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April doesnt hurt here Like it does in New England The ground Vast and brown Surrounds dry towns Located in the dust Of the coming locust Live for survival, not for 'kicks' Be a bangtail describer, like of shrouded traveler in Textile tenement & the birds fighting in yr ears-like Burroughs exact to describe & gettin $ The Angry Hunger (hunger is anger) who fears the hungry feareth the angry) And so I came home To Golden far away Twas on the horizon Every blessed day As we rolled And we rolled From Donner tragic Pass Thru April in Nevada And out Salt City Way Into the dry Nebraskas And sad Wyomings Where young girls And pretty lover boys With Mickey Mantle eyes Wander under moons Sawing in lost cradle And Judge O Fasterc Passes whiggling by To ask of young love: ,,Was it the same wind Of April Plains eve that ruffled the dress Of my lost love Louanna In the Western Far off night Lost as the whistle Of the passing Train Everywhere West Roams moaning The deep basso - Vom! Vom! - Was it the same love Notified my bones As mortify yrs now Children of the soft Wyoming April night? Couldna been! But was! But was!' And on the prairie The wildflower blows In the night For bees & birds And sleeping hidden Animals of life. The Chicago Spitters in the spotty street Cheap beans, loop, Girls made eyes at me And I had 35 Cents in my jeans - Then Toledo Springtime starry Lover night Of hot rod boys And cool girls A wandering A wandering In search of April pain A plash of rain Will not dispel This fumigatin hell Of lover lane This park of roses Blue as bees In former airy poses In aerial O Way hoses No tamarand And figancine Can the musterand Be less kind Sol - Sol - Bring forth yr Ah Sunflower - Ah me Montana Phosphorescent Rose And bridge in fairly land I'd understand it all -
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Nebraska
April doesnt hurt here Like it does in New England The ground Vast and brown Surrounds dry towns Located in the dust Of the coming locust Live for survival, not for 'kicks' Be a bangtail describer, like of shrouded traveler in Textile tenement & the birds fighting in yr ears-like Burroughs exact to describe & gettin $ The Angry Hunger (hunger is anger) who fears the hungry feareth the angry) And so I came home To Golden far away Twas on the horizon Every blessed day As we rolled And we rolled From Donner tragic Pass Thru April in Nevada And out Salt City Way Into the dry Nebraskas And sad Wyomings Where young girls And pretty lover boys With Mickey Mantle eyes Wander under moons Sawing in lost cradle And Judge O Fasterc Passes whiggling by To ask of young love: ,,Was it the same wind Of April Plains eve that ruffled the dress Of my lost love Louanna In the Western Far off night Lost as the whistle Of the passing Train Everywhere West Roams moaning The deep basso - Vom! Vom! - Was it the same love Notified my bones As mortify yrs now Children of the soft Wyoming April night? Couldna been! But was! But was!' And on the prairie The wildflower blows In the night For bees & birds And sleeping hidden Animals of life. The Chicago Spitters in the spotty street Cheap beans, loop, Girls made eyes at me And I had 35 Cents in my jeans - Then Toledo Springtime starry Lover night Of hot rod boys And cool girls A wandering A wandering In search of April pain A plash of rain Will not dispel This fumigatin hell Of lover lane This park of roses Blue as bees In former airy poses In aerial O Way hoses No tamarand And figancine Can the musterand Be less kind Sol - Sol - Bring forth yr Ah Sunflower - Ah me Montana Phosphorescent Rose And bridge in fairly land I'd understand it all -
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Governments fall from sheer indifference. Authority figures, deprived of the vampiric energy they **** off their constituents, are seen for what they are: dead empty masks manipulated by computers. And what is behind the computers? Remote control. Of course. Look at the prison you are in, we are all in. This is a penal colony that is now a Death Camp. Place of the Second and Final Death. Desperation is the raw material of drastic change. Only those who can leave behind everything they have ever believed in can hope to escape. Don’t intend to be there when this ********* goes up. Nothing here now but the recordings. Shut them off, they are as radioactive as an old joke…
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Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 5:58 PM UTC
William Burroughs: Seven Souls
Saturn is in line with Venus tonight but, nothing's easy when you're down. The clowns walk around, dressed in yellow; fast food smiles and cheeseburger souls, and nothings easy when you're down. The dancers with poles and sadness, that Halloween, fires burning, childhood perfumed dreams, kind of sadness fills the navy blue night. I can't find the North star, and the jack-lanterns lie rotting in the streets of Nebraska and Kansas, and the candies all gone, and the kids wait. And I can't find   the deep blue shirt I bought at Goodwill, and Billy Burroughs is filled with worms and earth, and Bukowski looks at Satan and says, "what do you mean, we're out of whiskey?" I've never been much for the stars, and family and Thanksgiving are painfully overrated, and nothing's easy when you're down.
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Nov 22, 2021
Nov 22, 2021 at 9:53 PM UTC
Nothing's Easy when you're Down
Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! The world is holy! The soul is holy! The skin is holy! The nose is holy! The tongue and **** and hand and ******* holy! Everything is holy! everybody's holy! everywhere is holy! everyday is in eternity! Everyman's an angel! The bum's as holy as the seraphim! the madman is holy as you my soul are holy! The typewriter is holy the poem is holy the voice is holy the hearers are holy the ecstasy is holy! Holy Peter holy Allen holy Solomon holy Lucien holy Kerouac holy Huncke holy Burroughs holy Cas- sady holy the unknown buggered and suffering beggars holy the hideous human angels! Holy my mother in the insane asylum! Holy the ***** of the grandfathers of Kansas! Holy the groaning saxophone! Holy the bop apocalypse! Holy the jazzbands marijuana hipsters peace & junk & drums! Holy the solitudes of skyscrapers and pavements! Holy the cafeterias filled with the millions! Holy the mysterious rivers of tears under the streets! Holy the lone juggernaut! Holy the vast lamb of the middle class! Holy the crazy shepherds of rebell- ion! Who digs Los Angeles IS Los Angeles! Holy New York Holy San Francisco Holy Peoria & Seattle Holy Paris Holy Tangiers Holy Moscow Holy Istanbul! Holy time in eternity holy eternity in time holy the clocks in space holy the fourth dimension holy the fifth International holy the Angel in Moloch! Holy the sea holy the desert holy the railroad holy the locomotive holy the visions holy the hallucina- tions holy the miracles holy the eyeball holy the abyss! Holy forgiveness! mercy! charity! faith! Holy! Ours! bodies! suffering! magnanimity! Holy the supernatural extra brilliant intelligent kindness of the soul! Berkeley 1955
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Footnote To Howl
Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! The world is holy! The soul is holy! The skin is holy! The nose is holy! The tongue and **** and hand and ******* holy! Everything is holy! everybody's holy! everywhere is holy! everyday is in eternity! Everyman's an angel! The bum's as holy as the seraphim! the madman is holy as you my soul are holy! The typewriter is holy the poem is holy the voice is holy the hearers are holy the ecstasy is holy! Holy Peter holy Allen holy Solomon holy Lucien holy Kerouac holy Huncke holy Burroughs holy Cas- sady holy the unknown buggered and suffering beggars holy the hideous human angels! Holy my mother in the insane asylum! Holy the ***** of the grandfathers of Kansas! Holy the groaning saxophone! Holy the bop apocalypse! Holy the jazzbands marijuana hipsters peace & junk & drums! Holy the solitudes of skyscrapers and pavements! Holy the cafeterias filled with the millions! Holy the mysterious rivers of tears under the streets! Holy the lone juggernaut! Holy the vast lamb of the middle class! Holy the crazy shepherds of rebell- ion! Who digs Los Angeles IS Los Angeles! Holy New York Holy San Francisco Holy Peoria & Seattle Holy Paris Holy Tangiers Holy Moscow Holy Istanbul! Holy time in eternity holy eternity in time holy the clocks in space holy the fourth dimension holy the fifth International holy the Angel in Moloch! Holy the sea holy the desert holy the railroad holy the locomotive holy the visions holy the hallucina- tions holy the miracles holy the eyeball holy the abyss! Holy forgiveness! mercy! charity! faith! Holy! Ours! bodies! suffering! magnanimity! Holy the supernatural extra brilliant intelligent kindness of the soul! Berkeley 1955
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Last nite I dreamed of T.S. Eliot welcoming me to the land of dream Sofas couches fog in England Tea in his digs Chelsea rainbows curtains on his windows, fog seeping in the chimney but a nice warm house and an incredibly sweet hooknosed Eliot he loved me, put me up, gave me a couch to sleep on, conversed kindly, took me serious asked my opinion on Mayakovsky I read him Corso Creeley Kerouac advised Burroughs Olson Huncke the bearded lady in the Zoo, the intelligent puma in Mexico City 6 chorus boys from Zanzibar who chanted in wornout polygot Swahili, and the rippling rythyms of Ma Rainey and Vachel Lindsay. On the Isle of the Queen we had a long evening's conversation Then he tucked me in my long red underwear under a silken blanket by the fire on the sofa gave me English Hottie and went off sadly to his bed, Saying ah Ginsberg I am glad to have met a fine young man like you. At last, I woke ashamed of myself. Is he that good and kind? Am I that great? What's my motive dreaming his manna? What English Department would that impress? What failure to be perfect prophet's made up here? I dream of my kindness to T.S. Eliot wanting to be a historical poet and share in his finance of Imagery- overambitious dream of eccentric boy. God forbid my evil dreams come true. Last nite I dreamed of Allen Ginsberg. T.S. Eliot would've been ashamed of me.
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Feb. 29, 1958
~for Verlie Burroughs, a ‘fellow’ islander poet with a sense of human humor~ walking the reservoir on a warm spring day, Central Park littered with tourists and pale face, fellow islanders, all of non-Algonquin Indian descent released from Rikers Island (of course) Prison, six month sentence served behind bars of winter grayscale skies and snowy steel and grey prison everything an out-of-townsfolk young lady passes me in a pink t-shirt, where humans these lazy days declare their entire philosophy, “I’d rather live on an island” and thus a poem commissioned well, rather brought forth from the chilled, deep waters surrounding the brain where winter vegetables rooted but cannot  surface, the iced ground frozen impermitting bodies to be buried, no war and death monument foundations to be poured, flower-powered poems unable to pierce as well, even with the upwards ****** of cesarean birth and or, one last push and me begging breathe winter strangled but I walked today the Central Park reservoir and all I got was that stupid t-shirt provocation with tulips and daffodils, dogwood and magnolias, and cherry blossoms confirming, it’s okay today to write of islands and shoreline once more, of boundaries now and again though the idea had prior brief transversed the thought canal, was struck into action when realized suddenly a dawning - a l l  m y  l i f e,  I  h a v e  l i v e d  o n  a n  i s l a n d counting backwards seven decades with a collegial exception, of living by a great lake, which is but an island in reverse, poet *** prophet had to always walk on water to get home <•> my poems are travelogues, not pretty words and tonguing talk, sorry not, more tales than wagging tongue wordy tails but dumbstruck by the ocean notion that I live by the grace of an Ocean that waits patiently to reclaim my island, stealing my unborn poem children and tried with a Sandy haired girl a few years ago hurry home to scribe, and imbibe, write upon its streetscape with colored chalk and upon it once more, the concrete paths and a reservoir dirt path surrounding and shorelines that are all the shaping of me all my life, and Neverland realized I am a seagull disguised as human*
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Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 11:25 PM UTC
all my life, an islander
~for Verlie Burroughs, a ‘fellow’ islander poet with a sense of human humor~ walking the reservoir on a warm spring day, Central Park littered with tourists and pale face, fellow islanders, all of non-Algonquin Indian descent released from Rikers Island (of course) Prison, six month sentence served behind bars of winter grayscale skies and snowy steel and grey prison everything an out-of-townsfolk young lady passes me in a pink t-shirt, where humans these lazy days declare their entire philosophy, “I’d rather live on an island” and thus a poem commissioned well, rather brought forth from the chilled, deep waters surrounding the brain where winter vegetables rooted but cannot  surface, the iced ground frozen impermitting bodies to be buried, no war and death monument foundations to be poured, flower-powered poems unable to pierce as well, even with the upwards ****** of cesarean birth and or, one last push and me begging breathe winter strangled but I walked today the Central Park reservoir and all I got was that stupid t-shirt provocation with tulips and daffodils, dogwood and magnolias, and cherry blossoms confirming, it’s okay today to write of islands and shoreline once more, of boundaries now and again though the idea had prior brief transversed the thought canal, was struck into action when realized suddenly a dawning - a l l  m y  l i f e,  I  h a v e  l i v e d  o n  a n  i s l a n d counting backwards seven decades with a collegial exception, of living by a great lake, which is but an island in reverse, poet *** prophet had to always walk on water to get home <•> my poems are travelogues, not pretty words and tonguing talk, sorry not, more tales than wagging tongue wordy tails but dumbstruck by the ocean notion that I live by the grace of an Ocean that waits patiently to reclaim my island, stealing my unborn poem children and tried with a Sandy haired girl a few years ago hurry home to scribe, and imbibe, write upon its streetscape with colored chalk and upon it once more, the concrete paths and a reservoir dirt path surrounding and shorelines that are all the shaping of me all my life, and Neverland realized I am a seagull disguised as human*
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“Nobody owns life, but anyone who can pick up a frying pan owns death.” – William S. Burroughs Through a door that is not mine that’s left ajar from time to time we see a man with zany eyes scarred-up face, mouth full of lies. Through a window at an ungodly hour the night our neighborhood lost power we see the man pull on a mask and knit the weavings of his task. I should have gotten quite the scare when he pulled that woman by her hair, then tossed her in the hole he’d fill and quickly cover with daffodils, but I’m no stranger to playing detective; his plots have proven rather defective. A call to the cops brings a rap on his door that eventually leads to the lush garden floor. Now, I don’t think I’m deserving of fame my ego is simply much too tame but I have kept dark things from view and you listen well, so I’ll share with you. There is something you should recognize in that man with zany eyes; don’t always believe what you’re told to see, for he who plants the daffodils is me.
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May 17, 2017
May 17, 2017 at 8:56 PM UTC
Ballad of the Daffodils
I seem to have inherited your Che Guevara tee shirt, red and black, with the huge Legends lettering and portrait, black on red. Washed and folded, I gave it a squeeze, and held it to my chest (wanting you back, my son, and all the rest). Sometimes I think we shared the same heroes, similar, more similar than I ever thought before, reflected in the tee shirts you bought and wore. I am still making my way through your Augusten Burroughs books, the humour, insight and images raised, have humoured me at a time I need, from dark thoughts, guilts, on my time and mind, like maggots they have fed and feed. I did think I would talk to you the following day, before the coma, the silence of you contrasting the ever sounding machines, the dials, the lights, and that, and other images, keep me from sleep at nights, (hence the need of the sleep inducing pill). I seem to have inherited the black and red Che Guevara tee shirt you used to wear, and when I hold it against my cheek, I imagine, for short moments, that you are still there.
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Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 1:37 AM UTC
CHE GUEVARA TEE SHIRT.
Today I have followed the strange Damselfly, Down to all ponds on my father’s marshland, Not to live the blissful Waldensianism like Thoreau, But to come down unto discovery of wonders Readily displayed in the ****** manners of the damselfly Sub-dragonfly that was conveniently called damselfly, It is dark and white in pearly texture, Like the Palmyrene Queen dear Zenobia, Damselfly move as a pair on every time A female and a male like a musical duet, The Female has a lock on the ****** As the males does; tight lock on the sheath, Keeping safe its ***** away from robbers, The female damselfly has key to unlock The cryptic lock system on the ***** sheath Of the garlanded male damsel fly, The male damselfly too has the key That can only unlock the cryptic lock system, On the ****** of the female damselfly, Their lock and key functions within, The specific species of the damselflies, All this evolved to block out the thieves The predating dragonflies of other species, Intending to steal *** with the damselfly With no other reason but to darwinize the damselfly, Willie Topaz Mcgonall is the damselfly with Male lock Billie Burroughs ghost is a dragonfly minus any key African poetry is the damselflies with female poetic lock Both have keys on each other’s custody of culture.
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Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 5:33 AM UTC
DAMSEL POETRY FLY
I hope I see the moon in the British Aisles So I can imagine myself staring from home. I hope I see the moon from Belgium as I imagine the old lover I will never forget gazing, exhausted, from Uxbridge. I hope I seee the moon from Paris so I can imagine the millenia of poets and I-love-you-till-it-kills-me romancers gazing from French cafes, sipping on their wine, coffee, tea and I think of great friends in Victoria, glancing towards it from busses 9 hours later on a commute to Uptown Downtown what town? I hope I see the moon from Vancouver so I can imagine child-me watching the white of the cheese-like craters wondering nothing but so, so very curious. I hope I see the moon from Toronto past smog and spring-time city shadows so I can imagine the short-lived friends I made in Ottawa looking to it with awe and smiles grasping the fingers of a loved one. Everytime I see that great omnipotent orb I imagine Marcus Aurelius in the court of Rome Julius Caesar on the battlefields of Gaul Charlemagne crossing the Rhine St. Augustine marching through the desert Micochondrial Adam tossing a spear into  the heart of a boar Soldiers of the American Revolution the British war for South Africa the Prussian Empire the Third ***** Siddhartha and his son Li Po hugging his moonlit reflection Han Shan on cold mountain Kerouac in San Francisco Burroughs in Morocco Snyder in Japan Thomas walking to work Brian out on a stroll My future life lover future girlfriends all gazing at that wonderful omnipotent moon the same moon that gazes so still so patient forever as far as I'm concerned.
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Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 5:23 PM UTC
The Watcher and the Watching
I hope I see the moon in the British Aisles So I can imagine myself staring from home. I hope I see the moon from Belgium as I imagine the old lover I will never forget gazing, exhausted, from Uxbridge. I hope I seee the moon from Paris so I can imagine the millenia of poets and I-love-you-till-it-kills-me romancers gazing from French cafes, sipping on their wine, coffee, tea and I think of great friends in Victoria, glancing towards it from busses 9 hours later on a commute to Uptown Downtown what town? I hope I see the moon from Vancouver so I can imagine child-me watching the white of the cheese-like craters wondering nothing but so, so very curious. I hope I see the moon from Toronto past smog and spring-time city shadows so I can imagine the short-lived friends I made in Ottawa looking to it with awe and smiles grasping the fingers of a loved one. Everytime I see that great omnipotent orb I imagine Marcus Aurelius in the court of Rome Julius Caesar on the battlefields of Gaul Charlemagne crossing the Rhine St. Augustine marching through the desert Micochondrial Adam tossing a spear into  the heart of a boar Soldiers of the American Revolution the British war for South Africa the Prussian Empire the Third ***** Siddhartha and his son Li Po hugging his moonlit reflection Han Shan on cold mountain Kerouac in San Francisco Burroughs in Morocco Snyder in Japan Thomas walking to work Brian out on a stroll My future life lover future girlfriends all gazing at that wonderful omnipotent moon the same moon that gazes so still so patient forever as far as I'm concerned.
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I have been insulted for sharing out my peasant songs, pataphorical poems, on the table of the cultural patriarchy the insults have come in a serial flow into my dark soul a basin of condemn, it began as my duty to take my poetry to the bottom of African latrine, followed by volley of insults like ; cerebral panicking insensitive idiot, a gifted ******** of arsolian poetry One other contumely went aboveboard to announce me a better dead ****** i wondered how much one can **** without erstwhile duty of creation, now i have been condemned in starkness, to be a beautiful walking ghost of William Seward Burroughs, Uhm! folly of eugenics, No! i am wrong, this accolade, i seriously decline to take, my innateness is not wounded at all, by anything near to genetic disorder, i am only conscious of my luckless past, of Slavery,colonialism,wars,re-colonialism Then poverty spiced by open ridicule , And partly trenchant and half-honkey tease firmly fuelled by racial intolerance, i have now been mistaken in awry, to be a looming ghost of William Burroughs, and i am not i am purely my self, without imperious wide blood any where in my by black veins, i may easily have chimpanzee blood, Flowing turbulently through my vessels, but no tincture of white blood in my zoo, Burroughs broke his virginity with a ***** i have remained a ****** for three decades, As African virgins marry only virgins, Burroughs was the king of underworlds; chasing lessbian prostitutes and gays, to quench his mad erotic appetite the turf in which i am a better sham, Billy was a serial criminal, ever on the run, my soul is clean as new pin, in fact gorgeously dressed in the unique royal attires of as a Bristol pin merchant, Billy worshiped crime and drugs my piety is anchored on freedom of all, Billy went to Latin America for ***** i have been there to mourn Gabriel Garcia, the Nobelite who was alone in deathly solicitude Billy never lifted a finger against tyranny, my arsolian poetry is center-pieced on nothing, other than African chantings for liberty, freedom for the white and black peasants perhaps to unyoke themselves, from the yoke of vicious human avarice.
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Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 9:03 AM UTC
MY SOUL IS ANTITHESIS TO THE GHOST OF BILLY BURROUGHS
I have been insulted for sharing out my peasant songs, pataphorical poems, on the table of the cultural patriarchy the insults have come in a serial flow into my dark soul a basin of condemn, it began as my duty to take my poetry to the bottom of African latrine, followed by volley of insults like ; cerebral panicking insensitive idiot, a gifted ******** of arsolian poetry One other contumely went aboveboard to announce me a better dead ****** i wondered how much one can **** without erstwhile duty of creation, now i have been condemned in starkness, to be a beautiful walking ghost of William Seward Burroughs, Uhm! folly of eugenics, No! i am wrong, this accolade, i seriously decline to take, my innateness is not wounded at all, by anything near to genetic disorder, i am only conscious of my luckless past, of Slavery,colonialism,wars,re-colonialism Then poverty spiced by open ridicule , And partly trenchant and half-honkey tease firmly fuelled by racial intolerance, i have now been mistaken in awry, to be a looming ghost of William Burroughs, and i am not i am purely my self, without imperious wide blood any where in my by black veins, i may easily have chimpanzee blood, Flowing turbulently through my vessels, but no tincture of white blood in my zoo, Burroughs broke his virginity with a ***** i have remained a ****** for three decades, As African virgins marry only virgins, Burroughs was the king of underworlds; chasing lessbian prostitutes and gays, to quench his mad erotic appetite the turf in which i am a better sham, Billy was a serial criminal, ever on the run, my soul is clean as new pin, in fact gorgeously dressed in the unique royal attires of as a Bristol pin merchant, Billy worshiped crime and drugs my piety is anchored on freedom of all, Billy went to Latin America for ***** i have been there to mourn Gabriel Garcia, the Nobelite who was alone in deathly solicitude Billy never lifted a finger against tyranny, my arsolian poetry is center-pieced on nothing, other than African chantings for liberty, freedom for the white and black peasants perhaps to unyoke themselves, from the yoke of vicious human avarice.
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Pocket full of clacking around benzodiazepines Xanax, Klonopin, and ****** Am I late for class? Am I late for work? Am I late for my own life? (truth)   Is this really any normal kind of respite or relaxation? Chemistry really has come a long way to introduce us to induced relaxation(?) pills. My Mr. Dr. says it should help with my anxiety, but it only seems to cloud me in my depravity: I steal, I lie, and I wake up naked in unknown bedrooms in unknown cities with unknown women. Who…did they steal my wallet? And where the **** are my car keys? Better yet, where in Allah’s name is my car? OH! Lord Jesus Christ OH! God of the Jews I cry out, Forgive me (lie) for I hath sinned. I suddenly want to do every drug (truth) ever made, you name it, I’ll try it, just this once, of course. I don’t have an addictive personality (lie) The Dr. says it is OK if I take 4mg of Xanax a day (truth), hence it must be safe (lie), right?  A Dr. can’t lie, can he? Wait! Where am I again? And, what are we doing here? Oh…that’s right, we are kids going nowhere (truth), how silly of me to forget. If this is Prozac Nation, then I am the ****** State. My governor is the late William Burroughs (lie) and my deputy is the late Kurt Cobain (lie). We are not in this for the fame (lie), a state run by the deceased. So, how dare you point a finger at me in blame. This is Drug Nation, America-home of the sedated and land of the overdose.
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May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 8:13 PM UTC
Prozac Nation (deceased truth living lies)
Pop a few Bukowskis to set the day off right And sip a little Hemingway to keep me feeling bright Smoking on that Ginsberg, mind is opening wide Doing lines of Robert Louis Stevenson, and a Hookah full of Baudelaire Ingesting Kerouac, it feels good I swear Coleridge into my lungs, floating on thick air Shooting up some Burroughs, my literary affair I begin to lose sight of reality, taking some Cocteau Tripping with the Kesey, my life is nearly through A final hit of Huxley as transcendence I try to pursue But old Walt Whitman, is where I say adieu.
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Sep 16, 2013
Sep 16, 2013 at 7:22 PM UTC
The Day I Overdosed
So, it all turns out to be a loop William Burroughs , Allen Ginsberg and Jack Kerouac Your a ****** for disorderness God ****** anger, emotion. But you just cover them up with Paris Hilton jokes Forever on the road, always ready to go Ginsberg as my birthday gift, T.S. Eliot as my memory.
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Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 9:34 PM UTC
Beat
Once again I'm lost      Big Billboard  Ronald McDonald tells me to embrace summer but how                       with the air con in its death throes + baking tar breath.               In the back with heat stroke + around                              thoughts                      mixed                        **** your seatbelt I'm decomposing              Read too much Burroughs              Read too much Fear and                      Loathing + all I can think about are mistakes and exes
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Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 3:28 AM UTC
Heatstroke on the Road.
god i love fiddling with Kant... i still don't understand why Nietzsche thought he was a senile old bachelor in the end... **** similis...       the grand APE... now...     is the ape a creature: a priori, os is the ape a creature: a posteriori? then again, i was once accused of speaking out of my own *** by a slob Jew in Edinburgh, as i was also jested at with the words     'we'll crucify you' at a UCL drama take on the plight of the Palestinians... **** me...      motley crue dr. feelgood style... i guess when the last of the last Holocaust survivors are dead...   the gloves come off and we can... rattle the bare-knuckle slicks... nope... i always preferred a drunkard's slang to an ass-licking             ****** addict's slack; but don't get me wrong, i could read a Burroughs' novel in a day...     just... drenched.... in (a) hypnotic chaos of juxtaposition; frantic vagary... like watching a **** of a fly darting here and there; p.s.    (adjective & noun - so, no... frantic vagary is not a "misnomer"...    it's a doubled emphasis). ah... the benefits of acquired rather than the native usage of the, spreschen - hen hen... no spre(h)- -shen.
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Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 10:52 AM UTC
**** similis
There was morality in why women want, but emotional voids are consumed by consumerism and it’s redundant, but you can’t feed the starving food. These days you can’t find one not entranced by the idea of a “better ****** diet,” and it sounds like they need to eat out more, but the Glamour in magazines is under empty stomachs and proof-labeled wine. So you find yourself at a cross, cross-eyed and in a skeletal body running in the rain. But if she wrote Drinking: A love story, and broke my heart, then she can fill voids with Hegel substitutions. She filled one with God and one with Zoloft. A baby escapes, escape that Burroughs found only in ******** and ***** until he met a golden pig and finally blacked-in) And in the child’s first suckling moment “Let her be filled.”
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Jan 26, 2011
Jan 26, 2011 at 10:08 PM UTC
Appetites
A spark of fear on every syllable a hint of it on the tip of my tongue and I am a snake- a viporess Ready to combat Burroughs himself Burrow himself in a hole don't come out until winter time until the Russian cavalry comes galloping in and my lord wont this be interesting A real match I must retire to my chambers 1 minute 2 minute God, have I discovered writing? Joyous, glorious as the life spills on her pages What a treat to the historian himself Tick tock tick tock tick tock! A day in the loony bin! Congratulations congratulations congratulations Analogous to Berkeley with androgynous beings Fly away Pegasus, fly! And I am high You know what's good about getting high? You forget everything you just said But you know everything was/is? connected Good morning brain! You haven't been up for 18 years Welcome to the world, where life is light and bright How does it feel? This is right Hot to cold, just like that Can't see, only feel. Loose Buttons Pregnant with a platypuss but this is high time Wackadoodle > Lackadaisical Dictionary please Much hate but night night
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Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 4:06 PM UTC
Adderall and Marijuana, In That Order
“When people move-when they travel-they look at where 
they come from, not where they’re going.” -Martin Amis, *Time’s Arrow

* Let us now take this chance
 to praise those dancing demons 
of ambition, whose feigned clairvoyance 
of fortune and exactitudes of fame
 burn as the smell of smokey fallow 
to the new-retired mare.

 Travel, and all its takeoffs, 
all its energies in skidding towards
 an unopposed truth, makes its mince
 by outlining all we ever look for 
but leaving the chalkdust prints 
of what we fail, at first, to find.

 Yes, spaces contrary to the familiar exist Carnivore cities of grind and result
 cascaded above the floodwalls that save
 the vagrant’s midnight search.
 Coastal clearings of pacific civs,
 best kept secrets where trees are still planted
 and further kinds of nowhere that you never expected 
to simmer with all the prospects of bored and implacable youths 
who pine to efface the status quo, which ,after all, is quite the average, 
is quite like “HOME”

 Though I suppose, we eventually find 
whatever space can be considered our own
 when everyone grows up and stops 
pretending they read Burroughs, have a lot more going on, or are a lot less busy than they make out over infrequent coffee meetings (where it is also admitted
 that they brew their own hot beverages, or tell their own jokes)
 Somewhere in the near-space continuum where Travel has 
become for us what essentially differentiates the commonplace in nature from 
that most human of neuroses,
 the acceptance of a willing to improve the conditional.

 And so to Ambition, and its fiery fops who make us refute 
steadiness, accountability, the routine of the resolute
 Who let our ships of sanctimony attack 
implied with the luxury of steering back.
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Apr 2, 2013
Apr 2, 2013 at 5:29 PM UTC
Of Exit Strategies and Their Ilk
“When people move-when they travel-they look at where 
they come from, not where they’re going.” -Martin Amis, *Time’s Arrow

* Let us now take this chance
 to praise those dancing demons 
of ambition, whose feigned clairvoyance 
of fortune and exactitudes of fame
 burn as the smell of smokey fallow 
to the new-retired mare.

 Travel, and all its takeoffs, 
all its energies in skidding towards
 an unopposed truth, makes its mince
 by outlining all we ever look for 
but leaving the chalkdust prints 
of what we fail, at first, to find.

 Yes, spaces contrary to the familiar exist Carnivore cities of grind and result
 cascaded above the floodwalls that save
 the vagrant’s midnight search.
 Coastal clearings of pacific civs,
 best kept secrets where trees are still planted
 and further kinds of nowhere that you never expected 
to simmer with all the prospects of bored and implacable youths 
who pine to efface the status quo, which ,after all, is quite the average, 
is quite like “HOME”

 Though I suppose, we eventually find 
whatever space can be considered our own
 when everyone grows up and stops 
pretending they read Burroughs, have a lot more going on, or are a lot less busy than they make out over infrequent coffee meetings (where it is also admitted
 that they brew their own hot beverages, or tell their own jokes)
 Somewhere in the near-space continuum where Travel has 
become for us what essentially differentiates the commonplace in nature from 
that most human of neuroses,
 the acceptance of a willing to improve the conditional.

 And so to Ambition, and its fiery fops who make us refute 
steadiness, accountability, the routine of the resolute
 Who let our ships of sanctimony attack 
implied with the luxury of steering back.
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*I trekked across the icy shores of Alaska and survived with Gary Paulsen and his dogs I went on many cross-country road trips, hitchhiking, train riding, and drinking with Jack Kerouac I shot up ****** and did some time in Interzone with William S Burroughs I dropped acid and read poetry with Jim Morrison I murdered a girl and committed suicide with J.R. Hayes I insulted everyone I knew with Jay Randall and laughed about it afterwards I meditated high up in the mountaintops with Gary Snyder I suffered New Orleans police brutality and withdrawal with Mike Williams I drank, worked, gambled, ****** myself with Charles Bukowski I admired the beauty of nature and God as self with Walt Whitman I admired the beauty and balance of nature and city life with Henry David Thoreau I wandered the desert landscape and sabotaged those that would harm the Earth with Edward Abbey I painted a world of pictures out of words with e.e. cummings I loved like no one has ever been loved in this wretched world with Pablo Neruda I outlived macabre and twisted tales from the mind of Edgar Allan Poe I spent a few months in France with the cryptic mind of Charles Baudelaire I drank and wrote nature literature from animal perspectives with Jack London I lived the songs that Tom Waits wrote I went insane with Sparrow in New York I found myself traveling on a Tour Of Homes, reciting ‘Talk Music’ with Dan Smith “I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness” with Allen Ginsberg* When all was said and done and every word wrote three times or more I disappeared into the oncoming onslaught of midnight's dreary dreams Like so many forgotten poets, writers, and orators Who’s words have faded with the oblivion of time Only to be remembered by a select few from here and there That have chosen to remember, to write, to read, to never forget Which are you and where do you come from?
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Oct 8, 2011
Oct 8, 2011 at 9:26 AM UTC
Name-Dropping (for those that have inspired us to write)
*I trekked across the icy shores of Alaska and survived with Gary Paulsen and his dogs I went on many cross-country road trips, hitchhiking, train riding, and drinking with Jack Kerouac I shot up ****** and did some time in Interzone with William S Burroughs I dropped acid and read poetry with Jim Morrison I murdered a girl and committed suicide with J.R. Hayes I insulted everyone I knew with Jay Randall and laughed about it afterwards I meditated high up in the mountaintops with Gary Snyder I suffered New Orleans police brutality and withdrawal with Mike Williams I drank, worked, gambled, ****** myself with Charles Bukowski I admired the beauty of nature and God as self with Walt Whitman I admired the beauty and balance of nature and city life with Henry David Thoreau I wandered the desert landscape and sabotaged those that would harm the Earth with Edward Abbey I painted a world of pictures out of words with e.e. cummings I loved like no one has ever been loved in this wretched world with Pablo Neruda I outlived macabre and twisted tales from the mind of Edgar Allan Poe I spent a few months in France with the cryptic mind of Charles Baudelaire I drank and wrote nature literature from animal perspectives with Jack London I lived the songs that Tom Waits wrote I went insane with Sparrow in New York I found myself traveling on a Tour Of Homes, reciting ‘Talk Music’ with Dan Smith “I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness” with Allen Ginsberg* When all was said and done and every word wrote three times or more I disappeared into the oncoming onslaught of midnight's dreary dreams Like so many forgotten poets, writers, and orators Who’s words have faded with the oblivion of time Only to be remembered by a select few from here and there That have chosen to remember, to write, to read, to never forget Which are you and where do you come from?
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She's meditating on the mantra of her own name When she puts her heart into it she can understand Comprehend and explain She wants to tell you her life history Is a mystery that only she can see She wants to give those wasted memories Back to me But she won't need anything I could offer her anyway She's so vain She's memorizing "Sheep In Fog" Sees her tortured soul in poetry and Burroughs Keroauc, Ginsberg, Zimmerman and Plath So she won't need anything I could offer her anyway She's so vain She's meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra of her own name Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra Meditating on the mantra of her own name
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Sep 19, 2010
Sep 19, 2010 at 9:07 AM UTC
She's So Vain
Like a city grows on the banks of a river, water giving the people life, the brain grows in the skull. Burroughs of the brain flourish, expand, fill with children; all age together. Roads are built down familiar trails. Thoughts flow like traffic, passed honking person to person. Somewhere seven ghettos are folded into the pattern, somewhere seven suburbs. Churches grow in clumps uptown, the steeples of the brain. The people grow up, find careers that never change. All are infertile. School classrooms, though the books of teaching remain, empty. Age claims first the eldest, tragedy claims others lost to alcoholism and extreme sports. Libraries close, leaving suburbs of food sprawling. Eventually all are in nurse-less homes, the TV flashing but set to no channel, ******** their pants.
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Feb 13, 2013
Feb 13, 2013 at 11:59 PM UTC
Brain
i sometimes watch a cooking show and feed myself, finding old italians very funny with everything simple being a milanese delicacy, ambrosia of a doubly baked bread, sprinkled with water, a juicy tomato and some olive oil... mmm, yeah, am bro sia... where’s the salt? if this is ambrosia please give me a haggis in a bagpipe. by the way... the best sarcasm is found in a hangover. i still don’t know how a cat managed to knock on my bedroom door while slayer’s seasons in the abyss stopped me munching on violins and cellos: i got paranoid being the only person in the house with that eerie sound of knock knock... but i guess greeting him in the morning with a head-butt utilised his head for the ‘being human’ initiation... only yesterday he managed to open the door to the kitchen using the handle - and like any man with his middle finger outstretched in defiance... he did the same, but with a thumb. p.s. poetry and collage have a lot in common, as does poetry and music, i still don't know why philosophy started the fight, poetry has nothing in common with philosophy to be even remotely related for a boxing match, it's poetry as music and collage, the classical stances of philosophy are becoming more and more obsolete; i guess someone had to point that out and side with plato rather than socrates, but i have to add one blatant innovation i'm working on, no not the plagiarism of tristan tzara by william burroughs of the famed 'cut up' method of writing poetry, i'm talking Bach, yes, BACH, polyphony, multilayering, spontaneity, and everything that tzara attempted picking out bingo ball snippets of newspaper articles from a bag like some ****** doing the same, writing a abduction-ransom letter to a rich girl's family enigmatically... also enclosing a portrait of the girl done with crude pointillism in cartoon shock colours with a signature that ræd: antoinette warhol - yep, and some people will be famous for 15minutes in a repetitive loop.
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Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 7:06 AM UTC
haggis in a bagpipe and p.s.
i sometimes watch a cooking show and feed myself, finding old italians very funny with everything simple being a milanese delicacy, ambrosia of a doubly baked bread, sprinkled with water, a juicy tomato and some olive oil... mmm, yeah, am bro sia... where’s the salt? if this is ambrosia please give me a haggis in a bagpipe. by the way... the best sarcasm is found in a hangover. i still don’t know how a cat managed to knock on my bedroom door while slayer’s seasons in the abyss stopped me munching on violins and cellos: i got paranoid being the only person in the house with that eerie sound of knock knock... but i guess greeting him in the morning with a head-butt utilised his head for the ‘being human’ initiation... only yesterday he managed to open the door to the kitchen using the handle - and like any man with his middle finger outstretched in defiance... he did the same, but with a thumb. p.s. poetry and collage have a lot in common, as does poetry and music, i still don't know why philosophy started the fight, poetry has nothing in common with philosophy to be even remotely related for a boxing match, it's poetry as music and collage, the classical stances of philosophy are becoming more and more obsolete; i guess someone had to point that out and side with plato rather than socrates, but i have to add one blatant innovation i'm working on, no not the plagiarism of tristan tzara by william burroughs of the famed 'cut up' method of writing poetry, i'm talking Bach, yes, BACH, polyphony, multilayering, spontaneity, and everything that tzara attempted picking out bingo ball snippets of newspaper articles from a bag like some ****** doing the same, writing a abduction-ransom letter to a rich girl's family enigmatically... also enclosing a portrait of the girl done with crude pointillism in cartoon shock colours with a signature that ræd: antoinette warhol - yep, and some people will be famous for 15minutes in a repetitive loop.
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Sometimes I wonder if there is any line between poetry and prose, or prose and story. Where is this line? What is the difference? Is it some kind of structural difference? The problem with this is it becomes difficult to define where the structural lines are drawn. Is it some difference in the use of language? Anyone who has read Burroughs knows there is very little difference between his language in poem and prose. It all comes down to that old bald thought experiment. If we were to remove hairs from a man’s head, one by one, at what point would he be bald? It must be the context. This is a poem because it is presented as such. The thing about it is I don’t really give a **** The thing about it is that I’m just looking for something that I do not know. And I get a kick out of pretending And sometime something something I’m a little bit high now folks Because sometimes I need something too / all the time And Some might say that you can get a lot higher without drugs than with them But at this day and age that’s becoming less and less clear for most folks Including myself And that’s pure Thompson May the great decadent castle topple down! And I, like a noble captain, Will sink with her I stand with hunched broken back On the backs of millions Pondering lifelessly I smell something. I can’t really know what. It’s horrible. I do not know if it is me or someone around me. A woman in front of me has a dark line around the back of her neck. As if that crease her skin collected some errant dirt and she never washed it off. I don’t know but it may be her. Or I may be a son of a ***** because she is pretty fat. And that’s empirical. And I know it’s not her fault, but I may have some sick bias against fat women brought on by repeated social direction. I remember when I thought of myself as undesirable. I did not wash. And I didn’t shower yesterday. And really I don’t know if this line here on her neck is really dirt, but holy **** that smell. It’s killing me, and even distracting me from the gripping narrative of the American sedition laws during WW1. Honestly it is probably me, but why is it so persistent? Wouldn’t I fall victim to scent saturation blindness, or whatever that affect is called. The point is you can’t normally smell your own stink, and none of us even notice our own stink. I think there is something in that somewhere. I can’t smell my own stink, and so I blame this poor girl.
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Nov 5, 2014
Nov 5, 2014 at 12:47 PM UTC
Leisure and Willful Ignorance are the currencies of the Grand Finale
Sometimes I wonder if there is any line between poetry and prose, or prose and story. Where is this line? What is the difference? Is it some kind of structural difference? The problem with this is it becomes difficult to define where the structural lines are drawn. Is it some difference in the use of language? Anyone who has read Burroughs knows there is very little difference between his language in poem and prose. It all comes down to that old bald thought experiment. If we were to remove hairs from a man’s head, one by one, at what point would he be bald? It must be the context. This is a poem because it is presented as such. The thing about it is I don’t really give a **** The thing about it is that I’m just looking for something that I do not know. And I get a kick out of pretending And sometime something something I’m a little bit high now folks Because sometimes I need something too / all the time And Some might say that you can get a lot higher without drugs than with them But at this day and age that’s becoming less and less clear for most folks Including myself And that’s pure Thompson May the great decadent castle topple down! And I, like a noble captain, Will sink with her I stand with hunched broken back On the backs of millions Pondering lifelessly I smell something. I can’t really know what. It’s horrible. I do not know if it is me or someone around me. A woman in front of me has a dark line around the back of her neck. As if that crease her skin collected some errant dirt and she never washed it off. I don’t know but it may be her. Or I may be a son of a ***** because she is pretty fat. And that’s empirical. And I know it’s not her fault, but I may have some sick bias against fat women brought on by repeated social direction. I remember when I thought of myself as undesirable. I did not wash. And I didn’t shower yesterday. And really I don’t know if this line here on her neck is really dirt, but holy **** that smell. It’s killing me, and even distracting me from the gripping narrative of the American sedition laws during WW1. Honestly it is probably me, but why is it so persistent? Wouldn’t I fall victim to scent saturation blindness, or whatever that affect is called. The point is you can’t normally smell your own stink, and none of us even notice our own stink. I think there is something in that somewhere. I can’t smell my own stink, and so I blame this poor girl.
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A beast, only a little frightening, a little wicked. Only as much as possessed by demons in Scotland. I don't know if it was just the cocaine-induced acid-psychosis, or if we really swapped lives, and shared with Burroughs in the Sahara. In any case, we share the joke of sacrificing children in repetitious ritual. We fiends, we leprous pariahs, who know too much to be safe, and too little to be truly dangerous.
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Jul 23, 2013
Jul 23, 2013 at 7:48 PM UTC
Liber 666