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"crude" poems
I’m running in circles I’ve got a scattered brain Does this look normal? Or have I gone insane? I tired of the 9-5 Just look in my eyes This job is draining me Of my creativity And happy vibes I come home and I just wanna die It doesn’t help that I live In a lions den Every morning I wake up There’s a beautiful silence And then Noon comes around here comes Big mama with a big ole frown I thought I’d just chill on my day off Rent is paid but it ain’t enough I think I need some air Maybe I should go to my moms house And see if my family cares Ha Ha I needed that laugh Look at me I’ve begun to chaff Anything to just break a smile People swear I’m crude or ******* vile Yet we got fools praising a dead man A woman beater a native to gang land I’m just trying to get my head straight Don’t bother me now No time to contemplate Tummy’s hungry And I’ve got an empty plate
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Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 6:24 PM UTC
Round and round
Way back when I was younger I was mistaken as a dude They asked all sorts of questions That slowly grew more rude "Why don't you wear makeup? Or dress in something nice?" "If you ever want to get a guy Why won't you just take our advice?" When I began in high school I had just begun to change I had bought myself some cheap makeup And clothes that just felt strange Still, it wasn't enough though The insults continued to come "Ugly. Lazy. Undesirable" It all began to make me glum By the beginning of junior year I had fully given in Dresses replaced all of my jeans And makeup covered all my skin It was then, the insults changed And people began to glare Said I "cared too much about my looks" And my "head must be full of air" I still always got straight A's The way I talked was still the same But though I knew that they were wrong Their comments made me feel lame When senior year had rolled around I was lonely as could be People "liked" what I'd become But I felt no one liked me for me I'd never been on a single date Because all the guys were crude So it was only a small amount of time Before I was labeled as a ***** When I finally started college I expected something more But people took one look at me And labeled me a ***** I had not been sleeping around I still hadn't even been on a date Everyone just made assumptions And looked at me with hate The part that was most ironic Was that after all these years Of changing to be whatever they said I was still hated by all my peers I didn't want to dress like this I didn't want to just conform But there is only so much a person can take Before they need to fit the "norm" Society is what destroyed me They are the reason I am this way I changed to be what people wanted Now I understand: I'll never see that day I don't know who I am now Though everyone else thinks that they do Now please just take one piece of advice It's so important to just stay you You are perfect just as you are So continue to stay strong Remember no matter what they tell you What society says is wrong
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Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 3:26 PM UTC
Identity
Way back when I was younger I was mistaken as a dude They asked all sorts of questions That slowly grew more rude "Why don't you wear makeup? Or dress in something nice?" "If you ever want to get a guy Why won't you just take our advice?" When I began in high school I had just begun to change I had bought myself some cheap makeup And clothes that just felt strange Still, it wasn't enough though The insults continued to come "Ugly. Lazy. Undesirable" It all began to make me glum By the beginning of junior year I had fully given in Dresses replaced all of my jeans And makeup covered all my skin It was then, the insults changed And people began to glare Said I "cared too much about my looks" And my "head must be full of air" I still always got straight A's The way I talked was still the same But though I knew that they were wrong Their comments made me feel lame When senior year had rolled around I was lonely as could be People "liked" what I'd become But I felt no one liked me for me I'd never been on a single date Because all the guys were crude So it was only a small amount of time Before I was labeled as a ***** When I finally started college I expected something more But people took one look at me And labeled me a ***** I had not been sleeping around I still hadn't even been on a date Everyone just made assumptions And looked at me with hate The part that was most ironic Was that after all these years Of changing to be whatever they said I was still hated by all my peers I didn't want to dress like this I didn't want to just conform But there is only so much a person can take Before they need to fit the "norm" Society is what destroyed me They are the reason I am this way I changed to be what people wanted Now I understand: I'll never see that day I don't know who I am now Though everyone else thinks that they do Now please just take one piece of advice It's so important to just stay you You are perfect just as you are So continue to stay strong Remember no matter what they tell you What society says is wrong
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"Over here"... but nothing. The scene continues unabated by my presence. Plastic smiles and lustful eyes bountiful but not for me..never me. In the mirror' s unforgiving gaze I am unrecognizable Replaced with a crude rendering of my previous likeness fashioned by children with lumpy imperfect clay. Silence replaces loving laughter that used to follow my witty banter. Silence and stares.  Sympathetic stares tinged with smugness and fear. "Over here...over here..." still nothing.
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Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 11:06 PM UTC
Invisible
There are no right answers. The sky rejects the birds, turns them over to gravity, embedding them in the concrete and dirt. The grit refuses to become a pearl, just as the wound refuses to heal and the flesh eats itself. The market sees a sudden spike in sales of Champagne and cyanide. Coordinated efforts seek and fail to curtail the rising tide of violence in the nation's dreaming. You realise that this crude, barbaric language that you can't understand is your own. Beauty glitches and pixelates. Frightened, furtive confessions of love are unheard over proud, visceral proclamations of hate. Tongues divorce mouths. Every now and then, a voice inside your head says, 'Thud.' The measures of sanity become more quantifiable and totally arbitrary. The horizon tightens like a noose. It doesn't matter if this is wrong. There are no right answers.
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Jan 19, 2017
Jan 19, 2017 at 4:40 AM UTC
There Are No Right Answers
So I'll have mine and you'll have yours? who could ask for anything more! grey beards march the union jack build a wall and send them back!   Grudge, sludge a sanguine view ****** off and take the cue hide, plunge aristocrat run the field like an old tom cat Narrow pass and capital flow falling crude and currency woe deep depression, mutineers the mastermind of project fear! Silver spoon at Hampton court madness waits in Davenport divisible and off the grid **** it up 100 quid Helen’s horsemen unified the springbok club will never hide plebiscite in deep despair an open scroll Trafalgar square   Grapple, grovel sentry shame along the shore of river Thames king of wankers lord of beat break the rule of old elite! Stone the posse bullets bare load the chambers fists in air voices, faces haunted souls… should i stay or should i go?
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Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 2:21 PM UTC
Maastricht Interpretations
What is ..... with ...... All this ... " ATTITUDE " ... ?!?    It seems ... The ... " In Thing " ... to simply be ... " Rude " ... !?! ...      People in ... " The World " ... are now .... So Crude .... !!!!!!!    Girls now walk streets ... with arses ... in view ...      " Prostitution's " ... RIFE ...   But this ... " Isn't New " ... !!!!!!    So .... If you have ... " A Bad Attitude " ... !!! ... May I ask ... " What's wrong with you ? " ...    Do you feel ... " Misled " ... ??? Are you feeling ... " Upset " ... ???    Do you feel that your life ... ? is just a .... " Pretence " .... ?    Do you feel as if ... ? You'd be ... Better off ... DEAD ... !!!!!    Well ... if you do ... ? It's Not Just ... YOU ... !!!!!    But it's ... NOT COOL ... !!! to act the ... " Fool " ...   and live your life ... with .... ATTITUDE .... !!!!!    If life's ... " So Rough " ... and you wanna ... " Act Tough " ...      Get in ... THE RING ... !!!!! Try on ... some gloves ...   and if it ... " Suits " ... Make WAR ... NOT Love ... !!!    I riSE ... abOVE ... This ... " Attitude Stuff " ...      But ... " Many suggest " ... I'm ... " Billy Goat gruff " ...      This ain't ... " Call My Bluff " ... !!!!!    But I guess it's cos' ... ??? I'm NOT ... " White Enough " ...   to be .... " So Cool " .... and ... NOT ... Wear Cuffs ...      Presumption can make ... ??? People give ... ATTITUDE ... !!!    So ..... Don't just ... " Assume " ... cos this might be ... ? Your ... LAST MISTAKE ... !!!!    " Attitude " ... that arises ... because of ... " Assumption " ... can leave men with ... " Truncheon " ... Without their ... Heart Function ... !!!    cos' Attitude ... quelled ... will then reach ... COMBUSTION ... !!!!!    So ....    PLEASE ... Don't Assume ... when you enter ... " A Room " ...      Read this ... CLOSELY ... !!! cos' when you ... Assume ...    You just make an ... " *** " ... of ... Both You and Me ... !!! ...      Did you ...   Read it ... CLOSELY ... ???      Break that word into ... " Three " ...    *** ... " U " ... and then ... ME ...      Reminds me of a word ... Yes ... " That Word " ... His - story    Just look at ... News Stories ... and you ... Surely ... MUST SEE ... ?!?    Attitude's ... runnin" .... on streets ... TOO FREELY ... !!!!!      Even on terraces ... in Italy .... !?!    Inter ... or ... A.C.   which fans ... can it be ... ???    I'm told these fans ...   ... " Attitude " ... FRIGHTENS POLICE ..... !!!!!      So ..... When they're ... Supposed ... to use ... BRUTALITY ...      They'd rather not use it ... but ... bring it to ... " Me " ... ?!?    Kind of like people ... who do ... " Poetry " ...    From trying to act ... Like ... They Like ... what I read  ... !!! Until I write words ... That DISTURRRBBBB ... " Their Chi " ... !!!    Attitude ... ISN'T ME ... !!! Come on ... Don't You See ...    My name is ... " Big Virge " ... Friends call me ... " Big V " ...      But .... Unless i've told you ...    You'd better use ... VIRGIL ... !!!    Unless you are ready ... to fall at ... " That Hurdle " ...      This Isn't ... " The National " ... My Poetry's ... " Rational " ...      as are ... " My Thoughts " ... which ... CANNOT ... be bought ... !!!!!    So .... Ideas that you ... " Court " ... of ... Any such .... " Sort " ....      Take my advice .... it's time to ... ABORT ... !!!!! cos' ... Attitude's RIFE ... when my temper ... " Runs short " ... !!!!!    So .... maybe it's time .... ? to leave you ... " This Thought " ...  ???    Attitudes' ... Crude ... and is something for ... FOOLS ...   who think ... Being Rude ... is now ... The New ... " COOL " ... ?!?    Well ....   Check out ... This view ... !!!    You're NOT ... being cool ... !!! You're acting ... THE FOOL ... !!!    Now .... If you're a ... " Female " ... ?    PLEASE ... Refuse to use ...   This ... " Needless Abuse " ... !!!    But .... If you're a ... " Male " ... ?    Just be a ... " Cool Dude " ...   and just do ... " What's Right ... !!!    REMOVE ... !!!    ... " Attitude " ... !!!!!!
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Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 4:59 PM UTC
" Attitude " ... A Poem written by Big Virge 14/4/2005
What is ..... with ...... All this ... " ATTITUDE " ... ?!?    It seems ... The ... " In Thing " ... to simply be ... " Rude " ... !?! ...      People in ... " The World " ... are now .... So Crude .... !!!!!!!    Girls now walk streets ... with arses ... in view ...      " Prostitution's " ... RIFE ...   But this ... " Isn't New " ... !!!!!!    So .... If you have ... " A Bad Attitude " ... !!! ... May I ask ... " What's wrong with you ? " ...    Do you feel ... " Misled " ... ??? Are you feeling ... " Upset " ... ???    Do you feel that your life ... ? is just a .... " Pretence " .... ?    Do you feel as if ... ? You'd be ... Better off ... DEAD ... !!!!!    Well ... if you do ... ? It's Not Just ... YOU ... !!!!!    But it's ... NOT COOL ... !!! to act the ... " Fool " ...   and live your life ... with .... ATTITUDE .... !!!!!    If life's ... " So Rough " ... and you wanna ... " Act Tough " ...      Get in ... THE RING ... !!!!! Try on ... some gloves ...   and if it ... " Suits " ... Make WAR ... NOT Love ... !!!    I riSE ... abOVE ... This ... " Attitude Stuff " ...      But ... " Many suggest " ... I'm ... " Billy Goat gruff " ...      This ain't ... " Call My Bluff " ... !!!!!    But I guess it's cos' ... ??? I'm NOT ... " White Enough " ...   to be .... " So Cool " .... and ... NOT ... Wear Cuffs ...      Presumption can make ... ??? People give ... ATTITUDE ... !!!    So ..... Don't just ... " Assume " ... cos this might be ... ? Your ... LAST MISTAKE ... !!!!    " Attitude " ... that arises ... because of ... " Assumption " ... can leave men with ... " Truncheon " ... Without their ... Heart Function ... !!!    cos' Attitude ... quelled ... will then reach ... COMBUSTION ... !!!!!    So ....    PLEASE ... Don't Assume ... when you enter ... " A Room " ...      Read this ... CLOSELY ... !!! cos' when you ... Assume ...    You just make an ... " *** " ... of ... Both You and Me ... !!! ...      Did you ...   Read it ... CLOSELY ... ???      Break that word into ... " Three " ...    *** ... " U " ... and then ... ME ...      Reminds me of a word ... Yes ... " That Word " ... His - story    Just look at ... News Stories ... and you ... Surely ... MUST SEE ... ?!?    Attitude's ... runnin" .... on streets ... TOO FREELY ... !!!!!      Even on terraces ... in Italy .... !?!    Inter ... or ... A.C.   which fans ... can it be ... ???    I'm told these fans ...   ... " Attitude " ... FRIGHTENS POLICE ..... !!!!!      So ..... When they're ... Supposed ... to use ... BRUTALITY ...      They'd rather not use it ... but ... bring it to ... " Me " ... ?!?    Kind of like people ... who do ... " Poetry " ...    From trying to act ... Like ... They Like ... what I read  ... !!! Until I write words ... That DISTURRRBBBB ... " Their Chi " ... !!!    Attitude ... ISN'T ME ... !!! Come on ... Don't You See ...    My name is ... " Big Virge " ... Friends call me ... " Big V " ...      But .... Unless i've told you ...    You'd better use ... VIRGIL ... !!!    Unless you are ready ... to fall at ... " That Hurdle " ...      This Isn't ... " The National " ... My Poetry's ... " Rational " ...      as are ... " My Thoughts " ... which ... CANNOT ... be bought ... !!!!!    So .... Ideas that you ... " Court " ... of ... Any such .... " Sort " ....      Take my advice .... it's time to ... ABORT ... !!!!! cos' ... Attitude's RIFE ... when my temper ... " Runs short " ... !!!!!    So .... maybe it's time .... ? to leave you ... " This Thought " ...  ???    Attitudes' ... Crude ... and is something for ... FOOLS ...   who think ... Being Rude ... is now ... The New ... " COOL " ... ?!?    Well ....   Check out ... This view ... !!!    You're NOT ... being cool ... !!! You're acting ... THE FOOL ... !!!    Now .... If you're a ... " Female " ... ?    PLEASE ... Refuse to use ...   This ... " Needless Abuse " ... !!!    But .... If you're a ... " Male " ... ?    Just be a ... " Cool Dude " ...   and just do ... " What's Right ... !!!    REMOVE ... !!!    ... " Attitude " ... !!!!!!
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Gemini's delightful. Cancer is polite. Leo is romantic. Virgo's quite bright. Libra is creative. Scorpio, tenacious. Sagittarius, festive. Capricorn, vivacious. Aquarius is witty. Pisces, prolific. Aries is charming. Taurus, terrific. ----------*--------- Taurus is quite stubborn. Aries, a frightful ***** Pisces, a flaming cheapskate. Aquarius is mostly crude. Capricorn's nasty and spiteful. Sagittarius, shallow and weak. Scorpio's flagrantly flighty. Libra, annoying and meek. Virgo's simply pompous. Leo, clearly deranged. Cancer, always impossible. Gemini, downright strange. *
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Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 3:10 PM UTC
* Astro.Schizo *
A narcissist is a dummy bear on crack. They have gummies for brains. Viewing the world with mooching eyes, flirting with greed and gluttony, playing games with the devil. The narcissist is no friend of the family. They are crude and thick with pollution and toxic waste. The Narcissist brings nothing but suffering and pain. If you bump into a narcissist in the wild, run and don't look back. A narcissist wants attention and they don't like bold and brave people. They chose victims by kindness, reputation and intelligence. The smarter and more popular you are the more likely a narcissist will strike at you. You have to be smarter than they, set boundaries and strict rules. Don't allow anyone to break your security or your self esteem. A narcissists biggest flaw is ego, strike them in the ego ***** and watch them turn blue and fall. Find their weakness in their gaslighting, use it to fight back. They blame everyone but themselves for their actions. ©️ 2022 By Amanda Shelton
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Aug 3, 2022
Aug 3, 2022 at 3:18 PM UTC
Narcissist
Canned latte, water, fruit punch Rip-It Gulp it, down it, chug it, sip it In the gunner's sling, sway side to side 240B in the cradle, M4 right side Talk of *** Talk of food It's all allowed Nothing's too crude Sometimes you talk Sometimes you listen Don't talk later 'bout what's said on mission Check alleyways, balconies, traffic, rooftops At five miles-an-hour, this convoy never stops Red Bull, Gatorade, citrus Rip-It Gulp it, down it, chug it, sip it In the gunner's sling, sway side to side 240B in the cradle, shotgun left side In the distance, flashes of white light Watch them bloom throughout the green night Was it dust lightning? Was it a bomb? Don't matter to us, this mission carries on Two hours to dawn, eight hours 'til we're done Check balconies, traffic, alleyways, rooftops At five miles-an-hour, this convoy never stops
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Sep 21, 2013
Sep 21, 2013 at 3:12 PM UTC
Routine Mounted Patrol
I went to the garage to throw up and came out with a glass of water and a box to store my waste I wish I had thrown up everything all that was me But nothing came up but a wee little bit Our adventure set off and to the shed we went only to be disappointed by the crude lawn mower Once more the travels we set off on to the couch it is Where he shows me a trick to alleviate my nauseous head My legs spread for him and I cannot control the yes daddy slipping from my ***** ****** lips at the time 21 and **** with the tats he was everything I wanted and so the game began where his **** ****** my god **** tight ***** Age is just a number I'm 17 god **** it a responsible one at that with a job and friends and good grades and a future and here I am wishing I was good enough for this man But I was And he was cute and funny and sweet and Gone And this 17 year old sits waiting wondering what the **** do I do when I want but do not need and what the **** do I do when he may not want me But baby I'm a jumper and the fall is scary but Am I strong enough to crawl out of that hole again? Am o stupid enough to chance it? Will this even effect me as much as I'm playing into it? I may not even like him when it comes down to it But **** I want to **** again And I want to be loved But these are indeed not the same thing my first time guy
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Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:05 PM UTC
Untitled
I truly believe that one of the reasons that the US is despised and condemned world wide is because of such views on such characteristics as: honesty, integrity, independence(this includes not thinking in a collective mindset which we do as a culture, everything is apple or windows, pepsi or cola, republican or democrat, people need to think for themselves stop claiming and just be), persistence, determination, morale, empathy, tradition/heritage, learning, chivalry, discernment, and humility. Instead of utilizing and perfecting these people of this nation and similar one's have become: prideful, dependent, drive-less, imprudent/unwise, insulting, ignorant(willfully so), objective, biased, crude, mediocre, and surface oriented. In turn we have neglected the responsibilities we have of ourselves. This has resulted in physical, mental, and spiritual capacity regression on a mass scale. Most people have no idea what they are consuming in their daily dietary intake(I mean really know what all the ingredients are and what they do whether positive or negative). Most citizens have also become, literally and according to the United Nations Education Scientific and Cultural Organization, mentally incapable and completely inane as compared to even 15yrs ago. We have forgotten how to have a community to the point that neighbors don't know each other anymore. We have exchanged the truly important things in life like knowledge and wisdom for wealth and appearance. We have completely forgotten how to survive without the aid of water treatment, electricity, and useless objects. One of the worst of all things we have stopped doing, is being involved with our government; instead, we have put our trust in them without oversight, and this is why we have been losing our liberties. I believe, just like Benjamin Franklin stated, that any individual who sacrifices even one liberty for safety/security... deserves to have all of their liberties eradicated. In conclusion, it is time to return our societies to ourselves. We need to relearn the truly important things in life and start living with ourselves, each other, and nature as we must to thrive. It is on us as a people to repair what generations before us, and our generations are doing; lest, I am afraid, our children and grandchildren will inherit the same ideals and expand upon them until we regress to the point that insolence, ignorance, and imprudence is the common norm... we have already begun to accept these. Open your eyes to the truth, at first it will be painful and difficult, but than you will be set free. WE THE PEOPLE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR FUTURES AND CHILDREN'S FUTURES.
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Sep 14, 2012
Sep 14, 2012 at 12:18 AM UTC
America's Cultural Regression -- Philosophical Writing
I truly believe that one of the reasons that the US is despised and condemned world wide is because of such views on such characteristics as: honesty, integrity, independence(this includes not thinking in a collective mindset which we do as a culture, everything is apple or windows, pepsi or cola, republican or democrat, people need to think for themselves stop claiming and just be), persistence, determination, morale, empathy, tradition/heritage, learning, chivalry, discernment, and humility. Instead of utilizing and perfecting these people of this nation and similar one's have become: prideful, dependent, drive-less, imprudent/unwise, insulting, ignorant(willfully so), objective, biased, crude, mediocre, and surface oriented. In turn we have neglected the responsibilities we have of ourselves. This has resulted in physical, mental, and spiritual capacity regression on a mass scale. Most people have no idea what they are consuming in their daily dietary intake(I mean really know what all the ingredients are and what they do whether positive or negative). Most citizens have also become, literally and according to the United Nations Education Scientific and Cultural Organization, mentally incapable and completely inane as compared to even 15yrs ago. We have forgotten how to have a community to the point that neighbors don't know each other anymore. We have exchanged the truly important things in life like knowledge and wisdom for wealth and appearance. We have completely forgotten how to survive without the aid of water treatment, electricity, and useless objects. One of the worst of all things we have stopped doing, is being involved with our government; instead, we have put our trust in them without oversight, and this is why we have been losing our liberties. I believe, just like Benjamin Franklin stated, that any individual who sacrifices even one liberty for safety/security... deserves to have all of their liberties eradicated. In conclusion, it is time to return our societies to ourselves. We need to relearn the truly important things in life and start living with ourselves, each other, and nature as we must to thrive. It is on us as a people to repair what generations before us, and our generations are doing; lest, I am afraid, our children and grandchildren will inherit the same ideals and expand upon them until we regress to the point that insolence, ignorance, and imprudence is the common norm... we have already begun to accept these. Open your eyes to the truth, at first it will be painful and difficult, but than you will be set free. WE THE PEOPLE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR FUTURES AND CHILDREN'S FUTURES.
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Never would I have thought What this piece of paper had brought Inked in its first days It uplifted us into a golden age but as its letters faded and disappeared the king and his madmen reappeared with his forged steel and crude command The paper was soon banned now the ink has evaporated and the paper has lost its grace our future is ill-fated tomorrow comes the stone age
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Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 9:03 AM UTC
The Paper
You act callously crude Like Cronenberg's brood You keep the body horror In the naughty drawer I feel my body's poorer So you convince me I'm rich Then treat me like an itch And scratch To detach You invited me to your chateau Then left me on this plateau For my beating heart exploded from my chest Once I foolishly entered your nasty nest There I lay As immobile prey My body was infected By your touch And my mind dissected Way too much You passionately present me with body horror I really resent you for being a shoddy sawyer Cutting me down but not completely Your lackluster love travels obliquely Dislocating my horrified heart My rib cage begins to part As my mangled love Escapes with my blood My fingers are breaking Trying to carry the relationship Happiness I'm faking When you crack your elation whip When I'm powerless to the ***** I become showerless in a hurry And my skin starts to rot While I lie on your cold cot You're my unforgiving cop And the horrors never stop
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Oct 31, 2017
Oct 31, 2017 at 1:15 PM UTC
Body Horror
I imagine myself A few gentle decades older. Finally grasping the cusp Of success. Living in my own apartment In New York City, nonetheless. Wearing an Armani coat (Whatever those look like.) Walking idly yet prestigiously Through winter in the city. Taking care not to laugh too loud, Talk to myself, smile too much. A small, attractive female Has to be serious to get ahead. Customers will buy from a happy girl Only if she is early 20's, at most. That is Marketing 101. I am a small fish in a large sea; The principles of Darwinism Still apply to me. I've learned long ago to succeed, I must stifle the welcoming smile. So along the familiar concrete I stride, Carefully manicured hands In pockets. The Filipinos know better Than to rush on the hands Of a businesswoman caressing A successful career. She tips well and lives well. I walk along with cool calm And feminine grace. I have regained the safety To be feminine once again. The criminals know better Than to infiltrate The Business district And cause trouble To working professionals In Armani coats. I imagine myself a few decades older. Kissing snowflakes unenthusiastically. Yes, I marvel in poetry, in Nature, But I have matured Much like the snowflakes themselves. At the end of a cycle, No matter how beautiful. My actions flow gracefully and delicately. I melt into New York City Like a cell in a body. Pumping fuel into the ***** To sustain the mass. A tumor. I smile subtly as I slosh along. I recall, once upon a time, On my lower-class youth. ***** jokes, crude dancing, And cluttered apartments. I approach the high-rise building I call home and greet the doorman With the obligatory disregard For his innermost being. Poetry truly is in the strangest of places. Even in an enigma like me. I enter the marble floors, Wiping my feet, My rent as sky-high as The building itself. Elevator. Comforting motion sickness. This is success. The pit of my stomach sinks. I tell myself it's the motion sickness. I return to my apartment, With its symmetrical details. My thoughts return to you. You've never stepped foot in my home, But you've always been here with me. I get dinner started. I set out the extra glass, like always. Rituals like these serve As my Sunday mass. I drink your glass with my evening medication. Dare I say like always?
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Dec 16, 2016
Dec 16, 2016 at 6:09 AM UTC
Winter In The City
I imagine myself A few gentle decades older. Finally grasping the cusp Of success. Living in my own apartment In New York City, nonetheless. Wearing an Armani coat (Whatever those look like.) Walking idly yet prestigiously Through winter in the city. Taking care not to laugh too loud, Talk to myself, smile too much. A small, attractive female Has to be serious to get ahead. Customers will buy from a happy girl Only if she is early 20's, at most. That is Marketing 101. I am a small fish in a large sea; The principles of Darwinism Still apply to me. I've learned long ago to succeed, I must stifle the welcoming smile. So along the familiar concrete I stride, Carefully manicured hands In pockets. The Filipinos know better Than to rush on the hands Of a businesswoman caressing A successful career. She tips well and lives well. I walk along with cool calm And feminine grace. I have regained the safety To be feminine once again. The criminals know better Than to infiltrate The Business district And cause trouble To working professionals In Armani coats. I imagine myself a few decades older. Kissing snowflakes unenthusiastically. Yes, I marvel in poetry, in Nature, But I have matured Much like the snowflakes themselves. At the end of a cycle, No matter how beautiful. My actions flow gracefully and delicately. I melt into New York City Like a cell in a body. Pumping fuel into the ***** To sustain the mass. A tumor. I smile subtly as I slosh along. I recall, once upon a time, On my lower-class youth. ***** jokes, crude dancing, And cluttered apartments. I approach the high-rise building I call home and greet the doorman With the obligatory disregard For his innermost being. Poetry truly is in the strangest of places. Even in an enigma like me. I enter the marble floors, Wiping my feet, My rent as sky-high as The building itself. Elevator. Comforting motion sickness. This is success. The pit of my stomach sinks. I tell myself it's the motion sickness. I return to my apartment, With its symmetrical details. My thoughts return to you. You've never stepped foot in my home, But you've always been here with me. I get dinner started. I set out the extra glass, like always. Rituals like these serve As my Sunday mass. I drink your glass with my evening medication. Dare I say like always?
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Yes we did we went out to  Phil's and horked down a meal of fat not for the old as it'd prolly **** that's just a matter of fact Juicy burgers and moist buns filled with meat and with cheese no greater feast under the sun so we ate it quick as you please We followed it up with Amy's ice cream creamy and full of the best something she'd never eaten or seen putting too shame all the rest Back at her place we rolled and we played we did things that have never been done Settled our hungers and settled our moods our bodies we teased as we sung I know it's so rude and crude as she screamed at the top of her voice beneath her sheets all steamy and lude "I'm so **** creamy and juicy and moist"
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 11:57 AM UTC
Phil's Burgers, and Amy's Icecream (Best of Austin)
Her face, flawless and filtered, flows over my chest, ribs, stomach, hips, fitting the curved mounds of my body, and even within simplicity of thread and dye, I sense her presence as her face hangs from my frame, a statement louder than pillow-lips, Nancy Sinatra-hair and a glamorous 60’s ***** face. When paired with leggings and an artfully-distressed denim jacket, I become a member of the “freshman generation of degenerate beauty queens,” a hipster fallen to the circumstance of youth, but I wear her face and the romance of it all reminds me: we are not defined as Lolitas lost in the hood, or distant, airy voices in a sea of crude jokes and half-baked skits meant to highlight shortcomings of a person who doesn’t give two ***** Lana fits me better than my ribbed, red sweater and even amidst gods and monsters, this T-shirt makes pretty last, and I am just as cool.
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Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 12:33 PM UTC
Ode to My Lana del Rey T-shirt
sometimes i feel like i’m two creatures caught b e n e a t h skin sharing one body. my tongue rough- sandpaper, broken glass, too many curses while the lips around it burn with apologies fleshy brooms sweeping up the messes of another woman. i feel like there are two animals each fighting for their right to shine through they’re voracious in this battle— it surprises me that their clawstalonssteeth don’t break through the thin expanse of flesh to the outside. i have two women living within my skull one wildroughfighting— slinging glasses and insults. face paint, bones and bottle trees, fire and ash wet pine needles under bleeding feet. the biting creature who leaves bruises on the lips of men. the warrior, Artemis. laughdancing through flames. a bear, a wolf, a cat, a bird. animal in nature. the other fights with words. elegant, gentle, soft, break able-- everything the other cannot afford to be. goddess of the hearth, she feeds her comrades like children keeps fires stocked with woods and binds bleeding arms. this woman carries pitchers of water writes sweet letters to missing friends and opens her soul to many lovers. am I some crude splice of these creatures? am I a ******* of these mothers— each passionate one biting, brackish tides, slow moving rivers, still ponds the other a warm, clean bath? am I both simultaneously, or am I wearing one face while the other watches behind mine eyes? I am the moon— full and loving, dark and hiding and something in between. yeah, that sounds about right. something in between.
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Nov 12, 2012
Nov 12, 2012 at 5:07 PM UTC
am i the moon?
sometimes i feel like i’m two creatures caught b e n e a t h skin sharing one body. my tongue rough- sandpaper, broken glass, too many curses while the lips around it burn with apologies fleshy brooms sweeping up the messes of another woman. i feel like there are two animals each fighting for their right to shine through they’re voracious in this battle— it surprises me that their clawstalonssteeth don’t break through the thin expanse of flesh to the outside. i have two women living within my skull one wildroughfighting— slinging glasses and insults. face paint, bones and bottle trees, fire and ash wet pine needles under bleeding feet. the biting creature who leaves bruises on the lips of men. the warrior, Artemis. laughdancing through flames. a bear, a wolf, a cat, a bird. animal in nature. the other fights with words. elegant, gentle, soft, break able-- everything the other cannot afford to be. goddess of the hearth, she feeds her comrades like children keeps fires stocked with woods and binds bleeding arms. this woman carries pitchers of water writes sweet letters to missing friends and opens her soul to many lovers. am I some crude splice of these creatures? am I a ******* of these mothers— each passionate one biting, brackish tides, slow moving rivers, still ponds the other a warm, clean bath? am I both simultaneously, or am I wearing one face while the other watches behind mine eyes? I am the moon— full and loving, dark and hiding and something in between. yeah, that sounds about right. something in between.
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emerald, olive, viridian oh how you perplex me forest, jade, chartreuse why do you tease me so cyan, verdigris, moss such excitement arises to be a word to be a meaning is there such a thing, to have a feeling to see a vision, phthalo, pine, teal are you the same mint, myrtle, laurel you make me envious to be blooming, to be healthy to be young, to be clumsy are you callow, how about credulous? but such a conservationist unquestioning, so trustful, tenderfoot and common the tree, the lawn, the willow though ecological and crude a sage in all but name apple, spinach, pea aren't you scrumptious, lime, kelly, bice are you nature, how about luck you're pungently rotten though with such dark beauty and hope, love and lust ensues you're the jolliness of balance and the creative intelligence; of evil, and decay of money and safety, will you resurrect me, are you immortality? such jealousy arises high goals and honor so so allusive healing and vitality you're calming though fast lush spring stability, abundant generosity, vert vegetation; witchcraft an aphrodisiac I hear, are you youth or fading youth? sunrise and life, growth and fertility sacred ideology, eroticized though shameful so romantic and humble I see the third ray or is the the fifth ray, the third eye are you truth, are you vision it's becoming a science, so much compassion the fourth chakra, the heart, the centre of us all a higher consciousness such a harmonious aura a hunter, a nurse, a solider, an outdoorsman villains and superstition misfortune and prosperity with toxicity, sickness and death, recycle and reuse oh so powerful you exude auspiciousness just a holiday mystical fairies and spirits though also devilish, cancer in the stars a renewal of paradise, biliously tranquil are you refreshingly soothing, peacefully restful, a naive novice, very understanding, is there truly a term for you? what do you really convey, countless representations a definition of name, or do you signify the feeling, the specimen the aspect? though some have no locution for you here I am, stepping around the issue you are you, in any word yet with a different meaning
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Jul 15, 2012
Jul 15, 2012 at 10:01 PM UTC
To be Ao
emerald, olive, viridian oh how you perplex me forest, jade, chartreuse why do you tease me so cyan, verdigris, moss such excitement arises to be a word to be a meaning is there such a thing, to have a feeling to see a vision, phthalo, pine, teal are you the same mint, myrtle, laurel you make me envious to be blooming, to be healthy to be young, to be clumsy are you callow, how about credulous? but such a conservationist unquestioning, so trustful, tenderfoot and common the tree, the lawn, the willow though ecological and crude a sage in all but name apple, spinach, pea aren't you scrumptious, lime, kelly, bice are you nature, how about luck you're pungently rotten though with such dark beauty and hope, love and lust ensues you're the jolliness of balance and the creative intelligence; of evil, and decay of money and safety, will you resurrect me, are you immortality? such jealousy arises high goals and honor so so allusive healing and vitality you're calming though fast lush spring stability, abundant generosity, vert vegetation; witchcraft an aphrodisiac I hear, are you youth or fading youth? sunrise and life, growth and fertility sacred ideology, eroticized though shameful so romantic and humble I see the third ray or is the the fifth ray, the third eye are you truth, are you vision it's becoming a science, so much compassion the fourth chakra, the heart, the centre of us all a higher consciousness such a harmonious aura a hunter, a nurse, a solider, an outdoorsman villains and superstition misfortune and prosperity with toxicity, sickness and death, recycle and reuse oh so powerful you exude auspiciousness just a holiday mystical fairies and spirits though also devilish, cancer in the stars a renewal of paradise, biliously tranquil are you refreshingly soothing, peacefully restful, a naive novice, very understanding, is there truly a term for you? what do you really convey, countless representations a definition of name, or do you signify the feeling, the specimen the aspect? though some have no locution for you here I am, stepping around the issue you are you, in any word yet with a different meaning
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It must be buried under the skin, what makes your body tremble. What makes your taste consistent, just here for me to use. You came on bended broken knees, spread on top of a rustled bed. You left with empty breaths, blushing sweat, and blends of regret. Your smile speaks so well of you, but your dignity hides it under covers. With a twinkle in your eye, and a flicker of your smile. Gave me battered pleas, just to have you pleased. Crude interpretation of sounds and breaths, Legs loose with a rug dress. Working record rhythms of nervous lips, heavy syllables swaying off those hips. Your hands and wrists like chords, pressed around my skull and neck, mangling hair and skin with defect. And that? That is the steadfast scar I have, from loving you. Although love doesn't pass through here anymore.
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May 20, 2011
May 20, 2011 at 8:34 PM UTC
Steadfast Scar
Hip hop. Equals art stop. That crude **** stopped musical fusion Right in its tracks. When it first landed, it was still music with a lotta spittle flying. Not naming names. I listened to a lot of it. Then Gangsta rap hit. Oh **** Cant accuse me of blind judgment, I still check it out from time to time How do you say.Get diverse mud flappers. Know the history. learn to play an instrument and read it so you can write it. Then come back an see me. Who am I?. John Q public. Pavlov's dog. Tin Pan Ali. Long Tall sally. Sachmo. Scratch less. Yard-bird. Donald Bird. Stubborn **** Stuff out there is weak as thrice used tea bags. And cost more to get unless you got a peg leg and a parrot ******** on yer shoulder. Lyrically, man my six year old says more about less with **** left over. What? Flame out digitized No talent constructs that make me wanna hurl, url give a dog a bone. Tin eared, tone def hoochies and synthetic cool cats. Not to mention the rough neks. Looking like they pooped their pants six times and forgot how to belt up. There are some real deal talents out there but it is like pickin peanuts out **** After disco died. Yes I said disco. It has been a circle **** in the cemetery after dark. Naw mean. But I digress. .
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Sep 24, 2012
Sep 24, 2012 at 4:42 AM UTC
Much Ado
Your Style Can Not Dominate Not Being Crude, Not Spreading Hate I'm Just Spreading The Word, Going To Radiate Even Without It, You'd Probably Meet Your Fate Taking You Down Has Become My Mission Going To Split Your Mind, Sanity Fission And Your World In Two, Territorial Division I'm Coming At You With Insane Precision Not Going To Rush, Going To Be Tactical Make Sure My Plans Are 100% Practical Attacking Aimlessly Would Be Impractical Give My People A Show, Theatrical I'm Flawless, You're Flawed When People Hear My Words, They Applaud When They Hear yours? They Call The Firing Squad I Don't Think Inside The Box, I Think Abroad I'm Guessing By Now You Must Be Hurting You Coming To Me, Asking For Some Kind Of Converting The Topic Kills You, You're Diverting To You. I'm Quite Alerting
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Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 8:51 AM UTC
Dominate
ill-mannered impolite uneducated how many words would describe rude cheeky uncultured inconsiderate crude how many words would say rude they say money can't buy you class then how much did you buy for your crass
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Nov 20, 2012
Nov 20, 2012 at 12:42 AM UTC
An Ode to Rudeness
Heee! Heee! Hooooooo….. Well, Hello, lovebirds…making love are we? One on top of the other still with flesh and organs all intact and making all sorts of crude noises and getting into this messy business – getting your bed sticky and wet with sweat; ah, you beings of flesh and blood and ecstasies unlike me just bones and a mere ghost me now living lonely and in airless worlds sent there by you my wife under that man and you the man who helped poison me - now you are over my wife and you raise your **** to the gods Hheeee…heeee….heeee… Heee! Heee! Hooooooo….. Well, Hello, lovebirds…making love are we? I’ll be back every time the two of you fornicators make love in my bed – shame on you, you murderer; you took my wife, my home –and can’t even afford to buy a new bed; and you even use the condoms I left in the wardrobe... Heee! Heee! Hooooooo….. but I’ll be back every time the two of you close each other like two palms raised in prayer ; and I’ll pull the mosquito net down a bit and peer in to see the two of you naked in bed and I’ve got a bony tongue long enough to lick the both of you!- and to see me with my horrendous eyeballs your phallus will shrink immediately; and that woman, my former wife and eternal betrayer, who mixed poison into my rice and shrimps - every time she sees me, in her shock and fear she’ll **** you out of bed, every time for sure... Heee! Heee! Hooooo…. Well, Hello, lovebirds…making love are we? Heee! Heee! Hooooooo…..
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Feb 23, 2011
Feb 23, 2011 at 1:11 AM UTC
Revenge of the Ghost of the Betrayed Husband
Heee! Heee! Hooooooo….. Well, Hello, lovebirds…making love are we? One on top of the other still with flesh and organs all intact and making all sorts of crude noises and getting into this messy business – getting your bed sticky and wet with sweat; ah, you beings of flesh and blood and ecstasies unlike me just bones and a mere ghost me now living lonely and in airless worlds sent there by you my wife under that man and you the man who helped poison me - now you are over my wife and you raise your **** to the gods Hheeee…heeee….heeee… Heee! Heee! Hooooooo….. Well, Hello, lovebirds…making love are we? I’ll be back every time the two of you fornicators make love in my bed – shame on you, you murderer; you took my wife, my home –and can’t even afford to buy a new bed; and you even use the condoms I left in the wardrobe... Heee! Heee! Hooooooo….. but I’ll be back every time the two of you close each other like two palms raised in prayer ; and I’ll pull the mosquito net down a bit and peer in to see the two of you naked in bed and I’ve got a bony tongue long enough to lick the both of you!- and to see me with my horrendous eyeballs your phallus will shrink immediately; and that woman, my former wife and eternal betrayer, who mixed poison into my rice and shrimps - every time she sees me, in her shock and fear she’ll **** you out of bed, every time for sure... Heee! Heee! Hooooo…. Well, Hello, lovebirds…making love are we? Heee! Heee! Hooooooo…..
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*chaste pecks from the super-sonic youth numb lips flutter to the hollowed cheeks of normality no longer the hand-prints on the guide book to hostility a pamphlet of rudimentary teachings; the principles of tolerance and rebellion and acceptance of human beings a concoction of suppressed psychotic behavior, quick wit, and center of satirical tease constantly moving with heavy footsteps and heavier hearts their minds and bodies plagued with actions from a deserted youth soul lusting over the naivety of people before self-actualization; how crude do they call it an existential crisis or the daily life of a agoraphobic nobody shouts from the depths of caged fears that scrape the oblivious flesh in their brain; a bit gaudy mother, sister, brother, father how your words crush the knots of comfort that line my internal organs bleeding from the pores of my screams; streams of moon-beams shooting out my eyes; oh, not again! stomping our metaphorically spiked toenails against the idealism of pop culture oh, my, how adolescence is the worst kind of torture cherry slushies lined with cigarettes to create a whirl-pool of nostalgia recreational drugs and ironic situations to ease our instinctual sense of proverbial nausea loud-mouthed demons spawned out of clothes-hangers and emotional turmoil show up in our nightmares that we nick-name ‘a good place to contemplate suicide’ repeated imagery stacked like flap-jacks in the mouths of blissed-out sociopaths too self-indulgent to include us in to their personal stories so we can observe, record, and assess i don’t perceive doctors to be particularly and predominantly just and true but i one time met a doctor who told me ‘being a teenager is perhaps the hardest thing you could ever do’*
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:20 PM UTC
adolescence (a paradoxical memory lane full of distorted images)
*chaste pecks from the super-sonic youth numb lips flutter to the hollowed cheeks of normality no longer the hand-prints on the guide book to hostility a pamphlet of rudimentary teachings; the principles of tolerance and rebellion and acceptance of human beings a concoction of suppressed psychotic behavior, quick wit, and center of satirical tease constantly moving with heavy footsteps and heavier hearts their minds and bodies plagued with actions from a deserted youth soul lusting over the naivety of people before self-actualization; how crude do they call it an existential crisis or the daily life of a agoraphobic nobody shouts from the depths of caged fears that scrape the oblivious flesh in their brain; a bit gaudy mother, sister, brother, father how your words crush the knots of comfort that line my internal organs bleeding from the pores of my screams; streams of moon-beams shooting out my eyes; oh, not again! stomping our metaphorically spiked toenails against the idealism of pop culture oh, my, how adolescence is the worst kind of torture cherry slushies lined with cigarettes to create a whirl-pool of nostalgia recreational drugs and ironic situations to ease our instinctual sense of proverbial nausea loud-mouthed demons spawned out of clothes-hangers and emotional turmoil show up in our nightmares that we nick-name ‘a good place to contemplate suicide’ repeated imagery stacked like flap-jacks in the mouths of blissed-out sociopaths too self-indulgent to include us in to their personal stories so we can observe, record, and assess i don’t perceive doctors to be particularly and predominantly just and true but i one time met a doctor who told me ‘being a teenager is perhaps the hardest thing you could ever do’*
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