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tenderness leaves my eyes in capillary ribbons. your diamond lips are chalked, released from rock. your head, a knot of angel pine— a dark-brown blooming sticky and lucked to the back of my throat. it is in this moment that I hear a wisp of rapture blowing through the oak overhead. my heart’s motor cranked like October’s last churning bumble bee. *pollination susurration be gone…* you kept looking past me, your hand on my shoulder. the precious gauze of your profile mixed porcelain doll and found a chisel to perfect your nose. I feel the love of everything and you—so unaware of your beautiful.
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Nov 1, 2017
Nov 1, 2017 at 10:46 AM UTC
I hear a wisp of rapture
hand cranked re-imagined 35mm slides Rough Trade posters on the wall Pepsi and premade sandwiches on the counter aperture: wide open he sees her often at the multiplex there she flirts from the third row; second seat sheer blouse hands in elliptical motion pointing toward silk chiffon shells the invite in a tilt of her mouth lip; gloss eyes hidden from the light a prayer before intermission celluloid reliquary reveals God's plans lest her trifling with him cause a miss in changeover enraging his self-regarded audience the walk back to his car one long montage of her lacing up
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May 24, 2023
May 24, 2023 at 10:02 AM UTC
The Projectionist
slept and soaked the sabbath Saturday away. the body, achey breaky, cranked and croaked, slewed by a slew of common miscreants. one, a stitch in my side, feeling like someone's inside, wanting to be born, feet first, coming out the side of my chest, instead of my ****** so, promised poems and bills to pay, put aside for a more poetic bill paying day. awoke once near midday, an unusual wake up call, my nostrils do attend, when the honey odors of cinnamon and vanilla invade the french shores of my subconscious. I love three things French: the elegance of their language grande, their frenchified fries and frenchified toast. was fed some french toast, bathed in vanilla and cinnamon, thus drugged, went back to bed again. as I drifted off for the third time today, heard the woman dramatic say: "must have, must have," two words that I from my past, consider a curse, a grave phrase of choice of my ex-wife, her way of saying I didn't measure up. *must have paprika to roast your chicken for Sunday dinner.* relieved beyond measure, as I to dreamless sleep dispatched, vague recall a poem forming about the spices in my life.
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Feb 22, 2014
Feb 22, 2014 at 5:33 PM UTC
The Spices of Life - Cinnamon, Vanilla and Paprika
I thought I could do it. You picked me up in the same car we made so many memories in this summer. The same car that creaks when you shut the door. The same car that seats are too low and I have to strain my neck to see over the dashboard. The same car I decided I was in love with you in. It was bittersweet. I thought i'd be okay. I thought it'd be easy. We were supposed to sit in awkward silence and turn up the radio until we got to her house and I could break from the tension. But instead you were charming and you made cackle. And you got behind the wheel and drove like you owned the road. The wind howled through the open windows and I was in the most blissful state of mind. I never told you how much I loved to just watch you drive. I could sit for hours in that very passenger seat and just watch the road disappear under the tires. You got out of the car and walked into the gas station and the first thing I thought to myself was **** **** **** **** **** **** That familiar feeling in my heart began to sweep over my soul and course through my veins. I breathed in the scent of gasoline and cinnamon. I glided my fingers across the soft leather of the steering wheel and sat back and thought of how I fit so perfectly in that seat. Like it was made for me. Like you were made for me. You glided effortlessly into the car and cranked the engine. It roared to life and chills danced up my spine. I couldn't face you. I couldn't look in your eyes. Because I knew if I did I would be hooked again. I knew your deep brown eyes would seep into me and cause me to shiver. So I stared out the window and watched the world pass me by. Mindless small talk kept me busy from thinking about how incredibly not over you I was. I'm incredibly not over you. I miss you. And that car. And the sweat spots on our backs from the sun and the leather. It was bitter sweet. And as soon as you dropped me off my breathing returned to normal and the feeling in my finger tips came back. As I watched your taillights fade into the distance I ****** in the cold night air, and turned to the sky, hoping to fill the void in my stomach with the stars. As much as I hate to admit, I'm yours. I'm still yours. I'm still incredibly yours.
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Jan 25, 2013
Jan 25, 2013 at 12:27 AM UTC
Incredibly
I thought I could do it. You picked me up in the same car we made so many memories in this summer. The same car that creaks when you shut the door. The same car that seats are too low and I have to strain my neck to see over the dashboard. The same car I decided I was in love with you in. It was bittersweet. I thought i'd be okay. I thought it'd be easy. We were supposed to sit in awkward silence and turn up the radio until we got to her house and I could break from the tension. But instead you were charming and you made cackle. And you got behind the wheel and drove like you owned the road. The wind howled through the open windows and I was in the most blissful state of mind. I never told you how much I loved to just watch you drive. I could sit for hours in that very passenger seat and just watch the road disappear under the tires. You got out of the car and walked into the gas station and the first thing I thought to myself was **** **** **** **** **** **** That familiar feeling in my heart began to sweep over my soul and course through my veins. I breathed in the scent of gasoline and cinnamon. I glided my fingers across the soft leather of the steering wheel and sat back and thought of how I fit so perfectly in that seat. Like it was made for me. Like you were made for me. You glided effortlessly into the car and cranked the engine. It roared to life and chills danced up my spine. I couldn't face you. I couldn't look in your eyes. Because I knew if I did I would be hooked again. I knew your deep brown eyes would seep into me and cause me to shiver. So I stared out the window and watched the world pass me by. Mindless small talk kept me busy from thinking about how incredibly not over you I was. I'm incredibly not over you. I miss you. And that car. And the sweat spots on our backs from the sun and the leather. It was bitter sweet. And as soon as you dropped me off my breathing returned to normal and the feeling in my finger tips came back. As I watched your taillights fade into the distance I ****** in the cold night air, and turned to the sky, hoping to fill the void in my stomach with the stars. As much as I hate to admit, I'm yours. I'm still yours. I'm still incredibly yours.
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good girls are not supposed to get angry or raise their voices when they argue or argue at all in the first place. good girls are not supposed to wear ripped jeans or tight shirts or say the word **** good girls are not supposed to even think about ******* and here I am, having already used the word **** three times in this poem. good girls are not supposed to get plastered on school nights or tipsy before classes or listen to music with the volume cranked all the way up. good girls are not supposed to know which windows make the least noise when they’re sneaking out or know where they can buy cheap alcohol underage or know who they can kiss and where to kiss them to get what they want. good girls are supposed to smile silently and be pure and go to church or wherever they pray to cleanse their filthy souls. good girls are supposed to believe in and put their trust in and have faith in a god. good girls are supposed to expect this god to keep them away from harm, and to never learn how to keep themselves safe if this god fails to. good girls are not supposed to act anything like me. the only thing I have ever truly believed in is poetry. I outgrew religion by the time I turned seventeen, long before then if I’m being honest. I never turned to prayer for advice on how to live my life. I never turned to anyone but myself. I only consulted the bible when I needed inspiration for some tragic poem. good girls are not supposed to write poetry the way that I write poetry. good girls never speak of or write about *** and drugs and violent minds and suicide and more *** and broken hearts. good girls don’t sing along to the lyrics of sad songs in front of open windows just for the ******* sake of it. but good girls don’t realize that life is short until it’s too late. good girls don’t ever get to feel alive. a girl like me who gets into trouble and refuses to stay quiet and causes a scene everywhere she goes is not a good girl. a girl like me might be too reckless and die too young. but a girl like me will die with no regrets and plenty of memories and so many ******* stories to tell. a girl like me will live the life that good girls dream of, but never get to talk about.
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Oct 17, 2020
Oct 17, 2020 at 12:31 PM UTC
good girls live bad lives
good girls are not supposed to get angry or raise their voices when they argue or argue at all in the first place. good girls are not supposed to wear ripped jeans or tight shirts or say the word **** good girls are not supposed to even think about ******* and here I am, having already used the word **** three times in this poem. good girls are not supposed to get plastered on school nights or tipsy before classes or listen to music with the volume cranked all the way up. good girls are not supposed to know which windows make the least noise when they’re sneaking out or know where they can buy cheap alcohol underage or know who they can kiss and where to kiss them to get what they want. good girls are supposed to smile silently and be pure and go to church or wherever they pray to cleanse their filthy souls. good girls are supposed to believe in and put their trust in and have faith in a god. good girls are supposed to expect this god to keep them away from harm, and to never learn how to keep themselves safe if this god fails to. good girls are not supposed to act anything like me. the only thing I have ever truly believed in is poetry. I outgrew religion by the time I turned seventeen, long before then if I’m being honest. I never turned to prayer for advice on how to live my life. I never turned to anyone but myself. I only consulted the bible when I needed inspiration for some tragic poem. good girls are not supposed to write poetry the way that I write poetry. good girls never speak of or write about *** and drugs and violent minds and suicide and more *** and broken hearts. good girls don’t sing along to the lyrics of sad songs in front of open windows just for the ******* sake of it. but good girls don’t realize that life is short until it’s too late. good girls don’t ever get to feel alive. a girl like me who gets into trouble and refuses to stay quiet and causes a scene everywhere she goes is not a good girl. a girl like me might be too reckless and die too young. but a girl like me will die with no regrets and plenty of memories and so many ******* stories to tell. a girl like me will live the life that good girls dream of, but never get to talk about.
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Savvy from a day of prerequisite joy Cranked up like a wind-up toy Dead in bed sick with grief Happiness stolen by a ruthless thief All I can offer is a comforting presence A warm and friendly essence To uplift the dreariness returned in an empty stare Of half a person steadily fading into thin air Placing the label doesn't change the facts Or contain the feelings that seep through vulnerable cracks. Late at night when sleep is suggested She stays up through lonely darkness, while her days are well rested. Something lurks in every corner of her mind, waiting... To provoke regrets left amiss, full of condemned hating. Here I sit helpless, uncertain of what I should do, In my haste, harsh words slip "What is wrong with you?!" Too late, I've riled a beast inside Unleashing demons that left me terrified Flames flicker flecks of light in sullen eyes Burning all hopes in a pit of demise. She's enraged with destructive intent Loosing the battle to an ocean of chaos where no hope is dreamt In an instant, the fire recedes and her eyes die, She lies down, back to bed hoists the blanket over her head Only three words to reply: 'why even try?'
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Sep 11, 2010
Sep 11, 2010 at 5:36 PM UTC
Bipolar
I’ve had this red heart shaped locket for 12 years now. I got it as a gumball prize at a rundown Chinese restaurant (maybe in Germantown?) A lot of the paint has chipped off and the tiny keys to it are long gone. What shows beneath the paint is shinny tin. When I was a tacky teen I would wear it clasped around my neck imitating Sid but not knowing it. I always wanted someone to give me something like this but I impatiently jumped the gun and cranked the dial of the machine myself, and the tiny Valentine rolled out. (SINCERELY, YOURS TRULY) No sentiment to share. Now I’m nearly 30 and it hangs on my key chain, a teenaged 50 cent memory amongst adult responsibility. If you see me standing crossed arm at a show, and spy my red locket, know that I’m an advocate of living in the past, and harboring silly passions.
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Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 1:24 PM UTC
red locket
Military hats; have set up a road block, Military hats; have all the traffic stopped, Military hats; are searching a freight train, Military hats are frantic about something? When I see military hats acting like these do... I tend to get real antsy ‘cause I’m stopped and want to move. And when those military hats started running across the field, I cranked my car and stomped the gas and left that line of steel. Where I left, those military hats, -are lying on the ground, Military hats; are lying, -where the bodies were found.
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Jun 5, 2016
Jun 5, 2016 at 1:35 PM UTC
Military Hats
Your generation is defined by definitions. 'This generation', this new-fangled bunch of hooligans Cut out and put in the oven, Lives pre-formed, based on premonitions, Put into the system and cranked out Made up of numbers and tests that really define who you are. 'This generation' that you have given a set of rules A set of molds to fit into To pour their lives out and 'better the world' Shaped with your all-knowing tools Scissors that cut funding to the parts that maybe, Perhaps, might make them an individual. Because here, no, here we don't have room for individuality But we sure have room for this assembly Your freedom of religion, speech, and freedom to assemble No room for that, for fear of immorality We don't have time for originals, we don't have time for strays I'm sorry that you've got ideas, Generation Y But this is the generation of time constraints. We've got technology to innovate, an ozone to fit Communities to build and lives put at risk But that's not as important as what's in the now No, not as important as these tucks and nips We've got to put you under the needle Even after we swore, 'first do no harm', But this isn't going to hurt, I swear Well, maybe not on the outside. Look here, Y, you'd be better off compliant To fix our computers and drive our trucks To turn off your TVs and just trust us To read the chapter and finish the assignment Because to us, you all learn the same, To us you are still just a number Even if you think you're out when you graduate. So what, you graduated the system, And it's done it's work on you Have your daddy pick the college and your mama pick the sheets Pack your bags, you're ready for the big world And that's exactly what we made you think. Generation Y, you are fitting into the molds we gave you We tried to crank you out in groups of 300 And we did You were never allowed to be original And you weren't. Generation Y, this cookie-cutter, uniform 'Glued to technology', uninterested Group of 'stupid' teenagers You were forced to unify And forced into corrals, thereby, Forced into lives we've blessed you with. I swear, by my very intelligence That we're good by you, good by the world In evaluating what we need Where we need people Hopefully creating a society less-gnarled Generation Y, you may hate the population But you are the population And you are what we told you to be. Your lives were pre-formed from day one, So, please, Sit down, shut up, finish your definitions, And stop asking why.
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 3:24 PM UTC
Y: An Argument
Your generation is defined by definitions. 'This generation', this new-fangled bunch of hooligans Cut out and put in the oven, Lives pre-formed, based on premonitions, Put into the system and cranked out Made up of numbers and tests that really define who you are. 'This generation' that you have given a set of rules A set of molds to fit into To pour their lives out and 'better the world' Shaped with your all-knowing tools Scissors that cut funding to the parts that maybe, Perhaps, might make them an individual. Because here, no, here we don't have room for individuality But we sure have room for this assembly Your freedom of religion, speech, and freedom to assemble No room for that, for fear of immorality We don't have time for originals, we don't have time for strays I'm sorry that you've got ideas, Generation Y But this is the generation of time constraints. We've got technology to innovate, an ozone to fit Communities to build and lives put at risk But that's not as important as what's in the now No, not as important as these tucks and nips We've got to put you under the needle Even after we swore, 'first do no harm', But this isn't going to hurt, I swear Well, maybe not on the outside. Look here, Y, you'd be better off compliant To fix our computers and drive our trucks To turn off your TVs and just trust us To read the chapter and finish the assignment Because to us, you all learn the same, To us you are still just a number Even if you think you're out when you graduate. So what, you graduated the system, And it's done it's work on you Have your daddy pick the college and your mama pick the sheets Pack your bags, you're ready for the big world And that's exactly what we made you think. Generation Y, you are fitting into the molds we gave you We tried to crank you out in groups of 300 And we did You were never allowed to be original And you weren't. Generation Y, this cookie-cutter, uniform 'Glued to technology', uninterested Group of 'stupid' teenagers You were forced to unify And forced into corrals, thereby, Forced into lives we've blessed you with. I swear, by my very intelligence That we're good by you, good by the world In evaluating what we need Where we need people Hopefully creating a society less-gnarled Generation Y, you may hate the population But you are the population And you are what we told you to be. Your lives were pre-formed from day one, So, please, Sit down, shut up, finish your definitions, And stop asking why.
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Bottles of water, gallons of gas, blankets, dried beans, rice. Use cash, don’t spend it all in one place, two, or three. Unload supplies quietly into the basement, maybe at night. Mail-order a hand-cranked radio, solar lamps, seeds. Buy Q-tips, kerosene, candles. Books, downloadable music, seasons of X-Files on DVD. What’s important? Have friends bring you antibiotics from Tijuana. Buy vitamins, batteries. Tuna, salt, barley. Sweep the chimney. Get new shoes. Get that cavity filled. Stock up on bourbon and bullets. Acquire trade goods – cigarettes, wine, marijuana. Watch the news, read the blogs, find time for target practice. Keep cash on hand. Don’t forget dog food. Think about God. Hurry.
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Oct 28, 2011
Oct 28, 2011 at 10:10 PM UTC
Shopping for the Apocalypse
I got real "gems" within with my heart so polluted obsolete genes making 'em so deluded fighting among self while ringing thy bell turning my inside into live hell. High rankers behaving like bankers cranking up on money weak got taxes ramped up feedback mechanism didn't got me backed up my hand's burning it's more interested in drugs cranked up. world within, so bizarre worshipping 9 days on 10th exploiting the avatar immune system's malfunctioning exterminating none entertaining all stand up for something, "Nah dude, they'll make me crawl". condition's critical need some dode ain't working to flourish, all they do is corrode making my core scrambled as a puzzle suppressing every positive struggle my existence's that of a mine mining glitter degrading divine.
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Sep 5, 2021
Sep 5, 2021 at 2:13 PM UTC
The Missing ARE
i cranked up the amp to ten, as the chord rang out scaled the speaker          i could see townshend from my peak; fell, splintered the       bass. so this is rock.
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Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 3:39 AM UTC
Rock 'n' Roll (Haikus)
No Matter The Floor You Pass Out On I awake as any other madman slash poet. Apon the floor naked pizza box for pillow a members only jacket for a blanket. yes the libary sure has changed over the years. less and less people were reading buggets were cut meaning libraryies were under staffed and rarely did anyone dare venture into the stacks and thank good for that. Cause being i preffered free sleeping it was probaly for the best. but no matter the the floor you pass out on most all fine american men wake up with are god given birth rite. That which after a trip to the restroom like that early morning madness that was christmas pressent openning was over way to fast and was kinda disapointing. Floors werent the best beds in the world in fact they ****** altogather but drinking and common sense dont even belong in the same room togather. Portsmouth Va was a strange world indeed a place where upscale colided with skidrow. Me I preffer the company of a outdoor sleeper to that of a spoiled spoon fed yuppie **** the art school cranked out angst ridden buble people by the second. They walked the street soaking in the pain of life. there heads stuck so far up there ***** I always felt compeled to trip them as they walked by. acting as though they were outsiders yerning to be mainstream they'd **** there mothers on a mtv reality show as dad cried in the background. Just for a taste of stardom. True talent who needs that? but no matter the floor you pass out on one thing was clear. In a world were you could have a bus load of kids and get paid for it. fame wasnt such a rare thing anymore. The floor I passed out on was cold and cruel but surrounded voices from the past. the floor these hollow reallity show bottom feeders passed out on. Had to besoft as there heads. Otherwise there brains would splatter across the floor. And some TV exect would have a brainstorm to have a show were washed up celebrities would have a contest. To see who could bore us the most with there sob story Yes friends id rather have a pizza box for a pillow than a reality show pillbox for a brain. and the truth effectsus all form no matter which floor so you do choose to pass out on.
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Dec 11, 2009
Dec 11, 2009 at 7:12 AM UTC
No Matter The Floor You Pass Out On
No Matter The Floor You Pass Out On I awake as any other madman slash poet. Apon the floor naked pizza box for pillow a members only jacket for a blanket. yes the libary sure has changed over the years. less and less people were reading buggets were cut meaning libraryies were under staffed and rarely did anyone dare venture into the stacks and thank good for that. Cause being i preffered free sleeping it was probaly for the best. but no matter the the floor you pass out on most all fine american men wake up with are god given birth rite. That which after a trip to the restroom like that early morning madness that was christmas pressent openning was over way to fast and was kinda disapointing. Floors werent the best beds in the world in fact they ****** altogather but drinking and common sense dont even belong in the same room togather. Portsmouth Va was a strange world indeed a place where upscale colided with skidrow. Me I preffer the company of a outdoor sleeper to that of a spoiled spoon fed yuppie **** the art school cranked out angst ridden buble people by the second. They walked the street soaking in the pain of life. there heads stuck so far up there ***** I always felt compeled to trip them as they walked by. acting as though they were outsiders yerning to be mainstream they'd **** there mothers on a mtv reality show as dad cried in the background. Just for a taste of stardom. True talent who needs that? but no matter the floor you pass out on one thing was clear. In a world were you could have a bus load of kids and get paid for it. fame wasnt such a rare thing anymore. The floor I passed out on was cold and cruel but surrounded voices from the past. the floor these hollow reallity show bottom feeders passed out on. Had to besoft as there heads. Otherwise there brains would splatter across the floor. And some TV exect would have a brainstorm to have a show were washed up celebrities would have a contest. To see who could bore us the most with there sob story Yes friends id rather have a pizza box for a pillow than a reality show pillbox for a brain. and the truth effectsus all form no matter which floor so you do choose to pass out on.
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Are today's young people troubled? Is their hearing all impaired? Do they think that thier loud music? Will make some people scared? I don't want to hear it And I think that you'll agree That their music sounds real ****** And I know it's not just me They sit inside their cars alone Playing sound bites at full bore If it gives me **** headache Then they must be quite sore The bass just shakes my bladder The treble hurts my teeth It peels the skin back on my skull So you can see what's underneath If I wanted to hear their music I'd ask them for a ride But intstead of going with them I think I'd rather hide Today, while waiting at the lights A car pulled even with my front His music shook my windows The kid looked like a runt I couldn't hear my wife at all She was just two feet away But, I wouldn't let this twerp fiends noise Destroy my perfect day I yelled at him profusely I had tourettes of my left hand I flipped him off eleven times While he listened to his band He smiled and turned it louder Just to show he didn't care Then he smugly, turned away from me Just like I wasn't there I thought about how vengeance Is something best served cold And I thought I'll teach this ******* I'm not that ****** old So, as he increased his volume His hip hop shook my glass I fired back with Mel Torme' That sure put him on his *** He cranked it up again some And this song hurt my liver But, I left him sittling stone faced When I hit him with Moon River I don't wan't to hear their music And they do not want mine And if they blow their ear drums To me...that would be fine.
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May 12, 2012
May 12, 2012 at 5:12 PM UTC
I Don't Want To Hear Their Music
Are today's young people troubled? Is their hearing all impaired? Do they think that thier loud music? Will make some people scared? I don't want to hear it And I think that you'll agree That their music sounds real ****** And I know it's not just me They sit inside their cars alone Playing sound bites at full bore If it gives me **** headache Then they must be quite sore The bass just shakes my bladder The treble hurts my teeth It peels the skin back on my skull So you can see what's underneath If I wanted to hear their music I'd ask them for a ride But intstead of going with them I think I'd rather hide Today, while waiting at the lights A car pulled even with my front His music shook my windows The kid looked like a runt I couldn't hear my wife at all She was just two feet away But, I wouldn't let this twerp fiends noise Destroy my perfect day I yelled at him profusely I had tourettes of my left hand I flipped him off eleven times While he listened to his band He smiled and turned it louder Just to show he didn't care Then he smugly, turned away from me Just like I wasn't there I thought about how vengeance Is something best served cold And I thought I'll teach this ******* I'm not that ****** old So, as he increased his volume His hip hop shook my glass I fired back with Mel Torme' That sure put him on his *** He cranked it up again some And this song hurt my liver But, I left him sittling stone faced When I hit him with Moon River I don't wan't to hear their music And they do not want mine And if they blow their ear drums To me...that would be fine.
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I met an old woman on Leander Avenue who told me, “Don’t breathe or the earth will swallow you whole.” I stayed very still and didn’t move. A butterfly could have landed on my nose but I sneezed so I may never know for sure. After that I remembered that my generation doesn’t have to follow their elders, so I walked to the corner store. I bought three candy bars that I would never eat and tied my shoelaces on the front porch. My neighbor watches old films. He calls them Lumières, and sometimes invites me over. I watch the hand-cranked film flicker black and white over his screen. A troupe of acrobats flip about and wave the French flag, large women kneel and scrub endless linens in the still river, the gardener punishes the mischeivious boy. I smile every time they look at the camera. The slats in the blinds yawn widely and seeing them, the melatonin strikes. Flowing, forcing, endocrinal. The wind whispers Greek words in my ear. Helios, zoetrope, khaos. The trees outside of my window spell out foreign letters. They only make sense one at a time. I can’t spell a word but I speak and realize I can still make a sound. I fall asleep. I never wake but dream of exquisite lavender pillows doused in holy water from the lips of a spouting statue. A Carnevale clown waves at me in the corner and takes off mask after mask. Confetti rains softly from his eyelashes and he quietly laughs into his palm. I want to hold your hand but remember that I am just a raindrop streaking down your car window in a mountain spring storm. I open my eyes.
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Jun 12, 2011
Jun 12, 2011 at 6:05 PM UTC
Afternoon Nap
I met an old woman on Leander Avenue who told me, “Don’t breathe or the earth will swallow you whole.” I stayed very still and didn’t move. A butterfly could have landed on my nose but I sneezed so I may never know for sure. After that I remembered that my generation doesn’t have to follow their elders, so I walked to the corner store. I bought three candy bars that I would never eat and tied my shoelaces on the front porch. My neighbor watches old films. He calls them Lumières, and sometimes invites me over. I watch the hand-cranked film flicker black and white over his screen. A troupe of acrobats flip about and wave the French flag, large women kneel and scrub endless linens in the still river, the gardener punishes the mischeivious boy. I smile every time they look at the camera. The slats in the blinds yawn widely and seeing them, the melatonin strikes. Flowing, forcing, endocrinal. The wind whispers Greek words in my ear. Helios, zoetrope, khaos. The trees outside of my window spell out foreign letters. They only make sense one at a time. I can’t spell a word but I speak and realize I can still make a sound. I fall asleep. I never wake but dream of exquisite lavender pillows doused in holy water from the lips of a spouting statue. A Carnevale clown waves at me in the corner and takes off mask after mask. Confetti rains softly from his eyelashes and he quietly laughs into his palm. I want to hold your hand but remember that I am just a raindrop streaking down your car window in a mountain spring storm. I open my eyes.
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Going to sleep is the best thing a person can do. After a long day of work just slip under the covers clean, wrinkled, soft and daring the night a comfortable pillow in which to rest sleepy tired eyes while finishing a dystopian sci-fi movie taking place in the desert. Furiosa takes the night across her shoulders black engine grease smeared across her forehead as Mad Max rides shotgun before the heat consumes them. Enjoying every sand crusted machine cranked thrusted water tank bomb shell. She is the best kind of heroine taking complete control of the current situation. But sometimes there’s a break when the dusk becomes depth merging into the white halo of moon slivered like a cut thumbnail just hanging there, lifeless. And this is when the truth becomes completely apparent. Resting one’s body after a tough week of physical and emotional sickness becomes first priority where relaxation nods its weary head to slumber under a pile of blankets.
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Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 10:44 PM UTC
Sit and Recline
My heart is so warm right now like a toasty marshmallow all brown and melty slumping to one side. Part of me wants more like a piercing light saber my desire increases tenfold three red shafts throbbing extremely hard and ready to go when my nostrils take in your sweet scent. It's nice like honey baked bread fresh from the oven or soft like green litchen moss with warmth radiating while watching Star Wars: The Force Awakens (again) while cuddling you letting your body heat fold over me so neat like someone cranked open a portable blow torch and started blowing my frozen heart wide open with orange flames thawing it to room temperature. Now a tiny piece of pink remains peeking shyly at you in the dark precariously dangling its delicate frailty like soft woven spider lace.
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Jan 20, 2017
Jan 20, 2017 at 2:42 PM UTC
Finn and Rey's Guide to a Thawing Heart/A Galaxy Romance
Arrival time now at the self-medication station where I sit behind the counter and fill my own prescriptions to feed the yearning for a funny joke or a crystal vision. Pointing with precision at the problem then painting pictures all around it, the mother-me is thinking of grounding the other-me until I learn to keep my bathroom clean and stop to relish in the heaven or hell of the living daydream instead of screaming "Escape!" and attempting to make a run for it. I suffer because I know that I know better, but I'm still standing outside in the snow without shoes on, singing the blues in fusion with hues of deep purple and lackluster green. I mean really, baby, can't we just get a move on and make it past two? The eternal toddler trapped only by an always increasing sense of potential mishaps and wondering if she can sit back and forfeit a society whose headphones are in and cranked while walking through a heavily trafficked intersection without looking both ways. Call me crazy, but I hear the melodies, distant across mountains calling. I'd rather be a river running than part of the system, humming.
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Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 5:38 PM UTC
mandala maker
She winked in her cute little bandana, was standing strategically by the keg, dressed non-discreetly in a very **** skimpy-bikini. The curls that wrapped around her drop-dead beautiful face accentuated her high striking cheekbones. Her lips moved in slow motion, the tip every now and then licking the edges of her pretty mouth. We made small talk about the weather and current songs. She kept telling me how handsome I was, her striking-eyes seemed believable, but I remained guarded, I had heard those lines before. The stars began to emerge as the sun sunk lower and she wondered if I wanted to walk with her, down to the edge of the ocean. The beer had me feeling more relaxed and I took her up on her offer. Down we walked, slowly to the water's edge, she taking my hand, telling me how strong my grip was. It seemed like we walked forever, but before too long, we were out of earshot of the band, the party was just a blip on the horizon. We looked to face one another, it felt surreal, she made me feel stellar, like we were having fun. The moment was ripe, I dipped her hair away from her full lips, placing mine on top of hers, our tongues met, my heart melted. There was a stirring below, a hardness found by her searching hands. As if on cue, she descended, unzipped my jeans rather quickly, took me fully into her mouth. She seemed expert, it was glorious, my eyes rolled back in my head, I squirted into her closed mouth, wrapped around her prize. She stood up, kissed me on my quivering lips, told me I was exquisite, the best she ever had, & I believed her. We walked back slowly, my arm around her slender shoulder, talked about the future. When we arrived back at the bonfire, things had heated up, the music was cranked, people were dancing like they had drank too much. She told she wanted to freshen up, asked me if I wanted a beer, I answered her affirmatively and off she went, back into the raucous crowd, in the direction of the keg. She never came back, I never saw her again, I never even got her name or number. I felt used, a bit heartbroken. I think she just wanted to **** me, then let me go free for personal reasons. It seemed rather one-sided, I was hoping we confide in each other. Strange how that happens both ways sometimes.
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Dec 23, 2013
Dec 23, 2013 at 6:09 AM UTC
Strange How That Happens Both Ways Sometimes (Feeling Used)
She winked in her cute little bandana, was standing strategically by the keg, dressed non-discreetly in a very **** skimpy-bikini. The curls that wrapped around her drop-dead beautiful face accentuated her high striking cheekbones. Her lips moved in slow motion, the tip every now and then licking the edges of her pretty mouth. We made small talk about the weather and current songs. She kept telling me how handsome I was, her striking-eyes seemed believable, but I remained guarded, I had heard those lines before. The stars began to emerge as the sun sunk lower and she wondered if I wanted to walk with her, down to the edge of the ocean. The beer had me feeling more relaxed and I took her up on her offer. Down we walked, slowly to the water's edge, she taking my hand, telling me how strong my grip was. It seemed like we walked forever, but before too long, we were out of earshot of the band, the party was just a blip on the horizon. We looked to face one another, it felt surreal, she made me feel stellar, like we were having fun. The moment was ripe, I dipped her hair away from her full lips, placing mine on top of hers, our tongues met, my heart melted. There was a stirring below, a hardness found by her searching hands. As if on cue, she descended, unzipped my jeans rather quickly, took me fully into her mouth. She seemed expert, it was glorious, my eyes rolled back in my head, I squirted into her closed mouth, wrapped around her prize. She stood up, kissed me on my quivering lips, told me I was exquisite, the best she ever had, & I believed her. We walked back slowly, my arm around her slender shoulder, talked about the future. When we arrived back at the bonfire, things had heated up, the music was cranked, people were dancing like they had drank too much. She told she wanted to freshen up, asked me if I wanted a beer, I answered her affirmatively and off she went, back into the raucous crowd, in the direction of the keg. She never came back, I never saw her again, I never even got her name or number. I felt used, a bit heartbroken. I think she just wanted to **** me, then let me go free for personal reasons. It seemed rather one-sided, I was hoping we confide in each other. Strange how that happens both ways sometimes.
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Pickin' up my pants From her bedroom floor Lookin' at my latest victim From the night before When I was drinkin' everything Like it was going out of style I was drowning my sorrows When I saw her fire up a Marlboro She was Swingin' her hips left to right I've had this feeling before Although, It's been awhile As she cranked that volume dial I saw ***** cut off shorts Raining fabric to the floor Wearin' a low cut top Givin' everyone a show She had ***** blonde hair But, I bet there's none down there I'm thinkin' I might give it a go Because, she's the town **** And, I'm in a rut I'm gonna Give it to 'er tonight I throw her on the bed So she knows her place I rip off her clothes Adding a little slap on her face Because, she's the town floosie It's gonna be a doosie tonight As I finish her off She lets out a cough And I just Watch her there As she lies in the wake Of a psychopaths fate She knows She ain't goin' nowhere Because she was the town hussie And my mood was a little fussy I just Had to release Myself unto another And see the blood sputter As I Watched in peace
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May 16, 2012
May 16, 2012 at 2:31 AM UTC
Hussie
They publicize Education with promise of security. Falsifying all your leizure and reward. Yet, While you drown your accounts with tallies and numeric rallies they develop the technology to summarize, tax, bill you with your debt and fill your mold in the position you strained and craved for. Broken and stacked back rattling You stand on a pile of panic and, Manicly fade into the grave they plotted, and you dug. Technology is our downfall. We see the button and push it Free of refrain. Curious, instantaneous passionate trust in all the oncoming waves of silicone information. The image is cast;,.. It attempts and so succeeds in including you in this performance This, plastic These fading lights. Everything               Burns                      Out So it seems our nation is fueled by a finite flash. With the filaments finally finkled out, the bright idea gone, The shepard is shot and the sheep are frenzied. As the population grows great in numbers alone, the engine is fixed with rusted parts and the plan... A long, smooth drive with the emergency brake cranked the whole way. We'll see just how far mediocre runs, We'll see...
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Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 1:08 AM UTC
Tech:KnowledgeFree
from the bank I see the ghost of a pier old posts standing solitaire a ramp rotted, long gone moored to one stubborn beam, a bass boat, tethered to time, rocking with the whims of the waters fickle, but steady storms upriver may hasten the current, bloat the stream though the flow never ends, lapping against the hull hiding inside are more ghosts: phantom footfalls of fishermen, odors as old as Eden, sounds which once made songs by those who cranked the motor, manned the rudder and cast the lines into the depths, seeking a tug--a pull that meant dinner, a small success a simple surrender of one species to another, from beneath the surface into the sun, a sublime suffocation, then stillness before the gutting many a day ended this way the boat buoyed again to the dock bellies then filled from the sacrifice, the waters licking long the wood
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Mar 28, 2017
Mar 28, 2017 at 9:14 PM UTC
ancient wood
Mouse-perspective; touristy neck cranked to measure immensity before me. So I went higher, to cloudy hills and gaudy views, where I knew a great border Above. Between the clouds I beheld the enormity of structure, staring into my eyes? An iris! Tapestries. Shadow and relief realized in stone. Baffled before the incontrovertible evidence of a benevolent face? Rushing terrain brings nostrils, now lips. Orbiting in the stillness, stories laid bare as skin lesions glow. The cost of working gears displaces and appears red as recent scars where now sprawling sameness mask the bruises, smooth as plastic. My city a single dot for hands of a blind God to glide over.
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Feb 6, 2021
Feb 6, 2021 at 11:53 AM UTC
Tattoo the Earth
The staircase was broken in so many parts, that ascending or descending them became rending. Vertigo cranked its subconscious music to achieve an alien glaze on stairs met thousands of times. What waits at the top or bottom of the staircase paints the upcast/downcast eyes of the saint braving them.
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Oct 17, 2016
Oct 17, 2016 at 12:46 PM UTC
Staircase