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"burgundy" poems
*in the midst of an emerald slumbering forest laced with pungent scents of jaded wood a burgundy blushed tail of a chestnut hued fox scurries as copper sunbeams part the day a hospital lumes starkly nearby its aura exudes hints of melancholy commingled with faint impressions of halcyon futures not yet lived at neighboring dartmouth a student sprinting to class drops his crimson colored backpack the prospect of cancer far from his budding consciousness my beloved sits patiently pondering pensively his last chemo treatment elusion of death not far from his mind i feign to fend off future catastrophes watching letters scramble across my screen earnestly writing in a desperate attempt to be with him forevermore an aquamarine hummingbird drenched in tranquility senses the inverse its amber tipped wings stand seemingly stationary while it steals a quick glance through the window curious at chemical infusions meant to heal my beloved walks out of the austere building with rose colored glasses i feel that we’ll whirl on the tips of gilded stardust dancing with another chance to fly ©2016janetaylor
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Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 1:19 AM UTC
last trip to chemo
First came the false presumptions of luxury The gaudy glamour Bright dresses and dark suits Awkward glances and ****** food Eventually though The evening settled down And then, after the smoking and drinking Came 1 o'clock, the worn-out end of a hazy day Suddenly, It was a smother of time, a stifling landscape of clocks a decaying of darkness The night gave way to trembling cold delirium And slow and slow down A slide from reality Everything fell I remember barely a glimmer- a hand, an arm, red sheets somewhere Eyes that whispered "what's wrong with her? what's her deal?" Or worse yet, faces that didn't care To see me, my wrists Appalling in all their shivering shaken chill dust In moments like this, I am nothing but a fearful machine Broken in its deepest workings, All function altered. Clamors and tremors of panic Withered illusions gathered at my feet like kittens I tossed the blanket from the makeshift bed Lay upon my back and waited Watched, frightened, the night revealing The hundred ignoble, vile images Of which my thoughts seems consisted of They flickered at bit- against the burgundy hammock And empty Baccardi bottles 2 o'clock shook the memory A crowd of twisted things, Torn and stained and coiling about my wrists I move by the sway of these thoughts that are curled around me -The notion of some infinitely suffering thing Oh I only need a lighthouse To guide my soon-to-be shipwreck home I only need a compass, a crucifix, a presence But never never to be found the way
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Jun 2, 2013
Jun 2, 2013 at 1:13 AM UTC
Prom
First came the false presumptions of luxury The gaudy glamour Bright dresses and dark suits Awkward glances and ****** food Eventually though The evening settled down And then, after the smoking and drinking Came 1 o'clock, the worn-out end of a hazy day Suddenly, It was a smother of time, a stifling landscape of clocks a decaying of darkness The night gave way to trembling cold delirium And slow and slow down A slide from reality Everything fell I remember barely a glimmer- a hand, an arm, red sheets somewhere Eyes that whispered "what's wrong with her? what's her deal?" Or worse yet, faces that didn't care To see me, my wrists Appalling in all their shivering shaken chill dust In moments like this, I am nothing but a fearful machine Broken in its deepest workings, All function altered. Clamors and tremors of panic Withered illusions gathered at my feet like kittens I tossed the blanket from the makeshift bed Lay upon my back and waited Watched, frightened, the night revealing The hundred ignoble, vile images Of which my thoughts seems consisted of They flickered at bit- against the burgundy hammock And empty Baccardi bottles 2 o'clock shook the memory A crowd of twisted things, Torn and stained and coiling about my wrists I move by the sway of these thoughts that are curled around me -The notion of some infinitely suffering thing Oh I only need a lighthouse To guide my soon-to-be shipwreck home I only need a compass, a crucifix, a presence But never never to be found the way
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forged in the likeness of you the whisper meanders in my memory bank it dances softly on a burgundy velvet glove that covers my wrinkled hand it visits me in deepest dreams and speaks in hushed tones of the infinite days ahead when we shall once again dance together forged in the feeling of you I live each day like the last holding onto the past like a cat with a captured bird not allowing it to die waking to the sounds of winter winds and old favorites on the radio the ones we listened to together so many years ago those years that forged a love so strong that I rarely blink twice without the thought of you dancing by
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Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 10:04 AM UTC
forged
A simple cafe The woman with the latte I see her Those peach pink lips Your jeans fadded blue Blonde curly hair Skin so fair Oh the things I would do Across the room Her Carmel colored skin Brown long hair Breast perked so Coke bottled body And you Oval shaped eyes Sun kissed freckles so fun sized Burgundy bleached hair Suckulant grape lips Thick curved waist Coffee hazeled eyes Eyes.... She pierced my sight I glanced back She knows I'm looking My deviant thoughts Tension rises Three seconds four and five I break contact I head to the door Stumble ****** She's at the door Our bodys touch "Hey do you dance" I so dance Respond "Yeah I do" " well you should meet my boyfriend He does to"
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Jun 1, 2014
Jun 1, 2014 at 5:46 AM UTC
the art of rejection
Life is colourful But not in the way I'd like, Its shades keep changing From lemon to blue to burgundy, Feels like I'm living In a constant state of melancholy. Tried hard not to stare At the melody that kept swirling In front of my eyes And through my ears, Sometimes I forgot breathing. And it trapped me into the deep Clawed hard to come up from beneath, But it was hard to hold on The walls were too steep. Never thought I'd wish For a colourless life of black and white, Of boring creatures and ordinary sight.. Never thought I'd be the one To want my seeds to sow, To want my roots to dig deep and grow. Maybe flowing with the wind Is not for me, Free-falling is not the same as flying, Peter should leave me alone now, I don't want to end up dying. Thought I almost saw Heaven from where I was, But it lay barren With no gates or guards, Or even angels or gods, Either the books or my mind are lying, It is overrated to wish for dying. But I made it through Somehow I swam back ashore, Fought the muddied waters that blinded me, Somehow I found my door. And to sanity I return, With lessons and scars that still burn It's good to look ahead with clarity, It's good to be back to reality.
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Jul 6, 2017
Jul 6, 2017 at 9:48 PM UTC
Survive
I may have gotten into the stupidest argument of my life it was about men painting their nails yes men painting their nails I want to paint my nails a deep burgundy because well I feel like I really don’t need a reason she said it would turn my nails yellow I said I don’t give a **** she said men don’t wear nail polish I said I don’t give a **** she said she didn’t have any nail polish I said ******** I’ll go buy my own then when I walked to the front door with my car keys she stamped her feet and said FINE! and she walked upstairs to her bathroom where she kept all the polish
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Jan 2, 2016
Jan 2, 2016 at 9:26 PM UTC
new year polish
All the colours, electric green Rose and violet shades sereine Crimson clover and loyal blue yellow ocher, burgundy too Take up arms- a graceful stance to "Yeah Yeah Yeahs" modern romance Yet all the colours and shades that be, Could never truly release me But prop me up- so I realize the prusuit of art is faithfully wise. Every morning and every night I choose my pallet, scared to fight But still I start for love and duty: Passion and anguish, courage AND  beauty.
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Jun 6, 2017
Jun 6, 2017 at 6:08 AM UTC
Last Resort
I smoke every cigarette in the pack long enough that the filters melted and my lips blacken like the nightsky, when you stepped down the granite staircase in a burgundy bouclé dress that radiated brighter than the chandelier overhead. All we ever had was enough. Now I smoke to remember the nights when the fog followed us home and the music of us slow dancing in silence. I pack my bags and I leave my keys at your door. You hold me close and you whisper: "What the hell are you waiting for?"
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Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 12:19 AM UTC
The Granite Staircase
I am the flightless pelican. I’ve found myself with my mouth full, my stomach full, and so much still on my plate. Possessed by an inhuman hunger, I will gorge upon pure potential. I will yowl on and on, without sleep. - I have sand between my toes. My shoes are glued to my feet. Keep on running ‘til the calluses come. There has to be a point where I stop to sweat, and I’ll finally get my sigh of relief. I have one ride left on my bus pass. - I have a tendency to ramble and languish in my own stench. People tend to forget this at first; lured in by the false face of a genetic fluke. They want to know the impression I left, not the procrastinator; the cud-chewing goat. - I can’t sleep being held, or if I feel someone’s breath in the still. I start to feel the urge to burrow into the quiet quilts; patchwork Promised Land. I cater to the crowd that caters to themselves, but I’m no Utilitarian. Fox and Lion. - I have cousins like brothers, and I have brothers like strangers. Stray cats with names and a copy of The Mahabharata that I stash my money in. I’m sitting on a sunny pier with my hook in the water; avoiding conflict with no bait.   - Paper cuts from the gold leaf on the edges of hymn book pages with burgundy leather covers. These guilty cuts, bleeding for what seems like hours, while we steadily forget that anyone was singing. Alone with our thoughts in the crowd.
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Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 9:54 PM UTC
I Am the Flightless Pelican
Life is a puzzle. Just like you and me. Each day a note, Together they make a melody. Our life a puzzle, A melody. Each and everyone, Another life, another story. Black, white, crimson, burgundy, Different shades of colors, Lights of different intensities, Life's of different meanings. Some live for others, Others for themselves; Some have no clue, Some just wish all was true. Days pass like flipping pages, A book opened and soon to be closed. But after the story, Still no one knows. No one ever truly knows, Never one found out the answer; The real meanings, Behind these beautiful melodies. Many lives, satin ribbons, fluttering Freely in the wind. So much the same, similar traits, yet all we see is Difference.
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Sep 7, 2013
Sep 7, 2013 at 4:02 AM UTC
Discrimination
My lipstick My lipstick a deep shade of burgundy Traced outline of my imprint on the inner most part of your thigh Excites me! Thoughts leave me lingering rolling around in your bed Kisses like foot prints of a path to your navel My lipstick compliments your skin tone He grabs the delicate Splendor the curvature Which is *** Mounted upon strength Switching places a dispiteous Gaze of disambiguation and a subtle smile Might be here for awhile My lipstick Smeared along your neck deep crimson Leaves intricate detail of mouth on Caramel colored skin. Sweet like a work of art My lipstick traced outline on the inner most part Of your thigh. Written by MONICA CHRISANDTRAS HINES
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
My Lipstick
To love a man that gives you the moon and all of the constellations,                       this gift, I did not receive. Instead, I loved a man who could create skies of jade and violet among any area of his choosing with his own bare hands. To love a man that gives you a bouquet of twelve burgundy roses,                      this gift, I did not receive. Instead, I loved a man who could produce a field of golden pansies atop my right cheek with his own fingertips. To love a man that gives you a kiss beneath a lantern string of lights,                      this gift, I did not receive. Instead, I loved a man who could shoot the most colorful of fireworks and streamers from the booming sound of his own voice. To love a man that gives you a floral path from the door to a candle-lit room,             this gift, I did not receive. Instead, I loved a man who could toss a book through the air and before it struck my skin, it would burst into pink rose petals with a clap from the same bare hands that painted me jade and violet skies.
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Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 10:25 AM UTC
Romanticization of an Abusive Relationship
******* in you nose can do that, This is the rosebush, the fuschia, the striding spiderweb of summer. Your trees from the ocean and sky, and sepals turned sences. A spindle-spinning wheel, turning sunflowers to liquid honey, yum - yum - yum ! Oh the tastes of nature, hidden in burrow holes, with small mice chittering their teeth, through chestnut temples! A crucified sunflower, soft-spoken ochre, the pumpkins turning fields to dust and growing seeds of castles. Three blades of grass in tasseled soil. Three green-squash faces among the fields burgundy, growing eyeballs. Viola splashes wave, Palo Santo fragrance, Filling the nostrils with Happiness! Day-to-day ecstatic twirls Twists and twirls, a steep staircase to the waterfall's epicenter. The soul of the falls tumbling across the sealed creek, oiled with the feathers of soils. The queen of frozen loganberries gazes with approval, watching seperate streams congeal, spiral, and form starry nights beneath the sky. Lime scent comforting the ☀ of rivers! Written by: Lotus and Simon
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May 27, 2012
May 27, 2012 at 4:16 PM UTC
Descending Thistle
Love letters to every person who has ever seen the stars as someone's freckles: 1. You were afraid to love him.  It was okay, he did not know much except for demanding what he wanted despite the word "no". I want you knowing that you deserve better than half *** apologies and snowstorms for white blood cells. 2. She was your first girlfriend.  Her hair reminded you of your mother's curtains in the living room.  Burgundy.   She loved you but she had to go, I bet you wish you never hung that rope in your basement. 3.  Everything was set on fire, even your lungs.  You started finding ashes everywhere but in your shoes.  Walk away before she gives you a new meaning for saying grace. 4.  By now you've had enough of religious boys.  And Oh My God, how your hips felt like heaven. This is all ******** and he always went to church hungover. 5. This time you've forgotten how to sleep without his breath in your ear.  I think his name was Noah or something like that. It was ironic how he didn't have two dogs, two cats and oh yes, that's right.  He had two lovers. 6.  You went crazy with him, he was so full of water.  You thought you'd drown when he touched you, and you did. 7.  You were so pale that I thought you were dying.  This is a letter to myself to remind me to never fall in love with a boy who cares more about putting his cigarettes out in public ashtrays than asking me how I take my coffee. He was extra surprised to learn that I was vegan and only drank water when we sat in cafes.
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Nov 2, 2013
Nov 2, 2013 at 8:52 PM UTC
Love letters to every person who has ever seen the stars as someone's freckles
Love letters to every person who has ever seen the stars as someone's freckles: 1. You were afraid to love him.  It was okay, he did not know much except for demanding what he wanted despite the word "no". I want you knowing that you deserve better than half *** apologies and snowstorms for white blood cells. 2. She was your first girlfriend.  Her hair reminded you of your mother's curtains in the living room.  Burgundy.   She loved you but she had to go, I bet you wish you never hung that rope in your basement. 3.  Everything was set on fire, even your lungs.  You started finding ashes everywhere but in your shoes.  Walk away before she gives you a new meaning for saying grace. 4.  By now you've had enough of religious boys.  And Oh My God, how your hips felt like heaven. This is all ******** and he always went to church hungover. 5. This time you've forgotten how to sleep without his breath in your ear.  I think his name was Noah or something like that. It was ironic how he didn't have two dogs, two cats and oh yes, that's right.  He had two lovers. 6.  You went crazy with him, he was so full of water.  You thought you'd drown when he touched you, and you did. 7.  You were so pale that I thought you were dying.  This is a letter to myself to remind me to never fall in love with a boy who cares more about putting his cigarettes out in public ashtrays than asking me how I take my coffee. He was extra surprised to learn that I was vegan and only drank water when we sat in cafes.
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sure, first we had the schism of the church & state... "oddly" enough... we now live in the 2nd tier of schism -   the segregation of                   state & media... no?     really?          we're not?!            i'm kind of enjoying this ongoing schismatics -     the segregation of church from state, at least left us with the Vatican (i.e. the church-state) - but this, current... segregation of state from the media?       **** me cram my testicles into a monkey-wrench and subsequently watch me laugh... and there i was thinking, that psychiatrists, were the new priests of the secular age... prescribing the alt. to the metaphor of cannibalism in the form of big pharmacological pills, to replace the wafer for bread, or the watered down wine / grape juice of the...     so how does that party trick goes? is that the wine turned into blood? symbolically:    turned water into wine:    flag-wise...   white,        cardinal...   and then burgundy of cardinal red teasing the bishopric coloring of purple? i'm not here to undermine the faith...    i'm here for the self-deprecating humo(u)r... you don't even require atheism to get a laugh out of the conundrum - you, simply need... the deviation from the catholic rites...            an apostasy - but sure as **** it's there... secularism has allowed journalism a monastic status... first came the schism of church from state -    which remained intact in the church-state of the Vatican... so... FAIL... secondly had to come the schism of the state from the media...                i'm watching a schism take place...   apparently...         the comparative concern of church's divorce from the state was easy, having imploded into the Vatican... but the divorce of the media from the state?         apparently... not so easy... the media is already locking-down on obstructing the schism - arguing from an entertainment perspective...        a century or so later, and still, the persistent, media symbolism -      of crafting caricatures of a state...    as the state embodied in nothing more than subordination to its will... media is the new church... and if the separation of the state from the church took so long... how much time, do you "think", it will it take, for the state to segregate itself, from the media baronage? i suspect - as much time as it took to segregate itself from the church's cardinal-lineage.
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Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 11:34 PM UTC
an apostasy humour
sure, first we had the schism of the church & state... "oddly" enough... we now live in the 2nd tier of schism -   the segregation of                   state & media... no?     really?          we're not?!            i'm kind of enjoying this ongoing schismatics -     the segregation of church from state, at least left us with the Vatican (i.e. the church-state) - but this, current... segregation of state from the media?       **** me cram my testicles into a monkey-wrench and subsequently watch me laugh... and there i was thinking, that psychiatrists, were the new priests of the secular age... prescribing the alt. to the metaphor of cannibalism in the form of big pharmacological pills, to replace the wafer for bread, or the watered down wine / grape juice of the...     so how does that party trick goes? is that the wine turned into blood? symbolically:    turned water into wine:    flag-wise...   white,        cardinal...   and then burgundy of cardinal red teasing the bishopric coloring of purple? i'm not here to undermine the faith...    i'm here for the self-deprecating humo(u)r... you don't even require atheism to get a laugh out of the conundrum - you, simply need... the deviation from the catholic rites...            an apostasy - but sure as **** it's there... secularism has allowed journalism a monastic status... first came the schism of church from state -    which remained intact in the church-state of the Vatican... so... FAIL... secondly had to come the schism of the state from the media...                i'm watching a schism take place...   apparently...         the comparative concern of church's divorce from the state was easy, having imploded into the Vatican... but the divorce of the media from the state?         apparently... not so easy... the media is already locking-down on obstructing the schism - arguing from an entertainment perspective...        a century or so later, and still, the persistent, media symbolism -      of crafting caricatures of a state...    as the state embodied in nothing more than subordination to its will... media is the new church... and if the separation of the state from the church took so long... how much time, do you "think", it will it take, for the state to segregate itself, from the media baronage? i suspect - as much time as it took to segregate itself from the church's cardinal-lineage.
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I rolled my ankle last month, but didn't pay much attention to the swelling because it didn't feel like nougat flesh with a pushpin center. It felt like skin, tendons, and fishnet bones. But now, when I make my bed, I have to waste two or three soft pillows at the foot of it. So, I'm left with the burgundy ones from the couch that I tried to patch with boot liner and an eighth-grade comprehension of sewing. I stuck a rat's thimble on my ring finger, so I could push the straw-thin needle through the beefy seam. No such luck. Finished the stitching with a Band-Aid beneath the thimble. And I left the cheetah-print liner hanging off like a piece of skin, hoping it'd fix itself.
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Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 11:22 AM UTC
Sewing Kit
Indulge me for I'm sat looking at a scarf As I transport rather splendid G and T To its final destination Not mine I hasten to add, my scarf that is not the gin Purple not my colour you see I had issue with burgundy as a child, frightful memories I digress but it was left behind like a signature Not intentionally just in a sweet forgetfulness I can't pick it up, crazy as it sounds I mean if I did it would be real not imagery The moment lost, but no real moment as I can't feel it Do you understand ? Perhaps not I have admittedly been reminded of its presence I imagine it's scent, no I imagine her scent Her presence in the room, her smile lifts me I mean it's just a scarf I mean it can't exist can it? Do we leave a little of ourselves behind? Emotion like lost property I don't know, I honestly don't Is there a course for metaphysical disorientation and the re repatriation of lost purple scarfs? I guess not. I'd probably fail in any case. It will still be here tomorrow. In plain sight, just hidden from my reality Goodnight scarf.
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Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 9:55 PM UTC
Goodnight imaginary scarf
Name: Falen Acon Residence: San Diego California Age: 15 (almost 16) Birthday: Jan 4, 2000 (Capricorn) School: Don't worry about it! Grade: 10th (Sophomore) Class Of: 2018 Favorite Color: Ballet Pink, Gun Metal Gold and Burgundy Favorite Flower: Wild Flowers, Roses & Sunflowers Hobbies: Dancing and Poetry Favorite Food: Pizza Favorite Drink: Strawberry and Root Beer Soda Favorite Dessert: Ice Cream (Shakes) (any flavor) Happy Place (place that makes me happy): Beach or Dance Studio Career Path: Professional Dancer Lucky Day: Saturday Lucky Number: 3 Favorite Number: 7 Friends: Christan Zeal, Elsa Angelica and Drevon Young Goals:  Find true love, Find happiness and Travel World Favorite Artists: Lana Del Rey, The Weeknd, Drake, PartyNextDoor, Post Malone, ILoveMakonnen, Rae Sremmurd, RDGLDGRN, Kyle, A.$.A.P Rocky, G-Eazy and Zayn Malik Celebrity Crushes: Zayn Malik, Justin Bieber,  RED (from RDGLDGRN) and Steph Curry (GSW) Favorite NBA Team: Golden State Warriors (GSW) Favorite NFL Team: North Carolina Panthers Favorite MLB Team: Chicago Cubs Favorite College Football Team: LSU Tigers Favorite Nascar Driver: Kasey Kahne Future College: Texas State University (TSU) or Something :) Future Sorority: Delta Sigma Theta (DST) /_\
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Dec 6, 2015
Dec 6, 2015 at 11:56 PM UTC
About Me (Bio- Non Poem)
Mirror, mirror, on the wall, tell me what suits, Soft natural highlights, or strong punk roots? Auburn red or beach blonde hair, Brunette with greens, or short blunt rare? Mermaid midnight old balayage blues, Grey ombré curled with lilac hues? Lemon yellow paint or neon spice, Purple color that matches my hazel eyes! Tousled, textured, twirled and twined, We could take it to the front, or let it all behind. Black hair with beautiful mahogany dye, Fringes looking pretty every day passing by. Straight hair with an asymmetrical bob, Lips painted red, formal and hot. Tie buns and bows with colorful clips, Grow pink hair long, till they reach my hips. Fish tail braid like a Boho chic, All pastel shades spread, across the width. Blonde and bright, they are in my sight, Soon to be a celebrity, wearing them uptight. Burgundy wine perm, crazy long, Every hair color has a song. There are chances that they may look all wrong, But hey! I'm not scared to just play along!
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Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 9:39 AM UTC
Hair Color
Dearest Reader, My name is Margot Dylan, and I'm a pariah. On the 16th of April, I told my mother that I was gay. She threw the clay mug that I made for her before she found out I was gay, against the floral, peeling wallpaper mess of a wall, in our kitchen. The decaffeinated peppermint green tea left a wonderful aroma that almost cleansed the room of the stench of 'lesbian'. I met Dylan Dunham a few days after that, and, a few days later, she was the first girl that I ever loved. Dylan wore a red flannel jacket, and was a butch and sometimes a bitch-but I loved her even at her tomboy cruelest. Dylan smoked a cigarette that smelled like lonerism, and she looked at me like she didn't care. My heart skipped a beat, as cliche as it sounds, whenever she would remove the cigarette from her mouth, exhale, and look at me as smoke traveled up her face. I looked at her and knew that she was everything that I wasn't, and everything that I wanted. Dylan was Dianne, before and after school. Dylan was Dianne, who wore floral dresses and lipstick and who ditched her butch clothing in her locker before leaving. Dylan was Dianne, who was straight and who thought Tyler Wesson, from church, was cute. Dylan was Dianne, who had a short hair cut because of track and field, because she explained that she ran a faster time with less hair. Dylan was Dianne, who didn't associate with me before or after school because her parents knew that I was gay. During school hours, the only thing Dylan did keep from Dianne was the lipstick. I was envious of the cigarette because of it's burgundy stains. We would stand in a stall, as she looked across from me, after each drag. She frequently offered her cigarettes, but I refused because I only let love **** me. If she ever brought alcohol, sometimes she'd kiss me. I told her that I loved her and she said, "I know." The only thing that Dylan kept from me was my heart, before she started to smoke cigarettes in the bathroom with Annie Way. I wish you the best moments so they can overcome the worst, Margot Dylan
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Jul 31, 2014
Jul 31, 2014 at 1:50 PM UTC
July 31st, 2014
Dearest Reader, My name is Margot Dylan, and I'm a pariah. On the 16th of April, I told my mother that I was gay. She threw the clay mug that I made for her before she found out I was gay, against the floral, peeling wallpaper mess of a wall, in our kitchen. The decaffeinated peppermint green tea left a wonderful aroma that almost cleansed the room of the stench of 'lesbian'. I met Dylan Dunham a few days after that, and, a few days later, she was the first girl that I ever loved. Dylan wore a red flannel jacket, and was a butch and sometimes a bitch-but I loved her even at her tomboy cruelest. Dylan smoked a cigarette that smelled like lonerism, and she looked at me like she didn't care. My heart skipped a beat, as cliche as it sounds, whenever she would remove the cigarette from her mouth, exhale, and look at me as smoke traveled up her face. I looked at her and knew that she was everything that I wasn't, and everything that I wanted. Dylan was Dianne, before and after school. Dylan was Dianne, who wore floral dresses and lipstick and who ditched her butch clothing in her locker before leaving. Dylan was Dianne, who was straight and who thought Tyler Wesson, from church, was cute. Dylan was Dianne, who had a short hair cut because of track and field, because she explained that she ran a faster time with less hair. Dylan was Dianne, who didn't associate with me before or after school because her parents knew that I was gay. During school hours, the only thing Dylan did keep from Dianne was the lipstick. I was envious of the cigarette because of it's burgundy stains. We would stand in a stall, as she looked across from me, after each drag. She frequently offered her cigarettes, but I refused because I only let love **** me. If she ever brought alcohol, sometimes she'd kiss me. I told her that I loved her and she said, "I know." The only thing that Dylan kept from me was my heart, before she started to smoke cigarettes in the bathroom with Annie Way. I wish you the best moments so they can overcome the worst, Margot Dylan
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I wanted to be better than what I’ve become. Like maybe a real individual: An intellectual in a burgundy bathrobe. I would have specs and impressive novels to peer into the future with. But I am just the same as yesterday. They say I’m an adult, but my robe is still hot pink. My glasses are still plastic. My novels are still popular fiction. All that I have become is underdeveloped.
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Aug 10, 2010
Aug 10, 2010 at 1:08 PM UTC
Adulthood
She had a perfume that smelled like jasmine when she woke me up in the morning and like roses when she tucked me in at night It was the same perfume sprayed from the same bottle, but it smelled different every time I visited her Her perfume translated her feelings into delicate smells … smells I will never be able to forget The same perfume is still sprayed from the same bottle … but now … it smells like fear She no longer wears that perfume … “it makes me sad” she says … It makes us all sad! … Its drizzling droplets brushes against our senses awakening sedated memories … Memories of … Of grandpa’s happy eyes, warm embracing voice and tender sheltering hug … he was the kind of person whose presence can be felt from a distance. He would smile every time your eyes meet his as if he was noticing you for the very first time … Of mother’s childhood dreams tucked carefully in her braided hair … Of baby brother’s golden straight hair and wide curious brown eyes Of our tiny apartment whose windows allowed light to enter only from her room … the burgundy colored velvet salon chairs neatly covered by off white sheets … the noisy fridge who made sure everyone noticed me steeling ice-cream at midnight … Grandma’s perfume harbors our memories … Its droplets carry away our happiness leaving us stinking of fear!
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Dec 25, 2018
Dec 25, 2018 at 2:51 PM UTC
Grandma’s perfume
I will drag my knife along your skin, sharp blade down into your fragile, shaking canvas, incising an increasing beat of whimpers and whines. Please hold still. I promise this will hurt. I will expose your clattering bones, rip out your chattering teeth, erase every impugned utterance you muttered against me. I will carve my letters slowly on your unzipped frame, sliding the burgundy blood across to blot clot dot. This is only preparation for what is about to follow. I will puncture your throbbing organs, slash your stretched cartilage with an unwritten script. Before I press further, I’ll assure you, you are still alive. I will twist each phrase, haunt you to believe it is your fault, force you to beg the slightest escape. I will permanently etch my name deep in the frozen chambers of your quivering heart. I will open up the blueprint as a demolition expert, remove whole fractions of your fractured soul, leave you a horrid wreck in the abyss of a mess you just made. You will not get rid of me, though no trace of evidence is left behind. My hands have been clean from the start.
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Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 2:19 PM UTC
I Can Get Ugly with My Words
My foggy mouth tries to hide behind rain-smacked glass. She says goodbye with complacent stares and with the sudden flash of an umbrella. The red of her dress doesn't belong in my life. Each of her strides carry my resentment and weariness, alongside the melting grey of the Seattle skyline. So, I don't yell for her or imagine our lives, as the windshield wipers sweep her image, out of sight, but not out of my head. I return home, the half I was for decades. The tread of my shoe mashing bluegrass, digging up seeds and insect carcass, with every step. Storm-soaked magazine subscriptions lay on the porch, and her name is tattooed on every one. The dog lays on the carpet, ears and eyes perking up at me. And he knows he's truly alone, because I'll depend on him. Eggshell kitchen cabinets are jammed with her: Vermilion, saffron, and burgundy glasses hold half-empty hangings of golden flat draft, keeping her day-old, dried saliva smothered on the edges, like transparent ocean waves dying on a glass coast and buried in the bottom of the sun-pierced vortex. What I couldn't realize is that the cup was me: marked in so many ways, letting decaying memories burrow and stay.
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Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 12:19 PM UTC
The Melting Grey of the Seattle Skyline
Dreams are made of chocolate huts With burgundy windows, cherry **** doors Sweet icing on cream layered roofs Almond -walnut -caramel floors Dreams are made of iris and jasmine  Jacarandas lined in purple rows Tree blossoms in clustered cobs Petals that dance like a ballerina's toes Dreams are made of fern green forests Oakwood trees  that cast a spell  A  gossamer web of magic and charm The music of clinking coins in a wishing well Dreams are made of cerulean skies Contrails of clouds in ivory snow Violet mystic misty mountains A  tangerine orb riding a rainbow Dreams are made of romance laced nights A golden peach vanilla moon Venus lighting, igniting,love's fire The silhouette  of love in rain soaked June Dreams are made of turquoise seas Calm waters stroked by gentle waves Or enticed by the charm of a midsummer night Waters that heavenly Cynthia craves Dreams are made of silk and satin Dappled with reds, greens and blues But the dreams that I love to dream the most Are all the dreams made of you
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Jul 26, 2016
Jul 26, 2016 at 10:00 AM UTC
What are dreams made of?