could i be excuse
excuse for all the lies
the lies that you said you care
and you loved me whole-heartedly

could i be excuse
excuse for all the bulshits you've given me
the cuts you made me to do

you never know how much my pillow is soaked
soaked with all my tears, and mascara
you never knew how depressed i am that time
the time you said you don't care anymore

you made my soft heart into hard one
because all those non-sense you called love
well im sorry
im sorry if im lame and not awesome

because i'll be here alone

(m.p)