You thought i was negligible
& it scares me
Because you think
I can't love you
& i can't make you love me
I can't make your heart feel
The same as mine
As this words
Run into my mouth so terse
Im becoming negligible
And I think too morose
That you won't love me back
Mar 23, 2014
Mar 23, 2014 at 7:44 AM UTC
we all need a man
who's gonna tell us
we're beautiful
that he will spent his days loving you
that he will spent forevers with you
that he will never doubt loving me
that he will be the sweetest
he all love your flaws
all your mistakes
we all need a man
Mar 21, 2014
Mar 21, 2014 at 10:24 AM UTC
i tried to be perfect
i tried to make you smile
i tried to keep our
relationship on going
but what happened
you throw me away
you said you never wanted me
you don't want my love
oh! the irony
because the day i saw you
you said to me,
"please let me love you, i crave your love so much"
Jan 4, 2014
Jan 4, 2014 at 5:52 AM UTC
im in this state fearing oblivion
but i also want to be alone
i never know why my life is full of irony
maybe this is my kind of escape
or im proving something
proving that i could do it
i could win this fight
by cutting my wrist
by crying myself to sleep
i don't know
What to do anymore
i wish this is the end
Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 12:58 AM UTC
i was gone for a long time
and my battle scars got many
time by time
and it's depressing
but some people don't feel depression
and just make fun of your scars
can't hide my feelings anymore
i just burst my tears on the cubicle
i don't care if it's loud
i can't hide it
society is mean
and so are the people
if i could just die and **** myself
i do it
not doubting
Oct 9, 2013
Oct 9, 2013 at 7:54 AM UTC
I saw you
I feel inlove with you
You look back
your eyes dazzled
When you say my name
My stomach erupts
Like it has little butteflies on it
They say it's a metaphor
having butterflies means you found the love of your life
I wish that was true
We become friends
And more than friends
You ask me one day
do you want to have kids
I came to think of it
Maybe im not yet ready
no, i don't like to
His eyes look at me
Still dazzled, like the first time we met
But his eyes has it's understanding
I think i met the love of my life
Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 10:53 AM UTC
Nobody's give a ****
I mean nobody cares
Nobody cares if i mentally breakdown in front of them
Nobody cares if i enjoy being alone
Nobody, nobody
It hurts
Im not lying
Sometimes I'm getting tired to comfort myself
Well who the hell care
nobody
The voice in my head keep telling me
shut up, get the rope and hang yourself already
I trusted the voice
I didn't even think about it twice
After that
Flying on the ceiling
And Hanging myself
I see it
My true happiness
Being dead
Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 10:07 AM UTC
We are like stars
We still shine
But people think
The shine is forever
Maybe it will last forever
But only outside
What if they are dead inside
And the shine started to fade
-m.p.
Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 5:18 AM UTC
Why do people need to be alive?
When you're just a useless creation
But they said everything has a reason
I need to know the reason
Why am i so stupid
-m.p.
Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 10:42 PM UTC
laying on my bed for the whole day
not knowing what time is it
just holding a sharp metal
and slicing it down on my skin
while the blood oozes
i remember what they said
***** "fat" "useless"
did i do something wrong
well, yes
the mistake i've done
is being alive
now i know the reason
the reason why i'm doing this
no one cares and no one loves me
Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 5:49 AM UTC