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"crunches" poems
Heart crunches million veins Kicking pressure to its highest level Grinning from ear to ear Gladly to meet you here After the dark clouds heavy water Over the rainbow liquid of joy splatter When I'm with you, nobody's after After a day of grief and monster Finally it's bliss and  laughter
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 8:29 AM UTC
Excited
I gulp down an Energy-Booster-X, blue and sour. Siri turns on Radiohead, 15 Step. I step up to the pyramid of treadmills, bouncing and salty. Surrounded by Greek gods, Beta, Alpha Gam, Pike. I motivate myself by my surroundings, bulging and **** Cardio first and then core, 2 miles, 200 crunches. I connect my sweat in a line down my shirt, blotchy and stagnant. Everyone stretches in the end, Thighs, biceps, pecs aflame. I will not stop until I am perfection, beautiful and sculpted. Alarm set again, For 6:30am, 7:30pm
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Aug 27, 2012
Aug 27, 2012 at 12:16 PM UTC
Maxx Fitness BS
With a body temperature Below 96 degrees Fahrenheit, Wrapping yourself in bed sheets As translucent as your skin Seems so nice but Every minute you spend Shivering is more calories burned, So you try to ignore it Or maybe you do two hundred more crunches Because being athletic is healthy, Right? You open the pantry only to deny yourself sustenance because you are unworthy of These simple pleasures, and You almost let yourself Eat an apple but When you remember how Good that girl in the thinspo you have Hidden on your phone looks, You stop. You flinch when your mother Calls your skin porcelain, Because that word means You failed to restrain yourself And you have always been taught to Resist temptation, and This is the ultimate test.
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Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 2:07 PM UTC
Beauty
The art of hating yourself Is not easily achieved. It takes motavation, Words whispered across lunch rooms, "Ugly, fat, stupid, freak" It takes observation, Hours staring at the pretty faces in the magazine, Hours of trying hard to be something else Hours feeling more lost then when you started. It takes practice, Feeling insecure as you walk down the hallway Refusing food during the day, doing crunches by night. And of course it takes a certain type of person For it to really take over the mind A perfectionist A person with a bad past or a uncertain future A girl who blames herself A girl who knows its her fault If you are truly serious about embarking on this journey, This journey of unsatisfaction and secrecy, Pushing people away and always, always Craving, Striving, Searching, Starving, Needing, That promise of perfection, Take a class from the master Or two Or three She's right here in town The most dedicated and driven The best of the best She has cultivated The Art of Hating herself And she's the person I see in the mirror Staring right back at me
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Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 5:18 PM UTC
The Art Of Hating Yourself
I enter Auschwitz 1. Apprehensive crunches with every step. I stand in a gas chamber. Fully clothed. With oxygen flowing freely. I stand on a spot where thousands have stood before me. But I'm able to make an exit, Yet I'm rooted to the floor, Transfixed with horror. I feel like the last remaining tree, surrounded by a forest of death. Deforestation makes me sick. * Birkenau has a secret that it doesn't want to tell. A broken ending stood still. The arches. The ruins. The tracks. Thuds of reality slapping my face. Stood inside the bleak barracks, our guide asks us "Imagine what it would like to be here - What you'd see, smell, hear." My eyes widen open in a scream, they sting, fighting back at the image conjured within my mind. I take a sharp breath and close my eyes. I am scared.
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Nov 18, 2010
Nov 18, 2010 at 10:00 AM UTC
The Day I Visited Auschwitz
"Everyone wants to be a little anorexic" she says "You know, like, in a glamorous way, like fashion friendly anorexic" I bite my cheek and nod, pretend to agree All I can think of is waking up to stars dancing on the ceiling Pale skin with bruises of unknown origins And battered feet on and off the scale Almonds in Ziploc baggies Bite marks on fingers Hair down the drain Measuring crunches by the marks they leave on your spine And battered feet on and off the scale Enough water to turn organs into boats Eating an apple with a fork and knife Desperate hands grasping for ribs And battered feet on and off the scale Standing and the world going dark Coughing around shots of apple cider vinegar Carrying an emergency rice cake for weak spells And battered feet on and off the scale Enough green tea to drown organs Sugar free gum to mask the smell of decaying organs Whatever nail polish covers yellow and purple And battered feet on and off the scale How many calories are in toothpaste Thinspo blogs Pillows squeezed between thighs And battered feet on and off the scale Is today the day my heart gives out Waking every day in a new body Fingers clasped around wrists And battered feet on and off the scale Notebooks filled with numbers Purple crescents under eyes Fingers clasped around forearms And battered feet on and off the scale Elbows knocking into hipbones Being scared of your own reflection Lies to get out of dinner And battered feet on and off the scale The stench of ***** Oxygen that tastes of Splenda Fingers clasped around biceps And bleeding feet on and off the scale   If this is your idea of glamour Then you can have it
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Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 12:48 PM UTC
Fashion Friendly Anorexic
"Everyone wants to be a little anorexic" she says "You know, like, in a glamorous way, like fashion friendly anorexic" I bite my cheek and nod, pretend to agree All I can think of is waking up to stars dancing on the ceiling Pale skin with bruises of unknown origins And battered feet on and off the scale Almonds in Ziploc baggies Bite marks on fingers Hair down the drain Measuring crunches by the marks they leave on your spine And battered feet on and off the scale Enough water to turn organs into boats Eating an apple with a fork and knife Desperate hands grasping for ribs And battered feet on and off the scale Standing and the world going dark Coughing around shots of apple cider vinegar Carrying an emergency rice cake for weak spells And battered feet on and off the scale Enough green tea to drown organs Sugar free gum to mask the smell of decaying organs Whatever nail polish covers yellow and purple And battered feet on and off the scale How many calories are in toothpaste Thinspo blogs Pillows squeezed between thighs And battered feet on and off the scale Is today the day my heart gives out Waking every day in a new body Fingers clasped around wrists And battered feet on and off the scale Notebooks filled with numbers Purple crescents under eyes Fingers clasped around forearms And battered feet on and off the scale Elbows knocking into hipbones Being scared of your own reflection Lies to get out of dinner And battered feet on and off the scale The stench of ***** Oxygen that tastes of Splenda Fingers clasped around biceps And bleeding feet on and off the scale   If this is your idea of glamour Then you can have it
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***** feet ***** of them ache they're dry all dried out, moisture to face and digestive tract make little difference but comfort a little sort of; maybe subdue to replenishing skip the pain with a drink fucken, fucken drink fucken dust lingers in the brain, it swirls a cloud of ground envelops the shape of u u become covered u have a layer, salty, and dry and 'organic' (surely bio (though im not sure what is or why are)) full city boy, suburban boy, not particularly gritty boy along side hippies and volunteers all tripppy and unwashed, and un plastic yet forcefully hemped drunk of micro beer and burnt brown and blotchy red and wire-y and dry and matted as if nothing really matters except for principles misguided and randomly enforced feel like a husk; peanut shell insides swallowed by the mouth of the party embodied a monsterous sweaty man tanned and thickly bearded and beered fat dreads fall around and surround u; a forest of hair a circle encroaching of fuzzy pillars in fibres entrapped inside them; feel their lingering time matted hold a wealth of effort to become unkempt; they are bars they are walls and the FACE! ………………………   ………………………………… oh looming down, wafts of armpit vapour cloud; a looming puft that surrounds engorged by the scent as it circles u, the mouth that lowered onto u chews u and spills bits of u chomp chomp protein for vegetarians; u; ur rigour ur vigour ur guts    eaten in a flurry of chomps and slurps and it crunches and it grates like the rocks on the ***** of ur feet it grates u are digested and reused as they would like but for them; for a collective u dived into for fun 2 days to peddle ur wares to progress ( admittedly through some days of regression…) for all humans, and Humans; for fun on monday we will repent for the damages waged on the inside of the body and the outsides too for some gain i guess on this which we settle for always for display for fun
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 2:10 AM UTC
festivals
***** feet ***** of them ache they're dry all dried out, moisture to face and digestive tract make little difference but comfort a little sort of; maybe subdue to replenishing skip the pain with a drink fucken, fucken drink fucken dust lingers in the brain, it swirls a cloud of ground envelops the shape of u u become covered u have a layer, salty, and dry and 'organic' (surely bio (though im not sure what is or why are)) full city boy, suburban boy, not particularly gritty boy along side hippies and volunteers all tripppy and unwashed, and un plastic yet forcefully hemped drunk of micro beer and burnt brown and blotchy red and wire-y and dry and matted as if nothing really matters except for principles misguided and randomly enforced feel like a husk; peanut shell insides swallowed by the mouth of the party embodied a monsterous sweaty man tanned and thickly bearded and beered fat dreads fall around and surround u; a forest of hair a circle encroaching of fuzzy pillars in fibres entrapped inside them; feel their lingering time matted hold a wealth of effort to become unkempt; they are bars they are walls and the FACE! ………………………   ………………………………… oh looming down, wafts of armpit vapour cloud; a looming puft that surrounds engorged by the scent as it circles u, the mouth that lowered onto u chews u and spills bits of u chomp chomp protein for vegetarians; u; ur rigour ur vigour ur guts    eaten in a flurry of chomps and slurps and it crunches and it grates like the rocks on the ***** of ur feet it grates u are digested and reused as they would like but for them; for a collective u dived into for fun 2 days to peddle ur wares to progress ( admittedly through some days of regression…) for all humans, and Humans; for fun on monday we will repent for the damages waged on the inside of the body and the outsides too for some gain i guess on this which we settle for always for display for fun
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Under the moonlight the creatures all glare At a beautiful Fairy with rich Autumn hair She crunches the leaves under foot where she treads As she dances and giggles at the stars overhead! This beautiful creature in a dress olive green Comes out to play when the humans do dream With mind like a child and a voice like a harp She skips and she sings for the creatures of dark! The mesmerised Hedgehogs, a line dance do they Kicking their heels in the cold yellow hay Most creatures around all decide to join in Laughing and wearing their best Autumn grins! Sweet Nellie Owl gives a “Twittery twoo!” And she opens her wings to applaud all they do Then all of the moths with formation of wings Glide past with valour making circles of wind! Then gusts stir the leaves in the chill of the night And the beautiful Fairy just smiles with delight She knows the display we’ll wake up to at morn Golden leaves at our feet as the Autumn's now born! © By LynnKaren
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Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 6:22 PM UTC
The Autumn Fairy
raise the glass high high high and press hard high, a blue and cherry ring round rosy thigh, snapped red sting of infected eye and tooth strung on string. broken wing crunches, candid cries let tears fly in desperate persecution. red sticky red and beautiful flesh-fly's food becomes a diamond wing, flying in swirling skies of glitter. The world looks better through a kaleidoscope. claw the eyes out out out and spit stress out, a crooked view on nose and cheeks and pout deep blue rows on distended snout as swollen skin grows. drunken woes crunch and broken knuckles shout in hasty intemperance. blue puffy blue and beautiful deep stout bruises becomes a diamond glow spinning in burst vein's woes of glitter. The world looks better through a kaleidoscope. dump the body down down down and pat dirt down, a stealthy sin of spite and muddy frown, **** green sight of a ***** crown hidden in the night. swirls of light break thoughts up to run around in crude decomposition. green sickly green and beautiful dirt-drowned flesh becomes diamond sprites, dancing in wormy gowns of glitter. The world looks better through a kaleidoscope.
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May 9, 2011
May 9, 2011 at 12:42 PM UTC
Kaleidoscope
After the rain, came the heavy snow. Falling with silent thuds through the trees, the bush and below. Muffled crunches of boot ensconced children zipping up parkas against flakes by the million. Stillness in my heart slipping through the broken parts, dripping to the snow in colors of blue and vermillion. The quiet flakes gently holding my confusion and loneliness. Caressing my cheeks as a mother would to her child crying in whispered tearfulness A painful summer ambled slowly away leaving a far fairer autumn but as winter and her snows knocked at my door, the mountain beckoned, and I lost him.
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Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 11:07 PM UTC
The Mountain
glasses 'you look beautiful' her teeth are a little yellow, she brushes in the morning. somehow they're still a Colgate white. she mouths Iluvu eyes squint quiet smile arches it's spine and finger caresses the barely stubble of my face. her blonde peach fuzz mini moustache tilts left and kisses false worry, charisma. she takes it as insult when I read line about peach fuzz moustache. obligatory insult *shes a woman, women don't have moustaches haha* she stretches like a resting cat and returns to thought as my suicide hangover crunches into a headache of blind relief relief
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May 19, 2013
May 19, 2013 at 8:59 PM UTC
twinge
I once was weak, dragged to the floor Left in the dust, couldn't take anymore I felt useless like a cracked rainbow Desperation still seemed to grow Nothing would ever seem to go right I was in the dark without a light I still kept taking those punches One of the people life crunches Then she came and she picked me up I was in the shadows no longer She rescued me when I'd had enough She helped me to feel a little bit stronger I was down, lower that I'd ever been I was invisible, one of the unseen Felt like I'd been dragged through the hedge I was so close to being pushed off the edge I had lost faith, I no longer believed in hope I became near to the end of my rope It looked like that nothing ever mattered My mirror was all broken and shattered Then she came and she picked me up I was in the shadows no longer She rescued me when I'd had enough She helped me to feel a little bit stronger
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Sep 26, 2010
Sep 26, 2010 at 1:06 PM UTC
308: Stronger
To be loved or To love Must we choose? I am the beloved Yet I see myself from only within looking out And believe I    am just the lover Unchoosing to be both In spite of, and thanks to my experience I believe in the moments where we are both the beloved Those moments fade Into cool memories Cozy in my mind Until they become stinging cold Like when my bare foot crunches down into the thin layer of snow halfway the drive to get the mail Oh how it feels to be the lover Oh how it feels to be the loved The lover finds ecstasy in their beloved Why then must the lover expect anything from the beloved? Is the gift not in the experience of loving? What is it to be desired If you do not know desire yourself? Will we be ever be satisfied? I surely hope not.
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Nov 1, 2022
Nov 1, 2022 at 2:46 PM UTC
Thoughts on Loving
in autumn, gentle fingers press forget-me-not seeds between her teeth, warm lips breathe "i love you"s into her throat. all winter, she clenches her teeth, holds her breath, grins only in black and white. at the hint of spring, blue petals climb the cracks between white boulders, cultivate hope. with the heat of summer, she crunches ice, tries to excavate the reminders from her gums, comes home with ***** fingers and the taste of blood on her tongue.
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Nov 25, 2014
Nov 25, 2014 at 8:32 PM UTC
forget-me-not
The moon calls to me tonight— I cannot resist her charms. I slip beyond the confines of my room To let the evening soak into my soul. A full moon spills her silver light, Darkness braided with her glow. Rocky earth crunches beneath my feet, Each step alive with sound and scent. The high desert hums its song: Stars glimmer, coyotes cry. A noisy stillness fills the air, As daylight’s brightness fills the sky. My heaven is green grass, And scent of sagebrush and hay. I belong in this moonlit nirvana, Where constellations burn like fire.
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Aug 12, 2025
Aug 12, 2025 at 1:52 PM UTC
Midnight Walking
Trees hold the deep earth together way below with crooked fingers of the underworld and catches foul above Upward to the heavens on finger towers, clapping on winds they shake their dander And the makers of green bras on mountain tops They are the landlords of ground,and air beasts, and incumbent giants of the ages They whisper being puppeteered by winds of old They are the alchemists of oxygen They are dangling playgrounds They are the Autumn crunches beneath our feet Trunk etchings by bards, trees reflecting cultures' dissemination We walk under penumbras that deny the scorch of summer as cool water douses fire, so too, shade douses heat Watching trees in my pleasant reverie I observe how they help break the carpeted land, bringing about a  certain diversity in moving tranquility and rustling of their songs
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Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 7:20 AM UTC
Trees in majesty
Sweetheart you need to be have a flatter stomach Put down that soda pop Or one day it will make you pop Put down those puff pastries Or one day they will make you the Pillsbury Dough-girl. Take up crunches and sit-ups And just ignore when your body screams for food Take up ******* in and waist trainers And just ignore that ******* in all day weakens your muscles pushing you further from your ideal Hey good lookin’ you’d be prettier if you had smaller thighs Stop eatin’ them donuts They turnin’ you too dough Stop ordering your pizzas in larges They turnin’ you large Start doing some squats Just ignore your back screaming in pain Start running sum more Just ignore that bigger thighs mean a lower risk of heart disease and premature death And a simple request from everyone else: make sure your hair always looks like a girl from a movie, that your skin is flawless, you dress perfectly, are always happy, smiling constantly, have an aesthetically pleasing Instagram, be in an adorable relationship, know all the newest music and shows You know what just be perfect but not to perfect -love society
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Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 3:28 PM UTC
Thick Thighs and Typical Truism
Panasonic and Sony beeping in custom made Reid & Taylor pockets. A trade for a Rolex throned on his wrist in lieu of once existent dreams, in now hollow sockets. Adrenaline pumping before high stakes meetings and brunches. Calculating the dose of his choice of drug, penthouse suites and timeline crunches. Dizzy with ambition, painting ******* bleached canvasses. Narcissistic laughter aimed to beguile others, he, for whom his relaxants are stresses. Dealing with the Devil himself, power tainted and ill-gotten, the realization that humans are not beyond sale; in markets, mergers and acquisitions. Recessions, Inflations, cruel overdoses of risk, of danger unspoken. And when he surfaces again to consciousness, profits, losses both taken and broken. Lost in the sewers filled with; stock brokers and agents alike: the pawnors, a haughty expression with green bills, to score his ecstasy, capital owners. Another dollar, another hit never enough to sleep remembering the day. A Corporate ****** scouring for riches, a high, a trance not soon before long will sway.
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Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 9:04 AM UTC
Corporate ******
i can hear it now -the pine needles making a soft carpet and the leaves rustling, dancing with their partners and laying with the soft crunches. and there were rivers, rustling along the beds and laughing, growing deeper and flowing to the sea. we’d pile in the car, and run through the forest, let the cool air kiss our faces, run shivering to warm buildings, drink the warm cider and wrap scarves around each other. it was warmer than summer would ever be. i can see it now -the sunlight streaming through the trees, trees and rivers i learned to make time for, and us holding hands as we looked for directions, the road stretching before us and hills rolling with golden leaves. sunlight streamed through my classroom windows, as i ran to school in boots, stepping towards my friends, sitting huddled with each other, because we felt whole. i can smell it now -the fires, soft and warm and comforting. we’d stop at these towns, low river towns, and look around in awe. how could you live here, where the leaves are always gold? where the cold river runs so deep? where the drink are so warm? where the clouds hang above you? have you seen the sea in autumn? it turns grey and the sky grows cold. yet, the boat rides, in the stinging sea air, seem all the more fun. and yet, the market smells all the more warm, as the children walk around in wonderment, gloved hands clutched tightly with their parents. i can breathe it in now -the loneliness of a world that seems to be in it’s twilight, but in reality is simply content to drive the mornings away, stopping to see cold buildings, and allow the leafy afternoons to sink into an evening, where the lamps turn on, and we sit in watch the stars in the gorge at night. now, i remember, how much i loved all of you. we could listen to soft banjo music, eat our sandwiches in the warm car, dress up and step into the autumn chill, we’d explore any village and taste their hot chocolate, then stay as long as we wanted. and then we’d move on.
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Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 6:31 PM UTC
pale november dew
i can hear it now -the pine needles making a soft carpet and the leaves rustling, dancing with their partners and laying with the soft crunches. and there were rivers, rustling along the beds and laughing, growing deeper and flowing to the sea. we’d pile in the car, and run through the forest, let the cool air kiss our faces, run shivering to warm buildings, drink the warm cider and wrap scarves around each other. it was warmer than summer would ever be. i can see it now -the sunlight streaming through the trees, trees and rivers i learned to make time for, and us holding hands as we looked for directions, the road stretching before us and hills rolling with golden leaves. sunlight streamed through my classroom windows, as i ran to school in boots, stepping towards my friends, sitting huddled with each other, because we felt whole. i can smell it now -the fires, soft and warm and comforting. we’d stop at these towns, low river towns, and look around in awe. how could you live here, where the leaves are always gold? where the cold river runs so deep? where the drink are so warm? where the clouds hang above you? have you seen the sea in autumn? it turns grey and the sky grows cold. yet, the boat rides, in the stinging sea air, seem all the more fun. and yet, the market smells all the more warm, as the children walk around in wonderment, gloved hands clutched tightly with their parents. i can breathe it in now -the loneliness of a world that seems to be in it’s twilight, but in reality is simply content to drive the mornings away, stopping to see cold buildings, and allow the leafy afternoons to sink into an evening, where the lamps turn on, and we sit in watch the stars in the gorge at night. now, i remember, how much i loved all of you. we could listen to soft banjo music, eat our sandwiches in the warm car, dress up and step into the autumn chill, we’d explore any village and taste their hot chocolate, then stay as long as we wanted. and then we’d move on.
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In a tiny allotment right next to the zoo A miniature jungle was planted and grew The flora was dense and the air became hot But confined to a tidy rectangular plot An unthinkable duo of creatures converged And it's said that a spanking new species emerged For a curious beast was reportedly seen Roaming and munching on anything green Make haste! Away! It's the Buffagorilla! A shredder of lettuce and cereal killer With hooves at the front and hands at the rear The Buffagorilla is near! It shambles about at the darkest of hours On hedges it crunches and bunches of flowers On daffolil bulbs and petunia petals With hearty aplomb on a cluster of nettles Covertly perusing with maximum hush It can wander through gardens disguised as a bush No carrot or parsnip is safe in its bed And the marrows are quaking in vegetable dread Depart! Retreat! It's the Buffagorilla! The broccoli butcher and vegetable killer With ape like features and horns of a steer The Buffagorilla is near! So if you hear a mention of butternut theft Or notice a garden, all bare and bereft Insure your potatoes for damage and loss Give the salad a purely precautionary toss For a creature is roaming the byway and track With its legs at the front and its arms at the back And it might be your gooseberries or chervil he spies So I beg you take heed as I once more advise Be gone! Take flight! It's the Buffagorilla! The strawberry napper and cucumber killer Just hide in your cellar and steer well clear The Buffagorilla is near!
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 7:07 PM UTC
The Buffagorilla
In a tiny allotment right next to the zoo A miniature jungle was planted and grew The flora was dense and the air became hot But confined to a tidy rectangular plot An unthinkable duo of creatures converged And it's said that a spanking new species emerged For a curious beast was reportedly seen Roaming and munching on anything green Make haste! Away! It's the Buffagorilla! A shredder of lettuce and cereal killer With hooves at the front and hands at the rear The Buffagorilla is near! It shambles about at the darkest of hours On hedges it crunches and bunches of flowers On daffolil bulbs and petunia petals With hearty aplomb on a cluster of nettles Covertly perusing with maximum hush It can wander through gardens disguised as a bush No carrot or parsnip is safe in its bed And the marrows are quaking in vegetable dread Depart! Retreat! It's the Buffagorilla! The broccoli butcher and vegetable killer With ape like features and horns of a steer The Buffagorilla is near! So if you hear a mention of butternut theft Or notice a garden, all bare and bereft Insure your potatoes for damage and loss Give the salad a purely precautionary toss For a creature is roaming the byway and track With its legs at the front and its arms at the back And it might be your gooseberries or chervil he spies So I beg you take heed as I once more advise Be gone! Take flight! It's the Buffagorilla! The strawberry napper and cucumber killer Just hide in your cellar and steer well clear The Buffagorilla is near!
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Hello you say as you saunter through my door  to flop onto the couch and fluster me with a lazy grin. got any food? I am elbow deep in a bag of nachos why?I ask suspiciously and you smile wider. Because I'm hungry, you say and kind of fried. Of course you are and you laugh and grab the bag your fingers brush mine amongst the crinkly chips and the artificial cheese dusting. Who, you ask later between crunches, is hotter. Gerard Butler or Johnny Depp? I nibble a chip in consideration distracted by your arm sneaking around my waist. It is obviously Gerard I say because of reasons I forget when you start to kiss me. The nachos suddenly lose importance because you taste like smoke, cheese and a friday afternoon.
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Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 5:20 PM UTC
The Bag of Nachos and Gerard Butler.
There is nothing so constant as a dirt road in Nebraska, beyond where the pavement ends. This timeline beneath my feet Crunches on and on, Further than even I know. This methodical sound of time passing, Echoes off the fields of an ancient prairie so superior to its cousin, the **** carpet of my grandma’s house where I would hide all my coal-colored jellybeans, Pretending they were herds of cattle, grazing Along dirt roads, such as this— My venerable trail of rock, Stretching out as far as time perfected. A trail of ceaseless rock Worn down by the years of feet stomping to the memories of the house, and the jellybeans, and the grandma, all outlived by a dirt road that reminds me for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return.
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May 17, 2012
May 17, 2012 at 12:28 AM UTC
Running on a Dirt Road in Nebraska
I let the under cooked carrot cubes play with ginger hues and pork broth in my mouth. Their dull edges slightly carved my tongue but the soup did pass like ocean waves to the seashore. It left me essentially wanting more. Down my esophagus it goes as I cramp down the vitamin C, B12(?) and a sorry excuse to a quick fix dinner. It was good all the same. It was those spring onion stems that bonded together next to the pork. Crunches of fresh grass and a morning Sun. My laptop holds the key to what could possibly be my ticket to the bed in no where near the intention...the drive to dream. My mind is too tired to think of good planets...of worlds that are created for my craving to rest on clouds or probably fat people that can run for miles against the fit. But my head is still on the screen...Typing and wishing words were closer to my "academic thoughts".
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Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 8:42 AM UTC
10 Pages and the Dinner Table
If I had the hands of the sky, the colors of Monet's secret insight, a pigment of an Ocean, unsailed, by human kind, what color would I paint you? How man days can I Starve, to stay alive, If I had a canvas, as large, as white, as the moon, how would I describe you, snow crunches, beneath my feet, I light a cigarette, breath thick, honey, molasses, dog fat, If I were to build you, could I use the tombstone of Beethoven, grandmother's woolen blanket, the missing piano key, a harp string, moth's wing, winter's bulimia, night's insomnia, a dream's last breath, novel's, Last line, Neruda's breath, Shiva's golden temple, a goddess' breast, the highway's Texan accent, a humming bird's, silent flight, the pollen of a sunflowers, the ****** user's, high, Indian's leather, a mother's palm, sad song, Michigan's final night, If I were to kiss you, how again, would you taste, too many nights, have separated my memory.
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Feb 23, 2013
Feb 23, 2013 at 3:23 AM UTC
infra 6
december is near. blink your eyes, december is here. here come the platters piled high with sins. is this really "the most wonderful time of the year'? god, it all looks so good. the whispers curl around my ears. no. no. fat. calories. crunches. jumping jacks. calories. fat. weight. the holidays aren't about family. this is war. this is about self-control. this is about my honor. on goes the lip gloss, the too-big dresses so nobody notices how fat i am. "have you lost weight?" stop making fun of me. "aren't you going to eat?" i'm nauseous. lies i already ate. lies i'm eating later. lies don't touch me. don't hug me. don't speak to me. surrounded by sins calories fat bait for their traps. just one bite?
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Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 6:57 PM UTC
the holidays as seen from the point of view of an anorexic