"butnow" poems
4/23/2012
Take me as I am
Or take nothing at all
Conditioned by my environment
To fight or flght or just take the fall
Prisms of light encompass the sin
Rays of flame burn my flesh, such agony
Yet here I stand, daring the worst
Causing temporary blindness, butnow I can see.
You seem unapproachable when you so desire
The pain will subside, as you severe my esteem
But that's ok, I've been through worse.
I'll take another one for the teame.
Wish you could truly understand, I am real
Every disaquise and camoflage I use to guard my heart you see
I've been so wounded in the past
And for me, only the true, I can truly be.
So will you risk it?
Or is there too much at stake?
Why do you lurk beneath the shadows?
If I let my walls fall, will my heart break?
You are so beautiful to me
Even if you don't believe it
I couldn't hurt you even if I wanted to
Open your eyes to the true love you can get.
Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 12:44 PM UTC
I REMEMBER THE *** BRUISES AND I REMEMBER THE WAY YOU’D
NUZZLE MY NECK WHEN YOU WANTED ME TO TOUCH YOU AND I STILL REMEMBER THE WAY YOU’D QUIVER FROM MY TOUCH BUTNOW YOU DONT QUIVER YOU DONT NUZZLE AND YOU DEFINITELY
DONT ******* CARE.
Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 7:50 AM UTC