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"dresses" poems
Pink,high heels,dresses, girls. stereotypes men were pink drag queens wear heels image of an over femmed woman to hide the man boys wear dresses to hide every one is different **** stereotypes
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Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 11:52 AM UTC
Feminine Stereotypes
You have the right to love and be loved as well. The right to, not just break but, shatter from your shell. Run free, run proud sing to me and sing it loud. Slacks and dresses spinning and twirling, backs and arms bending and curling. Dance like the puppets do not seeing the strings touching you. *please puppet master loosen your grip please god let his hand slip* Listen to me love theres no need for the begging and the pleeding, theres no reason for the weeping and the bleeding. Never stray from whats true in your heart and like a soft candle light, it will guide you through the dark. Now I've spoke with your master it's not such a disaster, he told me with no laughter, "No one will ever out last her." But the grey sky above has killed my sense of love and with so much to talk about but nothing left to say, I bit my tongue and just walked away.
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Sep 17, 2011
Sep 17, 2011 at 10:46 PM UTC
Puppet Show
he drank wine all night of the 28th, and he kept thinking of her: the way she walked and talked and loved the way she told him things that seemed true but were not, and he knew the color of each of her dresses and her shoes-he knew the stock and curve of each heel as well as the leg shaped by it. and she was out again and whe he came home,and she'd come back with that special stink again, and she did she came in at 3 a.m in the morning filthy like a dung eating swine and he took out a butchers knife and she screamed backing into the roominghouse wall still pretty somehow in spite of love's reek and he finished the glass of wine. that yellow dress his favorite and she screamed again. and he took up the knife and unhooked his belt and tore away the cloth before her and cut off his ***** and carried them in his hands like apricots and flushed them down the toilet bowl and she kept screaming as the room became red GOD O GOD! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE? and he sat there holding 3 towels between his legs no caring now wether she lft or stayed wore yellow or green or anything at all. and one hand holding and one hand lifting he poured another wine
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Freedom
Hi there. Sometimes it hurts to think. I'm driving around in my hometown I saw this old park that me and my friends would run and laugh and play at all the time. We played cops and robbers Lava Monster Freeze tag We acted like knights in strong armor and princesses with glittery dresses and we all slayed the dragons Well now here I am staring at this old swing set that no one swings on anymore. I used to think that I could touch the clouds with my feet if I swung high enough. There is something so lively about a group of kids laughing and playing on a playground. There is something so eerie about an old empty playground where no one goes. That playground used to be so alive. Now the swing creaks as it sways in the slight breeze. You can almost hear faint whispers of the kids laughing from years before. Now all those kids are adults with lives and responsibilities that are much more important than slaying a dragon. The wood has splinters that get stuck in your fingers. It is not shiny and fun anymore. It used to be new But I have found that everything changes eventually. I wish people didn't leave so unexpectedly. Anyways I am just rambling but next time you see a playground just try to look away. it hurts to think too long Bye.
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Aug 27, 2018
Aug 27, 2018 at 7:10 PM UTC
Hi there
when she was eight years old she asked her mother have you seen the girl with lashes like butterflies against sharp cheekbone branches? a dandelion sprouting from sludge covered gutters and streets streets, where you feel that bitter bland nothingness in your stomach it feels buttery to stare at her: see how snow outstretches arms and twirls tippy toes, envies her grace see how balloon sized raindrops pop, target the freckles on her arm see how her forehead crinkles when she concentrates, nothing more than a beacon proclaiming she trickles with stars when she was eight years old her parent's violent protests slipped bruises under her skin like pennies in a coin slot but they could not contain the celestial girl tucked under her ribcage. she would still look at her like she was the breakfast sun on a saturday whistling by the creak, catching glimpses of dresses from behind the legs of trees. see how this is special love, sweet as strawberry fields under soft sun they would never feel on their forked, sour tongues
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Oct 15, 2017
Oct 15, 2017 at 2:35 AM UTC
When She Was Eight
Faces painted with colors that make girl's skin pop out. Eyes large and done up with circles around them Coverup hiding the blemishes that grew out of stress and fear Legs shaved and exposed under the beautiful gowns Smiles grow on their faces when they see their date; dashing in suits and winsome smiles. Small flower pins added to their beautiful dresses The night is ready. Legs spin around and around as they twirl, smiles in motions and hearts race. Sweat lingers down their faces as their laughs grow more. The night is ablaze. Everyone is smiling. But only one question lingers, "May I have this dance?"
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Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 11:02 PM UTC
Prom.
No soldiers in the scenery, No thoughts of people now dead, As they were fifty years ago, Young and living in a live air, Young and walking in the sunshine, Bending in blue dresses to touch something, Today the mind is not part of the weather. Today the air is clear of everything. It has no knowledge except of nothingness And it flows over us without meanings, As if none of us had ever been here before And are not now: in this shallow spectacle, This invisible activity, this sense.
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A Clear Day and No Memories
I'm craving a man-hug tonight, initiated by strong arms picking up my under weight body letting me believe I'm re-enacting the lift from ***** dancing. And as those arms hold me close I would bury my face in his neck where after shave meets his soft pulse and the warmth of my breath. This hug would be so tight, tight enough to squeeze the pain out of my soul and be incredibly protective at the same time beating away the nightmares of reality late at night. A hug that draws out all the tears that should have been cried until my eyes run dry and start shedding all the rejection accumulated throughout this plight. An unconditional man-hug with its ends free, one not subjected to a **** in my mouth a cigarette ***** a cigarette couple of poems insomnia and a cold bed. I crave for a man-hug that will liberate me from the pathetic standards I've set for myself, of how I should be treated before handing a piece of me in exchange. One that would numb the little voice in my head which goes on and on about self-deprecating ******** bundling together all the mistakes made over the years and spanking my self-confidence until it dresses up in a short skirt and high heels and runs into the arms of a narcissist ***** A man-hug to step in and save the day when loneliness breaks in, and murders empowerment, independence and positivity in their sleep, then opens the door to insecurity and fear, who robs all hope, leaving behind intolerable darkness. I crave for a man-hug that follows through to the end with stability and consistency, like mom's cooking or my best friend, or daddy's instant reaction to defend. One that's tangible and attainable without twirling my fingers around forgotten jewellery, phone messages or a drunk memory just to remind myself what it felt like, but only to be reminded that it can never be felt again. Though I'm craving a man-hug tonight I will have no luck. Because anything with "man" in front of it, will always just be a ****
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Mar 4, 2013
Mar 4, 2013 at 5:35 PM UTC
Man-Hug
I'm craving a man-hug tonight, initiated by strong arms picking up my under weight body letting me believe I'm re-enacting the lift from ***** dancing. And as those arms hold me close I would bury my face in his neck where after shave meets his soft pulse and the warmth of my breath. This hug would be so tight, tight enough to squeeze the pain out of my soul and be incredibly protective at the same time beating away the nightmares of reality late at night. A hug that draws out all the tears that should have been cried until my eyes run dry and start shedding all the rejection accumulated throughout this plight. An unconditional man-hug with its ends free, one not subjected to a **** in my mouth a cigarette ***** a cigarette couple of poems insomnia and a cold bed. I crave for a man-hug that will liberate me from the pathetic standards I've set for myself, of how I should be treated before handing a piece of me in exchange. One that would numb the little voice in my head which goes on and on about self-deprecating ******** bundling together all the mistakes made over the years and spanking my self-confidence until it dresses up in a short skirt and high heels and runs into the arms of a narcissist ***** A man-hug to step in and save the day when loneliness breaks in, and murders empowerment, independence and positivity in their sleep, then opens the door to insecurity and fear, who robs all hope, leaving behind intolerable darkness. I crave for a man-hug that follows through to the end with stability and consistency, like mom's cooking or my best friend, or daddy's instant reaction to defend. One that's tangible and attainable without twirling my fingers around forgotten jewellery, phone messages or a drunk memory just to remind myself what it felt like, but only to be reminded that it can never be felt again. Though I'm craving a man-hug tonight I will have no luck. Because anything with "man" in front of it, will always just be a ****
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"I can’t figure it out.” She said. “I like cigars, and pretty dresses and crossing my legs.” She paused, then continued, “And I like smoking cigars in pretty dresses while crossing my legs.” She uncrossed them, then crossed them again. One smooth limb over the other. Just like that. “But I never seem to have a lighter on hand. Could you— sir, please light my cigar?” “You see, I have no pockets to hold such things and my purse… Well, You’ve confiscated that, haven’t you?” “Thanks.” She breathed, and inhaled, and exhaled; Sluggish wisps of smoke dissipating into the air. Just. like .that. “I didn’t know L'homme was into women who smoke cigars in pretty dresses while crossing their legs", She said. “I mean, how was I to know? I only noticed him noticing me. It was probably the way my hair was tousled like so, Or how my lipstick shone a deep, dangerous rogue, Or the way I sipped at my champagne… That made him walk over.” “But I never asked him to light my cigar Or comment on my dress… Or stroke my legs. So when I whacked him up top over the head with my glass, I bet he never expected it to shatter and split his skull like so. He dropped so sudden, sir. I…” Another ringlet of smoke, a sigh, an uncrossing and crossing of legs again. “I had no clue, what else to do, But to sit still in my pretty dress, with my legs crossed, smoking my cigar trying to figure out... Just how I'd committed ******
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Nov 12, 2018
Nov 12, 2018 at 5:10 PM UTC
"She Loved her Cigars, a Pretty Dress, and Crossing her Legs". A tribute to a Femme Fatale.
There are different types of women As you may very well know I am here to talk about her, And her goodness I will show A virtuous woman is And talks of good things, The joy of her love is strong, And happiness it will bring She works with her hands and Takes good care of her home She comforts her husband When he is feeling alone. She teaches her children and Trains them very well There is so much to be said About a virtuous woman but Not enough time to tell. Proverb 18 and 22 said; Whosoever finds a wife, Which is a woman, Find a good thing and obtain Favor in the Lord; They will remain together Till death do them part. A virtuous woman is not Slothful in business And serving the Lord Doing wrong will not be Found in her mind, Or even in her heart. Her husband trust her Every step of the way, He will never let her go No matter what you say. She dresses accordingly To make her husband proud She speaks with a gentle Voice, not very loud. She is always doing things to Get her husband praise, sometimes Just watching her Will keep him so amazed. A virtuous woman is strong And worth more than Rubies itself; and when Her family hurt, she Hurt more herself. A woman shall be praised If she is a woman that Fear the Lord. A virtuous woman Qualifies with mind, spirit, Soul, and heart.
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Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 12:40 PM UTC
A Virtuous Woman
We live in a world filled with stereotypes. Stereotypes that make us ashamed of who we are. There’s a woman in my neighborhood who wears tight clothing and high heel shoes but that doesn’t mean she’s a ****** There’s a boy in my class who listens to rap music and wears baggy clothes, but that doesn’t mean he’s out on the street selling dope. There’s a girl in my class who rarely says to words and get’s straight A’s, but that doesn’t mean she’s a goody goody. People ask us all the time of who we think we are, but it doesn’t matter to them because before we can even digest the question and regurgitate the answer they have already made their mind up of who they think we are. Some people are considered a brain. Some a trouble maker or a **** A princess or a ****** But the truth is we are all smart, just in different ways. Everyone of us has some athleticism in us. Everyone one has gotten into some trouble. We have all had are princess or prince moments. And everyone of us is weird, some people are just better at hiding in it. You remember my neighbor I told you about? She dresses like that, not because she is trying to sell herself but because when she was younger she got bullied and no one ever noticed her because she never had designer clothes because her mother had no job and her father left when she was 4. And ever since then she made herself a promise that she would make sure people noticed her. And that boy with the baggy clothes? He wears those baggy clothes to cover up the cuts and bruises his father comes home from the and had one to many drinks. And the girl who get’s straight A’s and doesn’t say much? She get’s those straight A’s because if she doesn’t she gets a straight hand across the face and she doesn’t talk because she has sever anxiety. So the next time you point and laugh at someone remember that they’re 3 fingers pointing back at you. And the next time you assume something about something remember that when yo assume yo make an *** out of U and ME.
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Mar 25, 2013
Mar 25, 2013 at 4:46 PM UTC
Stereotypes
We live in a world filled with stereotypes. Stereotypes that make us ashamed of who we are. There’s a woman in my neighborhood who wears tight clothing and high heel shoes but that doesn’t mean she’s a ****** There’s a boy in my class who listens to rap music and wears baggy clothes, but that doesn’t mean he’s out on the street selling dope. There’s a girl in my class who rarely says to words and get’s straight A’s, but that doesn’t mean she’s a goody goody. People ask us all the time of who we think we are, but it doesn’t matter to them because before we can even digest the question and regurgitate the answer they have already made their mind up of who they think we are. Some people are considered a brain. Some a trouble maker or a **** A princess or a ****** But the truth is we are all smart, just in different ways. Everyone of us has some athleticism in us. Everyone one has gotten into some trouble. We have all had are princess or prince moments. And everyone of us is weird, some people are just better at hiding in it. You remember my neighbor I told you about? She dresses like that, not because she is trying to sell herself but because when she was younger she got bullied and no one ever noticed her because she never had designer clothes because her mother had no job and her father left when she was 4. And ever since then she made herself a promise that she would make sure people noticed her. And that boy with the baggy clothes? He wears those baggy clothes to cover up the cuts and bruises his father comes home from the and had one to many drinks. And the girl who get’s straight A’s and doesn’t say much? She get’s those straight A’s because if she doesn’t she gets a straight hand across the face and she doesn’t talk because she has sever anxiety. So the next time you point and laugh at someone remember that they’re 3 fingers pointing back at you. And the next time you assume something about something remember that when yo assume yo make an *** out of U and ME.
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A gentleman is not brutal, but he will prove all vendettas futile. He is not immune to bullet, fist or blade but any insult raised against him will be met with a blockade. He is stoic, but still smiles, cracking his face open without reserve for a friend, to calm, to a foe, to unnerve. A gentleman dresses his best, whether it Vans and sweater, or tie and vest. No-one is beneath his attention he gifts compliments quite often, but when a man puts a hand on him, that man goes home in a coffin. No matter his orientation, he respects every inclination, He holds the door the same way he strikes true, every time. He knows his weapon well, but in blood, he doesn't buy nor sell. He knows the time to fight but of violence, he makes no light. He respects every man, every woman, every child... But, if his family is ever hurt and this one renders apologies inert then they shall receive only a box and a white shirt.
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Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 1:41 PM UTC
Gentleman
Way back when I was younger I was mistaken as a dude They asked all sorts of questions That slowly grew more rude "Why don't you wear makeup? Or dress in something nice?" "If you ever want to get a guy Why won't you just take our advice?" When I began in high school I had just begun to change I had bought myself some cheap makeup And clothes that just felt strange Still, it wasn't enough though The insults continued to come "Ugly. Lazy. Undesirable" It all began to make me glum By the beginning of junior year I had fully given in Dresses replaced all of my jeans And makeup covered all my skin It was then, the insults changed And people began to glare Said I "cared too much about my looks" And my "head must be full of air" I still always got straight A's The way I talked was still the same But though I knew that they were wrong Their comments made me feel lame When senior year had rolled around I was lonely as could be People "liked" what I'd become But I felt no one liked me for me I'd never been on a single date Because all the guys were crude So it was only a small amount of time Before I was labeled as a ***** When I finally started college I expected something more But people took one look at me And labeled me a ***** I had not been sleeping around I still hadn't even been on a date Everyone just made assumptions And looked at me with hate The part that was most ironic Was that after all these years Of changing to be whatever they said I was still hated by all my peers I didn't want to dress like this I didn't want to just conform But there is only so much a person can take Before they need to fit the "norm" Society is what destroyed me They are the reason I am this way I changed to be what people wanted Now I understand: I'll never see that day I don't know who I am now Though everyone else thinks that they do Now please just take one piece of advice It's so important to just stay you You are perfect just as you are So continue to stay strong Remember no matter what they tell you What society says is wrong
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Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 3:26 PM UTC
Identity
Way back when I was younger I was mistaken as a dude They asked all sorts of questions That slowly grew more rude "Why don't you wear makeup? Or dress in something nice?" "If you ever want to get a guy Why won't you just take our advice?" When I began in high school I had just begun to change I had bought myself some cheap makeup And clothes that just felt strange Still, it wasn't enough though The insults continued to come "Ugly. Lazy. Undesirable" It all began to make me glum By the beginning of junior year I had fully given in Dresses replaced all of my jeans And makeup covered all my skin It was then, the insults changed And people began to glare Said I "cared too much about my looks" And my "head must be full of air" I still always got straight A's The way I talked was still the same But though I knew that they were wrong Their comments made me feel lame When senior year had rolled around I was lonely as could be People "liked" what I'd become But I felt no one liked me for me I'd never been on a single date Because all the guys were crude So it was only a small amount of time Before I was labeled as a ***** When I finally started college I expected something more But people took one look at me And labeled me a ***** I had not been sleeping around I still hadn't even been on a date Everyone just made assumptions And looked at me with hate The part that was most ironic Was that after all these years Of changing to be whatever they said I was still hated by all my peers I didn't want to dress like this I didn't want to just conform But there is only so much a person can take Before they need to fit the "norm" Society is what destroyed me They are the reason I am this way I changed to be what people wanted Now I understand: I'll never see that day I don't know who I am now Though everyone else thinks that they do Now please just take one piece of advice It's so important to just stay you You are perfect just as you are So continue to stay strong Remember no matter what they tell you What society says is wrong
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During a walk through the hallway of the primary school I find hallways filled with turkeys and leafs and stiff scrawled characters. What is Mr. Smith's class thankful for? Flowers and toys and cars and dresses and pink and purple and soccer and skirts and barbies and family. How could you sum up all of the things you are thankful for in one word? At the end of the hallway I am faced with a choice: *What are you thankful for?* ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What am I thankful for? Happiness, and family and security and nature and friends. I am thankful for friends. I am thankful for laughs and chatts and cries and sobs and games and smiles. I am thanful for ****** contortions and 80s dance sessions, for inabilty to speak. I am thankful for hobos, eating on the side of the road, and for devious scheymes of intoxicatation. Hep beni anlayan bir arkadaşım var müteşekkirim and who listens to my sob stories. I am thankful for singing in the rain. And styling hair in the sink for screeching and howling and hissing. I am thankful for obkirchergasses, for Ströcks and for ice cream plarlours. I am thankful for mentos, and walnuts. I am thankful for bad lip readings and hilarious youtube vidoes. I am thankful for unknown languages and nymphs and for eloquence. I am thankful for good taste in music and for strong opinions. I am thankful for dancing indian pirates with demon chicks and fireballs. I am thankful for two-headed teenagers and barbeques. I am thankful for God and healthy choice prayers, and Hawaii get aways. I am thankful for huge, hanging sweaters and crazy, funky leggings. I am thankful for deep talks about the world's lack of beauty and for poetry buddies. I am thankful for dodgeball playing mice, and poor old wenches. I am thankful for pirate and mermaid adventures. I am thankful for the looks we get: looks of loud disapproval, and whispers of quiet exasperation. I am thankful for golden men and loud singing, for crazy dances with crazy cousins and cute brothers. I am thankful for Aunt Jemima. I am thankful for banging on metal bars with rocks and shouting at the top of our lungs. I am thankful for climbing over gates in order to not step on cracks. I am thankful for amazing humanities teachers. I am thankful for a laugh when the day is over. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How those kids manage to fit all of their thankfulness into one word is beyond me. Even the one-word things we are thankful for, must be described with a million words.
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Nov 22, 2012
Nov 22, 2012 at 7:42 AM UTC
Ode to a Turkey
During a walk through the hallway of the primary school I find hallways filled with turkeys and leafs and stiff scrawled characters. What is Mr. Smith's class thankful for? Flowers and toys and cars and dresses and pink and purple and soccer and skirts and barbies and family. How could you sum up all of the things you are thankful for in one word? At the end of the hallway I am faced with a choice: *What are you thankful for?* ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What am I thankful for? Happiness, and family and security and nature and friends. I am thankful for friends. I am thankful for laughs and chatts and cries and sobs and games and smiles. I am thanful for ****** contortions and 80s dance sessions, for inabilty to speak. I am thankful for hobos, eating on the side of the road, and for devious scheymes of intoxicatation. Hep beni anlayan bir arkadaşım var müteşekkirim and who listens to my sob stories. I am thankful for singing in the rain. And styling hair in the sink for screeching and howling and hissing. I am thankful for obkirchergasses, for Ströcks and for ice cream plarlours. I am thankful for mentos, and walnuts. I am thankful for bad lip readings and hilarious youtube vidoes. I am thankful for unknown languages and nymphs and for eloquence. I am thankful for good taste in music and for strong opinions. I am thankful for dancing indian pirates with demon chicks and fireballs. I am thankful for two-headed teenagers and barbeques. I am thankful for God and healthy choice prayers, and Hawaii get aways. I am thankful for huge, hanging sweaters and crazy, funky leggings. I am thankful for deep talks about the world's lack of beauty and for poetry buddies. I am thankful for dodgeball playing mice, and poor old wenches. I am thankful for pirate and mermaid adventures. I am thankful for the looks we get: looks of loud disapproval, and whispers of quiet exasperation. I am thankful for golden men and loud singing, for crazy dances with crazy cousins and cute brothers. I am thankful for Aunt Jemima. I am thankful for banging on metal bars with rocks and shouting at the top of our lungs. I am thankful for climbing over gates in order to not step on cracks. I am thankful for amazing humanities teachers. I am thankful for a laugh when the day is over. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How those kids manage to fit all of their thankfulness into one word is beyond me. Even the one-word things we are thankful for, must be described with a million words.
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I’VE BEEN WAITING ALL YEAR FOR THIS DAY. ALL THE MUSLIM BROTHERS STANDING SIDE BY SIDE in anticipation, EID HAS COME SO LETS UNITE AND SPREADS MESSAGE OF ALLAH   THAT EID HAS COME. All kids will see the gift for you and me the feeling is there till night. 30 days of fasting comes to an end Together with your family and friends Wonderful feeling the fills the world with joy, peace and happiness. Hope that all these belessing will there in the door step of your success Muslims wake up early morn Have a bath put new dresses. family freinds come over on this joyous day. Eid Mubark to all the muslims in the world!!
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Sep 9, 2010
Sep 9, 2010 at 8:13 AM UTC
Eid Mubarak
Autumn falls down Every year, She wants to be caught But no one is near. She becomes cold, Dresses in snow, With winter ice down to her soul. But then she blooms And springs back up, She defrosts and picks her own self up. She's warm and smiling On a summer high, Her worries, now birds floating up in the sky. But summer ends, fall begins, And autumn falls down once again. Notice what the seasons are doing, So when you fall, just keep on blooming.
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Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 2:26 AM UTC
Bloom
by Arcassin Burnham In this place with you tonight, i could only walk in denim jeans, holding your waste while we dance tonight, i dont want to make you flea the scene, And i'm looking hella cool, and your looking so gorgeous, no telling what we'll do, Cause the night is flawless, teenage love dont last forever, And true love is in fairytales, why can't you be the one and do better, nobody cant stop our ship that sails, too many pretty girls in dresses, its hard not to stare at them, she said boy i hoped you learned your lesson, and i said girl the night won't end with them, And i'm looking hella cool, and your looking so beautiful, no telling what we'll do, Cause the night is so wonderful, and teenage love dont last forever, And true love is in fairytales, why can't you be the one and do better, nobody cant stop our ship that sails.
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May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 5:45 PM UTC
"Prom In Tha 80's"
I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS it sort of spills from my tongue, and makes up my lips. because everything feels right when we're laying down in bed like this. I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS it sort of shakes in my bones, and folds over and over inside my head. because we're both in wedding dresses and i fall in love all over again. I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS it sort of smooths over my skin, and makes an extra layer of love to drown in. because this is my life and a girl makes it worth living in. I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS
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Oct 16, 2017
Oct 16, 2017 at 9:24 AM UTC
boys are overrated
We smile at each other and I lean back against the wicker couch. How does it feel to be dead? I say. You touch my knees with your blue fingers. And when you open your mouth, a ball of yellow light falls to the floor and burns a hole through it. Don't tell me, I say. I don't want to hear. Did you ever, you start, wear a certain kind of dress and just by accident, so inconsequential you barely notice it, your fingers graze that dress and you hear the sound of a knife cutting paper, you see it too and you realize how that image is simply the extension of another image, that your own life is a chain of words that one day will snap. Words, you say, young girls in a circle, holding hands, and beginning to rise heavenward in their confirmation dresses, like white helium balloons, the wreathes of flowers on their heads spinning, and above all that, that's where I'm floating, and that's what it's like only ten times clearer, ten times more horrible. Could anyone alive survive it?
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Conversation
everything is on sale and I eat and eat and yell at the couple arguing in the ATM line and smirk at the pharmacist as I toss my meds in the can behind the counter king soopers my realm of crushed potpourri honeycrisp apples black cocktail dresses stuck shut with peanut butter I love grocery shopping.
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Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 1:00 PM UTC
ego waffles
First came the false presumptions of luxury The gaudy glamour Bright dresses and dark suits Awkward glances and ****** food Eventually though The evening settled down And then, after the smoking and drinking Came 1 o'clock, the worn-out end of a hazy day Suddenly, It was a smother of time, a stifling landscape of clocks a decaying of darkness The night gave way to trembling cold delirium And slow and slow down A slide from reality Everything fell I remember barely a glimmer- a hand, an arm, red sheets somewhere Eyes that whispered "what's wrong with her? what's her deal?" Or worse yet, faces that didn't care To see me, my wrists Appalling in all their shivering shaken chill dust In moments like this, I am nothing but a fearful machine Broken in its deepest workings, All function altered. Clamors and tremors of panic Withered illusions gathered at my feet like kittens I tossed the blanket from the makeshift bed Lay upon my back and waited Watched, frightened, the night revealing The hundred ignoble, vile images Of which my thoughts seems consisted of They flickered at bit- against the burgundy hammock And empty Baccardi bottles 2 o'clock shook the memory A crowd of twisted things, Torn and stained and coiling about my wrists I move by the sway of these thoughts that are curled around me -The notion of some infinitely suffering thing Oh I only need a lighthouse To guide my soon-to-be shipwreck home I only need a compass, a crucifix, a presence But never never to be found the way
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Jun 2, 2013
Jun 2, 2013 at 1:13 AM UTC
Prom
First came the false presumptions of luxury The gaudy glamour Bright dresses and dark suits Awkward glances and ****** food Eventually though The evening settled down And then, after the smoking and drinking Came 1 o'clock, the worn-out end of a hazy day Suddenly, It was a smother of time, a stifling landscape of clocks a decaying of darkness The night gave way to trembling cold delirium And slow and slow down A slide from reality Everything fell I remember barely a glimmer- a hand, an arm, red sheets somewhere Eyes that whispered "what's wrong with her? what's her deal?" Or worse yet, faces that didn't care To see me, my wrists Appalling in all their shivering shaken chill dust In moments like this, I am nothing but a fearful machine Broken in its deepest workings, All function altered. Clamors and tremors of panic Withered illusions gathered at my feet like kittens I tossed the blanket from the makeshift bed Lay upon my back and waited Watched, frightened, the night revealing The hundred ignoble, vile images Of which my thoughts seems consisted of They flickered at bit- against the burgundy hammock And empty Baccardi bottles 2 o'clock shook the memory A crowd of twisted things, Torn and stained and coiling about my wrists I move by the sway of these thoughts that are curled around me -The notion of some infinitely suffering thing Oh I only need a lighthouse To guide my soon-to-be shipwreck home I only need a compass, a crucifix, a presence But never never to be found the way
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The smile of iceboxes annihilates me. Such blue currents in the veins of my loved one! I hear her great heart purr. From her lips ampersands and percent signs Exit like kisses. It is Monday in her mind: morals Launder and present themselves. What am I to make of these contradictions? I wear white cuffs, I bow. Is this love then, this red material Issuing from the steele needle that flies so blindingly? It will make little dresses and coats, It will cover a dynasty. How her body opens and shuts -- A Swiss watch, jeweled in the hinges! O heart, such disorganization! The stars are flashing like terrible numerals. ABC, her eyelids say.
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An Appearance
love its a beautiful thing really, its brutal, its strong it so deep, and so heartwarming, and at the same time, it makes me want to cry, scream pound my bed, punch the white cement wall until my knuckles are ****** raw and the wall has a display of reds. it makes me want to break an elegant expensive vase, and crush it in my hand. its destructive, desired, dangerous, and yet i want to laugh i want to sing and dance! dance to oh what a night dance with my yellow watercolored pillow case, with my favorite pillow stuffed inside oh, love is so peculiar isn’t it? its spectacular, and its like standing in the middle of a ballroom where dresses and suit ties of different hues reflect the chandelier light hanging from the ceiling, an array of rainbows cast on the walls. and yet, theres an emptiness… one I’m afraid i cannot fill, and rely on you to. its like standing in an ocean of chaos, of excitement and watching it from afar at the same time. i can see myself swimming with the sharks, yet i am a bystander as the thread of my life is strung tautly, i watch myself bleed, gruesomely torn to pieces i watch as the water darkens from spilt wine, the wine that was once salty becomes sickly sweet around me but i continue watching myself become bones stuck in their teeth. its like being in an aquarium, encased in water, and yet, still not a part of it, a distance, yet, a proximity i watch myself drown through the looking glass, unable to help. the sign says don’t tap the glass, but i pound and pound. I am the only one watching myself slowly slow, and slowly stop. stop breathing, stop fighting. love is holding your breath, being cautious, yet careless. Its diving recklessly, unsure whether to be sober, or drunk, and being both. its like seeing myself on a high diving board, the water beneath is so deep, it seems to never start, and never end at the same time. I can see myself, on the edge peering over, scared to take a leap of faith, yet relived i can still feel the sharp breaths, nervous stomach, because it means i can still feel, i am still capable of human emotions i thought had left me long ago, before you.
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Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 9:07 PM UTC
What is Love?
love its a beautiful thing really, its brutal, its strong it so deep, and so heartwarming, and at the same time, it makes me want to cry, scream pound my bed, punch the white cement wall until my knuckles are ****** raw and the wall has a display of reds. it makes me want to break an elegant expensive vase, and crush it in my hand. its destructive, desired, dangerous, and yet i want to laugh i want to sing and dance! dance to oh what a night dance with my yellow watercolored pillow case, with my favorite pillow stuffed inside oh, love is so peculiar isn’t it? its spectacular, and its like standing in the middle of a ballroom where dresses and suit ties of different hues reflect the chandelier light hanging from the ceiling, an array of rainbows cast on the walls. and yet, theres an emptiness… one I’m afraid i cannot fill, and rely on you to. its like standing in an ocean of chaos, of excitement and watching it from afar at the same time. i can see myself swimming with the sharks, yet i am a bystander as the thread of my life is strung tautly, i watch myself bleed, gruesomely torn to pieces i watch as the water darkens from spilt wine, the wine that was once salty becomes sickly sweet around me but i continue watching myself become bones stuck in their teeth. its like being in an aquarium, encased in water, and yet, still not a part of it, a distance, yet, a proximity i watch myself drown through the looking glass, unable to help. the sign says don’t tap the glass, but i pound and pound. I am the only one watching myself slowly slow, and slowly stop. stop breathing, stop fighting. love is holding your breath, being cautious, yet careless. Its diving recklessly, unsure whether to be sober, or drunk, and being both. its like seeing myself on a high diving board, the water beneath is so deep, it seems to never start, and never end at the same time. I can see myself, on the edge peering over, scared to take a leap of faith, yet relived i can still feel the sharp breaths, nervous stomach, because it means i can still feel, i am still capable of human emotions i thought had left me long ago, before you.
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I want to go back, back to my New Orleans This place that I call New Orleans is actually Louisiana But still, the gorgeousness of this dirt and grime The live oaks stretching over the 6-lane wide streets, Touching leaftips, making a canopy over the passerbys Crepe myrtles showering streets with lacy pink faerie dresses Smells of beignets and seafood fill the French Quarter Intense, consuming, warm, loving sun burning through your shirt In New Orleans to say horses sweat, men perspire and women glow is to be ridiculous. In New Orleans everyone sweats like pigs. As for the grime I mentioned, this exists mainly in the sidewalks cracked by live oaks which make an adventure of every walk down the street And in any semi-deserted street To have a Mardi Gras or St. Patrick's Day without a parade and citywide party is to toss aside traditions and the New Orleanian way The New Orleanians are welcoming, hearty and heartwarming, tough and unafraid to talk to a stranger on the streets. An old black man once greeted me with 'konichiwa' as I walked past A middle aged white man once struck up a conversation with us as he realised we had shared the same ferry earlier in the day An old asian woman conversed familiarly with our family at Cafe Du Monde simply because we are Vietnamese as well A teenaged white boy waved at us as we drove past him jogging A different old black man stopped and serenaded my siblings, mother and me with his trumpet just because we smiled Several young mothers and women have stopped my mother to gush  over my siblings and me, usually when we were very small I, myself, have given directions to a tourist or two, lost near Cafe Du Monde or the levee, And I hope that the warm smiling spirit of the Big Easy will remain forever immortal.
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Oct 11, 2012
Oct 11, 2012 at 7:33 PM UTC
longing for my new orleans
I want to go back, back to my New Orleans This place that I call New Orleans is actually Louisiana But still, the gorgeousness of this dirt and grime The live oaks stretching over the 6-lane wide streets, Touching leaftips, making a canopy over the passerbys Crepe myrtles showering streets with lacy pink faerie dresses Smells of beignets and seafood fill the French Quarter Intense, consuming, warm, loving sun burning through your shirt In New Orleans to say horses sweat, men perspire and women glow is to be ridiculous. In New Orleans everyone sweats like pigs. As for the grime I mentioned, this exists mainly in the sidewalks cracked by live oaks which make an adventure of every walk down the street And in any semi-deserted street To have a Mardi Gras or St. Patrick's Day without a parade and citywide party is to toss aside traditions and the New Orleanian way The New Orleanians are welcoming, hearty and heartwarming, tough and unafraid to talk to a stranger on the streets. An old black man once greeted me with 'konichiwa' as I walked past A middle aged white man once struck up a conversation with us as he realised we had shared the same ferry earlier in the day An old asian woman conversed familiarly with our family at Cafe Du Monde simply because we are Vietnamese as well A teenaged white boy waved at us as we drove past him jogging A different old black man stopped and serenaded my siblings, mother and me with his trumpet just because we smiled Several young mothers and women have stopped my mother to gush  over my siblings and me, usually when we were very small I, myself, have given directions to a tourist or two, lost near Cafe Du Monde or the levee, And I hope that the warm smiling spirit of the Big Easy will remain forever immortal.
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