dense conversations after 3am
waking up at 9 to continue the same dialogue
small talks
useless talks
smiling at the littlest things
and laughing at the silliest jokes
hugs and kisses
secretly holding hands
hotels and lodges
fancy restaurants
cinema backseats
a 4-cheese whopper
disneyland
that silly bucketlist that never gets filled----
regrets
achievements happiness
nostalgia melancholy
missing each other only a few days apart
missing one over the other...
condescension pride and humility
misunderstanding
sadness tears
blurring vision
slowly turning anger
quickly turning hate
pretty soon turning against each other
first apologies...second apologies...third apologies...fourth apologies...fifth...sixth...
et cetera
and forgivess covered by more hate----
and absolution...
for only minutes...
before pain.
and pain and pain
and pain and pain and pain
and pain
et cetera
tears
sobs
weeps
goodbye.
Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 7:41 PM UTC
dense conversations after 3am
waking up at 9 to continue the same dialogue
small talks
useless talks
smiling at the littlest things
and laughing at the silliest jokes
hugs and kisses
secretly holding hands
hotels and lodges
fancy restaurants
cinema backseats
a 4-cheese whopper
disneyland
that silly bucketlist that never gets filled----
regrets
achievements happiness
nostalgia melancholy
missing each other only a few days apart
missing one over the other...
condescension pride and humility
misunderstanding
sadness tears
blurring vision
slowly turning anger
quickly turning hate
pretty soon turning against each other
first apologies...second apologies...third apologies...fourth apologies...fifth...sixth...
et cetera
and forgivess covered by more hate----
and absolution...
for only minutes...
before pain.
and pain and pain
and pain and pain and pain
and pain
et cetera
tears
sobs
weeps
goodbye.
