"chaged" poems
Man how I have chaged
From a insecure little kid in search of fortune and fame
In search of intimacy and love
And I never found it it evaded me like a wild dove flying away each time I get close
So I changed and became a cold heartless boy living fast and mean
Doing bad things hurting people that wouldn't cross me
I broke hearts made the sweetest girls fall apart
I used them over and over again swearing that I changed
I just caused destruction and pain
And I hate myself for it
I was tired of the drugs and of the ***
I was tired of this meaningless ****
So I quit and I changed again into something other than this tragedy
To a man hoping to feel intimacy
To feel anything actually
But my past keeps following me
Haunting me
past ghost never leaving me
Alone ....
Its probably karma that ***** is getting me back for being so cold
So maybe I will change again ...
That's just what I do
I am the human chameleon
Nice to meet you.
Dec 26, 2017
Dec 26, 2017 at 5:20 AM UTC