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Overthinking is toxic A torturous endeavor To find all the pieces That will solve the puzzle. "What's wrong with you?" I try to control my thoughts Talk myself off the ledge Convince myself it's unreasonable. It's not rationale Not based in facts Because the facts are missing Gaps in a story not communicated. What cures overthinking? Communication Transparency Honesty Trust. "What's wrong with me?" Nothing. I am simply searching for the puzzle pieces that you have decided to hide.
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Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 8:01 AM UTC
Overthinking
I can't wait till I'm awake.. Plugged into the wall. Nothing noted until the shell of the capsule collapses under the weight of your trembling hands. No there is no notation for what was said between us, just figure-less voices and a strenuous pain that strained our throats for the fear of nothing being communicated between the exasperated gasps of what was less than incommunicable silence. Ugly is not a word but a feeling applied with meaning, applied to a certain truth about that metallic taste in my mouth, that tearful pain jostled in my chest and that consuming fear. I know little of what this ugliness could mean other than it harbors shame in my corners. This shame is not inborn in anyone, but it builds it's presence as a drunken braggart who shouts obscenities and believes he is a prince of highest regard. His ugliness is in what he slings from his tongue and his criticisms of all who in his mind toil about. But he is simply a angry troll with no heart and delusions of grandeur, frittering away time.. for time stands as an eternal judge and measure.
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May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 12:11 AM UTC
Cell Phone
......was a freezing morning. no rooster woke me....i opened my eyes at first light of dawn, sipped hot coffee....my thoughts, recalling....traveling, with the swirling steam... turkey wasn't done yet, but, hours before, table was already set... while awaiting guests, I leant on the counter...my head, to rest, i looked outside the small window and was greeted by a full moon, aglow... there was so much food on the table...weariness was healed by laughter...conversations touched on weather, politics, food...they refused to end, glasses sparkled with bubbly wine....sliced meat was arranged on a big tray...baked sweet potato with caramel smelled, tasted good...broccoli rave was green and spicy...i didn't know potato salad could taste good without meat!....coffee and pies came next.....the dogs, communicated with their eyes and paws...socializing, too, like their masters, i saw what was left, after slicing the plump roasted fowl...a skeleton, still with thick strands of meat, and the  palatable stuffing made with onions and prunes. dishes were washed, kitchen was back in order, after showering....everyone rushed to their beds, yet, i had to peep out the window, one last time... the full moon, still was upon us...confirming its presence....a long time witness to the moments we celebrate........encouraging our moods, our thoughts.....our hearts.......even when it's not a thanksgiving night.. Sally Copyright Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan November 23, 2018
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Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 10:38 AM UTC
The Day After...
First Kiss (Manchester to Miami) Rachel was a 19 year old student who attended the Royal Northern College of Music, located in Manchester UK. Manchester was considered the arts, media, higher education and commerce mecca of north central England. Bordered by the Cheshire plain to the south, and the Pennines mountain range to the north and east. The famous River Mersey ran along the southern side of Manchester. Rachel was packing for winter holiday with some of her classmates, to the warm beaches of Miami Florida, for a week long stay in the sun, far from the often dreary weather that settled over the UK this time of year. Not only was Rachel looking forward to the warm weather and sunny skies but she was looking forward to meeting up with Daniel. Daniel was a 40 something musician, beach bartender, handyman, who lived just outside of Miami. They had met on a poetry website seven months prior, and had established a warm friendship. They communicated almost daily threw emails, chat sites and through poetry exchanges. Their friendship had become more romantic in the last month or so, talking that silly love talk that new lovers used, and Rachel finished off every meeting with the initials AKTY at the end. AKTY stood for angel kisses to you, as Daniel liked to refer to her as his angel. they both were very excited about the chance to see each other, face to face. Rachel knew that the majority of Daniels poetry was slanted toward the romance side, and she knew from their conversations that he seemed to be educated, gentle and romantic. She was, they were, both looking forward to spending an evening together, holding hands,caressing each other, looking into each others eyes, and..... that first kiss. Kiss kiss kiss kiss hard rock guitars, lights and smoke Kiss, that first kiss, this is what, loves all about kiss, your sweet kiss, makes me go crazy, scream and shout your kiss, that angel kiss, can't live with out it, you drive me mad one kiss, just one kiss, from your sweet lips, blows my mind real bad don't know how I got by before you never want to try it no never again my darlin angel I adore you, since I met you you know i've been crazy, I've gone crazy, just can't get enuff, of you sweet baby dreaming, got me dreaming, every night baby, I don't mean maybe every kiss, like your first kiss, sets me ablaze, you know it takes me higher another kiss, I want another kiss, turn the flames up like a funeral pyre don't wanna try to get along without you never want to try it no never again my darlin angel I adore you, since I met you been waiting for that first kiss Gomer LePoet
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Apr 12, 2010
Apr 12, 2010 at 8:58 PM UTC
First Kiss (Act I -Manchester to Miami) A Rock Opera
First Kiss (Manchester to Miami) Rachel was a 19 year old student who attended the Royal Northern College of Music, located in Manchester UK. Manchester was considered the arts, media, higher education and commerce mecca of north central England. Bordered by the Cheshire plain to the south, and the Pennines mountain range to the north and east. The famous River Mersey ran along the southern side of Manchester. Rachel was packing for winter holiday with some of her classmates, to the warm beaches of Miami Florida, for a week long stay in the sun, far from the often dreary weather that settled over the UK this time of year. Not only was Rachel looking forward to the warm weather and sunny skies but she was looking forward to meeting up with Daniel. Daniel was a 40 something musician, beach bartender, handyman, who lived just outside of Miami. They had met on a poetry website seven months prior, and had established a warm friendship. They communicated almost daily threw emails, chat sites and through poetry exchanges. Their friendship had become more romantic in the last month or so, talking that silly love talk that new lovers used, and Rachel finished off every meeting with the initials AKTY at the end. AKTY stood for angel kisses to you, as Daniel liked to refer to her as his angel. they both were very excited about the chance to see each other, face to face. Rachel knew that the majority of Daniels poetry was slanted toward the romance side, and she knew from their conversations that he seemed to be educated, gentle and romantic. She was, they were, both looking forward to spending an evening together, holding hands,caressing each other, looking into each others eyes, and..... that first kiss. Kiss kiss kiss kiss hard rock guitars, lights and smoke Kiss, that first kiss, this is what, loves all about kiss, your sweet kiss, makes me go crazy, scream and shout your kiss, that angel kiss, can't live with out it, you drive me mad one kiss, just one kiss, from your sweet lips, blows my mind real bad don't know how I got by before you never want to try it no never again my darlin angel I adore you, since I met you you know i've been crazy, I've gone crazy, just can't get enuff, of you sweet baby dreaming, got me dreaming, every night baby, I don't mean maybe every kiss, like your first kiss, sets me ablaze, you know it takes me higher another kiss, I want another kiss, turn the flames up like a funeral pyre don't wanna try to get along without you never want to try it no never again my darlin angel I adore you, since I met you been waiting for that first kiss Gomer LePoet
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The equilibrium of the ecosystem is challenged by the rites of the 11th Century Norsemen. Smell the pine in the forests of North America where the dream catcher swings in the branches of the misty Boreal forest. We must never forget in our futile plight for supremacy, that the roots of trees are deeply connected to the annals of history where contemporary grandiosity is a mere mirage of what we call sophistication. Toccata and Fugue in D Minor is where Johann Sebastian Bach communicated his message as clear as the cries of those who were slaughtered in the Highland Clearances. Parallel octaves of our Viking ancestry are firmly established and will never be altered despite the quests of the New World Order.
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Dec 31, 2013
Dec 31, 2013 at 3:58 PM UTC
Scandinavian Modernity
iNever Been iN A Relationship With A Human Being. Only With My Drug, Crystal **** IConsidered iT My Lover. My Baby, My World My Everything. iFell inlove With A Substance, Felt So Real. Created A Strong Bond That Seemed unbreakable We Were unseperable. This Stimulant Kept Me Away From Reality And Everything in it. Blocked Me From Having An Actual Boyfriend and Catching True Loving Feeling. iWas Blinded By These False Euphoric Feelings. A Rush Like iF ive Accomplished A Hundred Things. iWas Concentrated And Focused On Getting High And Just living The Addict life. That iHad No intrest At 16 Towards Boys or having a love life. My Mind Was Just Set On The Streets And Dope Game, Riskful Missions And Hanging With Friends. Guys Would Holler, But id Give No interest. Just Me And My Drug iS All That Mattered. Throughout My 3rd Time iN Rehab, My Neighbor Would Call. A Guy Friend. Daily Conversations, Laughs And giggls,  something so rare and unexperienced. As iBegan To Recover & Emotions Started To Untie, iBegan To Feel Some Strange feelings ive never experienced 1st hand. Once iGraduated My program. We Communicated More, I liked This, i liked him. Was Hard To believe that after all he knew about me? He was into me to. My supporter, My Friend This Guy Became My 1st Boyfriend <3 041314
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Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 9:52 AM UTC
Boyfriend
My eyes, python-like, swallow the sky, greedy for the wrongs in me to go right at the sight of your gleeful greenery spilling over creek beds and hills. The wind, combing out my worries, blowing away the blockage built by the fumes and filth collected in city gutters. I want to be let wild, made free. But one wrong turn in your winding maze and I am gone, a place like this will chew you up and spit you out. You should leave, something tells me. No one ever leaves fully intact, the longer you stay, the more you will fall apart. “On the contrary” I scoff. “I am becoming more myself, not less.” But this is what everyone says just before they leap in joyful pursuit to tumble headlong down hidden gullies. But I am more careful, I assure myself. I hunt the way crocodiles do, watching patterns with keen intention, offering my hands and eyes. But what should I do if, when the time comes, You resist? Disregard me, like an unworthy suitor? And what if that is what I am? I see, I take note of the way the wind blows and the shadows fall, the way the trees twist clockwise or counter-clockwise. The way animals flee when I approach and the way they keep perfectly still hoping they are invisible. And there are times when I see all this, and more. Like heat distortions above a fire, something peripheral or liminal, almost outside the spectrum of what can be perceived or communicated or defined. All these trails, the ones seen and unseen and the ones somewhat seen lead me to a terrible suspicion: that the likes of me lacks to tools to understand the likes of you. that in harmony with one another we would both cease to be what we are. that you will never regard me with love and worse— you will never regard me at all. Then I, in frustration, stop going with you. Start to go against you. And keep going, finally on my own. Still myself, but less.
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Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 7:23 PM UTC
Winderong
My eyes, python-like, swallow the sky, greedy for the wrongs in me to go right at the sight of your gleeful greenery spilling over creek beds and hills. The wind, combing out my worries, blowing away the blockage built by the fumes and filth collected in city gutters. I want to be let wild, made free. But one wrong turn in your winding maze and I am gone, a place like this will chew you up and spit you out. You should leave, something tells me. No one ever leaves fully intact, the longer you stay, the more you will fall apart. “On the contrary” I scoff. “I am becoming more myself, not less.” But this is what everyone says just before they leap in joyful pursuit to tumble headlong down hidden gullies. But I am more careful, I assure myself. I hunt the way crocodiles do, watching patterns with keen intention, offering my hands and eyes. But what should I do if, when the time comes, You resist? Disregard me, like an unworthy suitor? And what if that is what I am? I see, I take note of the way the wind blows and the shadows fall, the way the trees twist clockwise or counter-clockwise. The way animals flee when I approach and the way they keep perfectly still hoping they are invisible. And there are times when I see all this, and more. Like heat distortions above a fire, something peripheral or liminal, almost outside the spectrum of what can be perceived or communicated or defined. All these trails, the ones seen and unseen and the ones somewhat seen lead me to a terrible suspicion: that the likes of me lacks to tools to understand the likes of you. that in harmony with one another we would both cease to be what we are. that you will never regard me with love and worse— you will never regard me at all. Then I, in frustration, stop going with you. Start to go against you. And keep going, finally on my own. Still myself, but less.
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Soulmate.           Found too late.                         You already have a mate. Our eyes meet from across the street.   Instinctively knowing we were meant to meet.                                     You feel entirely whole, healed and intact.                                         You cross, closing the divide. Both of you knowing this cannot be denied.     Right there in the middle of the road. You touch and the air explodes.   Eyes locked, all life's experiences communicated. A soft smile, a nod and a goodbye.       Another time another July.
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Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 12:14 PM UTC
Soulmate
Pythagoras taught that reality was but one among an infinite number now u've got the quantum multiverse; & Pythagoras thought of it first,   saying all it amounted to was a line leading to & through a point, like a thread through a needle;       & so the Universe was stitched together like a multi-directional dream catcher; excluding no area in space &  miracles taking place                                        when the strings        are manipulated according to preset                patterns or improvised designs; what else did the ancient ancients do that make ur high-tech gadgets look like the simple-minded toys that they in truth are; the ancients   told time by the movement of the sun & shadows & communicated w/ unseen higher spirits, conferred w/ still higher spirits,   higher than those both above & below;  spirits taking the form of sacred prostitutes & poets, geniuses every one of them
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Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 12:30 AM UTC
the genius of multiple realities
“I know why the heart gets lonely Every time you give your love away.” (*) Puts me in mind Of a man who embodied our eternal, sometimes fruitless search And why the heart is a lonely hunter. John Singer, you silently sang, Of heartbreak and devotion to someone And the eternal search for those elusive qualities Those missing puzzle pieces we all look for Happiness Acceptance Love Always seem out of our grasp Like a puddle of water On the sunbaked, summertime highway of our lives Traveling Always looking for something Hunting for anything To let us know we’re human We’re loved But still our lonely hearts search on “I know why the heart gets lonely Every time you give your love away.” (*) The heart is a lonely hunter. Staring out the window of the bus Thinking about the ones I love And wondering if it is all worth it. I wish I could’ve sat down with you, Mr. Singer, And compared notes through pantomimes Written words of your struggles Maybe I could’ve understood you better than others Deaf and mute, you Couldn't communicate with words, Couldn't hear what other said, Instead you communicated with looks of compassion Serenity, Composure Masking a single-minded devotion to one person And you let others who lean on you Attaching what meaning they may To the nonverbal cues you say to them. When some of it wasn’t what you really intended. Believe me, Mr. Singer. I know all too well the misunderstandings That come up in the name of simple love Or the search for it. “I know why the heart gets lonely Every time you give your love away.” You think you have something special But does the other person really understand you? And when others need you, and vice versa, They fail to see behind the wall masking Your true heart What you’re really trying to tell them And even with the powers of speech and hearing Would you still have made yourself understood? Misunderstanding, it’s so easy Words are woefully inadequate Because people will see what they want to anyway They attach their own meanings to the words you say Mister Singer, I can understand why you blew a hole in your chest Sometimes that gaping hole is more preferable To the gaping hole left by a broken, misunderstood heart “I know why the heart gets lonely Every time you give your love away. And if you think that you are only A shadow in the wind Blowing around but when You let somebody in They might fade away.” (*)
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Aug 15, 2011
Aug 15, 2011 at 12:28 PM UTC
THE HEART IS A LONELY HUNTER
“I know why the heart gets lonely Every time you give your love away.” (*) Puts me in mind Of a man who embodied our eternal, sometimes fruitless search And why the heart is a lonely hunter. John Singer, you silently sang, Of heartbreak and devotion to someone And the eternal search for those elusive qualities Those missing puzzle pieces we all look for Happiness Acceptance Love Always seem out of our grasp Like a puddle of water On the sunbaked, summertime highway of our lives Traveling Always looking for something Hunting for anything To let us know we’re human We’re loved But still our lonely hearts search on “I know why the heart gets lonely Every time you give your love away.” (*) The heart is a lonely hunter. Staring out the window of the bus Thinking about the ones I love And wondering if it is all worth it. I wish I could’ve sat down with you, Mr. Singer, And compared notes through pantomimes Written words of your struggles Maybe I could’ve understood you better than others Deaf and mute, you Couldn't communicate with words, Couldn't hear what other said, Instead you communicated with looks of compassion Serenity, Composure Masking a single-minded devotion to one person And you let others who lean on you Attaching what meaning they may To the nonverbal cues you say to them. When some of it wasn’t what you really intended. Believe me, Mr. Singer. I know all too well the misunderstandings That come up in the name of simple love Or the search for it. “I know why the heart gets lonely Every time you give your love away.” You think you have something special But does the other person really understand you? And when others need you, and vice versa, They fail to see behind the wall masking Your true heart What you’re really trying to tell them And even with the powers of speech and hearing Would you still have made yourself understood? Misunderstanding, it’s so easy Words are woefully inadequate Because people will see what they want to anyway They attach their own meanings to the words you say Mister Singer, I can understand why you blew a hole in your chest Sometimes that gaping hole is more preferable To the gaping hole left by a broken, misunderstood heart “I know why the heart gets lonely Every time you give your love away. And if you think that you are only A shadow in the wind Blowing around but when You let somebody in They might fade away.” (*)
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Deadly pestilence came to distinguished Florence. Spread east to west, roamed sickness without human cure. Divine and human authority disappeared, God’s wrath prohibited remedy and good health. Families emptied, gentlemen fell to corpses. Evil free to **** men indiscriminately, Ignorant doctor’s advice left medicine like filth. Day or night decomposing fortune is death. Sick set aflame in neglecting infinite fire. Disease black with misery, wicked affliction with livid spots. Medicine removed anything. Contact to dead or sick doomed a person sad death. Every part always died. Abandoned all the laws rightful behavior a fallen plight. Faithful shame. Plague is a noble executor’s careless deeds. A woman with no necessity of required morals communicated upon death. Healthy, beautiful, and attractive multitude consumed. Avoid no very past pestilence in the fields. The sick had made servants of the required dwellers.
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Jan 31, 2013
Jan 31, 2013 at 11:34 PM UTC
Black Death
Philosophical epistemology strumming adventures Albeit, coherent mental decoding stratifications structured Supposedly our world rests in our minds, revolving knowledge An entwine of conceptual abstract flowing within oneself The mind in the “I” the “I” a reality lived in my experiences George of Leontini, a mine mind approving solipsism exploring innatism Imaginative insights that nothing exists, the secrets secreting secrets The knowledge behind the veils that remains un-communicated A reverse of normality and known existences, moral disposition Hypothesis of depersonalizations, adventures of self internalization Justifications for what lies outside the Medulla Oblongata Skepticism and just alternatives to western philosophy Subjective unapproved experiences only robust in one’s mind Descartes abstraction of inner experiences, reciprocated paradigm Intuitively, perceived lived formulations of "Cogito Ergo Sum" Psychological conscious undoubted individualistic thoughts Berkley explored perspectives that physicality is an embodiment of the mind The mind a decoding visualizer, that encompass the non-existent An idealism marriage of ‘metaphysical’ and epistemological philosophy The intense esoteric “dualism” verses the fiery “monism” reality Mind boggling differentiated truths bleeding with blinking unresolvable hypothesis The jiggered methodological, streamlining the un -logic sequential beats
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Feb 19, 2016
Feb 19, 2016 at 11:56 AM UTC
Solipsism Quandary
Is this a power hierarchy? Does our dueling footwork Convince us to Lock into some sort of Competitive symmetry, Twisting into your Mashed potato minefield with Doo *** , doo dad laden Dancing shoes? Gimme your Electronic sympathy, baby, Infiltrate the airwaves with Piercing eye contact and Tremourous finger tip brushes. Is my informality coming through? Have I communicated with Unlocked elbows and Megaphone ears that not only My body but universe Lives here and in you? Orient yourself to me, I task while asking you to Take off your straight jacket and Stay a while. Unlock your Pandora 's box so your Monsters can meet mine, Mirrored in different shades of Shock and shame, operating under Varied hues of the same name. Lean into me, let your Shoulders slender and shimmy to a Tenderizing touch, the Objects under your skin collapsing To the 4/4 timed battle Between form and perception. The ingestion of the Metaphor is the message, and The tongue regards a tune Differently than a taste. Face symmetrical, nostrils work, The blooming waste of consumption Centered on the top right corner of Your cheekbones. I can't help but grab the Slight upswing in the tone Of your voice and spin it around; Let's swing, darling. I'd like to take your descriptors On a date to the dance floor. How long can we keep this up until meaning has waltzed out the door?
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Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 1:19 PM UTC
power/control
"Genuine poetry can communicate before it is understood" T.S. Eliot (1888 - 1965) ~~~ perhaps. can I communicate what I cannot fully comprehend? my voice poetic keener, age-softened, grows less popular for it no longer reaches for christmas ornament words and creamy cake-in-the-rain imagery leave that to the better ones. cherish simplest: coming home to fresh sheets, plumped pillows, music, tousled hair on pillowed histories, river walks, the lightest hand touch that rouses the fireplace of contentment to glow briefly, from logs that are more embered ash moments than substance capable of more flaming the rumpled strivings of the young poets, creativity of the masters of voice and dancings bodies, shopping lists of life~items that reshape, restore my old~ness, the revelations of the historians, inducements to believe in yet, more. these exteriors are comprehendable. don't forget the orange juice, the first chilled swig from the plastic, confirms I am breath-yet-capable, one more poem-mission ready, the mission objectives still not published. Sun east welcomes me, woman puttering kitchen coffee noises it is neither spring yet or winter gone, in-between like me, in-between naissance and history remnant question thy fiat, Mr. Eliot, cannot frame myself, my who-I-am six decades of myself. can it then ere be said, his poetry communicated or ere contained ever a single genuine word? can I communicate what I cannot fully comprehend?
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Mar 15, 2014
Mar 15, 2014 at 8:38 AM UTC
Genuine poetry can communicate before it is understood
Juxtapositional Refinement Redefined  (Spoken Word- Freestyle-Dramatics) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ == JRR == by SassyJ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Credits to: Angelina Lopez (HP Poetess) (Copy the link below to your browser) Juxtapositional refinement redefined: When you meet beautiful souls we have been taught by the society to confine them. Like "I love you" but what does that word really mean. Does it mean "sharing in openness" or does it mean " been confined in expectations and obligations". The paradigm that we live in as society is delusional. We have learnt to analyse the "in between" based on our analytical and logical systems. But how about going to the individuals involved and creating an open dialogue to talk about what the situation may be. This is a thorough and more accurate way of attaining acuity. To flow in openness is like listening to 'harmonious jazz music' ...... it is like inhaling the beauty of the ginger scent in the breeze. Life itself speaks to us and we don't have to make it complicated. If we only were able to have an open platform..... hearts that are blissful and not tainted by fear then we can redefine the contrasting views of dichotomy that we have as mankind. In essence, If you haven't communicated to someone openly about something ...... we should never draw out conclusions. They will only be pre-judgemental notions oozing with constraining predefined and predetermined assumptions. Give everyone a chance and the world will smile!
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Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 11:09 AM UTC
Juxtapositional Refinement Redefined (Spoken Word-Freestyle-Dramatics)
I remember bodies more than faces which in his case was beneficial I liked him because he let me down even more than I let down myself and in some demented way it was comforting to have a relationship based on mutual self disrespect If you're both being used can you really use each other? you wanted to cuddle, I wanted to watch you shower you liked the smell of my hair, I liked the roughness of your palms alone together; together alone but I'm not sure you noticed that the most meaningful way in which we communicated was through clicks of our teeth and the rustle of sheets
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Feb 6, 2013
Feb 6, 2013 at 10:57 AM UTC
boyfriendship
Unmovable Unchangeable A worthiness a standard is deposited in your inner being all other elements in life will ebb and flow but Your essence will be darkened by sorrow but from this tragedy and sorrow riches will tower a streaming Blessedness will flow it will instantly engage another who has just suffered loss seen unseen words and Actions will with the deftest touch a kindness soaked in mellowness will be communicated in silence to The heart who has just suffered the bitter harvest of sorrow the gripping real a special irreplaceable Someone has departed to walk on a different plane for them purest light your circumstance darkest sorrow cold as Everest you are left ripped not only of all outward cover but inward has there ever been Such savage destruction the healthy norm now ravaged the spiritual heart ripped apart it was complete It was formed by love alone no other sculptor is more honered to work with such substance he makes Their face those eyes the transfiguring part of human connection truly souls merge together here in this Special stream vision multifaceted feelings weighted the heavier the deeper the depths where Emotional ties are created from pleasures these springs of the heart you come in emptiness you leave With these volumes ballooned ever stirring thoughts the very impulses that make them the person you Know this feed of expressions do they not cause an unending joy that spills at different times sometimes Just a slow pleasant entailing then at other times a roar of engulfing and at times it happens when your Tide is low they instinctively trigger this from their register of mercy a unity that is boundless truly you Have small oceans within I see it in the workaday world but like the song behind closed doors magic Fire you reach heavenly heights explorers rewarded in human feeling that can’t be bought and are never Sold truly kings and queen of a great domain in the hidden soul you have truly roped the wind and Touched stars as you hovered under them holding hands who can doubt God when you exhibit his very Essence through the love you found and it causes unfathomable assurances holding hands is the same As a great dam holding water but yours is holding never ending love
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Oct 5, 2012
Oct 5, 2012 at 12:13 AM UTC
Unmovable Unchangeable
Unmovable Unchangeable A worthiness a standard is deposited in your inner being all other elements in life will ebb and flow but Your essence will be darkened by sorrow but from this tragedy and sorrow riches will tower a streaming Blessedness will flow it will instantly engage another who has just suffered loss seen unseen words and Actions will with the deftest touch a kindness soaked in mellowness will be communicated in silence to The heart who has just suffered the bitter harvest of sorrow the gripping real a special irreplaceable Someone has departed to walk on a different plane for them purest light your circumstance darkest sorrow cold as Everest you are left ripped not only of all outward cover but inward has there ever been Such savage destruction the healthy norm now ravaged the spiritual heart ripped apart it was complete It was formed by love alone no other sculptor is more honered to work with such substance he makes Their face those eyes the transfiguring part of human connection truly souls merge together here in this Special stream vision multifaceted feelings weighted the heavier the deeper the depths where Emotional ties are created from pleasures these springs of the heart you come in emptiness you leave With these volumes ballooned ever stirring thoughts the very impulses that make them the person you Know this feed of expressions do they not cause an unending joy that spills at different times sometimes Just a slow pleasant entailing then at other times a roar of engulfing and at times it happens when your Tide is low they instinctively trigger this from their register of mercy a unity that is boundless truly you Have small oceans within I see it in the workaday world but like the song behind closed doors magic Fire you reach heavenly heights explorers rewarded in human feeling that can’t be bought and are never Sold truly kings and queen of a great domain in the hidden soul you have truly roped the wind and Touched stars as you hovered under them holding hands who can doubt God when you exhibit his very Essence through the love you found and it causes unfathomable assurances holding hands is the same As a great dam holding water but yours is holding never ending love
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Music is a complex language communicated bye the heart an soul of its performers. Beats and rhythms communicating emotions that we have lack of words to describe. someone who can understand music In all its forms and beauty Is someone who can understand me. And the deepest parts of my soul.
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Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 1:45 AM UTC
Music
I've forgiven myself for these nights of endless sleep Till the sunrise and the moon showed size I was sad. I've forgiven myself from excluding of humanity, starving myself, drinking alone, and drugging my soul From talking to God in that violent tone These days of depression, oppression and disgrace You would try to hold me but empty I was Made me coffee every morning Held me tight while I panicked, always keeping yourself cool Writing is how we communicated, reading how I excluded myself This summer I read so many books I don't even know how the world looks anymore My God is gone My skin is white My chest in pain And you, right there I'm sorry I didn't let you embrace me, I needed to myself "We are in this together" I'm sorry, I forgot.
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Dec 23, 2013
Dec 23, 2013 at 2:13 PM UTC
Depression.
Mama I've done wrong Did it again Swallowed the red sun and burnt my tongue Now I talk in caustic prose As I watch precious friends erode into stories that were once told Missing the elastic howls that died in the sweet summer time, our mellow procrastination that became an erratic fascination, hopeless meandering in the forest grove where we found Cherub rock and communicated in implicit thoughts Merely stowed memories in a paper boat Drifting towards a somber moat formed from the friction of  splintered convictions The chords of thunder roar Black clouds of war wash ashore It's time to fall on my own sword
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Nov 12, 2010
Nov 12, 2010 at 10:28 PM UTC
A shell of my former self
little yellow teeth stained by years of coffee and cigarettes layered like sedimentary rock wire brush mustache on a face that betrays his years a reflection of a potential that went unrealized such an angry man even his words are burdened with equal parts guilt and rage "do as I say kid" "because I said so" he must view himself a tough, strong man despite being an upper middle aged diabetic possessing a physique that calls to mind a woman in her third trimester his bitterness, his depression, his emptiness permeated every layer of life imagine a son who grew up confused, frightened not knowing when, how, or why a display of aggression would occur wildly disproportionate to whatever perceived transgression my sins weren't fictional, i needed better representation a one-by-two a measurement of lumber wrapped in athletic tape an display, a warning readily available a disciplinary tool for any occasion when broken across my *** a lesson was given but rarely learned we never communicated then we barely speak now if only for the lack of something civil to say should platitudes serve as a father and son bond then our collective stubbornness is worth a mention if blame needs placing and i was taught this behavior can i learn to forgive and love such a below average model for God? right on cue his catholic upbringing screams in my ear and my irish rises an irish familiar to him the only thing we share he could have kept that to himself
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Dec 14, 2012
Dec 14, 2012 at 11:52 AM UTC
Untitled
The murmur of the sly hours seize Panting the breath into violent grief, Love that disdains Leave anyone in despair. True link thus detests, All things in the world  disdains Other than dear ones loving heart. Love must ever be known for sincere That sincere love looks upon Mutual striving towards each other And the intensity of love looks upon Being upfront in and out With no taboos In sweet surrender. And the language of love looks upon The cravings to meet each other in the eyes,   Desperately seeking to tell the love And stare at each other until communicated And love be spoken as they meet And retreat in sweet dreams Like shining stars. Love is of the kind related to mind. Falling in love is such a wonderful feeling; It shines like a diamond Inside of the mind. When heart is broken, love is more cruel Than diamond particles slowly gaped in And times merriment forsaken. If love is not timely sought, Pain will never cease And pangs of death imminent. Love is not a gossamer in dew’d grass But a magic web of encircled kindness. Love is of the kind related to mind.
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Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 11:37 PM UTC
Love and Despair
The world has turned into a global village No one can deny on that... But..remember the phone we had placed on that beautiful table mat? Yes...it was a matter of pride to have one.. The only fastest medium of communication we had at that time It too had models...the rotary phone, the keypad and many fancy ones We talked, laughed and sobbed sitting at one place as we were tied with the corded set with everyone. It was safe.....no fear of radiation or loss of eye sight . Though it was much too costlier than what it is today....people still communicated and talked their heart out Now...every hand has a cell phone which comes with many features overcoming the limitation of the old one People can connect anywhere in no time Then why...? We are so disconnected.....! May be we mastered the art of telepathy?...or we are blessed with a magical wand...? We talk no more We only make groups We love forwarding messages We have become mute..... So can we again move to landline? Come out of the virtual world by talking to our dear ones at this time? Can we try and understand what they are hiding behind their smiling whatsapp profiles? Let's do things one at a time...rather than multitasking with phone on one hand and laptop on the other... Let's give them the love and respect when one needs from your side. So ..... sit back and dial a number of your loved one...and help the world again to become one if not through landline but may be your heartline!! Bina Mukherjee
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May 24, 2020
May 24, 2020 at 2:39 PM UTC
Oh!that landline
I remember all of the stupid things. The gap in my first love's fringe that appeared only when she was flustered, or torn between *** and G-d. The nursery teacher who resembled Jane Goodall and sat with me whilst my hayfever was too potent to play out in the sun. I remember the exuberance of heat on the concrete slabs in my first back garden. How my mother would take boiling water to the empires of ants that would find life in the cracks and crevices between my footfalls. I remember how silent they were through oppression and death. I remember my first sight of the ocean. How serene it looked in the distance, how unforgiving and cold it was once I threw my whole weight into it. The shivering donkeys on the beach, agitated by the ice-cream crowds; the man who handled snakes for a living and persuaded me to touch a killer. I remember my first guitar and how I stared at it helplessly for two hours, like a teenage boy on his first sight of a ****** The first sad song to deliver a feeling never experienced, but communicated; how adults failed to answer the questions that music gave forth effortlessly. I remember when you started leaving kisses at the end of your messages, the formulaic gaps in time before I would hear from you again; your costume of nonchalance. The way you appeared in the wasteland hours, playing the therapist with your kind words and history of neurosis. I remember the sheet of plastic that shielded me from the rain as a child, the rubber wheels of my carriage buckling through puddles and gaps; the first exposure to nature's lullaby, as I fall asleep through storm and traffic. I remember how easily sleep once came, and how I resisted it all the same. I remember my recurring nightmare. A big red button and the doors of hell; some spectre of infinite density that caterwauled for the destruction of all things human, all things new. The way my mother's arms were infallible, the priest's glare, omniscient; the revolting concept of a cigarette. I remember all of the useless things. The rings around my grandfather's eyes on the only occasion I saw him cry. Kissing Rebecca on the lips, cementing our love with tree sap and the promise of an endless summer. I remember the first time I felt sad without having a reason to be so. I remember the shine of the room when I took pills for the first time; the incorrigible thirst for water and the racing confessions that followed. I remember how it felt, the first time I trapped someone in a poem; how easy it was to forget them once reduced to words and half-truths.
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Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 5:42 PM UTC
Useless Memories
I remember all of the stupid things. The gap in my first love's fringe that appeared only when she was flustered, or torn between *** and G-d. The nursery teacher who resembled Jane Goodall and sat with me whilst my hayfever was too potent to play out in the sun. I remember the exuberance of heat on the concrete slabs in my first back garden. How my mother would take boiling water to the empires of ants that would find life in the cracks and crevices between my footfalls. I remember how silent they were through oppression and death. I remember my first sight of the ocean. How serene it looked in the distance, how unforgiving and cold it was once I threw my whole weight into it. The shivering donkeys on the beach, agitated by the ice-cream crowds; the man who handled snakes for a living and persuaded me to touch a killer. I remember my first guitar and how I stared at it helplessly for two hours, like a teenage boy on his first sight of a ****** The first sad song to deliver a feeling never experienced, but communicated; how adults failed to answer the questions that music gave forth effortlessly. I remember when you started leaving kisses at the end of your messages, the formulaic gaps in time before I would hear from you again; your costume of nonchalance. The way you appeared in the wasteland hours, playing the therapist with your kind words and history of neurosis. I remember the sheet of plastic that shielded me from the rain as a child, the rubber wheels of my carriage buckling through puddles and gaps; the first exposure to nature's lullaby, as I fall asleep through storm and traffic. I remember how easily sleep once came, and how I resisted it all the same. I remember my recurring nightmare. A big red button and the doors of hell; some spectre of infinite density that caterwauled for the destruction of all things human, all things new. The way my mother's arms were infallible, the priest's glare, omniscient; the revolting concept of a cigarette. I remember all of the useless things. The rings around my grandfather's eyes on the only occasion I saw him cry. Kissing Rebecca on the lips, cementing our love with tree sap and the promise of an endless summer. I remember the first time I felt sad without having a reason to be so. I remember the shine of the room when I took pills for the first time; the incorrigible thirst for water and the racing confessions that followed. I remember how it felt, the first time I trapped someone in a poem; how easy it was to forget them once reduced to words and half-truths.
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