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"engendered" poems
The vulnerability of baring myself fully clenches the belly panics the heart stands my hairs on end. It is truly the most terrifying thing to stand in ones authenticity. And yet. And yet. The courage it takes. The great tender strength. The spine tingling elation. The heart swells, and magic. The naked beauty borne, in feeling you have nothing to hide. The spirit touched ardor of a bare approach to life. The openings and the mystery. The expressions: tripping, falling, incomplete, misguided. The wonderful mistakes, elucidating lessons. The perfect imperfections. The easing of honesty. The engendered humility. The profundity. The sense of being touched, touching, and in touch with life. The unmasked revelations, of full spectral undulation. The this. The that. The I can accept it all. The dropping of shame. The incredible liberation, in shedding that shame. The finding forgiveness for self, for other. The quiver of unknowing. The sweet caress of potential. The dread. The sorrows. The uncertainties. All making room for, in their acknowledgement: Room for what else is there. Room for laughter, and joy, and luminescence. Room for flirtation, dancing, spontaneity. Breaking open. Melting into Love. Soaring on the wings of Truth. The hush, of anxious worry. The Goodness bestowed. The empathy. The compassion. The connection. The holy restoration of creative flow. The fires of real passion. And everything. And everything. And Beauty.
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Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 12:12 PM UTC
Vulnerability
The teacher stands before her detained class And from behind her authoritative podium She equates abortion to the holocaust A dangerous comparison in an educational garrison But the other children nodded their heads in agreement A benefit of having the ear of youth Is being able to infect it with your own toxic ideology What bacteria did this ear infection consist of? Conservatism? Religiosity? Chastity? The answer was depressingly simple I was the only one there unaware of Fox News I was a casualty of the confusion The confusion engendered By venom thoughts placing politic-colored glasses on the entrenched masses Entertainment Used to convey anger and hate Emotions worth conveying But not living in The intents and desires of their vulnerable receivers become an incongruous disaster What could I have done? Minds as still as the pharaohs heart We live in a society where we're all infantilized by one myth Good and evil Looking back on what I did do I didn't do much But I did do something I didn't nod my head like a ******** sycophant
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May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 12:34 PM UTC
Fox News
We have engendered   them. Our   babies. Our annelids.  Facsimiles of Us. A gushing warm viscous  fluid And  a conglomerate of meat From the womb pods of our hive Rush out into your  oxygen. Our mass will grow indeed. And, Our perfect mitosis will repeat - More beautiful Babies. Our perfect mitosis will repeat - More beautiful Babies. 8 become 16; 16 become 32 You (solo) Must know by now; no  doubt Individuality is a cold, broken loop An anachronism of a bygone era Pass through  Our membrane , insect. And be born infinitely back through it. We will have you spread-out in our warmth Under our skins; apart of our million-chambered heart Join Us.
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Aug 2, 2012
Aug 2, 2012 at 9:13 PM UTC
Babies
The name Theodore has its Greek anthropologies, Jewish anthropologies and also Germany anthropologies. The Greek anthropological perspective of The name Theodore indeed has something to do with the gods.However, the Greek way of looking at life was a frustrated thinking.To them everything was a god. They had  a plethora of gods; utopia,cacotopia, Thespis, muse, clio, calypso, and Theodore was a half a god like Gabriel who impregnanted Mary on behalf of God as Joseph the cuckold carpenter patiently looked musing the ballad of a cuckold peasant . So Theodore and Gabriel were godsend.I  have not delved to know what it means among the Jews, But am aware of the the cultural and anthropological surroundings of the name Theodore in Germany . It is a name of a male person  signifying extra-masculine behavior. I also write poetry in Deutsch, so i know  substantial cultural values of the people of Germany.  Like in this case the modern  social  naming systems . I am aware of the anthropology of this Deutsch nomenclatural position.Why would link this name to Greeks but not Germany may due to  some silent social and emotional  disposition in Europe  that the  English speaking Europeans have a soft spot for  the Greek culture.While at the same time they become victims of high adrenaline level when exposed to anything Germany. they always get repulsed when the word Germany is mentioned.So one's  thesis on nomenclatural values of the name Theodore depends on which side of European  consciousness one is found; is it Germany friendly consciousness or Germany threatened consciousness? The dystopic component of the name Theodore is purely cacotopic with zero element of utopia , as extra-masculinity is a swine of  engendered civilization  all the times. Yours Alexander  k  Opicho NB/ i kindly  invite Theodore to come to  Kenya so that we do a joint research on the Swahili perspectives of the name Theodore, in Kiswahili the name Theodore  is subverted to bwana tadayo
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Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 10:57 AM UTC
poetic dystopia and the name theodore
The name Theodore has its Greek anthropologies, Jewish anthropologies and also Germany anthropologies. The Greek anthropological perspective of The name Theodore indeed has something to do with the gods.However, the Greek way of looking at life was a frustrated thinking.To them everything was a god. They had  a plethora of gods; utopia,cacotopia, Thespis, muse, clio, calypso, and Theodore was a half a god like Gabriel who impregnanted Mary on behalf of God as Joseph the cuckold carpenter patiently looked musing the ballad of a cuckold peasant . So Theodore and Gabriel were godsend.I  have not delved to know what it means among the Jews, But am aware of the the cultural and anthropological surroundings of the name Theodore in Germany . It is a name of a male person  signifying extra-masculine behavior. I also write poetry in Deutsch, so i know  substantial cultural values of the people of Germany.  Like in this case the modern  social  naming systems . I am aware of the anthropology of this Deutsch nomenclatural position.Why would link this name to Greeks but not Germany may due to  some silent social and emotional  disposition in Europe  that the  English speaking Europeans have a soft spot for  the Greek culture.While at the same time they become victims of high adrenaline level when exposed to anything Germany. they always get repulsed when the word Germany is mentioned.So one's  thesis on nomenclatural values of the name Theodore depends on which side of European  consciousness one is found; is it Germany friendly consciousness or Germany threatened consciousness? The dystopic component of the name Theodore is purely cacotopic with zero element of utopia , as extra-masculinity is a swine of  engendered civilization  all the times. Yours Alexander  k  Opicho NB/ i kindly  invite Theodore to come to  Kenya so that we do a joint research on the Swahili perspectives of the name Theodore, in Kiswahili the name Theodore  is subverted to bwana tadayo
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the carbon tax is gone the carbon tax is gone hey aint that good news the carbon tax is gone the power companies can pass the savings on now that the carbon tax is gone electricity bills of late have been too high peaking at 18 percent which has left little in the purse to pay our rent Clive and his senate colleagues have done a jolly good thing getting rid of that carbon tax thing which has engendered in the public much irking the carbon tax is gone the carbon tax is gone hey aint that good news the carbon tax is gone
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 8:33 PM UTC
Carbon Tax
Maiden crowned with glossy blackness, Lithe as panther forest-roaming, Long-armed Naiad when she dances On a stream of ether floating, Bright, o bright Fedalma! Form all curves like softness drifted, Wave-kissed marble roundly dimpling, Far-off music slowly wingèd, Gently rising, gently sinking, Bright, o bright Fedalma! Pure as rain-tear on a rose-leaf, Cloud high born in noonday spotless Sudden perfect like the dew-bead, Gem of earth and sky begotten, Bright, o bright Fedalma! Beauty has no mortal father, Holy light her form engendered, Out of tremor yearning, gladness, Presage sweet, and joy remembered, Child of light! Child of light! Child of light, Fedalma!
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Bright, o bright Fedalma
That day i finished A small piece For an obscure magazine I popped it in the box And such a starry elation Came over me That I got whistled at in the street For the first time in a long time. I was ***** and roughly dressed And had circles under my eyes And far far from flirtation But so full of completion Of a deed duly done An act of consummation That the freedom and force it engendered Shone and spun Out of my old raincoat. It must have looked like love Or a fabulous free holiday To the young men sauntering Down Berwick Street. I still think this is most mysterious For while I was writing it It was gritty it felt like self-abuse Constipation, desperately unsocial. But done done done Everything in the world Flowed back Like a huge bonus.
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A Bonus
Alexander k Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya;[email protected]) The most misused natural resource is animal emotion Animal jelousy, animal love, animal happiness, animal libido, Animal compassion, animal grief, animal ogle, animal *** Animal ego, animal fear or stampede, but animal anger utmost It is a resource of value and virtue if used in prudence Least vicious off all lest ghoulish natural disposition Whose exemplification follows below in juxtaposition; Out of anger a human animal kills Revenges in full feat of anger Causing accidents and damages In employment of anger to uphold ego A snake will not bite until ignited to anger But in its calm state it’s an agent of ecological peace Lioness is herbivorous in their truce but irascibly carnivorous Buffaloes only crash if catapulted by anger But romantically crazy in the emotional bliss Man is fountain of peaceful jealousy Man is cradle of venerative bigotry Man is a well of murderous love Humanity engendered is matchless ocean Of cantankerous infatuation crushing for doable And non-doables, deservation of pity, All these natural ornamentations That echo vicious virtues of man Are protégés of perfected anger.
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Dec 16, 2013
Dec 16, 2013 at 8:38 AM UTC
animal anger
You should hear Her speak of the time When love had struck Her, left Her blind; The intuition in Her breast Was left ignored with just one request: “Please, love with care (with no hate); This may prepare you for your fate.” Then, a One-Eyed-Monster dared to peep At this starry-eyed Girl with a soul still asleep. The Monster's nature, as it strove with pleasure, Pleased Its infinite fervor, which nothing could measure, As It Schemed, and found, and mostly destroyed Her love-struck spirit that It yearned to employ. These reckless hits made by this Daring Dart, Un-mended the Girl from Rosebud to Heart. Not believing all the Monster said, The Girl sought the truth, but found it with dread. Upon seeing this Monster's very bright colors, She drowned in sorrow, but refused another Hit by this Dart, as It still carelessly slaughters Other Hearts, like Its future Daughter’s.   And then came a time, much later in life, When the Girl understood love’s unending strife. Many One-Eyed-Monsters, She now bears in mind, Aspire to love, but still cannot find The passion They hunt for and ache to sway, Because they zip Themselves up when love comes Their way. Confusion They feel, and this does not die; But, what can They see with only one eye? These perilous passings on love’s sojourn The Girl does not dwell on, nor does She mourn. Instead, She has found new ways to see Love’s ultimate beauty, unexpectedly: A journey enGENDERED with Ladies of taste, Where only Her own *** can love back without hate.
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Oct 10, 2013
Oct 10, 2013 at 3:49 PM UTC
'Of Love'
You should hear Her speak of the time When love had struck Her, left Her blind; The intuition in Her breast Was left ignored with just one request: “Please, love with care (with no hate); This may prepare you for your fate.” Then, a One-Eyed-Monster dared to peep At this starry-eyed Girl with a soul still asleep. The Monster's nature, as it strove with pleasure, Pleased Its infinite fervor, which nothing could measure, As It Schemed, and found, and mostly destroyed Her love-struck spirit that It yearned to employ. These reckless hits made by this Daring Dart, Un-mended the Girl from Rosebud to Heart. Not believing all the Monster said, The Girl sought the truth, but found it with dread. Upon seeing this Monster's very bright colors, She drowned in sorrow, but refused another Hit by this Dart, as It still carelessly slaughters Other Hearts, like Its future Daughter’s.   And then came a time, much later in life, When the Girl understood love’s unending strife. Many One-Eyed-Monsters, She now bears in mind, Aspire to love, but still cannot find The passion They hunt for and ache to sway, Because they zip Themselves up when love comes Their way. Confusion They feel, and this does not die; But, what can They see with only one eye? These perilous passings on love’s sojourn The Girl does not dwell on, nor does She mourn. Instead, She has found new ways to see Love’s ultimate beauty, unexpectedly: A journey enGENDERED with Ladies of taste, Where only Her own *** can love back without hate.
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Polly had a delicate situation Was zinged by a witch last spring Which engendered a condition which did cling: On Tuesdays she was a girl Who liked scented candles and flowers And stickers of dragons with magical powers On Mondays and Wednesdays she was a boy Who loved dirt bike racing & spicy bok-choy Thursdays she was a socialist vegan Fridays a long armed gibbon And on Saturdays she became, to the chagrin & horror Of her pets and paramour A Tea Parti colored Republican!
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Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 2:48 PM UTC
Untitled
every moment is continually shedding itself; sloughing off the skin of time, dying, into the past, to freshen in exposure, this moment. to live, really to breathe, by impermanence. constantly transforming, the body is never solid, here, there, as atomic flashes, electrons popping in and out of existence, an appearance made, to depart, in a flicker. all turns off, like this, always, eventually, momentarily. threshed and stripping bare chaos voraciously burns, returning through extinguish on smokey black horizons. sinking, into tendrils weaving, knitting by fray, tapestries engendered by enveloping decease. you feel this don’t you? unconscious as much of it may be. it is the nearest of near, and dearly intimate, passions corrosive kiss, oscillating, opening, to retract, in flow, pushing in to pull away, thanatos is eros together, apart again, together-apart, here-going. the heart is aware, supremely aware of this happening, even when the mind is fooled by apparent stability, and the soul surrenders to it's inevitability, even hungering for divine destruction, as basic an urge as the creative impulse. to be composed is to be subject to decompose, fertilizing compositions in cosmic chasms. our lungs darkly shining with every fall of the chest mirroring, each breath one breath closer to the final breath, each exhale a letting go of what can’t be held forever, the expelled foreshadows annihilation, on the fading road, towards this mortal coils entropic end; a preparation. to live, surely, is to meet loss over and over, to love, fully, is to grieve again and again, there is a deep melancholic knowing that exists in all living things, water drops tears like rain, leaves fall like sighs, everyone, and everything dies. our melancholy might be sacred could we truly embrace, and feel, this reality: death is the ever present condition.
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Apr 4, 2014
Apr 4, 2014 at 9:04 PM UTC
death is the ever present condition.
every moment is continually shedding itself; sloughing off the skin of time, dying, into the past, to freshen in exposure, this moment. to live, really to breathe, by impermanence. constantly transforming, the body is never solid, here, there, as atomic flashes, electrons popping in and out of existence, an appearance made, to depart, in a flicker. all turns off, like this, always, eventually, momentarily. threshed and stripping bare chaos voraciously burns, returning through extinguish on smokey black horizons. sinking, into tendrils weaving, knitting by fray, tapestries engendered by enveloping decease. you feel this don’t you? unconscious as much of it may be. it is the nearest of near, and dearly intimate, passions corrosive kiss, oscillating, opening, to retract, in flow, pushing in to pull away, thanatos is eros together, apart again, together-apart, here-going. the heart is aware, supremely aware of this happening, even when the mind is fooled by apparent stability, and the soul surrenders to it's inevitability, even hungering for divine destruction, as basic an urge as the creative impulse. to be composed is to be subject to decompose, fertilizing compositions in cosmic chasms. our lungs darkly shining with every fall of the chest mirroring, each breath one breath closer to the final breath, each exhale a letting go of what can’t be held forever, the expelled foreshadows annihilation, on the fading road, towards this mortal coils entropic end; a preparation. to live, surely, is to meet loss over and over, to love, fully, is to grieve again and again, there is a deep melancholic knowing that exists in all living things, water drops tears like rain, leaves fall like sighs, everyone, and everything dies. our melancholy might be sacred could we truly embrace, and feel, this reality: death is the ever present condition.
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in the long ago a randy poet did contact me via the site's internal email he requested that I should *pen him some ****** verse* due to me being such an obliging person I wrote the fellow a few lines of the hot and steamy variety he was quite satisfied with how they affected the pelvic region and it engendered such a goodly arise Sir Percy response but after several months all communication between us did abruptly cease for he had found a more seasoned poetess to scribe him stuff in a spicer pitch
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Jun 24, 2017
Jun 24, 2017 at 11:47 PM UTC
Spicer Pitch
I find innocuous corners in the unfathomable depths of humanity. Then I weave a silken web of lies against the tapestries of fate. The longer the web takes, the more fabulous its construction, peppered both with illusions and realities. For the greatest illusion is the one most rooted in truth. I have no need to chase; my patience is as consummate a force as any; I wait for my prey to come to me on their own, And then I ensnare them, injecting them with venom, Rendering them unable to escape. The web is an extension to my soul. To my spirit. It is me, and my weapon. Its substance is known to me. My webs are lies mixed with truths, despair colored with hope. They are a crawling infinity of colors, An eternal tribute to orderly and savage chaos. Each strand, which links me to my prey and my predators, Each one resonates under the steps of the dancing mad god, Vibrating and sending little echoes of bravery or cowardice, Satiation or hunger, Destruction or architecture, Blabber or argument, Each strand carries my reaction to everyone who is connected to me. Every intention, interaction, motivation that I have been plagued with, Every color, everybody, every action and reaction that I have endured, Every piece of physical reality and the thoughts that it engendered, Every connection made, every nuanced moment of history and potentiality, Every possible thing that ever was, ever is and ever will be with regard to me, Woven into that limitless, sprawling web. It is without beginning or end. It is complex to a degree that humbles the mind. It is not a weapon. It is a trap. A trap, one to which I fall every single time. Infinitely bitten, never shy. I can renounce the world again. I can turn away once more. But it never lasts. The web is too spread out. There are other spiders on it, Spiders, which have tethered me to this plane of reality, With their own silken threads. It is too late. Too late to draw the strings close. It is too late. Too late to destroy my prison, too late to destroy my weapon. Too late for everything.
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Jan 5, 2014
Jan 5, 2014 at 10:55 AM UTC
Silken Strands
I find innocuous corners in the unfathomable depths of humanity. Then I weave a silken web of lies against the tapestries of fate. The longer the web takes, the more fabulous its construction, peppered both with illusions and realities. For the greatest illusion is the one most rooted in truth. I have no need to chase; my patience is as consummate a force as any; I wait for my prey to come to me on their own, And then I ensnare them, injecting them with venom, Rendering them unable to escape. The web is an extension to my soul. To my spirit. It is me, and my weapon. Its substance is known to me. My webs are lies mixed with truths, despair colored with hope. They are a crawling infinity of colors, An eternal tribute to orderly and savage chaos. Each strand, which links me to my prey and my predators, Each one resonates under the steps of the dancing mad god, Vibrating and sending little echoes of bravery or cowardice, Satiation or hunger, Destruction or architecture, Blabber or argument, Each strand carries my reaction to everyone who is connected to me. Every intention, interaction, motivation that I have been plagued with, Every color, everybody, every action and reaction that I have endured, Every piece of physical reality and the thoughts that it engendered, Every connection made, every nuanced moment of history and potentiality, Every possible thing that ever was, ever is and ever will be with regard to me, Woven into that limitless, sprawling web. It is without beginning or end. It is complex to a degree that humbles the mind. It is not a weapon. It is a trap. A trap, one to which I fall every single time. Infinitely bitten, never shy. I can renounce the world again. I can turn away once more. But it never lasts. The web is too spread out. There are other spiders on it, Spiders, which have tethered me to this plane of reality, With their own silken threads. It is too late. Too late to draw the strings close. It is too late. Too late to destroy my prison, too late to destroy my weapon. Too late for everything.
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There's always a beginning There'll always be an end And no matter how you play your cards You won't see round the bend. For tomorrow is another day The morning sun will shine And the layer of potentialities Is arrayed for yours and mine. In looking back a long time A little boy in jeans, Check shirt on a pushbike Amid the in betweens. Nothing really mattered, Each day came and went and before the realization dawned The infancy was spent. Mother died of cancer The agony in eyes Just 43 years of age In alcoholic lies. The Old Man was likewise Collapsing in my arms He passed away at 43. Evaporated charms. Adolescence came and went Forced to join the race Of madness in the unknown The world's a violent place. Decision ****** upon in spades Cut and ****** in life It's Papua or Vietnam Instead, I took a wife . Disaster in the making A sidestep in the way I left the complication there And coldly strode away. Changed the whole complexion Altered how it planned Ended up with knapsack on Afresh in New Zealand. Strangely how it re-aligns The order falls in place Confusion dissipates to let What clear defined, creates. Somewhere I turned the corner Took it all in hand Built an actuality Of promise in this land. Pride and hard ambition, defy the odds and graft. Visualize a rainbow From inspiration's craft. Build it with your own two hands With sweat upon your brow And know, within your very depth You're on the right path now. Lady luck was with me Somewhere along the way I found myself a sweetheart In chance creation's way Then ragamuffin boychilds Scrapping on the rug, Engendered that which matters In life's eternal shrug. You touch upon the beauty You taste the honeyed wine, You walk on fields of flowers In the nectar of your time. Tenderness and kindness Essential to the mix Should you wish to be of value In the blended world you fix. Some you win, some you lose Sometimes you just laugh For as the years meander There's humor in the task.... And a gentle satisfaction In the way it all pans through And in my eighty year reflection I'll just throw a smile to you. [email protected]
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Mar 9, 2025
Mar 9, 2025 at 5:00 PM UTC
The Octagon
There's always a beginning There'll always be an end And no matter how you play your cards You won't see round the bend. For tomorrow is another day The morning sun will shine And the layer of potentialities Is arrayed for yours and mine. In looking back a long time A little boy in jeans, Check shirt on a pushbike Amid the in betweens. Nothing really mattered, Each day came and went and before the realization dawned The infancy was spent. Mother died of cancer The agony in eyes Just 43 years of age In alcoholic lies. The Old Man was likewise Collapsing in my arms He passed away at 43. Evaporated charms. Adolescence came and went Forced to join the race Of madness in the unknown The world's a violent place. Decision ****** upon in spades Cut and ****** in life It's Papua or Vietnam Instead, I took a wife . Disaster in the making A sidestep in the way I left the complication there And coldly strode away. Changed the whole complexion Altered how it planned Ended up with knapsack on Afresh in New Zealand. Strangely how it re-aligns The order falls in place Confusion dissipates to let What clear defined, creates. Somewhere I turned the corner Took it all in hand Built an actuality Of promise in this land. Pride and hard ambition, defy the odds and graft. Visualize a rainbow From inspiration's craft. Build it with your own two hands With sweat upon your brow And know, within your very depth You're on the right path now. Lady luck was with me Somewhere along the way I found myself a sweetheart In chance creation's way Then ragamuffin boychilds Scrapping on the rug, Engendered that which matters In life's eternal shrug. You touch upon the beauty You taste the honeyed wine, You walk on fields of flowers In the nectar of your time. Tenderness and kindness Essential to the mix Should you wish to be of value In the blended world you fix. Some you win, some you lose Sometimes you just laugh For as the years meander There's humor in the task.... And a gentle satisfaction In the way it all pans through And in my eighty year reflection I'll just throw a smile to you. [email protected]
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A trouble, not of clouds, or weeping rain, Nor of the setting sun’s pathetic light Engendered, hangs o’er Eildon’s triple height: Spirits of Power, assembled there, complain For kindred Power departing from their sight; While Tweed, best pleased in chanting a blithe strain, Saddens his voice again, and yet again. Lift up your hearts, ye Mourners! for the might Of the whole world’s good wishes with him goes; Blessings and prayers in nobler retinue Than sceptred king or laurelled conqueror knows, Follow this wondrous Potentate. Be true, Ye winds of ocean, and the midland sea, Wafting your Charge to soft Parthenope!
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On The Departure Of Sir Walter Scott From Abbotsford, For Naples
In that age of aged seasons predating our own's four-square rhyme, a reasonable jape was hatched beaked but hairy to a guilt-free Hen whose humors ran with jaw-slackening creatures, foul and not at all bird-like. Soon after its mixed-up cracking, two prattle-prone Wrens hopped to spread rumors of an un-chickity chick and the ungodly origins of fatherless yowls. Their tittered jeers found welcome ears, and Mother Hen preened her babe chased by merciless guffaws. This Hen was not one to lay down meekly, and a never stony tongue rolled out its antidote myth to a pair of gabby Gulls: "My child may look not-much, but he's divine engendered and miraculous born. Sure he's messy, ah, but you'll see he'll grow to be, much-much-more than any feathery tykes your like did bear." She clucked it so seriously, who were they to doubt her? The plumed sniggering ceased. But before another grateful day could dawn in a hallelujah glare of right angles, out pecking up a snack, Mother made eye contact with an unfortunate Fate brandishing his lucky-gripped ax. What of her wonder-why, joke of a boy? Left alone at straw-pocket home, waiting for his Hen to return, he starved then decayed to hollow bones, and was never thought of again.
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Apr 1, 2010
Apr 1, 2010 at 12:43 PM UTC
An April Fool Ends Badly
Prayer Before Birth (1944) - Poem by Louis Macneice I am not yet born; O hear me. Let not the bloodsucking bat or the rat or the stoat or the club-footed ghoul come near me. I am not yet born, console me. I fear that the human race may with tall walls wall me, with strong drugs dope me, with wise lies lure me, on black racks rack me, in blood-baths roll me. I am not yet born; provide me With water to dandle me, grass to grow for me, trees to talk to me, sky to sing to me, birds and a white light in the back of my mind to guide me. I am not yet born; forgive me For the sins that in me the world shall commit, my words when they speak me, my thoughts when they think me, my treason engendered by traitors beyond me, my life when they ****** by means of my hands, my death when they live me. I am not yet born; rehearse me In the parts I must play and the cues I must take when old men lecture me, bureaucrats hector me, mountains frown at me, lovers laugh at me, the white waves call me to folly and the desert calls me to doom and the beggar refuses my gift and my children curse me. I am not yet born; O hear me, Let not the man who is beast or who thinks he is God come near me. I am not yet born; O fill me With strength against those who would freeze my humanity, would dragoon me into a lethal automaton, would make me a cog in a machine, a thing with one face, a thing, and against all those who would dissipate my entirety, would blow me like thistledown hither and thither or hither and thither like water held in the hands would spill me. Let them not make me a stone and let them not spill me. Otherwise **** me. Louis Macneice
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Jun 12, 2016
Jun 12, 2016 at 4:09 PM UTC
Louis MacNeice (1907-1963)
Prayer Before Birth (1944) - Poem by Louis Macneice I am not yet born; O hear me. Let not the bloodsucking bat or the rat or the stoat or the club-footed ghoul come near me. I am not yet born, console me. I fear that the human race may with tall walls wall me, with strong drugs dope me, with wise lies lure me, on black racks rack me, in blood-baths roll me. I am not yet born; provide me With water to dandle me, grass to grow for me, trees to talk to me, sky to sing to me, birds and a white light in the back of my mind to guide me. I am not yet born; forgive me For the sins that in me the world shall commit, my words when they speak me, my thoughts when they think me, my treason engendered by traitors beyond me, my life when they ****** by means of my hands, my death when they live me. I am not yet born; rehearse me In the parts I must play and the cues I must take when old men lecture me, bureaucrats hector me, mountains frown at me, lovers laugh at me, the white waves call me to folly and the desert calls me to doom and the beggar refuses my gift and my children curse me. I am not yet born; O hear me, Let not the man who is beast or who thinks he is God come near me. I am not yet born; O fill me With strength against those who would freeze my humanity, would dragoon me into a lethal automaton, would make me a cog in a machine, a thing with one face, a thing, and against all those who would dissipate my entirety, would blow me like thistledown hither and thither or hither and thither like water held in the hands would spill me. Let them not make me a stone and let them not spill me. Otherwise **** me. Louis Macneice
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There's an apartment filled with drugs Somewhere in the past Where I'd roll around on my rug With a body of little mass I was malnourished And felt like a tourist I protected embarrassing ****** desires And felt like I couldn't speak I thought I'd stay silent until I retired But the pressure got too deep I was afraid of what they think And the Kool-Aid they drink I made mistakes And tried to act straight I felt fake Which engendered hate My friends stopped seeing me After I stopped being me When everything got too cold I reached out for somewhere to hold And grasped a syringe To erase my cringe I didn't sleep on a pallet Or get beat by a mallet My parents loved me Isn't that lovely? I felt pain all the same I felt like I had fame And everybody was watching And grenade launching I tried to foolishly avoid it Which proved to be ineffective I thought drugs might destroy it Which led to countless injections I've seen interesting things Like wives selling rings To be drug dealer bling And the constant scheming Of the get-rich-quick dreaming These events become boring After you see girls ******* And homeless people looting up And pregnant women shooting up And pulverizing police pulling up The difference becomes starker Once things get even darker My life had no worth Back and forth Between rehab and relapse So much time had elapsed Life became about learning how one thing leads to another Like a caring mother who gives birth to two brothers One is of use to society For he has proper propriety The other is a poet But doesn't know it He can carve out a peaceful existence That can be his righteous resistance He needs to be nurtured By someone he collides with Somewhere in the future At a location to be decided
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Feb 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 at 5:15 AM UTC
Somewhere
There's an apartment filled with drugs Somewhere in the past Where I'd roll around on my rug With a body of little mass I was malnourished And felt like a tourist I protected embarrassing ****** desires And felt like I couldn't speak I thought I'd stay silent until I retired But the pressure got too deep I was afraid of what they think And the Kool-Aid they drink I made mistakes And tried to act straight I felt fake Which engendered hate My friends stopped seeing me After I stopped being me When everything got too cold I reached out for somewhere to hold And grasped a syringe To erase my cringe I didn't sleep on a pallet Or get beat by a mallet My parents loved me Isn't that lovely? I felt pain all the same I felt like I had fame And everybody was watching And grenade launching I tried to foolishly avoid it Which proved to be ineffective I thought drugs might destroy it Which led to countless injections I've seen interesting things Like wives selling rings To be drug dealer bling And the constant scheming Of the get-rich-quick dreaming These events become boring After you see girls ******* And homeless people looting up And pregnant women shooting up And pulverizing police pulling up The difference becomes starker Once things get even darker My life had no worth Back and forth Between rehab and relapse So much time had elapsed Life became about learning how one thing leads to another Like a caring mother who gives birth to two brothers One is of use to society For he has proper propriety The other is a poet But doesn't know it He can carve out a peaceful existence That can be his righteous resistance He needs to be nurtured By someone he collides with Somewhere in the future At a location to be decided
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And the cor anglais Plays The snake charmers Medley In the oriental artifice Created for you And the jasmine soaked Velvet Of the cushions and curtains Masks The devotion Engendered by you And the blue tiled Fountain And Moorish arched garden Cool waiting For moments Gifted by you
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Jul 28, 2011
Jul 28, 2011 at 3:38 AM UTC
Cool Waiting
all her nails, freshly painted, the smoothed shaved legs, seasonally and saintly nick free, the eyeliner, A+ student penciled in, eye shade applied with lightest of touch sensual, threaded eyebrows,  curvaceously straight, streaks of red, the appliqué upon her head, parfume strategically dabbed in spots near where any body's  lips might invade, *and yet, not one primped place upon her was safe!* all turned awry, when knocked I upon bedroom door, bursting to read a poem freshly made, the oven's writing warmth, still faint discernible, giving off the aroma of heated ink, upon a skin-smooth page, a bakery smell irresistible presented her with my best, a man's rawest essence refined, honed, then, honored, favored by her she, overcome! weeping pleasure at the pleasuring of my words so gentling, all by my soft speaking tongue applied, that  engendered this response she, in a slow pouring, half turning, presented me with an act of counter-balancing, no embrace, no equality of caressing, nonetheless, a weighty visible estimation of her physical esteem and appreciation presented me a bill for repair, a body's bodyshop estimate, undoing the undoing damage done, by my careless, thoughtless, ecstatic reading of only love poetry she added a weary, seasonal, lyrical claus(e) of some folk familiarity, by way of apology "that's what you get for loving me"
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Dec 26, 2016
Dec 26, 2016 at 4:10 PM UTC
I showed no mercy to her eyebrow extensions
Morn hath come, and I rushest out of my bed; I washest my hands, and striketh my fingers wet; I cleaneth out dust, which keepest falling from 'em stilll; I greetest lone dew, clouds, and yon usual mornin' shrill; I washest my face, and ponderest over Thy Grace; I soaketh my lips, and saith Thy love verses; Verses of love, my florid comfort and solace; Best of wonders, justice, and solar miracles; I slideth hastily into my white gown; For dawn hath come, and greeted me when alone; Night hath but been a dream and a tiny song; With chords unreal, and words t'at were not long; When winds are gurgling and my fantasy is torn; I still wantest to think but of Thee alone; The verses of love t'at hath long been gone; Leaving me deathlike, and breathless on my own; My blood is again thirsting for Thy love; Whose enemy hath been dishonest all t'ese years; When I boweth to th' floor and looketh again at Thee above; Within my chaste gown, I recalleth my prudent inward tears; Tears t'at hath never real faded, nor waned; Tears t'at hath hitherto kept me all sane; Thy verses of love made me once more feel loved; And healed my congested soul t'at was sorely halved; Within my heart dwelleth but one lump of scars; But all t'ese years I'th known Thou art ne'er t'at far; With Thee only, my past regrets might just seemeth fatuous; My whining heart cometh relieved, and my virtues turneth joyous; Ah, Thee, Lord of th' Worlds and of nights and days; Ah, Thee, Whose verses are prettier than what we hear; Ah, Thee, Whose Light is tenderer than any poems I might say; Ah, Thee, Who ruleth but alive and always stayeth here; Ah, Thee, Who engendered earth, hell, and heaven; Ah, Thee, Who tamest wild souls, and enlightenest the chosen; Ah, Thee, under Whom enemies canst be our best friends; Ah, Thee, under Whom misery canst be glad, and hearts are patient; Ah, Thee, by Whom an infant shall healthily grow; Ah, Thee, by Whom days shall fade, and be braced for tomorrow; Ah, Thee, by Whom th' luminous shall win and as ever glow; Ah, Thee, Who always listeneth and heareth and ceaseth not to know; I praiseth Thee and Thee only with joy; I claimeth my blessings and honour to Thy Prophets; Thy delight is th' sweetest t'is life canst employ; Thee, by Whom I was created--and by Whose Mercy I am fed. And I boweth again and again to the floor; I criest my deepest tears, and cite t'ose anew from th' core; Thy verses of love t'at were once then thwarted; But as I ever know, Thou shalt always leave my heart rewarded.
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Dec 24, 2013
Dec 24, 2013 at 8:42 PM UTC
The Verses of Love
Morn hath come, and I rushest out of my bed; I washest my hands, and striketh my fingers wet; I cleaneth out dust, which keepest falling from 'em stilll; I greetest lone dew, clouds, and yon usual mornin' shrill; I washest my face, and ponderest over Thy Grace; I soaketh my lips, and saith Thy love verses; Verses of love, my florid comfort and solace; Best of wonders, justice, and solar miracles; I slideth hastily into my white gown; For dawn hath come, and greeted me when alone; Night hath but been a dream and a tiny song; With chords unreal, and words t'at were not long; When winds are gurgling and my fantasy is torn; I still wantest to think but of Thee alone; The verses of love t'at hath long been gone; Leaving me deathlike, and breathless on my own; My blood is again thirsting for Thy love; Whose enemy hath been dishonest all t'ese years; When I boweth to th' floor and looketh again at Thee above; Within my chaste gown, I recalleth my prudent inward tears; Tears t'at hath never real faded, nor waned; Tears t'at hath hitherto kept me all sane; Thy verses of love made me once more feel loved; And healed my congested soul t'at was sorely halved; Within my heart dwelleth but one lump of scars; But all t'ese years I'th known Thou art ne'er t'at far; With Thee only, my past regrets might just seemeth fatuous; My whining heart cometh relieved, and my virtues turneth joyous; Ah, Thee, Lord of th' Worlds and of nights and days; Ah, Thee, Whose verses are prettier than what we hear; Ah, Thee, Whose Light is tenderer than any poems I might say; Ah, Thee, Who ruleth but alive and always stayeth here; Ah, Thee, Who engendered earth, hell, and heaven; Ah, Thee, Who tamest wild souls, and enlightenest the chosen; Ah, Thee, under Whom enemies canst be our best friends; Ah, Thee, under Whom misery canst be glad, and hearts are patient; Ah, Thee, by Whom an infant shall healthily grow; Ah, Thee, by Whom days shall fade, and be braced for tomorrow; Ah, Thee, by Whom th' luminous shall win and as ever glow; Ah, Thee, Who always listeneth and heareth and ceaseth not to know; I praiseth Thee and Thee only with joy; I claimeth my blessings and honour to Thy Prophets; Thy delight is th' sweetest t'is life canst employ; Thee, by Whom I was created--and by Whose Mercy I am fed. And I boweth again and again to the floor; I criest my deepest tears, and cite t'ose anew from th' core; Thy verses of love t'at were once then thwarted; But as I ever know, Thou shalt always leave my heart rewarded.
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Life’s Discards What arises from a seemingly affront the house abandoned but a visitor arrives and calls for meaning From chaos she perches on a suitcase in the center of the room wood paneled walls and a white stone Fire place serve as the backdrop it gives the place its first telling impact a value is suggested put sight to The test now family items strewn about only make up debris but just a time in the short past this room Was filled with everything that engendered comfort now the flow is a negative one that runs down Through each piece that suggests wicker chair you once were deemed precious and worthy of serious Attachment now you belong in a trash heap but for the heart and mind that is left to assess it is a weight Of brooding as you fix what at first just speaks of a simple travesty we feel and are moved by forgotten Things without life or means to speak they convey essential truths they argue for endurance and a Common thread that shows continuance even though they are abandoned and are thought to be Worthless by the previous owner the stranger will carry them away in her mind and memory as items She can’t forget because she elevated them to a place of endearment in the very disorder of ruin she With tenderness without words ascribes to them a worth even if it is just costly shadows that now enter The mystery and intrigue that intrude into all of our thoughts at times of contemplation where ever They arise in the dark evening or at morning twig light this room and others like it make up the physical Dimensions of that subconscious world the swirl and excitement that crashes against our outer lives That gives it untold riches meaning without understanding but a buttress a force that defies attacks of Various kinds we are more bemused than overwhelmed and that power rests in many things but a lot Are just yesterdays discards
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Feb 20, 2012
Feb 20, 2012 at 2:28 PM UTC
Life’s Discards
Life’s Discards What arises from a seemingly affront the house abandoned but a visitor arrives and calls for meaning From chaos she perches on a suitcase in the center of the room wood paneled walls and a white stone Fire place serve as the backdrop it gives the place its first telling impact a value is suggested put sight to The test now family items strewn about only make up debris but just a time in the short past this room Was filled with everything that engendered comfort now the flow is a negative one that runs down Through each piece that suggests wicker chair you once were deemed precious and worthy of serious Attachment now you belong in a trash heap but for the heart and mind that is left to assess it is a weight Of brooding as you fix what at first just speaks of a simple travesty we feel and are moved by forgotten Things without life or means to speak they convey essential truths they argue for endurance and a Common thread that shows continuance even though they are abandoned and are thought to be Worthless by the previous owner the stranger will carry them away in her mind and memory as items She can’t forget because she elevated them to a place of endearment in the very disorder of ruin she With tenderness without words ascribes to them a worth even if it is just costly shadows that now enter The mystery and intrigue that intrude into all of our thoughts at times of contemplation where ever They arise in the dark evening or at morning twig light this room and others like it make up the physical Dimensions of that subconscious world the swirl and excitement that crashes against our outer lives That gives it untold riches meaning without understanding but a buttress a force that defies attacks of Various kinds we are more bemused than overwhelmed and that power rests in many things but a lot Are just yesterdays discards
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On engendered knee I doft before the esse The ✋of  endearment alightens my being
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Oct 15, 2021
Oct 15, 2021 at 11:54 AM UTC
The hand that gives and gives