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"constrained" poems
From Alan Lomax to the commercial art and now the money machine. At the turn of the century; when sound recording 1st became available to the masses, recording a song was an opportunity for folk to reach out; and tell the world something up front and personal. It meant that people were able to put themselves on “The record” A way of leaving a permanent audio statement, an epitaph, an audio sound bite immortalising ~ life, mood, emotion captured and bottled for all eternity. (A medium that conveyed messages from artists and storytellers of all kinds) A recording was also a great addition to "The family album" something more tangible, a window to a real person, with a real life, a message and a point of view; a legacy, a blast from the past. Few people expected sound prints to be re-designed, homogenised, formulated, copied, repackaged and that art and the message would be played over and over again by new artists in the form of "cover music" or that the style of the messages would become secularized, seperated into distinctive groups, or constrained by an elite clique or commercial genre. Labelling and streamlining art & music mostly benefits the commercial art & music industry; and no longer the artists and creators. I've no problem with good business, or the multi-billion pound industrys that have gained commercial success. However the process of mass homogenisation, product synthesis, marketing, streamlining and then packaging fashion, sound and synthetic culture to sell a product, leaves very little room for creative people to just be creative. A medium originally open to many for self expression, a historical record, an archive, a voice, a personal message; Is now just a vehicle for advertising and perpetuating a genre of nonsense, so much so that there is now more white noise immortalised than messages. To re-cap ~ I Think that creativity and expressionism; like story telling conveys moods and messages from the present and past! Artists and musicians should have the opportunity to create and produce more information than they copy; thus creating a richer more colourful tapestry, whilst not devaluing the message of their predecessors! Purcy Flaherty.
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Jan 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 at 10:38 AM UTC
The media machine and its lack of authenticity
From Alan Lomax to the commercial art and now the money machine. At the turn of the century; when sound recording 1st became available to the masses, recording a song was an opportunity for folk to reach out; and tell the world something up front and personal. It meant that people were able to put themselves on “The record” A way of leaving a permanent audio statement, an epitaph, an audio sound bite immortalising ~ life, mood, emotion captured and bottled for all eternity. (A medium that conveyed messages from artists and storytellers of all kinds) A recording was also a great addition to "The family album" something more tangible, a window to a real person, with a real life, a message and a point of view; a legacy, a blast from the past. Few people expected sound prints to be re-designed, homogenised, formulated, copied, repackaged and that art and the message would be played over and over again by new artists in the form of "cover music" or that the style of the messages would become secularized, seperated into distinctive groups, or constrained by an elite clique or commercial genre. Labelling and streamlining art & music mostly benefits the commercial art & music industry; and no longer the artists and creators. I've no problem with good business, or the multi-billion pound industrys that have gained commercial success. However the process of mass homogenisation, product synthesis, marketing, streamlining and then packaging fashion, sound and synthetic culture to sell a product, leaves very little room for creative people to just be creative. A medium originally open to many for self expression, a historical record, an archive, a voice, a personal message; Is now just a vehicle for advertising and perpetuating a genre of nonsense, so much so that there is now more white noise immortalised than messages. To re-cap ~ I Think that creativity and expressionism; like story telling conveys moods and messages from the present and past! Artists and musicians should have the opportunity to create and produce more information than they copy; thus creating a richer more colourful tapestry, whilst not devaluing the message of their predecessors! Purcy Flaherty.
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you've been on my mind a lot recently polluting my thoughts contaminating my very being with idle inklings and constrained affections making everyday tasks near impossible I'm going insane, but I love it.
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Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 4:54 PM UTC
pollution
When I'm on a field I can be free When I'm with my family I can be free When I'm with little children I can be free When I'm with animals I can be free When I write I can be free ... But when I'm anywhere else I'm constrained by a cage known as- self consciousness social anxiety shyness She comes by many names ... By any chance, are you familiar with her?
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Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 10:43 PM UTC
Free
Imminent grainy current constrained in flight downward onto a pile of past moments                                               /#dmperez
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Jun 2, 2016
Jun 2, 2016 at 10:24 PM UTC
Hourglass
"And in a funny way, the shaving of my, uh, head has been a liberation from, uh, a lot of, uh, stupid vanities really. Uh, it has simplified everything for me, it has opened a lot of doors maybe." - Stephen Malkmus, Jo Jo's Jacket the first layer of skin i shed was the bra rid of the foreign metal sculptor producing a deep rift between skin my third eye, swallowing gazes rid of my **** , my ***** , my rack replaced with sacks of fat and nerve and milk ducts hanging, existing, for no one else not even myself the second layer of skin was the painting of the face the concealing and erasing of imperfections, the lines of laughter of sorrow of life redirecting attention and importance to the bow and symmetry of the lip no longer did i have to put myself on in the morning i woke up as i was, as i needed to be, bare and uninhibited my skin now breathed, and for no one else not even myself and then i grew another layer of skin, made of dank tangles to protect my age, i stopped shaving the years i'd walked this earth, shedding my womanhood the skin grew to my armpits, little tufts of sweaty, odorous mother nature dozing in a fleshy convex nest and to my legs, were the tangles wrapped around my ankles preventing the spreading of the legs for every life for not every life wanted what was not tame and what was not tame no longer wanted to be. my body did not conform, for it was not brought into this world to be consumed for the pleasure of others it exists for no one else, not even myself and as i was engulfed in this hairy wonder of my own body i shed the last layer, the shaving of the head my brain, my being breathed porous and exposed vulnerable to weather and whispers but i was all at once naked and calm, having finally peeled away the layers of ***** over-sexualization and constrained femininity that had molded this meat sack that serves me, a bundle of circuitry and solution balancing and bobbing on the neck for i exist for no one else, only myself
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 10:48 AM UTC
Mae Mae's Jacket
"And in a funny way, the shaving of my, uh, head has been a liberation from, uh, a lot of, uh, stupid vanities really. Uh, it has simplified everything for me, it has opened a lot of doors maybe." - Stephen Malkmus, Jo Jo's Jacket the first layer of skin i shed was the bra rid of the foreign metal sculptor producing a deep rift between skin my third eye, swallowing gazes rid of my **** , my ***** , my rack replaced with sacks of fat and nerve and milk ducts hanging, existing, for no one else not even myself the second layer of skin was the painting of the face the concealing and erasing of imperfections, the lines of laughter of sorrow of life redirecting attention and importance to the bow and symmetry of the lip no longer did i have to put myself on in the morning i woke up as i was, as i needed to be, bare and uninhibited my skin now breathed, and for no one else not even myself and then i grew another layer of skin, made of dank tangles to protect my age, i stopped shaving the years i'd walked this earth, shedding my womanhood the skin grew to my armpits, little tufts of sweaty, odorous mother nature dozing in a fleshy convex nest and to my legs, were the tangles wrapped around my ankles preventing the spreading of the legs for every life for not every life wanted what was not tame and what was not tame no longer wanted to be. my body did not conform, for it was not brought into this world to be consumed for the pleasure of others it exists for no one else, not even myself and as i was engulfed in this hairy wonder of my own body i shed the last layer, the shaving of the head my brain, my being breathed porous and exposed vulnerable to weather and whispers but i was all at once naked and calm, having finally peeled away the layers of ***** over-sexualization and constrained femininity that had molded this meat sack that serves me, a bundle of circuitry and solution balancing and bobbing on the neck for i exist for no one else, only myself
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How Edison and Tesla warred To be the first to capture light. A replacement for fire And an ode to the sun. Guiding travelers Across sky, land, and seas. Balming my hungry skin with rays When I’m jonesing for the sunshine. Bringing life to what was once still Shadows dance across glowing plains. Illumination to our world No longer constrained by dawn and dusk. The power of storms harnessed To fuel our weapon against the dark. Transcending to be hopes beacon Against all fear. Miniaturized to be as small as a dot Oh how we hunger for our light.
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Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 11:24 PM UTC
Lightbulb
there nothing left he says I'm so sorry as superman eats kryptonite it burns inside the pain almost as bad as has been his hole life but it's familiar like a face you haven't seen in many years Lois lane was shot and killed because superman had loved her dear and the farm was sold when Jon and Martha ran all out of years so he sits around and wonders hanging hollow from his fears so he looks down at the bottles that have gathered on the floor and calls up old Lex Luthor in a move to end the war when he came his nose constrained as the smell of ***** pervaded supper man gave him a gun thanked him for the games he told the tale from his perspective and asked lex to deal the blow because he new he had worked for it and didn't want to take his goal so with a bang his life was ended not a word more ever spoke and to this day the name will still make pore old lex tear up and choke
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Dec 31, 2010
Dec 31, 2010 at 3:28 AM UTC
superman
. Feint is the Muse, that looks upon me, challenging my existence with deep baleful interest. Its struggles hard to contain its indifference at the mere mortality that I conduct. And conduct I do. As melody takes centre stage in a flight of fancy, constrained by rhythm temperate, steady, and insistent. The cadenced beat of skins keeping time to a fanfare of sound. But my voice is silent, conspicuous by its absence, in mute violation of speechless freedom. The words won't come, no song message birthed for altruism nor benefit of composition. The flight of fancy stalls and gently rocks in a cradle of anticipation. Rhythm drops to a meagre pelvic twitch, insistence foregone and forgotten in a cynical parody of the vocal deficiency. Velvet drapes lick the wooden floor stage, and the performance has just begun. © Pagan Paul (14/11/18)
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Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 6:56 PM UTC
Performance
My dreams whisper sweet things And surreptitiously speak to me My waking words are rote and empty -spilling with hypocrisy Yet their comforting embrace Simply bring smiles to my face Filling my mind while I'm asleep They send messages lined with silver That vanish when I wake To bring about a dull and listless form Who is shaping my last mistake You see I wake in a storm Simultaneously feeling constrained To my bed I can't get up while there's no filter For the rush of noises in my head If there's a difference between What you know and what you believe Then why is it not as easy To imagine my reprieve Why can I only experience a vivid life While I sleep Then once again wake up To this Fear Doubt and Anger Choking me Invoking me by pushing buttons Of their endless promises To for certain be found in youth While my vision is livid sinning Contemplating and pinpointing Who too close is uncouth You sit there and feed my veins An explanation to your lies With all the compromised Washed up water Memorized methods Coping mechanisms While it's your heart that remains Aloof Then sit there in desperation Reiterating as if you know The deep introspective answer When any fool can see your wisdom Is wrought in the vanity Of a talented dancer If you lost the truth of sanity Would you retrieve it for ten cents Or would you search inside Before hiding from the confines Of a necessary moment I'd rather die or sacrifice my life Before cowering from what's hidden The message so raw That counts your flaws Like there was some proof In what is missing But ultimately I guess It comes down to the small decision The chip on my shoulder That became a boulder When I reached out For my inner vision. So while I feel so disparate and alone In the trenches losing my senses Will I be the hero or be the villain Will I let the poison make me it's toy Or take the penicillin *Some days my life feels as heavy As that last breath left over From how loudly I shout But I guess a general synopsis to you Of how I sometimes feel inside Is a decent first step to waking up While I'm down and out*
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Jul 3, 2017
Jul 3, 2017 at 4:53 AM UTC
Waking Up
My dreams whisper sweet things And surreptitiously speak to me My waking words are rote and empty -spilling with hypocrisy Yet their comforting embrace Simply bring smiles to my face Filling my mind while I'm asleep They send messages lined with silver That vanish when I wake To bring about a dull and listless form Who is shaping my last mistake You see I wake in a storm Simultaneously feeling constrained To my bed I can't get up while there's no filter For the rush of noises in my head If there's a difference between What you know and what you believe Then why is it not as easy To imagine my reprieve Why can I only experience a vivid life While I sleep Then once again wake up To this Fear Doubt and Anger Choking me Invoking me by pushing buttons Of their endless promises To for certain be found in youth While my vision is livid sinning Contemplating and pinpointing Who too close is uncouth You sit there and feed my veins An explanation to your lies With all the compromised Washed up water Memorized methods Coping mechanisms While it's your heart that remains Aloof Then sit there in desperation Reiterating as if you know The deep introspective answer When any fool can see your wisdom Is wrought in the vanity Of a talented dancer If you lost the truth of sanity Would you retrieve it for ten cents Or would you search inside Before hiding from the confines Of a necessary moment I'd rather die or sacrifice my life Before cowering from what's hidden The message so raw That counts your flaws Like there was some proof In what is missing But ultimately I guess It comes down to the small decision The chip on my shoulder That became a boulder When I reached out For my inner vision. So while I feel so disparate and alone In the trenches losing my senses Will I be the hero or be the villain Will I let the poison make me it's toy Or take the penicillin *Some days my life feels as heavy As that last breath left over From how loudly I shout But I guess a general synopsis to you Of how I sometimes feel inside Is a decent first step to waking up While I'm down and out*
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No strength of nature can suffice To serve the Lord aright: And what she has she misapplies, For want of clearer light. How long beneath the law I lay In ******* and distress; I toll'd the precept to obey, But toil'd without success. Then, to abstain from outward sin Was more than I could do; Now, if I feel its power within, I feel I hate it too. Then all my servile works were done A righteousness to raise; Now, freely chosen in the Son, I freely choose His ways. "What shall I do," was then the word, "That I may worthier grow?" "What shall I render to the Lord?" Is my inquiry now. To see the law by Christ fulfilled And hear His pardoning voice, Changes a slave into a child, And duty into choice.
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Love Constrained to Obedience
*You should get an Abortion. It's for the best. Your life is a wreck, and you shouldn't want to invite a child into your mess. You're eighteen and homeless. That's too young to deal with all of this. You can barely keep a hold of yourself, A kid would just make it worse. It's time to just accept that.* Those words were once meant for you, mom. But, for some reason you didn't listen. You ignored their logic and chose to battle through the pain. You didn't give up.   You fought on. Got a car, a job, an apartment, and a way out of all the things that controlled you. You didn't give up. You knew you could be a better person, and a worthy parent. Because instead of being constrained to your past You used each mistake as a lesson that slowly started to give you strentgh. You didn't give up. You believed in yourself When no one else did, and formed your own path which, inch by inch, lead you farther from your fears and closer to that moment when you were able to sit in the auditorium and watch me graduate with the words Thank you Jesus ringing in the back of your head. (I know they were) You never gave up, and look at us now, mom. Look where we are. It's a miracle. We conquered all the odds and ignored the logic. Because you never gave up. I want to be like you. To face my trials without any fear. And when they tell me to just give up. To accept defeat. I won't. Because you didn't.
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Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 7:37 PM UTC
Because You Didn't (revised)
My blood flows with gold my fingers alight with fire it propels and consumes me to an all encompassing desire. Completely in the wind, utterly in the rain A sweet abandonment into the delightful pain. My skin - too tight My movements - too constrained Even a bellow from a mountain top leaves this feeling untamed A power so wild so ferocious, yet so compressed wails at the boundaries of the unexpressed.
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Jan 24, 2017
Jan 24, 2017 at 9:24 PM UTC
The unexpressed
Weeaboo. Owning this geeky word was not something I immediately understood. Coming from a school where geeks were castaways, with Otaku and weeb being even worse terms than that. But now she, who loves video games, and cartoons - a geek herself, dare I say, - calls me a not only a weeaboo, a term revered here, but a failed one. Many references I lack to see, My circle of watched media is constrained, me being the picky geek that I may be. The simple act of putting on fluffy ears that I deem kawaii, She takes as the action of a 'furry'. I rarely see memes, something that not only geeks look at, but social media as well, yet she acts as though it lies within the domain of otakus. Saying ohauyo, tadima, or even simply arigato, gives me a snide reply of, "freaking weeb" Making pebbles into boulders is her specialty.
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Oct 25, 2016
Oct 25, 2016 at 8:49 PM UTC
Pebbles into Boulders
up up up they did rise the skirt lengths in the sixties were up up high the stock market was in step with the high skirt lengths it powered and surged up up high the outlook back then had a light of boon bright and positive was the tune fast forward to 2008 the outlook at that time wasn't too great the stock market fell there was an air of doom skirts were more austere in their length of gloom money was tight the hemlines more restrained the world of finance had become more constrained stock exchanges and skirt lengths have cyclical phases one year they rise high the next year they're down on a flat lining lie
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Jun 21, 2013
Jun 21, 2013 at 6:17 AM UTC
Skirts Lengths and The Stock Market (Analogy, Metaphor Poem)
In that night there was a deeper night, in sorrow a deeper sorrow, in your sorrowful eyes more more sorrowful eyes I descried, the deep night of your eyes as I lay beside you, your head, then your head lying on night's pillow, deeper than a hollow hole filled with tender tears, as you told me of the night, the deeper night of your life, your hair wet with deeper tears on night's side of your visage, when you had to leave your son to save yourself and him, a hurt that still hurts, a deeper night hurt you shared with me through deep night sobs, deeper sobs, wetting your cheeks and neck and night hair, the hurts, the deeper night hurts that robbed you of yourself and him, of how you had to go in order to return, the sinuous path, convoluted and constrained, to leave the night, to come back in the day. You knew day followed night, but your hollow heart howled at the rending end that began a deeper night. All I could do was hold you in the deep, the deeper night, and let you sob and shake, only to awake to that brighter day. TOD HOWARD HAWKS
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Jun 14, 2019
Jun 14, 2019 at 10:55 AM UTC
A DEEPER NIGHT
it's not even noon, but my thoughts are drenched with *** bound and gagged. you're dancing around the kitchen, clad only in a pair of lace ******* you paid too much for at Victoria's Secret liaisons by the seaside, sand sieving through your hair: all forms of metal-backed currency taste like ***** on your fingertips stuffed roughly in my mouth, call me a **** pretty please? promethazine slathered over watermelon sherbert and soaked in Sprite; put a lid on it and shake vigorously until well mixed. Xanax exacerbated migraines mean naptime for me, and I forgot to tell you the Gatorade is spiked with ***** (or maybe tequila; I've well and truly forgotten) and all of this is just another means of replacing you. you're wrapped in an ecru trench coat, cinched at the waist over concealed weaponry: unlicensed pistol and wet coral ***** constrained by a black leather holster and cobalt cotton. you kissed me with ******* in your nostrils and nosebleed on your lips; you killed me with contempt in your mouth and venom on your nails.
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Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 5:18 PM UTC
kissin kate barlow
~for Steve R. & Stephen Y.~ *"two regrets are mine - not finding you earlier in life when...words would have carved for me a better road, and...not hand-ing you a touch, the perfect tightness-shake of one's hand reserved for fondest friends and the light press on one's back deserved for dearest brothers!" ~~~* the light press surety of five fingers on one, oh, what messages it composes, oh, what duty weighty it transmits dear brothers: tho this hands-on handoff, this fly-over, is still a   mission unaccomplished, yet no regrets, please! men don't overuse superlatives, what you lovingly uncover in my rocket-verbal Mars probes, is more telling, more revealing of who you are, than any hand-tightness shake, any touching grasp, could e'er convey yet I promise, forsworn upon the cross of the north west Pacifico latitude and longitude a latitude that just happens to intersect my olden, new english state, knowing that Interstate 90 a straight transcontinental shot, and the car keys just an impulse grab away to tell your arms, your face, your back, our hands, that when you love my poetry, you love me, you friends, are an affirmation of Pablo Neruda's words: ***"whoever discovers who I am discovers who you are"*** fondness is not distance constrained, touching grasps pay no obeisance to time, the honor of your affection permanent affirmed and enflamed, all mine, sublime, to lead my heart, where to lay hands upon your back, to realize even more our single united rhyme
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Nov 7, 2015
Nov 7, 2015 at 4:58 PM UTC
"whoever discovers who I am, discovers who you are"
~for Steve R. & Stephen Y.~ *"two regrets are mine - not finding you earlier in life when...words would have carved for me a better road, and...not hand-ing you a touch, the perfect tightness-shake of one's hand reserved for fondest friends and the light press on one's back deserved for dearest brothers!" ~~~* the light press surety of five fingers on one, oh, what messages it composes, oh, what duty weighty it transmits dear brothers: tho this hands-on handoff, this fly-over, is still a   mission unaccomplished, yet no regrets, please! men don't overuse superlatives, what you lovingly uncover in my rocket-verbal Mars probes, is more telling, more revealing of who you are, than any hand-tightness shake, any touching grasp, could e'er convey yet I promise, forsworn upon the cross of the north west Pacifico latitude and longitude a latitude that just happens to intersect my olden, new english state, knowing that Interstate 90 a straight transcontinental shot, and the car keys just an impulse grab away to tell your arms, your face, your back, our hands, that when you love my poetry, you love me, you friends, are an affirmation of Pablo Neruda's words: ***"whoever discovers who I am discovers who you are"*** fondness is not distance constrained, touching grasps pay no obeisance to time, the honor of your affection permanent affirmed and enflamed, all mine, sublime, to lead my heart, where to lay hands upon your back, to realize even more our single united rhyme
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New mildew mania, oh man-of-war Live by the letter, and **** for the car The dreamers, constrained by the fog they can’t see I uttered this song in Breakaway Alley A wandering blonde in the restless air Their kids, half-afraid that they’re halfway to nowhere Think what you may, they are not in a trance Wield what they say and you’ll find that you dance Upon every row, lies a flag waving by Apartment gravestones kissing up to the sky Now, must we try so hard for fake jubilee? The happy ones live in Breakaway Alley In Breakaway Alley lies the sun Breakaway Alley is on the run All the country crows, they’ve committed a crime Each of their wings, flapping mad out of time To fly with such freedom yet stay so cloudbound Cacophonous sounds fighting for our own ground The buds only look up for leviathans To take them to the realm they misunderstand To pity the fool that does not try to flee We sit on our stools in Breakaway Alley In Breakaway Alley lies the sun Breakaway Alley has emptied the guns The youth do not stir at the visage of hell There is no romance in the streets’ calling bells And while we may treat such a threat to be shown The dagger of a mind is dull while unknown The ravaged pretender spoke of the Romans His gauntlets of gold, earned from fate’s happenstance To escape his blood, he would face down the sea The velvet hands shook in Breakaway Alley In Breakaway Alley lies the sun Breakaway Alley is due to be shunned The eye of childhood feared the forgotten paint They lay, unencumbered, on secular saints The falsified folly in full leopard print The troops in their trollies with pockets of lint The radio is silent in time’s aging vice We hear and don’t listen, bats spliced with mice But maybe, you will see this sweet harmony Remember the words of Breakaway Alley In Breakaway Alley lies the sun Breakaway Alley has finally gone When the baby screams for the first time, aged five Will it lament the loss of its life? When the kids rear for a solution wherever you go How much will it take to say “God, I’ll never know”? Remember the words of Breakaway Alley It’s not all you see, it’s not simply me
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Oct 12, 2018
Oct 12, 2018 at 8:31 PM UTC
Breakaway Alley
New mildew mania, oh man-of-war Live by the letter, and **** for the car The dreamers, constrained by the fog they can’t see I uttered this song in Breakaway Alley A wandering blonde in the restless air Their kids, half-afraid that they’re halfway to nowhere Think what you may, they are not in a trance Wield what they say and you’ll find that you dance Upon every row, lies a flag waving by Apartment gravestones kissing up to the sky Now, must we try so hard for fake jubilee? The happy ones live in Breakaway Alley In Breakaway Alley lies the sun Breakaway Alley is on the run All the country crows, they’ve committed a crime Each of their wings, flapping mad out of time To fly with such freedom yet stay so cloudbound Cacophonous sounds fighting for our own ground The buds only look up for leviathans To take them to the realm they misunderstand To pity the fool that does not try to flee We sit on our stools in Breakaway Alley In Breakaway Alley lies the sun Breakaway Alley has emptied the guns The youth do not stir at the visage of hell There is no romance in the streets’ calling bells And while we may treat such a threat to be shown The dagger of a mind is dull while unknown The ravaged pretender spoke of the Romans His gauntlets of gold, earned from fate’s happenstance To escape his blood, he would face down the sea The velvet hands shook in Breakaway Alley In Breakaway Alley lies the sun Breakaway Alley is due to be shunned The eye of childhood feared the forgotten paint They lay, unencumbered, on secular saints The falsified folly in full leopard print The troops in their trollies with pockets of lint The radio is silent in time’s aging vice We hear and don’t listen, bats spliced with mice But maybe, you will see this sweet harmony Remember the words of Breakaway Alley In Breakaway Alley lies the sun Breakaway Alley has finally gone When the baby screams for the first time, aged five Will it lament the loss of its life? When the kids rear for a solution wherever you go How much will it take to say “God, I’ll never know”? Remember the words of Breakaway Alley It’s not all you see, it’s not simply me
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The dawn was no longer coming The earth was no longer spinning The horizon frozen. We had moved into the deep chill of our lives The deep chill of our love. Stone cold granite silence Dancing around each other in slow motion rotation eyes like arrows eyes like mirrors words silent daggers breath like icicles held and panting, volcanic eruptions seething beneath the surface, choreographed hurt and rage posing feigning covering up, boiling blood in this frozen silence civil, constrained, polite. We turned around walked away again, alone again, with nothing changed and nothing said.
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Aug 3, 2014
Aug 3, 2014 at 1:15 PM UTC
The Silent Treatment
I sit disgustingly high on my throne Looking down at those who don't share the same pigment A sliver plate was placed in front of me at birth On it had everything i’d ever need Financial stability, a house, clothes Food, parents, education, safety My heart pumps nothing but racism through my veins An artery of cruelty and death I strongly believe that ‘diversity’ equals white genocide More of them means Less attention on me Confederate flags litter my house My car, my clothes A simple reminder of the good ol’ days Kicking them, Kidnapping them, Killing them My life is now Being waited on hand and foot My every move watched My every need taken care of My husband As rich and powerful as he is Through his fragile and egotistical nature Shows no mercy to me and my kids I will never struggle to provide for my family I started my life on the top of the ladder For my skin is my privilege Someone is lying…. If i showed you a mere glimpse of my life And the world’s nearly unbearable Weight on me Would you believe it? I carry a list of illnesses from A to Z A suicidal uncle who no longer shares the same air as me Colour, race, and religion Hold no limitations to my pain The day in ,the day out Cold, Suffering I will not be constricted to the rules set on whites By whites I am defined by my actions I stand before you as I am I am well read and independant Fiery and calm I walk my path with integrity pulling my head high And shoulders back strong I am made from my experiences I am not constrained to my personal history I was taught this social cancer But surely, this can always be forgotten For my skin is my privilege And my privilege is being me
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Jan 18, 2018
Jan 18, 2018 at 9:40 PM UTC
My Skin is My Privilege
I sit disgustingly high on my throne Looking down at those who don't share the same pigment A sliver plate was placed in front of me at birth On it had everything i’d ever need Financial stability, a house, clothes Food, parents, education, safety My heart pumps nothing but racism through my veins An artery of cruelty and death I strongly believe that ‘diversity’ equals white genocide More of them means Less attention on me Confederate flags litter my house My car, my clothes A simple reminder of the good ol’ days Kicking them, Kidnapping them, Killing them My life is now Being waited on hand and foot My every move watched My every need taken care of My husband As rich and powerful as he is Through his fragile and egotistical nature Shows no mercy to me and my kids I will never struggle to provide for my family I started my life on the top of the ladder For my skin is my privilege Someone is lying…. If i showed you a mere glimpse of my life And the world’s nearly unbearable Weight on me Would you believe it? I carry a list of illnesses from A to Z A suicidal uncle who no longer shares the same air as me Colour, race, and religion Hold no limitations to my pain The day in ,the day out Cold, Suffering I will not be constricted to the rules set on whites By whites I am defined by my actions I stand before you as I am I am well read and independant Fiery and calm I walk my path with integrity pulling my head high And shoulders back strong I am made from my experiences I am not constrained to my personal history I was taught this social cancer But surely, this can always be forgotten For my skin is my privilege And my privilege is being me
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On Loss We’re always losing something. Seconds, days take some french exit. Time quietly shuffles out the back door. Doesn’t even say goodbye. Once we realize our moments are gone, we want them back. Maybe we can replay them and take a second look, but the record skips and the tape jumps and the film is splotched and some teenager spilt wine all over the keyboard long ago; So we jump from memory to memory like patchwork realizing we don’t even remember the important things. We don’t even know why we thought what we thought. We can’t even explain ourselves to ourselves. Our consciousness can’t muddle through it’s own muck; our mind doesn’t even know how the mind works. It’s not just an existential crisis. We lose the small things, too. We lose cellphones. Wallets. Innocence. Virtue. We pass some tests, we fail some tests, we replace and are replaced we stop loving and are no longer loved, but eventually, bigger things. Friends. Family. Lovers. Ourselves. Our potential. Eventually, we slip away from the most important thing. I’ve heard a bit about death. It’s a lot like sleep. You don’t even know it’s happening. It’s a lot like slipping into the unconscious; it’s a lot like putting your head down; you don’t thrash about. You see the holy gates, maybe. Maybe you’re pulled from your body like a handkerchief. Maybe you don’t lose anything; maybe you get found. If this is melancholy, I’m sorry. I’m allowed to be melancholy. Likewise, you’re are allowed to be melancholy. You are allowed to question- you are allowed to dance, sing, shout, cry know, love, forget; You are allowed to lose. You are allowed to remember. What’s stopping you? Who’s holding you back? No floodgates; you aren’t a flood. There’s no sweeping metaphor; no sweeping generalization. You aren’t a path, you aren’t constrained, chained bound or gagged; confess if you must; drink wine if you have too; do some metaphysical exercise; transport your mind to some realm explode, manifest, conquer, Prepare to lose it all. Or let it happen. It’s a choice. If I could, I’d help you through your heartbreak. Guide you through it all, make you smile. Make you happy. But I keep losing things. I keep playing all the songs I used to enjoy. I keep reading all the things that used to make me happy. Moments come and go, hours gently float away Night will wash the palate clean, clear-coat the day; I will love, and I will hate; I will sing, and I will dance I will grieve, and celebrate I will shout, and by some chance, I cease to be. I will not be me. I will go somewhere; a dark room. Somewhere where I am safe. Nowhere at all. Somewhere, sometime, somehow, a vauge mirror you cannot avoid
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Mar 4, 2013
Mar 4, 2013 at 10:59 AM UTC
On Loss
On Loss We’re always losing something. Seconds, days take some french exit. Time quietly shuffles out the back door. Doesn’t even say goodbye. Once we realize our moments are gone, we want them back. Maybe we can replay them and take a second look, but the record skips and the tape jumps and the film is splotched and some teenager spilt wine all over the keyboard long ago; So we jump from memory to memory like patchwork realizing we don’t even remember the important things. We don’t even know why we thought what we thought. We can’t even explain ourselves to ourselves. Our consciousness can’t muddle through it’s own muck; our mind doesn’t even know how the mind works. It’s not just an existential crisis. We lose the small things, too. We lose cellphones. Wallets. Innocence. Virtue. We pass some tests, we fail some tests, we replace and are replaced we stop loving and are no longer loved, but eventually, bigger things. Friends. Family. Lovers. Ourselves. Our potential. Eventually, we slip away from the most important thing. I’ve heard a bit about death. It’s a lot like sleep. You don’t even know it’s happening. It’s a lot like slipping into the unconscious; it’s a lot like putting your head down; you don’t thrash about. You see the holy gates, maybe. Maybe you’re pulled from your body like a handkerchief. Maybe you don’t lose anything; maybe you get found. If this is melancholy, I’m sorry. I’m allowed to be melancholy. Likewise, you’re are allowed to be melancholy. You are allowed to question- you are allowed to dance, sing, shout, cry know, love, forget; You are allowed to lose. You are allowed to remember. What’s stopping you? Who’s holding you back? No floodgates; you aren’t a flood. There’s no sweeping metaphor; no sweeping generalization. You aren’t a path, you aren’t constrained, chained bound or gagged; confess if you must; drink wine if you have too; do some metaphysical exercise; transport your mind to some realm explode, manifest, conquer, Prepare to lose it all. Or let it happen. It’s a choice. If I could, I’d help you through your heartbreak. Guide you through it all, make you smile. Make you happy. But I keep losing things. I keep playing all the songs I used to enjoy. I keep reading all the things that used to make me happy. Moments come and go, hours gently float away Night will wash the palate clean, clear-coat the day; I will love, and I will hate; I will sing, and I will dance I will grieve, and celebrate I will shout, and by some chance, I cease to be. I will not be me. I will go somewhere; a dark room. Somewhere where I am safe. Nowhere at all. Somewhere, sometime, somehow, a vauge mirror you cannot avoid
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~Christi Michaels~ **Dark Shadows of My Soul Memories finally revealed, Yet always known. Arches set deep within stone Labored creake of hinges Massive wooden doors My breath, heavy just moments before, quiets upon the entering. Dark Shadows of My Soul Three steps down, Entering the majestic room. Domed ceilings. Stucco stained with colors from long, long ago. I walk towards windows. Tall, deep n' narrow overlooking My Realm below. A knowing. A deep seated rememberance of a life once lived. Dark Shadows of My Soul Secrets, locked away in gilded boxes.. Vessels holding unspoken truths Trap doors leading to dungeons concealed beneath intricately woven rugs. Taste of the air. ****** breads, roasting meat. Acrid smoke wafting from Soddy hearths Dark Shadows of My Soul Raven ringlets cascading. A waterfall down my open back. Pearl woven braids adorn the crown of my head. My ******* constrained.   Rising...cresting   With each breath. Brocade and lace lay gently across my hands, kissing my fingers My neck long, regal. I hold posture of a Princess.   My full skirts sweep and polish these stone floors from time till eternity Will begin the journey. Delve into this sordid past. Facing, long at last   Deamons. Lies of Old Embracing now Dark Shadows of One's Soul** Copyright © 2014 Christi Michaels. All Rights Reserved.
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Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 8:27 PM UTC
"Dark Shadows of One's Soul"
A woman is a rabbit She lives with notions determined by her *** Thus constrained to her Father’s or husband’s will Hunted by the predator who hungers for her flesh Hunts in the dark of the concrete woodland She is forced to be silent and suffer lack of wit Forsooth her body is a puppet by the Male hand! She forced to wed and breed She faces a society that would **** her And condemn her for her free mind Tongues of blinded minds order her to undress or cover up She must walk like that of prey With a keen eye over her shoulder She must console herself to the ideas and thoughts That one day or one night she may be killed, murdered She must play the dumb beauty, the cow on market, the ***** on heat She isn’t powerful, or strong, or noble She is a Rabbit…. A Rabbit is a Woman A creature of God made out to be cute and small Butchered, abandoned if illness takes hold, or stomachs are gluttonous Hunted by great beasts for Frith gave them their gift to slay! Tortured by experiment, at the will of a child they are rejected Forlorn by notions of uneducated fools They hide and huddled for man is their greatest enemy This mammal is that of prey With a keen ear scanning the hills Bright eyes foresee the predator that lurks They must be silent, they must be sweet, they must breed, or food to feed They are forced to die! Forced to live! Abused, beaten, slaughtered, they know in any moment they could be killed They must hide their instincts, in filthy bed holes of hutches They are forced to succumb to disease, hardly nursed They must be petite, they mustn’t chew, they mustn’t **** They aren’t intelligent, or strong, or noble They are Woman… A Rabbit is a Woman, A Woman is a Rabbit Both hunted, beaten, abused… Both by society and mankind used Both are powerful, intelligent, strong and noble I am Woman, I am Rabbit
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Dec 4, 2016
Dec 4, 2016 at 3:56 PM UTC
I am Woman, I am Rabbit
A woman is a rabbit She lives with notions determined by her *** Thus constrained to her Father’s or husband’s will Hunted by the predator who hungers for her flesh Hunts in the dark of the concrete woodland She is forced to be silent and suffer lack of wit Forsooth her body is a puppet by the Male hand! She forced to wed and breed She faces a society that would **** her And condemn her for her free mind Tongues of blinded minds order her to undress or cover up She must walk like that of prey With a keen eye over her shoulder She must console herself to the ideas and thoughts That one day or one night she may be killed, murdered She must play the dumb beauty, the cow on market, the ***** on heat She isn’t powerful, or strong, or noble She is a Rabbit…. A Rabbit is a Woman A creature of God made out to be cute and small Butchered, abandoned if illness takes hold, or stomachs are gluttonous Hunted by great beasts for Frith gave them their gift to slay! Tortured by experiment, at the will of a child they are rejected Forlorn by notions of uneducated fools They hide and huddled for man is their greatest enemy This mammal is that of prey With a keen ear scanning the hills Bright eyes foresee the predator that lurks They must be silent, they must be sweet, they must breed, or food to feed They are forced to die! Forced to live! Abused, beaten, slaughtered, they know in any moment they could be killed They must hide their instincts, in filthy bed holes of hutches They are forced to succumb to disease, hardly nursed They must be petite, they mustn’t chew, they mustn’t **** They aren’t intelligent, or strong, or noble They are Woman… A Rabbit is a Woman, A Woman is a Rabbit Both hunted, beaten, abused… Both by society and mankind used Both are powerful, intelligent, strong and noble I am Woman, I am Rabbit
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irreprehensible state becomes constrained and ridden with angst incomprehensible dealings with endless halls and no ceilings drowned out by the sound of silence I cannot speak for one must look within to find their peace otherwise faced with fate brain overload we detonate- forever yielding and there; never revealing, it remains lying in wait within the maze to take us back from whence we came
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Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 4:00 PM UTC
En Gaurde
constrained by society’s idea of a pretty picture, you weep as you cross paths with mirror glass. you are an angel held back by your own tears. you toss and turn through these endless days, veins choked tight by your darkest fears. and you're whimpering in your sleep even as I lay beside you, and I’m on the brink of drifting off when your lips graze my ear with a whisper; “how can I ever be somebody if I don’t have the right body?”
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Aug 16, 2017
Aug 16, 2017 at 12:59 PM UTC
beauty (n.): a social construct