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"despises" poems
Enrique, Emilio, Lorenzo, the three of them frozen: Enrique by the world of beds; Emilio by the world of eyes and wounded hands; Lorenzo by the world of roofless universities. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three of them burned: Lorenzo by the world of leaves and billiard ***** Emilio by the world of blood and white pins; Enrique by the world of the dead and abandoned newspapers. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three of them buried: Lorenzo in one of Flora's ******* Emilio in the dead gin forgotten in the glass; Enrique in the ant, the sea, and the empty eyes of birds. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three in my hands were three Chinese mountains, three shadows of a horse, three landscapes of snow and a cabin of white lilies by the pigeon coops where the moon lies flat under the rooster. One and one and one, the three of them mummified, with the flies of winter, with the inkwells the dog ****** and the thistle despises, with the breeze that freezes theh eart of all the mothers, by the white ruins of Jupiter where drunks snack on death. Three and two and one, I saw them disappear, crying and singing into a hen's egg, into the night that showed its skeleton of tobacco, into my sorrow full of faces and piercing bone splinters of moon, into my happiness of whips and notched wheels, into my breast troubled by pigeons, into my deserted death with one mistaken wanderer. I had killed the fifth moon and the fans and the applause drank water from the fountains. Hidden away, the warm milk of newborn girls, shook the roses with a long white sorrow. Enrique, Emilio, Lorenzo, Diana is hard, but somtimes she has ******* of clouds. The white stone can beat in the blood of a deer and the deer can dream through the eyes of a horse. When the pure forms sank under the cri cri of daisies I understood they had murdered me. They searched the cafés and the graveyards and churches, they opened the wine casks and wardrobes, they destroyed three skeletons to pull out their gold teeth. Still they couldn't fine me. They couldn't? No. They couldn't. But they learned the sixth moon fled against the torrent, and the sea remembered, suddenly, the names of all her drowned.
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Fable and Round of the Three Friends
Enrique, Emilio, Lorenzo, the three of them frozen: Enrique by the world of beds; Emilio by the world of eyes and wounded hands; Lorenzo by the world of roofless universities. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three of them burned: Lorenzo by the world of leaves and billiard ***** Emilio by the world of blood and white pins; Enrique by the world of the dead and abandoned newspapers. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three of them buried: Lorenzo in one of Flora's ******* Emilio in the dead gin forgotten in the glass; Enrique in the ant, the sea, and the empty eyes of birds. Lorenzo, Emilio, Enrique, the three in my hands were three Chinese mountains, three shadows of a horse, three landscapes of snow and a cabin of white lilies by the pigeon coops where the moon lies flat under the rooster. One and one and one, the three of them mummified, with the flies of winter, with the inkwells the dog ****** and the thistle despises, with the breeze that freezes theh eart of all the mothers, by the white ruins of Jupiter where drunks snack on death. Three and two and one, I saw them disappear, crying and singing into a hen's egg, into the night that showed its skeleton of tobacco, into my sorrow full of faces and piercing bone splinters of moon, into my happiness of whips and notched wheels, into my breast troubled by pigeons, into my deserted death with one mistaken wanderer. I had killed the fifth moon and the fans and the applause drank water from the fountains. Hidden away, the warm milk of newborn girls, shook the roses with a long white sorrow. Enrique, Emilio, Lorenzo, Diana is hard, but somtimes she has ******* of clouds. The white stone can beat in the blood of a deer and the deer can dream through the eyes of a horse. When the pure forms sank under the cri cri of daisies I understood they had murdered me. They searched the cafés and the graveyards and churches, they opened the wine casks and wardrobes, they destroyed three skeletons to pull out their gold teeth. Still they couldn't fine me. They couldn't? No. They couldn't. But they learned the sixth moon fled against the torrent, and the sea remembered, suddenly, the names of all her drowned.
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my skeleton never liked me very much. it cracks in unusual places, ribcage poking out of its skin prison, the frailty of it breaking beneath the musical whispers of the wind through hollow spaces.  i see light bursting beneath the flash of a camera and my skin incinerates - do not look do not touch do not look - and the charcoal in my lungs is set on fire. i wake up with ash beneath my tongue far too often. my skin despises me now that i have bruises in places no one could kiss better. there's this scar above my right knee, which dislocates when my life falls out of its socket, and it reopens and blood pours from the renewed wound too often. i think i have a body that likes to believe it is dying.
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Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 9:30 PM UTC
body
Maturity is not a matter of how old, how smart or how successful you are; It has everything to do with how well you manage walking through fire. Maturity is not just the ability to have *** or not to have *** It has to do with one’s ability to empathize, feel and connect with another human being, and balance one’s passion with compassion. Maturity does not necessarily mean that you can support yourself in every each way. But it does mean that you don’t base your peace and happiness on the emotional support, praise, affirmation or approval of others. Maturity has nothing to do with how charming you are or how socially graceful you have made yourself to be; it has much to do with how you handle your own anger, fear, lust, greed, jealousy and other inner demons when you are away from the limelight. Maturity does not mean to live one’s life seriously or cautiously all the time; It is also to know when is the time to relax, to forget oneself and dance wildly as if no one is watching. Maturity is not to value what the world values, or to despise what the world despises. It is to see treasure in what the world discards, and magic in what is ordinary. Maturity is knowing that one does not have to be “perfect” all the time; It has to do with how well we take failure, rejection, betrayal and defeat and learn from them. Maturity is realizing that one does not always have to agree with what everybody else believes in; it is the ability to formulate one’s own opinion, makes one’s own decision and having the courage to be different. Maturity is not the ability to win many friends or attract many lovers. It is the ability to generate joy and fulfillment from within, without relying on the company of others. Maturity is the ability to enjoy one’s solitude and silence in the darkness of the night.
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Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 12:53 AM UTC
Maturity
Maturity is not a matter of how old, how smart or how successful you are; It has everything to do with how well you manage walking through fire. Maturity is not just the ability to have *** or not to have *** It has to do with one’s ability to empathize, feel and connect with another human being, and balance one’s passion with compassion. Maturity does not necessarily mean that you can support yourself in every each way. But it does mean that you don’t base your peace and happiness on the emotional support, praise, affirmation or approval of others. Maturity has nothing to do with how charming you are or how socially graceful you have made yourself to be; it has much to do with how you handle your own anger, fear, lust, greed, jealousy and other inner demons when you are away from the limelight. Maturity does not mean to live one’s life seriously or cautiously all the time; It is also to know when is the time to relax, to forget oneself and dance wildly as if no one is watching. Maturity is not to value what the world values, or to despise what the world despises. It is to see treasure in what the world discards, and magic in what is ordinary. Maturity is knowing that one does not have to be “perfect” all the time; It has to do with how well we take failure, rejection, betrayal and defeat and learn from them. Maturity is realizing that one does not always have to agree with what everybody else believes in; it is the ability to formulate one’s own opinion, makes one’s own decision and having the courage to be different. Maturity is not the ability to win many friends or attract many lovers. It is the ability to generate joy and fulfillment from within, without relying on the company of others. Maturity is the ability to enjoy one’s solitude and silence in the darkness of the night.
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My mother's breath is tainted with alcohol She's on my floor, sleeping away the dinner she refused to swallow I try to forget she was never there, and remember how hollow Her skinny love for me was, and I ate my way into her Hell The first cigarette, the first drink, the first time I forgot to think I was induced in her fairy tale, my morals wothout ink, to go on I tried to slip away, grasp a hint of bliss I did catch something, and that was a fish Her name was Autumn Her hands on my shoulders, mine on her hips We were one glance away, and this time, it hit An anchor she was, I left my dreaded life behind I took her calloused hand, and she took mine Our pasts weren't us, they were our luggage We dropped it off far back, buried it, covered it A pair of suicidal lovers, a kiss above the chin I was pulled on a thread Seven months of lies She was a chameleon No painful past of cries She wasn't molested Her mom wasn't at the end of the line Her dad didn't abuse her Now wasn't her time She left me longing for another Another Autumn, another lover I didn't love her, I loved who I thought she was I know I will see her again, when the leaves are dust She is so sorry Sorry I'm sad She got to live the life The life I never had I yearn to forget the name of Autumn Until the season leaves, fall from the pealing trees I will lie in the lies of the baked brown leaves Crumple them one by one, calming myself, forming ease Chills form around my neck The same spot my mother gripped my throat It is so hard to love someone, who despises being loved My mother, a liar, a man sitting above
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Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 4:23 AM UTC
Living Lies
My mother's breath is tainted with alcohol She's on my floor, sleeping away the dinner she refused to swallow I try to forget she was never there, and remember how hollow Her skinny love for me was, and I ate my way into her Hell The first cigarette, the first drink, the first time I forgot to think I was induced in her fairy tale, my morals wothout ink, to go on I tried to slip away, grasp a hint of bliss I did catch something, and that was a fish Her name was Autumn Her hands on my shoulders, mine on her hips We were one glance away, and this time, it hit An anchor she was, I left my dreaded life behind I took her calloused hand, and she took mine Our pasts weren't us, they were our luggage We dropped it off far back, buried it, covered it A pair of suicidal lovers, a kiss above the chin I was pulled on a thread Seven months of lies She was a chameleon No painful past of cries She wasn't molested Her mom wasn't at the end of the line Her dad didn't abuse her Now wasn't her time She left me longing for another Another Autumn, another lover I didn't love her, I loved who I thought she was I know I will see her again, when the leaves are dust She is so sorry Sorry I'm sad She got to live the life The life I never had I yearn to forget the name of Autumn Until the season leaves, fall from the pealing trees I will lie in the lies of the baked brown leaves Crumple them one by one, calming myself, forming ease Chills form around my neck The same spot my mother gripped my throat It is so hard to love someone, who despises being loved My mother, a liar, a man sitting above
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"Have you met a gorgeous, lady at sunset?" Someone said as we shook hands. She was just a barefooted lady, Brighter than the sunset in front of me. Then I said, "Hello lady, You're a lady who understands, I'm a man who must be free." As the sun falls asleep, Let's walk along the beach, Let's live a real life, I can see it in her eyes, that she despises rainy nights, She loves the moon reflecting off the water, She loves sunny days, Watching the skies just before dawn, She loves autumn leaves. Trying to figure a clever way, not to say goodbye, To find some clever lines to say, To make the meaning come through, That's why Lady Sunset, That's why Lady Sunset, That's why Lady Sunset is a Goddess. I love you. I love... Copyright © 2016 Ronald J Chapman All Rights Reserved.
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Feb 9, 2016
Feb 9, 2016 at 5:32 PM UTC
That's Why Lady Sunset is a Goddess
Haters, haters, hiding in the closets, hiding in faeces your putrid minds full of fears and all your weaknesses You are not men but degenerates and cowards in excesses but in your attempts to distract away from your deseases Look the parents you have and you know you're like rat fleas you lack a lot which makes you so angry and in pieces Washing once a week on other days its wet towel on faces smerge on stunted wieners never to be a winner at the races You're un-cool all you do is pretend but you ain't got the aces as charmless as chicken *** you're the left-behind in chases Never had a true compliment because you have no graces deep down you're a mess and petrified of background traces You have ***** linens and bad secrets buried in bad places you're nasty, think nasty and 've done things that debases Always afraid you pick on your betters rocking in perfect places full of inferiority complexes  real abilities get up your noses You've wet your bed and at night  you knowyou're ********* playing macho when in reality you want to do men's ***** Nobody likes the faceless cowards and abject scorn they entices partners and frenemies are there for themselves and free passes They see through them and smell their weakness without paces faking laughter at their hate and anger at winners they despises Haters are sick sad losers miserable inferiors with dark devises never happy, never content just slimy cowards in dumb disguises
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 8:29 PM UTC
Inchwood to U. Bard Wazungus et all....
with veins like creeks and a heart that lays on a deserted island where a voice calls like a mother calls her child only this mother despises her child like poison I swim in a lake of thoughts disappear in the fog I am drowning dying
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Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 4:04 PM UTC
I no longer swim
Here come I to my own again, Fed, forgiven and known again, Claimed by bone of my bone again And cheered by flesh of my flesh. The fatted calf is dressed for me, But the husks have greater zest for me, I think my pigs will be best for me, So I’m off to the Yards afresh. I never was very refined, you see, (And it weighs on my brother’s mind, you see) But there’s no reproach among swine, d’you see, For being a bit of a swine. So I’m off with wallet and staff to eat The bread that is three parts chaff to wheat, But glory be!—there’s a laugh to it, Which isn’t the case when we dine. My father glooms and advises me, My brother sulks and despises me, And Mother catechises me Till I want to go out and swear. And, in spite of the butler’s gravity, I know that the servants have it I Am a monster of moral depravity, And I’m ****** if I think it’s fair! I wasted my substance, I know I did, On riotous living, so I did, But there’s nothing on record to show I did Worse than my betters have done. They talk of the money I spent out there— They hint at the pace that I went out there— But they all forget I was sent out there Alone as a rich man’s son. So I was a mark for plunder at once, And lost my cash (can you wonder?) at once, But I didn’t give up and knock under at once, I worked in the Yards, for a spell, Where I spent my nights and my days with hogs. And shared their milk and maize with hogs, Till, I guess, I have learned what pays with hogs And—I have that knowledge to sell! So back I go to my job again, Not so easy to rob again, Or quite so ready to sob again On any neck that’s around. I’m leaving, Pater. Good-bye to you! God bless you, Mater! I’ll write to you! I wouldn’t be impolite to you, But, Brother, you are a hound!
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The Prodigal Son
Here come I to my own again, Fed, forgiven and known again, Claimed by bone of my bone again And cheered by flesh of my flesh. The fatted calf is dressed for me, But the husks have greater zest for me, I think my pigs will be best for me, So I’m off to the Yards afresh. I never was very refined, you see, (And it weighs on my brother’s mind, you see) But there’s no reproach among swine, d’you see, For being a bit of a swine. So I’m off with wallet and staff to eat The bread that is three parts chaff to wheat, But glory be!—there’s a laugh to it, Which isn’t the case when we dine. My father glooms and advises me, My brother sulks and despises me, And Mother catechises me Till I want to go out and swear. And, in spite of the butler’s gravity, I know that the servants have it I Am a monster of moral depravity, And I’m ****** if I think it’s fair! I wasted my substance, I know I did, On riotous living, so I did, But there’s nothing on record to show I did Worse than my betters have done. They talk of the money I spent out there— They hint at the pace that I went out there— But they all forget I was sent out there Alone as a rich man’s son. So I was a mark for plunder at once, And lost my cash (can you wonder?) at once, But I didn’t give up and knock under at once, I worked in the Yards, for a spell, Where I spent my nights and my days with hogs. And shared their milk and maize with hogs, Till, I guess, I have learned what pays with hogs And—I have that knowledge to sell! So back I go to my job again, Not so easy to rob again, Or quite so ready to sob again On any neck that’s around. I’m leaving, Pater. Good-bye to you! God bless you, Mater! I’ll write to you! I wouldn’t be impolite to you, But, Brother, you are a hound!
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Would but indulgent Fortune send To me a kind, and faithful Friend, One who to Virtue's Laws is true, And does her nicest Rules pursue; One Pious, Lib'ral, Just and Brave, And to his Passions not a Slave; Who full of Honour, void of Pride, Will freely praise, and freely chide; But not indulge the smallest Fault, Nor entertain one slighting Thought: Who still the same will ever prove, Will still instruct ans still will love: In whom I safely may confide, And with him all my Cares divide: Who has a large capacious Mind, Join'd with a Knowledge unconfin'd: A Reason bright, a Judgement true, A Wit both quick, and solid too: Who can of all things talk with Ease, And whose Converse will ever please: Who charm'd with Wit, and inward Graces, Despises Fools with tempting Faces; And still a beauteous Mind does prize Above the most enchanting Eyes: I would not envy Queens their State, Nor once desire a happier Fate.
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The Wish
Crystallized hair pins gilded in her soft touches Caressing earths ground She sings the earthly creatures gently to sleep with her dream like sound Sensible, sensitive my dear Breathing in the clear dew drops hanging below the gibbous moon. Natures serene dreamer planting their seeds, reaping - but soon one must choose Difficulty arises And despises the force of nature Bends of the crisps wind - if shocks and stirs It blurs her senseless , And shakes her earth. The goddess drinks the goblet of diamond In silk she lays Yet not be mistaken...... Surrounded by serendipity and indulging in life's pleasures The crystals of the golden moon set in her hair Beware she will leave you dreaming in heart ache
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May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 1:47 AM UTC
Taurus
She was a child once. Eyes wide and sparkling with hopes and dreams untarnished. An entire future stretching out before her. She saw the world through a kaleidoscope, A beautiful mess of endless neon colors, Untouched by darkness and disappointment. Pain was temporary; A scraped knee, a paper-cut. Band-aids could heal every injury. Her smile was a permanent fixture of sincerity, Radiating happiness. A gaze full of inquisitive wonder. When she lay her head down at night, Her chest was not heavy with worries and cares. Her mind was not filled with the ghosts of her past. Sleep came easily, a quilt of comforting warmth enveloping her, Sweeping her away to the land of dreams. Blissful in her ignorance she lived, unaware that one day, The monsters under her bed would make a home inside her head. That her heart would fracture and die. That the world she had known was a lie. She wasted all her wishes wanting to be older, Age was overrated, but nobody told her. At 8 she was so innocent, at 10 she was just fine, 13 was disillusionment, the start of her decline. At 15 she was in High School, they told her, "be mature". Society screamed conformity, now she was insecure. At 16 she was lonely, desperation took its hold. Love slipped through her fingers like drops of liquid gold. Now, at 17, she's stuck in a recession. She thought the therapy had dispelled her depression. She looks in the mirror and despises her reflection, She is bent, bruised and broken, a mess of imperfection. Past mistakes, her tormenters, they tear her apart. Her body, a cage, imprisons her heart. Each breath is a burden as she lay in bed. She can't sleep at night, theres a war inside her head. No one ever told her the price of growing older. They never said she'd have A crushing weight put on her shoulders. Suffocating in this life, poisoned at her core, Once she was a child, A child she is no more.
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Jun 30, 2013
Jun 30, 2013 at 7:32 PM UTC
Childhood Lost
She was a child once. Eyes wide and sparkling with hopes and dreams untarnished. An entire future stretching out before her. She saw the world through a kaleidoscope, A beautiful mess of endless neon colors, Untouched by darkness and disappointment. Pain was temporary; A scraped knee, a paper-cut. Band-aids could heal every injury. Her smile was a permanent fixture of sincerity, Radiating happiness. A gaze full of inquisitive wonder. When she lay her head down at night, Her chest was not heavy with worries and cares. Her mind was not filled with the ghosts of her past. Sleep came easily, a quilt of comforting warmth enveloping her, Sweeping her away to the land of dreams. Blissful in her ignorance she lived, unaware that one day, The monsters under her bed would make a home inside her head. That her heart would fracture and die. That the world she had known was a lie. She wasted all her wishes wanting to be older, Age was overrated, but nobody told her. At 8 she was so innocent, at 10 she was just fine, 13 was disillusionment, the start of her decline. At 15 she was in High School, they told her, "be mature". Society screamed conformity, now she was insecure. At 16 she was lonely, desperation took its hold. Love slipped through her fingers like drops of liquid gold. Now, at 17, she's stuck in a recession. She thought the therapy had dispelled her depression. She looks in the mirror and despises her reflection, She is bent, bruised and broken, a mess of imperfection. Past mistakes, her tormenters, they tear her apart. Her body, a cage, imprisons her heart. Each breath is a burden as she lay in bed. She can't sleep at night, theres a war inside her head. No one ever told her the price of growing older. They never said she'd have A crushing weight put on her shoulders. Suffocating in this life, poisoned at her core, Once she was a child, A child she is no more.
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I find myself skipping to another page, Moving from myself and focusing On the people around me, Inspecting all of the holes In what I am supposed to call my family. An alcoholic nan who only respected me If she had a whole bottle of whiskey beforehand, Aunties and Uncles who refuse to talk to me, Another Uncle who despises me because of who I am, A dad who left me here and went to France so I barely see him, A brother who would rather belittle and humiliate me than love me, And so many relatives who don't even know I exist. But my hatred can outshine them all, I love my dad, but I wish he was here, The others can light another match And continue to burn their bridges. I know who I love and who love me in return, Who will never abandon despite the monster I've become, The real definition of family.
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Sep 15, 2013
Sep 15, 2013 at 2:18 PM UTC
What Is Family?
He only imbibes because of his dipsomania. She only practices onanism because she's afraid he'll impregnate her. He despises her monomania. She's too affable, almost to the point of being obsequious. He's too acrimonious and muzzy. She knows she's a bit of a coquette. He thinks he's a cuckold. She used to be flighty until she fell into this convoluted dystopia. He used to find it scintillating to get sozzled. She just wants a lark once in a while. His iniquity makes him want her to be lascivious. Her every fatuity leads to a cabal. He's too opaque and insipid. She has to iterate and reiterate everything she says. He feels his infatuation is unrequited. She finds this unproblematic. He doesn't imbue her with anything anymore. She thinks he's unpitying of that. He'll malinger tomorrow. She'll wonder if it's all adventitious or kismet. She can't handle his odium. He can't stand her ten dollar words.
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Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 7:58 PM UTC
Ten Dollar Words
Since then...I allowed my heart to take whatever form it wanted. I trusted the process, letting the heart mould itself as it is supposed to. I had ample faith that the end is far....little did I realise the end is right next to me. At first, it felt like a bulldozer had savaged my entire being. Your words left my mind empty, without a way forward. A deep grave of hate slowly formed...that is where you would end up. As appetizing the thought...I want nothing to do you. Even you residing in my den of enemies is not worth it. I have done a thorough clean up of hoodlums and heartbreakers like you. You seem so pointless. This anger towards you is pointless. I look forward to the treasures that will bloom from this. I'm convinced there are treasures. You have no hold over my dreams and I refuse to allow my heart to slump in your filth. It was hard, felt like the world was dumped on my shoulders, soul dark and heavy, mouth dry and tears flooding my living room. But after a serious self-talk....I remembered my worth, remembered you mean nothing to me....you have no hold on my destiny. The love you spoke of was and is fake. I don't need it. I don't need that sort of make-believe love which has no truth... The kind that loves the idea of love...yet despises love itself. I have no place for thieves and liars....robbers and fakes. My mind keeps telling me this is for the best and that better days are to come. I feel sorry for the one you chose, she knows nothing of your hoodlum ways and smooth tongue. Coated with every lie possible yet disguised with a fake-romance finish. She knows not of your empty heart... your inability to be real... your other side... your effortless ways of hurting another... precious time which meant zero to you... your exhausted yet experienced hands.. your over used 'I will wait for you'.... your conniving ways disguised by caring efforts... your smile and charm packaged by pure deceit. She is clueless. And so in love....I shake my head in despair for you dear sister. I trust you will not endure the heartache I did. I hope he will see you a better person than I. I trust he repects you. Genuinely loves you. She will bear the brunt of your heart smashing ways. I am done and over the 'could haves & would haves'... New day brings new opportunity. Time to listen to my soul and feed my mind. Re-enjoy the beauty of living and re-mind myself of may chosen path.
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Mar 10, 2014
Mar 10, 2014 at 1:21 PM UTC
Avalanche of Freedom
Since then...I allowed my heart to take whatever form it wanted. I trusted the process, letting the heart mould itself as it is supposed to. I had ample faith that the end is far....little did I realise the end is right next to me. At first, it felt like a bulldozer had savaged my entire being. Your words left my mind empty, without a way forward. A deep grave of hate slowly formed...that is where you would end up. As appetizing the thought...I want nothing to do you. Even you residing in my den of enemies is not worth it. I have done a thorough clean up of hoodlums and heartbreakers like you. You seem so pointless. This anger towards you is pointless. I look forward to the treasures that will bloom from this. I'm convinced there are treasures. You have no hold over my dreams and I refuse to allow my heart to slump in your filth. It was hard, felt like the world was dumped on my shoulders, soul dark and heavy, mouth dry and tears flooding my living room. But after a serious self-talk....I remembered my worth, remembered you mean nothing to me....you have no hold on my destiny. The love you spoke of was and is fake. I don't need it. I don't need that sort of make-believe love which has no truth... The kind that loves the idea of love...yet despises love itself. I have no place for thieves and liars....robbers and fakes. My mind keeps telling me this is for the best and that better days are to come. I feel sorry for the one you chose, she knows nothing of your hoodlum ways and smooth tongue. Coated with every lie possible yet disguised with a fake-romance finish. She knows not of your empty heart... your inability to be real... your other side... your effortless ways of hurting another... precious time which meant zero to you... your exhausted yet experienced hands.. your over used 'I will wait for you'.... your conniving ways disguised by caring efforts... your smile and charm packaged by pure deceit. She is clueless. And so in love....I shake my head in despair for you dear sister. I trust you will not endure the heartache I did. I hope he will see you a better person than I. I trust he repects you. Genuinely loves you. She will bear the brunt of your heart smashing ways. I am done and over the 'could haves & would haves'... New day brings new opportunity. Time to listen to my soul and feed my mind. Re-enjoy the beauty of living and re-mind myself of may chosen path.
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His humour is sarcastic, his belly is never full. His life is filled with jokes, his days are never dull. He hates all the spiders that are living in his house. He doesn’t mind his friend, a squeaky little mouse. He always makes fun of the dog, who doesn’t seem to have a brain, and he despises “the world’s cutest kitten” because he thinks it’s a real pain. His owner is at his wit’s end, he doesn’t know how to get this big, fat, orange creature to finally act like a real cat. - Because what cat eats lasagna at every chance he has? What cat has a teddy bear, instead of on his arm a lass?
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Oct 14, 2012
Oct 14, 2012 at 1:58 PM UTC
Guess Who?
Seasons change, babe, Get your winter coat on, The weather isn't going to bend at your command, The summer sun hates your weak shine, The autumn moon despises your crescent smile, And seasons differ, honey, Get your head on straight, Pumpkins are gonna leer, Get over it, dear, And snow is gonna fall, So wrap up, darling, in your knitted shawl, Seasons change, babe, Nothings gonna change for you, Oh, nothing is gonna change, Seasons are obviously not for you, Wait for spring, love, 'Coz when push turns to pull, You'll want to leave seasons behind, Changing, Changing forever in your midst.
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Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 1:37 PM UTC
Seasons
gun unslung hanging by his side swaying with his step his step thorough leaving sand behind floating like particles of dust dust now forgotten as his step imprints upon broken glass glass shatters more crumbling like the cities of Israel beneath the feet of falsely declared gods gods that now drive the mind with intrepid pace towards the unsuspecting the unsuspecting victim of such malice that can only be embodied by death death only defied by those who can truly consider themselves wholesome and true and yet the truth struggles to stop this relentless growth of pride and self righteousness and thus the marksman raises the gun to his target his breath steady his heartbeat in his ears a resonance that he despises his imperfections are his enemy And if not to be perfect then what else? he pulls the trigger
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Jan 7, 2013
Jan 7, 2013 at 9:09 AM UTC
One Man's Enemy
Controversy started over the images this device receives. Hormones control this impulse, she's making each ***** convulse, and I can tell I'm still in love by the palpitations of my pulse. Thus, proving that her actions indicate the prequel to her return. Her affection distant but still yearn, expressing sentiments, guess I'll never learn, spoken without biting my tongue and now it's your turn. Conquer hearts and take over, **** her off when I'm not sober, **** her off when thoughts become somber, **** her off when I say I won't be here much longer, **** her off for many reasons, **** her off once during every season and **** her off the most when in myself I stop believing. Her perfection an extension of accessible recollection, to the woman who despises the notion of wearing articles of clothing. Not the best at displaying her emotions, so in combination the words she's chosen seem broken, unable to withhold the growth of sentiments cut at the root, and as they now reproduce, sunflowers inhabit her garden and all the revelations of truth. Lapse of time passes, lasting longer than activities that involved me being on her. Inappropriately timing events perfectly. Summer seems to have visited me in the fall, her memories now more than ever I recall and wishing I wasn't missing the woman who had it all. Concluding it's a blessing, for continuing to have your presence present, writing by only depending on your recollection, and since poetry is my obsession, make new memories with me as I practice the act of ceding back to a former possessor, definition of recession.
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Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 7:10 PM UTC
[roots]
Controversy started over the images this device receives. Hormones control this impulse, she's making each ***** convulse, and I can tell I'm still in love by the palpitations of my pulse. Thus, proving that her actions indicate the prequel to her return. Her affection distant but still yearn, expressing sentiments, guess I'll never learn, spoken without biting my tongue and now it's your turn. Conquer hearts and take over, **** her off when I'm not sober, **** her off when thoughts become somber, **** her off when I say I won't be here much longer, **** her off for many reasons, **** her off once during every season and **** her off the most when in myself I stop believing. Her perfection an extension of accessible recollection, to the woman who despises the notion of wearing articles of clothing. Not the best at displaying her emotions, so in combination the words she's chosen seem broken, unable to withhold the growth of sentiments cut at the root, and as they now reproduce, sunflowers inhabit her garden and all the revelations of truth. Lapse of time passes, lasting longer than activities that involved me being on her. Inappropriately timing events perfectly. Summer seems to have visited me in the fall, her memories now more than ever I recall and wishing I wasn't missing the woman who had it all. Concluding it's a blessing, for continuing to have your presence present, writing by only depending on your recollection, and since poetry is my obsession, make new memories with me as I practice the act of ceding back to a former possessor, definition of recession.
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Nothing can open a narrow mind if it's third eye blind Knowledge is key that the fool despises Disguises his face with hair Beware of strangers She can make up her face but can't make up her mind Unkind to others Are the third eye blind... D. Clare
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Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 10:41 AM UTC
Third Eye Blind
The moon is my lover, He and I love each other like no love there ever was nor ever will be, I share him with many a fortunate soul, His love sprinkled amongst all our hearts, Yet there are millenniums where he despises me, What love is this? I ask the moon, The moon stares at me with an unrelenting glare, This love is one of neither time nor rhyme nor you or I, But of our own big bang, Both catastrophic and melancholic yet filled with eternal bliss found and derived nowhere else by no one else, Not even those others whom shower me with  underserving love, No our love is a Silverstone amongst pebble rocks. An anonymous girl ©
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May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 6:20 PM UTC
The moon is my lover
There is a certain devil in my eyes a twinkling trickster who despises all pomp and proper posers who lie to gain the affection of the less informed. There is a puckish knave who raves to undue the chains of those enslaved by creative play and poetry by active explorations of prose and nobility. I know such endeavors are things of futility for if they knew my form of Anansi silk spinning spider or my formidable four legged figure of coyote who runs under the Nordic name of Loki, I am certain they would try to lightning fry me. Instead, I buy some time masking my mind tapping out binary bridges of ones and zeroes with mythic folk and fairytales to educate my elves who have lost their pointed ears and no longer hear the sound of nature’s truth concealed in their very flesh.
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Jan 4, 2017
Jan 4, 2017 at 9:58 AM UTC
Untitled
Her voice echoes through the empty hallways. She is loud but alone. The tears that you see are only a fraction of all the tears she actually cries. Her hair is long and blonde, but she despises it. She wants to shave it all off, to tattoo her skull to show that caring is superficial and WRONG. She lines her blue eyes with a liner called "denim". She throws on jeans that hug her body and a t-shirt stained with hot chocolate. She covers the brown stain with a scarf. She puts on chapstick because who knows? Maybe someone will think she's important enough to kiss her. Her brand-new bangs cover her forehead and eyes. They cover the hoop earrings that feel too girly, too pretty. Everything about her today just feels WRONG. The boy she likes is just one table over, and he doesn't glance at her once the entire hour. She hurries out of the room , not looking back. She bursts into spanish class, out of breath and ready for the boredom that will be the next hour. And then it is back to study hall. It is all too repetitive for her. It is her first day back and already she looks out the door, ready to go home. It isn't like she's got any friends there either, she's an only child and her dad works overseas. The rest of the day is a blur. It passes and she doesn't notice or care. And that boy still hasn't noticed her. No one has. She is but an empty shadow of a heart in a hollow shell of a body that wants to be warmed by another. But it isn't meant to be...
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Jan 7, 2014
Jan 7, 2014 at 10:20 AM UTC
self-portrait
When the silence takes the stage, and I am called upon to perform, oh what a fool I shall be. Dance monkey dance they'll say, and dance I shall. On all fours I crawl, your ***** Leash me up in a tight collar speaking for your laughter. Here it is, my self respect, I present it to you, I give it all, unto you. For I no longer need it. It's a small price to pay for this life. It's a simple token for the price of a fancy gown, for the reward of approval... from strangers. To be able to buy that fancy car To be the envy of it all. To be admired... For this handsome repayment loss of self worth seems nothing. and it is nothing until late at night when I stare at my skinny bones in a large but empty apartment with the city's lights shadows dancing out my regrets on the walls, reminiscing of the whole person I used to be. when I was someone you could respect... someone who could say no and had control and didn't live under constant contract and scrutiny of the monster that is the media. Late at night, with a morning soon coming, a morning filled with my stripped body contorting itself and writhing for the camera to please a generation I will never know. To flaunt materialism and narcissism expected to sound sagacious and preach this deceitful verisimilitude but teaching the youth to be broken and hateful- to live with these quixotic expectations. and it is disgusting. Yet here I am. Stripped, broken and battered, pouting my photoshop lips and limp, sick body to preach it day after day. For It was so long ago, that I was respectable. perhaps I could better remember those days- but in this life with a restriction on ennui you are not allowed to be anything but deliriously content and that is not a problem so long as this bottle doesn't run out, so long as I keep swallowing these pills, drowning out the voice that despises me. So long as I keep on acting.
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Oct 29, 2013
Oct 29, 2013 at 1:59 AM UTC
The Actress
When the silence takes the stage, and I am called upon to perform, oh what a fool I shall be. Dance monkey dance they'll say, and dance I shall. On all fours I crawl, your ***** Leash me up in a tight collar speaking for your laughter. Here it is, my self respect, I present it to you, I give it all, unto you. For I no longer need it. It's a small price to pay for this life. It's a simple token for the price of a fancy gown, for the reward of approval... from strangers. To be able to buy that fancy car To be the envy of it all. To be admired... For this handsome repayment loss of self worth seems nothing. and it is nothing until late at night when I stare at my skinny bones in a large but empty apartment with the city's lights shadows dancing out my regrets on the walls, reminiscing of the whole person I used to be. when I was someone you could respect... someone who could say no and had control and didn't live under constant contract and scrutiny of the monster that is the media. Late at night, with a morning soon coming, a morning filled with my stripped body contorting itself and writhing for the camera to please a generation I will never know. To flaunt materialism and narcissism expected to sound sagacious and preach this deceitful verisimilitude but teaching the youth to be broken and hateful- to live with these quixotic expectations. and it is disgusting. Yet here I am. Stripped, broken and battered, pouting my photoshop lips and limp, sick body to preach it day after day. For It was so long ago, that I was respectable. perhaps I could better remember those days- but in this life with a restriction on ennui you are not allowed to be anything but deliriously content and that is not a problem so long as this bottle doesn't run out, so long as I keep swallowing these pills, drowning out the voice that despises me. So long as I keep on acting.
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Be-be-be-because, he starts, stutters breaking words apart, intoning what he’d overheard; it’s painful listening, like darts prying loose repeated words. Naught’s amiss, we say, the birds they laugh at us, ignored lampoons and bullies’ taunts, how absurd. He sits and watches his cartoon- two mice who call a cat buffoon I hate mieces to pieces! shouts Jinx the cat; it ends too soon. Our son despises school, flat out. We believe him, there’s no doubt, But he’s a well-adjusted sprout But he’s a well-adjusted sprout.
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Mar 27, 2015
Mar 27, 2015 at 3:45 PM UTC
Sitting by TV on a Snowy Evening
We the people of America say killing is against the law! In defense, chilling either condensed killing! I further write to all, including the eluding law! As I chat, what of biblical and tribal law? That clever severed lucky monkey’s paw, ma and pa. We the people of America the cranky, the donkeys and the funny. The grumpy, the honey the honkies and the hungry! The junkies, the money, the stinky and the sunny! We the people of America, achieving, breathing, breeding, cheating, dreaming, feeding, feeling and freezing! We the people of America our delights, fights, flights, freight, heights and plight. Our allies, byes, cries, despises and disguises. Our lies, outcries our skies, spies, ties and wise. We the people of America preying and slaying the weak, the meek and those who seek, every day of the week. The able, the-benign, the blind, the disabled, the labeled and unkind. We the people of America of awesome, blossom, fearsome, freedom, gruesome, handsome and loathsome! We the people of America of desire, fire, inspire and perspire! We the people of America will this still be the sum of our capture and rapture? Another frightful chapter with spiteful laughter thereafter. Our concern, discern and yearn of foil, oil, soil, spoil, toil and turmoil! We the people of America verily I quote; let’s cope in hope to clearly and fairly vote! Every race and trace must face and disgrace this war-race. The displaced and misplaced the fast, last, past and vast. The adored, the gore, the ignored, the poor, the sore and the ****** we the people of America.
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Mar 29, 2012
Mar 29, 2012 at 10:23 PM UTC
POEM ENTITLED: “WE THE PEOPLE OF AMERICA”
We the people of America say killing is against the law! In defense, chilling either condensed killing! I further write to all, including the eluding law! As I chat, what of biblical and tribal law? That clever severed lucky monkey’s paw, ma and pa. We the people of America the cranky, the donkeys and the funny. The grumpy, the honey the honkies and the hungry! The junkies, the money, the stinky and the sunny! We the people of America, achieving, breathing, breeding, cheating, dreaming, feeding, feeling and freezing! We the people of America our delights, fights, flights, freight, heights and plight. Our allies, byes, cries, despises and disguises. Our lies, outcries our skies, spies, ties and wise. We the people of America preying and slaying the weak, the meek and those who seek, every day of the week. The able, the-benign, the blind, the disabled, the labeled and unkind. We the people of America of awesome, blossom, fearsome, freedom, gruesome, handsome and loathsome! We the people of America of desire, fire, inspire and perspire! We the people of America will this still be the sum of our capture and rapture? Another frightful chapter with spiteful laughter thereafter. Our concern, discern and yearn of foil, oil, soil, spoil, toil and turmoil! We the people of America verily I quote; let’s cope in hope to clearly and fairly vote! Every race and trace must face and disgrace this war-race. The displaced and misplaced the fast, last, past and vast. The adored, the gore, the ignored, the poor, the sore and the ****** we the people of America.
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