"espically" poems
Best friends until the end
Well our time is was on an extend
I am starting to apprehend
That all you are is pretend
I never thought you would stab me in the back
That hurt worse than a smack
Your heart is black
You are on the wrong track
Did I ever know you?
Was everything you said untrue?
You use to be the one I ran to
I wish you felt the pain you put me through
I could write a book of the lies you told
And there would be millions sold
Espically your secert that I left untold
But my I am not uncontroled
You should be more wise
You have all these allies
From all your lies
I hope someone knocks you down to size
You may be the poor victim right now
Even thought I was the one that disavowed
But don't forget now
Someday karma will hit you with a pow
Jul 25, 2013
Jul 25, 2013 at 10:55 PM UTC
They lived up on a hill
In an old farm house along side the old wind mill
Out front was the old barn that leaned slightly to one side
It had been used for many years and filled the owners with pride
On the farm the family continued to stay
The mother and two sons living peacefully day after day
Then came a time when the mother grew sick
All gathered around the bed as the final clock began to tick
She passed away leaving the sons all alone
They continued to live but the farm no longer felt like home
Espically to the one son that was called Sam
He withdrew into himself and became just a shadow of a man
On the outside everything seemed fine
No one suspected that Sam was running out of time
Not even the other son, John, who worked the farm alongside him
So it came as a shock when Sam committed the ultimate sin
In that barn on the hill
A man entered and time stood still
Sam told John he was doing a chore and smiled as he went to the barn
A shot rang out that awoke the many sleeping animals on the farm
What to do when you enter the place that you knew so well
Only to find that your brother lays with a gun and an empty shotgun shell
What a sight to see that early in the morning
The heavens did weep as the rain started pouring
Mourning the loss of another so soon
As the wind whistled a sorrowful tune
So a few months after he had buried his mother
John had to keep it together so he could bury his brother
Staying strong as the world falls apart
Keeping their memories close to his heart
Yet he couldn't stand to stay
So he moved to get away
Now the barn on the hill stands empty along with the rest of the farm
An abandoned home ruined by death and self harm
Nov 19, 2015
Nov 19, 2015 at 11:52 AM UTC
Since birth you've had a target on your back created by wicked people envious of the crown God ordained specifically for you
The evils of world have always tried to ****** it from you
destroy your legacy **** your image
They created a malicious plan to make you seem worthless to everybody espically your own because if your own community doesn't see you worth the vicious cycle of destruction doesn't end
In spite of it all I still see you for who God made you to be
I vow to love you to life because you've recieved enough death threats.
Feb 9, 2020
Feb 9, 2020 at 1:34 AM UTC
I'm looking at you right now.
You're sitting in a chair next to me, trying in vain to type the essay that has been alluding you all week.
You're wearing your favorite Big Bang Theory shirt with your red flannel and the jeans I helped you buy. You've got your headphones in.
I'm not taking notes on my history book, like I should be. I'm writing this instead.
There was a moment when you took your headphones out to watch a scene of an episode of BBT you like, you draped them around your neck. You laid your head on your chair back and smile and squinted and just sat there peacefully for a moment.
I stared at you longer than I ever have before. Tracing your jaw line and the curve of your ear and the corner of your eye and the shadows of your lower lip and the darkness in your mouth beyond your smiling teeth. I saw it all and I realized something.
The way I feel about you, is SO much bigger than our mistakes. And we've made quite a few. But I got that feeling in my stomach I told you about, and I melted, and I realized that what we have is bigger than almost anything. Because God placed us in each other's lives, there is nothing that can outweigh what we have. I realized that in a moment which has stretched it's fingers into now and into now and into now and into now into now and espically now and I'm; staring at you afain. . ..
I hope that moment stretches into every moment forever and God never lets me forget that I am in love with you, and that will drag me through every hell I have to trek. You've started typing now, good luck on your essay. Love you.
Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 11:04 PM UTC
I didn't expect to fall in love with you.
Yet here I am madly inlove.
And falling more and more each day,
Falling for your smile.
Your awkwardness
How dorky you can be.
Falling inlove with the feel of your arms around me.
I espically never thought I could fall for you even more than I have.
But here we are
With me falling even more every day I spend with you.
I love you more than I thought possible.
And it's a love I know will never end.
Never fade away.
Just grow until we believe it can't grow anymore.
Yet watch as it still will continue to do so.
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 5:26 AM UTC