"columbines" poems
i disembody you in poetry:
thin scabs film over your bones,
i pick them until i find new skin to lay my kisses on —
a new land to baptize
with my own heathen hands,
i disembody you with them:
chest spread open like that of a dressed foul.
my body is too corrupted but it knows of intense longing,
piercing live-coal eyes, it burns
my neck like a crucifix,
like flames on a burning metal —
it heals, almost cleanses like holy fire
and with new bones,
i disembody you in poetry:
an attempt to see you, hold you, love you whole
without it consuming me:
a sight of pink lips, pink tongue,
pink columbines on your wrist;
i take apart your entirety,
press it, piece by piece on my fragile nail bed — hidden away
somewhere the world loses its sight.
and maybe now after all the cycles, it is the world's turn
to fumble far and wide, to despair in search for your hands —
your eyes
that unsettle and leave the cosmos
collapsing majestically
in its own harshest daylight
leaving us all disembodied
in blinding, vivid, solar colors.
forgive my compulsions to love you like this.
Feb 6, 2022
Feb 6, 2022 at 12:15 AM UTC
Thou blossom bright with autumn dew,
And colored with the heaven's own blue,
That openest when the quiet light
Succeeds the keen and frosty night.
Thou comest not when violets lean
O'er wandering brooks and springs unseen,
Or columbines, in purple dressed,
Nod o'er the ground-bird's hidden nest.
Thou waitest late and com'st alone,
When woods are bare and birds are flown,
And frosts and shortening days portend
The aged year is near his end.
Then doth thy sweet and quiet eye
Look through its fringes to the sky,
Blue--blue--as if that sky let fall
A flower from its cerulean wall.
I would that thus, when I shall see
The hour of death draw near to me,
Hope, blossoming within my heart,
May look to heaven as I depart.
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Foggy breeze through my
fingertips when sunburnt days
seem coveted in memory.
When the columbines came back from the dead.
Burnt up cities...
The last glimpse of
firefly lights grew dim behind me
The trees sprouted everywhere like stardust
The pillars I once worshipped
in incense with amulets
became faded ruins...
The weathered walls texture
were like sequins with no glimmer
I escaped again to a place with green lakes and forrests of pines
It's quieter up here in the
mountains
Like a shudder through the
window
I hear the old house moan all
through the day and all
through the night
The sunlight pierces through
the blinds
illuminating his face
which is already illuminated
But you're my bumblebee
that insignia- a honey gatherer
If you subtract the intimacy
out of ***
Nothing's left, but
hollow mechanical *******
Stealing the rythmn from
the music
Sturdy as a beam I lay
Unable to grasp at anything
It's just noise
Sweaty day, shivering nights-juxtaposed
It's like living on Mercury
In decomposition like a basket of rotten lemons
Past conversations crush their
weight against my open ribs
No parent teacher or friend
told me how all consuming the sensation would be...
Dazed eyes staring through
disheveled blinds,
I was dropping rose buds off the
second floor balcony in the night
They hit the scratchy asphalt
like a gentle meteor shower
Monotonous nights replay
the same phases
That moon...
A face splashing
from gibbous to crescent
Waning on my malady
Always stirring like a steady torch
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 2:40 AM UTC
I was going to write you a poem stating how your sound is
long, and arching like
leaves to the sun. How it
curls and soars like a bluejay taking
wing from an autumn aspen tree
or how it can flit, like a hummingbird
back to the columbines that bloom
violet, and sensual as May
…But I felt like a ******* idiot
comparing your sound to birds of all things.
birds are too easy, anybody
can write a ******* poem comparing
a singer’s voice to birds, for godssake that’s too
easy
I want to compare your sound to a cigarette, but I’m afraid
that comparison might offend you… what I mean
is that your sound burns
at the end, like
leaves, if you light them, and I breathe it
there’s not a better way to say I
inhale when you sing, and what comes back
out, to the air is an echo, but it looks nice
and in response I wave and clutch at the sky
piteously, but your song
pats my back, with heavy hand and says
that things are fine and good
and your sound
can rasp like flipping book pages
your sound can roll down a grass hill in June your sound
can rope the ****** moon down to where I lie
with stars in my eyes, and nothing on my tongue
And like poems about birds, your sound is impossibly easy
but like birds is nigh uncatchable
and, like the moon,
its light is fleeting
and like cigarettes, your sound
is likely killing my insides.
Mar 18, 2013
Mar 18, 2013 at 5:15 PM UTC
I so often yearn for the brilliant freedom
children exude at the public pool--
in their Tahitian orange board shorts
swinging like mudflaps against youthful
legs covered in fine, blonde wisps,
girls in lemon sorbet one pieces
standing triumphantly akimbo
at the water's edge with small
protruding bellies for no other
reason than to be, beauties
much like wildflowers, lone columbines
or other pale fauna--
evenly evertan or milky white,
beet sunburns that creep down the sharp points
of shoulder blades, barely held in place by sheets of taut canvas
leaking water and blinking rapidly
beneath oily fingers smeared with sunscreen and diluted
peach creamsicle--fresh glass blades pressed and dried to
little feet as if they were pages out of a wriggling book--
slapping wetly against pavement so hot you could
swear the children sizzle , leaping over bathers--teenage
girls that flinch and scoff--as if they can fly and we are ants,
them, giants who we cannot touch. Whose droplets barely
graze us, whose enveloping warm wind we ignore or
reproach.
If we grow dim and colder as we age then these are still boiling, still
utterly reactive to any and every substance
every limb a curious proboscis, mercurial temperaments and
tiny hearts that flash like switchboards and wallop against
caverns heavy with discovery.
Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 7:27 PM UTC
After spending all winter
In shoes and boots
My feet were put to their
Summer test
With a five mile trek
see yellow butterflies!
see the wild columbines!
In flip flops
And the blisters
And the pain
In an illogically brilliant manner
Make me deeply
and happily
satisfied
Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 3:02 PM UTC
A heart that learns to love
Is one that doesn't fit the glove
I was sure I didn't need anything
Nothing I haven't seen
When I whisper in your ear
I know you believe what you hear
Cause you're made for me
And I'll pull you close and near
So leave your shoes by the door, we ain't leaving anytime soon
Til someone shouts for help and the Columbines bloom
It's cold in this place and there's no whiskey in my cup
So roll over, know that you're enough, and baby pull the covers up
Your faith will be put to the test
But I promise I am all that's best
I've got too many skeletons to count
No need to know how high the amount
So leave your shoes by the door, we ain't leaving anytime soon
Til someone shouts for help and the Columbines bloom
It's cold in this place and there's no whiskey in my cup
So roll over, know that you're enough, and pull the covers up
You're stuck in my mind, I can't get you out
This is something to write home about
Sorry there are some things you won't know
And there are too many things to let go
So leave your shoes by the door, we ain't leaving anytime soon
Til someone shouts for help and the Columbines bloom
It's cold in this place and there's no whiskey in my cup
So roll over, know that you're enough, and baby pull the covers up
Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 7:13 PM UTC
By Arcassin Burnham
"Let me be the Muse and the confusion*,
Riding on a stallion through the pretty green grass,
Staying young if we please,
Don't want to define the Lord's wishes due to the
Beautiful flower crown on the top of the head of
A goddess being modest in every aspect of her
Life and showing everlasting kindness but me,
I've been like this.....
Fishing creeks and sundresses fill the ambience,
Smelling fresh scents of lavender and smoked wood,
"No forest fires in the place that we call home and pour*
Our hearts out in to jars and burry them underneath the ground
With all the other broken dreams that hasn't broke the
Jars from within side for all of these problems that we
Posses will be in flying Columbines,
You pick and choose the destiny , God's testing your fate,
We lack some empathy but what's not allowed is hate,
Follow me.
Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 1:23 PM UTC