"cueing" poems
The slot machines remove my cash
with Dyson like precision
The operation's painless
There isn't even an incision
It's gone as soon as I sit down
For that is just their mission
I lose as soon as I sit down
I made a bad decision
The table games are even worse
Distractions everywhere
Table dancers walk and dance
But most folks do not care
In shorty shorts and thigh high boots
They flick and fling their hair
And we sit losing wads of cash
As though we do not care
The strip itself is free to walk
It's a breaking even quest
Unless you take the monorail
Then you get put to the test
Long walks between casinos
Through the homeless where they nest
Once you walk to where you're going
You need to sit down for a rest
The walkways littered with lost souls
Our society's open sores
selling water for a dollar
blocking all the hotel doors
tourists cueing up to see
shell and ball games by the score
We walk by glancing down on them
For we are Vegas ******
A city based on excess
Where the winner is not you
There are some that leave with money
But, in truth....there's very few
The derelict and drunkards
beg for change the whole day through
and their dogs beg from the beggars
It never changes....nothing's new.
Oct 25, 2012
Oct 25, 2012 at 2:08 PM UTC
IV
Pizzicato pianissimo
its sound gestured into resonance
a slight plosive of winds sustained
Arco – a lament in falling thirds
whispering towards an upward leap and a hold
crescendo decrescendo
Imagine his imagining in nature’s realm
(that patient catalyst for the solitary maker’s mind)
now guarding here its assembly in a sounding out
Adagio – in a three-fold telling
A measured preliminary to the music’s soon-to-dance theme
before rising scales and emphatic chords – Allegro Vivace
V
Words on the rise
bricks on the going
then in the hall on the wall
A poem you simply have to read so
crouch close to the Suffolk brick
don’t mind those descending shoes
The verse is laced with words of sound
breaker march cry rumble clap
cueing memory into remembrance
And why why here
where formal musicking lives and rules
are we noised down steps by a boiling kettle?
VI
As the water holds its breath
so a dense cloudscape
forms and floats
Inverted
mirrored
wholly still
it replaces the water
with horizonless sky
and extended reflections of grass
But as water exhales
clouds coalesce
a right perspective restores
Dec 31, 2012
Dec 31, 2012 at 6:45 AM UTC
Retaining my feelings and personal streamlight
can be synonymous with a record player
start-stop, and cueing for movement
but never repeat "repeat".
I could not necessarily afford to retreat
into a misplaced time zone
and face yesterdays despondent pitch.
Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 1:15 PM UTC
skirts rustle across the floor
whispers of movement
and conversation, the conversations!
voices fill the room to the rafters
brimming with that peculiar sound
(and the occasional snubbed toe)
while in the background,
unnoticed save as the source of everything
fists raised for the next passage
black and brown in synchronized movement
the body drones, chucks falling in heartbeats
but the mechanics do not worry him
while his background hums in boredom
he is thinking about the prince in common time
stately marching fanfare
with a tinge of melancholy
so vivid in his eyes
the picture so vivid as if he was marching in that very room
destined to marry the girl
arranged by his well meaning parents
pretty enough but...
that other girl catches his eye
his heartbeat
his passion
how does he choose?
here come the boom chuck chucks
that elusive three four
cueing waltzes with each and both
whirling around the floor
a reflection of reality…
but this is their reality
how, can he choose?
but in the end, it’s his duty that calls him
his duty calls
in this big bright burning yellow room
no happily ever after for this fairytale prince
Feb 19, 2010
Feb 19, 2010 at 10:44 AM UTC
You were always there to help me through things, even thou there were the obvious times when it looked too be me just helping you throughout...EVERYTHING! Except that's never been quite truthful, since our very "inception" towards one another! I could honestly say there is not a time that goes by, where you aren't there to brighten up my day when reaching out with your greeting that raises my hopes even further in life! Showing that my heart glows for the very "special" friendship that we have together! As yours leaks while softly weeping tears of joy at the very prospect of your own independent individuality becoming (all the more "tempting") when confronting yourself toward me more and more as we both "shake a leg" when our very progress seems too quicken with each step of confrontation! Which is only limited by the access that we claim within each other's very hearts! It is truly "limitless"! Only when the "there and after"... Becomes the full set at which is easier for us too pronounce in one another. Giving a raise in our compatibility together as if by a mere simulation sparks trade between our ever-increasingly lingering emotions! Where the thing that merely activated this very "simulation for compatibility"... Was a cueing announcements called "information"! Our information is both a "heart of gold", because it's made to be entirely there...afterwards! (Remaining forevermore...if not "indefinitely"!) Whatever happens afterwards, will truly test our defining features as whatever we shape our mere simulation for compatibility into the next inception toward one another!
PS... It doesn't matter whatever happens to each one of us (from here on out)! Since wherever we are within some type of "unreachable scenario"... Will know the title of this very passage towards one another.... The "there and after"... Is not something you can just claim. But for the desire between our two compatibilities too simulate a greater passage of information when our very identities become one within the desire to bear a stronger resemblance towards each other's "glowing and leaking" hearts!
Aug 8, 2020
Aug 8, 2020 at 1:52 PM UTC
Brings up the hole in my dreams, white dressed mannequin overlaid with sequins,
her dress form baring my hide, skinny legs in skinny jeans, faced with her blue eyes.
This constant storm of thick regret, plays aching words through my stiffened threads. I am startled by the tinge of when he picks at my strings, his fingers cueing up my grief, I'm
transfixed by such staunch memories.
From this September thru December all that is anxious wrecks this time, blending stages of unconsciousness with the right to bide these rhythmic tidings outlined by the rigor of her whines. Bent by the rocking of the sea and the buried screams beneath, herein these mouths are tanned from where these voices once laid command.
Subtly superior, yet haunting in its serenity and clause, the metal stretched across her jaw, and while the dove is drugged, she cannot bestow her love, she is betrayed thru the very lens that halted life's immenseness and intent. Draped in her hospital gown, even her crown forgone, her gurney replaced her throne, no more royalty will she ever know.
Soma sudor, spit begrimed at ends, tiffs being had with friends, he takes away the organs, sends me back to consciousness with the bends. Every lock of hair I wanted, every piece of night I held, all my organs have been dismembered, all the luck I had is lost. In the corner of my iris there's a prime instance of despair, something left on a scrap of paper, though I could swear it looked like underwear. When the locusts fill this mind with every cadence indisposed, then they flourish on my body, leaving once they've eaten off my clothes.
Hours were my pajamas, where I slept once, now I lie. I'm the afterthought of courage, even in this heady nausea I once found sublime. Here this corpse doesn't leave a shadow, missing time where love bid supine. Even the wind it curdles in me, where no heart beats from this life.
With a child inside this bullet, art existed on her face, twice it eradicated lying, but not the ****** debt betrayed. Simple sin on the interstices, connected by the dots where pleasure writhes. All my hands are covered by this fever, where my mind has gone to die.
Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 8:18 PM UTC
I'm addicted to my favourite
non-existent recreational drug,
cueing in; compulsive lying.
The additional side effects
to my mind, soul and heart,
ain't as bad as I thought.
When I'm being questioned
about my troubling mental health,
I lied straight through my teeth,
that nothing could **** me,
yet I wanted to **** myself
the exact same hour.
I once lied to a friend that,
I will stay by her side
but in actuality,
I didn't even want to
stay in this world
But the biggest lie
that ever happened
is by telling myself
that I will soon be alright,
and lying is my only
coping mechanism
I think.
You know what I love
about this addiction,
is that it's a distraction
from the real harm,
which is self-actualisation,
of my ailing self.
Dec 14, 2017
Dec 14, 2017 at 11:17 AM UTC
I was cueing for a bus today
I had not the right money and needed too stay,
A man gave me 50p so I could be on my way
A act of kindness goes along way
A simple act of kindness that blew me away x thankyou too the man that day his name is Peter who helped me stay x
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 5:15 AM UTC
Catherine sat across a smooth pavement
Holding a cigarette to her face
Her skin shone gracefully as the sun
Bathed her to a perfect taste
Glossy lips and pointy *******
Yellow unbuttoned blouse and dimples
Vintage clothing embroidered with red flowers
Cigarettes lit raging smokes into corners
Shamelessly winking at gentlemenm of all ages
Youthful exuberance blown to heightened stages
Energetic elegance with effervescent emotions
A woman seductively cueing for commotions
Dec 19, 2017
Dec 19, 2017 at 10:26 AM UTC
Manic energy
Heads ******* banging
Aggressive freedom of the senses
Happiness plus hatred
liberation of this pent up energy
Double kick bass loudly, sound breaking
Fast paced high squealing notes
Stop.
Down breaks the hellish tempo
It’s time to smash faces,
Break bones in many places
A circular ritual of anger and sweat.
A trotting stampede of mindless freaks
All of them a ball of feelings hard like bricks
Surprise!
Concussion blast
Downed metal head comrade
Near a ****** foldable chair
Bleeding through his brain dome
Coughing asking for a still
memento of himself
Music halts and dust settles.
Uno, dos, tres, cuatro
Next title cueing
Freaks all cheering
Smells like **** blood and sweat drippings
Feedback through the amps.
wall of death opens briskly
all hell breaks loose
Feral eyes moving quickly
Our Viking hearts
Fight for dignity
Or die honorably
valkiries above the mosh pit
and a glimpse of Odin
Hammer smashed face.
club swung to my back
Whiplash.
I woke up in my backyard.
Sore back, ribs broken
And a beer in my hand.
Hell of a night man
May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 1:46 PM UTC
If you see my mind
It's like counting grains of sand
On the beach
Never been a leech
This for the real peeps
Who see the struggle
And nope you don't have to
Look through a Hubble
To see society's bubble
Troubles
Up ahead **** what trump said
Sound the trumpets
Angels cueing the sound
To let those know
All around we going in the ground
Its like that y'all
We on the verge of a permanent downfall stand tall
With my nuts agains the wall
Man I feel like Lennon Martin Malcolm and Kennedy
All wrapped into one
Can't embrace unity
Cuz it's so much corruption in society
They hate me .cuz I speak on truths
Not feeling
My mindpeeling
Heads like potatoes
From Idaho scratch that though
I'm just diggin ya mind
Like archeologist did to them Egyptian temples
Puttin out fake stories
To make it fit there agenda
Its all about propaganda
Sellin' lies and the civilians still buys
That ******** but wake up
We ain't got time for settlements
No sentiments for the soldiers sent
Overseas for rich oil company's
My minds at a breeze .but it don't blow me down slow me down
And ill still get around
Ya like a circle nerdy as Urkel
Real with these poems I spit
Made for ya to think and ****
**** the struggle we risin-
Revolutions won't be televised
Just realize real eyes
Will seeee
Jun 4, 2017
Jun 4, 2017 at 3:03 PM UTC