Through a foggy shame
A road that leads to nowhere
Not that I have anywhere to go
Or maybe I am running away
Pretty sure I should not stay
There's truth to every story
But some are fantasy
Move me if I've fallen down
We like to hold onto what we make
Faded memories I can't shake
All the time I hear
No more time to steer
Away from troubles that are your past
Some things weren't built to last
Roughed up down and out
Shaken and rather delicate
Drinking up to keep warm
Point at who's to blame
Wishing it were new it's still the same
All the time I hear
No more time to steer
Away from troubles that are your past
Some things weren't built to last
Broken glass, torched black
Scenes from youth, please no more
Do not call, Overcooked
Feel the line, Forsaken
Bored with all of this
Dancin' with life's razor blade
They say just turn the page
Or write yourself a new song
I just need to play along
Sunlight fades today
Find a road to somewhere
Not that I have anywhere to go
Or maybe I am running away
Pretty sure I should not stay
All the time I hear
No more time to steer
Away from troubles that are your past
Some things weren't built to last
Apr 16, 2020
Apr 16, 2020 at 5:58 PM UTC
Oh these days are just lonely ones
Oh these days we sit and watch trains
Oh these days are just lonely ones
And these days bring terrible pain
And these days I know you know how I feel
How much we'll pay to cry
So we just lie down and think
And try not to say goodbye
Oh these days are just lonely ones
Oh these days there's no morning sun
Oh these days are just lonely ones
And these days you sit all alone
Hear their call-grit your teeth hard
And you draw those blinds closed
Listen to the silence in your room and mind
And try to say goodbye
It doesn't have to be that good
And no one really owns this world
Life isn't over just yet
Until his living is done
Oh these days are just lonely ones
Oh these days we sit and watch trains
Oh these days are just lonely ones
And these days bring terrible pain
And these days I know you know how I feel
How much we'll pay to cry
So we just lie down and think
And try not to say goodbye
Apr 13, 2020
Apr 13, 2020 at 5:09 PM UTC
Police cars, sirens screaming
There's no way gettin' through
A mob now gathers peering in
Panic stricken
Old boy blue
Shimmering glass on sparkled streets
Newspaper news comin' right for you
Whoa (drag out)
Looks like your world is crumblin' all the way down
Whoa (drag out)
Looks like your world is crumblin' all the way down
Bulldozers
Work til morning
Diggin' up thoughts goin' in and out
For a dream you'd lost long before
Public servants, two time cheats
The sun is setting into stone
On a plan you thought lost long ago
Whoa
Looks like your world is crumblin' all the way down
Whoa
Looks like your world is crumblin' all the way down
Maybe I should scream out loud
Turn these thoughts right into jail
Silver spoon
Here I go
As I watch my life burning on the stove
Whoa
Looks like your world is crumblin' all the way down
Whoa
Looks like your world is crumblin' all the way down
Mar 28, 2020
Mar 28, 2020 at 8:49 PM UTC
Her eyes are changing colors
But mine have always been brown
She's got soft kisses for others
Been knocked down since time began
A black eye and heart that's true
A black heart looking out for this
I get all jumpy when I look at you
Send my *** to the jailhouse again
I've been lookin' for forever now
In a room full of mirrors for my gal
sure is hell ain't how
I felt all this would go down
Just the thought of you my heart skips
And I think my stomach is doing back flips
I always thought you were the one
I knew I'd always get you back
But now that I'm here you're not mine
So I left again and you still weren't mine
Here I am again, please be mine
I'm so sick of fighting
I've been lookin' for forever now
In a room full of mirrors for my gal
It sure is hell ain't how
I felt all this would go down
She's a southern belle without a drawl
She's a good girl who ain't wearing no bra
She's the only one who has made me cry
She's so mean and I am too sweet
She's got the spirit of a gypsy
And a **** mouth I've never heard
She can't sing all that well, see
But maybe she'll write a song for me
I've been lookin' forever now
In a room full of mirrors for my gal
It sure is hell ain't how
I felt all this would go down
Oct 18, 2019
Oct 18, 2019 at 11:20 AM UTC
Your vibrant eyes they cut me to my core
It gets so hard I can't leave you alone any more
You want to be here with your pain
Giving your love to someone who you won't drain
The cause is lost on me
The cause is lost on me
Honey, this cause is lost
There's too many people you used to show
They know where you've been and want to go
All of those secrets you had are now theirs
This place isn't yours, it seems only I care
The cause is lost on me
The cause is lost on me
Baby, this cause is lost
I'm sick of fighting
I'm sick of fighting
I'm sick of fighting for you
There's a place that you'd like to go
But you know you have already been there before
And there's no one left to pick you up
And no one left to fill your cup
That's all my love was for
The cause is lost on me
The cause is lost on me
Baby, this cause is lost
I'm sick of fighting
I'm sick of fighting
I'm sick of fighting with you
Aug 14, 2019
Aug 14, 2019 at 12:30 PM UTC
When I moved out to Colorado
I had a friend out there
Met my mountain girl, only I was a desperado
She had so much love to share
I took a lot of turns on that snowy mountain side
My heart just wasn't it
I wish it was for you
I tell myself that life just isn't very long
and I keep on moving
even when I hurt someone
It's just not very long
Then I met someone else, someone new
I very rarely got my rest
I stayed so high with you
I drank from your cup and did my best
You weren't ready
Going too deep
Nothing fit my soul
You needed lightness
All you got was something heavy
You tell yourself that life just isn't very long
and you keep on moving
even when you hurt someone
It's just not very long
Still looking for direction
This whole thing felt like balloons once
Maybe one day I'll strike gold
I know I will
Strike gold
Striking gold
I need someone (something?) to believe in
Someone to hear my voice
I looked at religion
But they don't give much of choice
I keep writing my own verses
And praying up above
Am I exactly where I am supposed to be
Looking for the one I love?
Aug 14, 2019
Aug 14, 2019 at 11:21 AM UTC
When the sun starts to show
that's when I know
I'm in trouble now
Oh man, I'm in trouble now
I smashed your flat screen TV
I let all your animals go free
I'm seeing double
and beggin' for trouble
Used to go to church back in the day
Now I don't feel welcome no more
Used to go to church on back in the day
Now I just sit outside and shout
Wipe my nose and steady my leanin'
I lied all about what I was thinkin'
Maybe I'll make it to mornin'
Just lookin for some trouble to get in
When the sun starts to show
that's when I know
I'm in trouble now
Oh man, I'm in trouble now
Used to go to church back in the day
Now I don't feel welcome no more
Used to go to church back in the day
Now I just sit outside and shout
Aug 14, 2019
Aug 14, 2019 at 10:54 AM UTC
All these men who have loved you well
How do I compare?
I have no choice, your voice is ringing like a bell
Your beauty lost on yourself ***** out my air
Pull me in, let me hold you near
Your body is like an ocean
Deep and forever filled with life so clear
I want to dive in head first drunk off your potion
Bright are your eyes, brighter is your smile
Please take this longing from heart
Broken on the ground, I lay for awhile
My stomach turns when we are apart
Dreaming of life and love
Dreaming of life and love
I can see your dress falling to the floor
Do you whisper in his ear all your favorite foods?
Loving you may not be the right thing for me anymore
Wrap your legs around him, lights dim, set the mood
I am not going anywhere though, we only just met
Your spirit is like a search light
Beaming bright and looking for a path, yet
I want to find it with you holding you in the night.
Bright are your eyes, brighter is your smile
Please take this longing from heart
Broken on the ground, I lay for awhile
My stomach turns when we are apart
Dreaming of life and love
Dreaming of life and love
I saw you for the first time on that cold and snowy night
Did you know too that it wouldn't be the last?
I love to see you sleeping naked, laying just right
Especially from the back, these moments pass to fast
There's an uncertainty in you eyes that I know to well
Your mind is like a highway
Winding and full of surprises that you have yet to tell
I want to drive it with you losing the day
Bright are your eyes, brighter is your smile
Please take this longing from heart
Broken on the ground, I lay for awhile
My stomach turns when we are apart
Dreaming of life and love
Dreaming of life and love
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 11:12 AM UTC
I turned this town into a cancer
Now movin' on's my only answer
My roots obstruct the exit way
You and I both know there's nothing left to say
I am making my daring escape
I'm sneaking out, my world I reshape
I sneak through the door, don not distract
I'm looking forward, never looking back
Our dreams like whiskey, better with time you see?
Rush the drunk, it's not the same
There ain't no heaven, not in this world
I wish you were begging me to stay
One day I'll write a letter
Just to let you know I am doing much better
Maybe I'll pick up the telephone
I don't know why, no way you'll let me come back home
Our dreams like whiskey, better with time you see?
Rush the drunk, it's not the same
There ain't no heaven, not in this world
I wish you were begging me to stay
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 1:56 PM UTC
I know these feelings I have not shown
Now that time has past they have grown
Dear mamma can't you feel my heart beat
all alone
And I say please let's don't do this
We don't feel it
And all of the accidents
And we ain't curing this
Look at this beautiful spinning girl
She is lost in this ****** up picture perfect world
Some days I can I hear her heart beat
along with my own
And I say please let's don't do this
We don't feel it
And all of the accidents
And we ain't curing this
And all of my nonsense
And all of my recklessness
Please don't do this
We don't need it
This love ain't nothing but a ******** love song
I'll just go back to where I come from
Can't you hear my heart beat all alone?
It's just that all this feels so **** wrong
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 9:48 AM UTC