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Rashmi Apr 2020
Kahi kho se gayi hu
Khud ko hi dhundh rahi hu
Bechaini se chaa gayi hai man Mai
Shayad Mai kuch galat Kar rahi hu
Ya shayad sahi karne ki chah hai
Ya kahi ye to nahi sahi ko jaanti hi nahi
Man vichar raha hai
Man ki shaanti kahi kho si gayi hai
N jaane kyo ** raha hai ye
Apne aap par hi dhyaan nahi
N jaane kaha kho Diya hai Maine khud ko hi
Kya ** raha hai ,Kya hona cahiye
Kya sochti hu ,Kya karna cahti hu
Uljhan hi uljhan hai
Kuch samjhne ke kosis Kar rahi hi shayad
Ya shayad khud ko or uljhan Mai daal rahi hu
Kya ** raha hai Kya chah rahi hu
Kuch man vichran karne Mai laga hai
Kuch vyaakul para hai,kuch hissa to iska Jalan sheel ** rakah hai
Kuch apne aap se hi Lara hai
Kuch chin bhinn hone ko taoyaar nahi
Kuch khud ko phir se paane ki aash lagaye baitha hai
Man bas vyaakul ** rakha hai.
Recently I thought of writing about the topic because whenever I used to achieve something.. it keeps me grounded thinking that I m here just to play a specific role sent by that almighty n should do it quitely.
I always used to think.. n do so.. ma doings in this world r so pitty in front of the magnitude of this Bramhaand
Mujhe lagta hai k main is Nirakar Qaynat k beech me kahi lakta hua hoon.. Means to say dat me being on this planet is lyk hanging smwhr in the middle with no strings attached..Ma planet being part of a galaxy constituting of millions n millions of planets n stars like mine n dat galaxy is a part of a universe dat consists of millions of galaxies like our own..Milky Way
I think the above description cn help..keep us ol grounded n realise k ek zarra bhi nahi hai hum is adbhut aur vishalkaye system me

Thinking of the universe.. it comes to me like this.. inspite of ol the definitions available..

SHIVA..THE NIRAKAR AS WE DEFINE GOD..THE MOST ANCIENT & THE MOST POWERFUL FORCE OF THE UNIVERSE SITTING IN DHYAAN POSTURE N OL DESE PLANETS..STARS..GALAXIES BEING PART OF HIM
JUST IMAGINE..TRUST ME U WILL GET D PICTURE INSTANTLY

INSPITE OF THE FACT TO WHICH RELIGION I BELONG..M BEING HONEST HERE.. ACCORDING TO MA KNOWLEDGE.."GOD VISHNU".."GOD SHIVA" & THE SOUND "OM" R THE MOST ANCIENT & POWERFUL FORCES PRESENT IN THIS UNIVERSE

MERI YA MERE SHABDO KI ITNI AUKAT TOH NAHI.. K KHUDA KI QAYNAT PE KUCH LIKH SAKU
HAATH JUD RAHE HAI BAAR BAAR USKE SAJDE ME..
KOI ANJANE ME TERE MUREED SE GUNAH ** JAYE TOH BAKSH DIYO

LOG BHUL GAYE SAB KUCH ROZI ROTI KAMANE ME..
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JIS DAULAT AUR JINKE LIYE TU AMBAAR LAGA RAHA HAI..
AAKHIR SAB MITTI K DHER HAI.. JIS SAB K LIYE TU APNA WAJOOD MITA RAHA HAI

KUDRAT KI TAQAT KA KOI TOD NAHI..
BRAMHAAND K BRAM KA BHI KOI JOD NAHI..
KYA KYA ISNE APNE BHITAR SAMAYA HAI..
KABHI KISSI NE ISKA ANTH BHI TO NAHI SUJHAYA HAI

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