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"deafness" poems
Whirlpool of whirling quaint Inequality brewing in the Winepress of smithereens Fragile polity. Voices of weariness cried Out from the wasteyard of Waste for succour, Pointing fingers of Recrimination towards The abyss of drouth , Entangled in conflicts Of interest. Winds of improvised emblem Bearing hunchback of Woes, Raising hands from the Drowning deep sea For rescue like A dejected beautiful Vigaro in a Turbulent ocean of quarrel With her spouse. Whereas reddish fluids of life Runs across the same veins And arteries of haves And haves-not but Cottage of interests Hoisting avalanche of Rainbow-coloured flags Standing aloof on the Pole of misrule, Demarcating their interests. No accommodation for wants In the corridor of affluence. Wants on a trade mission With wealthy but caged in The confinement of wealth. Winds of inequality blew Whirler of wants into The marrow of the Haves-not. Rains of inequality passing Through a lockage of lack Into the improvised, Doling-out poverty to Gain the control of Wealth. Alas! Blindness sees inner Vision of darkness from The households of political lamia. Alas! Deafness hears Discordant vague voices Of failure from the forest of frustration. Alas! Dumbness speaks Language of gnomes out Of the vale of forgotten treasures. Alas! A four year tenancy turning into decades of challenges. But we shall revive our hope and raise our voices tomorrow.
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Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 8:19 AM UTC
HYMN OF INEQUALITY
I met a woman brutal in her mercy. Her embrace was a clinch to prevent hard blows. She pulled me close to push me away. Seeing my nakedness she leant me a dream of chainmail and shield. Taking love from me she gave a reprieve to a mind resigned to the slow death of feeling. Ignoring my words she heard my faint silent heartbeat and understood that it was music too quiet for the world to hear and turned it up louder than I could stand. I wept in my deafness as she danced.
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Feb 15, 2019
Feb 15, 2019 at 10:28 AM UTC
Brutal Mercies
We humans have Lots of silly excuses All the time From dusk to dawn And in all seasons Whether spring or autumn And if winter or summer We always complain for What we don’t have Lacking this and that And so on.. But we never Count our blessings Our mind With no retardation Our eyes With no blindness Our ears With no deafness Our tongue With no dumbness And our body With no disability at all Even though Most of us Believe that We are not talented And lack so many skills But we never think How a disabled person Got so many vibrant calibers Some can write With legs Some can dance With one leg Some can swim With no legs and arms Some can paint With no vision And all that Mind blowing talents With such disabilities Is something To learn about But have we Ever thought Why can’t We have that abilities And the reason is We don’t have an urge To do anything We have lots of facilities Around us And thus we don’t need To sharp our brains We live in pleasures Like in a full swing And thus We don’t know The pain of a Handicapped The darkness Of a blind The communication barrier Of a dumb The hearing impairments Of a deaf The financial constraints Of a poor And the loneliness Of an orphan We humans Born as ordinary And thus No need to think As extraordinary We mostly learn from Our mistakes And so about the Urge for it When we get A sincere urge It results to a Turning point in life So why can’t we Challenge our disability And make it an ability Let’s rebound our abilities To make it a miracle And enjoy the worthiness of This graceful life
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Nov 17, 2019
Nov 17, 2019 at 5:36 PM UTC
DISABILITY TO ABILITY
We humans have Lots of silly excuses All the time From dusk to dawn And in all seasons Whether spring or autumn And if winter or summer We always complain for What we don’t have Lacking this and that And so on.. But we never Count our blessings Our mind With no retardation Our eyes With no blindness Our ears With no deafness Our tongue With no dumbness And our body With no disability at all Even though Most of us Believe that We are not talented And lack so many skills But we never think How a disabled person Got so many vibrant calibers Some can write With legs Some can dance With one leg Some can swim With no legs and arms Some can paint With no vision And all that Mind blowing talents With such disabilities Is something To learn about But have we Ever thought Why can’t We have that abilities And the reason is We don’t have an urge To do anything We have lots of facilities Around us And thus we don’t need To sharp our brains We live in pleasures Like in a full swing And thus We don’t know The pain of a Handicapped The darkness Of a blind The communication barrier Of a dumb The hearing impairments Of a deaf The financial constraints Of a poor And the loneliness Of an orphan We humans Born as ordinary And thus No need to think As extraordinary We mostly learn from Our mistakes And so about the Urge for it When we get A sincere urge It results to a Turning point in life So why can’t we Challenge our disability And make it an ability Let’s rebound our abilities To make it a miracle And enjoy the worthiness of This graceful life
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Frozen in the darkness silence peacefully shrouds me hoping that I am breathless, praying he wont see, this sublime sorrow I am gasping in the pain swallowing bitter tears seconds from insane. Defining the emotion each and every time trying not to echo, balancing on the line, silence is a killer but not my reason to die hearing in this deafness will always make me cry. The shadows over take me, speak the unspoken curse just as well I am dying can't bear to smell this hearse. Weighed down by lost tomorrows my memory finally broke, why is it always my own hands gripped to make me choke? His hug comforts my stomach blindly in his sleep not knowing in this darkness my eyes can't help but weep, obscurity plays around me tries to steal my breath every time I close my eyes I know I’m close to death. Panic underestimates the power the black withholds carving me so gently, painless as it moulds I sweat out my reaction cause words can't find a voice, helplessly devoted to lay I have no choice. Everything suffocates can't bear to close my eyes repeated optimism as I see how everyone dies, my mind is there to haunt me it never gives me peace all the pills digested at will, still wont make it cease. Night is a blur now confused by chemical reaction convulsions rage as death excels performing its extraction, in the mix I see his face traumatised by my choice, it's made but time has gone his actions futile as sight begins to fade, regret stabs flesh repentantly too late to change effect I know he’ll cry forever at his failure to correct. My selfish, vengeful actions will speak louder than my word he never seen the suicide…do you think he finally heard?
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Aug 8, 2010
Aug 8, 2010 at 7:07 AM UTC
Doctors Permission
Frozen in the darkness silence peacefully shrouds me hoping that I am breathless, praying he wont see, this sublime sorrow I am gasping in the pain swallowing bitter tears seconds from insane. Defining the emotion each and every time trying not to echo, balancing on the line, silence is a killer but not my reason to die hearing in this deafness will always make me cry. The shadows over take me, speak the unspoken curse just as well I am dying can't bear to smell this hearse. Weighed down by lost tomorrows my memory finally broke, why is it always my own hands gripped to make me choke? His hug comforts my stomach blindly in his sleep not knowing in this darkness my eyes can't help but weep, obscurity plays around me tries to steal my breath every time I close my eyes I know I’m close to death. Panic underestimates the power the black withholds carving me so gently, painless as it moulds I sweat out my reaction cause words can't find a voice, helplessly devoted to lay I have no choice. Everything suffocates can't bear to close my eyes repeated optimism as I see how everyone dies, my mind is there to haunt me it never gives me peace all the pills digested at will, still wont make it cease. Night is a blur now confused by chemical reaction convulsions rage as death excels performing its extraction, in the mix I see his face traumatised by my choice, it's made but time has gone his actions futile as sight begins to fade, regret stabs flesh repentantly too late to change effect I know he’ll cry forever at his failure to correct. My selfish, vengeful actions will speak louder than my word he never seen the suicide…do you think he finally heard?
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A dancing Bear grotesque and funny Earned for his master heaps of money, Gruff yet good-natured, fond of honey, And cheerful if the day was sunny. Past hedge and ditch, past pond and wood He tramped, and on some common stood; There, cottage children circling gaily, He in their midmost footed daily. Pandean pipes and drum and muzzle Were quite enough his brain to puzzle: But like a philosophic bear He let alone extraneous care And danced contented anywhere. Still, year on year, and wear and tear, Age even the gruffest, bluffest bear. A day came when he scarce could prance, And when his master looked askance On dancing Bear who would not dance. To looks succeeded blows; hard blows Battered his ears and poor old nose. From bluff and gruff he waxed curmudgeon; He danced indeed, but danced in dudgeon, Capered in fury fast and faster. Ah, could he once but hug his master And perish in one joint disaster! But deafness, blindness, weakness growing, Not fury's self could keep him going. One dark day when the snow was snowing His cup was brimmed to overflowing: He tottered, toppled on one side, Growled once, and shook his head, and died. The master kicked and struck in vain, The weary drudge had distanced pain And never now would wince again. The master growled; he might have howled Or coaxed,--that slave's last growl was growled. So gnawed by rancor and chagrin One thing remained: he sold the skin. What next the man did is not worth Your notice or my setting forth, But hearken what befell at last. His idle working days gone past, And not one friend and not one penny Stored up (if ever he had any Friends; but his coppers had been many), All doors stood shut against him but The workhouse door, which cannot shut. There he droned on,--a grim old sinner, Toothless, and grumbling for his dinner, Unpitied quite, uncared for much (The rate-payers not favoring such), Hungry and gaunt, with time to spare; Perhaps the hungry, gaunt old Bear Danced back, a haunting memory. Indeed, I hope so, for you see If once the hard old heart relented, The hard old man may have repented.
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Brother Bruin
A dancing Bear grotesque and funny Earned for his master heaps of money, Gruff yet good-natured, fond of honey, And cheerful if the day was sunny. Past hedge and ditch, past pond and wood He tramped, and on some common stood; There, cottage children circling gaily, He in their midmost footed daily. Pandean pipes and drum and muzzle Were quite enough his brain to puzzle: But like a philosophic bear He let alone extraneous care And danced contented anywhere. Still, year on year, and wear and tear, Age even the gruffest, bluffest bear. A day came when he scarce could prance, And when his master looked askance On dancing Bear who would not dance. To looks succeeded blows; hard blows Battered his ears and poor old nose. From bluff and gruff he waxed curmudgeon; He danced indeed, but danced in dudgeon, Capered in fury fast and faster. Ah, could he once but hug his master And perish in one joint disaster! But deafness, blindness, weakness growing, Not fury's self could keep him going. One dark day when the snow was snowing His cup was brimmed to overflowing: He tottered, toppled on one side, Growled once, and shook his head, and died. The master kicked and struck in vain, The weary drudge had distanced pain And never now would wince again. The master growled; he might have howled Or coaxed,--that slave's last growl was growled. So gnawed by rancor and chagrin One thing remained: he sold the skin. What next the man did is not worth Your notice or my setting forth, But hearken what befell at last. His idle working days gone past, And not one friend and not one penny Stored up (if ever he had any Friends; but his coppers had been many), All doors stood shut against him but The workhouse door, which cannot shut. There he droned on,--a grim old sinner, Toothless, and grumbling for his dinner, Unpitied quite, uncared for much (The rate-payers not favoring such), Hungry and gaunt, with time to spare; Perhaps the hungry, gaunt old Bear Danced back, a haunting memory. Indeed, I hope so, for you see If once the hard old heart relented, The hard old man may have repented.
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So… he looked on, watching from afar the imagery of family. Now alone, sitting in place on an old cranky stubborn porch, eighty-one years of tears laughter and memory/smiled; his smiled gleamed through the haze and humidly of another summer day: a day that reminded him of his younger years when the joy in many eyes gathered for a day of barbecue and rejoice in his voice, as his raspy cough briefly interrupted the moment, was the song of an elderly man missing the days of innocence but briefly in this time, in the sight of the young boy he now studied from across the street he saw a familiarity. His vision saw support and togetherness; his hearing heard the song of compassion and in the charcoaled flavored heat, his heart felt what he thought was forgotten; the genius and destiny of hope. In his life he has seen once inspiring brick-layered sidewalks become the mask of crime that has kidnapped a neighborhood once proud. He has seen the dreams of children become temporarily paralyzed by the heights of poverty and many visions of fear. He watched in silence over all these years but the tears of his mind has always been vocal. The shackles of osteoarthritis that now held on to his bones and the slight battle with old-aged deafness that now challenged the vibration of harmony and not even the parade of high blood pressure marching through his veins could keep him from feeling the pain and decay of days passed. But as he looked on at the sight of burgers and hotdogs sizzling on the grill; as he looked on at the pleasantries of young and old joining in good times and fun playing the games of life; as he looked on and lived again through the body language of the young boy who now looked back at him he saw the glimpse of renewal in a community holding on to the aspects of a neighborhood’s inheritance. For the first time in many decades, he saw the enjoyment in dancing trees that waltzed in the breezes of tomorrow; he felt shades of sweat trickle down his bronzed almond skin that was the welcomed condensation of happiness and he smelled a renewed energy of genetic fortitude that was family all in the aroma of summer cooking -- and so…he dreamed on.
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Jul 8, 2012
Jul 8, 2012 at 9:47 AM UTC
Summer Cooking
So… he looked on, watching from afar the imagery of family. Now alone, sitting in place on an old cranky stubborn porch, eighty-one years of tears laughter and memory/smiled; his smiled gleamed through the haze and humidly of another summer day: a day that reminded him of his younger years when the joy in many eyes gathered for a day of barbecue and rejoice in his voice, as his raspy cough briefly interrupted the moment, was the song of an elderly man missing the days of innocence but briefly in this time, in the sight of the young boy he now studied from across the street he saw a familiarity. His vision saw support and togetherness; his hearing heard the song of compassion and in the charcoaled flavored heat, his heart felt what he thought was forgotten; the genius and destiny of hope. In his life he has seen once inspiring brick-layered sidewalks become the mask of crime that has kidnapped a neighborhood once proud. He has seen the dreams of children become temporarily paralyzed by the heights of poverty and many visions of fear. He watched in silence over all these years but the tears of his mind has always been vocal. The shackles of osteoarthritis that now held on to his bones and the slight battle with old-aged deafness that now challenged the vibration of harmony and not even the parade of high blood pressure marching through his veins could keep him from feeling the pain and decay of days passed. But as he looked on at the sight of burgers and hotdogs sizzling on the grill; as he looked on at the pleasantries of young and old joining in good times and fun playing the games of life; as he looked on and lived again through the body language of the young boy who now looked back at him he saw the glimpse of renewal in a community holding on to the aspects of a neighborhood’s inheritance. For the first time in many decades, he saw the enjoyment in dancing trees that waltzed in the breezes of tomorrow; he felt shades of sweat trickle down his bronzed almond skin that was the welcomed condensation of happiness and he smelled a renewed energy of genetic fortitude that was family all in the aroma of summer cooking -- and so…he dreamed on.
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SCREAM at the top your lungs To cure any doubt for deafness On a bumpy ride in between satin and fog, Slipping on the white leather smudged With the day's dirt. Let's sit and tear At the rolling and swirling dolphins, Who swim to hunt to eat to swim, In no hurry.
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Jul 1, 2010
Jul 1, 2010 at 11:22 AM UTC
Tearful Morning Boatride with the Seagulls
They speak silently on troubled nights whispering through the crowds Somber voices crying out and soon nothing else can be heard through blaring deafness in the loneliness of your mind Listening Remembering each word and speaking up for all to hear because you will reply to them every night you will reply
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Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 12:17 PM UTC
Insanity
wrists cry hemaglobin tears washed away by shower steam and daydream fears your knife-wielding hands clenched to the bone my roar now dwindled to a gentle hum your selective deafness my self-inflicted muteness our perpetual daze i wanted you to hear me so i screamed my voice away
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Aug 21, 2021
Aug 21, 2021 at 10:17 PM UTC
3/17/2019
When You Should Be Doing Homework You dig for your future inside a mirror, Excavating pimples, drowning in your pupils, Wondering if the road map that gathers around The belt of your iris will make you look wise After fifty years of blinking—or If the folds in your skin will bookmark a chapter Where you let them close for too long Memorializing a missed-out stripe. You lean closer to the better half of yourself, The one that gets to look real in a cold glass surface Without enduring the social blemish that comes with authenticity And a lack of caked on makeup. You count the pores on your nose. The weight of silent opinions and swallowed up worries Split the edges of your lips wide open like a sore. You look inside; behind the fillings, under the flood of saliva, inside the flesh of your gums, For the shelves where advice for your unborn children will sit and gather dust; yellowing like old bones and tasting like coffee. Don’t marry your mattress. The way to a man’s heart is bacon. Sticks and stone don’t usually look like sticks and stones. If those children become anything like you are now, it’s a safe bet they will have selective deafness. You imagine your graying hair and huskied voice spewing life lessons drilled into you by your parents, Hallmarks cards, and people who call themselves poets— *Make sure your smile matches the color of the dry cleaned heart your wear on your sleeve. If you want to do well in school, learn how to ******** Never own / wear anything studded. One day you’ll want to die your hair a rebellious color, thinking it’s cool: go for it. To hell with the people who will give a **** One day you’ll want a concert t-shirt with wholes and stains that spell out **** go for that too, you’ll learn the hard way those are the hardest to wash*. You step away from the echo of your eyes in the mirror, feeling sorry for the future responsibilities you’ll try hard to raise into good people. Mom and Dad don’t always know best. Don’t look in the mirror and think about the future. You’ll only see your hair gray. Do your homework. Keep your socks clean. Use protection. You pull yourself out of your mouth Gulp down the darkness in your pupils, Letting your face return to normal—the road map sinking into your skin, disappearing. That future is too close for you to conjure it in the mirror. Even without the weight of wrinkles, Your eyes are too tired to stay open.
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 12:17 AM UTC
When You Should Be Doing Homework
When You Should Be Doing Homework You dig for your future inside a mirror, Excavating pimples, drowning in your pupils, Wondering if the road map that gathers around The belt of your iris will make you look wise After fifty years of blinking—or If the folds in your skin will bookmark a chapter Where you let them close for too long Memorializing a missed-out stripe. You lean closer to the better half of yourself, The one that gets to look real in a cold glass surface Without enduring the social blemish that comes with authenticity And a lack of caked on makeup. You count the pores on your nose. The weight of silent opinions and swallowed up worries Split the edges of your lips wide open like a sore. You look inside; behind the fillings, under the flood of saliva, inside the flesh of your gums, For the shelves where advice for your unborn children will sit and gather dust; yellowing like old bones and tasting like coffee. Don’t marry your mattress. The way to a man’s heart is bacon. Sticks and stone don’t usually look like sticks and stones. If those children become anything like you are now, it’s a safe bet they will have selective deafness. You imagine your graying hair and huskied voice spewing life lessons drilled into you by your parents, Hallmarks cards, and people who call themselves poets— *Make sure your smile matches the color of the dry cleaned heart your wear on your sleeve. If you want to do well in school, learn how to ******** Never own / wear anything studded. One day you’ll want to die your hair a rebellious color, thinking it’s cool: go for it. To hell with the people who will give a **** One day you’ll want a concert t-shirt with wholes and stains that spell out **** go for that too, you’ll learn the hard way those are the hardest to wash*. You step away from the echo of your eyes in the mirror, feeling sorry for the future responsibilities you’ll try hard to raise into good people. Mom and Dad don’t always know best. Don’t look in the mirror and think about the future. You’ll only see your hair gray. Do your homework. Keep your socks clean. Use protection. You pull yourself out of your mouth Gulp down the darkness in your pupils, Letting your face return to normal—the road map sinking into your skin, disappearing. That future is too close for you to conjure it in the mirror. Even without the weight of wrinkles, Your eyes are too tired to stay open.
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"God is Alive, Magic is Afoot." Who are you? Who am I? the light  in February can be self-sufficient, sharp as deafness in the middle of the sentence heavy as denial, rapturous as a fusion in the wind, in the air forces of cohesion and destruction play well together in the arena of ribs, guts, lungs, perhaps the silent liver something is shivering inside the light of a blade an efortless wave of desire a tired boundary left alone in the afternoon the contours of my limits, your limits, their limits so bright in this constructivist fabric Picasso was just foretelling us forcing the doors to expose the cover-up dreaming his internal objects then we start all over with every breath I want to give myself to me as a new toy, as a gift I want to love him with overt passion I want you/him to break and store me in between your thoughts the body is full of eyes, of ears, of lips I’ll survive in a whisper They just want to flow into each other clapping, holding on to the fluid of life engulfing everything, defying all censorship, authorship, leadership the light in February is newly born with desire to embrace itself, its darkness in the vibrant body I am, you are are sliding back with the air finding rest in the vital void the song remains the same I am you, and you are me the enchanted blade is ready to cut a new body for misunderstanding we need to survive each other something is tickling my feet some wordless revolt some rage of the living to impersonate death to posses their breath I feel my boundaries watched over by desire but you are always invited here to sing your sea of blood turquoise or as you like I am my desire my desire is searching for myself everywhere in the incomprehensible light in the lightness of his hair in their hunger, courage and despair for tomorrow
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 4:41 PM UTC
I am my desire
"God is Alive, Magic is Afoot." Who are you? Who am I? the light  in February can be self-sufficient, sharp as deafness in the middle of the sentence heavy as denial, rapturous as a fusion in the wind, in the air forces of cohesion and destruction play well together in the arena of ribs, guts, lungs, perhaps the silent liver something is shivering inside the light of a blade an efortless wave of desire a tired boundary left alone in the afternoon the contours of my limits, your limits, their limits so bright in this constructivist fabric Picasso was just foretelling us forcing the doors to expose the cover-up dreaming his internal objects then we start all over with every breath I want to give myself to me as a new toy, as a gift I want to love him with overt passion I want you/him to break and store me in between your thoughts the body is full of eyes, of ears, of lips I’ll survive in a whisper They just want to flow into each other clapping, holding on to the fluid of life engulfing everything, defying all censorship, authorship, leadership the light in February is newly born with desire to embrace itself, its darkness in the vibrant body I am, you are are sliding back with the air finding rest in the vital void the song remains the same I am you, and you are me the enchanted blade is ready to cut a new body for misunderstanding we need to survive each other something is tickling my feet some wordless revolt some rage of the living to impersonate death to posses their breath I feel my boundaries watched over by desire but you are always invited here to sing your sea of blood turquoise or as you like I am my desire my desire is searching for myself everywhere in the incomprehensible light in the lightness of his hair in their hunger, courage and despair for tomorrow
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the fact of deafness it is not our minds but our ears thinks not that i don't understand though sound does not enter sight is available my eyes read lips my hands make signs i know you understand pretending otherwise to explain from start to end is a waste for you do not believe what can i do? but i feel the isolation seems like my life gets harder with passing time you say i'm young its not true you try to make it as if age matters when its not by blackrose date: Sept. 24, 2014
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Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 3:03 PM UTC
deaf
no matter how loud I scream I still hear nothing I can't even hear my own voice no matter how loud I scream
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Mar 31, 2023
Mar 31, 2023 at 4:58 AM UTC
Screaming in Deafness
Soft Blows Where there is thunder the lips speak in soft blows Syllables award-winning Connect in dialogue A distance meaning close Action speaking deafness arouse Hammer to anvil Current transmitted Feelings stir emotions Message is clear
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Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 5:37 AM UTC
Soft Blows
Good old Ludwig von Beethoven Wrote music that was greathoven His deafness didn’t preclude The greatness of this dude But now, alas, he is latehoven
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Apr 8, 2012
Apr 8, 2012 at 10:08 AM UTC
Good old Ludwig von Beethoven
Beauty wears the cold breath of death the way a ********* wears a smile. Is this casual brutality a sign of the times? Or have you watched the news in the last 24 hours? The mirror sung a thousand prayers to the God; now felt forsaken with 31 flavours to his love. They pierced your body with their spears of love and hung you up by the hair to dry. You recite your green finch song to the deafness of those above, and they still hold your lace burdened hand to quiet your sorrowful heart. Lay your head upon the pillow as tiredness takes us both as the morning rears its ugly head and the day becomes yours again. Then raise your golden brow to the freedom of Night Angels who know your secret kiss where all desires roam amiss, watch yourself seek for home in the city's barrio's and filth down *** sodden alleys where happiness is spilled. The Centurions of hunger who's empty bellies predict this shift of power. By these shadows of delight you don the mantle of delirium It stretches down to your wrists and grows taut by this slip of Fate your barrier of Morpheus a tattoo by Bacchus a scar tissue kiss of Eros. Your beauty burned like an ember that puckered my skin My love wrote a sonnet in invisible ink. "Goodbye" a silver bullet that is tasteless unlike your kisses. And your finger slipped upon the trigger.
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Jul 21, 2013
Jul 21, 2013 at 7:02 AM UTC
Beauty wears the cold breath of death the way a ********* wears a smile
SuzAnne, nee Christine Irascible, Incorrigible, Indefatigable, Affable Adopted sister of Doug and Mike and sort of Jill Lover of ideas and stances Who fears laryngitis and deafness Who needs music and malleability Who gives grades and advice Who would like to see Firenze and the Pyramids of Giza Who lives in Hot Water Wilson, nee Doe
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Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 8:12 PM UTC
autobiography
Good morning gorgeous! You asked me why I broke up with her. I've been thinking about what to say without sounding like a disrespectful **** Like you I've discovered it's easier to figure it out if you write it down. You're seeking and respect honesty so here goes. I could not get you out of my head yesterday and went to bed thinking about you last night. I watched Tyson peck at the wood branch in his cage. He bit me like the one he's named after bit Holyfield. He loses interest in toys I buy him in minutes.   Reminds me of my ex she was the same way. She never listened when I spoke and it was like I never did. I lost patience with her due to her always being late. Last time I took her out she was an hour late with no good reason but couldn't decide what to wear. She was adult but felt like I was involved with a immature kid. Plus she's impulsive in a bad way. She used the cards I let her use for emergencies to gamble online, bought online and hid what she didn't need and took her friends who were immature like her out on the town at my expense. Drove me nuts because she had difficulty paying attention. Sometimes love isn't enough to over come her kind of deafness or her thinking it fun to put aluminum foil in microwaves. She was the queen of drama and procrastination. Her place was always disorderly and she swore to me when we met she was a neat freak. I don't mind a little daily life messes it happens. Her chronic lateness made it a last straw. On the night I was to introduce to my folks she was late and they left my home without meeting her. It's been over two years since I ended the misery of her in my life but she's still bitter. Unlike you she's stuck in hate mode and will be there until someone else buys her lies and manipulations. Could say more but I believe you will see the full picture. I wrote this for you Betty Ponder. I know you know it's about you. : )
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Jan 21, 2014
Jan 21, 2014 at 6:22 AM UTC
here's why
Good morning gorgeous! You asked me why I broke up with her. I've been thinking about what to say without sounding like a disrespectful **** Like you I've discovered it's easier to figure it out if you write it down. You're seeking and respect honesty so here goes. I could not get you out of my head yesterday and went to bed thinking about you last night. I watched Tyson peck at the wood branch in his cage. He bit me like the one he's named after bit Holyfield. He loses interest in toys I buy him in minutes.   Reminds me of my ex she was the same way. She never listened when I spoke and it was like I never did. I lost patience with her due to her always being late. Last time I took her out she was an hour late with no good reason but couldn't decide what to wear. She was adult but felt like I was involved with a immature kid. Plus she's impulsive in a bad way. She used the cards I let her use for emergencies to gamble online, bought online and hid what she didn't need and took her friends who were immature like her out on the town at my expense. Drove me nuts because she had difficulty paying attention. Sometimes love isn't enough to over come her kind of deafness or her thinking it fun to put aluminum foil in microwaves. She was the queen of drama and procrastination. Her place was always disorderly and she swore to me when we met she was a neat freak. I don't mind a little daily life messes it happens. Her chronic lateness made it a last straw. On the night I was to introduce to my folks she was late and they left my home without meeting her. It's been over two years since I ended the misery of her in my life but she's still bitter. Unlike you she's stuck in hate mode and will be there until someone else buys her lies and manipulations. Could say more but I believe you will see the full picture. I wrote this for you Betty Ponder. I know you know it's about you. : )
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*It all started in the town Warwickshire, within Stratford-upon-Avon a magician invented a spell a thaumaturgy from Ovid's magnum opus and Holinshed Chronicles that whispered an image of kings and battles which turned into a game of bewitchment! Hail the Globe Theatre where the throng gathered and witness the sorcery ensorcelled by the conjurer though spell cast into ashes and turn dreams into a nightmare Yet, 'Your tale, sir, would cure deafness.'*
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Mar 22, 2017
Mar 22, 2017 at 12:57 PM UTC
The Bard of Avon
They say It all will be okay-you're beautiful As if those words can draw the line Between bravery and slavery And clear my back of scars Left by the lash of sacrifice. Every choice I have made Has been a step away From love, from freedom, from home. For in this maze of concrete and steel I must be alone, and always composed - There is always someone watching So I keep a steel rod in my spine And walk towards the end of the city Pretending I cannot feel passer-bys stare Sizing me up Feigning deafness to the murmurs of my pronounced bones and sharp features All I am is a hanger for clothes A display, a game, a gamble They want it to pay off So they tell me it will all be okay Because I am beautiful
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Aug 23, 2013
Aug 23, 2013 at 11:06 PM UTC
Their Gamble
the town i was born in wasn't big enough to contain the vastness of my dreams so i moved out i spent hours upon hours on the bank of river yamuna looking for a sign completely forgetting that a dead river can't speak i misunderstood its silence for an invitation so i moved in i traded my inner peace for smoke filled air and my innocence for the facade of a happy woman delhi, i spent years of my life trying to fit in to make sure that i belong then why do the stares on the streets tell me that i don't delhi why have you been so cruel to me like a failed mother forcing her expectations on her daughter no matter what i did i was never good enough every time i tried to speak you just didn't want to hear you're a city trying to hide its deafness from its people delhi why are you so unfair? you throw stones at the workers that build you and bow down at the feet of your destroyers maybe you're just as confused and tired as me people have taken more from you than you could give so you stand exhausted, defeated and short of breath and i do the same for both of us have failed miserably i could never be your daughter and you could never be my home
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Jul 31, 2020
Jul 31, 2020 at 7:44 AM UTC
Dear Delhi
Tarmac under foot Bootprint in gum stain Pigeon among thorns, warble from ghost Wind between railings, xylophone of souls Altar for vagrants, drunks and rovers Graveyard for worms of steel Footstep footstep footstep Echo, silence, echo, silence The Wait. Out of the moonlight, floodlight Bone of back against wall Tentacle of mist, droplets on window Thunder of wheels through the emptiness Deafness, echo, silence
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Apr 24, 2013
Apr 24, 2013 at 4:16 PM UTC
Train Station at Night
"I don't know her. I've seen her; A strong spectre of absolute femininity and a lingering presence so strong, that all things thereon.. revolved unto the centrepiece of her clear, imperfect, overwhelming and sinking magnitude. The fortitude.. She's the most beautiful women I've ever seen.. and no, not that kind of beauty. Well, It could've been.. She has a darkness to her, so captivating; so dense that all article in her cense is stalled in mesmerising silence and anticipation for the next fleeting beat of her beautiful heart..  for the next pacing glaze that would tear me apart, along the horizon of mere "things" in her shade, as she looks around and so passionately drowns the world in awe. The charm that she'd bestow.. When I first saw her, my heart stopped, literally, only to -and out of grave deafness, explode as if it has been beating 'cross an infinite expanse of scapes compressed in the swiftness of a second.. boom! 'cross the room.. Suddenly, the void that consumed out of me the very sorry existence that I am, failingly so distant to her proximity, exploded like a rose bursting into bloom.. exploding no less, from pale tasteless petals to mindblowing extravagance. I don't love her, I admit. I don't even know how to begin to fathom such an implosion of utopian lust for the hazel green distance in her eyes, let alone love her. She might be a man-eater, in disguise, for all the possibilities of things likely.. She is, however unattainable, perhaps my greatest unembarked adventure; my Odyssey. Not so, perhaps, my greatest... the one other dream she, still that I of another kiss.. a bliss.. an even greater adventure, nonetheless.. but a rhythm for another rhyme; another prose for another time. This.. She's ancient unconscionable forbidden bliss for the morbid spirit that I am, enchanted with sweetness and love. Volatile like wildfire, she has the world entwined in the gypsy black waves of unconstrained dreams. But that wasn't her, who lingered back in my head... The residence was of another.. I saw her once, in my seems.. my truest endeavours for a place that screams for relentless torture behind sweet jagged beams of black light on black. I don't love her, I reassure, nor am I in love with another. I'm taken by her like a leaf is in a storm. I am home. She's death in a green hazed gaze, for those of you who didn't figure it out by now." A.r. Bazian Nov 8th, 2015
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Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 3:12 PM UTC
Presence & Residence: A Prose Of a Woman, or Two..
"I don't know her. I've seen her; A strong spectre of absolute femininity and a lingering presence so strong, that all things thereon.. revolved unto the centrepiece of her clear, imperfect, overwhelming and sinking magnitude. The fortitude.. She's the most beautiful women I've ever seen.. and no, not that kind of beauty. Well, It could've been.. She has a darkness to her, so captivating; so dense that all article in her cense is stalled in mesmerising silence and anticipation for the next fleeting beat of her beautiful heart..  for the next pacing glaze that would tear me apart, along the horizon of mere "things" in her shade, as she looks around and so passionately drowns the world in awe. The charm that she'd bestow.. When I first saw her, my heart stopped, literally, only to -and out of grave deafness, explode as if it has been beating 'cross an infinite expanse of scapes compressed in the swiftness of a second.. boom! 'cross the room.. Suddenly, the void that consumed out of me the very sorry existence that I am, failingly so distant to her proximity, exploded like a rose bursting into bloom.. exploding no less, from pale tasteless petals to mindblowing extravagance. I don't love her, I admit. I don't even know how to begin to fathom such an implosion of utopian lust for the hazel green distance in her eyes, let alone love her. She might be a man-eater, in disguise, for all the possibilities of things likely.. She is, however unattainable, perhaps my greatest unembarked adventure; my Odyssey. Not so, perhaps, my greatest... the one other dream she, still that I of another kiss.. a bliss.. an even greater adventure, nonetheless.. but a rhythm for another rhyme; another prose for another time. This.. She's ancient unconscionable forbidden bliss for the morbid spirit that I am, enchanted with sweetness and love. Volatile like wildfire, she has the world entwined in the gypsy black waves of unconstrained dreams. But that wasn't her, who lingered back in my head... The residence was of another.. I saw her once, in my seems.. my truest endeavours for a place that screams for relentless torture behind sweet jagged beams of black light on black. I don't love her, I reassure, nor am I in love with another. I'm taken by her like a leaf is in a storm. I am home. She's death in a green hazed gaze, for those of you who didn't figure it out by now." A.r. Bazian Nov 8th, 2015
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The heron spreads his wings and preys. His stony stand a beachhead sloughing The salt sea, a sepulchered wading. Leaven the broken bred, unshell The teeming waters, a fisher of mermen Unlordly low this lying father, His wings are palms, His rock a mount, his wings a bay, And deafness, tears in the outer shores And exaulted seas the forgiven waves, Swells the briny blood and kelp. Vains are streaming to the fisher king, Lordy he lands the lying father His wings are psalms. A tiny flood that arcs the sky Marks lord in miniature, a King Fisher flies, His wings are The waters calmed. The otters bask and preen, mermen Jostle in the laddered rays of the sun They mark their surf, insouciant play, Wavering the fisher of men, he sways, Simply they circle in song singing hours, Dancing as do the murmuring waves, Their strokes are psalms.
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Dec 10, 2013
Dec 10, 2013 at 2:34 PM UTC
Heron Preys
Beyond the darkness Shades of painted corners face these inward fears Now drenched in lost endeavors and flat as the cornerstone of suffering Caught within boundaries along wasting moments, crying blanket feelings, pounding on the walls of despair “leaving fist prints like so many discarded roses” Calling out to the endless deafness “Time it does not heal, scars merely cut deeper”, echoes among the tapered dreams Fog engulfs the melody…slowly chasing after poetic symphonies playing in a westward direction “horizontal compass points from this to that” This weary hand trembles violently as it reaches, pleads Where the monochrome sun sets, beyond the chosen horizon in heart shaped vistas and opened arm landscapes Trust in amber glowing beacons wave banners of solitude “free flowing fabric beckoning in rhythmic motions” Forcing the stoic front door…open Creaking hinges scream, your fears cup beneath your chest Breathing in the stench of life but lured by the fragrance of the future Where sorrow drowns in cascade pools, pain hides where it can not be found and he waits to lift you…beyond the darkness “and you find you have wings, shimmering in this golden friendship”
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Dec 18, 2013
Dec 18, 2013 at 8:11 AM UTC
Beyond the darkness