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"christine" poems
Christine is like a cool breeze on a hot summer day, warm hot cocoa on a blizzardly winter day, peace on earth, a first kiss, a magic moment, a mother's love for her baby, a tight hug in times of desperation, a get together with old friends, a memory of an unforgettable, life-changing event that was a blessing, a melody so precious it makes you glad to be alive, a best friend, singing with those you love, a coming together of friends and family during the holiday season, when enemies turn to love and forgive each other becoming close friends, birds chirping on a sunny spring morning, someone saving another life, and dying in the arms of your lover but the love never ceasing and always remaining like an eternal flame I love you, Christine. Words can never describe you well enough
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Jul 22, 2011
Jul 22, 2011 at 5:10 PM UTC
Poem For Christine
My sunshine after a stormy day. My rainbow after a rainy day. My mirror. My best friend. On my darkest day you never left, you see me through when there's nothing left. In a brink of loneliness, you sparkled me with joy and happiness. You create a brighter day on my deepest despair, never forgetting a perfect smile to wear. Oh how I love those curly hair! Bouncing and dancing up and down in midnight air! I could not catch a rainbow or bring you the moon, but I promise to be your best friend forever 'till noon. We will be up talking from dusk to dawn, this friendship will last forever we will own. I will walk with you side by side, hold your hand with all my might. In vain I will not leave, count on it I'm yours to keep. My dear Anne Christine, best friend of mine. Two as one and one define. There may be times of falling out, but our friendship will never obliterate nor root out. As our hairs turn to Grey and we grow old, together we will be stronger eightfold. And when the time comes that our balanced ride in the waves of life is steadied by His hands, we will wrap our memories in our hearts and keep them until we meet again above the heaven's sands. We will welcome each other once again with our arms wide open, locking in a tight embrace, and that's when we'll know.. our friendship will be eternal..                                                                  - Ella Salvador
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Jun 4, 2018
Jun 4, 2018 at 4:39 AM UTC
Anne Christine
Youth runs hot, shinning souls consumed by desire. On a search, they look for love to acquire. But life walks by and shine does fade, And all are in a masquerade. It is as Heathcliff and his Kathy, they lost their love for pride. If ether one had shown their face, would Kathy be his bride? But life walks by and scars are made, And all are in the masquerade. Will you be as Ahab was, relentless for his whale. If he had looked without his mask, would wind still hold his sails? But life walks by and some do die, And still goes on the masquerade. Or will you be as the Phantom, searching for Christine. But in the end it is Christine that finds true beauty hidden. But life walks by and some scars fade. And still some play the masquerade. I beg you live your lives with passion, don't give yourself to fear. For it is in  life's darkest hours that true beauty does appear. To look beyond life's ugly scars, to see a heart in all it's pain... And love despite. Do search you for your strange duet, and be not afraid to lift his mask. For therein is where true beauty lies... And life walks by.
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Feb 3, 2013
Feb 3, 2013 at 3:57 PM UTC
Masquerade
this is for the queer kids who are taught their ABC's but not their L's, G's, B's and T's for the Russian government and the I.O.C who deny Russian queers their visibility to the people who call me ****** i wear your name-calling like a pink triangle stitched to my sleeve for the Harvey Milk's, the Christine Burns' and every queer in between to the allies who do more than say "your sexuality is okay with me" for the Jamaican trans* teen who was murdered needlessly to the television networks who portray LGBT individuals positively for the radical queers the POC queers the genderqueers the queers who have felt excluded this is for you for us this is a celebration and an ultimatum we are here we are queer & we will do more than survive.
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Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 10:42 AM UTC
this is for the queer kids
Maturity doesn't come with age It comes with experiences Age is just a number that means nothing Experiences either good or bad make us stronger. Being strong makes us mature. -Andrea Christine
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Apr 19, 2014
Apr 19, 2014 at 2:12 PM UTC
Mature
To: Sarah Joyce Crimson                                                     8th July 1943                                                   A man in a gray suit has captured my heart, mother Along with the tie, of course Surrounding plants would've died At his gaze and grace Armored charm and wide toothed smile His last name could've might as well been poise   I don't know what it is about him, mother But his gentle crinkled eyes certainly isn't   His voice is as flattering as the lullaby you once sang The tone itself symbolizes warmth and stability Undiscovered treasure in the midst of all volumes It is home I feel closest to when I catch a glimpse of it in my ear I don't know whether to feel astonished or quivered By all means, that'd be deemed as eerie But you once said when a man one day turned my cheeks bright pink It sure could only mean one thing It is unreliably evident not to notice me blush It is even more apparent not to notice his blunt stare Sending chilly shivers down my spinal cords Activating fondness I'd never in a million years imagine I'd sense If only you were here to see for yourself How proud I'd make you, indeed You said one day I'll be able to marry, mother Well, this day isn't as far planned as it once seemed                                                                         From: Christine Louise Crimson
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Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 3:07 PM UTC
The Man in the gray suit (A letter, mid 1940's)
To: Sarah Joyce Crimson                                                     8th July 1943                                                   A man in a gray suit has captured my heart, mother Along with the tie, of course Surrounding plants would've died At his gaze and grace Armored charm and wide toothed smile His last name could've might as well been poise   I don't know what it is about him, mother But his gentle crinkled eyes certainly isn't   His voice is as flattering as the lullaby you once sang The tone itself symbolizes warmth and stability Undiscovered treasure in the midst of all volumes It is home I feel closest to when I catch a glimpse of it in my ear I don't know whether to feel astonished or quivered By all means, that'd be deemed as eerie But you once said when a man one day turned my cheeks bright pink It sure could only mean one thing It is unreliably evident not to notice me blush It is even more apparent not to notice his blunt stare Sending chilly shivers down my spinal cords Activating fondness I'd never in a million years imagine I'd sense If only you were here to see for yourself How proud I'd make you, indeed You said one day I'll be able to marry, mother Well, this day isn't as far planned as it once seemed                                                                         From: Christine Louise Crimson
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I have missed your company. Enveloped in strange faces, The only coterie I keep of late Is that of your overwrought descant. Oh, James Douglas. What happened to your dream? DO NOT DESPAIR, FRIEND The words you once transcribed Your intoxicating, Or was it intoxicated Ragtime Linger in the subconscious of a generation, an unnoticeable haversack Traveling Seeing Traveling Watching every ounce Of the determinate world Seeing Acting as The portmantoligism of my conscience And what is left of my intellect Until I realize that my Crippling loneliness, Is the only palatable fruit of disillusionment. See, Christine? Anybody can use big words to write about the 20th Century.
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Feb 17, 2013
Feb 17, 2013 at 11:38 PM UTC
The Lizard King
Access to excess holds you tight in its vice. It starts off it always feels so right filled with promise and abundance walking into that casino loaded with cash scoring the bag at Christine's weekly motel one more dab will do you. She knocks on your door and only wants you the night is filled with promises too. Is this any different then gluttonous billionaires hoarding what they can it's never enough while the rest of us drown. The waiting, waiting, waiting for it to come through there's that too. Access to excess has this advice: "I'll deal with it later" and "One more time. " Drip, drip, drip blood triggered rush images and cravings euphoric memories kaleidoscope in one body rush after another until there is no more living in your own skin. Rubbing your self raw to get back to that moment when you first walked in when abundance was real and access to excess was all you could feel. What a moment of exhilaration. Of course there are these bonuses too ending up with total deprivation "incomprehensible demoralization" Locked in a porta-potty with a guy and a pipe out of money out of time out of consciousness Access to excess what are we gonna do now.
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Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 9:39 AM UTC
Access to Excess
Who's that pale chick Mumbling to herself about Fictional schools of witchcraft and wizardry And trolleys and snakes? Oh that's just Christine She's not that bad If she tells you she's a Reanimated corpse Walking among the living by using brains as sustenance Don't pay any attention. She's probably just kidding.
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Jun 13, 2010
Jun 13, 2010 at 11:33 AM UTC
serious?
I was sexually abused when I was a child, the only light at the end of that tunnel, is that it wasn’t done, by a family member, but it was done, and I don’t even remember, as much as Christine Blasey Ford does, nor have I ever had to testify, all I remember was the taste of that **** and how it taste like buried secrets, the way they ferment and rot, when lodged in the gut and not allowed to surface, see we’ve all been abused, and not a single one of us deserved it, so now we serve this life sentence of guilty regret-ness, which in turn as positioned me in service, oh America The Beautiful, when did we become so broken, everyone’s got a story, of either being abused or abusing, watched the Judge Kavanaugh hearing, watched Dr. Christine struggle to retell her tale, under the glaring lights of the TV cameras, under the glaring stare of a bunch of older white males, I mean let’s put it into perspective, here is a lady who’s held this secret for years, and then in an instant she was broadcast worldwide, for the whole world to hear, her life will never be the same, she’s admitted her most private moments to the public, and all because to the highest court in the country, this demon from her past is about to be appointed, and I don’t know what my point is, maybe I don’t have one, like a lonely kid, who’s only role model is a fictional superhero, because he doesn’t have an honorable father, a lonely kid, who’s only friend is his pet dog, that he takes faithfully with him, we he goes on walks just to get lost, doesn’t have a destination, still he feels like he’s in a rush, can’t focus his attention and is always impatient, and don’t know where to go and only wants to find the love, and when he tries to speak up to tell someone what’s up, he’s just dismissed as ignorant and told to hush, and what does it mean when a ****** predator, has the title of Judge, how can someone that acts so immorally, be put in a position to weigh the scales of justice evenly, maybe there’s no right and wrong anyways, maybe nothing is for certain and there are no guarantees, maybe, maybe not, but I do know one thing for certain, wherever I go the trauma from my past is brought, because I was sexually abused when I was a child, and the only light at the end of that tunnel, is that it wasn’t done, by a family member… ∆ LaLux ∆
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Sep 28, 2018
Sep 28, 2018 at 9:22 PM UTC
Christine Blasey Ford
I was sexually abused when I was a child, the only light at the end of that tunnel, is that it wasn’t done, by a family member, but it was done, and I don’t even remember, as much as Christine Blasey Ford does, nor have I ever had to testify, all I remember was the taste of that **** and how it taste like buried secrets, the way they ferment and rot, when lodged in the gut and not allowed to surface, see we’ve all been abused, and not a single one of us deserved it, so now we serve this life sentence of guilty regret-ness, which in turn as positioned me in service, oh America The Beautiful, when did we become so broken, everyone’s got a story, of either being abused or abusing, watched the Judge Kavanaugh hearing, watched Dr. Christine struggle to retell her tale, under the glaring lights of the TV cameras, under the glaring stare of a bunch of older white males, I mean let’s put it into perspective, here is a lady who’s held this secret for years, and then in an instant she was broadcast worldwide, for the whole world to hear, her life will never be the same, she’s admitted her most private moments to the public, and all because to the highest court in the country, this demon from her past is about to be appointed, and I don’t know what my point is, maybe I don’t have one, like a lonely kid, who’s only role model is a fictional superhero, because he doesn’t have an honorable father, a lonely kid, who’s only friend is his pet dog, that he takes faithfully with him, we he goes on walks just to get lost, doesn’t have a destination, still he feels like he’s in a rush, can’t focus his attention and is always impatient, and don’t know where to go and only wants to find the love, and when he tries to speak up to tell someone what’s up, he’s just dismissed as ignorant and told to hush, and what does it mean when a ****** predator, has the title of Judge, how can someone that acts so immorally, be put in a position to weigh the scales of justice evenly, maybe there’s no right and wrong anyways, maybe nothing is for certain and there are no guarantees, maybe, maybe not, but I do know one thing for certain, wherever I go the trauma from my past is brought, because I was sexually abused when I was a child, and the only light at the end of that tunnel, is that it wasn’t done, by a family member… ∆ LaLux ∆
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I never knew where she got the bones But she spread them out in the grate, And said to me that the way they fell Would tell her about my fate. I’d gone to her for the Tarot Cards, I’d been told that she was a wiz, But didn’t know what a wizard was Till I met this girl called Liz. She wasn’t a witch, she said to me, For witches were too mundane, They only had spells and love potions And most of them were insane. But she could look into the future with The bones of the been and gone, They helped to focus her visions on The land of the to and from. She spoke in riddles and teased my mind In a language I didn’t know, I asked her what I was headed for, She said I had far to go. She told me about my love, Christine, And the secret plans she bore, She wasn’t, as I had thought, pristine, But had men in tow, by the score. I asked her about the wedding that We’d planned for along the track, She said, I’d never be happy then, Better get married in black. She scattered the bones for a second time And they fell about in the grate, ‘If you go on with your plans,’ she said, ‘You’re in for a dismal fate.’ ‘There’s blood,’ she said, ‘and a kitchen knife, A terrible slashing and cries, ‘I don’t know when, but it’s after then, And a crazy look in your eyes. Then someone lies on the kitchen floor In a horrible pool of blood, And footprints there, and a tipped up chair Where somebody walked in mud.’ The wedding went as we’d always planned, I never gave it a thought, And Christine put on my wedding band She didn’t think she’d be caught. A man came round to the house one day To say that Christine was his, I took good note of his muddy boots And suddenly thought of Liz. He came at me with a kitchen knife And said that he’d set her free, I’d thought the knife had been meant for her, But no, it was meant for me. I seized his arm and we struggled then While Christine stood in the door, I somehow managed to turn the knife And he lay dead on the floor. ‘Why did you set him loose on me,’ I cried, ‘the son of a gun, What was the vow you made to me That I’d be the only one.’ But Christine cried, and she knelt by him, Her lover, down on the floor, ‘I told him before he shouldn’t come, But he said that he loved me more.’ I was acquitted for self-defence When the case came up for court, And later I found that Christine went She wasn’t the loyal sort. I went again to the Oracle And I spilled the bones with Liz, While she laid on me a gentle kiss And said, ‘It’s what it is!’ David Lewis Paget
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Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 4:04 AM UTC
A Strange Courting
I never knew where she got the bones But she spread them out in the grate, And said to me that the way they fell Would tell her about my fate. I’d gone to her for the Tarot Cards, I’d been told that she was a wiz, But didn’t know what a wizard was Till I met this girl called Liz. She wasn’t a witch, she said to me, For witches were too mundane, They only had spells and love potions And most of them were insane. But she could look into the future with The bones of the been and gone, They helped to focus her visions on The land of the to and from. She spoke in riddles and teased my mind In a language I didn’t know, I asked her what I was headed for, She said I had far to go. She told me about my love, Christine, And the secret plans she bore, She wasn’t, as I had thought, pristine, But had men in tow, by the score. I asked her about the wedding that We’d planned for along the track, She said, I’d never be happy then, Better get married in black. She scattered the bones for a second time And they fell about in the grate, ‘If you go on with your plans,’ she said, ‘You’re in for a dismal fate.’ ‘There’s blood,’ she said, ‘and a kitchen knife, A terrible slashing and cries, ‘I don’t know when, but it’s after then, And a crazy look in your eyes. Then someone lies on the kitchen floor In a horrible pool of blood, And footprints there, and a tipped up chair Where somebody walked in mud.’ The wedding went as we’d always planned, I never gave it a thought, And Christine put on my wedding band She didn’t think she’d be caught. A man came round to the house one day To say that Christine was his, I took good note of his muddy boots And suddenly thought of Liz. He came at me with a kitchen knife And said that he’d set her free, I’d thought the knife had been meant for her, But no, it was meant for me. I seized his arm and we struggled then While Christine stood in the door, I somehow managed to turn the knife And he lay dead on the floor. ‘Why did you set him loose on me,’ I cried, ‘the son of a gun, What was the vow you made to me That I’d be the only one.’ But Christine cried, and she knelt by him, Her lover, down on the floor, ‘I told him before he shouldn’t come, But he said that he loved me more.’ I was acquitted for self-defence When the case came up for court, And later I found that Christine went She wasn’t the loyal sort. I went again to the Oracle And I spilled the bones with Liz, While she laid on me a gentle kiss And said, ‘It’s what it is!’ David Lewis Paget
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She sits silently Shellacked, superglued sans sound. Cornered, Christine clenches Claws covering cowardice Comfort. Taut tongue tangibly taciturn Turns, transforms til truly torpid. Silence caused transformation. She is now an armchair.
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Jun 16, 2010
Jun 16, 2010 at 5:27 PM UTC
transformation
Thank you Shaun, for the pictures and flowers. Thank you Lily, for the ray of sunlight. Thank you Bry, for psychopathic measure. Thank you D, for the feeling of good pleasure. Thank you Tay, for tea and bears. Thank you Meg, for Sherlock and apples. Thank you Zee, for robots and twins. Thank you Carrie, for fangirling and friendship. Thank you Liam, for support and superheroes. Thank you Paul, for understanding and ingenious. Thank you Ceryen, for fake names and shared tears. Thank you Chiara, for Italian cheese and fanfics. Thank you Rod, for fish and evil. Thank you Lia, for kitties and souls. Thank you Stephen, for gravestones and vegetables. Thank you Christine, for mercurial and poetical love. Thank you Caitlin, for product design and Poundland. Thank you Jordan, for weddings and Brenda. Thank you Conaill, for DT and Courbet. Thank you Brendan, for axes and aunts. Thank you Tom, for form time and Brittany. Thank you George, for philosophies and pigeons. Thank you Morgan, for video games and hearing. Thank you Alice, for Pokemon and tumblr. Thank you Aliyah, for hearing aids and help. Thank you all, for reading and listening. Thank you, me, for absolutely nothing.
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Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 10:13 AM UTC
Thank You.
Falen Acon: 1.THE NERD... He liked to read and was a straight A student and was very shy. (1 day relationship) 2. THE HOTTIE... He was in love with himself and he hogged the mirror. (5 day relationship) 3. THE **** He was to obsessed with football, basketball, track, and baseball and didn't pay me any attention and was to rough. (5 week relationship) 4. THE SKATER... He cheated on me pretty much the whole time we went out and he had angry issues. (2 week relationship) 5. THE GAMER... He played to many video games and was kind of forceful. (1 month relationship) 6.THE SMOKER... He smoked to much **** and ciggs and i smelt like it and i don't even smoke and he was way to touchy and he fought to much. (1 month relationship) Alexandria Christine Lund: Top 5 worst boyfriends/girlfriends: 1. The 2 timer- She whined to much and apparently had a boyfriend, she wanted *** and was totally indecisive. (5 days) 2. The Stoner- He spent his time doing drugs and only wanted *** (3 months) 3. The Wannabe- He always wanted something else because I didn't fit in, he always lied he made up excuses even cheated. (5 months off and on) 4. The Fighter- He kept bragging about the military and wanted to constantly fight. (2 months) 5. The Worst- He treated me like a game, I made sure he never won it. (2 weeks)
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Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 12:17 PM UTC
Roll call for the worst 6 boyfriends she ever dated. :(
lost in a maze of gazes; lured to the pool by the sound; Sondheim sung badly in a nasal twang; cught in her lace negligee one more time; we give the old women the benefit of the doubtful proposition;  if       granny wants to get tied to on the bedpost  -  yet again;    the gallant refrain from that old song is remade the kpop way & tuned in to the drag subculture;  everyone u know; the prostitution used to be better; maybe there were once better prostitutes,  what I can see is unpleasantly stink eyed; hos used to have class before they could switch genders back & forth; that's some millennial ****   the first celebrity I ever became aware of was Christine Jorgensen, from the newspaper story about a man who had surgery to turn himself into a woman; a patently impossible task; in the picture in the newspaper he had on a bouffant wig & big sequin *****  working as a showgirl in Vegas in its heyday, so she was already well-known; I always thought that bit of trivial information would come in handy one day: never did
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Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 7:22 PM UTC
ode on my Amish fembot
Default! Default! parties from the left cried! But the people said no, they still had their pride They viewed these parties with some skepticism, and tackled the problem with true stoicism There were no riots, no violent demonstrations, as was evident in many other debt ridden nations We simply put our heads down and got on with the task, answering all of the questions the world had to ask And now through our efforts things seem to have improved, with a deal on the promissory note having just been approved We still owe the money but we have more years to pay, we can only hope our grandchildren will pay it off one day There are green shoots of recovery, all is not lost We learned a valuable lesson, though at a significant cost We have done well though we cannot let down our guard A sentiment echoed recently by one Christine Lagarde We cannot get carried away with president Obama’s praise For Enda Kenny on Paddy’s day, of all the days! though lauded in Europe as a good example to everyone we must not relax, there is a lot more to be done But after all the cost cutting, redundancies, pay cuts, all we get from Europe now is more ifs and buts And I know this is wrong before I’ve even said it; but for all of our hard work, would Europe not give us some credit?
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Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 9:38 AM UTC
The Irish Questioned (Part 3)
SuzAnne, nee Christine Irascible, Incorrigible, Indefatigable, Affable Adopted sister of Doug and Mike and sort of Jill Lover of ideas and stances Who fears laryngitis and deafness Who needs music and malleability Who gives grades and advice Who would like to see Firenze and the Pyramids of Giza Who lives in Hot Water Wilson, nee Doe
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Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 8:12 PM UTC
autobiography
There were bright lights from the ceiling once it got dark outside and when big Ted brought in the sandwiches for tea or supper or whatever they called it I sat next to Christine on one of the double sofas and she looked at the plates of sandwiches that were laid on the table and said usual boring stuff I’m not eating I’d rather starve big Ted said O come on young lady we've got to get you well again and out of this ward he offered her a ham sandwich real ham he said not that tin stuff she looked at him don't fancy meat she said he took up a cheese sandwich Cheddar he said good stuff I’ve tasted it downstairs in the kitchen I could eat a horse I said taking the cheese sandwich no horse sandwiches today Ted said smiling Christine gazed at me then at the plate of sandwiches it's an effort to eat she said I should be coming home from my honeymoon now if the **** hadn't left me at the altar done my head in Ted raised his eyebrows is there anything I can get you other than sandwiches? they've got sausage rolls downstairs all dressed in my wedding dress with flowers and waiting and he doesn't show I take a ham sandwich his loss I said he must be missing a ***** not to wed you she gazed at me then took a cheese sandwich and ate Ted frowned and walked off to get the teapot and coffee pots and cups from the trolley you'll find someone I said don't think I want anyone now think I'll become a nun or missionary in some far off land sexless and taking care of others she sat eating in silence for a moment or two not sure I could go long without *** come to think of it she took a ham sandwich with one hand and placed a hand on my thigh with that dull light in her green blue left eye.
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Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 3:18 AM UTC
BLUE LEFT EYE.
There were bright lights from the ceiling once it got dark outside and when big Ted brought in the sandwiches for tea or supper or whatever they called it I sat next to Christine on one of the double sofas and she looked at the plates of sandwiches that were laid on the table and said usual boring stuff I’m not eating I’d rather starve big Ted said O come on young lady we've got to get you well again and out of this ward he offered her a ham sandwich real ham he said not that tin stuff she looked at him don't fancy meat she said he took up a cheese sandwich Cheddar he said good stuff I’ve tasted it downstairs in the kitchen I could eat a horse I said taking the cheese sandwich no horse sandwiches today Ted said smiling Christine gazed at me then at the plate of sandwiches it's an effort to eat she said I should be coming home from my honeymoon now if the **** hadn't left me at the altar done my head in Ted raised his eyebrows is there anything I can get you other than sandwiches? they've got sausage rolls downstairs all dressed in my wedding dress with flowers and waiting and he doesn't show I take a ham sandwich his loss I said he must be missing a ***** not to wed you she gazed at me then took a cheese sandwich and ate Ted frowned and walked off to get the teapot and coffee pots and cups from the trolley you'll find someone I said don't think I want anyone now think I'll become a nun or missionary in some far off land sexless and taking care of others she sat eating in silence for a moment or two not sure I could go long without *** come to think of it she took a ham sandwich with one hand and placed a hand on my thigh with that dull light in her green blue left eye.
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Christine stood at the ward window peering out at the snow you stood beside her smelling the perfume she wore the one she was going to wear on her honeymoon had the ***** shown up as she told you a few days before snow looks like icing on a Christmas cake she said hope to Hell I’m out of here by then me too you said as long as the quack don’t fry our brains with ECTs again better not have she said gives me headaches and **** look at that tractor out there in that field see how those gulls are following him through the snow she followed your finger pointing like a ship at sea don’t it she said you stared up at the greying sky cloudless and end of worldish could have been on my honeymoon some months back she said suddenly could have been well ******* and sun blessed guess so you said instead I get brained fried by some doc in a white coat don’t see how he could have let you down like he did you said that bridegroom of yours gutless worm she said leaving me standing there in that white dress and headpiece and those fecking pinching shoes you sniffed her perfume looked at her sideways her eyes scanning the fields and trees her night gown beltless (in case we take to hanging ourselves) opening to show legs and night dress hanging by the knees she breathed on the glass pane breathed it up and wrote with her finger no more ECTs.
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Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 4:56 PM UTC
NO MORE CHRISTINE SAID.
The dark night was out there even though the shutters were up at the windows and the night nurse sat in the small office with her coffee and wearing glasses and you entered unable to sleep you wearing pyjamas and dressing gown sans belt in case you tried to hang yourself again and you sat opposite taking in her big blue eyes behind the lens of her glasses her hair brown and well kempt and you said when can I go home? when you’re better she said when will that be? you’ll know she said and sipped her coffee how good does better feel you have forgotten but do not ask her upper lip has skin from the milky coffee hanging and she wiped it off with the back of her hand and Christine stood by the door of the office dressed in her nightgown pale green   and open at the top showing the indentation of her throat and the small valley where her ******* began can’t sleep she said moving in and standing by the desk you looked her feeling an intrusion yet glad she is there her being there beside you the smell of her her hands on the desk tapping what is it with you two? the night nurse said if it’s not one it’s the other or both can’t sleep Christine repeated had a nightmare dreamed I was at the altar again and he didn’t show again and it happened again and again the nurse said I’ll get you both something but if the doctor hears of this he may recommend ECT again she looked at you opposite across my dead **** Christine said but the nurse had gone just you and Christine and her nightmares clinging gazing out the office onto the sleeping ward in semi dark and the dread of the ECTs hauntingly present remembering the last time in the small back room waking with a head heavy and in pain and Christine lying beside you on another bed eyes closed stiff like one sleeping but acting dead.
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Jan 29, 2013
Jan 29, 2013 at 2:15 PM UTC
ON THE NIGHT WARD.
The dark night was out there even though the shutters were up at the windows and the night nurse sat in the small office with her coffee and wearing glasses and you entered unable to sleep you wearing pyjamas and dressing gown sans belt in case you tried to hang yourself again and you sat opposite taking in her big blue eyes behind the lens of her glasses her hair brown and well kempt and you said when can I go home? when you’re better she said when will that be? you’ll know she said and sipped her coffee how good does better feel you have forgotten but do not ask her upper lip has skin from the milky coffee hanging and she wiped it off with the back of her hand and Christine stood by the door of the office dressed in her nightgown pale green   and open at the top showing the indentation of her throat and the small valley where her ******* began can’t sleep she said moving in and standing by the desk you looked her feeling an intrusion yet glad she is there her being there beside you the smell of her her hands on the desk tapping what is it with you two? the night nurse said if it’s not one it’s the other or both can’t sleep Christine repeated had a nightmare dreamed I was at the altar again and he didn’t show again and it happened again and again the nurse said I’ll get you both something but if the doctor hears of this he may recommend ECT again she looked at you opposite across my dead **** Christine said but the nurse had gone just you and Christine and her nightmares clinging gazing out the office onto the sleeping ward in semi dark and the dread of the ECTs hauntingly present remembering the last time in the small back room waking with a head heavy and in pain and Christine lying beside you on another bed eyes closed stiff like one sleeping but acting dead.
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Cassandra, I see you in the words of Greta Thunberg: Filled with passion, warnings, truth. Not believed. Cassandra, I see you in the dreams of Calpurnia; warning Caesar, bloodied earth Not believed. Cassandra, I see you in the protections of Tony Stark; made with fear, love Not believed. Did they tell you to smile more? Ask you why you’ve “gotten involved”? Did they belittle your prophecy, Ignore warning after warning? Ignore you? Mad woman, hysterical. You, angered Apollo Or Was he always angry? Did he believe himself so worthy of your love that he cursed not having it? I don’t know. You probably told someone We know how that would have ended, Cassandra, I see you in the testimonies of Christine Blasey Ford, so hurt, pained, strong. Not believed. Were you told to sit quietly, mind your place? When you were attacked was it your body She defended Or Her own desiccated image? Maybe you told the trees of Ajex’s sins, because even if the men listened, A statue protected him from justice. Cassandra, I see you in the words of impassioned protestors so bright, so young. Not believed. Maybe if you told them lies they'd believe the truth. Maybe if you told the truth they'd believe the lies. Believe anything you said. Darling Cassandra possible bride of Apollo. definite belonging of King Agamemnon. Did his children believe you? Are you a warning to women? Love who you are told to. Bow to authority or Never give up. Are you a criticism of men? Demanding of love. Expecting subservience. Justice not served. Cassandra, I see you in myself, the pain they caused the light going out I am not believed. Cassandra, Does it get better? Have you received the peace you so deserve? Or are you still Not believed.
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Apr 9, 2020
Apr 9, 2020 at 9:01 PM UTC
Cassandra
Cassandra, I see you in the words of Greta Thunberg: Filled with passion, warnings, truth. Not believed. Cassandra, I see you in the dreams of Calpurnia; warning Caesar, bloodied earth Not believed. Cassandra, I see you in the protections of Tony Stark; made with fear, love Not believed. Did they tell you to smile more? Ask you why you’ve “gotten involved”? Did they belittle your prophecy, Ignore warning after warning? Ignore you? Mad woman, hysterical. You, angered Apollo Or Was he always angry? Did he believe himself so worthy of your love that he cursed not having it? I don’t know. You probably told someone We know how that would have ended, Cassandra, I see you in the testimonies of Christine Blasey Ford, so hurt, pained, strong. Not believed. Were you told to sit quietly, mind your place? When you were attacked was it your body She defended Or Her own desiccated image? Maybe you told the trees of Ajex’s sins, because even if the men listened, A statue protected him from justice. Cassandra, I see you in the words of impassioned protestors so bright, so young. Not believed. Maybe if you told them lies they'd believe the truth. Maybe if you told the truth they'd believe the lies. Believe anything you said. Darling Cassandra possible bride of Apollo. definite belonging of King Agamemnon. Did his children believe you? Are you a warning to women? Love who you are told to. Bow to authority or Never give up. Are you a criticism of men? Demanding of love. Expecting subservience. Justice not served. Cassandra, I see you in myself, the pain they caused the light going out I am not believed. Cassandra, Does it get better? Have you received the peace you so deserve? Or are you still Not believed.
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regarding labelling. we are not what people think of us, it goes deeper than that, we are not the words people say, it goes deeper than that. we are not made by our history, it is something, deeper than that. then in a picture, it is not what you see on the surface, it is far deeper than that. #repeated. sbm.
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Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 2:20 AM UTC
#christine (2)
Christine hated Saturdays on the locked ward the day her fiancé jilted her at the altar the ***** music playing in the background the flowers the aisle carpeted with that pattern she will always remember and as you saw her across the way looking out the window you saw Eric the day kid who was brought in while his mother worked was aggravating her was poking her in the back and you saw red and went and pushed him away and that brought the male nurses over and they stood between you both and Eric glared at you and the big nurse said what’s going on here? and Eric said it’s him he pushed me and Christine said Eric was poking me and Benedict was just keeping him away well calm down now the fat nurse said keep it cool and so you and Christine walked to another window and peered out at the snow and she said the creep as if we haven’t enough to cope with without   that creep aggravating us but thanks anyway for keeping him away and you said that’s ok he gets to me too I’ll bop him one of these days when the nurses aren’t looking and she smiled and said let me know when I wouldn’t want to miss that and you looked out at the falling snow that was settling on the fields and tree tops and far off you saw a tractor moving over the ground and seagulls were following behind and she said quite picturesque isn’t it? Yes you said kind of Christmas cardy yes she said taking your hand I wonder if we’ll be out of here before then? and you felt kind of numb as if maybe the whole world had gone black and the snow fell and you squeezed her hand sensing the warm flesh and her thumb rubbed against yours and behind you the unlocking and locking of doors.
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Oct 26, 2012
Oct 26, 2012 at 2:57 AM UTC
HATING SATURDAY
Christine hated Saturdays on the locked ward the day her fiancé jilted her at the altar the ***** music playing in the background the flowers the aisle carpeted with that pattern she will always remember and as you saw her across the way looking out the window you saw Eric the day kid who was brought in while his mother worked was aggravating her was poking her in the back and you saw red and went and pushed him away and that brought the male nurses over and they stood between you both and Eric glared at you and the big nurse said what’s going on here? and Eric said it’s him he pushed me and Christine said Eric was poking me and Benedict was just keeping him away well calm down now the fat nurse said keep it cool and so you and Christine walked to another window and peered out at the snow and she said the creep as if we haven’t enough to cope with without   that creep aggravating us but thanks anyway for keeping him away and you said that’s ok he gets to me too I’ll bop him one of these days when the nurses aren’t looking and she smiled and said let me know when I wouldn’t want to miss that and you looked out at the falling snow that was settling on the fields and tree tops and far off you saw a tractor moving over the ground and seagulls were following behind and she said quite picturesque isn’t it? Yes you said kind of Christmas cardy yes she said taking your hand I wonder if we’ll be out of here before then? and you felt kind of numb as if maybe the whole world had gone black and the snow fell and you squeezed her hand sensing the warm flesh and her thumb rubbed against yours and behind you the unlocking and locking of doors.
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Card tricks. Serenades. Nothing. Jokes. Smiles. Nothing. Cuddles. Hugs. Nothing. Deep stares. Lips close. Nothing. Confession. Awkward smile. "Friends. Just friends."
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Jun 22, 2013
Jun 22, 2013 at 5:55 PM UTC
Christine
it's not plagiarism, rather, a collectivist coincidence - i can't believe people in the former days would reduce themselves to plagiarism - they'd sooner die than relieve themselves of an original idea - working with a mythology - how could such differentiated people achieve copernican globalist relativistic / globalist impetus, and yet, somehow succumb to an ethnocentric - genesis of unoriginality... yes, unfathomable, the concept of polyphony, synchronicity inter-people... plagiarism is a modern phenomenon, it doesn't exists in collectivism of inter-ethnic conundrums of segregating categorization... just like evolution is god's take on the thrill of gambling... an original idea... allowing an in group focus... it could never be a plagiarism - the segregating process of techno. advancement... toward a... less cultural appropriation... and more? cultural loaning... "plagiarism"... perhaps i should "read" into solving crossword puzzles... now plagiarism is easy... any son of sam is not an arsonist... but as my continued fascination continues with andrei chikatilo... and batman, the dark knight rises scene on the plane: why would you shoot a man, before taking him into a prison cell?! ah... christine chubbuck... this fascination... will not, die... such a solemn, vernacular death... worthy of a Vatican pawn-ship of preceding the scourge of death.
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Aug 7, 2018
Aug 7, 2018 at 9:39 PM UTC
now plagiarism is easy... any son of sam, is not an arsonist.