One smile from her
and the world fell in love.
Her beauty was breathtaking,
but it wasn't traditional.
she was beautiful because
she was wholly herself.
No masks.
No pretenses.
She was rare.
Effortless.
She was FREE!!
Boldly claiming to the world,
"This is me. Here I am!"
And the world?
They were afraid.
But that didn't matter.
They couldn't tear her down.
She was untouchable!
Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 12:58 PM UTC
And just as the season changes; so does she.
As the sun goes down mid day, so do her thoughts.
Her emotions are raw and brisk, just as the wind in the night.
She applies layers to herself, as if she were going into a blizzard.
But this isn’t a bundling up that you can see.
She builds thick walls to protect herself from more than the cold.
Darkness seeps in and covers her.
She is consumed by her despair and she remains frozen.
-ED
Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 4:25 PM UTC
You forgot about me
Again
Like you forget so many things
Your youthful dreams
The cold coffee still found in your cup
The golden sunlight
When it's cold outside
The lipstick residue on your chapped lips
The strangers who smile at you each day
The people you could get to know if you only forgot about yourself
But that's one thing you'll always remember
Dec 3, 2018
Dec 3, 2018 at 5:32 PM UTC
Your hands look soft, like the formation of a memory
Slowly molding it
Wet clay that will crystallize to look fondly upon
"And with remorse," she atoned "With bitterness"
"Yes," I reckoned
But your eyes could never manufacture such a memory
"How do you know?"
She looked at her hands, small on her lap
"Because they are beautiful."
She smiled
She was already knitting a keepsake memory
Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 3:22 PM UTC
When all around you is falling down
When the grass and trees and cricket sounds
Are no more there alive than dead
When your world is crashing inside out
To sky be bound
Look up instead
When the rolling clouds are sounding out
And the river ink is pouring down
And the flood is in your basement found
Stand proudly upon on your here and now
Don't sink your brow
Look up instead
When the voices jeer you all about
And the rumors populate the town
When commotive chaos finds your head
Don't let the horizon slip you now
Though falsehood fed
Look up instead
And when the never becomes the now
And the time like nightfall pulls you down
When the sunshine strays its fading stead
May the storms internal you allay
In peace be found
Look up instead
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 3:19 PM UTC
They ask me a question every day,
They ask me 'Oh darling! How much do you weigh?'
And I answer this question every day,
I wish to tell them,
'I am not made up of flesh and bones,
I do not weigh on scales and stones.
I weigh the love letters never sent,
I weigh my heart I gave on rent,
I weigh all my insecurities,
I weigh Ganga's purities.
I weigh the prayers of my mother.
I weigh the hard work of my father.
I weigh the thirty-two-inch smile I carry and flaunt every day,
I weigh the fears which haunt me every day,
I weigh all the love I have for him,
And I am certain that weighs more than the stories I dream,
I weigh the fairytales I've read,
And I weigh the kindness I've fed.
I weigh my hope,
And I weigh my dreams.
I weigh my faith,
And I weigh my screams.
So I weigh the lightest I could ever be,
And the heaviest you could ever imagine being.'
But then in the end,
I murmur the words '47 kilograms',
A lean and skinny girl is what I am.
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 12:10 PM UTC
She walks on the bus
Finds a seat
Somewhere in the middle
She's not popular or bold enough to sit in the back
She talks some
But she doesn't necessarily want to be seen
She's about as average as they come
It's 6 am
Dark outside
Cold, wet
Despite this, she drifts her face to the window
To the shapes and shadows
Her thoughts take her
Where they only take her on chilly mornings
when the stars are bright
Deep, philosophical thoughts
She knows the origin of the earth
She understands the Pythagorean theorem and why a right angle is 90 degrees
Things begin to connect and align like the stars
Only to be unraveled again when the sun comes out
Among these thoughts
She wonders about herself
She wants to make a difference
Even though she's a tiny speck in this vast universe
She runs through her accomplishments
The time she gave a speech in front of her 8th-grade class at graduation
That A+ on her math final
Those poems she wrote to her relatives on Christmas
That one song she sang that made her mother cry
"It's not enough," she thinks. "What have I done that will make any difference in the world?"
The stars begin to disappear
The sun floats
The sky turns colour
And the world has form and light
She walks to school
Feeling burdened and useless
I wish she would've stayed a little bit longer
In that middle bus seat
Looked at that one microscopic star, so small, yet still part of the system called the universe
If she had stayed
I would've told her
"Maybe you won't"
Maybe she won't change the world
Maybe she won't find the cure for cancer
Maybe she won't stop World Hunger
Maybe she won't grow up smart and successful
Her name in every newspaper
Maybe she won't become president
Maybe she won't be on TV
Maybe she won't climb a mountain
Maybe she won't write a book that changes the world
Maybe she won't build a castle
Maybe she won't found a city
Maybe she won't start a dynasty
Maybe she won't
But she is still important
She still matters
She still has a purpose
She is enough
She has a reason to exist
She is perfect the way she is
Oct 1, 2018
Oct 1, 2018 at 8:10 PM UTC
You are officially someone I write sad, pathetic poetry about
You have become ink blots
Pencil shavings
Illegible lyrics
You should feel honoured
Pat yourself on the back
I'm getting the feeling I could write a book about you
I'd probably burn it afterward
But it's the thought that counts
At least I know you'll never read this
You don't like to read
A warning - red light - from the start
Are you even worth a poem?
On second thought, everyone is worth a poem
That's the good thing about prose
Everyone -large, or small - is entitled to words
Yours just might not be so pretty
Sep 27, 2018
Sep 27, 2018 at 6:10 PM UTC
I thought that maybe, just maybe
You'd be the one to see me
through my shyness
It was all wishful thinking
You're just like everyone else, expecting me to change
To "come out of my shell"
Can't you see I already have?
I'm cracked beyond belief
by all these people trying to alter
me
Why am I not good enough for you?
Sep 19, 2018
Sep 19, 2018 at 6:34 PM UTC