"crushable" poems
I was told that I have a small personality
What does that even mean?
I've been trying to figure it out
The accusation coursing through my veins while I bleed
How small exactly?
As knit as a picnic basket?
As crushable as an ant?
As microscopic as a germ that festers and grows into a size where it has symptoms but no sight?
Huh
If I am a germ that means I can start epidemics that sweep nations
Racking coughs and blood-shot eyes
Why are you acting surprised?
Don't worry, you don't realize
IF I were that small, I'd never use sickness as my disguise
I guess you assume I'm small because I'm shy
No, not shy
Reserved
I'm not scared to talk to you
I'm not scared to show my emotions
I just don't
Here you are, trying to fix me into something I'm not
When you don't even know the real me
Because if you think I'm small
You don't know me at all
My personality is BIG
I can switch from being mellow to violent as quick as a magic trick
And by violent I don't mean I'll cover someone with scratches
I mean vibrant and burning - here I am with the matches
Colours
So many colours
Soft yellow and grass green
Amber, scarlet, indigo, violet
My world is encircled by rainbows
Noise
My volume has the widest range - it's my choice
when I decide to speak softly
But I can yell
And I yell proudly
Please don't tell me I'm small
Please don't try to fit me in a box
There's nothing wrong with being reserved
Unless you lack passion which allows you to jump
To fly, actually
I've seen every corner of the sky
Have you?
I don't think so
I don't mean to be cocky
But I'd rather my personality be rocky
Than put on a front where I laugh and smile and scream
I'll let my heart speak when it wants to
Don't mock me
So no
My personality is not small
Not at all
I'm like a flower
A bud
In a sun kissed room
Just give me water
And I'm going to bloom
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 5:17 PM UTC
the sky is sopping up
smears of weather from the city day
filling out darkly
the portly host of the eve ushers us into warm dens
nature starts the night shift
it appraises
this night is rat dog recovering from urban filth
rolling in grass dew and spoil
the tainting of the air is contributed to from abroad
migration of contraband fumes (forest fires out west)
and the heat raises
too populated to hold a proper witching hour
the night in shifts
any slumber has its quality watered down
the constant street activity
weeping sunrise nights excuses stopper inebriation rests
arrested blight morning light and everything about
your crushable body smiles naked things
i roll over to face the uncurtained window
hunch out of bed and stilt my way
to support my self at the sill
overcast with an invasive muffle of smog
members of the bright-time pooling for occupation
do not remember the night
it's simply poor sleep
Jun 9, 2024
Jun 9, 2024 at 8:04 PM UTC
Cradled,
sweetly nestled;
A little thing.
Fiercely palmed.
Strangely
crushable.
Sing for me.
© 2011
Nov 17, 2011
Nov 17, 2011 at 11:42 AM UTC
By Arcassin Burnham
Sweet candy perfume lingering.
Crushable purposes only,
Wanting you to just hold me,
You're the only one,
Only one, only one
The only one.
Wonderland in many ways,
Our love flourishes away,
Carrying your books to class , I want you to
have my last name.
The way you kiss, the way you smile,
Is so exquisite,
I need another one in my life, yeah you're,
The only one,
Only one , only one,
The only one,
I haven't had a girl like you in a minute,
My loving could be more than a minute,
I hope you could understand what exactly
I am bringing,
You're the one , sweet candy perfume lingering.
Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 10:58 AM UTC
I hear your voice from the corridor.
Your laughter triggers my grief, I get so weak.
The voice that once gave me butterflies now feels like a dagger in my chest.
I can no longer hide, time's up.
I have to face you.
I wasn't strong enough to look down and our eyes met.
I felt the space, the universe even, between us.
A cracked glass wall I can't punch through no matter how hard I'd try.
While facing reality the ground beneath me gets blurry.
I'll never get away from you.
The walls I have to build to survive having you around won't be crushable.
Loving you will be my loneliest downfall.
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 5:00 PM UTC