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"boringly" poems
Speak loud then keep quiet be humbly proud at the peaceful riot shoot to live then sadly play selfishly give then haughtily stay you're boringly fun and anxiously still not ready but done as you bandage you **** so strangely normal and terribly good just dirt poor formal on plastic wood so mic your meal then call a cab pop a pill conceal the scab your heels are old your dress is new your eyes are cold your friends are few you've seen it all but know it's true you've raised a wall so they can't see you for what it's worth you're not to blame to death from birth it's life's false claim ©2012 Lyn
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Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 6:56 PM UTC
life's false claim
I love the way you stare at me blankly from behind your coffee. You take slow, painstaking sips... It suggests exciting *** I love the way you sensuously lick your lips, every time you put the cup down. I love the way you're not flirting with me.   I love that you tell me your **** looks amazing in those leggings. I know.   I love the way you say my name- distantly, boringly, disinterestedly. Your mind a million miles away, on another man- You tell me how nice his **** is. I smirk and tell you I'm glad that we're friends. You're a special kind of torture.
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Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 2:49 PM UTC
****
the woman disregards what's best for me, ( See http://hellopoetry.com/poem/bus-poems-victuals-victim/ ) gives me with kind regard, what's best for me, for this is the kindness that hallmarks the long lasting kind bring before your childlike tap tap attention wains, a treatise on leftover chicken wings and other such nonsensical finger food additions, purposed to inspire, to find innovation, in expressing, reclaiming and newly exclaiming that miscreant four letter word that appears in the other 99% of les ecrivants (See the notes) in some poem writ recent, pontificated that the most overused three words, yes, those abused three, degraded by overuse, losing their poetic juice thru constant repetition, being nearly boringly indecent, even when boldly italicized, the impact upon the reader is in the realm of "oh yeah, that's nice for you" Better to be best in show, deduce how, to demonstrate rather than insistently remonstrate, new ways every day to say chicken wings means.. you know what... Some get tea and oranges, others get cherished when our repast is twice recast, when she feeds me leftover chicken wings, both kinds, spiced and honey just like l....e should be do you know why Silly has two L's? Correct. for the run lies therein, kissing knuckles when unexpected, ********** the exhausted, tucking them in, going out for ice cream in the midst of a polar vortex, recording the game to watch later, so her downtown abbey guys, she can be watching at the proper English place and time, and celebrating life the next day with leftover chicken wings and other heartfelt, but unheart healthy food additions that folks, is how you writ a poem in deed, that will be returned to you sevenfold in reads, when you want to explain how, you can, truly, sigh, you know, love another... with sinful, leftover chicken wings
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Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 12:01 AM UTC
leftover chicken wings and other love nonsense
the woman disregards what's best for me, ( See http://hellopoetry.com/poem/bus-poems-victuals-victim/ ) gives me with kind regard, what's best for me, for this is the kindness that hallmarks the long lasting kind bring before your childlike tap tap attention wains, a treatise on leftover chicken wings and other such nonsensical finger food additions, purposed to inspire, to find innovation, in expressing, reclaiming and newly exclaiming that miscreant four letter word that appears in the other 99% of les ecrivants (See the notes) in some poem writ recent, pontificated that the most overused three words, yes, those abused three, degraded by overuse, losing their poetic juice thru constant repetition, being nearly boringly indecent, even when boldly italicized, the impact upon the reader is in the realm of "oh yeah, that's nice for you" Better to be best in show, deduce how, to demonstrate rather than insistently remonstrate, new ways every day to say chicken wings means.. you know what... Some get tea and oranges, others get cherished when our repast is twice recast, when she feeds me leftover chicken wings, both kinds, spiced and honey just like l....e should be do you know why Silly has two L's? Correct. for the run lies therein, kissing knuckles when unexpected, ********** the exhausted, tucking them in, going out for ice cream in the midst of a polar vortex, recording the game to watch later, so her downtown abbey guys, she can be watching at the proper English place and time, and celebrating life the next day with leftover chicken wings and other heartfelt, but unheart healthy food additions that folks, is how you writ a poem in deed, that will be returned to you sevenfold in reads, when you want to explain how, you can, truly, sigh, you know, love another... with sinful, leftover chicken wings
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North cornered near the glass ain't gonna' last Cause the money is running out It's running out fast Nickel and dimed' burning money burning pride With the liquor stores all closing and mother mary praying whispering "Sarah, sarah, sarah..." No names in these streets empty touched' defeat The meat is getting angrier surlier burlier The heat is getting heavier breathier and touchier Blankets burn in the Connecticut sun mother mouths something But I can't make it out With these posters on these white walls falling for their own droll Committed to the picnic that is not life at all Putrid in these notes that sail through the air never fail With the heart that once was held By a women that I thought I'd take the time to know But then the winds came with the side ways rain All that pain that I couldn't bare or understand to stay There was the window washing maniacs pinching pennies Letting go of their soul for another side dish and entree of dough Ploughing through their TV screens which falls through their skin like Love used to do but in the blue hue there was nothing They could bear to do Bear man breaks open the skin flecked electro heart machine Shocking every last one of us past the point of divinity Already through the heart and mind and limb of man Into the skin and the blood and the beating eye lids Of a brother I never had, that man named CID Jesus named me no name so I wander wherever my feet may carry Never had no religion only long lesions through the seasons Cut wound bleed break breakfast dinner bird There was a glint in the sun The way she gripped and held Her sword Graining through pages of past history *********** Seeing visions of kaleidoscope faker ***** with their blisters Gripping their panoramic sisters Beauty in the eye of the hair that twists In the mid-west chilling winds of the whisp Forests burning boringly gripping the last hope of Mother murdering herself just to stay alive In a stride of elegance tides of benevolence Roaring rewind curb side b-lines And a mix-tape that spins and spins and spins But plays nothing No nothing At all
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May 16, 2011
May 16, 2011 at 8:25 PM UTC
Connecticut
North cornered near the glass ain't gonna' last Cause the money is running out It's running out fast Nickel and dimed' burning money burning pride With the liquor stores all closing and mother mary praying whispering "Sarah, sarah, sarah..." No names in these streets empty touched' defeat The meat is getting angrier surlier burlier The heat is getting heavier breathier and touchier Blankets burn in the Connecticut sun mother mouths something But I can't make it out With these posters on these white walls falling for their own droll Committed to the picnic that is not life at all Putrid in these notes that sail through the air never fail With the heart that once was held By a women that I thought I'd take the time to know But then the winds came with the side ways rain All that pain that I couldn't bare or understand to stay There was the window washing maniacs pinching pennies Letting go of their soul for another side dish and entree of dough Ploughing through their TV screens which falls through their skin like Love used to do but in the blue hue there was nothing They could bear to do Bear man breaks open the skin flecked electro heart machine Shocking every last one of us past the point of divinity Already through the heart and mind and limb of man Into the skin and the blood and the beating eye lids Of a brother I never had, that man named CID Jesus named me no name so I wander wherever my feet may carry Never had no religion only long lesions through the seasons Cut wound bleed break breakfast dinner bird There was a glint in the sun The way she gripped and held Her sword Graining through pages of past history *********** Seeing visions of kaleidoscope faker ***** with their blisters Gripping their panoramic sisters Beauty in the eye of the hair that twists In the mid-west chilling winds of the whisp Forests burning boringly gripping the last hope of Mother murdering herself just to stay alive In a stride of elegance tides of benevolence Roaring rewind curb side b-lines And a mix-tape that spins and spins and spins But plays nothing No nothing At all
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He’s only just sat down in the cafe when she enters and stands at the counter waiting to be served. He lets his latte settle. Allows his eyes to scrutinize. The waitress serves the woman in the white hat and black dress. He notes her fine figure, the low cut at the neck, the thin straps over shoulders. He tries to breathe in from where he sits her perfume, but it doesn’t come. The woman orders an espresso and says it with an Italian accent. He follows her with his eyes as she walks to a table alone. She looks like a girl Modigliani would have painted. She looks at her watch and then around the room of the cafe. She crosses her legs, one over the other, thigh revealed. He sips his latte. Wipes his lips with the back of his hand. Bad habit, mother would have slapped his hand as a child once. The waitress delivers the woman’s coffee; he notes the waitress’s fine behind, the hands serving, the legs touching together. Then she's gone. Just the woman in the white hat to study. The way she lifts the small white cup to her mouth, her fingers holding delicately, as if afraid to break. Get a life Brody would say if he were there. But he’s not; he’s away with that girl from the office, having a lay. The woman in the hat stares at him, her eyes devour, her lips part like legs before *** She looks boringly away. He sips more latte. He doesn’t like her white hat or black dress anyway.
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Jul 10, 2012
Jul 10, 2012 at 10:59 AM UTC
OVER HIS LATTE.
All these whinging intellectual poetic wankers, scribbling Conditional Love "poems"that boringly lament why they are such obvious  failures at the game of life and self realisation. Spewing out weasel words of poetic hypocracy while wrapped in navel gazing infantile emotions. Writing degenerate untruthful words about a love they'll never know or never have known, as if unconditional love can be bought at the local Walmart. Voluntarily assisting the machinations of mind and groupmind, since their birth into a lifetime of Conditioned Identity, in the servitude of the Amerikan Oligarchy . Strings of meaningless associated words, lines of lies about life and love that are ever popular with "poets". Starting with every one of the so-called "holy" books from millennia past--calling for suicide bombers and child killers to strut the world stage spewing  religious racism and sexism like enlightened beings.. After all words have NO SHAME nor have poets.. Sin Verguensa. Words have NO GUILT nor have poets. Words have NO EMBARASSMENT nor have poets. You cannot hide  behind your lies from me. I see you--I have nous. Your beard is transparent. Your unceasing lies deny to others information to which they are entitled, "poets" are the worst LIARS of all, so easily spottable . Read these pages--see for yourself, through my eyes . See the silly shit-fed children of the Amerikan Oligarchy, wrapped in spangles and colours --posturing like super-heroes. Vomiting verbal diahorea in lifes gutters, appealing for just one more chance to play at love and humiliation. People with low IQs and lower morals pretending ,as always, to be mature and human, characters moulded like products of talk show hosts . No integrity. No truthfulness. No honour. No decency. No morals except those learned from Readers Digest. No to these escapees from the gallows of decency, torture instruments dangling round their necks, their prophet validated by being nailed and denied.
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Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 12:07 PM UTC
surely enough is enough
All these whinging intellectual poetic wankers, scribbling Conditional Love "poems"that boringly lament why they are such obvious  failures at the game of life and self realisation. Spewing out weasel words of poetic hypocracy while wrapped in navel gazing infantile emotions. Writing degenerate untruthful words about a love they'll never know or never have known, as if unconditional love can be bought at the local Walmart. Voluntarily assisting the machinations of mind and groupmind, since their birth into a lifetime of Conditioned Identity, in the servitude of the Amerikan Oligarchy . Strings of meaningless associated words, lines of lies about life and love that are ever popular with "poets". Starting with every one of the so-called "holy" books from millennia past--calling for suicide bombers and child killers to strut the world stage spewing  religious racism and sexism like enlightened beings.. After all words have NO SHAME nor have poets.. Sin Verguensa. Words have NO GUILT nor have poets. Words have NO EMBARASSMENT nor have poets. You cannot hide  behind your lies from me. I see you--I have nous. Your beard is transparent. Your unceasing lies deny to others information to which they are entitled, "poets" are the worst LIARS of all, so easily spottable . Read these pages--see for yourself, through my eyes . See the silly shit-fed children of the Amerikan Oligarchy, wrapped in spangles and colours --posturing like super-heroes. Vomiting verbal diahorea in lifes gutters, appealing for just one more chance to play at love and humiliation. People with low IQs and lower morals pretending ,as always, to be mature and human, characters moulded like products of talk show hosts . No integrity. No truthfulness. No honour. No decency. No morals except those learned from Readers Digest. No to these escapees from the gallows of decency, torture instruments dangling round their necks, their prophet validated by being nailed and denied.
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Let us leave for foreign places Away from this city of boringly beautiful faces For ash filled cobbled stone streets Fields of blooded roses and golden wheat Castles cemented in antiquity Crumbling walls of barren cities Abandoned cathedrals of a bygone era Smoke filled bordello backrooms with mirrors smudged by mascara Let us leave before the hours turn late And I have wasted my life awaiting fate But I grow old And warm dreams turn cold How stunning you look tonight How badly I want to tell you these words I write
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Sep 24, 2018
Sep 24, 2018 at 5:15 PM UTC
A Love Song for the Dying
******* I really love having them, I have no trouble raving about them And have categorized them accordingly. Just a few have ever affected me boringly. But mostly they were those I did alone. Still I managed to get into the right zone, Later, if I didn’t like the outcome of the game I really only had nobody but myself to blame. But it is always better when there are two Then some cuddling and kissing when through And if there seems more we want to do We can start it up all over again, anew. Of course if an ****** is the entire focus We may not prefer a repeat with the both of us. Still, it's possibly good to strongly suggest A another college try turns out the best. Who can deny that great feeling one has When the activity changes from waltz to jazz And two people manage to forget everything And let the muscles and the juices sing; Take our minds gratefully to another place A blissful, mindless, animal kind of space, Appreciation of what it means to be a beast And be glad for that moment then, at least. Those who tell the young kids to beware And do their well-meaning best to scare The young from being what they really are Are following a teaching that is bizarre When it tells you some crap about god Thinking *** is something sick and odd. People should get on with what they need. The Puritans were wrong, so pay no heed.
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Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 6:27 PM UTC
ABOUT *******
Perspectives are bells, Clanging and clashing, They ring with different tones Like those people that yell. Some people have silver bells, Those tinkling, happy bells. Others have grand, golden bells, All majestic and grateful. However, some have brass bells, They shriek at everything in sight. More boringly, those with iron bells, Who don't give a crap to anything in sight. So after reading this, Don't pick up iron or brass bells. Get golden, or even silver bells, as they make the world Feel a lot better.
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Apr 2, 2014
Apr 2, 2014 at 9:11 PM UTC
Perspectives are Bells
Your face is asymetrical in a way that makes me love nature. Your voice is light and charming. Full of care, sensitivity, and fun. It tells me not to tell you again. When you smile, I know you're tired of hearing. Maybe you're not as happy as you could be, But you're content enough where you are. The sympathy in your eyes says that you remember. Keep it to yourself. I know, I know, I know. Don't remind me. Don't keep hurting yourself. Move on. Please. It'll never be you. Yes: when you sip your tea, I hear you think. I bite my tongue. I'll be quiet. I'll keep it light and unimportant. I don't need to tell you how badly I care for you. It would only be selfishness, and you feel guilty enough. So instead of writing loveletters, I devise the most boringly cliche poems. And when I find your photo, the fantasies fill my head. And at the end, I stare up at you from the water. And I can't breathe.
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Jan 1, 2011
Jan 1, 2011 at 8:39 PM UTC
Not Again
The siren. Inviting, Promising. Ensuring happiness. Guaranteeing joy. Not until she traps you do you wish escape. Not from what she promised, but from the pain she brought you. But you've made a home for yourself here. You've gotten comfortable in the habits she's given you. But every time she comes to visit, something in your gut screams at you to escape. No, literally. Your gut. Your stomach. Your intestines. Your entire body becomes exhausted from chasing her promises. Now, you've forgotten who you were before she trapped you. You try and try for what feels like years to escape. And finally you succeed. You've successfully escaped the place you call home. After time and time of being lured back to home, I've come to learn this sirens name. She is what she does to people. To me. Forces me to control what I eat. Makes me second guess myself. Track everything I eat and drink. Make me guilty for eating something she doesn't like. I won't bore you with more boringly grim details, just know, She has sisters. Please, don't make the mistake of trusting their promises.
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Jul 27, 2018
Jul 27, 2018 at 12:13 AM UTC
Sirens
I’d rather be wonderfully wicked And frightfully fascinating Than be piously perfect And dreadfully dull I could be reliably righteous And boringly bland But why? when I’m daringly devious And curiously captivating To be goodly godly Or delightfully devilish How about moaning monotony To my sensuous **** Never curiously kind Without poorly plain Always sweetly sinister And always attractive To be good, one must Want to be good But why be good When you can be bad?
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Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 1:14 AM UTC
Good or Bad?
These four boringly brilliant walls have kept me safe The thoughts have come through the cracks in the ceilling But it was always these four walls I'm feeling small again The paint had started to chip off when I began highschool And the window lets all the words get back into my head Its really hard to spend hours in bed just thinking My tears seem to be the foundation of this very room Its funny how hard I try to get out with the simply bland door I always shrink back into this pitifull room And the dust gathered in the corners is disgusting All my problems are written on the hallow walls For every little moment that granted me the right to hide For every second my headaches got worse For all the big adventures I was not willing to touch There was always these four walls and me
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Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 1:35 PM UTC
These four walls
"Its just a room." She scribbles her secrets on the walls And piles up her whinings on the floor "Its off limits." But somehow he always finds a way in Every **** time "Nothing much to see here." But he doesn't leave No matter how boringly stuffed it gets "Its not even real." But with the two of them in there It feels more real than reality itself.
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Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 2:56 PM UTC
She says
I can't stop writing, maybe I shouldn't I hope the words won't cease to flow Many thoughts spilling out in an endless flood Maybe this is the real Noah's arc Perhaps the flood was god never ending words and the animals were Noah's feelings he wanted to keep concealed in the arc of his mind Perhaps like god my words are water and are cleansing After I spill what I need to maybe I'll be fresh, reborn I never did read the bible though Church sermons made me feel boringly proper
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Sep 30, 2014
Sep 30, 2014 at 12:57 AM UTC
Words and Noah
sometimes i get so jealous of people with male bodies. i look at them and they’re dressed boringly or they chuck it about like it’s nothing and i think i could do such great things if i had a body like yours! if i had a body like yours i would be so happy and confident and i would find a way to conjure up great things with it! and you don’t know how much i long and pray and yearn for a body like yours. i know there are people who want a body like mine, although it’s hard to imagine anyone ever wanting this. i wish there was a way we could swap.
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Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 8:49 AM UTC
200702 (male bodies)
I believe happiness lives in Blood. Whether our own, or that of others is the question. I remember when I first realized it; You were the reason I was unhappy. The shattered vase recognizing the hammer that destroyed it. The broken heart spotting the surgeon who haphazardly carved it from its home. I remember realizing that my happiness was stolen and by none other than you, And that if I wanted to be happy once again, I had to free my happiness from your blood. But what's the fun in ****** when it's so easily accomplished? I decided to destroy you. To make you regret being born just as I had; To make you taste the saltiness of your own sweat and tears As you sat in a pile of ash you once called your beloved and cherished sanctuary Was my idea of "salvation". I dismantled you, and your family's life. I disrupted the dismal peace you all so boringly accepted as your lives And by stirring the waters, I brought out the worst in all. The pestilence grew within your home And quickly leaped from your family Onto mine. Suddenly, the plan backfired. You steered into the chasm of life that I spent years mapping, And all I had to do was whisper in your ear and sew doubt into your skull. And yet, This backfire; This single moment of social dissonance, Reshaped the earth we both stood on. The dark corners I once knew became twisted and corrupt copies. My mind became a new place to explore and learn about. I just wish the last image to bless my genesis Had been of you Swinging gracefully, and peacefully From your neck.
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Sep 27, 2019
Sep 27, 2019 at 12:08 PM UTC
Genesis
I believe happiness lives in Blood. Whether our own, or that of others is the question. I remember when I first realized it; You were the reason I was unhappy. The shattered vase recognizing the hammer that destroyed it. The broken heart spotting the surgeon who haphazardly carved it from its home. I remember realizing that my happiness was stolen and by none other than you, And that if I wanted to be happy once again, I had to free my happiness from your blood. But what's the fun in ****** when it's so easily accomplished? I decided to destroy you. To make you regret being born just as I had; To make you taste the saltiness of your own sweat and tears As you sat in a pile of ash you once called your beloved and cherished sanctuary Was my idea of "salvation". I dismantled you, and your family's life. I disrupted the dismal peace you all so boringly accepted as your lives And by stirring the waters, I brought out the worst in all. The pestilence grew within your home And quickly leaped from your family Onto mine. Suddenly, the plan backfired. You steered into the chasm of life that I spent years mapping, And all I had to do was whisper in your ear and sew doubt into your skull. And yet, This backfire; This single moment of social dissonance, Reshaped the earth we both stood on. The dark corners I once knew became twisted and corrupt copies. My mind became a new place to explore and learn about. I just wish the last image to bless my genesis Had been of you Swinging gracefully, and peacefully From your neck.
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Memory: The Reliable & The Unreliable Echos of a past that roll around And called to mind from deepest ground Behind the mind… Ambiguous or accurate - Can you trust that what you bring to view Is true? Age three to eight…early or late? What how and when do you recall the then? When does cementing start? , How much and what was taking part? Did you see it because you must? How much is there, is there to trust? We know that those who witness Accidents and tragedies, Give testimonies contradictory - Eyes, brown, no, green, Height, tall, no teeny, Fat, round, thin, face. When and what took place - erased. Often spoken, joke invoked, the anecdote Snoringly or boringly jacked up: Do we know that we repeat? All the time collecting, re-connecting; Predilections and renditions Gathering and bathing; simply put, projecting - Putting self onto the world - Of change, of never-stops, Of dreams, of ‘props’ Which being built to fool are worldly tools. Memories and memorize. Words that though alike in size, Words containing wish and prize, Faculties essential to our mental health, The endless wealth of whats and whys. Final question: Do you, do you not - Knowing well that times do rot, Trust in memory and memories, Knowing that each one is but Prioritised interpretation, information? I do not, but live the knots that days present Giving each minute to a past. Memory, The Reliable & The Unreliable 2.5.2021 Nature of & In Reality;Arlene Never Corwin
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Feb 5, 2021
Feb 5, 2021 at 5:15 PM UTC
Memory, the Reliable & the Unreliable
If life is like a grand piano, Make me up a melody With keys both white and black; Strike notes that play on heart strings, With joyful rifts that send me souring, And broken chords that pull me back. And if life is like a grand piano, I'll stand below and watch it sway; Winched out a tenth story window; The wire begins to thin and fray. I want that grand piano of life To answer gravity's beckoning call, In all it's cartoon-dramatics; Let it tip, then let it fall. I want every high and every low; I want moonlit passions And morning coffees; I want screaming matches And baby scans; I want passport stamps And phone calls home; I want celebrations And hospital visits. I want blood; I want cuddles in the kitchen; I want sweat; I want kisses in the rain; I want tears; I want lighting strikes and sunrises; I want scars, stories and tax returns; I want lies, love and mortgages; I want to be scared. I want broken promises met with ''I'm sorry''s; I want drunken phone-call serenades at 3am, And slurred ''I love you''s I only half believe; I want forehead kisses before driving to work; I want heartbreak. I want to say ''I love you'' and mean it. I want to say ''I hate you'' and mean it. I want to speak at my bestfriend's wedding and ***** it up; I want to hold my sister's hand when she gives birth; I want to watch my brother strum guitar on stage; And then file for a messy divorce as my children finish school. I want to grow old and wrinkle in whichever way this path has planned. When I'm ready for it all, I want life to be boringly brilliant, And beautifully broken, And painfully unplanned. I want to live this life until I'm full and my bones crack. So when that straining wire does snap - Just let that grand piano fall; I'll stand below and won't move a step, Because in this life I want it all.
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Jul 13, 2019
Jul 13, 2019 at 11:24 AM UTC
If life is like a grand piano let it crush me
If life is like a grand piano, Make me up a melody With keys both white and black; Strike notes that play on heart strings, With joyful rifts that send me souring, And broken chords that pull me back. And if life is like a grand piano, I'll stand below and watch it sway; Winched out a tenth story window; The wire begins to thin and fray. I want that grand piano of life To answer gravity's beckoning call, In all it's cartoon-dramatics; Let it tip, then let it fall. I want every high and every low; I want moonlit passions And morning coffees; I want screaming matches And baby scans; I want passport stamps And phone calls home; I want celebrations And hospital visits. I want blood; I want cuddles in the kitchen; I want sweat; I want kisses in the rain; I want tears; I want lighting strikes and sunrises; I want scars, stories and tax returns; I want lies, love and mortgages; I want to be scared. I want broken promises met with ''I'm sorry''s; I want drunken phone-call serenades at 3am, And slurred ''I love you''s I only half believe; I want forehead kisses before driving to work; I want heartbreak. I want to say ''I love you'' and mean it. I want to say ''I hate you'' and mean it. I want to speak at my bestfriend's wedding and ***** it up; I want to hold my sister's hand when she gives birth; I want to watch my brother strum guitar on stage; And then file for a messy divorce as my children finish school. I want to grow old and wrinkle in whichever way this path has planned. When I'm ready for it all, I want life to be boringly brilliant, And beautifully broken, And painfully unplanned. I want to live this life until I'm full and my bones crack. So when that straining wire does snap - Just let that grand piano fall; I'll stand below and won't move a step, Because in this life I want it all.
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am i boring or boringly cliche in the things i find exciting
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Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 4:32 PM UTC
Untitled
In some point of your life, Which has been pain of your living. It can be at any point of your life... A sudden refresh of all yoursef, Pops up as a regular coincidence. Suddenly, all the weight of painful Memories, thoughts, feelings are gone. As well as potent satistafaction, Becomes the field of your experience. You feel like you are returned to First home of humans, Garden of Eden. Even you are looking to the Boringly plains of detesting White walls of your home Or in the middle of the tedious lesson. You feel like you are in the heaven. Vast skies of azure, Vast plains of shamrock. Or the forest of complex Red pine... Between the leaves a light ball shines. It feels like a dream, But concentration to atmosphere is So high that it is More factual than a dream. Purple azure skies, Candy red sun sets as a single god, In rainbow of oranges and yellows. Or you may be in the space, Gazing thousands of Little glittering color In the vast darkness. A nearby yellow star shines As well as reveals thousands of Spheres in vast colors, Each of them an infinite heaven With infinite liveliness. Than you realize that all pain is gone. You are refreshed, calm, in pleasure In the highest forms. Than you also realize that, All of these is just a dream. Imagined stuff being creation of you. Even you attempt to leave Beacuse of its fakeness, You find the hardship in leaving. Because it is the music You are dying for hearing it. Know that it doesn't come form Your cushiony headphones. Remember, that's the thing You are striving for. The complete well being of All yourself, all your senses! But the case is We have big flows of energy In our complex pathways of Neural circuits and spiritual fields, Avoiding the strenght of good To hold us in good. Because we laboured ourselves to Live painful and weak lives Just sake of survival. So our brains are more able to Suffer than satistfy, More capable to experience and be Bad rather than good. What's avoiding this is the Unconditional stabilization of The experience of the good. Owingly, Even when the whole world is hellish; You are the shine of the heaven, Refreshing heights of elegance, content Than you ask, how to do this. I say; become that wholly, Unconditionally, Without any negative and bad. If you still ask the same question, Follow me! Just follow me! Continuously, unconditionally! This is all you need. As the result, you will feel the Depths of positive flow of love, Heights of infinite continuous pleasure, Taste of sweetest sweet without sweet. In all of your life, unconditionally. Even when everything is Going painfully, badly, wrongly. I call it the nectar!
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Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 2:39 AM UTC
Beauty in the Hell 2
In some point of your life, Which has been pain of your living. It can be at any point of your life... A sudden refresh of all yoursef, Pops up as a regular coincidence. Suddenly, all the weight of painful Memories, thoughts, feelings are gone. As well as potent satistafaction, Becomes the field of your experience. You feel like you are returned to First home of humans, Garden of Eden. Even you are looking to the Boringly plains of detesting White walls of your home Or in the middle of the tedious lesson. You feel like you are in the heaven. Vast skies of azure, Vast plains of shamrock. Or the forest of complex Red pine... Between the leaves a light ball shines. It feels like a dream, But concentration to atmosphere is So high that it is More factual than a dream. Purple azure skies, Candy red sun sets as a single god, In rainbow of oranges and yellows. Or you may be in the space, Gazing thousands of Little glittering color In the vast darkness. A nearby yellow star shines As well as reveals thousands of Spheres in vast colors, Each of them an infinite heaven With infinite liveliness. Than you realize that all pain is gone. You are refreshed, calm, in pleasure In the highest forms. Than you also realize that, All of these is just a dream. Imagined stuff being creation of you. Even you attempt to leave Beacuse of its fakeness, You find the hardship in leaving. Because it is the music You are dying for hearing it. Know that it doesn't come form Your cushiony headphones. Remember, that's the thing You are striving for. The complete well being of All yourself, all your senses! But the case is We have big flows of energy In our complex pathways of Neural circuits and spiritual fields, Avoiding the strenght of good To hold us in good. Because we laboured ourselves to Live painful and weak lives Just sake of survival. So our brains are more able to Suffer than satistfy, More capable to experience and be Bad rather than good. What's avoiding this is the Unconditional stabilization of The experience of the good. Owingly, Even when the whole world is hellish; You are the shine of the heaven, Refreshing heights of elegance, content Than you ask, how to do this. I say; become that wholly, Unconditionally, Without any negative and bad. If you still ask the same question, Follow me! Just follow me! Continuously, unconditionally! This is all you need. As the result, you will feel the Depths of positive flow of love, Heights of infinite continuous pleasure, Taste of sweetest sweet without sweet. In all of your life, unconditionally. Even when everything is Going painfully, badly, wrongly. I call it the nectar!
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Why is it that the foliage of the trees, with their multi-faceted shapes and multi-coloured hues, that mask my bedroom windows from the doubtless uninterested gaze of neighbours, endure for eight months of the year and are absent for four, and yet those eight fleet by while the following four persist so boringly long? Is there a parallel with my own life? Each day is boringly long, and yet the preceding eighty-six years seem to have vanished in the blinking of an eye. And those past boring days seem also to have disappeared without a ripple to disturb the historical calendar that preceded them.
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Oct 19, 2016
Oct 19, 2016 at 1:05 PM UTC
Winter Trees
Yiska lit up a cigarette; eyed the Indian woman sitting on the opposite sofa who moved beads on string, muttering words in her own tongue. Next to her sat the the Glaswegian, stoney eyed, inhaling deep, gazing at the beads and fingers moving them along, muttering four-letter obscenities just under her breath. Benedict sat next to Yiska watching smoke from his cigarette rise in twirls above his head. Yiska sat with him at dawn, both alone, both smoking, her head on his shoulder, his hand on her thigh, both boringly playing I-spy.
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Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 12:22 PM UTC
Once On a Locked Ward 1971.