"derserving" poems
I met someone today
Someone I've known forever, yet never really known
she was a beautiful girl, yet she wrapped
herself in a blanket of insecurity
She was a determined girl, yet dependant on
everyone but herself
She was an affectionate girl, yet gave love to all but
those who were derserving
She was an eloquent girl, yet she impressed
for all the wrong reasons
I stood in the mirror, staring at her, staring at me
And all I thought was how very little I envied her
How self-concious and plain and naive she was
I looked at her and decided
We'd never meet again.
Dec 8, 2010
Dec 8, 2010 at 7:33 PM UTC
Anxiety rests heavy hands on my head
Molding my perception
With it's unrelenting pressure
I am left to wonder
Why I so acutely suffer
Do I deserve this?
For living in cognitive dissonance?
Dec 5, 2017
Dec 5, 2017 at 1:51 AM UTC
Look
I am simple person
Just do one thing
Look
Look at me
As a person
That is derserving
Of love
Of your time
That you are not
Willing to give
Look
I am worthy
Of knowing you
Of getting to see
The real you
Look
At how much I want you
Look
At how my eyes are only
Towards you
Looking
Is what I should
Be doing
Because while your not
Looking at me
I am realizing on how
You don’t deserve my
Look
Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 11:43 PM UTC