joshua-vincens
American
When I write I meditate, I channel my emotions and perceptions out, and into the words... giving them meaning, and purpose. / I do not write with a pen, but instead with my Mind / Not with ink, but with my experiences through my conscious mental state in that moment. / Not with Paper, but with a canvas which is life itself. / With this canvas I depict a vivid and concrete image, too abstract to be seen. Yet the meaning and purpose expresses itself well enough, for the emotions and perceptions, can be felt.
been havin a bad time lately/
I look around n all that I see/
So Much hurt, fear, & misery/
Sick of solitude Yet I hate the state of humanity/
feelings of uncertainty, but I do know I'm Lonely/
Despise my mind & these thoughts that scold me/
alone, cold, frozen from walkin on this icey road/
Fear that I'm unworthy of the life I wish I owned/
so, I'm sittin solo, drenched from head to toe/
believe & plead that I can recieve some help/
still I get nothin', probably cause I hate myself/
Trapped & forgotten, just dust on the shelf/
wanna live but fear...
need this to end, why...
can't I just **** myself?/
Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 11:25 PM UTC
I'm doin' it like I am left to write//
I'm doin it left cause left is right//
Ya lookin at me like I've lost my mind//
can't see me cause you are too blind//
This nation has the most//
with the saddest of folks//
dimlit they in status quo's//
I beast-in when I bring-in the madness at least//
Minds thinkin on their own u callin' em freaks//
Your mind is just weak I come here to unleash//
My demon in me fiendin' to feed on enemies//
It's the World livin' in fear//
preventin curl-n can't hear//
ya should try to break ya mind//
lose-in reality in fact's you'll find//
my hope is open ya will-in time//
dis-covered collectives of anti-collective singular symmetry//
This you See the Light that LIT in darkness is the harmony//
Mo-mentally perfection is a spiralling constant frequency//
Do not be Were-King become royalty with-in not knowing//
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 12:51 AM UTC
Grandma ...
I miss you... why? /
cause You left with God when He took You/
My only question is ''but how could you.... die?''
hope i'm heard when I say this/
Understand I'm not being selfish/
You have always been there like a light at all times for me... /
You helped to raise & to guide every member of your family/
Now You've become Love itself and Everything.../
You'll stay with me till I reach the end of me/
I look up at the stars n smile cause ur a shining Light/
Through the day ur still there, Even more in the night/
Body gone, but still caring-on soaring in eternal flight/
like you told me/
in the recording/
Of your life legacy/
Strength Courage Compassion & a smart mind/
Keep living on through our memory/
God has you but ur still with your family/
Goodbye
May 11, 2015
May 11, 2015 at 12:00 AM UTC
Changing times leaving it Mystical
Abandonment of all of the material
The end of a star was the start of Our Sun
Human body 'tis the temple of Sol-Om-On
Seeking for Love finding only of animosity
Wake and rise from this dreaming mortality
Hell is actually here on Earth
Death is truthfully life's birth
Detriment is becoming one Etherical
Sickness is surely all that is physical
The Eve inverted same is a golden dawn begun
Fear no life nor death naught should we shun
Alpha as All also is Omega in We One All Eternity
Living to Die We're Dying to Live it Omnipotently
Living low has no more worth
Being is Death with infinite girth"
Apr 12, 2013
Apr 12, 2013 at 1:53 PM UTC
Ya wonda why I'm filled with so much passion and rage/
But that's what happ'n when ya lessen a man to a cage/
I haven't even unleashed the darkness/
Imagine a soul that's cold 'n' heartless/
Crowley is weak compared to the I beast/
Within me, 'n He I now release/
It in I and we have begun to feast/
Spit it out/
Shut ya impudent mouth n listen/
Time ta quit ya fuckin' insolent dissin'/
Check me out I'm hookless/
Reckless/
You follow the text n I'm bookless/
Check this/
Determination look me in my Eyes/
Ya gunna stay in tha gutta, ***** ***** just to watch me rise/
RA!/
I am incomparable/
Can't match me, I'm too lyrical/
I am a spastic assassin/
Breath deep/
I am the heir, with anthrax-in/
How I see it, You nuttin' but fails/
You in a row boat ***** n my ***** got sails/
Ya call me crazy/
Ya vision is hazy/
And ya thinkin is lazy/
What I know would make ya a sage see/
I'm filled with these higher optics/
Shouldn't need a telescope ta spot this/
But you do/
What, Hoss is up, Livin life in love/
'N neva givin' a ****
Crowned/
I Come here to shut ya ta hell down/
------------Chorus-----------
Duranged/
It's Dark n Strange/
Quit ya askin', 'What am I?'/
Darkness Fire burnin' opaque, I neva Die/
Strange Set by Ra, Look to tha Sky/
Nothin' weirder than I/
So Dark N Strange/
I Am, Cryptic Poetic Hark outta Range/
Who is, Dark n Strange/
Ya frightened of tha Wakin' Age/
Ya tormented by hæmaluna change/
IT'S NOW/
Needa label me "I Am" - The Omnipotent is Dark n Strange!/
------------------Verse 2--------------------------------
I'm spittin' real **** so consider me exlax/
Banishing the lies, I'm leavin'em just facts/
True talk is how this shit's gunna torment Ya/
Break ya Soul if ya fearin' It, I'm thinkin' torture/
Wake Up/
No fire to go with your sulfur/
Poor tormented Souls end of time to torch ya/
Flowin' hot speakin' blazen fluid/
Become a fire frequency king druid/
Remain in vain and **** it, You'll die morbid/
In days last You'll be over timid/
Skinnin' weak people like piglets/
Label me 'Naught' I've no limits/
I'm life Livin' in center aligned/
Tippin' scales them fuckin' swine/
Ascend win twin minds combine/
Balancing act Life's **** or 'dalini/
Rise Up/
I'm beastin' the intensity/
I climb ladders frequently/
Fuckin' sick of livin' hell I harmonize Energy/
Mind insane I'm bringin' ******* madness/
Lost senses found you still sittin' sadness/
Be More/
I'm mastering levels with the Dodecahedron/
Ya livin' lame that's ya lazy fuckin' conundrum/
I get pure data that's distilled in a cauldron/
Most minds are piles of **** like postmortem/
Abominations bossin' somniliquists with abhorrence/
Only condemnation for such fuckin' malevolence/
Opened eyes providing ya with luminescence/
End for all contempt contrite by due reverence/
-------Chorus-----------
Duranged/
It's Dark n Strange/
Quit ya askin', 'What am I?'/
Darkness Fire burnin' opaque, I neva Die/
Strange Set by Ra, Look to tha Sky/
Nothin' weirder than I/
So Dark N Strange/
I Am, Cryptic Poetic Hark outta Range/
Who is, Dark n Strange/
Ya frightened of tha Wakin' Age/
Ya tormented by hæmaluna change/
IT'S NOW/
Needa label me "I Am" - The Omnipotent is Dark n Strange/
---------Verse 3----------------------------
I'm Clinically Fearless... Absolutely scared of none/
You're afraid of my haunted paradox... Defined me Fearsome/
I'm sick of this ****** lost society/
Living a worthless illusion no reality/
What is it/
Mass Individuals stuck in egotistical vanities?/
I am goin' crazy contemplatin' such insanity!/
Can't you see/
This is the path of demise for humanity/
You need a hand, so sad/
Refused for me to help you, your bad/
To hear this/
You need to wear a mental harness/
This is the seed of my soul's darkness/
Everybody does share none and lives careless!/
The fruit is hard truth, Ya life is hopeless!/
There's tha gun, here's tha trigger- PULL THIS!/
Should have been Tempus Fugit as We Carpe Diem/
Too late tempers temp-is fuck-it Masses parley Global Requiem/
Yeah I know my process is dark & strange/
My mind is warped definitely it is deranged/
After all I Sow & Reap for simple change/
Here is wisdom, which is validated by three/
Blow your ears & gouge your eyes, than you will see/
Divide by none return to your commUnity/
The end of my advice, now reach for DivUnity!
-------Chorus-----------
Duranged/
It's Dark n Strange/
Quit ya askin', 'What am I?'/
Darkness Fire burnin' opaque, I neva Die/
Strange Set by Ra, Look to tha Sky/
Nothin' weirder than I/
So Dark N Strange/
I Am, Cryptic Poetic Hark outta Range/
Who is, Dark n Strange/
Ya frightened of tha wakin' age/
Ya tormented by hæmaluna change/
IT'S NOW/
Needa label me "I Am" - The Omnipotent is Dark n Strange!
Apr 3, 2013
Apr 3, 2013 at 4:44 AM UTC
You see not what eye do see/
Take my hand, together we may dream/
I plan to show you immense beauty/
To do this you mustn’t fear the mystery/
Live and Love in all of this perfect moment/
For in your hand is my soul, but will you hold it/
The immensity that I do see reaches far beyond the sky/
Tremendous Beauty from the heavens, an Angel you are on High/
Now take my hand, fear not, c’mon and fly/
To see your Beauty as do I, to Yourself, You must die/
Fear not a thing though, for remember, My Soul You do hold/
Now come to the most unknown, into Yourself, into Your cold/
You must relieve yourself, lose your fears/
I give to you my strength, warmth so cold cannot sear/
Face what makes you tremble, what makes you scared/
My Love is with you, It will carry you when the fear can’t be bared/
You can go now, but first fear You must displace/
Leave Me here to be, I Am Your Love sent to replace/
Through all times in Life is Beauty Immense, ‘tis Love must always share/
I can help You to see what Eye do see, True Love is I, and I’ll Take You There/
Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 6:48 PM UTC
To All Ya’ll, have them Happy Holidays & a Merry Christmas/
Next step, thank the Sun 4 this years ending Winter Solstice/
If my prose sparks intrest, makes you curious/
Go ahead and seak, ask me why I said this/
-Joshua Vincens
Dec 25, 2012
Dec 25, 2012 at 2:57 PM UTC
Ya wonda why I'm filled with so much passion and rage/
But that's what happ'n when ya lessen a man to a cage/
I haven't even unleashed the darkness/
Imagine a soul that's heartless/
Crowley is weak compared to the I beast/
Within me, 'n He I now release/
It in I and we have begun to feast/
Spit it out
Shut ya impudent mouth n listen/
Time ta quit ya fuckin' insolent dissin'/
Check me out I'm hookless/
Reckless/
You follow the text n I'm bookless/
Check this/
Determination look me in my Eyes/
Ya gunna stay in tha gutta, ***** ***** just to watch me rise/
RA!/
I am incomparable/
Can't match me, I'm too lyrical/
I am an assassin/
Breath deep,
I am the heir, with anthrax-in/
How I see it, You nuttin' but fails/
You in a row boat ***** n my ***** got sails/
Ya call me crazy/
Ya vision is hazy/
And ya thinkin is lazy/
What I know would make ya a sage see/
I'm filled with these higher optics/
Shouldn't need a telescope ta spot this/
but you do
What/
Hoss is Down, Livin life like love/
'N neva givin' a ****
I Come here to shut ya ta Hell up/
------------Chorus-----------
Duranged/
It's Dark n Strange/
You askin', "What am I"/
Darkness Fire burnin' opaque, I neva Die/
Strange Set by Ra, Look to tha Sky/
Nothin' weirder than I/
So Dark N Strange
I Am, Cryptic Poetic Hark outta Range/
Who is, Dark n Strange/
Ya frightened of tha commin' age/
Ya too tormented by change/
IT'S NOW
Needa label me "I Am" - The Omnipotent is Dark n Strange!
------------------Verse 2--------------------------------
I'm Clinically Fearless... Absolutely scared of none/
You're afraid of my haunted paradox... Defined me Fearsome/
I'm sick of this ****** society/
Living a worthless illusion no reality/
what is it
Mass Individuals stuck in egotistical vanities?/
I am goin' crazy contemplatin' such insanity!/
Can't you see
This is the path of demise for humanity/
You need a hand, so sad/
Refused for me to help you, your bad/
To hear this/
You need to wear a mental harness/
This is the seed of my soul's darkness/
Everybody does share none and lives careless!/
The fruit is hard truth, Ya life is hopeless!/
There's tha gun, here's tha trigger- PULL THIS!/
Should have been Tempus Fugit as We Carpe Diem/
Too late tempers temp-is fuck-it Masses parley Global Requiem/
Yeah I know my process is dark & strange/
My mind is warped definitely it is deranged/
After all I Sow & Reap for simple change/
Here is wisdom, which is validated by three/
Blow your ears & gouge your eyes, than you will see/
Divide by none return to your commUnity/
The end of my advice, now reach for DivUnity!
-------Chorus x2-----------
Duranged/
It's Dark n Strange/
You askin', "What am I"/
Darkness Fire burnin' opaque, I neva Die/
Strange Set by Ra, Look to tha Sky/
Nothin' weirder than I/
So Dark N Strange
I Am, Cryptic Poetic Hark outta Range/
Who is, Dark n Strange/
Ya frightened of tha commin' age/
Ya too tormented by change/
IT'S NOW
Needa label me "I Am" - The Omnipotent is Dark n Strange!
Oct 26, 2012
Oct 26, 2012 at 10:20 PM UTC
I am another you/
Together we make One/
You are another me/
Separate we make none/
I am another you/
So when you make a frown/
You are another me/
I weep too, feeling deeper down/
I am another you/
When your eyes shine and show your smile/
You are another me/
My heart dances a jubilee, lasts quite a while/
I am another you/
You speak how I am/
And you are another me/
I reverb how You are
I am another you.
The whole soul reflected/
We are all so connected/
˙ǝɯ ɹǝɥʇouɐ ǝɹɐ noʎ
Oct 23, 2012
Oct 23, 2012 at 1:07 AM UTC
Light & Dark, Dramatically So Vast!
Serene and Chaotic, Creates lasting Beats!
Omnipotent Open Sea, Time is Mast!
Current Dimensions Thrice, Soon More Sheets!
Due Time Align up All, Boarding the Plane!
All Events Become Forgotten, No Matter!
Leaders Do Distract to Miss it a ****** Shame!
Speed of Light, Energy shall Universally Scatter!
Material Ether Now In Vibrations, To Come Will Wave Intense!
Liers, Authoring Mayhem and Divisions, True is Love and Light!
Gaze to the Heavens While War Incisions, Shall Be a Sight Immense!
Soon be Such Astronomical Situations:Make Your Mind, Demise or Might?!?
-Joshua Vincens
Oct 2, 2012
Oct 2, 2012 at 8:54 AM UTC