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spark of life touches earth leaves crackle and explode into breath in deep romance, my lungs kiss smoke and Spirit expands within sinking and soaking through skin deep into my roots dripping into channels of rivers flowing freely to my brain crackling with neurons ever grasping dendritically to reach nutritious extrapolations stormy interpretations and interpolations crackling branches of white birch lightning
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Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 6:33 PM UTC
Spirit Smoke, an Ode to the Marijuana Spirit
i am a television with many channels and i have yet to find one without static
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 9:11 PM UTC
personality conflict
From below Desire climbs Up the channels Of my mind Shot of whiskey Glass of wine Now the ladies Are looking fine From the top Going down Love strikes fast When I'm around From within My idle mind Sparks a flame Of desire design A shot of whiskey A glass of wine Now all the men Are lookin fine A little flirt A little smile I think I’ll stay A little while .... Traveler Tim & Cné
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Dec 19, 2017
Dec 19, 2017 at 4:58 PM UTC
HAPPY HOUR (a collaboration with Traveler)
Old man, you surface seldom. Then you come in with the tide's coming When seas wash cold, foam- Capped: white hair, white beard, far-flung, A dragnet, rising, falling, as waves Crest and trough. Miles long Extend the radial sheaves Of your spread hair, in which wrinkling skeins Knotted, caught, survives The old myth of orgins Unimaginable. You float near As kneeled ice-mountains Of the north, to be steered clear Of, not fathomed. All obscurity Starts with a danger: Your dangers are many. I Cannot look much but your form suffers Some strange injury And seems to die: so vapors Ravel to clearness on the dawn sea. The muddy rumors Of your burial move me To half-believe: your reappearance Proves rumors shallow, For the archaic trenched lines Of your grained face shed time in runnels: Ages beat like rains On the unbeaten channels Of the ocean. Such sage humor and Durance are whirlpools To make away with the ground- Work of the earth and the sky's ridgepole. Waist down, you may wind One labyrinthine tangle To root deep among knuckles, shinbones, Skulls. Inscrutable, Below shoulders not once Seen by any man who kept his head, You defy questions; You defy godhood. I walk dry on your kingdom's border Exiled to no good. Your shelled bed I remember. Father, this thick air is murderous. I would breathe water.
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Full Fathom Five
Phone in your home Phone with you on the road Three way connections Incoming calls, not one, but another-aka call waiting Phones with caller ID Cordless phones Hands free phones Toothy phones sticking out of people's ears Picture phones...say cheese! Phone texting instead of talking Hello? I cannot hear you! Television and movies in your home DVD players in your car Watch those images on your computer Watch them on your cell phone Television in the airport Television in the restaurant Television at the gas pump Television in the grocery store line What's next? Television in the operating room? Music on your home stereo Music on your car radio Store it all on your traveling ipod Melodious cell phone rings everywhere Your mp3 player and new computer speakers Your favorite cable music channels And plenty of music blasted in the stores Can't I just have a thought to myself? Don't forget computers! Instant messaging Junk mail in cyberspace All your shows and movies always at your instant access Computer dating Computer stalkers and hacking Computer crashes I foresee because computer bugs and viruses are trying to invade my soul! And I feel sick! I can't get that music out of my head! I think my ears are ringing! You've heard of couch potatoes I think I'm a mouse potato! How is that for a human spud? Yes, I admit I'm addicted to my PC! That I spend more time with technology than I do with the human race! I should be burnt out like old hardware that is on extreme overload Not made of wires and steel but of flesh and blood I am designed! But I can't stop!!! The technology of the future is now here! I know what George Jetson was saying when he said: JANE! GET ME OFF THIS CRAZY THING!
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Aug 12, 2010
Aug 12, 2010 at 1:46 PM UTC
Technology Treadmill
Phone in your home Phone with you on the road Three way connections Incoming calls, not one, but another-aka call waiting Phones with caller ID Cordless phones Hands free phones Toothy phones sticking out of people's ears Picture phones...say cheese! Phone texting instead of talking Hello? I cannot hear you! Television and movies in your home DVD players in your car Watch those images on your computer Watch them on your cell phone Television in the airport Television in the restaurant Television at the gas pump Television in the grocery store line What's next? Television in the operating room? Music on your home stereo Music on your car radio Store it all on your traveling ipod Melodious cell phone rings everywhere Your mp3 player and new computer speakers Your favorite cable music channels And plenty of music blasted in the stores Can't I just have a thought to myself? Don't forget computers! Instant messaging Junk mail in cyberspace All your shows and movies always at your instant access Computer dating Computer stalkers and hacking Computer crashes I foresee because computer bugs and viruses are trying to invade my soul! And I feel sick! I can't get that music out of my head! I think my ears are ringing! You've heard of couch potatoes I think I'm a mouse potato! How is that for a human spud? Yes, I admit I'm addicted to my PC! That I spend more time with technology than I do with the human race! I should be burnt out like old hardware that is on extreme overload Not made of wires and steel but of flesh and blood I am designed! But I can't stop!!! The technology of the future is now here! I know what George Jetson was saying when he said: JANE! GET ME OFF THIS CRAZY THING!
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he once said to me...                  *“I would blow warm                          moist breath through                                           your toes...                            I would do all the                   wonderful things                 to your big toes                   that you do to me.                       And most certainly                          all the tension would                                drain onto me...                                I would draw                                 every last drop                                from your toes                           with little messages                          along the way of my                       charted course                          to come up                       your inner channels.         Resting in the sensitive eddies         behind your knees   we both breathe fire     wafting up and down                          your thighs.”* .... like drips of seduction off his tongue. And he lingered on, saying...                    *“Flaming lips wafting              together with desire,        reaching and pulling           with firey licks.        As I slide    my wet tongue     on up and hover,            breathing                      you in                            deeply...                            through my nostrils                          filling my *** senses.                        Drunk on your fumes,                 I'm consumed.            Circling the tip        of my nose    around your hard,    pearly knot        feeling the heat              from your butterfly wings             my parted lips surounding           and easing the warmth      of my soul onto you with wet hot breath.    And I ease the length           of my tongue to rest       completely over     your fire breathing wings ,                warm capable and ready..                    leaving you in suspense.                       Sliding ever so slightly                            and slowly up your                                     slick silky lips,                      tightening the tip                    of my tongue -                       flick flick                              flick flick...              And I look deeply            into your eyes,                   into depths                     you've never known.                        And then I'll take you                         all in, with a suction                            you'll never escape                              or ever want to.       Never breaking eye contact my tongue slides from bottom         and presses, emphasis          at the top slowly         over and over             settling you in.                 We fall into                    a oneness                         and find                           our groove.”* And I said... ** *“I wish I wasn't still irritated with you so I could fully enjoy your seduction.”* **
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Nov 5, 2017
Nov 5, 2017 at 1:30 PM UTC
he Once Said
he once said to me...                  *“I would blow warm                          moist breath through                                           your toes...                            I would do all the                   wonderful things                 to your big toes                   that you do to me.                       And most certainly                          all the tension would                                drain onto me...                                I would draw                                 every last drop                                from your toes                           with little messages                          along the way of my                       charted course                          to come up                       your inner channels.         Resting in the sensitive eddies         behind your knees   we both breathe fire     wafting up and down                          your thighs.”* .... like drips of seduction off his tongue. And he lingered on, saying...                    *“Flaming lips wafting              together with desire,        reaching and pulling           with firey licks.        As I slide    my wet tongue     on up and hover,            breathing                      you in                            deeply...                            through my nostrils                          filling my *** senses.                        Drunk on your fumes,                 I'm consumed.            Circling the tip        of my nose    around your hard,    pearly knot        feeling the heat              from your butterfly wings             my parted lips surounding           and easing the warmth      of my soul onto you with wet hot breath.    And I ease the length           of my tongue to rest       completely over     your fire breathing wings ,                warm capable and ready..                    leaving you in suspense.                       Sliding ever so slightly                            and slowly up your                                     slick silky lips,                      tightening the tip                    of my tongue -                       flick flick                              flick flick...              And I look deeply            into your eyes,                   into depths                     you've never known.                        And then I'll take you                         all in, with a suction                            you'll never escape                              or ever want to.       Never breaking eye contact my tongue slides from bottom         and presses, emphasis          at the top slowly         over and over             settling you in.                 We fall into                    a oneness                         and find                           our groove.”* And I said... ** *“I wish I wasn't still irritated with you so I could fully enjoy your seduction.”* **
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On a mythical Mumbai weekend, of no serene start or dubious end, with imaginary beauties, invisible friends, I stepped out of a puffing train, my long unkempt hair a lion's mane, getting used to my twitching tail, Posing on the Gateway of India, the extraordinary explorer pose, took a boat to Elephanta (sans the hose), and when my shivering co-passengers had finished feverishly taking pictures and started screaming holy mothers and sisters, I took off from the starboard end, and became the first man-lion to cross the polluted Indian channel, surviving to make the news channels, my scientific name listed as a brand new mammal, my mating call recognized as a gushing gargle, On a mythical Mumbai weekend, of no serene start or dubious end, with imaginary beauties, invisible friends, I devoured deep-kissing lovers for lunch at Bandstand's low-tide on a hunch, to the delicious sound of munch! munch! even as Shah Rukh Khan watched disgusted from his big big bungalow by the sea, and as the city sharpshooters came after me,     and later when they brought me down, from Nariman Point building, like KING KONG, I tuned a dusty guitar and sang a melancholy song, on the death of adventure, love and reality, dangers of delusions, lethargy and self-pity, repression, horniness and too much TV, down in a shower of bullets when I went, sky like the coming of rain, godspeed, godsend, in a mythical city, where nothing is really meant, On a mythical Mumbai weekend, of no serene start or dubious end, with imaginary beauties, invisible friends...
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Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 11:01 AM UTC
On A Mythical Mumbai Weekend
On a mythical Mumbai weekend, of no serene start or dubious end, with imaginary beauties, invisible friends, I stepped out of a puffing train, my long unkempt hair a lion's mane, getting used to my twitching tail, Posing on the Gateway of India, the extraordinary explorer pose, took a boat to Elephanta (sans the hose), and when my shivering co-passengers had finished feverishly taking pictures and started screaming holy mothers and sisters, I took off from the starboard end, and became the first man-lion to cross the polluted Indian channel, surviving to make the news channels, my scientific name listed as a brand new mammal, my mating call recognized as a gushing gargle, On a mythical Mumbai weekend, of no serene start or dubious end, with imaginary beauties, invisible friends, I devoured deep-kissing lovers for lunch at Bandstand's low-tide on a hunch, to the delicious sound of munch! munch! even as Shah Rukh Khan watched disgusted from his big big bungalow by the sea, and as the city sharpshooters came after me,     and later when they brought me down, from Nariman Point building, like KING KONG, I tuned a dusty guitar and sang a melancholy song, on the death of adventure, love and reality, dangers of delusions, lethargy and self-pity, repression, horniness and too much TV, down in a shower of bullets when I went, sky like the coming of rain, godspeed, godsend, in a mythical city, where nothing is really meant, On a mythical Mumbai weekend, of no serene start or dubious end, with imaginary beauties, invisible friends...
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Psychedelic scenery Elicit blithe resolutions Television Brilliant channels Procreate felicity Evolution Crescendos Ameliorate composure Termination © 2012 (All rights reserved)
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Mar 5, 2012
Mar 5, 2012 at 5:39 PM UTC
Psychedelic
“Life was easier when I was young.” Was what my grandma used to say, “We didn’t have all the problems that people have today. All of this technology, it helps clutter our mind, Without it we’d be much less stressed I think that you would find.” I never used to understand how she could think that’s true, It’s obvious computers have made life easier for me and you! Just look around at all the incredible things available to man, The most powerful technology that can fit in the palm of your hand! We have Email, and iPods, and TV you can record! We have every kind of website to peruse if you’re bored! We have Netflix, and GPS, and don’t forget Smartphones, And we can do all our shopping with a mouse click in our homes! Things have gotten so convenient that it’s so hard for me to know, How somebody could think life was easier many years ago. But as I grow older, I now slowly begin to see, The difficulties that were also invented along with technology. We now have cybercrime, which poses a very real threat, Credit card information gets stolen and you can be crippled with debt. And all your personal information sits vulnerable on your home computer, Hackers can easily break in and take it like a cybernetic looter. There are too many channels on TV you feel like your mind could drown, And people in the ‘50’s never had their DVR break down. People had only one phone at home; no cellphones at all; Nowadays, I hate that anyone at any time can give my cellphone a call. We have an entire of world of problems that we never had before, And with the pace that society is moving they’re impossible to ignore. As I get older, all this convenience slowly seems less grand, And when I think of what my grandma said, I finally understand.
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Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 3:17 PM UTC
I Finally Understand
“Life was easier when I was young.” Was what my grandma used to say, “We didn’t have all the problems that people have today. All of this technology, it helps clutter our mind, Without it we’d be much less stressed I think that you would find.” I never used to understand how she could think that’s true, It’s obvious computers have made life easier for me and you! Just look around at all the incredible things available to man, The most powerful technology that can fit in the palm of your hand! We have Email, and iPods, and TV you can record! We have every kind of website to peruse if you’re bored! We have Netflix, and GPS, and don’t forget Smartphones, And we can do all our shopping with a mouse click in our homes! Things have gotten so convenient that it’s so hard for me to know, How somebody could think life was easier many years ago. But as I grow older, I now slowly begin to see, The difficulties that were also invented along with technology. We now have cybercrime, which poses a very real threat, Credit card information gets stolen and you can be crippled with debt. And all your personal information sits vulnerable on your home computer, Hackers can easily break in and take it like a cybernetic looter. There are too many channels on TV you feel like your mind could drown, And people in the ‘50’s never had their DVR break down. People had only one phone at home; no cellphones at all; Nowadays, I hate that anyone at any time can give my cellphone a call. We have an entire of world of problems that we never had before, And with the pace that society is moving they’re impossible to ignore. As I get older, all this convenience slowly seems less grand, And when I think of what my grandma said, I finally understand.
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Look, stranger, at this island now The leaping light for your delight discovers, Stand stable here And silent be, That through the channels of the ear May wander like a river The swaying sound of the sea. Here at the small field's ending pause Where the chalk wall falls to the foam, and its tall ledges Oppose the pluck And knock of the tide, And the shingle scrambles after the **** ing surf, and the gull lodges A moment on its sheer side. Far off like floating seeds the ships Diverge on urgent voluntary errands; And the full view Indeed may enter And move in memory as now these clouds do, That pass the harbour mirror And all the summer through the water saunter.
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Seascape
A normal kind of guy Just the guy No cosmologist Sans Christian ********* the droplet suns Distant in the blackened sky Gotta 'and'er some The bristled gristle The cryogenic iris Steel teeth gnashing Right-toe left Ardent in an autobiography Good man Soft man Locomoted his GMC to the Sea Thought maybe With precise aim he could undertow away paradise. No pick-me-ups In copper-channels That Ionized the pick-up-truck With archaea iron that ugly duck Reminiscent of the man In all but-- A castaway Stowaway The man who never hesitates Bop upon the interstate Lost within concritical maze Shoring up Going home Giving up Turned to stone Marble chin Solumn grin Chlidren sing Seeking wings How'd he know Where to go Will he see What it means? He's the guy The one with the lollipop lap Licking the syrup off the lip Of a sweet polished sapphire Gin And the kids My god They think he ODYSSEUS And his dog not yet Dead but depressive in the gloom Howling into the midnight grass And the creatures that stalk With their ******* youth Soon their weight will hit the deck And like a noose, Break the joints The planks of which would stress And bend his eyes upon his head. God willing Should he be exhumed His energies excape to the river And float, Penultimate, into the sea.
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Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 5:03 PM UTC
((MODERN)) Man.
I am a ******* broken radio that my grandpa wouldn’t even bother fixing I got a thousand channels, and all of them overlapped in every second You came to me and said you wanted to enjoy the 90s I knew what I had and believed this time I was gonna make it right “Sir, this is location 328…” “Love is wonderful…” “Oh, Jonny! You can go **** your own **** All the channels got mixed up. Like the cereal that I had this morning Uhm, It was more like the **** cake you slapped in my face on my birthday last year I wished you would stop tapping me with your beautiful finger At the same time, I loved the new crystal nails you just did yesterday. Your soft skin against mine and nails stuck on my back, left me marks and joy Stop leaving me Don’t give up on one tap or two My frustrations attacked the balance of the stupid sound system I was either too loud or too quiet You finally left the room I was still on the table intermittently playing the 90s Trying to find the perfect volume
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Mar 1, 2017
Mar 1, 2017 at 6:05 AM UTC
******* Broken Radio
Alexander K Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya;[email protected]) It is the 30th day of the months in Kenya State and corporate capitalist have now paid their workers Wages or salaries or stipends or emoluments all being remunerations While the rural bourgeoisie and urban bourgeoisie have also paid ex-gratia To relatives come over-aged workers who have declined retiring For the fear of looming starvation if at all they go home, where they were born, Nonetheless; proceed they receive will do nothing whatsoever As it will be stifled by the monster of desperate consumerism; So fat and gullible in this tiger of land in the region called Kenya; The terror peddling rent, courtesy of ruthlessness of the landlord Bills of electric power in their full monopolistic gear Bills of water devoid of quality, indifferent dysentery monger Wages for maid who keep on usurping the food of my child; milk Bills for gas, all of it redolent of comprador bourgeoisie in fashion, Hotel and bar bill - a surreptious one, as the bar girl only knows Airtime and renewal, TV channels and other screen capitalistic ploys Family trip to local resort in a feat of foolish consumerist venture, Money to the old mother at home and, sometimes depraved but patient father ARV’s money to my *** aids stricken sister at the village, my aunt also Tuition fees for my son at the kindergarten, who goes to schools but learns nothing fees balance which my wife has to pay at the tailor to ransom out her dress, M-Pesa and M-Swari loan repayment, this only for Kenyan 30th dayers They know the agony of dealing with Kenyan mega-capitalist safaricom ltd. This consumerism and **** consumerism, It is the menacing bane of the Kenyan poor It is the avaricious tube which siphons back The hard earned money from pockets of the poor Back to despotic account of the pitiless world pigshotry.
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Feb 28, 2014
Feb 28, 2014 at 9:35 AM UTC
END MONTHS CONSUMERISM
Alexander K Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya;[email protected]) It is the 30th day of the months in Kenya State and corporate capitalist have now paid their workers Wages or salaries or stipends or emoluments all being remunerations While the rural bourgeoisie and urban bourgeoisie have also paid ex-gratia To relatives come over-aged workers who have declined retiring For the fear of looming starvation if at all they go home, where they were born, Nonetheless; proceed they receive will do nothing whatsoever As it will be stifled by the monster of desperate consumerism; So fat and gullible in this tiger of land in the region called Kenya; The terror peddling rent, courtesy of ruthlessness of the landlord Bills of electric power in their full monopolistic gear Bills of water devoid of quality, indifferent dysentery monger Wages for maid who keep on usurping the food of my child; milk Bills for gas, all of it redolent of comprador bourgeoisie in fashion, Hotel and bar bill - a surreptious one, as the bar girl only knows Airtime and renewal, TV channels and other screen capitalistic ploys Family trip to local resort in a feat of foolish consumerist venture, Money to the old mother at home and, sometimes depraved but patient father ARV’s money to my *** aids stricken sister at the village, my aunt also Tuition fees for my son at the kindergarten, who goes to schools but learns nothing fees balance which my wife has to pay at the tailor to ransom out her dress, M-Pesa and M-Swari loan repayment, this only for Kenyan 30th dayers They know the agony of dealing with Kenyan mega-capitalist safaricom ltd. This consumerism and **** consumerism, It is the menacing bane of the Kenyan poor It is the avaricious tube which siphons back The hard earned money from pockets of the poor Back to despotic account of the pitiless world pigshotry.
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You know, there's always a song that takes me back To a year, so long before It's not always a top ten song That hits my very core It just grabs me and transports me Back in time while standing still It might take me to a good place Release a memory I should **** But, my soundtrack is different It's not just music in my mind There's sounds that make my playlist up Sounds of a different kind A baseball smacking leather God, that sets me free Some good, some bad, some coaching Some involve my ******* up knee The click on every eight track When it switches channels to play on Brings back those early mornings when the house cleaning was done But, music, yes the music makes a large part of my list Some take me back to dances And the girls I never kissed The good songs stretch my senses Make me smell things from the past The memories still linger While the music didn't last Sirens, car wrecks, yelling Have their place on my list too It's not music to most people It made my list though, who knew? A sound as small as raindrops Take me back to a morning when I stood on line with a hundred others Brave women and brave men Cornwallis, Nova Scotia rain and U2 take me on a track To basic training on the east coast Wow, that's 25 years back A car crash and a siren Takes me to when I met my wife This was on the television when Princess Di, she lost her life So, my soundtrack is eclectic It's not just music fuels my trips It might be a golf ball bouncing That takes me through a time warp slip A song, that's just too easy Everyone has one of those But, can you travel back, oh, 30 years When someone blows their nose? There's more sounds that effect me But, those I think I'll hide I will write about them later And I will take you on that ride In 50 years of living Lots of sounds have hit my ears We'll sit and chat about them One day over a few beers....
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Aug 4, 2012
Aug 4, 2012 at 5:05 PM UTC
Soundtrack of my life
You know, there's always a song that takes me back To a year, so long before It's not always a top ten song That hits my very core It just grabs me and transports me Back in time while standing still It might take me to a good place Release a memory I should **** But, my soundtrack is different It's not just music in my mind There's sounds that make my playlist up Sounds of a different kind A baseball smacking leather God, that sets me free Some good, some bad, some coaching Some involve my ******* up knee The click on every eight track When it switches channels to play on Brings back those early mornings when the house cleaning was done But, music, yes the music makes a large part of my list Some take me back to dances And the girls I never kissed The good songs stretch my senses Make me smell things from the past The memories still linger While the music didn't last Sirens, car wrecks, yelling Have their place on my list too It's not music to most people It made my list though, who knew? A sound as small as raindrops Take me back to a morning when I stood on line with a hundred others Brave women and brave men Cornwallis, Nova Scotia rain and U2 take me on a track To basic training on the east coast Wow, that's 25 years back A car crash and a siren Takes me to when I met my wife This was on the television when Princess Di, she lost her life So, my soundtrack is eclectic It's not just music fuels my trips It might be a golf ball bouncing That takes me through a time warp slip A song, that's just too easy Everyone has one of those But, can you travel back, oh, 30 years When someone blows their nose? There's more sounds that effect me But, those I think I'll hide I will write about them later And I will take you on that ride In 50 years of living Lots of sounds have hit my ears We'll sit and chat about them One day over a few beers....
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My life is like a river winding down unto the sea and if you sail my waters then you can get a look at me I may not be the greatest of the rivers which have been but you'll never find a body that is more proud or genuine Starting at my source My family and home filling me with substance as I flow off on my own my water, crystal-clear alive with plant and fish and to always be that way is the one thing that I wish Friends contribute water and it helps me as I grow Flowing ever deeper running faster as I go Some would irrigate me but i'll never be contained others hope to **** me but I cannot be restrained Raging with my water sometimes my borders overflow as I give back the sediment thad borrowed long ago my water moving mountains slicing channels through the land I may not be the greatest but my canyons have been grand When I wished to merge another river I did find and at once our separate waters had forever been combined Our banks were overflowing from the substance that we shared and so we pass it on into the rivers we did bear Meandering through life My river not as deep My water not as clear and my angle not as steep But my inside still is living and that's how I will always be Until my waters do depart me when I flow into the sea.
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May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 1:18 AM UTC
My Life Is Like a River
Memory of sun seeps from the heart. Grass grows yellower. Faintly if at all the early snowflakes Hover, hover. Water becoming ice is slowing in The narrow channels. Nothing at all will happen here again, Will ever happen. Against the sky the willow spreads a fan The silk's torn off. Maybe it's better I did not become Your wife. Memory of sun seeps from the heart. What is it? -- Dark? Perhaps! Winter will have occupied us In the night.
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Memory Of Sun
Crawling through my brain till it has made channels connecting to tunnels like little circuits replacing my nerves, the little worm I call Loneliness wriggles onward. A constant motion of forward goes that worm, bringing with it a never ending feeling of monachopsis. Day after day it dwells in my mind as the worm carries on. It adapts and evolves finding a solution to every mastermind plot I find from removing this creature, this beast, this worm from my mind. “Friendship is betrayal, they all leave and deceive in the end,” it whispers through my head as if another conscience inside my being. I fear the worms words and obey every command. Dare I disobey what dismay would come my way? “Happiness is a lie along with perfection, never trace your hands along such deadly lines, the lines of which a mortal mind should never tread,” he says using my beliefs against me. “Happiness is for those who belong, not for you, never for you!” The worm screams those words through my mind anytime I laugh or smile reminding me not to be so daft. Oh beautiful, wonderful,brilliant demon of mine. Keeping me from trying to find ways to end the suffering in my life Morbid torment in the back of my mind, Keeping me from trying to find ways to silence the loneliness screaming within, bringing me further into the dark. What would I do without you, dear Loneliness? You cloud my mind and free me from my foolish desires. Why should I not be alone? If I was meant to feel together, Then together surely I would feel. Why should I feel happiness when happiness isn’t mine? How selfish I would be without you holy creature, Beautiful blessed worm of wonder.
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Jul 15, 2018
Jul 15, 2018 at 1:27 AM UTC
The worm called Loneliness
Crawling through my brain till it has made channels connecting to tunnels like little circuits replacing my nerves, the little worm I call Loneliness wriggles onward. A constant motion of forward goes that worm, bringing with it a never ending feeling of monachopsis. Day after day it dwells in my mind as the worm carries on. It adapts and evolves finding a solution to every mastermind plot I find from removing this creature, this beast, this worm from my mind. “Friendship is betrayal, they all leave and deceive in the end,” it whispers through my head as if another conscience inside my being. I fear the worms words and obey every command. Dare I disobey what dismay would come my way? “Happiness is a lie along with perfection, never trace your hands along such deadly lines, the lines of which a mortal mind should never tread,” he says using my beliefs against me. “Happiness is for those who belong, not for you, never for you!” The worm screams those words through my mind anytime I laugh or smile reminding me not to be so daft. Oh beautiful, wonderful,brilliant demon of mine. Keeping me from trying to find ways to end the suffering in my life Morbid torment in the back of my mind, Keeping me from trying to find ways to silence the loneliness screaming within, bringing me further into the dark. What would I do without you, dear Loneliness? You cloud my mind and free me from my foolish desires. Why should I not be alone? If I was meant to feel together, Then together surely I would feel. Why should I feel happiness when happiness isn’t mine? How selfish I would be without you holy creature, Beautiful blessed worm of wonder.
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Mar 14, 2012 at 3:10 AM UTC
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"silence is worse; all truths that are kept silent become poisonous.”friedrich nietzsche like poking the hornet's nest with a stick, you are a rose with stems and thorns so thick, your skin is protection from oppression, keeping the world out of your private channels like i'm AM and you're FM all of which are static with distorted voices only science can pry through your enigmatic cacophony on a molecular level, and any evidence of who you are, i couldn't find with years of knowledge, a indestructible ship could speak more evidence about why it was annihilated, obliterated, disintegrated under the ocean for months at a time without any current survivors, and the last person i could be described as would be Sherlock Holmes every detail washes over my head like a flood of details that can't enter because a force field surround my head like it's a crown being so clueless, but it feels like i'm wearing a dunce hat and maybe i do realize that there will be a position where you will be put out into light there is no way out of your mind, like a schizophrenic, if kryptonite killed superman, can it **** the infectious virus spreading like wildfire through these veins, can you stop worrying about when you will finally break down and open up to someone? **** - kra
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Dec 9, 2013
Dec 9, 2013 at 10:13 PM UTC
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When you make a choice; You take a chance, When you take a chance, You choose a channel.
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Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 9:04 AM UTC
Choices,chances and channels
Is it really this hard to find people I can go back and forth in discussion with about Buddhist and Hindu theology compared and contrasted against Christian and Yoruba I want to scream and shout and dance with somebody over Janet Jackson's new album and at the same time feel the heat and talk with somebody about how extremely sad and depressing but oh so good Giovanni's Room was I want to be able to speak with somebody whom can quote Malcolm X and Kafka in the same breath Somebody who could see the logic of Pac and Immortal Technique on the same piece with the Budos Band or Mulatu on the back track I want to know people whom know just exactly who Suki Lee and Bayard Rustin are can we talk about Jacob Kinohoor's *** at least for a moment then get into some B.B. King or Johnny Cash have you seen Dune the one from the eighties James McAvoy shirtless as well as John Goodman’s acting were only good things about the other if you read it even better what about the ***** that sat by the door Or killer clowns from outer space let's be shady and point out all the inaccuracies on the history and discovery and channels praying for that day that's not in February They show Shaka Zulu in full without commercial interruption Or maybe a documentary about native American people with actual native actors that do not depict them all as either plains people Or Inuit Cause you already know not everybody is Eskimo then let's put on our own private production of legally blonde followed by encore presentations of the classic scene Of Miss Celie and miss Ofelia going in over Harpo can I discuss with you how the Patriot act nullifies everything in constitution And the bill of rights even though they never were intended to be permanent any way It would be nice to not have to explain a Corporatocracy all my life Ive been into Egyptology You do know that Imhotep was the actual founder of medicine by a good 2000 years not that Hippocrat the thing is I'm still learning when attempt to delve that deeply into people which I don't even consider that deep They often misunderstand They often concluded without thinking maybe just maybe ©Christopher F. Brown 2015
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May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 11:30 PM UTC
I'm not trying to **** I'm trying to see you in 3D
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Earlier today, painting was the activity that we had planned I have a support teacher who would always lend a hand She had left the class to get the paint all mixed While I stayed behind to get the toys and props all fixed She came back and bore bowls of red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Lunchtime I visited a store and neatly displayed on low shelves Arranged so immaculately as if magically done by elves Were cases upon cases stitched together with only zips They almost instantly bent a smile to my lips Their colours shone brilliant red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Passed by a shop selling accessories and apparel Merchandise dangled on wall hooks and some in a jumble On the adjacent wall something caught my eye Carried all the neat little tote bags one could ever buy One peeking from a corner was red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Walked by a building, so modern-looking and new Down on one side almost obscured from view Were these horizontal rows of dancing neon lights Stopped for a minute just to soak in the sights Then I realised that they flickered red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Waited for the bus to get home at my usual bus stop Whilst waiting, I shifted and from my bag something did drop Bent over and picked my coin pouch that had fallen out Looked up only to see another commuter lingering about On his pack was a sticker which boasted red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Bus was packed, found a seat in the back row Sat myself down, I peered briefly out the window Engine under me, I scanned around to those who were seated Observed the floor beneath my shoes as it vibrated My pair of Adidas, oh my, they're red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Got home, put my bag down and sank into the sofa Switched on the telly, on was the Food Network's "Barefoot Contessa" Surfed through the channels, caught a real estate commercial Promoting prime land in a country not anywhere regional Splashed on the screen, a flag - red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. End of the day, it is best that I hit the sack Allow some rest for my poor aggravated back But not till I complete the words you're currently reading I'm thinking, dreaming and furiously typing How do I end this? Hmm...red, white and blue? I'm thinking and dreaming...and wishing I'm with you.
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Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 9:08 PM UTC
Red, White & Blue
Earlier today, painting was the activity that we had planned I have a support teacher who would always lend a hand She had left the class to get the paint all mixed While I stayed behind to get the toys and props all fixed She came back and bore bowls of red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Lunchtime I visited a store and neatly displayed on low shelves Arranged so immaculately as if magically done by elves Were cases upon cases stitched together with only zips They almost instantly bent a smile to my lips Their colours shone brilliant red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Passed by a shop selling accessories and apparel Merchandise dangled on wall hooks and some in a jumble On the adjacent wall something caught my eye Carried all the neat little tote bags one could ever buy One peeking from a corner was red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Walked by a building, so modern-looking and new Down on one side almost obscured from view Were these horizontal rows of dancing neon lights Stopped for a minute just to soak in the sights Then I realised that they flickered red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Waited for the bus to get home at my usual bus stop Whilst waiting, I shifted and from my bag something did drop Bent over and picked my coin pouch that had fallen out Looked up only to see another commuter lingering about On his pack was a sticker which boasted red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Bus was packed, found a seat in the back row Sat myself down, I peered briefly out the window Engine under me, I scanned around to those who were seated Observed the floor beneath my shoes as it vibrated My pair of Adidas, oh my, they're red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. Got home, put my bag down and sank into the sofa Switched on the telly, on was the Food Network's "Barefoot Contessa" Surfed through the channels, caught a real estate commercial Promoting prime land in a country not anywhere regional Splashed on the screen, a flag - red, white and blue Made me think of...well, made me think of you. End of the day, it is best that I hit the sack Allow some rest for my poor aggravated back But not till I complete the words you're currently reading I'm thinking, dreaming and furiously typing How do I end this? Hmm...red, white and blue? I'm thinking and dreaming...and wishing I'm with you.
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Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 4:10 PM UTC
Today
The centaur; he who channels two halves together on an arrow's quill. © Matthew Harlovic
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May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 4:14 PM UTC
Sagittarius