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"emphasizing" poems
We are each our own moon. Charismatic souls reflecting sunlight, As if to illuminate a room, We glow against black, void; an endless night. Like a caterpillar to a butterfly, emerging from a tight knit cocoon, Spreading each wing, confidently slicing the evening air…taking flight. Or even a flower freshly bloomed on a midsummer’s afternoon. The moon: a flower, silently smiling despite the plight. Aside from what each day shuffles in; each night simmers out No matter how often we feel we have lost ourselves… Or leave way to fill our heads with doubt. With recurring assumptions of a worldwide redemption:omnipotent stealth. Needn't some take longer than others to sprout? Staring blankly into a mirror, or a moonless night sky: hungry for answers, yet facing an empty shelf. However, that doesn't infer we embark on a divergent route. Simply due to lack of clarity, lack of reasoning behind each card dealt. With that in mind, Just as the moon,true colors may dwindle…they may fade, yet in essence are always there. Even on a cloudy day, or when the sunshine is at its peak…and just as well for the blind. Full moon, half moon, new moon…waxing, waning: dynamic phases the night sky shares. Moon phases;moody faces…natures way of emphasizing personality defined. Notwithstanding the dark side, each moon may wear. Like a guilty pleasure manifesting in a secret shrine, We all suppress a certain side; to pompous to face reality genuinely bare. Fragments of our faces may always be hidden, But there’s one thing that will never absorb into the eclipse: emotion. Some figure each phase, each wave of vibes … simply fate already written. Devils advocate begs to differ… let your mind emit all distraction and harmonize with the ocean. Effervescent rays,warm barrels in which emotions, old and new, have ridden. Chaotically contradicting thoughts, pulling and pushing, creating the paradox of serene commotion. A world of words from each moon face: a beautiful encryption. We are each our own moon, written in the waves, compelled by life’s devotion.
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Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 1:13 AM UTC
Moon Faces : Moody Faces
We are each our own moon. Charismatic souls reflecting sunlight, As if to illuminate a room, We glow against black, void; an endless night. Like a caterpillar to a butterfly, emerging from a tight knit cocoon, Spreading each wing, confidently slicing the evening air…taking flight. Or even a flower freshly bloomed on a midsummer’s afternoon. The moon: a flower, silently smiling despite the plight. Aside from what each day shuffles in; each night simmers out No matter how often we feel we have lost ourselves… Or leave way to fill our heads with doubt. With recurring assumptions of a worldwide redemption:omnipotent stealth. Needn't some take longer than others to sprout? Staring blankly into a mirror, or a moonless night sky: hungry for answers, yet facing an empty shelf. However, that doesn't infer we embark on a divergent route. Simply due to lack of clarity, lack of reasoning behind each card dealt. With that in mind, Just as the moon,true colors may dwindle…they may fade, yet in essence are always there. Even on a cloudy day, or when the sunshine is at its peak…and just as well for the blind. Full moon, half moon, new moon…waxing, waning: dynamic phases the night sky shares. Moon phases;moody faces…natures way of emphasizing personality defined. Notwithstanding the dark side, each moon may wear. Like a guilty pleasure manifesting in a secret shrine, We all suppress a certain side; to pompous to face reality genuinely bare. Fragments of our faces may always be hidden, But there’s one thing that will never absorb into the eclipse: emotion. Some figure each phase, each wave of vibes … simply fate already written. Devils advocate begs to differ… let your mind emit all distraction and harmonize with the ocean. Effervescent rays,warm barrels in which emotions, old and new, have ridden. Chaotically contradicting thoughts, pulling and pushing, creating the paradox of serene commotion. A world of words from each moon face: a beautiful encryption. We are each our own moon, written in the waves, compelled by life’s devotion.
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I’ve got a small house made of cobblestone, and I have a mountain made of chairs. I’m safely inside; withering to the bone, and hanging onto my last remaining hairs. I know what awaits outside my window and I won’t open the door for anyone. It’s not like I have any special place to go, and I don’t care much for the beating sun. The lights are all off, but I risk a candle in truth it’s as much light as I can handle. It’s solely so that I prepare for the battle against the first foe; the lurking shadow we all know. But when a voice rings out begging and pleading for my help, asking me to simply let them inside. I’m more worried about myself, and preserving what’s left of my health. I can’t prevent it, I run and hide, I refuse to go outside. Savor what’s left of my last breath, today I won’t be tricked by death. I let the stranger into my abode anyway I guess I let my compassion get the best of me. Emphasizing he had only minimal time to stay he reassured he wasn’t tricking or testing me. “Don’t you miss the trees and sun in a park, why do you live like this way?” is what he said, I replied “I’d rather be nothing in the dark, instead of being dead.” I won’t fade into my made bed. But he’s the one that is bleeding, medical attention he’s needing. But I won’t let anyone into my fortresss of solitude. Tells me he’s not trying to scare me but letting him in was already daring, I just can’t stand to be so cruel, uncaring or rude. I refuse to be subdued. He may not make it out alive but maybe neither will I. He shows his true colors and they thrive as he shows me how to die. The hand knocked and made it’s mark but it wasn’t a delusion in my head. While I’d rather be nothing in the dark instead of being dead.
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Sep 10, 2025
Sep 10, 2025 at 1:00 PM UTC
Nothing in the Dark
I’ve got a small house made of cobblestone, and I have a mountain made of chairs. I’m safely inside; withering to the bone, and hanging onto my last remaining hairs. I know what awaits outside my window and I won’t open the door for anyone. It’s not like I have any special place to go, and I don’t care much for the beating sun. The lights are all off, but I risk a candle in truth it’s as much light as I can handle. It’s solely so that I prepare for the battle against the first foe; the lurking shadow we all know. But when a voice rings out begging and pleading for my help, asking me to simply let them inside. I’m more worried about myself, and preserving what’s left of my health. I can’t prevent it, I run and hide, I refuse to go outside. Savor what’s left of my last breath, today I won’t be tricked by death. I let the stranger into my abode anyway I guess I let my compassion get the best of me. Emphasizing he had only minimal time to stay he reassured he wasn’t tricking or testing me. “Don’t you miss the trees and sun in a park, why do you live like this way?” is what he said, I replied “I’d rather be nothing in the dark, instead of being dead.” I won’t fade into my made bed. But he’s the one that is bleeding, medical attention he’s needing. But I won’t let anyone into my fortresss of solitude. Tells me he’s not trying to scare me but letting him in was already daring, I just can’t stand to be so cruel, uncaring or rude. I refuse to be subdued. He may not make it out alive but maybe neither will I. He shows his true colors and they thrive as he shows me how to die. The hand knocked and made it’s mark but it wasn’t a delusion in my head. While I’d rather be nothing in the dark instead of being dead.
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Donald Trump's presidency Is one of the greatest achievements in art I have ever experienced And Trump is a true artist He takes words from the page Like corruption, disenfranchisement, xenophobia And brings them to life Highlighting fear and paranoia so clearly Contrasting the blacks and whites Emphasizing anger While reminding us we're mere infants In the digital age And warning us of our seniority And capitalism's We all like to think life has meaning Until we hit an animal with our car Then that's just the way things are And I'm staring at an absurdist painting Of a child driving a car Through a herd of sheep As I watch a heist film Where the robbers turn their guns over To the mentally unstable guy in the group Trump is a national artist Placing riots on the map And drawing infernos on the Internet His art forces an opinion Everybody has something to say about him And it's all true Even the pages he ripped from his own cabinet Tried to villainize him in their script But he was already an anti-hero The humor is that the mud slung onto him Is dirt kicked up from his own tires I guess if you surround yourself with hateful people You're surrounding yourself with people who probably hate you Trump's art is deeply conflicting He reminds me of the people who want me to live in shame Yet he embodies the individuality that separates me from that shame His insecurities remind me of myself High school is the White House in the eyes of a kid And I had secrets I wanted to share But felt I couldn't I learned things That changed my entire perspective And didn't think people would understand Afraid of being assaulted for my indiscretions I hid behind a boisterous personality And a nonchalant attitude Trump's art evokes sympathy and hatred that feels so strong When he holds a mirror defining our worst qualities To a man viscerally opposed to his own reflection The confliction of emotions Is the hallmark of great art We are all artists The lines we write or the strokes we brush Are in our actions And Trump's canvas displays A life filled with accomplishment Inspiring me to live my own life But I still wake up in cold sweats From the American dream That anybody can be president
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Sep 29, 2017
Sep 29, 2017 at 6:39 AM UTC
Conflicting
Donald Trump's presidency Is one of the greatest achievements in art I have ever experienced And Trump is a true artist He takes words from the page Like corruption, disenfranchisement, xenophobia And brings them to life Highlighting fear and paranoia so clearly Contrasting the blacks and whites Emphasizing anger While reminding us we're mere infants In the digital age And warning us of our seniority And capitalism's We all like to think life has meaning Until we hit an animal with our car Then that's just the way things are And I'm staring at an absurdist painting Of a child driving a car Through a herd of sheep As I watch a heist film Where the robbers turn their guns over To the mentally unstable guy in the group Trump is a national artist Placing riots on the map And drawing infernos on the Internet His art forces an opinion Everybody has something to say about him And it's all true Even the pages he ripped from his own cabinet Tried to villainize him in their script But he was already an anti-hero The humor is that the mud slung onto him Is dirt kicked up from his own tires I guess if you surround yourself with hateful people You're surrounding yourself with people who probably hate you Trump's art is deeply conflicting He reminds me of the people who want me to live in shame Yet he embodies the individuality that separates me from that shame His insecurities remind me of myself High school is the White House in the eyes of a kid And I had secrets I wanted to share But felt I couldn't I learned things That changed my entire perspective And didn't think people would understand Afraid of being assaulted for my indiscretions I hid behind a boisterous personality And a nonchalant attitude Trump's art evokes sympathy and hatred that feels so strong When he holds a mirror defining our worst qualities To a man viscerally opposed to his own reflection The confliction of emotions Is the hallmark of great art We are all artists The lines we write or the strokes we brush Are in our actions And Trump's canvas displays A life filled with accomplishment Inspiring me to live my own life But I still wake up in cold sweats From the American dream That anybody can be president
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Waiting for him, Was like a, Mindless abyss. I thought, This time I should give it a shot. Add plus venture, Into a realm full with pleasures of flesh. Rather waiting to lie  in sepulcher. Thence came the wooers, On horses, chariots, planes and cars, Courted me to the foreign lands of brand new emotions. Greasy, exotic, curious  and even obscure , To satiate my hunger, They poured, And I sinfully devoured. Ooooh! A whip here. Ouuch! A tickle there. Aahhhhh!! The sheer unfolding of their classy work. Every night lusciously they came, Wrapped me in an awe of satire, skepticism and imagination, Not to say of the bruises they gave, Tears I shed of Anger,Pain ,Love and Hate. Still I  followed them blindly and agape, Because a new world in me was taking shape. Of Shakespeare, Freud, Tolstoy, Eliot, Byron, Wordsworth and my then fav, the great Gabriel Garcia Marquez. A medley  of fantasy, fact-fiction, comedy, realism and romance. Oh! What not I chanced upon. All emphasizing emotion, imagination, scientific and natural thought. There was no stopping of these gnawing hunger pangs, None lasted more than a one night stand. The foolish me, unaware, cascaded in the fatal encounters, Not knowing the pangs are of soul to reach the supreme ****** Thence came a Seer The Prophet, The Wanderer, The Forerunner, It was as if he can rip me with his thoughts, And see my soul through that tear….. I distinctly remember that divine night, The moment I held him in my desirous hands, I was no more in dual fight. Things started falling into place, Was no more in that abysmal space. Still I would say, It’s a current phase. This soon would also evade. New Lover , For every new night… To cut a long story short, Just so, Because of your low attention span, The lover, the poet , the wooer Was the great Khalil Gibran.
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Jul 5, 2010
Jul 5, 2010 at 1:05 PM UTC
******** Blues
Waiting for him, Was like a, Mindless abyss. I thought, This time I should give it a shot. Add plus venture, Into a realm full with pleasures of flesh. Rather waiting to lie  in sepulcher. Thence came the wooers, On horses, chariots, planes and cars, Courted me to the foreign lands of brand new emotions. Greasy, exotic, curious  and even obscure , To satiate my hunger, They poured, And I sinfully devoured. Ooooh! A whip here. Ouuch! A tickle there. Aahhhhh!! The sheer unfolding of their classy work. Every night lusciously they came, Wrapped me in an awe of satire, skepticism and imagination, Not to say of the bruises they gave, Tears I shed of Anger,Pain ,Love and Hate. Still I  followed them blindly and agape, Because a new world in me was taking shape. Of Shakespeare, Freud, Tolstoy, Eliot, Byron, Wordsworth and my then fav, the great Gabriel Garcia Marquez. A medley  of fantasy, fact-fiction, comedy, realism and romance. Oh! What not I chanced upon. All emphasizing emotion, imagination, scientific and natural thought. There was no stopping of these gnawing hunger pangs, None lasted more than a one night stand. The foolish me, unaware, cascaded in the fatal encounters, Not knowing the pangs are of soul to reach the supreme ****** Thence came a Seer The Prophet, The Wanderer, The Forerunner, It was as if he can rip me with his thoughts, And see my soul through that tear….. I distinctly remember that divine night, The moment I held him in my desirous hands, I was no more in dual fight. Things started falling into place, Was no more in that abysmal space. Still I would say, It’s a current phase. This soon would also evade. New Lover , For every new night… To cut a long story short, Just so, Because of your low attention span, The lover, the poet , the wooer Was the great Khalil Gibran.
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in this other side air took other color forms emphasizing details, scanning asymptotes, like hearts burning on pristine snow, of winter coming in october already, even in the sun, in the sun above all, almost red, like the air that took your form, hiding walls and faces, of concealed rooms you make insomniac and abruptly clear away, as you pour them in sealess salt —————————————— Italian version from “Chieti, Scalo”, 2014: asintoti obliqui in quest’altra parte l’aria prese altre forme di colore, insistendo sui dettagli, scandendo asintoti, come cuori bruciati sulla precocissima neve, dell’inverno che viene già di ottobre, anche nel sole, soprattutto nel sole, quasi rosso, come l’aria che ha preso forma di te, celando volti e pareti, di segrete stanze che componi insonne e sparecchi di colpo, versandole in un sale senza mari
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Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 5:22 PM UTC
Oblique Asymptotes
(Monsoon Moments 3) The Chart is speaking to me telling me......time has spilled over, and, shaded most parts of the pie; the space beyond the three quarters, is what catches my eyes.........the pie, looks like a clock, with only a quarter left, its hands, hurriedly ticking......emphasizing making it clearer......there is no turning back; my to-do list alerts me got to spend my hours...days, all the more wiser now, before the last piece of my pie, before the last slice of my life, gets consumed...........and, finally, be...shaded....completely, ..........by.....time........ Sally Copyright June 14, 2016 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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Jun 23, 2016
Jun 23, 2016 at 9:36 PM UTC
PIE GRAPH
What is it about a woman’s naked body that is so beautiful to me? there is nothing complex about it it could be described simply nearly uniform in color with soft curves and small dips light shadows emphasizing her beauty and tan lines  showing if she is expertly **** or lack there of showing delicate new nudeness muscles showing determination or fat showing satisfaction and the look upon her face that says she is proud of what she has or a curve in her back that shows she knows what she’s got I could see a thousand naked ladies and still want to see a thousand more do that with anything else and I’d become sick of it there is one simple thing that has to be fulfilled They have to be naked stripped of clothing, makeup, and shyness because those takes away from the natural beauty yet the most beautiful part about any woman is knowing that she is happy with her own naked body
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Jan 7, 2014
Jan 7, 2014 at 10:30 AM UTC
Bare Beauty
Condensation from a clouded mind, falls down like rain on a stormy night. As you lie in bed full of dread, Cause the things he said are in your head. "Come to mine, we'll have a good time." Said some slime at the bar tonight. You say "No thanks, I'm done with drinks." But he won't take 'no' and your stomach sinks. As you walk out the door his feet hit the floor, So you adorn your keys like wolverine claws. Cause no one can be trusted while there is so much injustice. But awareness is rising, we started emphasizing, That we are using a system that objectifies women. But we need to do more than just look at a score. Mothers can't even breast feed without the use of a chest piece. But men can look and grab and squawk. And walk out of court after a little talk. So fight for equality, we need a new system. We need one that women, aren't afraid to exist in.
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Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 5:31 PM UTC
Fight
i never bought the whole dark academia thing. sure, ****** and drugs and *** are torrid and dark when you're from a rich family, when you've never woken up to the news of your childhood best friend being shot to death, when you haven't seen your family and friends fall into the seductive cesspool of opioid addiction, when half of your class was pregnant by the time senior year rolled around. the academic upper class thinks what working class kids go through is sexier when the backdrop of the overdose is chandeliers and silk, instead of a small town parking lot at 3am. my aesthetic reality of academia is scholarships, it's leather jackets and nicotine addictions it's having the only fifteen-year-old car in the campus parking lot and hoping to find a plug before the first week of classes. it's not sleeping between work and class and partying. it's being the only one whose dad isn't buddies with the guy giving me an internship. it's lonely. it's the crippling loneliness of not understanding upper class social cues, it's reading crime and punishment in the slivers of time between work and work and class and more work and emphasizing with raskalnikov so much it makes your teeth ache. it's coughing up blood. it's having health insurance for the first time in college and still not using it. it's drowning, it's fighting, it's violent and heroic and painful and never knowing if you'll actually make it.
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Jul 30, 2020
Jul 30, 2020 at 8:33 PM UTC
gutter glamor
Suddenly words were reality and the creases around her lips were like two beautiful (Parentheses). De-emphasizing the emotion that will come shortly after feeling the warmth behind her kiss.-JS
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Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 4:46 PM UTC
(Hidden in Parentheses)
I have written poems about rising. It’s a good subject for poets. Isn’t a poem itself a rising? We spend much time revising what we write and what we do. There are so many good words ending in izing. I could write a whole poem using words symbolizing so much of life - it’s absolutely tantalizing. I watch and read about all the polarizing. It is a cool oasis lingering here synchronizing my words with my feelings and thoughts realizing the heart of who I really am comprising ways of saying my truth without moralizing. At times it is agonizing - all this analyzing how I belong and how I don’t if I’ll join others or if I won’t. I look at that guy Jesus and how so many obsess about his blood and sacrifice all the while not recognizing it’s not so much about our sins and his need to atone as it is about the good he did who he sat with and loved, the seeds he sowed who he stopped to touch on the side of the road. I find obsessions with power really unappetizing. I’d rather spend my time rising from darkness into light or embracing my sadness, exercising and emphasizing what is energizing.   When I do that, it is quite surprising how creative my muse is helping ME to also rise.
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Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 10:38 AM UTC
To also rise
Hank’s mother lectured Him on the objectification Of women. Never objectify Women as ****** objects, She’d say emphasizing each Word with a slap to the back Of his head, (he hadn’t seen Women as such up until then, Being only ten), women, she Added, her dark eyes boring Into his, are not there for men To paw over with their eyes Or hands of any other part Of their anatomy, poking Hank In the chest. Yet, when he later Considered her words, he recalled That she and that Mrs Baldof were Always leering over that Jack Hynde, saying, look at those biceps, Wouldn’t mind those arms about Me, imagine those muscles rippling Over you and they’d laugh and Giggle like a couple of schoolgirls Being tickled, and although his Mother was dead now and his Father brain drained in some New York hospital ward, he did Try not to objectify women as ****** objects, did try to see Them just as human beings, but It was pretty hard when a nice *** went by or a pairs of ******* Casually caught his eyes, going Down the subway stairs for a train, Bouncing there like punch bags In a boxing gym or a slim figure Came into view as he stood by The window looking at the late Afternoon sun, puffing a smoke, Listening to jazz, a bottle of beer In his hand, but he did try, and his Mother’s words were still there, The echo of them and the slap of Flesh on flesh still vibrated inside His head, despite the passing of time With the clock’s tick-tock and him Still turning his head and old eyes, Watching a pretty woman going by, In a tight fitting, breast hugging, *** clinging, short shock frock.
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Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 1:03 PM UTC
HANK & WOMEN.
Hank’s mother lectured Him on the objectification Of women. Never objectify Women as ****** objects, She’d say emphasizing each Word with a slap to the back Of his head, (he hadn’t seen Women as such up until then, Being only ten), women, she Added, her dark eyes boring Into his, are not there for men To paw over with their eyes Or hands of any other part Of their anatomy, poking Hank In the chest. Yet, when he later Considered her words, he recalled That she and that Mrs Baldof were Always leering over that Jack Hynde, saying, look at those biceps, Wouldn’t mind those arms about Me, imagine those muscles rippling Over you and they’d laugh and Giggle like a couple of schoolgirls Being tickled, and although his Mother was dead now and his Father brain drained in some New York hospital ward, he did Try not to objectify women as ****** objects, did try to see Them just as human beings, but It was pretty hard when a nice *** went by or a pairs of ******* Casually caught his eyes, going Down the subway stairs for a train, Bouncing there like punch bags In a boxing gym or a slim figure Came into view as he stood by The window looking at the late Afternoon sun, puffing a smoke, Listening to jazz, a bottle of beer In his hand, but he did try, and his Mother’s words were still there, The echo of them and the slap of Flesh on flesh still vibrated inside His head, despite the passing of time With the clock’s tick-tock and him Still turning his head and old eyes, Watching a pretty woman going by, In a tight fitting, breast hugging, *** clinging, short shock frock.
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Without Peace We All Know Where We're Headed...... Give peace a chance, will those of nobility declare Intelligence of spirit, who could ever compare Valiantly fighting the evil in the world, unwilling to fail Earnestly helping those needy, without ever becoming frail Peacefully sacrificing time and energy without ever reconsidering Endangering themselves to constantly make a difference Antagonizing the establishment for an instance Coming home with battle scars to wear and none to share Emphasizing they are not heroes, only that "they care" Angering all others, for showing they disagree Considering the options with nowhere to hide Hiroshima and its aftermaths, would never subside Attempting to disrupt, what those warmongers insist No necessity to justify, the results do persist Coming full circle does our world continue to exist Ending in oblivion, if we don't learn how to desist
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Jul 24, 2015
Jul 24, 2015 at 8:50 AM UTC
Give Peace A Chance
Adapted from pg. 571 of Alcoholics Anonymous, 4th Edition The Black Swan Sanctuary will become a unique and highly successful approach to that age-old public health and social problem, following the crowd... In emphasizing Black Swanism as an integral component of the human genome, the social stigma associated with this condition will be blotted out... "Historians may one day recognize (BSS) to have been a great venture in social pioneering which forged a new instrument for social action; a new therapy based on the kinship  of common suffering; on having a vast potential for the myriad of ills of (hu)mankind."
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Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 3:03 AM UTC
Black Swan Sanctuaries
I’ve got so many voices inside my head, my Schizophrenia’s keeping them fed, I’m starting to feel lost within myself, think I’m turning into someone else. I’m always planning my escape, before my brain can escalate. “I can’t find it, where’s the door? I don’t think we’ve been here before.” Fight or flight is kicking in, I can feel it in my skin. My heart is pounding through my chest, what is this? I feel possessed. “They’re out to get you, stay at home, you know it’s best to leave them alone.” I can feel the panic taking over, struggle keeping my composure, start to shake uncontrollably, I think the demons got ahold of me. I’ve tried to drown them out, but my head is in a drought, my mind goes blank, I’m in a daze, somehow my body operates. What was that? I heard the door. “Maybe you should go explore.” The hallucinations are back again, no one’s there, there had never been. It’s okay, I’m not crazy, things are just a little hazy. “Who are you kidding? You’re so deranged, stop walking around like anything’s changed!” I just want to make my family proud, but these voices are getting so loud, they push me down, to the ground, I think I hear them laughing now. What’s so funny? “It’s a game, if you want to win you’ve got to play, so pick a card and roll the dice, Maybe tomorrow we’ll be nice.” I picked a card, they flipped The Fool, I guess that means I’m just a tool, a vessel meant for them to rule. Which means tomorrow they’ll still be here, emphasizing my every fear. “Just close your eyes, and relinquish your mind, it’s time for you to say goodbye, put that gun to your head, we’ll be gone once your mind is dead.” I’ve got the gun, now there’s one in the chamber, but let me leave you with this one disclaimer. When I pulled the trigger, my body collapsed, then somewhere between life and death overlapped, and my demons found their way through the cracks. Now everything’s dark, and it’s so **** scary, I’m trapped with my demons, in solitary.
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Mar 14, 2020
Mar 14, 2020 at 4:29 PM UTC
Schizophrenia
I’ve got so many voices inside my head, my Schizophrenia’s keeping them fed, I’m starting to feel lost within myself, think I’m turning into someone else. I’m always planning my escape, before my brain can escalate. “I can’t find it, where’s the door? I don’t think we’ve been here before.” Fight or flight is kicking in, I can feel it in my skin. My heart is pounding through my chest, what is this? I feel possessed. “They’re out to get you, stay at home, you know it’s best to leave them alone.” I can feel the panic taking over, struggle keeping my composure, start to shake uncontrollably, I think the demons got ahold of me. I’ve tried to drown them out, but my head is in a drought, my mind goes blank, I’m in a daze, somehow my body operates. What was that? I heard the door. “Maybe you should go explore.” The hallucinations are back again, no one’s there, there had never been. It’s okay, I’m not crazy, things are just a little hazy. “Who are you kidding? You’re so deranged, stop walking around like anything’s changed!” I just want to make my family proud, but these voices are getting so loud, they push me down, to the ground, I think I hear them laughing now. What’s so funny? “It’s a game, if you want to win you’ve got to play, so pick a card and roll the dice, Maybe tomorrow we’ll be nice.” I picked a card, they flipped The Fool, I guess that means I’m just a tool, a vessel meant for them to rule. Which means tomorrow they’ll still be here, emphasizing my every fear. “Just close your eyes, and relinquish your mind, it’s time for you to say goodbye, put that gun to your head, we’ll be gone once your mind is dead.” I’ve got the gun, now there’s one in the chamber, but let me leave you with this one disclaimer. When I pulled the trigger, my body collapsed, then somewhere between life and death overlapped, and my demons found their way through the cracks. Now everything’s dark, and it’s so **** scary, I’m trapped with my demons, in solitary.
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I see a face staring through the pixels and plastic, a face I recognize, even as I search it for familiarity. It is a face of a starving child about to die and in this realization, a tear forms in my eye. For how can this be fair and how can we accept it, when earlier this night, I bought food I didn’t need? After eating far too much and appreciating nothing, I see this face crying out and I know that the words coming from his mouth share nothing with what people see when they think of starving kids who share nothing with you and me. What is wrong with me, with us when there are more jokes about these starving kids than efforts to help fill the spaces between his exposed ribs? I see wrinkles around his mouth, emphasizing his eternal grimace and wonder why we face a surplus for those who don’t need it while the needy and wretched sit waiting and defeated.
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Apr 17, 2012
Apr 17, 2012 at 5:27 AM UTC
I See
You’ve read the words a million times Seen it from novel to novel You read about the daughters And those they love The ones who got sick They hope And hope and hope then things go bad And the only one who can still hope are the daughters I’ve read their words from all across the decades Sympathized with their pain With their grief With their internal struggles But I never empathized with them And in the past I had this thought In my head like a sticky note adhered to the fridge Stuck there right next to the grocery list and the kindergarten artwork It read I would never be a daughter Then the words leapt off the pages Of the hundreds of novels Inserted themselves into my narrative Gluing themselves to my skin, I tried to rip them off myself But they peeled off my skin with their literary fingers Taking some of my skin with them as they launched and Ripped the sticky note off my cerebral refrigerator I became a daughter Sometimes I still can’t believe that word is a part of my life now Cancer And I understand what these daughters have felt That it feels wrong that I should be the one feeling hurt It is those I love that are sick and I am healthy with no physical ailment on me No tumors or scars under my skin But I feel as if they are in my heart There is a tumor there and it won’t be removed Because how could one ever remove a metaphorical tumor Why does it hurt? Is it because of the chemo Cherishing the Hope that Everyone is Mostly Optimistic Devoting myself to keeping everyone else in balance Holding the weight of the world even though I could easily just let it go and crush Every horrible thing in this life But it became a part of me when that word entered my life I can’t make it separate, make it leave, can’t stop being who I was born to be Someone to hold the weight Except one One weight that ain’t no metaphorical tumor The person I love is sick The novels have inserted their words into my narrative I just hope I can revise their endings And move cancer into the index The credits anything instead of having  the last page read the end But, then I see the one I love stand strong As everyone says this is the end She won’t pretend that this it Because it isn’t She takes the pen into her own hand and erased what the world had written And writes the end of part one The end to this chapter in a long happy saga called life And she writes to the daughter I'll see again when you finish part one In your wonderful fairy tale book
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Apr 7, 2018
Apr 7, 2018 at 12:50 PM UTC
Emphasizing Daughters
You’ve read the words a million times Seen it from novel to novel You read about the daughters And those they love The ones who got sick They hope And hope and hope then things go bad And the only one who can still hope are the daughters I’ve read their words from all across the decades Sympathized with their pain With their grief With their internal struggles But I never empathized with them And in the past I had this thought In my head like a sticky note adhered to the fridge Stuck there right next to the grocery list and the kindergarten artwork It read I would never be a daughter Then the words leapt off the pages Of the hundreds of novels Inserted themselves into my narrative Gluing themselves to my skin, I tried to rip them off myself But they peeled off my skin with their literary fingers Taking some of my skin with them as they launched and Ripped the sticky note off my cerebral refrigerator I became a daughter Sometimes I still can’t believe that word is a part of my life now Cancer And I understand what these daughters have felt That it feels wrong that I should be the one feeling hurt It is those I love that are sick and I am healthy with no physical ailment on me No tumors or scars under my skin But I feel as if they are in my heart There is a tumor there and it won’t be removed Because how could one ever remove a metaphorical tumor Why does it hurt? Is it because of the chemo Cherishing the Hope that Everyone is Mostly Optimistic Devoting myself to keeping everyone else in balance Holding the weight of the world even though I could easily just let it go and crush Every horrible thing in this life But it became a part of me when that word entered my life I can’t make it separate, make it leave, can’t stop being who I was born to be Someone to hold the weight Except one One weight that ain’t no metaphorical tumor The person I love is sick The novels have inserted their words into my narrative I just hope I can revise their endings And move cancer into the index The credits anything instead of having  the last page read the end But, then I see the one I love stand strong As everyone says this is the end She won’t pretend that this it Because it isn’t She takes the pen into her own hand and erased what the world had written And writes the end of part one The end to this chapter in a long happy saga called life And she writes to the daughter I'll see again when you finish part one In your wonderful fairy tale book
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Shhh..little poet. Why so angry? I know you hurt; it comes with Caring. Black is a beautiful colour When used for emphasizing Contrast. Alone it is a candle In a dark room, Unlit. Life bites, kicks, pulls your hair And puts its pointy fingers in your Eyes laughing. Other times it is a sleeping lion, Warm and soft to the touch; too Full and drowzy with sunlight To anything but purr. When Life bares its teeth, Remember how much a grin May resemble a growl. Tell me how it feels to Scratch the King of the Jungle Behind its palm-sized ear. All that glitters Is gold. Shhh...little poet. Why so angry? There is more to Life Than life.
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 4:00 AM UTC
Gold
What I don't seem to understand is... before you become a man and everyone cradles you, holds you by the hand and fills your thoughts with these dreams and aspirations, (no exaggerations...just genuine life expectations) but nothing is impossible, you are fresh. Not to death, but from birth. A brand new mind that has yet to be tarnished.---- Through adolescence, you start to learn adult lessons. Cowboys are no longer real... President's have to wear a tie! And if I become a stuntman... then I'll probably die. I can't be a wrestler on TV if I actually fought? I need...what!?...on my SAT's to become an astronaut? Reality, Gets In. Our Ways, Set In. Goodbye Dreams, Goodbye Imagination.-- *"Today you are eighteen years old, you are an adult."* God, do I hate the way they say that. An elongated "u" as if emphasizing the key component that I am an, "adddduuuult" Then to agitate my irate sense of frustration they ask my for my declaration: "Now, just what you want to do for the rest of your life???-- You don't have time to think. This is it, hurry. Choose. Now! Did you figure it out? No...? Now you're already behind! Wasting mine and your own time.--" Time...the only thing that remains omniscient. Time...the real gift to represent the present. Time's up. School's over. Time to get a job, a good ole' nine to five. But, I can't listen to that: For I know that it's lies. I know sitting in an cubical in an office drinking water from a cooler pretending to be cooler will be my own personal demise. I believe everybody has hopes and dreams. From the oldest person alive to addicted drug-phenes. Never write a person off by social means. Never let the American Dream become the American Scheme. All of us have our own devine-mind. Life's a playground, don't *** on the slide. Re-capture that child-like spirit. If they tell you: You Can't.-- Don't Hear It. Jump out of the line! As the rest watch from behind. No more: Stress. No more: Fear. Disregard all: Turmoil. "You must be the change you wish to see in the world." .Peace.
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Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 4:13 PM UTC
Jump Out of Line!
What I don't seem to understand is... before you become a man and everyone cradles you, holds you by the hand and fills your thoughts with these dreams and aspirations, (no exaggerations...just genuine life expectations) but nothing is impossible, you are fresh. Not to death, but from birth. A brand new mind that has yet to be tarnished.---- Through adolescence, you start to learn adult lessons. Cowboys are no longer real... President's have to wear a tie! And if I become a stuntman... then I'll probably die. I can't be a wrestler on TV if I actually fought? I need...what!?...on my SAT's to become an astronaut? Reality, Gets In. Our Ways, Set In. Goodbye Dreams, Goodbye Imagination.-- *"Today you are eighteen years old, you are an adult."* God, do I hate the way they say that. An elongated "u" as if emphasizing the key component that I am an, "adddduuuult" Then to agitate my irate sense of frustration they ask my for my declaration: "Now, just what you want to do for the rest of your life???-- You don't have time to think. This is it, hurry. Choose. Now! Did you figure it out? No...? Now you're already behind! Wasting mine and your own time.--" Time...the only thing that remains omniscient. Time...the real gift to represent the present. Time's up. School's over. Time to get a job, a good ole' nine to five. But, I can't listen to that: For I know that it's lies. I know sitting in an cubical in an office drinking water from a cooler pretending to be cooler will be my own personal demise. I believe everybody has hopes and dreams. From the oldest person alive to addicted drug-phenes. Never write a person off by social means. Never let the American Dream become the American Scheme. All of us have our own devine-mind. Life's a playground, don't *** on the slide. Re-capture that child-like spirit. If they tell you: You Can't.-- Don't Hear It. Jump out of the line! As the rest watch from behind. No more: Stress. No more: Fear. Disregard all: Turmoil. "You must be the change you wish to see in the world." .Peace.
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He has no choice but to chase her. This hurricane of a girl, who carries a roiling storm of turbulent winds behind her glances, and breathes deeply of natural disaster. Men will fall for forces of chaos. Then pursue them despite emotional harm. All he desires is her and that has made him blind. He loves how the rain scents her skin. She smells like dark mahogany and loam. He loves her rounded gestures. The way they angle in swooshing arcs, cutting and emphasizing dialogue. He wants to kiss her, hold her, be with her, talk to her. But her crooked, crescent mouth sings only of destruction and implosion. There’s no time for love or affection. Her body is an empty vessel for primal lusts. As slurred, blurred words are panted against her ear. That’s how long she can stop. That’s how long she can stay. She’s caught in the swirl of her turmoil. And like a hurricane she tears through place and setting. Always in search of better things. She has no time to puzzle out love.
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 2:28 AM UTC
Naturally Disastrous
You say we have the same eyes, and I could spend eternity trying to wax poetic, emphasizing ambers, honeys, and suns, that can only mimic their radiance from our forms. But they fall short of where my agony lives, and I say agony because lyricists say this is roller coasters, ferris wheels, sunny days, and stormy nights, where joy is the absence of suffering. But somewhere in history, four small hands grasped dirt and dust only to find life inside, abandoning philosophy for something more precious. To think our fingertips have touched the same earth is what the pious must feel before death. How can you say we have the same eyes when mine are wildfire tragedy, and yours are January’s starlight? When we were once rooted there was something shared, only for it to be ripped from my body to feel like a winter without snow. I am undeserving, and yet it will only be moments until I remove your ribs, stealing ichor from the gods, because it is my own vindication, or perhaps, the only thing I know. And still, you only graze me like porcelain.
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Jan 24, 2022
Jan 24, 2022 at 6:14 PM UTC
What are you thinking about?
A white egret, slowly treads on marshy land...picking food unafraid, beside a big carabao that munches  grass... ...the tall reeds grow on their own, along riverbanks ........or on wide, unattended, sodden areas no barbed wires control them from leaning, or sagging they sway........where the wind goes. Butterflies, dragonflies, birds and bees in bright colors, hop on open blossoms feasting on ripe seeds, nectar, and pollen grains. and i, am wandering, flying, with these creatures, perching on top of stalks.....even on carabaos' backs... i am out there, in the open...swaying with the reeds while dreams and inspirations spill over. my mind roams free...no reins, no bounds, above, and  below....or, even sideways, i inch, and feel my way through the breathing, ...and the non-breathing... i am a poet...i write what i feel...what comes to my mind i follow rules set before me...though, i have my own existing rules  inside me...born with me an innate knowledge of my limitations as a person, as a parent, as a writer; what should...and what shouldn't be, what to reveal...and what to conceal, how it is to be compassionate...and how it is to be indifferent. i am a poet, still hearing my late mother's voice, emphasizing..."amor propio" and "delicadeza." an  invisible *** of fresh yellow daffodils, lives on in my mind...a discretion ingrained in me a kind of freedom, i opened my eyes to.... Sally Copyright September 20, 2016 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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Sep 21, 2016
Sep 21, 2016 at 2:34 AM UTC
FREEDOM
These mental movies playing in subdued technicolor; An entrapment that seduces my entire consciousness like a glimmering silverware under the sun. It has kept me enthralled, convinced me to strip myself out of my worn out realism, Then lead me through a journey that is neither truth nor a dream. These constructed storylines which overpower my will to resist, Leaving me no choice but to surrender upon its bittersweet, artificial melody. How tempting and dangerously self-depreciating it is to let myself be consumed by an illusion's thorn-filled embrace, Emphasizing in persistent bold letters the cruel honesty that it projects.
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Aug 17, 2015
Aug 17, 2015 at 5:36 AM UTC
Silent Films
Corrected As the unraveled words slip through my thoughts into the universe. Correcting imperfections. Judging every woven threaded word.   4,065 languages. Written Unwritten Intermingling words composing every thought as my own. punctuation leads me not. Grasping my   Language(s): unknown Voynich Yet once words with lack of punctuation seen not as a problem. Yet seen for its purity. That we the people could connect in understanding Emphasizing The languages we combine.
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Sep 17, 2021
Sep 17, 2021 at 1:15 PM UTC
Juxtapose