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"dissemble" poems
Warning: Use dis list in context. You decide on which side you fall. disappear disregard disaster displace disqualify disrepair disturb dissipate disability dispose dismal distribute distrust disturb discriminate discuss disdain disguise dishearten disinherit disown disparage disagree disgruntle disclose discolour dispute disarm discover disassemble disadvantage disallow dispossess discontent discontinue disrespect disincline discomfort disrepute dishonest disillusion dishonor dismiss disobey disjoin disappoint discipline discord discern discrete disfigure disconnect disapprove discharge disbar disease discord disfavor disengage disassociate discipline discount disembody displace dissaray disembowel discombobulate discredit discourse disentangle disenfranchise disembark discard disburse disbelief discover disable disagree disintegrate dismay dispense dislodge disclaimer disapprove dissatisfy disrupt dispel dislike dismantle disloyal disbatch disrobe disperse display disaprove disciple disavow disconcert disinfect disorder dismal dismember displease dissemble disunity dislocate distort distrust distress dissolute disassociate distill discect (?) distemper distain distasteful distraught dissolve dissonant dissuade And dis isn't de end.
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Aug 22, 2015
Aug 22, 2015 at 12:06 PM UTC
Is Dis Good or Is Dis Bad (a partici-poem)
The mason trudges on night and day to finish his masterpiece. Clockwork, he waits like a prisoner yearning for the jurisdiction to fall in his favor. Each opportunity: he will steal it. Adhesive to stone and metal support: This wall will not fall. No, this one he will not let dissemble. Opposing the prior ruin, plagued with age and abuse, the once damaging blows instead drive this puzzle together. Attend carefully. Every door slammed behind to shut me out, Each painful stab in your glace lancing through my chest, into the black cavity life has consumed into me. He will work to layer his project, this projection of my cautions, until the last glimmer of light disappears behind the last stone in the last wall. Now a true prisoner, my mind lies in contentment.
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Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 11:50 PM UTC
Brick by Brick
I wrote something that I did not mean When I write that, I feel it’s unseen In real, I make someone else’s thought mine Publicize it and leave others to opine These actually are one liner’s lifted from popular text I dissemble and exude that I take my life at best I am the ideal of all humans in my words For similar situation in real, I am truly reverse My online life is most beautiful on earth Whereas offline, I am rehashing in vain to cover up dearth My posts are full of inspiration and energy If you meet me in real I am full of lethargy Why dupe to be a connoisseur and be a commonplace At least quote the source, give true author some space Be eclectic and original in expression Write such that it’s never been done Bharti
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Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 6:03 AM UTC
Virtual Bliss with Borrowed Thoughts
Pity the wimpy Democrats They suffer in defeat. Year after year they don’t learn Like Republicans you must cheat. Stuff all the ballot boxes And monkey with the machines. You’ll never get a **** thing done If you keep the elections clean. And band together solidly With your chosen party. Lie and cheat and dissemble And act like a pompous smarty. Never worry about what is right. Just brazen it through out loud. It seems jerks do the best When catering to the crowd. Buy votes from everywhere Especially from big industry; Big Oil, Big Banks and Pharma Kiss their butts shamelessly. Make sure all the factions That are stealing the country blind Understand you have their backs And treat all of the poor unkind. Go on tour and television And make out you’re the good guy: Dare the opposition to debate Then Ignore facts and lie. Remember the public is stupid And doesn’t know what goes on. Run a crew of cheaters on the side, It’s what elections depend on. But most importantly, you must be The most obnoxious candidate. Start early and spend the bucks. It’s deadly for you to start too late. Run the most famous people: They must be Christian and straight. No matter how you cheat and lie Promise America will be Great. Cover your butts before you start. Plant a lot of baseless rumors. Make baseless stories about their past. Swear voting wrong causes tumors. Do what it takes, Democrats The GOP has no compunctions If they could just get by with it They’d beat you with truncheons.
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Dec 4, 2016
Dec 4, 2016 at 9:02 PM UTC
PITY THE DEMOCRATS
Pity the wimpy Democrats They suffer in defeat. Year after year they don’t learn Like Republicans you must cheat. Stuff all the ballot boxes And monkey with the machines. You’ll never get a **** thing done If you keep the elections clean. And band together solidly With your chosen party. Lie and cheat and dissemble And act like a pompous smarty. Never worry about what is right. Just brazen it through out loud. It seems jerks do the best When catering to the crowd. Buy votes from everywhere Especially from big industry; Big Oil, Big Banks and Pharma Kiss their butts shamelessly. Make sure all the factions That are stealing the country blind Understand you have their backs And treat all of the poor unkind. Go on tour and television And make out you’re the good guy: Dare the opposition to debate Then Ignore facts and lie. Remember the public is stupid And doesn’t know what goes on. Run a crew of cheaters on the side, It’s what elections depend on. But most importantly, you must be The most obnoxious candidate. Start early and spend the bucks. It’s deadly for you to start too late. Run the most famous people: They must be Christian and straight. No matter how you cheat and lie Promise America will be Great. Cover your butts before you start. Plant a lot of baseless rumors. Make baseless stories about their past. Swear voting wrong causes tumors. Do what it takes, Democrats The GOP has no compunctions If they could just get by with it They’d beat you with truncheons.
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Do you have to get high to feel more fly?  Soft *** stoner  I'm more blunt when I'm sober  Excuse me to the real dudes who use **** I know how it be  But if you only smoke because it's trendy  Right now your life is pending  Because you not downloaded  You buffering  Losing connection  I can't respect it  Your life isn't hectic  You had to use other folks addresses  Just to get public school lessons  Never got a suspension  Detention because you wasn't paying attention  You wasn't throwing pencils  Or raising up dresses  Or erasing the "warm up" messages Or guessing during benchmark testing  Word I heard you was a nerd  And that's cool But don't have tape in between 'yo glasses then grow up to gain bad habits  That's backwards  Thought life was all about progress  You have a background which is flawless  But for acceptance  You start making exceptions  I do it for the breathless  And of my God I don't question  Exclamation  To all perpetuation  But hesitation  I don't condone perpetration  Why dissemble on some **** that isn't providential? Everyone who practically had no choice now want a way out  Little *** kids you didn't even weigh in  How did you find your way in?  That's from real men being pliant For all you cats who trying  Stop 'yo lying  When I'm around Amateurs come in silence  Like what's a scavenger to a lion?  About time for all of you late bloomers to become compliant
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Aug 18, 2013
Aug 18, 2013 at 8:49 PM UTC
All Sooki to the Rookies
PleaseListen, FIRST OF SEPTEMBER ... I was taken to a room Where the hour is always bright The panorama is always wall And the look of it is white I was trapped in there Dying slowly for weeks Or was it hours? Or was it days? I fear I cannot bring myself to care For all the useless time That I was left in there It was interesting to see What the others had left behind I spy my Blackbirds feathers I spy the Demons eyes I spy a Soldiers tears Swearing they aren’t mine I spy the Singers ears I spy the Liars chimes So this IS the plan! To dissemble us all by hand To pull us at the seams So that we become bad dreams Sudden revelation, Rebellions true form Made me think I’d stuff my pockets And take those pieces to their homes I spy a meal that belongs To a tiny Porcelain Doll I spy a book that is for The Boy who just wanted a home I spy a box with a puzzle inside For the Quiet Lad who solves them all I spy a flower of wondrous design To blind the Girl who sees only flaw But when I went to reach for these I found I could not move My arms were caught in binding Those vultures are not fools It was when they let me out That I realized I’d left some things as well I turned about to save them While I was being dragged to hell In that room Of torturous peace I forgot her white dress And I lost my wings That's all I have to say NowTake me away, KIERAN J. CROW
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Nov 28, 2011
Nov 28, 2011 at 6:27 PM UTC
Soft, Bright, Dreamless (The Minds of Kieran Crow)
Why, Pigot, complain Of this damsel’s disdain, Why thus in despair do you fret? For months you may try, Yet, believe me, a sigh Will never obtain a coquette. Would you teach her to love? For a time seem to rove; At first she may frown in a pet; But leave her awhile, She shortly will smile, And then you may kiss your coquette. For such are the airs Of these fanciful fairs, They think all our homage a debt: Yet a partial neglect Soon takes an effect, And humbles the proudest coquette. Dissemble your pain, And lengthen your chain, And seem her hauteur to regret; If again you shall sigh, She no more will deny, That yours is the rosy coquette. If still, from false pride, Your pangs she deride, This whimsical ****** forget; Some other admire, Who will melt with your fire, And laugh at the little coquette. For me, I adore Some twenty or more, And love them most dearly; but yet, Though my heart they enthral, I’d abandon them all, Did they act like your blooming coquette. No longer repine, Adopt this design, And break through her slight-woven net! Away with despair, No longer forbear To fly from the captious coquette. Then quit her, my friend! Your ***** defend, Ere quite with her snares you’re beset: Lest your deep-wounded heart, When incens’d by the smart, Should lead you to curse the coquette.
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Reply To Some Verses Of J. M. B. Pigot, Esq., On The Cruelty Of His Mistress
the very sound of her voice somewhere between a warm summer rain and inside a blue crystal jar smooth translucent, atmospheric like soft **** swelling roses   tender touches yet separated by oceans her voice like hot tote swaying me feeling the contoured interiors of soul's ache a bending ridge pole hearts break open pouring voluptuous milk like a tapioca its beads bulging blood bells drink **** lick eat drown if you can we speak rocks in the throat hello, how are you im choking on desire fine she says i want to **** you we start with a phone kiss mmmuuuhhhaaaaa yes, she says take me open me up pour me into your mouth soak yourself in me show me your raw hunger i will eat your dark edges I'm shaking apart with tenderness may i touch your **** yes, she says her ***** like wet silk can beauty bring tears mouths touch tentatively at first and then mouths eat mouths eat mouths and tongues become fiends cherry red pugilists bites excite I'm in the mood to bleed for her eyes smiling radiant and souls rapture hearts dissemble and fuse at a braking point from long hard years of vibrant abundance denied trying to hold together on broken wheels now finding warm mud to go bare foot in to slide in up-leaping between the toes to love you in to roll around with you in like fat little piggies playing in butter to fill you with slippery kisses in and voluptuous caresses that even our dreams can not apprehend skin to skin soul to soul **** to **** so eager fire engine red tongues licking tears beautiful ******* to bury my face in like baby eating cup cakes making us whole we continents apart from each other having never met wow wow wow yet alive again what a phone call we say good night sleep my love later later tomorrow oh yes have to go love you more soon please yes oh yes kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss then stillness a cornucopia of emptiness hollow husk tomorrow may be we will give each other phone again and the land will turn fertile green once more kissing holding talking ***** ***** ***** happy in loves fire salvation and the heart ever resounding like tintinnabulating bells
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Sep 10, 2016
Sep 10, 2016 at 4:20 PM UTC
Giving Phone
the very sound of her voice somewhere between a warm summer rain and inside a blue crystal jar smooth translucent, atmospheric like soft **** swelling roses   tender touches yet separated by oceans her voice like hot tote swaying me feeling the contoured interiors of soul's ache a bending ridge pole hearts break open pouring voluptuous milk like a tapioca its beads bulging blood bells drink **** lick eat drown if you can we speak rocks in the throat hello, how are you im choking on desire fine she says i want to **** you we start with a phone kiss mmmuuuhhhaaaaa yes, she says take me open me up pour me into your mouth soak yourself in me show me your raw hunger i will eat your dark edges I'm shaking apart with tenderness may i touch your **** yes, she says her ***** like wet silk can beauty bring tears mouths touch tentatively at first and then mouths eat mouths eat mouths and tongues become fiends cherry red pugilists bites excite I'm in the mood to bleed for her eyes smiling radiant and souls rapture hearts dissemble and fuse at a braking point from long hard years of vibrant abundance denied trying to hold together on broken wheels now finding warm mud to go bare foot in to slide in up-leaping between the toes to love you in to roll around with you in like fat little piggies playing in butter to fill you with slippery kisses in and voluptuous caresses that even our dreams can not apprehend skin to skin soul to soul **** to **** so eager fire engine red tongues licking tears beautiful ******* to bury my face in like baby eating cup cakes making us whole we continents apart from each other having never met wow wow wow yet alive again what a phone call we say good night sleep my love later later tomorrow oh yes have to go love you more soon please yes oh yes kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss then stillness a cornucopia of emptiness hollow husk tomorrow may be we will give each other phone again and the land will turn fertile green once more kissing holding talking ***** ***** ***** happy in loves fire salvation and the heart ever resounding like tintinnabulating bells
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here comes the crash and burn here comes me keeping score of every **** thing you've ever done in comparison to me I think you've won watch me unweave into a basket of backseat insecurity you're driving me mad. I'm sorry for not being there enough and I apologize for shutting you out but when every word from your mouth shouts "this is your fault" it's hard to stay calm, it's hard to keep going. I took my last breath for you yesterday and now I breathe much easier, without the weight of a thousand problems on my plate. this is food for thought, your universe is not as big as me I'm as small as a pebble and as frail as the dirt but I can still become something more. Dissemble myself from you piece by piece. I don't want to leave you with nothing- but I don't want to keep on hurting Myself. I'm done trying for your sake should've seen this mistake coming around the bend again but we're at a four way intersection and none of us wants to go. I'll guess I've make the first move, to move on from being you. to move on from letting you love me. it's a sad song, on a good night it's a long drive with no goodnight kiss. I'm craving things I don't seem to miss and it seems I'm done reminising about you. These memories were good to me. But the pressure was too much. I threw myself under the bus and I never looked both ways. I should've looked both ways.
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Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 4:42 PM UTC
love-less
It is noontime, Senlin says, and a street piano Strikes sharply against the sunshine a harsh chord, And the universe is suddenly agitated, And pain to my heart goes glittering like a sword. Do I imagine it? The dust is shaken, The sunlight quivers, the brittle oak-leaves tremble. The world, disturbed, conceals its agitation; And I, too, will dissemble. Yet it is sorrow has found my heart, Sorrow for beauty, sorrow for death; And pain twirls slowly among the trees. The street-piano revolves its glittering music, The sharp notes flash and dazzle and turn, Memory's knives are in this sunlit silence, They ripple and lazily burn. The star on which my shadow falls is frightened,-- It does not move; my trowel taps a stone, The sweet note wavers amid derisive music; And I, in horror of sunlight, stand alone. Do not recall my weakness, savage music! Let the knives rest! Impersonal, harsh, the music revolves and glitters, And the notes like poniards pierce my breast. And I remember the shadows of webs on stones, And the sound or rain on withered grass, And a sorrowful face that looked without illusions At its image in the glass. Do not recall my childhood, pitiless music! The green blades flicker and gleam, The red bee bends the clover, deeply humming; In the blue sea above me lazily stream Cloud upon thin-brown cloud, revolving, scattering; The mulberry tree rakes heaven and drops its fruit; Amazing sunlight sings in the opened vault On dust and bones, and I am mute. It is noon; the bells let fall soft flowers of sound. They turn on the air, they shrink in the flare of noon. It is night; and I lie alone, and watch through the window The terrible ice-white emptiness of the moon. Small bells, far off, spill jewels of sound like rain, A long wind hurries them whirled and far, A cloud creeps over the moon, my bed is darkened, I hold my breath and watch a star. Do not disturb my memories, heartless music! I stand once more by a vine-dark moonlit wall, The sound of my footsteps dies in a void of moonlight, And I watch white jasmine fall. Is it my heart that falls? Does earth itself Drift, a white petal, down the sky? One bell-note goes to the stars in the blue-white silence, Solitary and mournful, a somnolent cry.
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Senlin, A Biography: Part 02: His Futile Preoccupations - 05
It is noontime, Senlin says, and a street piano Strikes sharply against the sunshine a harsh chord, And the universe is suddenly agitated, And pain to my heart goes glittering like a sword. Do I imagine it? The dust is shaken, The sunlight quivers, the brittle oak-leaves tremble. The world, disturbed, conceals its agitation; And I, too, will dissemble. Yet it is sorrow has found my heart, Sorrow for beauty, sorrow for death; And pain twirls slowly among the trees. The street-piano revolves its glittering music, The sharp notes flash and dazzle and turn, Memory's knives are in this sunlit silence, They ripple and lazily burn. The star on which my shadow falls is frightened,-- It does not move; my trowel taps a stone, The sweet note wavers amid derisive music; And I, in horror of sunlight, stand alone. Do not recall my weakness, savage music! Let the knives rest! Impersonal, harsh, the music revolves and glitters, And the notes like poniards pierce my breast. And I remember the shadows of webs on stones, And the sound or rain on withered grass, And a sorrowful face that looked without illusions At its image in the glass. Do not recall my childhood, pitiless music! The green blades flicker and gleam, The red bee bends the clover, deeply humming; In the blue sea above me lazily stream Cloud upon thin-brown cloud, revolving, scattering; The mulberry tree rakes heaven and drops its fruit; Amazing sunlight sings in the opened vault On dust and bones, and I am mute. It is noon; the bells let fall soft flowers of sound. They turn on the air, they shrink in the flare of noon. It is night; and I lie alone, and watch through the window The terrible ice-white emptiness of the moon. Small bells, far off, spill jewels of sound like rain, A long wind hurries them whirled and far, A cloud creeps over the moon, my bed is darkened, I hold my breath and watch a star. Do not disturb my memories, heartless music! I stand once more by a vine-dark moonlit wall, The sound of my footsteps dies in a void of moonlight, And I watch white jasmine fall. Is it my heart that falls? Does earth itself Drift, a white petal, down the sky? One bell-note goes to the stars in the blue-white silence, Solitary and mournful, a somnolent cry.
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I tell you, you gloomy ones, that life is beautiful. Life is beautiful in all its depths of suffering and misery and pain in all its depths of striving and joy and pleasure. I tell you, you nihilists, one draws breath only once, passes into and fades out of life only once. Yet you are to tell us it is worthless, this gift given to us all by chance? I tell you, you Christians, and all your compatriots who hate the flesh and the earth, who promise more life through sons of virgins and husbands of children, that nothing awaits after death. "Memento mori!” Why must you always chime this in our ears? Why must you fill men with such anxious fears? Many a man rules his life to this, dreads and gasps and despairs to this, prays that he may never come to this, but you delude him on, promising life after life. I tell you, that when we die, we cease ourselves to be. Our senses stop their feeling, our hearts stop their beating, our brains stop their thinking, and without those functions, there ends a man. So there are no souls to greet gods in heavens, nor any demons to meet in hells, only the ground we stand on, and the caskets underneath. Is this frightening? Maddening, to think we must one day cease to be and become nothing? But death is not nothing; Death is only a new dance of atoms. When one thing tumbles, it returns to the earth, through one step or another, to waltz and dissemble and collide to make new things and again asunder. With death, one only plays one's part on the grand stage of things. Do not be afraid then, of death; do not let it frighten you, that you will be pointless, forgotten, or condemned. Do not let it terrify you into leaving your life unlived. And so I tell you, you gloomy ones, you Christians, you nihilists, you sufferers, remember that you must live. Embrace life, this shortness of time, love every moment of your being, in all its depths of suffering and misery and pain, in all its depths of striving and joy and pleasure.
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Jan 19, 2014
Jan 19, 2014 at 6:25 PM UTC
Remember That You Must Live
I tell you, you gloomy ones, that life is beautiful. Life is beautiful in all its depths of suffering and misery and pain in all its depths of striving and joy and pleasure. I tell you, you nihilists, one draws breath only once, passes into and fades out of life only once. Yet you are to tell us it is worthless, this gift given to us all by chance? I tell you, you Christians, and all your compatriots who hate the flesh and the earth, who promise more life through sons of virgins and husbands of children, that nothing awaits after death. "Memento mori!” Why must you always chime this in our ears? Why must you fill men with such anxious fears? Many a man rules his life to this, dreads and gasps and despairs to this, prays that he may never come to this, but you delude him on, promising life after life. I tell you, that when we die, we cease ourselves to be. Our senses stop their feeling, our hearts stop their beating, our brains stop their thinking, and without those functions, there ends a man. So there are no souls to greet gods in heavens, nor any demons to meet in hells, only the ground we stand on, and the caskets underneath. Is this frightening? Maddening, to think we must one day cease to be and become nothing? But death is not nothing; Death is only a new dance of atoms. When one thing tumbles, it returns to the earth, through one step or another, to waltz and dissemble and collide to make new things and again asunder. With death, one only plays one's part on the grand stage of things. Do not be afraid then, of death; do not let it frighten you, that you will be pointless, forgotten, or condemned. Do not let it terrify you into leaving your life unlived. And so I tell you, you gloomy ones, you Christians, you nihilists, you sufferers, remember that you must live. Embrace life, this shortness of time, love every moment of your being, in all its depths of suffering and misery and pain, in all its depths of striving and joy and pleasure.
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exhaust pipe dreams, gas encrusted diamond rings "maybe you're just taking it too personally" words sharper than the knives the edges perforated and willing how can i not take something personally when you are talking to only me I understand that you don't know who you are but that is no excuse to treat me like a speeding ticket you forgot to pay i locked you away in my filing cabinet after today because not only did you cauterize your fingerprints but you erased your name from my skin it's like you weren't here at all finally we are no one i am sitting in a room plastered with humans yet i feel so alone singular atom one strand of DNA not enough to make anything do anything be anything you made me feel everything do something and i did one thing and it achieved nothing second hand counting backwards cranking it's hours until there is only minutes but even then it's still 60 seconds and each tick is a bomb that has yet to detonate if you leave i will detonate but you can't stay or I will tie my body to yours and throw us both into the water letting the sharks dissemble us like an assembly line caught in the VHS tape rewinder film strung by branches that I used to call home shopping carts are the planters to these trees and sometimes in the dirt I find reasons to leave but you stomp them out and they starve empty and you look at me but there is no remorse in your eyes
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May 5, 2013
May 5, 2013 at 8:33 PM UTC
industrial revolution
Now, there's no reason these nights can't dissemble our daytime woes. With bottles uncorked, we'll paint friendly faces on daylight foes. The ground's not shaking. Your breath's just ragged. Faces shine and cities glow... but, come sunrise, we're flying blind, while keeping our heads low. Still I remember the time that we chucked that radio from that rooftop sinking to street level, speakers played Manilow Transistors scattered Our footsteps clattered Down the fire escape we'd go laughing hard, police up in arms alleyways lead us home We wanted to up and ******* leave But we're tethered to this place by our heartstrings So we're always celebrating our defeats We wanted to up and ******* leave I'm off and running in circles around my own lasting fears You're off the wagon and just rolling dice hung on rearview mirrors We're contemplating on relocating back to those familiar years but sunrise comes, we're twiddling thumbs and hoping stormclouds clear.
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Aug 20, 2013
Aug 20, 2013 at 3:01 PM UTC
Doppler
criss·cross  (krĭs′krôs′) ~~~ verb:   criss·crossed, criss·cross·ing, criss·cross·es 1. To mark with crossing lines. 2. To move back and forth through or over: noun: 1. A mark or pattern made of crossing lines. 2. A state of being at conflicting or contrary purposes. ~~~ Oh Steve, you nailed me one mo' time, to this cross of mine, it's composition, wood of linear mish mash, and the nails, of a clear liquid substance, drops of contradictory emotions insight inside, your practiced spécialité, disarming the self-arming, harming, we let our minds assemble reasons why, in order to ourselves dissemble I keep hammering myself unsure why, unclear the charge, unknown the inevitable outcome but the lines are continuously crossing, indeed, but the intersections dissatisfying, in deed, which is why theses words sores, seeded by your words, both burst and languish, taking to the limitless limit, of deep water oil exploration unsure if I want to discover, unknown if I want to uncover the essential oils, the caustic causing lyes, that anoint these graying hairs, blind his eyes, both resting upon a furrowed, burrowed, a puzzled forehead expression of confusion about such simple line items as life everlasting out of bounds, out of town, writing poetry, down by Richie Haven's San Francisco Bay, listening to Norah Jones, wailing plaintive, another Pandora perfect choice "Don't Miss You At All" am I stuck on an endless, repeating rifle firing blanks of repetitious, line life patterns, or worse, forever trapped in the colorless spaces between, wondering if I can answer-handle Stevie Nick's pre-vision precsion pinpricking, questioning, about the seasons of our life *" but time makes you bolder, even children get older, I'm getting older too... and if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills, well, well, the landslide will bring it down*" so in this out of state, out of mind, drinking up these meandering ramblings, experiential wondering not, if the summer sunshine, only the when, it will return, and the lines drawn upon my face sun burnt, cease their meaning meandering re life's line items such as life everlasting ~ Market Street San Francisco, two thirteen two thousand sixteen
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Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 1:53 PM UTC
Criss·Cross (A Thank You Note)
criss·cross  (krĭs′krôs′) ~~~ verb:   criss·crossed, criss·cross·ing, criss·cross·es 1. To mark with crossing lines. 2. To move back and forth through or over: noun: 1. A mark or pattern made of crossing lines. 2. A state of being at conflicting or contrary purposes. ~~~ Oh Steve, you nailed me one mo' time, to this cross of mine, it's composition, wood of linear mish mash, and the nails, of a clear liquid substance, drops of contradictory emotions insight inside, your practiced spécialité, disarming the self-arming, harming, we let our minds assemble reasons why, in order to ourselves dissemble I keep hammering myself unsure why, unclear the charge, unknown the inevitable outcome but the lines are continuously crossing, indeed, but the intersections dissatisfying, in deed, which is why theses words sores, seeded by your words, both burst and languish, taking to the limitless limit, of deep water oil exploration unsure if I want to discover, unknown if I want to uncover the essential oils, the caustic causing lyes, that anoint these graying hairs, blind his eyes, both resting upon a furrowed, burrowed, a puzzled forehead expression of confusion about such simple line items as life everlasting out of bounds, out of town, writing poetry, down by Richie Haven's San Francisco Bay, listening to Norah Jones, wailing plaintive, another Pandora perfect choice "Don't Miss You At All" am I stuck on an endless, repeating rifle firing blanks of repetitious, line life patterns, or worse, forever trapped in the colorless spaces between, wondering if I can answer-handle Stevie Nick's pre-vision precsion pinpricking, questioning, about the seasons of our life *" but time makes you bolder, even children get older, I'm getting older too... and if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills, well, well, the landslide will bring it down*" so in this out of state, out of mind, drinking up these meandering ramblings, experiential wondering not, if the summer sunshine, only the when, it will return, and the lines drawn upon my face sun burnt, cease their meaning meandering re life's line items such as life everlasting ~ Market Street San Francisco, two thirteen two thousand sixteen
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Why are we by all creatures waited on? Why do the prodigal elements supply Life and food to me, being more pure than I, Simple, and further from corruption? Why brook’st thou, ignorant horse, subjection? Why dost thou, bull, and bore so seelily, Dissemble weakness, and by one man’s stroke die, Whose whole kind you might swallow and feed upon? Weaker I am, woe is me, and worse than you, You have not sinned, nor need be timorous. But wonder at a greater wonder, for to us Created nature doth these things subdue, But their Creator, whom sin nor nature tied, For us, His creatures, and His foes, hath died.
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Holy Sonnet XII: Why Are We By All Creatures Waited On?
Don’t tell me you know me well enough…you don’t know what’s on my mind…you don’t know exactly when and how I breathe out all the frustrations and disappointments that I allowed to debrief my existence. Don’t state your judgments as you can…you don’t know how detrimental those are…and you have no idea how it allowed yourself to become what I think you are… Don’t analyze my ways…you can’t be self-complacent that you can dissect me as those vertebrates this world tried to comprehend. I am me…it cannot be analyzed. I am no other’s canvass, so don’t draw conclusions by a mere sheer glance. You haven’t been in my world. So don’t dissemble to be cognitive of my approaches. Just don’t.
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Jul 19, 2011
Jul 19, 2011 at 7:41 PM UTC
Please Don't
'Tis a broken song to sing, a bleak melody to ponder The aching loneliness doth bring, wounds not healing any longer Tune flows out like streams of blood, lyrics sharp and somber A poet's hurt such as a flood, waves crashing ever stronger Teardrops of the mighty flood, have now trickled to a river Feet treading through the layers of mud, in their failing feat they quiver A siren weeping ripples here, mourning love thou refused to give her That broken song caressing ears, a touch chilling as a shiver Her throat burns yet she goes on, soft enough to make the earth quake The very ground thou steps upon, rumbling with her tragic ache How doth thou turn a blind eye, she's been torn by thou mistake Her very soul doth cry, while thou can hardly even shake A storm 'tis passed tonight, though thou shall not repent Siren sings beneath blue moonlight, of the love she doth resent A lullaby to make thou tremble, deep beneath the twisted torment No longer shall she dissemble, all but you shatter at the poet's lament
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Aug 28, 2020
Aug 28, 2020 at 7:21 PM UTC
Poet's Lament
...A blue aurora full of brume, an atrabilious expression of grief A haunting sight watched by the moon, sheltered by the cobalt reef An arrantly perfidious man, where arrogance lies beneath Distressing her and even then, apologies never escape his teeth... ‘Tis a broken song to sing, a bleak melody to ponder The aching loneliness does bring, wounds not healing any longer Tune flows out like streams of blood, lyrics sharp and somber A poet’s hurt such as a flood, waves crashing ever stronger Teardrops of the mighty flood, have now trickled to a river Feet treading through the layers of mud, in their failing feat they quiver A siren weeping ripples here, mourning love you refused to give her That plangent song caresses ears, touch chilling as a shiver Her throat burns yet she goes on, soft enough to make the earth quake The very ground you step upon, rumbling with her tragic ache How do you turn a blind eye, she’s been torn by your mistake Her very soul does cry, while you can hardly even shake She exonerates all you have done, furthermore she does beseech Perhaps she’s lost but you’ve not won, alas her heart you shall not reach A precious gem amidst the coal, enchanting those who wander near The scene is stirring as a whole, dulling any calm presence here A storm has passed tonight, though you still do not repent Siren sings beneath blue moonlight, of the love she does resent A lullaby to make you tremble, deep beneath the twisted torment No longer shall she dissemble, all but you shatter at the poet’s lament
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Sep 11, 2020
Sep 11, 2020 at 12:46 PM UTC
Poet's Lament *rewrite*
...A blue aurora full of brume, an atrabilious expression of grief A haunting sight watched by the moon, sheltered by the cobalt reef An arrantly perfidious man, where arrogance lies beneath Distressing her and even then, apologies never escape his teeth... ‘Tis a broken song to sing, a bleak melody to ponder The aching loneliness does bring, wounds not healing any longer Tune flows out like streams of blood, lyrics sharp and somber A poet’s hurt such as a flood, waves crashing ever stronger Teardrops of the mighty flood, have now trickled to a river Feet treading through the layers of mud, in their failing feat they quiver A siren weeping ripples here, mourning love you refused to give her That plangent song caresses ears, touch chilling as a shiver Her throat burns yet she goes on, soft enough to make the earth quake The very ground you step upon, rumbling with her tragic ache How do you turn a blind eye, she’s been torn by your mistake Her very soul does cry, while you can hardly even shake She exonerates all you have done, furthermore she does beseech Perhaps she’s lost but you’ve not won, alas her heart you shall not reach A precious gem amidst the coal, enchanting those who wander near The scene is stirring as a whole, dulling any calm presence here A storm has passed tonight, though you still do not repent Siren sings beneath blue moonlight, of the love she does resent A lullaby to make you tremble, deep beneath the twisted torment No longer shall she dissemble, all but you shatter at the poet’s lament
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I was lying alone in the soft ambience, Beer smells, Stale warm tides, Strange feelings, Wide distance from paternity, Horse screams from behind, Glazed window, Brazen below, I reached for the morning, Who's there? Barking on the stairs, Dreaming eyes beckon, Hard, sharp, antenna release, The wind began to speak, "You think you can catch me?" Assemble senses, Arise the birth, Dissemble memory, Eyes of the earth, The Bavarian leans against the quiet sunrise. ................................................
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Nov 1, 2009
Nov 1, 2009 at 10:18 PM UTC
The Wind Began To Speak
Freezing cells into place Carved-out space Most of the possessors are ****** queens with unseeable crowns and tethered gowns The particles assemble, dissemble And in their midst Oh, how I tremble -cj
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Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 10:16 PM UTC
VIII
Who has the keys to this Wednesday night? I wanna ******* drive, I'll take the exit                off I-90   and these bloodshot eyes   they won't slow me down   or catch up until bar time. Greyscale cityscape--it's blurred out size                can dissemble time and make a smudge out of our plights. Not asking questions. I won't need to lie if I just keep quiet.                Not gonna slow                                      me down.                   Not this time. Door to the weekend has started creaking and leaking light. But my threshold's high and we're not on foreign ground. Dim reflection in your shouting eyes calls for some more time so it's one more round and keep running for a place that's high. Not gonna stop until these blurring lights                and my X'd out eyes can make a streak out of my sight. No further questions. I don't mean to pry. So I'll just keep quiet.                Deal is, you've gotta                                      hide                                              me tonight. Let's pitch the keys to this Wednesday night and ditch this beat-up ride. Let's make our exit.                Torch these bridges,              flee through rainy night.               They can't stop us now              or catch up until bar time.
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Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 5:40 PM UTC
Grinding For XP
Who has the keys to this Wednesday night? I wanna ******* drive, I'll take the exit                off I-90   and these bloodshot eyes   they won't slow me down   or catch up until bar time. Greyscale cityscape--it's blurred out size                can dissemble time and make a smudge out of our plights. Not asking questions. I won't need to lie if I just keep quiet.                Not gonna slow                                      me down.                   Not this time. Door to the weekend has started creaking and leaking light. But my threshold's high and we're not on foreign ground. Dim reflection in your shouting eyes calls for some more time so it's one more round and keep running for a place that's high. Not gonna stop until these blurring lights                and my X'd out eyes can make a streak out of my sight. No further questions. I don't mean to pry. So I'll just keep quiet.                Deal is, you've gotta                                      hide                                              me tonight. Let's pitch the keys to this Wednesday night and ditch this beat-up ride. Let's make our exit.                Torch these bridges,              flee through rainy night.               They can't stop us now              or catch up until bar time.
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The first time I saw Betty Grater swoon and heard Ms Arnault sigh in expectation I knew I had found the answer that all young men seek Instead of good looks and the scent of money I realized that the tippled sound of Thomas, the piston drive of Cummings, or shroud and mystery of Rimbaud could accomplish what fumbling postures never could They could make a button come undone and stay that way part a leg and have it remain languid see an arm brushed and not pulled back Ah, but women are not so easily wooed You see, poetry is but a beginning once is never sufficient and Cyrano found he was forced to return and return to keep those fires burning Soon you discover it is not enough to merely sing another’s tune and you must learn the art whose muse is not so easily tamed So the new poems to Emily or Mary Lou are steeped in ignorance, stumbling tongue and emotion that knows only extreme a Dickinson hodgepodge of flowers, spring-rain and metaphor trampled by testosterone expectation And as these women grow you discover the magic is fading that they have learned these lures and their virtue will not part quite so easy Ah, but art is ever inventive and for those hard to dissemble there are the more obscure songs of Baudelaire, Jefferson and Yeats these will free even the firmest of corset-strung objections But to truly reach the promised land there is need to create one’s own to wrestle the evening with nature’s muse and tease a line between the sheets Then, if you've still a mind you can glance to see if her clothes have been shed But the sad and beautiful truth is that poetry’s muse will suffer no others rarely will that graceful form stay the course she will leave to find yet another that can keep them coming
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May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 12:28 PM UTC
**Poetry Lessons For The Growing Boy**
The first time I saw Betty Grater swoon and heard Ms Arnault sigh in expectation I knew I had found the answer that all young men seek Instead of good looks and the scent of money I realized that the tippled sound of Thomas, the piston drive of Cummings, or shroud and mystery of Rimbaud could accomplish what fumbling postures never could They could make a button come undone and stay that way part a leg and have it remain languid see an arm brushed and not pulled back Ah, but women are not so easily wooed You see, poetry is but a beginning once is never sufficient and Cyrano found he was forced to return and return to keep those fires burning Soon you discover it is not enough to merely sing another’s tune and you must learn the art whose muse is not so easily tamed So the new poems to Emily or Mary Lou are steeped in ignorance, stumbling tongue and emotion that knows only extreme a Dickinson hodgepodge of flowers, spring-rain and metaphor trampled by testosterone expectation And as these women grow you discover the magic is fading that they have learned these lures and their virtue will not part quite so easy Ah, but art is ever inventive and for those hard to dissemble there are the more obscure songs of Baudelaire, Jefferson and Yeats these will free even the firmest of corset-strung objections But to truly reach the promised land there is need to create one’s own to wrestle the evening with nature’s muse and tease a line between the sheets Then, if you've still a mind you can glance to see if her clothes have been shed But the sad and beautiful truth is that poetry’s muse will suffer no others rarely will that graceful form stay the course she will leave to find yet another that can keep them coming
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Tonight I shall weep and toss in my sleep, My puppy dog eyes will shed. My heart will sink low, my body will know, That I may have lost my head. My fingers will tremble, lips dissemble, Blood flow boil and delay. My throat will be closed, mucus from my nose, Back bone dissolved to decay. My feelings are such, Since the world lost its touch.. Since the men of the world, Forgot all the good girls. When music did die, I asked myself, “Why, Should the world go on free, Everyone but me?” But fate is its own mind, Perhaps, one of a kind. Fate is a person, of course, Like you and I. And with Time it gets old, I suppose you foretold. That they shall both die, And here I shall lie. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Everyday the world requires new acts, whether they are heavenly acts, moderate acts, or evil, horrible, disgusting acts. It’s a shame the world knows only one of the three.
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Dec 8, 2011
Dec 8, 2011 at 2:46 PM UTC
I Wish The World Would End Already
Look into her eyes where kindness keeps Or else a jealous dragon sleeps Her eyes will tell if she’s true and fair. Are you saved or dammed? The answer’s there. Her words may dissemble and lips oft lie. Those curves may distract as does her smile. No, her eyes are where true beauty lies. The sooner you learn this the sooner you’re wise.
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Aug 17, 2014
Aug 17, 2014 at 10:14 AM UTC
Hypnotic
I have tried to give birth to a new and improved version of my vision Exulting blips of exactitude and ambition Flashes of pretension on a screen of pending dreams Lacking mobility and projection Inertia writhes I'm mainly advertising trying to sell and intrigue To those who have enough eloquence to persuade my predilection and schemes Endorsing me providing lifelines and pure consciousness Lacking the force of extorted themes and exulting worthiness Cleansing my mind of the mocking bird's trash heap Help me dissemble the falsified declarations and professions of fiends I want to be pristine I beg thee to teach and galvanize me Endowing me with inexorable sight Keeping me keen and full of bold might I am willing to fight Bring me to the surface of these turbulent seas No need to mention my frailties and anxieties All I ask is a breath from the surface of true realities The urgency constrains my needs for rejuvenation and appreciations For all those little beautiful things that once meant the world to me Like pink carnations Sleeplessness morphs into spells of insomnious hauntings Stunting my contractions It's completely and utterly exhausting A labor deprived of true initiative and wanting It may sound silly but everything is contradictory It is these pains that leave me incomplete, ineffectual, and in paralyzing omission Excluded and feeling great depths of oppression Despairing and kept in solitary confinement Suffering more than I'd like to profess Distressing the matters that cave into my chest An infiltration of insurmountable anguish Abolished Untouched by a shoulder or hand of accommodation Is it selfish to push for this magnitude of isolation? I crave cultivation I want to grow into the Giant Sequoia But the fires of self doubt leave my branches in ruins Smoke signals sending sirens A constant affliction It's all my own doing Contingency pleading for nourishment Somehow knowing thee and ye could constitute for something of legends Tell that to our reflections Or maybe it's the fear of fire that terminates our pregnancy Causing us to introvert instead of projecting Withholding both you and I from mastery
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Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 9:12 PM UTC
Birth
I have tried to give birth to a new and improved version of my vision Exulting blips of exactitude and ambition Flashes of pretension on a screen of pending dreams Lacking mobility and projection Inertia writhes I'm mainly advertising trying to sell and intrigue To those who have enough eloquence to persuade my predilection and schemes Endorsing me providing lifelines and pure consciousness Lacking the force of extorted themes and exulting worthiness Cleansing my mind of the mocking bird's trash heap Help me dissemble the falsified declarations and professions of fiends I want to be pristine I beg thee to teach and galvanize me Endowing me with inexorable sight Keeping me keen and full of bold might I am willing to fight Bring me to the surface of these turbulent seas No need to mention my frailties and anxieties All I ask is a breath from the surface of true realities The urgency constrains my needs for rejuvenation and appreciations For all those little beautiful things that once meant the world to me Like pink carnations Sleeplessness morphs into spells of insomnious hauntings Stunting my contractions It's completely and utterly exhausting A labor deprived of true initiative and wanting It may sound silly but everything is contradictory It is these pains that leave me incomplete, ineffectual, and in paralyzing omission Excluded and feeling great depths of oppression Despairing and kept in solitary confinement Suffering more than I'd like to profess Distressing the matters that cave into my chest An infiltration of insurmountable anguish Abolished Untouched by a shoulder or hand of accommodation Is it selfish to push for this magnitude of isolation? I crave cultivation I want to grow into the Giant Sequoia But the fires of self doubt leave my branches in ruins Smoke signals sending sirens A constant affliction It's all my own doing Contingency pleading for nourishment Somehow knowing thee and ye could constitute for something of legends Tell that to our reflections Or maybe it's the fear of fire that terminates our pregnancy Causing us to introvert instead of projecting Withholding both you and I from mastery
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