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"enormity" poems
I refuse to follow a trail where everyone else has Crushed their individuality firmly into the ground, Silenced their hopes and dreams so they no longer make a sound. You do what you please, but darling I'll blaze a trial so bright it'll dull the suns light And bring the trees to their knees.
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Nov 7, 2014
Nov 7, 2014 at 8:27 PM UTC
the enormity of conformity
Elephant in the room, shoo the hell away! Don't stick around; I wish you wouldn't stay Don't mess with my head, inciting all I feel I don't need you here, I want to heal Stop blaring in my ears, your noxious lies I'm sick to the stomach with my pathetic cries Resist flapping your gigantic ears They simply just fan the rage in my tears Quit blocking my view with your sheer enormity Get out of my thoughts so better I could see Halt your incessant skin rubbing against my sores Chafing me raw on top of my existing scores Pull out your pointy tusks, they poke and jab I'm bent in many places; I don't need more stabs Take your infernal rear out of my face! I'm self-destructing, counting up the days Cease your retaliation, leave with no protest Go find and sit yourself in someone else's nest Drop your intentions to stomp me broken I'm mangled enough; almost misshapen End this mindless rampage...please Let me iron myself straight, in peace... Dear elephant, have you gone? Thank you for the blight of my time, you've spawned
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 10:16 PM UTC
Elephant
*Milky way around me stars, sun, planets, the moon interstellar, interplanetary orbits, i commune The heavens surround me galaxies, constellations, nebulae across my cosmic journey for revolutions i'll stay The cosmos envelope me dark stars, black holes, supernova flames in my tail I see celestial brightness of my strata Heavenly bodies you and me falling star, giant star, dwarf star my love is quasar-like energy a bolide of us is not far Astronomical intensity alpha centauri,sirius, achernar encompasses their enormity unlike pulsars, we are shooting stars*
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Jan 12, 2013
Jan 12, 2013 at 8:19 AM UTC
In the Sky with Diamonds
Brave - bold- bonny young are bloom here! They have dream, desire and determination! Preparing for peruse and practice, Be desperate to perform in perfection! ***** But we the elders try to eliminate them In the name of enormity, efficiency and effectiveness; Enable to create ground for their experiments We are envious; don’t want to change our thought for them! **** We fail to remember, their dreams are also our dream! Because it’s grown up on the soil What we prepare through our toil! They grown up, as we prepare the soil! ****** But, brave, bold and bonny young are struggling Struggling to build their path to achieve their goal! Through a street which is full of snag, snobbery and sabotage But they are poignant, they are pioneer....... They look forward....! ****** Vacate the road for them now Let them blooms further To carry our seeds further!
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Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 2:25 AM UTC
Endeavour of brave-bold-bonny
Sitting here alone with people around But I only see one person in mind She is the person so fortunate I've found She is the person who loves me in kind. My head is spinning as I sit here thinking My heart is aching for the girl I'm missing My lips they mutter, words of love they're saying My hope is wishful that these words you're hearing. I feel this love in my heart, it's growing To proportions of unfathomable enormity Sometimes it feels like my boat is sinking When I think of the undeniable reality. This reality that I wake up to everyday Keeps hurling obstacles that I must face I need the strength so my hopes don't fray Wishing for more so I can finish this race. I love her dearly; without her a life I can't imagine I love her deeply; I never thought I was capable of such I love her strong; with hopes so high, I would pin I love her furiously; never thought I could love this much. She is the sun that around, my world does spin She is my star that I always look up to see She is my moon that so clearly I have seen She is my universe that I'm traipsing through helplessly. I've never stopped wishing for a life beside her I've never stopped wanting for her to be with me I've never stopped hoping for the a life we'd make together I will never stop trying for I believe it's meant to be. I have pined for her so, many a sleepless night I have yearned for her through the hours of the day I have craved for her; craved with all of my might I have longed to utter the words I've wanted to say. Countless of times, these words I've spouted In my heart I've said them oh so many more These words are strong like a volcano just erupted These words are true for they come from my core. So I sit here still with these people around They don't know why my heart aches so It matters not if my feet don't touch the ground I'd still dare to dream and to her they will go. Dreams of you I'll never stop conjuring Thoughts of you I'll never stop thinking With words so sweet I'll never stop praising For the woman in my dreams, my heart is loving. So let me be, you people; you never will know You'll never know who it is who excites my heart You'll never understand what makes my love grow She's the one who had ensnared me from the start.
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Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 4:54 AM UTC
Heart Rants
Sitting here alone with people around But I only see one person in mind She is the person so fortunate I've found She is the person who loves me in kind. My head is spinning as I sit here thinking My heart is aching for the girl I'm missing My lips they mutter, words of love they're saying My hope is wishful that these words you're hearing. I feel this love in my heart, it's growing To proportions of unfathomable enormity Sometimes it feels like my boat is sinking When I think of the undeniable reality. This reality that I wake up to everyday Keeps hurling obstacles that I must face I need the strength so my hopes don't fray Wishing for more so I can finish this race. I love her dearly; without her a life I can't imagine I love her deeply; I never thought I was capable of such I love her strong; with hopes so high, I would pin I love her furiously; never thought I could love this much. She is the sun that around, my world does spin She is my star that I always look up to see She is my moon that so clearly I have seen She is my universe that I'm traipsing through helplessly. I've never stopped wishing for a life beside her I've never stopped wanting for her to be with me I've never stopped hoping for the a life we'd make together I will never stop trying for I believe it's meant to be. I have pined for her so, many a sleepless night I have yearned for her through the hours of the day I have craved for her; craved with all of my might I have longed to utter the words I've wanted to say. Countless of times, these words I've spouted In my heart I've said them oh so many more These words are strong like a volcano just erupted These words are true for they come from my core. So I sit here still with these people around They don't know why my heart aches so It matters not if my feet don't touch the ground I'd still dare to dream and to her they will go. Dreams of you I'll never stop conjuring Thoughts of you I'll never stop thinking With words so sweet I'll never stop praising For the woman in my dreams, my heart is loving. So let me be, you people; you never will know You'll never know who it is who excites my heart You'll never understand what makes my love grow She's the one who had ensnared me from the start.
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With my blind eyes I seek. A reason why all I see from what I cannot see, fills my cup of feelings with enormity A being that guides me to peoples souls, in order for me to feel the ones I had the inability to see. Living in this cipher... I seek my blind eyes.
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Nov 29, 2012
Nov 29, 2012 at 12:24 AM UTC
Worthless
a passing balloon piece, his, within in a message, makes the imagery explode with numerous contractions, even confusions, and requires an explaining explication and a fresh application of sealant men see the words ~ think war or football, women think of the lyric, phrase in a sad love ballad that means recall, and a moistening  tear drop that liquifies but doesn’t drop but that word, pulverized,  has an enormity attached, that conjures destruction total, s battlefield’s aftermath, tree stumps cut down, synchronized with bodies in parts, sole souls departing without reasoning/justification the lineage upon her face, pulverized by sorrow and no expectations for the morrow, gaveled into existence, by losses and carried for a length of  a term ill defined, as “life” with no hint of irony, for it’s not life when  it’s spent reminiscing remembering the dismemberment of what was a joy taken instantly and perpetually inexplicabe the tragedies multicolored in black, a solid stolid state that nary a meter, talking centi’s here, pinch of breeze and /or hurricane alters status quo, both of us have long known that, but we nonetheless pick up grains, single alphabet scrambled pieces to put the whole together again, but it’s a cause hopeless cause we be are pulverized inside so the chorded chore is a double whammy and still and yet we say but, for we cannot stop our fingers from their appointed rounds and we think in term not of hope but a thought out louded, the eternal question, what if we do not try?
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Sep 30, 2024
Sep 30, 2024 at 10:18 AM UTC
“The pulverized line”
a passing balloon piece, his, within in a message, makes the imagery explode with numerous contractions, even confusions, and requires an explaining explication and a fresh application of sealant men see the words ~ think war or football, women think of the lyric, phrase in a sad love ballad that means recall, and a moistening  tear drop that liquifies but doesn’t drop but that word, pulverized,  has an enormity attached, that conjures destruction total, s battlefield’s aftermath, tree stumps cut down, synchronized with bodies in parts, sole souls departing without reasoning/justification the lineage upon her face, pulverized by sorrow and no expectations for the morrow, gaveled into existence, by losses and carried for a length of  a term ill defined, as “life” with no hint of irony, for it’s not life when  it’s spent reminiscing remembering the dismemberment of what was a joy taken instantly and perpetually inexplicabe the tragedies multicolored in black, a solid stolid state that nary a meter, talking centi’s here, pinch of breeze and /or hurricane alters status quo, both of us have long known that, but we nonetheless pick up grains, single alphabet scrambled pieces to put the whole together again, but it’s a cause hopeless cause we be are pulverized inside so the chorded chore is a double whammy and still and yet we say but, for we cannot stop our fingers from their appointed rounds and we think in term not of hope but a thought out louded, the eternal question, what if we do not try?
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Set sail on a clear day at dawn, my love boat. Facing the enormity of the seas light waves, soft against the hull pushing forward . Coy observer, of the seas that meet , bestowing their souls to the ocean. Reluctant, hesitant shying away, blushing red as she sees the ocean now open his arms to her. Took slow steps into the fathomage of the ocean showed her brazen self to him And flew away the cloak that bounded her screaming soul. One ghastly day, a storm broke through, it broke the hearty ocean. And went away all the seas, leaving the boat deserted. Waves got higher and stronger hitting the stern every minute. didn't topple, the love boat the mast ,still saving her. And days from then, the boat still sailed, in the wide wide ocean. No island in sight, but stood strong with waves in its favor. Sailing, just sailing, My Love Boat.
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Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 10:05 AM UTC
Love Boat
Wondering what I should write and floundering in my own confusion I thought – why not write about poems that set me thinking what poems are A poem could be anything.......! at best, distilled thoughts put into rhyme or a moment caught in time a window glimpse into the world an engrossing passion’s ardent curl a snap shot of scenes from Nature- wild or a slice of life, birth or death        sometimes it could be a yearning   or an image long hung on a pole a thought turned inside out or the emptying of a mind about to spill it could be the liberation of a fancy, for long held in thralldom a gnawing pain, long suppressed or a secret, never divulged        As I pondered over the subjects’ enormity and a poem’s vast scope, I asked myself- ‘Why hesitate?’ soon I felt a stir inside, my thoughts broke loose a terrible block lifted off my head my silence became audible I embroidered these thoughts into the pattern of a poem Here it is before you, have a look at it Will it annoy you or will you enjoy!
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May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 8:20 AM UTC
A Poem
Don't get mad. Don't get mad. Don't get mad. Immaturity knows not what it says. It doesn't realize. It doesn't realize the enormity of being a drain on society. It doesn't realize the hypocrisy In criticizing me. I'm the one with a job. I'm the one with a home. I'm not the one who's willing to drop mad cash For a cyber unreality, used as Avoidance behavior For two days And then thrown away. Immaturity needs to grow up And learn from me. Not the other way around.
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Jun 8, 2010
Jun 8, 2010 at 11:19 AM UTC
on maturity and decisions
There comes a time when tyranny of numbers, Evaporates into tyranny of idiosyncrasies, Especially when the ethnic tyranny tyrannizes Voice of reason the matrix of humane inclusivity, When the malice in the enormity of clan numbers Worships brutality of foolishness that purtains In the group of the over sized ethnicity To cement the tyrannical tomfoolery.
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 5:26 AM UTC
Tyranny of Tomfoolery
I am Jupiter storms Unabounded by time Raging on And eons Can not hope to confine me To unstable matter And mass Rearranging My molecules morphing To liquefied jewels And my surface A canvas Of unrefined fuels Like an abstract mosaic Of swirling Unfurling Tempests of archaic As constellations And the ages I've waited And slumbered and spun Into memories Faded And taken the names of your gods As my payment Inflating my ego's Mesmeric rotations So quick to claim hearts Of Europa's amidst My seductive, enchanting Illusory bliss Venture into my centrifuge Fumy abyss I have pressed up my lips Of a frigid, wet steel And then sealed With a kiss What ‘nary A planetary Can resist And as she revolves Around me And gives life Io dances about me, Callisto my wife Ganymede my seed And the rest of my progeny breed Future needs What the Earthlings will need To make up for their greed All will see Look to me In my enormity As my reservoirs Fill them With infinity
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Mar 30, 2019
Mar 30, 2019 at 3:44 AM UTC
Introspections of a Celestial Overlord Unbeholden to the Paltry Laws of Physics
Inadequate to the task Humbled by the enormity of our love, The perfection of our joining, Where are the words kept that sufficient Honor and portray what we have achieved? You seated, beside me by the bay, finally, Two old adirondack trees side by side, By the sheltered place you bequeathed me, Where poems are raindrops, so numerous, And you, if not the subject, the source. The waves rolling in, mirror the Fluidity of thy dancing, Fluidity of the adaptation, Two lives, now one bay blue colored, The merging, the unification, Many waves, but one bay, The Bay of Us. Yet so different. We are cloud worshippers, Does not the Skye's Tableau inconstancy, Mirror our ever changing form, individuality, Yet, one sky, The Sky of Us. So many times have I lain be-sided Even as we this afternoon sit now a-sided, Tears welling up, above and beyond control, This man's steady nerves, constant on patrol, Our secret open, visible, un-hided, Your are my Magi My Yogi, i.am, your, obedient devotee, shaped to you please. This is the birthday present my words present. Words, unremarkable, Except for the contentment That lies within them. Let me love you more, Recklessly abandon norms, Kiss you at the supermarket, at the opera, Unashamedly, take you in my arms Wherever wonderment and wandering lead us. T'is so very hard to compose When tears flow upon my writing tablet, To wipe, blot them away, I refuse, For tears are joyous emblems, Salty badges of love, All compliments of our complementary beings, The Tears of Us. The soaring music we gather in. The shimmering sparkles upon the bay, My gift of natural diamonds better, this day, Than jeweled glitterati I hide in the refrigerator. All this treasure, part and sparkle of The Treasure of Us. T'is truth, I know not, forgot, your age nor care, The day the time the year, What matter they to me these artifice markers, I weep carelessly, undone, overcome, Every day, but this day, most, united joy. Need-No reminder, I am a survivor, From a concentration camp That slow programmed to destroy, Perhaps the kindness you claim As the hallmark of my fame, An inadvertent gift, from the devil? You shook my hand on our first meet, Don't think, have I ever let go? Let me be your driver, entertainer, your only poet, Let me be whatever you need, Even as now, I laugh-cry, your tissue carrier. For t'is I who weeps and keeps These tissues as part of our history. You are the first, Who has ever read The Words of Us.
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Sep 15, 2013
Sep 15, 2013 at 1:52 PM UTC
My Darling, The Words of Us
Inadequate to the task Humbled by the enormity of our love, The perfection of our joining, Where are the words kept that sufficient Honor and portray what we have achieved? You seated, beside me by the bay, finally, Two old adirondack trees side by side, By the sheltered place you bequeathed me, Where poems are raindrops, so numerous, And you, if not the subject, the source. The waves rolling in, mirror the Fluidity of thy dancing, Fluidity of the adaptation, Two lives, now one bay blue colored, The merging, the unification, Many waves, but one bay, The Bay of Us. Yet so different. We are cloud worshippers, Does not the Skye's Tableau inconstancy, Mirror our ever changing form, individuality, Yet, one sky, The Sky of Us. So many times have I lain be-sided Even as we this afternoon sit now a-sided, Tears welling up, above and beyond control, This man's steady nerves, constant on patrol, Our secret open, visible, un-hided, Your are my Magi My Yogi, i.am, your, obedient devotee, shaped to you please. This is the birthday present my words present. Words, unremarkable, Except for the contentment That lies within them. Let me love you more, Recklessly abandon norms, Kiss you at the supermarket, at the opera, Unashamedly, take you in my arms Wherever wonderment and wandering lead us. T'is so very hard to compose When tears flow upon my writing tablet, To wipe, blot them away, I refuse, For tears are joyous emblems, Salty badges of love, All compliments of our complementary beings, The Tears of Us. The soaring music we gather in. The shimmering sparkles upon the bay, My gift of natural diamonds better, this day, Than jeweled glitterati I hide in the refrigerator. All this treasure, part and sparkle of The Treasure of Us. T'is truth, I know not, forgot, your age nor care, The day the time the year, What matter they to me these artifice markers, I weep carelessly, undone, overcome, Every day, but this day, most, united joy. Need-No reminder, I am a survivor, From a concentration camp That slow programmed to destroy, Perhaps the kindness you claim As the hallmark of my fame, An inadvertent gift, from the devil? You shook my hand on our first meet, Don't think, have I ever let go? Let me be your driver, entertainer, your only poet, Let me be whatever you need, Even as now, I laugh-cry, your tissue carrier. For t'is I who weeps and keeps These tissues as part of our history. You are the first, Who has ever read The Words of Us.
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it's embarrassing but it's true. i just googled "how to fall in love". and i googled "how to fall in love" because i am not in love right now and i really, really want to be. my google searchings were inconclusive and i am just as unsatisfied mind, body, and spirit as i was when i started typing "h" into the search bar there is nothing in my heart right now. my mother knocked and no one was home. it makes me anxious: how did i go from someone so overwhelmed by the enormity and ever-presence of her emotions to someone so void of them that i feel an echo in my chest when someone says my name? i've also googled sociopathy, but apparently i'm not one of those. so here i am, somewhere on a sliding scale between all or nothing. and i report from the field that it is not, in fact, all or nothing. i know i'm not alone out here, but it sure does feel like it, when i reach out and even shadows don't reach back. it's not like i've already accepted dying alone but it's not looking likely that i'll be marrying my college sweetheart, either. i just want my feelings back. is there a link to that in the first page of google results? i'll even pay for shipping, i guess.
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Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 7:05 PM UTC
not bing
The Mendacity of Beauty,  Marvels of the Mundane <1/1/2023 10:38 PM> commissioned by Pradip^           <> A special carnet permits the day, though day itself unremarkable, permissioning of a thousand, even, tens of ten thousand grasping new love poems all mundane, all marvelous an aborning of odes re the vastness of sea, sandy sky, multifarious penumbras of hewn hues, vibrantly diverse, still, requiring the expanse and pretense of “new” adjectives and metaphoric in combos recalculating precisely, it’s the enormity, of the difficulty of verbal capture upon tablet of these natural treasures, once, more, yet again, but in somehow in a new-never quite-before conceptional~postulation-realization I sojourn amidst both man made and natural beauty, provoking, invoking, a steady stream of potable knowledgeables, performing as a hand-written-thank-you-note for the grace, the imagination of their mishmash existences addressed only to “whom it may truly concern…” I’m eager to confess that the poetry inherent in the mundane, requiring not-so-easy mining, a sales taxing innovation to capture the subtlety of less visible flecks of gold, that present a rarer challenge to the poet’s senses where glory abides in pyrite pebbles strewn and trod upon by most indifferently, *ah, write of the marvel of the mundane, **** dare you!* <> ^Pradip: “writing of the mundane is mandatory for me…” Aug 12 2022
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Jul 1, 2023
Jul 1, 2023 at 11:10 AM UTC
The Mendacity of Beauty, Marvels of the Mundane
Hope is an oddity to me. It is a double-edged sword. Just enough keeps one going. Too much can leave one in despair. Throughout my life I have struggled to sustain a suitable balance between hope and despair. The two seem to be interrelated for me. There were days, even moments, where I had hope that my life would improve. I saw a way out, I found someone who seemed to care for me, I made it through an entire night unharmed... These things gave me hope. I was hopeful. Then there were other days, even moments, where I was filled with despair. My hope was lost. My heart was sick. There was no way out, everywhere I turned I was met with hatred or disbelief, I was torn apart at night only to be met with "nothing happened" in the morning... These things destroyed my hope. I was hopeless. My inner struggle between hope and despair kept me alive. I firmly believe this. This same struggle keeps me alive, even today. Too many times I have thought that there was no way out so I surrendered myself to dying. But over and over hope has surfaced. So I fought. Sometimes I fought against hope. Sometimes I fought for it. It was a sickening cycle. Some days, even now, it is with a sick heart that I press forward. Today it is with a sick heart that I write. The enormity of my past is weighing down upon me. Normalcy seems to be nothing more than a fleeting hope. One step forward, two steps back. Hope and then despair. My head is screaming once again. It seems that everyone want their say. Everyone wants to be heard. I am one and they are many. Today is a day where I am screaming at them to shut the **** up yet no one hears me. They drown me out and I feel powerless. Today he is in every corner, no matter where I turn. He is smiling, licking his lips, and he is laughing at me. I tell myself that things are different now; things are better. He laughs harder. Despair is setting in and I am feeling myself surrender while keeping one eye slightly open on the off chance that hope is in another corner that I just can't see yet. Today is despair with a sick heart. Perhaps tomorrow is hope paired with desire. One can always hope...
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Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 7:12 PM UTC
Hope and Despair
Hope is an oddity to me. It is a double-edged sword. Just enough keeps one going. Too much can leave one in despair. Throughout my life I have struggled to sustain a suitable balance between hope and despair. The two seem to be interrelated for me. There were days, even moments, where I had hope that my life would improve. I saw a way out, I found someone who seemed to care for me, I made it through an entire night unharmed... These things gave me hope. I was hopeful. Then there were other days, even moments, where I was filled with despair. My hope was lost. My heart was sick. There was no way out, everywhere I turned I was met with hatred or disbelief, I was torn apart at night only to be met with "nothing happened" in the morning... These things destroyed my hope. I was hopeless. My inner struggle between hope and despair kept me alive. I firmly believe this. This same struggle keeps me alive, even today. Too many times I have thought that there was no way out so I surrendered myself to dying. But over and over hope has surfaced. So I fought. Sometimes I fought against hope. Sometimes I fought for it. It was a sickening cycle. Some days, even now, it is with a sick heart that I press forward. Today it is with a sick heart that I write. The enormity of my past is weighing down upon me. Normalcy seems to be nothing more than a fleeting hope. One step forward, two steps back. Hope and then despair. My head is screaming once again. It seems that everyone want their say. Everyone wants to be heard. I am one and they are many. Today is a day where I am screaming at them to shut the **** up yet no one hears me. They drown me out and I feel powerless. Today he is in every corner, no matter where I turn. He is smiling, licking his lips, and he is laughing at me. I tell myself that things are different now; things are better. He laughs harder. Despair is setting in and I am feeling myself surrender while keeping one eye slightly open on the off chance that hope is in another corner that I just can't see yet. Today is despair with a sick heart. Perhaps tomorrow is hope paired with desire. One can always hope...
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Vernal Equinox arrives, a lush middle ground fresh with turning, on the fulcrum of dark and light, awakening dynamic gaian breath and ambitious harmony. Dancing in and out of shadow, darting into waxing shine, on the verge of the continuous, here at the thresholds fray, off the precipice we go, cliffs that drop into the burn of the suns growing presence. Fire moves into water like flourish, Water moves into fire without extinguish. The paradox of love is alive, with night and day seen as equals. In this colossus of rebirth, the resurrection of winters death, blooming out of earthen richness, with the enormity of natures becoming. On this brink of passions catching in the Eastern sun rising, with balance kept in the approach of spring rains rolling in, like tears of tender joy; a drenching and vaporous arousal. Mind is lost on winds of change meandering amongst the grasses, the feet hug the ground like roots, the spine lifts like spontaneity, bringing the heart to blossom in it's ribcage branches, pulsing aromatic swells moving outwards in veins of pranic rivers, with gushing love, turning the blood etheric and unbound by the body, in some natural suffusion where earth and sky meet in endless inter-change, and all is complimentary here, and everything is reaching, to kiss the sky, in gratitude.
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Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
Vernal Equinox
<Sun May 14 5:00 AM PST> Let us be smart about this departure, time unscheduled, yet leaving inevitable, the sound of fabric torn, a rent performed, a ripping, a release of the gripping, connecting tissue of weft and weave tying parent and child *(All of us poets, all of us comprehend, there are two points, two buttonholes that offer escape or farewell, when we commence on something new, when we pen our chest’s demands to exhale, cease the hammering* *Perhaps, here, just after the third stanza, the brick enormity of our selected task, on chest, weighs heavy, boulder difficulties ahead, now fastened and faster and faster realized, begs us, quit this essay, return to placid, from an arrhythmia of imploding loss)* So many fabrics, so many tears, wet and dried, but upon commencement, the only finish line, is another commencement, when the (mine-own) rendering is finalized, beyond repair, when guilt gulfs overflows, flooding plains of forever pain officiated by signed scar, “here was” So many separations, varied and variegated, surficial shallow surgical  or plunges, widths of trickle, depths of deadly plunges, records of inches, dates, names, new heights inscribed, measured on a door jamb, lost, erased, when child’s door closes permanently Came today to the West, to Pacific Ocean entrance, to celebrate a good boy’s ritualized threshold crossing over into manhood, both symbolic and and realized, but tear-up seeing the small child-man leaning in and on his father’s larger frame, a coinciding giving & taking no bonds are eternal, for such is life, the weft must be warped, sundered and separated, so many reasons, experience speaks, scars are like bandages,protecting but deceiving, what they cover can never be excised, a space created, that only oxygen can touch both sides but never, ever be reperfected, mended,…or finalized 2023 San Francisco
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May 14, 2023
May 14, 2023 at 10:07 AM UTC
The Weft and the Warp of Pain and Loss
<Sun May 14 5:00 AM PST> Let us be smart about this departure, time unscheduled, yet leaving inevitable, the sound of fabric torn, a rent performed, a ripping, a release of the gripping, connecting tissue of weft and weave tying parent and child *(All of us poets, all of us comprehend, there are two points, two buttonholes that offer escape or farewell, when we commence on something new, when we pen our chest’s demands to exhale, cease the hammering* *Perhaps, here, just after the third stanza, the brick enormity of our selected task, on chest, weighs heavy, boulder difficulties ahead, now fastened and faster and faster realized, begs us, quit this essay, return to placid, from an arrhythmia of imploding loss)* So many fabrics, so many tears, wet and dried, but upon commencement, the only finish line, is another commencement, when the (mine-own) rendering is finalized, beyond repair, when guilt gulfs overflows, flooding plains of forever pain officiated by signed scar, “here was” So many separations, varied and variegated, surficial shallow surgical  or plunges, widths of trickle, depths of deadly plunges, records of inches, dates, names, new heights inscribed, measured on a door jamb, lost, erased, when child’s door closes permanently Came today to the West, to Pacific Ocean entrance, to celebrate a good boy’s ritualized threshold crossing over into manhood, both symbolic and and realized, but tear-up seeing the small child-man leaning in and on his father’s larger frame, a coinciding giving & taking no bonds are eternal, for such is life, the weft must be warped, sundered and separated, so many reasons, experience speaks, scars are like bandages,protecting but deceiving, what they cover can never be excised, a space created, that only oxygen can touch both sides but never, ever be reperfected, mended,…or finalized 2023 San Francisco
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For Little One June, 2012 I want to be a giant girl with my hair caught in the clouds and a bird resting on my nose I want to be twice as small as the fly resting on the wall I I want to watch small men smoke pipes and sing to themselves I want to grow too magnificent for the room and push down the walls with my elbows and use the chimney as a periscope the sheer enormity and when I dance I want to fell the planetary divide and taste the milky way and wear saturn’s rings as jewelry stars tangled in my braids and i’d let humans walk across my shoulders so that they could see the moon and remember how it feels to be small, childlike, wondering and then things might be alright.
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Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 10:55 PM UTC
Little One
*The sand moved slightly as I stepped, welcoming me in its own world of enormity The wind showed no signs of being meager and kissed me passionately The sea merrily approached me as if to meet its beloved old friend. I was experiencing the most beautiful communication of our mother earth. Sitting alone on the beach and gazing at the boundless waters, I realized the beauty of this perpetual moment. The cold breeze embraced me like its own child The sand offered me its tender touch And the waves whispered and giggled all the time Time had stopped moving There was vacuum in the winds, Silence in the noise And numbness in the touch This was an unusual feeling. A feeling unexpected and un-experienced I was overwhelmed by the nature of our nature, Absorbing everything from this vastly moment Sitting motionless and stunned by the absolute tranquility made me feel a part of the enormous expanse of this world Lost in the limbo of space Lost in the beauty of peace Lost in the harmony of nature Lost in the purity of time Lost was I, in the serenity of life I could see the inner me, And hear my unsaid words I could feel the flow through me And the divine touch of love I met a special friend that night I met myself! In this sanctum of space, With the universe embracing me I closed my eyes to sink in this moment for eternity Tears welled up in the eyes Overwhelmed by this feeling of infinity*
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Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 4:40 AM UTC
Infinity
As he gazed on my face I saw waves of emotion rise and crash in his deep almond eyes and I became a river hurtling down to join the mighty current When he whispered to me honeyed words of passion in the enormity of silence I blossomed into a red tulip of love As he played on the strings of my heart’s violin I got tuned into an alluring symphony When he held my palms I evolved into a beautiful painting on a blank canvas When he cupped my face to stamp on my lips the seal of love I became a flitting butterfly When he lifted me up in his arms all the stars came down to see the spark in my eyes wondering if it outdid their combined lustre
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Dec 1, 2017
Dec 1, 2017 at 10:36 AM UTC
Sparkling Love
Who and Where in the World is Shaunna Harper? A young poetess here at HP, a story teller, herein a Mashup, excerpts from her writings. Do not overlook her... You hold your breath, stagnant, absent in the station, trains grumbling about leaving and about waiting, people passing, chattering about nothing they are actually thinking about; *** cheap wine, finances, time, romances and of course, the weather. You stand on the platform between two trains, puffing fumes and oil from its brains. In your throat somewhere you mime the sounds of a goodbye speech, the silent, strained words false even in unspoken terms, the ever-after of remorse, the frailty of indecision. I am somewhere either in the woods, walking in the enormity of your shoes, or in the water, making feeble shapes, hoping to find you in the blue. Not a child, ill with misfortune. One of a kind, she dances to her own gypsy tune, free, enviable, fresh to ears and eyes, not used, like you or me, or abused, immune to lies. I am heading for a shock. I am leaving home and arriving only God knows where, bags empty, head full, and the place my roots took hold is never going to look the same. The win is not important, only the playing of the game, and the rules have been rewritten. With every step covered, I am someone else, somewhere else, and only the disorientation remains. I cannot make up my mind from my dreams. Chasing planes from buses to cleaner places better places leaner places the brittle, broken fingernails chewed to fray the anxiety. America, I’m on my way. Bury me in your deserts, throw me to your cities let my future do what it will in its own sweet time. Give me my fury. Keep me swinging.
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Sep 14, 2013
Sep 14, 2013 at 5:52 PM UTC
Who and Where in the World is Shaunna Harper?
Who and Where in the World is Shaunna Harper? A young poetess here at HP, a story teller, herein a Mashup, excerpts from her writings. Do not overlook her... You hold your breath, stagnant, absent in the station, trains grumbling about leaving and about waiting, people passing, chattering about nothing they are actually thinking about; *** cheap wine, finances, time, romances and of course, the weather. You stand on the platform between two trains, puffing fumes and oil from its brains. In your throat somewhere you mime the sounds of a goodbye speech, the silent, strained words false even in unspoken terms, the ever-after of remorse, the frailty of indecision. I am somewhere either in the woods, walking in the enormity of your shoes, or in the water, making feeble shapes, hoping to find you in the blue. Not a child, ill with misfortune. One of a kind, she dances to her own gypsy tune, free, enviable, fresh to ears and eyes, not used, like you or me, or abused, immune to lies. I am heading for a shock. I am leaving home and arriving only God knows where, bags empty, head full, and the place my roots took hold is never going to look the same. The win is not important, only the playing of the game, and the rules have been rewritten. With every step covered, I am someone else, somewhere else, and only the disorientation remains. I cannot make up my mind from my dreams. Chasing planes from buses to cleaner places better places leaner places the brittle, broken fingernails chewed to fray the anxiety. America, I’m on my way. Bury me in your deserts, throw me to your cities let my future do what it will in its own sweet time. Give me my fury. Keep me swinging.
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So much locked within bubbling at the surface Pinholes of strain attempt to release pressure Its immensity can't be touched by a million such holes Desire to discard the cloak grows with every breath But the fear of being unveiled and naked prevents it As the molehills burn and the fires are extinguished Mountains emerge in silence, born of the forgotten ashes Smoldering embers give rise to the unfathomable Gargantuan by comparison and seemingly unstoppable Can such enormity be reigned in, Or will trying be a harsh lesson in futility? Never give up or knowing when to do so Holding tightly or letting go To analyze or forget No clear cut paths in the forest of self-destruction
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May 23, 2010
May 23, 2010 at 7:40 PM UTC
Cauldron
From birth children are told that love is bowing before an almighty god. Bowing before their parents, priests, and teachers. Instilled with fear of going to a fiery hell unless they believe what is laid out before them. Is it a wonder how our world has turned out? Tell me a truth I cannot challenge. Can you do it? Well, with me, no. I will question and challenge everything. It is with my curiosity that I take in the beauty of life, it is with this curiosity that my perception changes from a fearful child to an empowered, hopeful, and critical thinking adult. I have not turned to science, but is more solace found there? Scientists are not looked upon with fear the way gods are. Scientists tell us of the enormity of the universe, how we connect to it and are already a part of it. Instead of handing us impending apocalypses, it hands us a galaxy that can support life for 30 billion more years. So why not turn to science? Because, once science told us the earth was flat. Challenge your world. Never stop asking questions. Take not religion as your decider. Take not science as your crutch. Sit in silence and use what you find within yourself to judge and perceive this life. Here you will find freedom. Here you will find personal truth.
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Jul 30, 2012
Jul 30, 2012 at 2:28 AM UTC
Where do you find truth?
Eleven dead; six injured. How does a person try to explain The enormity of such a crime-- The inexplicable loss, the pain? All were shot at a place of worship-- At a synagogue in Pittsburgh, P-A, On what began as a peaceful morning On a late October Sabbath day. Early that morning no one could have Imagined the horror the day would bring, Even though we live in a time When hatred seems to be in full swing. It takes only ONE hater To change the course of many lives In a country where underneath The peaceful appearance, violence thrives. The president says that armed guards Are what we need and not tougher laws. He bows before the gun lobby, Addressing the symptoms, but not the cause. Helping refugees get settled: For that the synagogue is known. That was an issue that irked the killer, Who was from here. Yes, homegrown! Do we ignore red flag warnings And turn our heads when someone spews Hatred of groups such as Muslims, Asylum seekers, gays, or Jews? Do we ignore the poisonous words That constantly drip down from the top? At what point do the majority Of people say: This must stop! Give praise to those who strive for positive Change with every heartfelt endeavor. And hold in your heart the many people Whose lives have now been changed forever. _____________________ May the victims' lives inspire us all by showing us the power of love, and may they rest in peace. Joyce Fienberg Richard Gottfried Rose Mallinger Jerry Rabinowitz Cecil Rosenthal David Rosenthal Bernice Simon Sylvan Simon Daniel Stein Melvin Wax Irving Younger And may thoughts of love and healing embrace the injured. -by Bob B (10-28-18)
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Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 3:45 PM UTC
Shootings at a Synagogue
Eleven dead; six injured. How does a person try to explain The enormity of such a crime-- The inexplicable loss, the pain? All were shot at a place of worship-- At a synagogue in Pittsburgh, P-A, On what began as a peaceful morning On a late October Sabbath day. Early that morning no one could have Imagined the horror the day would bring, Even though we live in a time When hatred seems to be in full swing. It takes only ONE hater To change the course of many lives In a country where underneath The peaceful appearance, violence thrives. The president says that armed guards Are what we need and not tougher laws. He bows before the gun lobby, Addressing the symptoms, but not the cause. Helping refugees get settled: For that the synagogue is known. That was an issue that irked the killer, Who was from here. Yes, homegrown! Do we ignore red flag warnings And turn our heads when someone spews Hatred of groups such as Muslims, Asylum seekers, gays, or Jews? Do we ignore the poisonous words That constantly drip down from the top? At what point do the majority Of people say: This must stop! Give praise to those who strive for positive Change with every heartfelt endeavor. And hold in your heart the many people Whose lives have now been changed forever. _____________________ May the victims' lives inspire us all by showing us the power of love, and may they rest in peace. Joyce Fienberg Richard Gottfried Rose Mallinger Jerry Rabinowitz Cecil Rosenthal David Rosenthal Bernice Simon Sylvan Simon Daniel Stein Melvin Wax Irving Younger And may thoughts of love and healing embrace the injured. -by Bob B (10-28-18)
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