"bucketlist" poems
1. Go a whole day talking in a western accent
2. write a 5 hour song
3. learn the rapping in "Empire State of Mind" and "Run this Town"
4. Go on a 3 month road trip on a Harley Davidson with only me, my guitar, what I'm wearing, the Harley, and the road
5. learn how to speak Hungarian, Greek, Latin, Hawaiian, Italian, Finnish, and Spanish, maybe some others
6. write a book
7. learn about Native American mythology and rituals
8. Learn how to survive on my own by making my clothing, food, supplies, tools, fire, and shelter
9. Build a yurt up in the mountains to live with wolves
10. Do a hang 10 on a surf board
11. ride a horse with wild horses
12. Paint a scenic picture
13. Protest for anything the government is against
14. Go to Europe and study art
15. Go on a train trip in Europe
16. Go to the Middle East and talk to woman about their rights
17. Go to Israel and West Bank and spray paint on both sides of the wall
18. go paragliding
19. Get or get close to winning a Nobel Peace prize
20. Help out at an orphanage
21. Learn sign language
22. go to help kids with cancer
23. Learn to play roque
24. live one year outside without spending 1 night inside
25. make a cook book
26. teach a African kid to read in English
27. Become a better poet
28. grant 28 people's biggest dreams
(This will be ongoing)
Apr 21, 2010
Apr 21, 2010 at 3:37 PM UTC
what i want:
to hear your heartbeat,
to feel your heart beat,
to touch your heart—
Jul 8, 2016
Jul 8, 2016 at 2:07 AM UTC
It's strange how I could fit so much in a shoebox. A shoebox made for a pair.
There is this specific shoebox I have tucked underneath my folding bed.
A relatively new one, with its glossy lid and blunt corners.
I can name its contents by heart.
A letter dated September 27.
Two pairs of tickets to movies.
A priceless photo of you as a kid on horseback.
Six receipts I managed to save from places where we've shown our true colors.
Nine bus tickets.
One valentine's card with a doodle I'd frame in the Louvre for everyone to appreciate.
A list that says ten things but actually has twenty. My favorite one being "I love that you love me. I cannot even."
Two poems.
Five photographs of us, two of you, one stolen, most with teeth, some wacky.
An ice cream tin. I can still taste the pistachio and see our smiles while we shared and fought over who gets the tin.
A notebook holding a sacred bucketlist, boxes unticked.
This box is small, but it keeps a lot more than that.
It cradles a semi-epic backstory.
It possesses a playlist inaudible to all, except for two people.
It confines a few arguments, little squabbles, and maybe a tiny bit of resentment.
More than that, it is abundant in affection, concern, last-minute cuddles, kisses given and taken.
I won't deny it, I'm a sentimental person.
I've been keeping and snatching little parts of you and placing them in plain sight around me.
Where I can see them, see you, when I flip through my books or open my wallet for change.
But now you're gone, hidden from view. Diminished inside four corners, right under where I sleep at night to forget you.
It's strange how I could fit so much in a shoebox. This shoebox I made just for you and I.
Mar 8, 2017
Mar 8, 2017 at 8:24 AM UTC
*** bestemte sig for, at før *** døde ville *** være nogens yndlings gemmested. Det sted hvor de kunne gemme det de vidste de manglede for at kunne overleve, hver hemmelighed, hver ensomhed, hver nervøs bøn, og være absolut sikker på at *** ville beskytte det. *** ville beskytte det
Jul 3, 2016
Jul 3, 2016 at 4:29 PM UTC
• to stop giving away the very things that i need
if my agonizing stomach is empty
i should be putting food in it
instead of baking cupcakes for
everyone else.
i am hungry for something
i haven't witnessed anyone give away,
throw away,
erase my pain.
Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 5:27 AM UTC
dense conversations after 3am
waking up at 9 to continue the same dialogue
small talks
useless talks
smiling at the littlest things
and laughing at the silliest jokes
hugs and kisses
secretly holding hands
hotels and lodges
fancy restaurants
cinema backseats
a 4-cheese whopper
disneyland
that silly bucketlist that never gets filled----
regrets
achievements happiness
nostalgia melancholy
missing each other only a few days apart
missing one over the other...
condescension pride and humility
misunderstanding
sadness tears
blurring vision
slowly turning anger
quickly turning hate
pretty soon turning against each other
first apologies...second apologies...third apologies...fourth apologies...fifth...sixth...
et cetera
and forgivess covered by more hate----
and absolution...
for only minutes...
before pain.
and pain and pain
and pain and pain and pain
and pain
et cetera
tears
sobs
weeps
goodbye.
Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 7:41 PM UTC