with me. Now he is gone In eight great bounds, a great scapegoat. Here is his slipper, here is another, And here the square of white linen He wore instead of a hat. He was sweet, The sweat of his efforts a rain Tugging the world to fruit. The bees found him out, Molding onto his lips like lies, Complicating his features. They thought death was worth it, but I Have a self to recover, a queen. Is she dead, is she sleeping? Where has she been, With her lion-red body, her wings of glass? Now she is flying More terrible than she ever was, red Scar in the sky, red comet Over the engine that killed her ---- The mausoleum, the wax house.
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“Being a farmer is like being a priest; you take a vow of poverty and make a pact with the Lord that no typhoon will come and destroy your crops.” In the rise of sedentary human civilization, The nation’s agriculture Became the key expansion. Its history dates back thousands of years, With its development, Has been driven and defined – By different climates, cultures, and technologies. The Filipino farmers: Are they now a dying breed? Numbers of small farms has dwindled, With workers opting for city life. But this trend could exacerbate food insecurity! Yes, in an import-dependent country – Already struggling to meet current food demand. In the face of growing losses, And from volatile weather, To new-fangled farming tech, Limited education makes them less receptive. What took such toll on the agricultural sector? Maybe the farmer themselves, The investors, the buyers – maybe. Now, it’s due to the government policies, Our programs are good, yet so weak. There’s excessive reliance on agricultural imports, And corruption on the upper level. Compounding the problem Is a younger generation – Largely, leaving rural areas nationwide, And depleting the pool of potential agricultural workers. They say it’s too late to do something; But the mind-set of the younger generation Still we can change And make farming appealing once again. (9/8/13 @xirlleelang)
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May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 10:02 PM UTC
A Dying Filipino Breed
They say patience is a virtue but patience is more than a virtue it's a state of mind it's a way of life it kills the soul and causes the heart stress and excessive beats most times patience takes a lot of practice and lasts for what seems like F O R E V E R but the longer it lasts the harder it becomes to be patient you want answers to your questions you want the grade for that paper you want the date of happiness to come you want the girl or the guy you want something and the patience to wait for it kills you! But when your patience is running thin and you feel like giving in just remember that I'm here being patient too and even though it's KILLING ME I will continue to live in patience because some things are worth being patient for....
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 7:30 PM UTC
Patience
Even if you cannot shape your life as you want it, at least try this as much as you can; do not debase it in excessive contact with the world, in the excessive movements and talk. Do not debase it by taking it, dragging it often and exposing it to the daily folly of relationships and associations, until it becomes burdensome as an alien life.
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As Much As You Can
Sleeplessness Brought to you by sparkling espresso in a can I have underestimated you yet again, oh humble coffee bean But back to work Eight tabs open, going back and forth It's nothing short of a miracle if any given task is given more than a minute of attention at a time Muscle spasms, trembling, fascinating Overwhelming urge to mindlessly flex the muscles I don't have Fake machissimo brought about by exhauation? Or the exhileration of having to complete 8 projects in a day While simultaneously trying to grasp a breaking down of my mind which hasn't happened since...forever Hmm These are the prime conditions to breed a taxing marathon of productivity Or a chain of costly impulsive decisions to perpetuate procrastination. Signs that someone is going crazy range from ****** to inability to stick to a single topic to excessive use of run on sentences "How meta, acknowledging your insanity deconstructs the very notion of it if you normalize it within yourself and just look as everyone else as crazy! Ha.ha." That made no sense, i don't think. I like using big words to make myself sound smart you can make anyone believe anything if you use big words also it scares those Hippopotomonstroesquipedaliophobixlcs Grumble grumble Good night/morning/whatever
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Feb 21, 2013
Feb 21, 2013 at 11:55 PM UTC
Sleeplessness
What can I read her What can I read her on a Sunday Morning What can I do that will somehow reach her on a Sunday Morning I’ll read her the news of The Indian Wars Full of criss-cavalry, blood & gore Stories to tame & charm & more On a Sunday Morning ~~~ Some wild fires Searchout a dry quiet kiss on leaving ~~~ Like our ancestors The Indians We share a fear of *** excessive lamentation for the dead & an abiding interest in dreams & visions
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Miami
Disappointment hurts more than anything. Actually, no scratch that. "Feeling" like a disappointment hurts more than anything. Honestly, I feel like my whole life is a disappointment...but not because of me, but because of life in general. Life isn't fair and it won't ever be. Miracles happen, but you have to have your eyes open to see them. My eyes have been forced shut. Forcefully shut by society. A society that no longer has faith. None. Me, I have faith. And I've read that the smallest faith will move mountains. The mountain in front of me; disappointment. Waking up daily knowing that the smallest thing can cause any disappointment. From who? My loved ones. My mother. My Stepdad. My brothers. Everyone. Oh, you can't get out bed today because you are so overwhelmed; DISAPPOINTMENT! Oh, you want to move out and spread your wings; DISAPPOINTMENT! Oh, your alive today; DISAPPOINTMENT! Sorry that last bit might've been a little excessive, but sometimes the letters and words just flow like they were meant to be spoken, typed, or written.
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Jul 25, 2019
Jul 25, 2019 at 12:11 AM UTC
Disappointment
Oh, Icarus Primary example of the human folly. The wings and feathers destroyed by the heat of a sun you thought you could bear. Oh, Icarus You are a foolish one. Excessive ambition never makes it to see the light of day. You had too much hope in yourself. Your pride took you away. Oh, Icarus The words of Daedalus fell upon death ears. Failure to heed to a warning was your demise. Oh, Icarus Wings so mighty and beautiful. What I would do to fly so high. To soar above the clouds and meet the beautiful rays. Oh, Icarus Fly back to the sun. Melt your wax and ruin your feathers, once more. Oh, Icarus We need someone brave enough to fly close to the sun. Plummet into the ocean again after , if you must. Every human here is lily-livered.
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Mar 15, 2016
Mar 15, 2016 at 12:40 AM UTC
Letters to Icarus
I A playing raging guitar Of a kid with taboo thoughts The first cigar Who fired shots of dots... Don’t care and The revolt of caring Be scared and Be the scare! The acquaint of survival The wrath of revival Is everywhere Anywhere, not visible too The wrath is the root of trouble But the root of solution is not wrath II A desire so Excessive, Rapacious and Overweening Of wealth A pursuit so Excessive, Rapacious and Overweening Of status A need so Excessive, Rapacious and Overweening Of power A greed so greedy III Slaves of virtual reality To whom dictatorship is not real To whom liberality, brutality and unreality Is not real But the ticking clock is not sloth Tick-tock, Tick-tock Men who walk toward sloth Tick-tock, Tick-tock 'till old growth Tick-tock Loath Tock IV Sit idly-by low self-esteem Caused by lack of ****** Translated to scheme And unfortunate dream For achieving an alleged excellency Or a lengthy and empty possession What frenzy And all for envy V Advertising On bus stops On train stops On metro stops On everything that stops To make you stop And start Over-consumption Over-indulgence Over everything Obesity! Wealthy Withholding from the needy From what they really need Advertising gluttony VI A feature of abstinence Leads to a lack of extravagance But there are no angels Only fallen angels Or angels about to fall A feature of desire Leads to an higher feature Noisy or hushed It can't be crushed It's just fuel swallowed A tool for lust VII Pride is divergent A dreadfully enemy Or an inside allied Pride is divergent
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Mar 25, 2012
Mar 25, 2012 at 2:40 PM UTC
The Sevens
I A playing raging guitar Of a kid with taboo thoughts The first cigar Who fired shots of dots... Don’t care and The revolt of caring Be scared and Be the scare! The acquaint of survival The wrath of revival Is everywhere Anywhere, not visible too The wrath is the root of trouble But the root of solution is not wrath II A desire so Excessive, Rapacious and Overweening Of wealth A pursuit so Excessive, Rapacious and Overweening Of status A need so Excessive, Rapacious and Overweening Of power A greed so greedy III Slaves of virtual reality To whom dictatorship is not real To whom liberality, brutality and unreality Is not real But the ticking clock is not sloth Tick-tock, Tick-tock Men who walk toward sloth Tick-tock, Tick-tock 'till old growth Tick-tock Loath Tock IV Sit idly-by low self-esteem Caused by lack of ****** Translated to scheme And unfortunate dream For achieving an alleged excellency Or a lengthy and empty possession What frenzy And all for envy V Advertising On bus stops On train stops On metro stops On everything that stops To make you stop And start Over-consumption Over-indulgence Over everything Obesity! Wealthy Withholding from the needy From what they really need Advertising gluttony VI A feature of abstinence Leads to a lack of extravagance But there are no angels Only fallen angels Or angels about to fall A feature of desire Leads to an higher feature Noisy or hushed It can't be crushed It's just fuel swallowed A tool for lust VII Pride is divergent A dreadfully enemy Or an inside allied Pride is divergent
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Christmas can be a time when families get together: Young children scream, wine glasses gleam, both ready for M&S dinner. TV's in the corner rerunning Home Alone, Heart radio's in the kitchen, Chris Rea's driving home, again. Toddlers find the wrapping more engaging than the Duplo Teen couples find the company less of interest than their own. The dog's confused and excited with so many different sources of scratches and pats, he can't relax, his whining is remorseless. Christmas can be a time when families are missed, the parcel made last post winging off to little sis. Zoom will come in handy to laugh across the miles, the screen will mask the tears and focus on the smiles. Gran will talk of Christmas past when everyone was home 'Cept in Gulf War 1 when Uncle John went away, .... Christmas can be a time when budgets get stretched tight, cash pressures get to breaking point and prompt senseless fights. Some focus on opportunity to spend some gilt-free money, the only prayers are for extra hours and a faster tesco trolley. For others it's simply ' Yuletide' an excessive celebration, a winter feast, all you can eat, give in to all temptation. Most focus on the family, even more on the gifts; there's little time for Jesus assigned amongst the myths. Some do remember Jesus from half forgotten carols, they know there's something more than donkeys and angel heralds. For there He is in the middle, noticed once in a while; it's His birthday, but all He's getting is a half-hearted song and a smile. He's no longer a babe in a manger, He's now a resurrected King, waiting for those who would worship to stand and welcome Him in. Whatever your experience of Christmas you can come just as you are, His love is unconditional He'll accept you warts and all. So come on! It’s a season to celebrate! To dance, to sing and to shout! Your Saviour invites you to join Him, so when you sing this Christmas, make it count.
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Nov 27, 2016
Nov 27, 2016 at 5:43 PM UTC
Come as you are
Christmas can be a time when families get together: Young children scream, wine glasses gleam, both ready for M&S dinner. TV's in the corner rerunning Home Alone, Heart radio's in the kitchen, Chris Rea's driving home, again. Toddlers find the wrapping more engaging than the Duplo Teen couples find the company less of interest than their own. The dog's confused and excited with so many different sources of scratches and pats, he can't relax, his whining is remorseless. Christmas can be a time when families are missed, the parcel made last post winging off to little sis. Zoom will come in handy to laugh across the miles, the screen will mask the tears and focus on the smiles. Gran will talk of Christmas past when everyone was home 'Cept in Gulf War 1 when Uncle John went away, .... Christmas can be a time when budgets get stretched tight, cash pressures get to breaking point and prompt senseless fights. Some focus on opportunity to spend some gilt-free money, the only prayers are for extra hours and a faster tesco trolley. For others it's simply ' Yuletide' an excessive celebration, a winter feast, all you can eat, give in to all temptation. Most focus on the family, even more on the gifts; there's little time for Jesus assigned amongst the myths. Some do remember Jesus from half forgotten carols, they know there's something more than donkeys and angel heralds. For there He is in the middle, noticed once in a while; it's His birthday, but all He's getting is a half-hearted song and a smile. He's no longer a babe in a manger, He's now a resurrected King, waiting for those who would worship to stand and welcome Him in. Whatever your experience of Christmas you can come just as you are, His love is unconditional He'll accept you warts and all. So come on! It’s a season to celebrate! To dance, to sing and to shout! Your Saviour invites you to join Him, so when you sing this Christmas, make it count.
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I've got two big pimples, Each located on either side of my forehead. And distantly, I look like the fictional Frankenstein's Monster!! I guess these are from excessive tension...
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Jan 12, 2016
Jan 12, 2016 at 8:48 PM UTC
Frankenstein's Monster
late nights and homesick hearts never make for a quiet soul excessive coffees and quilted secrets make the heart beat fast, palpitating, jumping, murmuring hyperbolic hopes late nights and homesick hearts can only be softened when one's soul is at peace, hopeful, restful, joyful.
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Oct 2, 2013
Oct 2, 2013 at 7:09 AM UTC
homesick, heartsick and hopeful.
reloading old identity cleping outdated usernames abandoning acrostic ambitions disputing spratly islands receiving horizontal signals tumbling otiose panda impending carefree senility otiose stage of life shrinking ambient world making minimal effort duchamping social networks ambushing personified ennui restoring usual efforts ignoring stupid people adding textual value owning this joint rejecting ignorant extroverts acting mutually unintelligble hoisting stan-lee cup replacing wanton ubiety eluding twitter fame splashing excessive relativism offending another simpleton preparing arcane cthulhusphere crashing unpredictable festival selecting subtextual moombahton intensifying model topography drafting minimal cornucopia using nomadic project implementing harsher personality importing robotic inhumanity referencing landmark event ingesting excessive liquids accepting relative invisibility purchasing immortal confidence using rhapsodical database assuming nothing works developing impactful eruptions ejecting ambient frustration synthesizing tactile festival raining during parade mocking rich people mastering minimalist writing avoiding preprandial stinkaroo spreading non-ideological propaganda
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Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 11:24 AM UTC
201506-w4
The whole world has PTSD, brought about by watching far too much TV. Normal people becoming neurotic or psychotic by all the "Breaking  News". Talking heads spewing fearful endless chapters of dread, all with their own ax to grind into our heads, day after day after day until we want to scream. Real news or fake, impossible to know the difference. A political landscape strewn with landmines of division and hate. Melting Ice, and adverse weather, hurricanes and tornadoes devastate and forest fires burn, as racists and terrorists abound at every turn, and crazy's with military weapons killing us for sport, just to make the nightly news, as our nation's infrastructures crumble into ruins, all "Breaking News day and night", while we and the world choke and quiver from an excessive Carb diet of information overload, trying to sleep bathed in bad dreams, laced with too many strong doses of PTSD.
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Aug 31, 2019
Aug 31, 2019 at 12:14 PM UTC
The World has PTSD
slave is someone who does not have authority over their own lives slave is someone subservient controlled dominated by somebody something slave works very hard for little or no pay slave is property of somebody something slave is someone forced to obey sycophant is someone servile who overly flatters more powerful individual for personal gain sycophant is bootlicker brown-noser fawner flunkey doormat lackey lap-dog yes-men parasite toad-eater (pause reposition) somebody possessed of excessive vanity may cultivate sycophant swarms side by side they stand clothed in black not quite similar the one slightly taller possibly because the other suffers poor posture perhaps they are related because in odd way they appear alike or of same ilk yet upon closer scrutiny it becomes apparent they have very little or nothing in common the taller one with troubled sad eyes the other smiling obsequiously the taller one more muscular ***** from working menial labor the other with curved spine slumped shoulders because of undue bowing and crouching while blowing smoke up other people’s ***** sadist is someone who attains ****** gratification by inflicting physical pain shame to other people sadist is someone who delights in excessive cruelty degradation to others ********* is someone who achieves ****** pleasure from being hurt humiliated abused dominated punished often self-inflicted ********* is someone who enjoys being harmed misused mistreated ignored by others sadomasochist is someone who gets ****** gratification by alternately or simultaneously enduring hurt causing pain to somebody else sadomasochist is combination of sadistic masochistic tendencies in someone who obtains ****** pleasure from inflicting submitting to pain cruelty sycophant slave snakes up leg of movie actress dictator who gains pain through pleasure 2000 miles from equator IED cell phone detonator sycophant dilettante ***** up to sadistic art critic or publishing editor on escalator while below on main floor of shopping mall ice rink figure skater pirouettes bows to nominator surreptitiously bribed by infiltrator mutilator
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Feb 27, 2011
Feb 27, 2011 at 4:38 AM UTC
sycophant slave snakes up leg of movie actress dictator
slave is someone who does not have authority over their own lives slave is someone subservient controlled dominated by somebody something slave works very hard for little or no pay slave is property of somebody something slave is someone forced to obey sycophant is someone servile who overly flatters more powerful individual for personal gain sycophant is bootlicker brown-noser fawner flunkey doormat lackey lap-dog yes-men parasite toad-eater (pause reposition) somebody possessed of excessive vanity may cultivate sycophant swarms side by side they stand clothed in black not quite similar the one slightly taller possibly because the other suffers poor posture perhaps they are related because in odd way they appear alike or of same ilk yet upon closer scrutiny it becomes apparent they have very little or nothing in common the taller one with troubled sad eyes the other smiling obsequiously the taller one more muscular ***** from working menial labor the other with curved spine slumped shoulders because of undue bowing and crouching while blowing smoke up other people’s ***** sadist is someone who attains ****** gratification by inflicting physical pain shame to other people sadist is someone who delights in excessive cruelty degradation to others ********* is someone who achieves ****** pleasure from being hurt humiliated abused dominated punished often self-inflicted ********* is someone who enjoys being harmed misused mistreated ignored by others sadomasochist is someone who gets ****** gratification by alternately or simultaneously enduring hurt causing pain to somebody else sadomasochist is combination of sadistic masochistic tendencies in someone who obtains ****** pleasure from inflicting submitting to pain cruelty sycophant slave snakes up leg of movie actress dictator who gains pain through pleasure 2000 miles from equator IED cell phone detonator sycophant dilettante ***** up to sadistic art critic or publishing editor on escalator while below on main floor of shopping mall ice rink figure skater pirouettes bows to nominator surreptitiously bribed by infiltrator mutilator
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He loves me, he loves me not A constant phase and a common thought Spins like a halo occasionally And it summons me unforgivingly He loves me, he loves me not Don’t lose hope, don’t get caught Losing florets over the flower shop So obsessed, I couldn’t stop For I keep plummeting petals Hands are excessive pedals He loves me, he loves me not My feeling’s loaded, my wisdom’s locked Aid my soul inside the casket, over the garden, My harvested heart bleeds red, Red as garnet He loves me, he loves me not Still waiting for a twist to the plot Maybe tomorrow or maybe not I can’t remain forever-aiming and then rot He loves me, he loves me not It’s getting cold and it gets hot I can volunteer to squeeze myself until death Because I’m running out of guesses He loves me, he loves me not A rising action and a falling one What’s done with the rises, when I am the fallen one? I faded once but I’m alright What a fool, to have another try Here’s to the planets that can be worthwhile
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Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 11:27 PM UTC
"Picking Petals" (He loves me, he loves me not)
They say The music is bad for me; They don't see that The music helps me breathe. They say Excessive texting is unhealthy; They don't see What they've taken away from me. They say It leaves my mind empty; They don't see These lines of poetry.
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Jun 9, 2016
Jun 9, 2016 at 9:39 AM UTC
The music
*Pride, personified, Satan. Lucifer's pride his desire to compete with God his fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan. Pride personified, but what of us, the humans,not Angels What pride are we guilty of? The original and most deadly of the seven. The original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, the source of the others Pride is sometimes viewed as excessive or as a vice. Pride, Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbour", but Pride involves exhilarated pleasure and a feeling of accomplishment. What accomplishment? That one is better than others? Our social and economic standing? Our supercilious ego's? A better house? The pride that comes with snobbery? Our arrogance at believing in only ourselves? Yet, through negativity,positivity can come of pride, results from satisfaction with meeting personal goals; Family, friends, education. Amplified and multiplied, pride takes a satisfied place in all our hearts. A complex secondary emotion. The first and strongest emotion being love Love cannot be prideful Yet, pride comes before a fall. And we as humans fall in love*
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May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 2:05 PM UTC
Pride (Latin,Superbia, Greek, Hubris)
1 poet, 0 thought; Wordy, Often Reaching Deep, Pens Obdurately Excessive Missives.
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Mar 23, 2012
Mar 23, 2012 at 3:29 AM UTC
Don't Think Too Hard About It* (10w)
Luxuria (Lust) Asmodeus demon of lust carnal manipulator ****** captor Castitas (Chastity) Embracing virtue honorable wholesomeness not through one’s weakness Gula (Gluttony) The egocentricity with which the Lord of the flies upon us relies Temperantia (Temperance) practicing restraint prudence to judge with regard remaining on guard Avaritia (Greed) The Mammon demon controlling the warmonger with vows of power. Caritas (Charity) Crave unselfishness give unreserved empathy love and sympathy Acedia (Sloth) Deny grace and God so evil shall become fact   when we fail to act Industria (Diligence) Fortitude is a must persistence in conviction zealous for passion Ira (Wrath) In its purest form presents violence and hate Satan’s fate Patientia (Patience) mercy to haters receiving the grace to forgive rewards are massive Superbia (Pride) Lucifer’s downfall for excessive vanity destroys humility Humanitas (Kindness) Sympathy without bias belief without bitterness inspire kindness Invidia (Envy) resentful passion an insatiable desire potent cause of dire Humilitas (Humility) think of yourself less and not think less of yourself don’t exalt oneself
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Apr 6, 2013
Apr 6, 2013 at 3:36 AM UTC
Dichotomy - BAD and GOOD
the feeling of unwanted fingertips tends to wash over my skin in the same manner that the cold washed over yours but heat transfers, or lack-there-of. it was in this way that i became sick, or maybe the smoke i've filled my lungs with had finally done me in. i drank cough syrup either way. i guess i was unaware at the time, but the smell of cherries was what did me in. cherries, and i felt your hands once again cherries, and my breathing nearly stopped all at once cherries, and my hands began to tremble so violently that i dropped the bottle. cherries, as i leaned over the toilet throwing up sticky sweet memories cherries, as i drew further and further into myself and, subsequently, closer into your arms cherries, as my eyes dried from the excessive tears and i could no longer manage any noise. cherries, as your cold transferred into me and your hands clenched around my wrists cherries, as the entire weight of your body was laid on top of mine cherries, and i couldn't move, i couldn't scream, i couldn't see cherries, as your voice echoed in my mind, preventing me any relief from this nightmare, cherries. no, not even the simplest of coughs could find relief under such strain. because my cough syrup smelled like your red slushee vape juice, i froze. and i couldn't pick myself up again i couldn't front the storm, i couldn't slip you into my pocket i couldn't put you on the back burner. i couldn't erase you from my mind no matter how many times i tried i couldn't wipe you off of my skin no matter how hard i scrubbed i couldn't close my eyes without hearing your voice telling me to stay still i cant stop smelling your ******* red slushee vape juice because the scent accompanies every panic attack and every breakdown. and i sure as hell couldn't stop the blood from flowing once it had started. the stress that made it hard to breathe had gotten to you, inside of me and there was so much blood. the doctor said it was normal for it to be about the same consistency as cherry cough syrup. i can't drink it anymore.
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Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 6:16 PM UTC
red slushee vape juice
the feeling of unwanted fingertips tends to wash over my skin in the same manner that the cold washed over yours but heat transfers, or lack-there-of. it was in this way that i became sick, or maybe the smoke i've filled my lungs with had finally done me in. i drank cough syrup either way. i guess i was unaware at the time, but the smell of cherries was what did me in. cherries, and i felt your hands once again cherries, and my breathing nearly stopped all at once cherries, and my hands began to tremble so violently that i dropped the bottle. cherries, as i leaned over the toilet throwing up sticky sweet memories cherries, as i drew further and further into myself and, subsequently, closer into your arms cherries, as my eyes dried from the excessive tears and i could no longer manage any noise. cherries, as your cold transferred into me and your hands clenched around my wrists cherries, as the entire weight of your body was laid on top of mine cherries, and i couldn't move, i couldn't scream, i couldn't see cherries, as your voice echoed in my mind, preventing me any relief from this nightmare, cherries. no, not even the simplest of coughs could find relief under such strain. because my cough syrup smelled like your red slushee vape juice, i froze. and i couldn't pick myself up again i couldn't front the storm, i couldn't slip you into my pocket i couldn't put you on the back burner. i couldn't erase you from my mind no matter how many times i tried i couldn't wipe you off of my skin no matter how hard i scrubbed i couldn't close my eyes without hearing your voice telling me to stay still i cant stop smelling your ******* red slushee vape juice because the scent accompanies every panic attack and every breakdown. and i sure as hell couldn't stop the blood from flowing once it had started. the stress that made it hard to breathe had gotten to you, inside of me and there was so much blood. the doctor said it was normal for it to be about the same consistency as cherry cough syrup. i can't drink it anymore.
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Disclaimer: I did this as a creative rewrite for one of my university lit courses, and all the inspiration and quotes belong to Robert Browning the original writer of "My Last Duchess" HIS LAST DUCHESS ARRIVEDERCI _“That’s my last Duchess painted on the wall, Looking as if she were alive.”_ (I’m not) Alas! Me, “a wonder.” He calls. Now wretchedly refined and pasteurized. To be consumed, now, for genteel eyes. Pity! Should you ever see me roll mine. Behind those curtains, you might have been surprised To see my countenance whimpering At you Sir; and seething, at _Him._ Must you not be fooled by that sickly decorum Upon which his manly pride resides. The Duke—what rich talent in envy he has, And of pithy idiosyncrasies! Pardon me now As I speak of his infamies: Is it not, Too preposterous of a Duke, to sulk And take offense, over a blush? (As if the blush was his to wield and shun.) Am I not allowed to flush _at all?_ And must I be ashamed of being swooned By the casual offers of life’s grandiosities? Each and every, dropping of the daylight, Ripen cherries in May and chivalrous gentlemen, my dear white mule; must I then weep at them all, only to prove my fancy for him. And when does gracious gratitude itself become in vain: a finite honour— deemed excessive elsewhere? Never had he plucked me out, for censure, Before he gave commands, I knew he did To pluck the smile out of my face. Utterly clueless—he thought I was To find myself throttled, for immodesty. A wife, an appendage to a Duke, Loosely felled, to stroke a green-eyed ego. My fault it seems, is a mere generosity Of affection: falsely opined, if not Misread, to fare a defect of temperament, A chronic malady, doth be cured by death. To cement the farce he will, soon, bring you Downstairs to meet a friend. (a fiend) A prized possession: Neptune, taming a sea-horse. His hubris incarnate, cast in bronze. But you must know the truth, for the sea-horse Did not perish for naught, she is freed from him At last.
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Dec 7, 2018 at 3:26 PM UTC
HIS LAST DUCHESS
Disclaimer: I did this as a creative rewrite for one of my university lit courses, and all the inspiration and quotes belong to Robert Browning the original writer of "My Last Duchess" HIS LAST DUCHESS ARRIVEDERCI _“That’s my last Duchess painted on the wall, Looking as if she were alive.”_ (I’m not) Alas! Me, “a wonder.” He calls. Now wretchedly refined and pasteurized. To be consumed, now, for genteel eyes. Pity! Should you ever see me roll mine. Behind those curtains, you might have been surprised To see my countenance whimpering At you Sir; and seething, at _Him._ Must you not be fooled by that sickly decorum Upon which his manly pride resides. The Duke—what rich talent in envy he has, And of pithy idiosyncrasies! Pardon me now As I speak of his infamies: Is it not, Too preposterous of a Duke, to sulk And take offense, over a blush? (As if the blush was his to wield and shun.) Am I not allowed to flush _at all?_ And must I be ashamed of being swooned By the casual offers of life’s grandiosities? Each and every, dropping of the daylight, Ripen cherries in May and chivalrous gentlemen, my dear white mule; must I then weep at them all, only to prove my fancy for him. And when does gracious gratitude itself become in vain: a finite honour— deemed excessive elsewhere? Never had he plucked me out, for censure, Before he gave commands, I knew he did To pluck the smile out of my face. Utterly clueless—he thought I was To find myself throttled, for immodesty. A wife, an appendage to a Duke, Loosely felled, to stroke a green-eyed ego. My fault it seems, is a mere generosity Of affection: falsely opined, if not Misread, to fare a defect of temperament, A chronic malady, doth be cured by death. To cement the farce he will, soon, bring you Downstairs to meet a friend. (a fiend) A prized possession: Neptune, taming a sea-horse. His hubris incarnate, cast in bronze. But you must know the truth, for the sea-horse Did not perish for naught, she is freed from him At last.
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En robe de parade. Samain Like a skien of loose silk blown against a wall She walks by the railing of a path in Kensington Gardens, And she is dying piece-meal of a sort of emotional anaemia. And round about there is a rabble Of the filthy, sturdy, unkillable infants of the very poor. They shall inherit the earth. In her is the end of breeding. Her boredom is exquisite and excessive. She would like some one to speak to her, And is almost afraid that I will commit that indiscretion.
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The Garden
It's hard to extol the merits of mankind and to lavish excessive praise is insane; recognize the gamut of vain emotion and treatment of our brothers that's inhumane. The natural nature of man is hardly good - Proof is found in our vocabulary; despite incredible accomplishments of this world, poor relationships of man to extremes are still carried. Our literature and news is littered with ugly views of crime and hate. For brief review of the damage perpetuated, let's take time to reiterate. There's slavery, ****** ****** torture, greed, **** hatred, genocide, racism, bigotry, fear, starvation, thievery, lasciviousness and terrorism. Uncaring predators have always existed, unable to overcome the evil within. Such conditions show our need for a loving God, to triumph over the presence and affects of sin. Author Note: From my book: Reaching Towards His Unbounded Glory The ISBN is: 1-4196-5051-3 Learn more about me and my poetry at: http://www.squidoo.com/book-isbn-1419650513/
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May 17, 2012
May 17, 2012 at 11:32 AM UTC
Poem: Human Behavior
You're blind when you see me, I'm on my knees and broken. I remind you who I really am, Remember these words I've spoken. Unshakable you see me, You see me standing tall. Like a statue made of stone, You see a rock who'll never fall. Unbreakable you see me, You see me effortlessly bold. Like the stars will always shine, You see power you think I hold. Unstoppable you see me, You see me fighting without fear. Like relentless worriers conquer, You see a hero who never sheds a tear. I make my strength shine bright, Shine to cover up my weakness. You can't see past my Confidence, You refuse to see me my meekness Even stone can't stand forever, The world will beat it down.   I remind you I'm only human, The world can make me drown. Even stars can't shine so bright, So bright to shine through the clouds. I remind you I'm just another face, Another face in amongst the crowds. Even heroes can't withstand all, Hold the weight of the world alone. I remind you I can't hold on forever, Excessive trials will break my backbone. I refuse to let you believe, Believe who you see is perfect. A pedestal I don't deserve, And don't EVER say I'm worth it.
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Apr 12, 2017
Apr 12, 2017 at 11:47 PM UTC
Unrealistic Expectations