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"despairs" poems
my darkest poems bloodletting streams are a kind of ****** fetishy cognitive inventory malformed denizens of the subconscious a well of torments soup of Salmonella the souls gut its cauldron yet not with out lurid enticements and voluptuous supplicants gorgeous like an eight legged woman with beautiful feet drooling **** lips drunk on sacrificial rituals of blood black tongued kisses and hideous contorted pleasures ******** once exquisite archetypes gods and goddesses are now putrefied cellar dwellers moaning in nature bed crypts of rock, stone and engraved sigils because honest pure desires became fragmentary and are now gimping amputees by legions of primal disappointment while faces blare in the world like super bright L.E.D.s shinning paths to others our deep self remains patinaed in tears a black box pox with a lock the skeleton key lost in arcane seas out of utter disgust for those dark crawlers that live within us revealing them selves as anxieties, depressions suicides and myriad quiet despairs we appear undaunted to others and they to us humanity muffled ticks and splintered sticks my poems let my demons out yoo who its me my name is spray snake z with my hooks and cries and dark blood skies in the misty night i dragged out their earthen coffins legends of the despicable resurrected them fed and loved those darklings had every conceivable union with them their healing, my own ive sexualized them and found love albeit twisted to be adored in a hidden embrace i bestow upon you a poetic fantasy while obsession takes hold bind it not nor let it bind you*
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Sep 6, 2016
Sep 6, 2016 at 9:32 AM UTC
Demons Embrace
my darkest poems bloodletting streams are a kind of ****** fetishy cognitive inventory malformed denizens of the subconscious a well of torments soup of Salmonella the souls gut its cauldron yet not with out lurid enticements and voluptuous supplicants gorgeous like an eight legged woman with beautiful feet drooling **** lips drunk on sacrificial rituals of blood black tongued kisses and hideous contorted pleasures ******** once exquisite archetypes gods and goddesses are now putrefied cellar dwellers moaning in nature bed crypts of rock, stone and engraved sigils because honest pure desires became fragmentary and are now gimping amputees by legions of primal disappointment while faces blare in the world like super bright L.E.D.s shinning paths to others our deep self remains patinaed in tears a black box pox with a lock the skeleton key lost in arcane seas out of utter disgust for those dark crawlers that live within us revealing them selves as anxieties, depressions suicides and myriad quiet despairs we appear undaunted to others and they to us humanity muffled ticks and splintered sticks my poems let my demons out yoo who its me my name is spray snake z with my hooks and cries and dark blood skies in the misty night i dragged out their earthen coffins legends of the despicable resurrected them fed and loved those darklings had every conceivable union with them their healing, my own ive sexualized them and found love albeit twisted to be adored in a hidden embrace i bestow upon you a poetic fantasy while obsession takes hold bind it not nor let it bind you*
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a man is born with a ***** testicles, and various other masculine equipment and tendencies. a Man lives by a masculine code that revolves around the physical, the mental, and the spiritual. a Man is committed to himself above all else. this may sound selfish, but it isn't. a Man not only puts himself on high, but connects himself mind, body, and soul to the physical, mental, and the spiritual. everything that he connects to himself becomes himself. a Man does not distinguish between the his own flesh and the flesh of his children. a Man does not distinguish between his mind and the mind's of those in his inner circle. a Man does not distinguish between his will and the will of his god. a Man is power. he is the generator. those that he has allowed to plug into his world are empowered by him. they come into his presence and feel better for it. a Man changes lives. a Man understands the trinity of justice, mercy, and charity. a Man is not afraid to give to those as they deserve. he looks with fair eyes and does not slow his hand or slow its speed. a Man is not cold enough to be alien to compassion. he can see to the heart of matters and look past the easy answers. when others will marvel at his wisdom and praise his mercy. he will only think 'as it should be'. a Man is not without the ability to go beyond. he can look to the future. help those that need it, sometimes before they need it. anticipation and preparedness are the weapons of the Man. stoic strength is his shield. a Man is not without weakness. he understands his weaknesses, but is not victim to them. he may succumb to them, but as a master of justice, he steels himself for the price he must pay. weakness must be addressed and turned to strength. as a Man fears, he must stand up and face it. as a Man despairs, he must turn it aside. when a Man fails, all that have plugged into his power will fail. when a Man falls, families, nations, societies fall. when a Man falls, it is the duty of another Man to come to his aid. when Men stop aiding Men, they merely become men with penises and various other masculine equipment and tendencies. The Man is a Man that all other Men fear and long to be. He is the one that Men plug into. Some Men see that as a sign of weakness and rebel, but The Man signs paychecks and feeds families. who will topple The Man?
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Jun 19, 2010
Jun 19, 2010 at 6:21 PM UTC
definition of a man
a man is born with a ***** testicles, and various other masculine equipment and tendencies. a Man lives by a masculine code that revolves around the physical, the mental, and the spiritual. a Man is committed to himself above all else. this may sound selfish, but it isn't. a Man not only puts himself on high, but connects himself mind, body, and soul to the physical, mental, and the spiritual. everything that he connects to himself becomes himself. a Man does not distinguish between the his own flesh and the flesh of his children. a Man does not distinguish between his mind and the mind's of those in his inner circle. a Man does not distinguish between his will and the will of his god. a Man is power. he is the generator. those that he has allowed to plug into his world are empowered by him. they come into his presence and feel better for it. a Man changes lives. a Man understands the trinity of justice, mercy, and charity. a Man is not afraid to give to those as they deserve. he looks with fair eyes and does not slow his hand or slow its speed. a Man is not cold enough to be alien to compassion. he can see to the heart of matters and look past the easy answers. when others will marvel at his wisdom and praise his mercy. he will only think 'as it should be'. a Man is not without the ability to go beyond. he can look to the future. help those that need it, sometimes before they need it. anticipation and preparedness are the weapons of the Man. stoic strength is his shield. a Man is not without weakness. he understands his weaknesses, but is not victim to them. he may succumb to them, but as a master of justice, he steels himself for the price he must pay. weakness must be addressed and turned to strength. as a Man fears, he must stand up and face it. as a Man despairs, he must turn it aside. when a Man fails, all that have plugged into his power will fail. when a Man falls, families, nations, societies fall. when a Man falls, it is the duty of another Man to come to his aid. when Men stop aiding Men, they merely become men with penises and various other masculine equipment and tendencies. The Man is a Man that all other Men fear and long to be. He is the one that Men plug into. Some Men see that as a sign of weakness and rebel, but The Man signs paychecks and feeds families. who will topple The Man?
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Five years ago I knew an 8th grader who felt ashamed for who he was who felt constantly out of place who tossed and turned at night with deep enough despairs with ideas of throwing it all away with plans for those actions with no dreams, and only one long nightmare Three years ago I knew a sophomore who finally just started to accept it who reached out and tried who thought everyone felt the same with only blank stares for replies with only confused "friends" with no family backing with no true "inner circle" Last year I knew a senior who carried the burden alone who perfected his mask who finally learned how to hide with perceived success with sarcasm and quick jokes with pushing everyone away with justified fear of opening up This year I know a college freshmen who is struggling for acceptance of himself who brags of the physical scars who is afraid to reveal the deeper ones with walls as big as he could muster with iron bars to conceal what is beneath with pandora's box within with that same scared kid locked inside.
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Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 12:31 AM UTC
I know someone
My dearest Little Brother, if there were only words to describe how I feel, I would tell you that you are amazing, you're truthful, and your real.  You've come from depths and the darkest of despairs, you've lived through things that people only conquer with prayers.  Yeah, we get it, you weren't dealt the best hand of them all. But look at you now Will, still standing there tall.  You've made it this far, yeah with a lot of love, but what is family for if it isn't to give you a shove. With your head held high and optimism in your heart You've realized that everyday is a new beginning, a fresh start.  Yesterday is gone and the past; it doesn't matter. "I knew who I was this morning but I've changed a few times since then." Once said the Mad Hatter.  Forever changing, we all aways are.  Like Alice in Wonderland, trying to get home from afar.  There are so many obstacles blocking the path to our destiny, but in the end we find out it was all for necessity. Hardship and obstruction are the root of all things great.  You have to overcome them to set yourself straight. You have to trudge through the agonizing and the bad So when you wake up you realize that there is no reason to be sad Your blessed in more ways than one can fathom A family that loves you and believes in you, you have them. We set our standards on what we think people want from us, But not you, no sir you don't understand the fuss.  You march to your own drum, make friends wherever you go I've seen you go through a lot and I just want you to know You've come out on top but there's still room to climb So don't give up hope and don't say your fine. Talk to me when you need an ear Know I love you and I'll always be here.
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Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 6:17 PM UTC
For My Little Brother
My dearest Little Brother, if there were only words to describe how I feel, I would tell you that you are amazing, you're truthful, and your real.  You've come from depths and the darkest of despairs, you've lived through things that people only conquer with prayers.  Yeah, we get it, you weren't dealt the best hand of them all. But look at you now Will, still standing there tall.  You've made it this far, yeah with a lot of love, but what is family for if it isn't to give you a shove. With your head held high and optimism in your heart You've realized that everyday is a new beginning, a fresh start.  Yesterday is gone and the past; it doesn't matter. "I knew who I was this morning but I've changed a few times since then." Once said the Mad Hatter.  Forever changing, we all aways are.  Like Alice in Wonderland, trying to get home from afar.  There are so many obstacles blocking the path to our destiny, but in the end we find out it was all for necessity. Hardship and obstruction are the root of all things great.  You have to overcome them to set yourself straight. You have to trudge through the agonizing and the bad So when you wake up you realize that there is no reason to be sad Your blessed in more ways than one can fathom A family that loves you and believes in you, you have them. We set our standards on what we think people want from us, But not you, no sir you don't understand the fuss.  You march to your own drum, make friends wherever you go I've seen you go through a lot and I just want you to know You've come out on top but there's still room to climb So don't give up hope and don't say your fine. Talk to me when you need an ear Know I love you and I'll always be here.
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When I was little often I watched my mom in the kitchen working till late night kitchen was her cocoon kitchen was her heaven I had to pretend to be sick to take her out from there Once I caught her sobbing at the kitchen sink as a child I asked her so innocently "Did daddy make you cry" No darling she said She smiled and continued with dishes.. and left me with the question WHY? Years later.. and today I am a mother myself The tragedy in mom's kitchen still haunting my life watching my mom crying in her kitchen was not a good picture, not a good memory as a child not at all..... The kitchen was her castle In the warmth of her kitchen she made miracles…she created magic upon magic splendid recipes... superb dishes feeding her loved ones... with love but Today I realized  how my mother released herself and that could have made her survive By working so hard in the kitchen By often hiding her despairs and sorrows Her kitchen was her secret hiding place every time she was hurt... when the world treated her so unfairly In the comfort of her Kitchen She consoled herself.... How did I realize this after so many many years? today for the very first time I cried myself at the kitchen sink In my very own cozy kitchen over a pile of dinner plates , almost breaking a glass so afraid to lose control... but my kitchen is heaven that saves me... as my tears are falling over the bubbles in the sink How I came to understand my mother's feelings... by standing there in the kitchen... remisniscing... and.. breathing this life feeling this life experiencing with life living with life.... as long as mothers are alive they live their life to share the laughter and joy of their husband and children to endure the pain and sorrows but hide them once in a while.... in mom's heavenly kitchen
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Jun 11, 2013
Jun 11, 2013 at 1:42 PM UTC
Mom's kitchen...
When I was little often I watched my mom in the kitchen working till late night kitchen was her cocoon kitchen was her heaven I had to pretend to be sick to take her out from there Once I caught her sobbing at the kitchen sink as a child I asked her so innocently "Did daddy make you cry" No darling she said She smiled and continued with dishes.. and left me with the question WHY? Years later.. and today I am a mother myself The tragedy in mom's kitchen still haunting my life watching my mom crying in her kitchen was not a good picture, not a good memory as a child not at all..... The kitchen was her castle In the warmth of her kitchen she made miracles…she created magic upon magic splendid recipes... superb dishes feeding her loved ones... with love but Today I realized  how my mother released herself and that could have made her survive By working so hard in the kitchen By often hiding her despairs and sorrows Her kitchen was her secret hiding place every time she was hurt... when the world treated her so unfairly In the comfort of her Kitchen She consoled herself.... How did I realize this after so many many years? today for the very first time I cried myself at the kitchen sink In my very own cozy kitchen over a pile of dinner plates , almost breaking a glass so afraid to lose control... but my kitchen is heaven that saves me... as my tears are falling over the bubbles in the sink How I came to understand my mother's feelings... by standing there in the kitchen... remisniscing... and.. breathing this life feeling this life experiencing with life living with life.... as long as mothers are alive they live their life to share the laughter and joy of their husband and children to endure the pain and sorrows but hide them once in a while.... in mom's heavenly kitchen
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XXV A heavy heart, Beloved, have I borne From year to year until I saw thy face, And sorrow after sorrow took the place Of all those natural joys as lightly worn As the stringed pearls, each lifted in its turn By a beating heart at dance-time. Hopes apace Were changed to long despairs, till God’s own grace Could scarcely lift above the world forlorn My heavy heart. Then thou didst bid me bring And let it drop adown thy calmly great Deep being! Fast it sinketh, as a thing Which its own nature doth precipitate, While thine doth close above it, mediating Betwixt the stars and the unaccomplished fate.
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Sonnet 25 - A Heavy Heart, Beloved, Have I Borne
Nerves fulminate, fissuring skin As bones crackle, to weary tear, Volcanic face, pooling hot tears, Gaia weeps, her world despairs, All of land's flora, and all of seas, Erupt, displeasure at man's villainy.
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Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 8:44 AM UTC
Despair, Displeasure
her poems pierce us to our core.. we must surrender to her choice of words.. a wrong word she despairs to malaria compares.. perhaps a way inside enter her two doors.. watch these switch and intertwine.. heaven/hell soul/society light/slant morning/night.. find ourselves on the / still.. as we wrestle are we grasping for an Emily Ungraspable..?
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Dec 8, 2012
Dec 8, 2012 at 12:06 PM UTC
grasping Emily
One brain, one mouth, one being - nothing more! I’ve killed my selves so many times My own womb has suffered crimes, To be a poet have I tried But my ink has gotten dry. Rebirthed myself as man - for the poems, for the words, nothing more
Everything missed Dionysus like never before! A different life among you have I led! Deprived myself of all life gives In dark, alone and cold I wept. Destitute and desperate now, My heart freezing on a lonely bough. The bulb above my brow is hanging by a single thread and when It falls and breaks to pieces they will know that I am dead. Come sleep - or come death, I can see no difference. Blind me at least so I can mock the Sun!
 With shut eyes they think I am illiterate, Primordial is the essence and I am her son. They want me to dance at the feet of chance! Embrace chaos in my attic, Die a young and worthy addict. Forced to live in Hölderlin’s tower As nothing more than a wilting flower. My words trembled but were barren, devoid of romance, So my poetry never made anyone dance. I clipped my wings so I can drink with sailors, Walk amongst them on my frail feet, To be man is all I ever wanted, Chugged the nectar of life which made me sick. Oh, men! How fragile you are! Slowly poisoned by the time you try to escape ‘Meaningless is existence’ you say as you create! Come sleep - or come death, 
I can see no difference. 
 Poverty through poetry, the most human way to go, Come sleep - or come death, Let me go. He wanted to be human - the humanest of them all - a poet! He wanted to put pain on paper - even make it rhyme He wanted to be the one to hear the screams of time. And as the light faded and the bulb broke, Darkness came wearing mistress clothes. ‘Oh, men! How strange you really are!’ - he yelled. ‘Dionysus! What a man you have become!’ - she said. Then he disappeared swearing to never return, Thinking that poetry is for those who like to burn.
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Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 11:13 AM UTC
The Despairs of Poor Dionysus
One brain, one mouth, one being - nothing more! I’ve killed my selves so many times My own womb has suffered crimes, To be a poet have I tried But my ink has gotten dry. Rebirthed myself as man - for the poems, for the words, nothing more
Everything missed Dionysus like never before! A different life among you have I led! Deprived myself of all life gives In dark, alone and cold I wept. Destitute and desperate now, My heart freezing on a lonely bough. The bulb above my brow is hanging by a single thread and when It falls and breaks to pieces they will know that I am dead. Come sleep - or come death, I can see no difference. Blind me at least so I can mock the Sun!
 With shut eyes they think I am illiterate, Primordial is the essence and I am her son. They want me to dance at the feet of chance! Embrace chaos in my attic, Die a young and worthy addict. Forced to live in Hölderlin’s tower As nothing more than a wilting flower. My words trembled but were barren, devoid of romance, So my poetry never made anyone dance. I clipped my wings so I can drink with sailors, Walk amongst them on my frail feet, To be man is all I ever wanted, Chugged the nectar of life which made me sick. Oh, men! How fragile you are! Slowly poisoned by the time you try to escape ‘Meaningless is existence’ you say as you create! Come sleep - or come death, 
I can see no difference. 
 Poverty through poetry, the most human way to go, Come sleep - or come death, Let me go. He wanted to be human - the humanest of them all - a poet! He wanted to put pain on paper - even make it rhyme He wanted to be the one to hear the screams of time. And as the light faded and the bulb broke, Darkness came wearing mistress clothes. ‘Oh, men! How strange you really are!’ - he yelled. ‘Dionysus! What a man you have become!’ - she said. Then he disappeared swearing to never return, Thinking that poetry is for those who like to burn.
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Our time was short not aged like wine The truth was plucked from the vine And I never got the chance to say goodbye The thoughts hold on The heart despairs The ghost of you is everywhere And I will always be next to and . . . near you so goodbye . . . farewell . . . goodbye The day begins just like it ends Is it God's good will it came to end But my loneliness shouts out in vain So when something ends it's time to begin I won't be looking behind . . . it's just the wind And my arms are aching from the pain Goodbye . . . so goodbye fare thee well So go on now . . . cut your losses Close the fact inside the coffin Take the key and lock it deep inside Learn how to say your prayers Long for the day without the cares The evening air comes on now so chilling Say goodbye , goodbye now . . . forevermore Goodbye . . . you've closed the door With every step I'm feeling Where once so firm I'm reeling from the overburden of my motal ways So just release my last goodbye Don't even dare to ask me why The chances are cast the lot now devided . . . so goodbye . . . goodbye . . . . . . goodbye . . . fare thee well . . .
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Sep 29, 2017
Sep 29, 2017 at 7:43 PM UTC
Goodbye
Gitano yawned, stretching out under the shrine of Öli. Here he plotted and hid a mouthful of secrets; and the Lord watched over him as he slept. He plotted, for coyote wisdom is disguised by folly and cunning and guile. All about, the vermilion stain of Mars. The coyote chuckled mischievously, dreaming at the feet of the Master and Judge. Above, a ziggurat raised to the Goddess. Two great black eagles circled in a sky of dry roses and lilacs. La Santisima Muerte stood at a distance, yet bore Gitano in Her ***** His mischiefs were scribed upon a cartouche to amuse gods and teach men; Yet men are not so easily taught as gods are amused; For men have not yet learned to believe what makes them laugh. And so Gitano sleeps, and talks while he sleeps; wherefore the Ways of mischief and trickery were laid bare. The secret is to teach at the expense of innocence. Certain illusions persist; they must be shattered, but their thrall can only be broken by design. Whether bitterness takes root in the wake of the shattering is not Gitano's concern. Because sometimes realization can only come through being made a fool, revealed to ourselves as absurd. Angry at our own foolishness, we blame the one who denudes it. The coyote, too, is a Fool. A Fool can learn, shaping destiny by taking responsibility. Through death a Fool becomes wise, seeing the joke. The burden of karma is left to those who cannot laugh. Man grits his teeth, his brow furrowed. He despairs. Gitano chuckles, unperturbed.
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Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 3:57 PM UTC
Coyote
Gitano yawned, stretching out under the shrine of Öli. Here he plotted and hid a mouthful of secrets; and the Lord watched over him as he slept. He plotted, for coyote wisdom is disguised by folly and cunning and guile. All about, the vermilion stain of Mars. The coyote chuckled mischievously, dreaming at the feet of the Master and Judge. Above, a ziggurat raised to the Goddess. Two great black eagles circled in a sky of dry roses and lilacs. La Santisima Muerte stood at a distance, yet bore Gitano in Her ***** His mischiefs were scribed upon a cartouche to amuse gods and teach men; Yet men are not so easily taught as gods are amused; For men have not yet learned to believe what makes them laugh. And so Gitano sleeps, and talks while he sleeps; wherefore the Ways of mischief and trickery were laid bare. The secret is to teach at the expense of innocence. Certain illusions persist; they must be shattered, but their thrall can only be broken by design. Whether bitterness takes root in the wake of the shattering is not Gitano's concern. Because sometimes realization can only come through being made a fool, revealed to ourselves as absurd. Angry at our own foolishness, we blame the one who denudes it. The coyote, too, is a Fool. A Fool can learn, shaping destiny by taking responsibility. Through death a Fool becomes wise, seeing the joke. The burden of karma is left to those who cannot laugh. Man grits his teeth, his brow furrowed. He despairs. Gitano chuckles, unperturbed.
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when she was four she tied balloons to her wrist. they always rose, she knew. balloons always found the clouds. she sat in the grass with her legs crossed and fastened string after plastic string to her arm, and until her hand turned blue she waited waited to rise. when she was ten she smashed a hold in the frozen water across the street. water always carried people away it ran when they couldn't run themselves and frozen water, she figured, would be slower-- less harsh but it would bring her far from home all the same. white and blue as the clouds she'd longed for, they pulled her from the frigid water six miles downstream even fastened to a hospital bed with 'suicidal' harshly painted on her soul she knew she didn't belong when she was fifteen she joined the party, older kids were swallowing their sorrows and threading out their despairs in a pitiful drug-induced slumber and she watched with a syringe in her hand, as read to join them as she was to die. she was born to die. and so the needle in her arm and the tragedy on her breath was enough to help her rise. and as her eyelids turned back to icy blue and her identity was wiped clean she felt a pressure against the crisscrossed skin of her wrist and as her mind followed her heart out of the world she would have sworn it was a black balloon that carried her to oblivion.
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Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 11:09 AM UTC
Black Balloons
I am exhausted by strength today. I’ve often pretended to be a mighty oak fighting the storms Often fought the strongest winds while standing there in the open Alone and compelled to fight My wars, and most of the time theirs Bewildered and forlorn Glorifying the oak in me Yet I have always ended up crooked, scarred, and broken Unaccepting to the message of reality That there will always be lulls and long despairs And a lot of battles that you cannot choose But will still try to find someone Who’ll help me gather the fallen sticks, my gnarled and withered twigs To create something beautiful While I find again my quiet strength, my calm courage amidst any storm
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Jan 20, 2023
Jan 20, 2023 at 10:15 AM UTC
On the Brink
I bring all that I have I bring all that I am I bring all that I hoped that I'd ever be And I place it On the alter At your feet I give all that I can I give all that I own I give all that I hoped that I'd ever have And I give you All my worries My hopes and despairs Because all that I am is yours! All that I have is yours! All that I am is yours Forever I will be yours!
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Mar 28, 2017
Mar 28, 2017 at 11:41 PM UTC
All I Am Is Yours
* ******* *LOVERZ whole world collapsed Into a small GOLDEN speckle dust of BELOVEDz* ******** My fall in the BLACK HOLE OF YOUR LOVE Gave you Golden wings in flight to rise YOU rose from within LOVE's UNION To create the milky way of our galaxy The fusion nuclear energy with The Golden speckle of LOVE dust The world illuminated and Every human heart enlightened By your sun-shine silver rays of The Golden speckle dust of LOVE All the milky ways in many galaxies Are witness to your LOVE energy Dazed, surrendering to YOU in AWE Time withers under LOVE Pendulum stands still.... Colliding of two energies The crash become a necessity For creating the new world of LOVE ****** within that black-hole We Fall in LOVE LOVE - a process of revelation Through pain, frustration, suffering Longing, grief and agony are necessary For the molten to undergo the fire To brighten and purify the into The Golden speckle of LOVE dust Now the same Gold dust flies & floats Around all of us To spread the message of LOVE To FREE us from life's delusions To fix the broken hearts To heal the wounds and despairs To form new connections Between stranger seeking LOVE The Golden speckle of LOVE dust Lives in a ZERO gravity world Without prisons of morals/ ethics Traditions, scriptures, laws & religions Thus enabling its own vectors of Drivers of LOVE - push and pulls To save the dying humanity By experiencing and realizing Inert lessons on core SOUL LOVE There are billion faces But just two blink and click The LOVERZ AND BELOVEDZ They unite amidst the barriers of Walls, castles, and fake masks The world builds to imprison them That UNION of LOVE - The meeting of The LOVERz and BELOVEDz will produce a fresh Fusion A NEW BLACK HOLE OF LOVE To create another GOLDEN SPECKLE OF LOVE DUST To fly & float around In search of PURE, True, Innocent LOVERZ AND BELOVEDZ That's how The Golden Speckle of Dust Keeps on creating LOVE around us Through its SOUL's illumination *
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Sep 24, 2018
Sep 24, 2018 at 12:16 AM UTC
HISTORY OF LOVE
* ******* *LOVERZ whole world collapsed Into a small GOLDEN speckle dust of BELOVEDz* ******** My fall in the BLACK HOLE OF YOUR LOVE Gave you Golden wings in flight to rise YOU rose from within LOVE's UNION To create the milky way of our galaxy The fusion nuclear energy with The Golden speckle of LOVE dust The world illuminated and Every human heart enlightened By your sun-shine silver rays of The Golden speckle dust of LOVE All the milky ways in many galaxies Are witness to your LOVE energy Dazed, surrendering to YOU in AWE Time withers under LOVE Pendulum stands still.... Colliding of two energies The crash become a necessity For creating the new world of LOVE ****** within that black-hole We Fall in LOVE LOVE - a process of revelation Through pain, frustration, suffering Longing, grief and agony are necessary For the molten to undergo the fire To brighten and purify the into The Golden speckle of LOVE dust Now the same Gold dust flies & floats Around all of us To spread the message of LOVE To FREE us from life's delusions To fix the broken hearts To heal the wounds and despairs To form new connections Between stranger seeking LOVE The Golden speckle of LOVE dust Lives in a ZERO gravity world Without prisons of morals/ ethics Traditions, scriptures, laws & religions Thus enabling its own vectors of Drivers of LOVE - push and pulls To save the dying humanity By experiencing and realizing Inert lessons on core SOUL LOVE There are billion faces But just two blink and click The LOVERZ AND BELOVEDZ They unite amidst the barriers of Walls, castles, and fake masks The world builds to imprison them That UNION of LOVE - The meeting of The LOVERz and BELOVEDz will produce a fresh Fusion A NEW BLACK HOLE OF LOVE To create another GOLDEN SPECKLE OF LOVE DUST To fly & float around In search of PURE, True, Innocent LOVERZ AND BELOVEDZ That's how The Golden Speckle of Dust Keeps on creating LOVE around us Through its SOUL's illumination *
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A chance to speak, Beneath broken sheets, Caught out in moment, Dying deep inside. Evaporate tension, From little or no knowing, Growing up alone, Half loved and half resented. I come to conclusions, Just before my death, Keeping me in memory, Like you always promised, Missing me in silence, No more mourning of past, Of regrets and despairs. Promise me you’ll use what I learnt, Question the decisions of others, Reluctant or not, Stay away from their paths, They only lead you to their futures, Unknowingly you end their second, Valiant but alone, Where you spend life in wandering, Xrayed life, Your future makes up nothing Zorbing inside of your own bubble.
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Jan 28, 2013
Jan 28, 2013 at 9:03 AM UTC
Life from A to Z
Sure I can understand your heart that just assume chop garlic really and more than imagine the quandaries and about the fairly's of lonely's wide by wakeful heart of eye I can dream about the hopes, dares and of your despairs of your great yet uncertain missions too
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Nov 24, 2012
Nov 24, 2012 at 4:55 PM UTC
Garlic Really??? or !!!
I never thought I could ever feel so nervous, and so proud looking in the mirror. Sister, in some ways our resemblance is uncanny and that never makes me feel terrible. Even if we both cling to our bottles of perfume, nailpolish, and beer to remedy our despairs, I'm proud of you. I love how you don't ever leave your effervescence at home. It's contagious, and everyone eventually wants a sip. You found your beauty quite recently- but I want you to know its always been there, it began when your eyes first became those thick lashed squints from smiling too hard. You admire things, and they admire you back. I hope you won't forget that when you chase what seems to be difficult. Sister, I know there are days where you don't see what greatness you deserve, when you believe you have to be sorry for your ***** I know it because I've seen you, and I know it because I do the same. You always remind me to never apologize. And now I do you. Sister, don't let that crown fall over those smiling eyes. You are stronger than the chance you might be sad. You are finer than the fool who won't call back. You are better than the boy who should be a man. You carry troubled teenage girls over your shoulders every single day. You save them, as much as you can and give them that warmth. Don't forget to warm yourself. Because the heat travels, sister. I feel it too.
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Jan 12, 2016
Jan 12, 2016 at 3:24 PM UTC
Sister
They asked, "why are you as silent as a stone?" She replied, "why should I be voluble as the Mynah? My heart and tongue are deprived of goodness just like a desert, deprived of a sea. Another voice said, "Ergo, redundant talk comes with unbearable guilt." They asked again, " if so, why do you not speak the despairs you hide?" She replied, " Because, the gift of patience usually reigns.
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Apr 11, 2021
Apr 11, 2021 at 8:13 AM UTC
Silence
The loneliness permeate down into the toes, walking along the sidewalk The streets seem empty, vacant faces, hurried bodies avoiding the solace of a simple hello, their trifling stares stabbing at their incompleteness Write pain only because the voice cannot verbalize it. We don't understand it. We don't want to Trifling affairs taking us up, consuming us, completing us, then draining us Walking life avoiding others, their daring greetings, their trifling They, too, walk along the sidewalks and the gutters, getting tripped up on their own despairs Listen not to Dante's doom, that abandonment is futile Futile fallacies, our trifling forays, our misfortunes Street along, you masses, you unforgettable, delving into yourselves, forgetting You cannot understand it, those trifling friendships How do they compare to the miseries you trudge through, swamped in that which hold you back, slows you down, drowns you, chokes you Your only connect is the carelessness of your incompleteness, contagious of complaints That cracked sidewalk, tripping you up in its unevenness Your shoes have rubbed out their souls, toes slamming their unending pressures You feel defeated and oppressed. Yet you walk on Why do you not just stop and rest? The lonely road does not end, it continues on and on unceasingly, its seasons one big blur Year in and year out your days numbered as nothing but trifling affairs, your greetings to fellow walkers rare as encouragement from within. You have become swollen in refusing refuge from those that share that uncaring sidewalk You balk at accepting a hand to take that lonely walk with you, it is just another pair of loneliness who seeks companionship, who only seeks to cease their own trifling affairs Lend not your own complaints, but console and be consoled in the greeting of a walk together
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Feb 2, 2012
Feb 2, 2012 at 10:37 PM UTC
Lonely Feet
The loneliness permeate down into the toes, walking along the sidewalk The streets seem empty, vacant faces, hurried bodies avoiding the solace of a simple hello, their trifling stares stabbing at their incompleteness Write pain only because the voice cannot verbalize it. We don't understand it. We don't want to Trifling affairs taking us up, consuming us, completing us, then draining us Walking life avoiding others, their daring greetings, their trifling They, too, walk along the sidewalks and the gutters, getting tripped up on their own despairs Listen not to Dante's doom, that abandonment is futile Futile fallacies, our trifling forays, our misfortunes Street along, you masses, you unforgettable, delving into yourselves, forgetting You cannot understand it, those trifling friendships How do they compare to the miseries you trudge through, swamped in that which hold you back, slows you down, drowns you, chokes you Your only connect is the carelessness of your incompleteness, contagious of complaints That cracked sidewalk, tripping you up in its unevenness Your shoes have rubbed out their souls, toes slamming their unending pressures You feel defeated and oppressed. Yet you walk on Why do you not just stop and rest? The lonely road does not end, it continues on and on unceasingly, its seasons one big blur Year in and year out your days numbered as nothing but trifling affairs, your greetings to fellow walkers rare as encouragement from within. You have become swollen in refusing refuge from those that share that uncaring sidewalk You balk at accepting a hand to take that lonely walk with you, it is just another pair of loneliness who seeks companionship, who only seeks to cease their own trifling affairs Lend not your own complaints, but console and be consoled in the greeting of a walk together
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Everyone thinks I'm quiet, Shy, with very little to say. They might even think There's nothing going on upstairs Because of my silent stare. But if they'd sit down with me Over a nice cup of tea I'd tell them tales of ******* Fluffy, Caesar, and Fang. I'd weave in stories of Polly, A-town, and tar-babies. I'd tell them what it's like Balancing between the worlds Of a mixed racial identity. First love and heartbreak, Triumphs and failures, Cheesy puns and knock knock jokes, Triumphs, woes, and despairs. I have words for all these things, If anyone would lend an ear. Silence doesn't mean we have nothing to say. All of us have much to say, When we have someone to listen.
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Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 10:12 PM UTC
"She's the Quiet One."
Two strange jump but collided in the same way Months and years of for keeps The memory of having each other Seem like everything will be okay. Intertwined destinies in the paths of ecstasy where regrets and tragedies have no place indefinitely Tears in pairs in joy and sorrow fears impaired in fogs of hollow despairs as loved is shared in the friendship declared Crazy, silly, happy and all extreme feelings Stepping together in the sane destined path from the universe Oath of having each other's back And their galaxies explode into a beautiful disaster
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Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 8:35 AM UTC
NEW BONDS
* I see you every moment Within and around me Still why my eyes are Searching for YOU? Oh kind blessed BELOVED of mine My soul is seeking your touch I wish an auspicious 2017 Greetings for my BELOVED May be it was not our destiny To cross roads last year 2016 Let us hope for change in 2017 I've sent my Greetings to my BELOVED I am waiting for the miracle to happen Even the heart of the earth Even the spirit of the ocean Even the soul of the sky Are cracking listening to My plight of LOVE I pray my LOVE Touches your soul If it was not in our fate in 2016 Let LOVE be our destiny in 2017 I know that for my BELOVED There is no in-equality There is always rights - human rights A fight for empowerment of LOVE Everyone who shows LOVE Is tendered with grace, kindness & care To whoever my BELOVED touches Will live thereafter in peaceful calm I know I am very far from my BELOVED From the aura of BELOVED'z magic Someone come, tell & show my LOVE To my BELOVED and Grant me a relief from my despairs I live compelled by sadness of Time cycle of days & nights Everyone is allowed to see BELOVED'z Flowers except me, Why I've been given thorns to walk on? BELOVED, you know it all, so What else I should say to YOU? Just give me a sign from there My stars sparkle due to your benevolence Like a mother-baby, It is not good to keep Us separated for long You know I am ready to exchange Even my life for your sake I wish an auspicious year of 2017 To everyone Oh my BELOVED May be it was not our destiny To cross roads last year 2016 Let us hope for better in 2017 *
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Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 12:14 AM UTC
Auspicious 2017 Greetings
* I see you every moment Within and around me Still why my eyes are Searching for YOU? Oh kind blessed BELOVED of mine My soul is seeking your touch I wish an auspicious 2017 Greetings for my BELOVED May be it was not our destiny To cross roads last year 2016 Let us hope for change in 2017 I've sent my Greetings to my BELOVED I am waiting for the miracle to happen Even the heart of the earth Even the spirit of the ocean Even the soul of the sky Are cracking listening to My plight of LOVE I pray my LOVE Touches your soul If it was not in our fate in 2016 Let LOVE be our destiny in 2017 I know that for my BELOVED There is no in-equality There is always rights - human rights A fight for empowerment of LOVE Everyone who shows LOVE Is tendered with grace, kindness & care To whoever my BELOVED touches Will live thereafter in peaceful calm I know I am very far from my BELOVED From the aura of BELOVED'z magic Someone come, tell & show my LOVE To my BELOVED and Grant me a relief from my despairs I live compelled by sadness of Time cycle of days & nights Everyone is allowed to see BELOVED'z Flowers except me, Why I've been given thorns to walk on? BELOVED, you know it all, so What else I should say to YOU? Just give me a sign from there My stars sparkle due to your benevolence Like a mother-baby, It is not good to keep Us separated for long You know I am ready to exchange Even my life for your sake I wish an auspicious year of 2017 To everyone Oh my BELOVED May be it was not our destiny To cross roads last year 2016 Let us hope for better in 2017 *
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I woke up this mornin’, All wound-up, down in the deep, Laid-back under the haystack half asleep, When she pulled up In her Cadillac, uh huh, And pointed to the two pillows In the back, uh huh. But will she get to me? We shall see. Out behind the barn We tore thru the broomcorn plots; Then up in the loft, She cut the tops of my bootstraps off; But she fits the bill All by herself, uh huh; All nine-yards on A five-foot shelf, uh huh. But will she get to me? We shall see. When autumn has rolled Past the summer’s fold, If the line goes slack, If the wheels won’t go, ‘Cause I’ve never cried, Not when mother died, Nor this mornin’ When you went away —— —— Was it then? Or was it yesterday? I told her: “It’s not fair! It despairs the spirit of man, To give a slave to their fate Just to pay them to slave on demand!” Then she said to me While she was fixin’ her hair, uh huh: “Some loser’s always tryin’ To make the whole world fair,” uh huh. But will she get to me? We shall see. When autumn has rolled Past the summer’s fold, If the line goes slack, If the wheels won’t go, ‘Cause I’ve never cried, Not when mother died, Nor this mornin’ When you went away —— —— Was it then? Or was it yesterday?
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Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 7:48 PM UTC
We Shall See