"destain" poems
here i sit, qlone and broken,
finaly my eyes are wide open,
it seems that i've been living in a dream.
my worst nightmare has come true.
the gleam in your eye is not for me,
but the destain in mine is for you.
you who con damsils in distress
with your fast talking lies, and your puppy dog eyes.
you, souless animal, monster in my disguise,
you are the one, i will forever despise.
as long as my heart goes on beating,
i will never open the doors for you,
i gave that key to somebody new,
after you toar my heart in two.
somebody amazing, who loves me,
cause i saw the light, you're nowher near a dark knight.
just an imposter, with a heart cold dark and ugly.
Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 7:46 PM UTC
two masks made
two masks sent
t'was a very strange event
one was clay
broken and rent
the other
rebar and cement
the concrete gave
a passing stare
had it's nose up in the air
the clay had runnels
lines of care
it was no longer
smooth and fair
yes
the clay had lines
and runnels deep
from the tears
which it did weep
the Hand which made both
tried the hearts
the concrete face
staid its cold art
the mask of clay
shattered apart
the concrete looked on
in destain
she would never feel pain
gently, gently
the great Hand tended
the cracked restored
and quietly
mended
what had been
weak clay and mesh
was renewed
and made
flesh
concrete had smiled
was now made small
for she saw
the
wrecking ball
SoulSurvivor
(C) 5/16/2016
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 8:35 PM UTC
We grace the sky by keeping sane and alive,
So it's not protecting a barren land,
And retains it's purpose,
Although my lifelessness would encourage,
A deserted deceased body,
Over a lifeless one,
Do I have the right to despise the tarnish in the monsoon sky?
The flowers and rain,
The ceaseless beauty of this land makes me sick,
Neither am I right full to chase it nor have it,
I have been bleeding while only noticing the beauty of my blood,
With its throbbing pain going unnoticed,
Because it's all I have been allowed to see,
My nature propells me to admire what I see,
My feeble cry of destain,
Abolished by the thundering sound of the rain,
I have successfully pursued your hate,
Yet,
I am not satisfied.
Oct 5, 2024
Oct 5, 2024 at 10:24 AM UTC
I'm not happy here
With you
Yeah you know it's true
You feel my destain for you
But you hate me too
You do
Don't even try and lie
I'm rubber, you're glue
So we sit in blue
And stew
Thinking 'bout revenge
This trend is nothing new
Then it's you get me
And I get you
The toxic back and forth
Means we'll never get through
It's just what we do
It's pathetic to
Those who have to see
What we put each other through
©2024
Oct 28, 2024
Oct 28, 2024 at 1:06 AM UTC
the songs of wings flutter in the air,
softly through the stars, begins the fear,
the loss of who
a question remains,
a destain for the most precious,
a party of cranes conversing in silence,
a life that remains unbalanced.
May 6, 2020
May 6, 2020 at 6:31 PM UTC
I’m in the fight of my life
A battle of wrong and right
To win, I’m going to need help
It’s a battle between me and myself
The good news is that I’m winning
The bad news, it’s only the beginning
I’ve reached a high plateau
That no one but me knows
If and when you’re told, your head would soon explode
I stay quite, so no one will hear
The sound of my greatest fears
Forgiveness for all that I’ve done
Hand holding the **** of a gun
I’ve survived and learned to adapt
No longer am I under attack
My destain for myself
Has been put on a shelf
And now I live in harmony
At peace with my inner soul
A chance to move on forward
With what we reap and sow
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 5:18 AM UTC
Is it really a plague?
Just to be a ***
For them to get peoples pointless destain
When the bible is so Vague
Believe in what you want
But before you taunt
Remember every sin is the same
So you have nothing over them to flaunt
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 4:49 PM UTC
With each day that I've wasted
I could've searched for myself
Now I'm all alone in the sea of sand
Like my empty heart I search for
A meaning yet with every turn
I become weaker
All I need is to see
To see where the path
Takes me
To be set free of my insecurities
With growing destain towards everyone I have now learned
That the company of myself is never enough
My vision lies ahead
Yet my heart stays
in the present
To overcome something I must
Acknowledge my faults
And set sail into the ocean
Wherever it may take me
I will overcome
Jul 1, 2018
Jul 1, 2018 at 6:29 PM UTC