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"boozing" poems
between the ******* of ******* Marj lie large men who praise Marj’s cleancornered strokable body these men’s fingers toss trunks shuffle sacks spin kegs they curl loving around beers the world has these men’s hands but their bodies big and boozing belong to Marj the greenslim purse of whose face opens on a fatgold grin hooray hoorah for the large men who lie between the ******* of ******* Marj for the strong men who sleep between the legs of Lil
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Between The *******
written on his face the story of adversity the trials he'd met through his life's journey nothing came on a silver salver he did it tough all his times were rougher than rough his boozing mother sold her wares on the streets she liked nothing better than to be between the sheets his daddy died in the winter of nineteen fifty two he had fallen victim to an awful dose of flu that boy had seen so much sadness in his days he struggled and battled through those darkest of days nothing was easy it never was meant to be his journey through life was one of adversity
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Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 10:14 PM UTC
Adversity
Superman ain't super anymore. He snorted all the kryptonite and spilled some on the floor. His cape is in the lost and found somewhere on the underground Superman ain't super anymore. The Man of Steel's heart, colder now than steel Lois slapped him on the chops for trying to cop a feel. Front page of the Daily Planet Lois wouldn't let him have it The Man of Steel's heart colder than before. The problems of the world knock on the door Superman has fallen down he's sleeping in the hall. Crying between fits of snoozing wishing he could stop the boozing The problems of the world knock on the door.
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Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 6:58 PM UTC
Superman
I just want to let you know... I appreciate time we spent together... Though short as it was, it was worth every second... If love is a game then I'm loosing it, if love is a drink then I'm boozing it, I have no choice but I'm choosing it, blacked out glass and I still see through it, maybe I still wondering what could've been, what might of been, only it's too late to see I used to see, can you believe, time shared but you were hardly free, only been 3 months and you had to leave, so far away feels like you're over seas, but you're so close, just out of reach, why can't get you, glued to home and can't move my feet, you make me loose myself so I'll be blowing **** I'm the rapper lost in love with no boundaries, I'm in too deep, I stand alone, close my eyes and I see you here with me... Yeah... I ain't got time to hold your hand... Hold your hand, hold your hand... I ain't got time to rest my head... Rest my head, rest my head... Closed eyes... Closed mind... 20 years from now we could end up together; who knows, seems like forever but let the impossible grow, you really showed me how to do this, without you I'm hopeless, I sit on the night bus writing this feeling down right broken, the light of life blinding my eyes, how did I let you go, I remember cowering in the corner, police on the road, sirens in my head, letting my tears flow, a kid with no chance, been useless from the get go, so much ****  has phased me, but no more you know, the things I've seen I how you've never, I told you my plans and you told me to "hit the road". I lost my head, lost for words, I see it in your eyes, from the my music you've heard, the feeling of desire, in your eyes, I feel you burn, you've scarred me from your fire, ours eyes have locked with my hands on your thighs, your hair let loose, and your lips never slip lies, and I've told you from the start, we can never be together and that it's on my mind, your love I've lost, lost and never found... Yeah... I ain't got time to hold your hand... Hold your hand, hold your hand... I ain't got time to rest my head... Rest my head, rest my head... Closed eyes... Closed mind...  I like to think I'm a g, good luck with that, I feel like I'm losing it all, would I give up for you in fact, thats a question that passed my mind, and I find life like an exam you have to pass, she knows that, such a shame I failed that class, I know you like you know me, you, only things is our lives contrast, your off to University, I stayed behind, I'll just have to deal with that... I'm sorry... Yeah... I ain't got time to hold your hand... Hold your hand, hold your hand... I ain't got time to rest my head, rest my head, rest my head... Closed eyes... Closed mind...
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Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 6:06 AM UTC
Yours truly, S.L.
I just want to let you know... I appreciate time we spent together... Though short as it was, it was worth every second... If love is a game then I'm loosing it, if love is a drink then I'm boozing it, I have no choice but I'm choosing it, blacked out glass and I still see through it, maybe I still wondering what could've been, what might of been, only it's too late to see I used to see, can you believe, time shared but you were hardly free, only been 3 months and you had to leave, so far away feels like you're over seas, but you're so close, just out of reach, why can't get you, glued to home and can't move my feet, you make me loose myself so I'll be blowing **** I'm the rapper lost in love with no boundaries, I'm in too deep, I stand alone, close my eyes and I see you here with me... Yeah... I ain't got time to hold your hand... Hold your hand, hold your hand... I ain't got time to rest my head... Rest my head, rest my head... Closed eyes... Closed mind... 20 years from now we could end up together; who knows, seems like forever but let the impossible grow, you really showed me how to do this, without you I'm hopeless, I sit on the night bus writing this feeling down right broken, the light of life blinding my eyes, how did I let you go, I remember cowering in the corner, police on the road, sirens in my head, letting my tears flow, a kid with no chance, been useless from the get go, so much ****  has phased me, but no more you know, the things I've seen I how you've never, I told you my plans and you told me to "hit the road". I lost my head, lost for words, I see it in your eyes, from the my music you've heard, the feeling of desire, in your eyes, I feel you burn, you've scarred me from your fire, ours eyes have locked with my hands on your thighs, your hair let loose, and your lips never slip lies, and I've told you from the start, we can never be together and that it's on my mind, your love I've lost, lost and never found... Yeah... I ain't got time to hold your hand... Hold your hand, hold your hand... I ain't got time to rest my head... Rest my head, rest my head... Closed eyes... Closed mind...  I like to think I'm a g, good luck with that, I feel like I'm losing it all, would I give up for you in fact, thats a question that passed my mind, and I find life like an exam you have to pass, she knows that, such a shame I failed that class, I know you like you know me, you, only things is our lives contrast, your off to University, I stayed behind, I'll just have to deal with that... I'm sorry... Yeah... I ain't got time to hold your hand... Hold your hand, hold your hand... I ain't got time to rest my head, rest my head, rest my head... Closed eyes... Closed mind...
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I was never good at tests spending hours sitting in a chair pretending to take notes, doodling and scribbling daydreaming of places, places just not there I was never good at tests dodging bullies in the classroom, and halls carrying books in a belt, my locker never worked good at sports, basket and racquetball I was never good at tests lettering in architecture, wood and metal shop not quite a geek, but definitely a nerd boozing on school trips, and every resting stop I was never good at tests in retrospect I realize, the girls used to flirt those were the days of my introvert trying to stay unscathed and unhurt I was never good, at tests
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Jan 6, 2017
Jan 6, 2017 at 3:17 PM UTC
I was never good at tests
When I was younger:    I shuffled along, to no urgent song, didn't march through my day strong. When young and strong are the best time for planned  convictions. There's no acting lazy, or slowing down to the crazy, unless you want to live ungracefully in this hard unforgiving world. When I was younger:    I lacked logic cause I didn't make clear my premise, like a man with no plan, a sap with no map.  I wandered tither and yonder like a ghoal  without a goal, a ghost least of most,  no future to ponder. When I was younger:    I bogged down in metaphorical feces cause I didn't watch where I was wading, forsaking and debating, planning is for suckers, futures are for chuckers. When I was younger:    I did nil and stood still while the city raced around me, progress to astound thee, forgetting the earth constantly rotates 260 miles an hour- waiting for no one. When I was younger:    Like the Dodo bird I forgot to grow wings, was eatin by rats and things, became extinct and unlinked to a place run on business, consumerism and cash. On the rocks I was dashed. When I was younger: I became he who loses, with a broken compass and excuses, laying laggardly leaderless, with the snoozing and the boozing, and sold my initiative for a bag of grass. That's when I was younger:    I'm older than that now.  But I still remember. It's  hard being younger!!
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May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 7:03 PM UTC
When I Was Younger
PARTY PARTY PARTY THE MUSIC IS SWEET, AND VERY VERY COOL YA SEE IT'S VEG OUT MUSIC TRUE AND TRUE STARSHIPS ARE MEANT TO FLY SO HIGH TO TOUCH THE SKY **** ALL YA WANT **** ALL YA LIKE AND WE PARTY WITH THIS MUSIC CAUSE IT'S REALLY REALLY COOL OH YEAH, SHAKE YOUR THANG BUDDY SHAKE IT ****** RIGHT SHAKE IT IN THE MORNING, AND INTO THE NIGHT PARTY, UP AND PARTY DOWN YEAH SHOW EACH SQUAREHEAD WHO LETS OUT A FROWN THEN TAKE THIS MUSIC TO THE DANCEFLOOR AND GET A BOURBON AND COKE, AND ***** AND SCOTCH YEAH THIS SOUNDS REALLY RAD PARTY PARTY PARTY INTO COSMIC DREAMING, YEAH MATE YEAH COME ON MEN TRY AND STEAL MY BEER I THINK YOU CAN OPEN THE LID BY USING YA EAR COME ON PARTY PEOPLE TRY A NICE COLD BEER THEN HEAD DOWN TO THE FAMOUS NIGHT CLUB HEAR THE BIG BAND SINGING THE XM,AS CAROL RUPPA PUM PUM COME THEY TOLD ME, YOU ARE THE OLD ME, STUPID VOICE OF OLD MATE THE OLD ME, PLAYING COOL FOR MY FATHER, LIKE A DRINKING BOOZING YOUNG DUDE DOES I BIT THE TOP OF THE COKE CAN, MAN AS I HEARD STARSHIPS FLYING IN THE SKY I YELLED BRIAN, MAKES STARSHIPS REALLY FLY, OH YEAH SO MUCH, IN FACT THEY'LL HIT THE SKY BRIAN HAS THE POWER TO LIFT UP A STARSHIP NOW THEN I SANG THE WORDS OH YEAH, BOW BOW PARTY PARTY PARTY I DRINK A COCA COLA SO STRAIGHT CAUSE ALCOHOL DIDN'T WORK FOR ME I KNOW I COULD'VE SAID NO, BUT IF I SAID NO I WOULDN'T KNOWN IF THEY WERE BAD FOR ME, NOW WOULD I I PARTY PARTY PARTY THROUGH THE STREETS OF CANBERRA TOWN OH CANBERRA TOWN IN SUMMER IS VERY HUMID OH YEAH CANBERRA TOWN, CAN CHANGE THE WEATHER WHEN ONE MINUTE IT'S HUMID THE NEXT IT'S ICE COLD RAIN AND THIS RAIN ONLY LASTS 5 MINUTES AND IT'S ****** HUMID AGAIN OH YEAH CANBERRA TOWN, WILL STAY HOT IN JANUARY AND FEBRUARY OH YEAH WE ALL FEEL LIKE A COLD DRINK IT'S SO FUN TO PARTY IN THE HEAT OF CANBERRA TOWN AND WE'LL PARTY PARTY PARTY ALL YEAR LONG HAVE A NICE COLD BEER TO MY GREAT MATE BRIAN
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Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 1:04 AM UTC
PARTY IN CANBERRA TOWN NO MATTER HOW HUMID IT IS
PARTY PARTY PARTY THE MUSIC IS SWEET, AND VERY VERY COOL YA SEE IT'S VEG OUT MUSIC TRUE AND TRUE STARSHIPS ARE MEANT TO FLY SO HIGH TO TOUCH THE SKY **** ALL YA WANT **** ALL YA LIKE AND WE PARTY WITH THIS MUSIC CAUSE IT'S REALLY REALLY COOL OH YEAH, SHAKE YOUR THANG BUDDY SHAKE IT ****** RIGHT SHAKE IT IN THE MORNING, AND INTO THE NIGHT PARTY, UP AND PARTY DOWN YEAH SHOW EACH SQUAREHEAD WHO LETS OUT A FROWN THEN TAKE THIS MUSIC TO THE DANCEFLOOR AND GET A BOURBON AND COKE, AND ***** AND SCOTCH YEAH THIS SOUNDS REALLY RAD PARTY PARTY PARTY INTO COSMIC DREAMING, YEAH MATE YEAH COME ON MEN TRY AND STEAL MY BEER I THINK YOU CAN OPEN THE LID BY USING YA EAR COME ON PARTY PEOPLE TRY A NICE COLD BEER THEN HEAD DOWN TO THE FAMOUS NIGHT CLUB HEAR THE BIG BAND SINGING THE XM,AS CAROL RUPPA PUM PUM COME THEY TOLD ME, YOU ARE THE OLD ME, STUPID VOICE OF OLD MATE THE OLD ME, PLAYING COOL FOR MY FATHER, LIKE A DRINKING BOOZING YOUNG DUDE DOES I BIT THE TOP OF THE COKE CAN, MAN AS I HEARD STARSHIPS FLYING IN THE SKY I YELLED BRIAN, MAKES STARSHIPS REALLY FLY, OH YEAH SO MUCH, IN FACT THEY'LL HIT THE SKY BRIAN HAS THE POWER TO LIFT UP A STARSHIP NOW THEN I SANG THE WORDS OH YEAH, BOW BOW PARTY PARTY PARTY I DRINK A COCA COLA SO STRAIGHT CAUSE ALCOHOL DIDN'T WORK FOR ME I KNOW I COULD'VE SAID NO, BUT IF I SAID NO I WOULDN'T KNOWN IF THEY WERE BAD FOR ME, NOW WOULD I I PARTY PARTY PARTY THROUGH THE STREETS OF CANBERRA TOWN OH CANBERRA TOWN IN SUMMER IS VERY HUMID OH YEAH CANBERRA TOWN, CAN CHANGE THE WEATHER WHEN ONE MINUTE IT'S HUMID THE NEXT IT'S ICE COLD RAIN AND THIS RAIN ONLY LASTS 5 MINUTES AND IT'S ****** HUMID AGAIN OH YEAH CANBERRA TOWN, WILL STAY HOT IN JANUARY AND FEBRUARY OH YEAH WE ALL FEEL LIKE A COLD DRINK IT'S SO FUN TO PARTY IN THE HEAT OF CANBERRA TOWN AND WE'LL PARTY PARTY PARTY ALL YEAR LONG HAVE A NICE COLD BEER TO MY GREAT MATE BRIAN
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"What's wrong with this age? I'm consuming my last days Wondering about the yesteryear That has swiftly passed away. Now I see that your minds are unclear, Your faces are emotionless. You, the young, you've lost your direction And happiness." "Yep man, there must be something wrong If we think we're cool when We spend our nights boozing with friends, Getting sloshed and getting smashed, Taking drugs and getting ****** Man, this is the key to forgetfulness. What's wrong with this age then? We do want to bury our sadness."
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Jun 4, 2012
Jun 4, 2012 at 10:38 AM UTC
What's wrong with this age?
Whisking through the whiskey my senses begin to fail losing one ability at a time all I want is to lose them all but I guess that's the day in age problem everyone is unwilling to sense I'm just trying to deal by tapping into understanding losing it all, because no one else is willing to try my friends it's difficult to find the time boozing and loosing; where can we bond it's so hard now, when no one else wants to be young struggling and staggering: I can't join whisking is not my thing, clear and conscience enjoy clarity, that's what I bring you.
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May 4, 2013
May 4, 2013 at 1:15 AM UTC
Whiskey Sundays
stubborn stoic functionally drunk my Papa embodied all three his military hands were hard & he trapped us in these vices. “pretty please” we’d scream, adding sugar on top was the path to freedom Beatlebomb was the horses name, we were jockeys bouncing up & down on his knee. Beatlebomb never lost, but Bourbon bread an early retirement Once Jim Beam pushed Papa…plow! Ol’ Beatlebomb brusied and feeble fell short. Like the liquor, Papa puddled the floor. quit boozing! Pretty please-sugar on top. his hand harassed the bottle “maybe later”
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Feb 13, 2013
Feb 13, 2013 at 11:25 AM UTC
Later Never Came
On my feet are black moccasins threaded with runs of bright turquoise alongside patches of clay orange and dust yellow. The feet inside grip cool, suede bottoms to tread on ground still firm, but pregnant, heavy with rain, so that the worms lay like fallen soldiers, victims of a thunderstorm and scattered on the sidewalk the way they were that morning at elementary school when a boy was squishing them for fun, and my heart filled with grief for the worms, whose only crime was trying not to drown. The rain is a reminder of how poorly these shoes function when wet, how they rub my toes in just the wrong ways, leaving circular patches of reddened skin on the outsides of my feet. The worst blisters I’d ever had, happened the day my brother and I were lost in the dense forests of the national park, and when we finally found the road, were two miles from home, and at the very bottom of Everett hill. Those woods had a cabin by the river, we only ever found a handful of times. Our father had warned us of the homeless drug addicts who frequented it, which in all reality were just boozing, pot-smoking teenagers with an affinity for smashing bottles and starting fires, but we were never brave enough to find out for sure. And on the banks of that crooked river, the spring undoes the twisted knots that winter had created, and washes away its cold to uncover the relics of autumn’s leaves, rotting in colors of soupy brown with tiny pools of grimy rainwater collected in their palms. And as I break through the veil of humidity, to breath air crisp with the scent of fresh, wet earth, I’m careful to tread lightly, as to keep clean these moccasins from their bright turquoises to their dusty yellows.
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Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 9:59 PM UTC
Moccasins
On my feet are black moccasins threaded with runs of bright turquoise alongside patches of clay orange and dust yellow. The feet inside grip cool, suede bottoms to tread on ground still firm, but pregnant, heavy with rain, so that the worms lay like fallen soldiers, victims of a thunderstorm and scattered on the sidewalk the way they were that morning at elementary school when a boy was squishing them for fun, and my heart filled with grief for the worms, whose only crime was trying not to drown. The rain is a reminder of how poorly these shoes function when wet, how they rub my toes in just the wrong ways, leaving circular patches of reddened skin on the outsides of my feet. The worst blisters I’d ever had, happened the day my brother and I were lost in the dense forests of the national park, and when we finally found the road, were two miles from home, and at the very bottom of Everett hill. Those woods had a cabin by the river, we only ever found a handful of times. Our father had warned us of the homeless drug addicts who frequented it, which in all reality were just boozing, pot-smoking teenagers with an affinity for smashing bottles and starting fires, but we were never brave enough to find out for sure. And on the banks of that crooked river, the spring undoes the twisted knots that winter had created, and washes away its cold to uncover the relics of autumn’s leaves, rotting in colors of soupy brown with tiny pools of grimy rainwater collected in their palms. And as I break through the veil of humidity, to breath air crisp with the scent of fresh, wet earth, I’m careful to tread lightly, as to keep clean these moccasins from their bright turquoises to their dusty yellows.
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Tonight I am alone And I feel it in my veins. I am not needed for your life to continue And I never will bee. Tonight, every friend I have encountered Is with other friends Laughing, playing, Boozing, tripping, And here I sit. On the outside in the fence of my own self. Trapped from ever becoming more From ever having that certain spark That certain thing That makes any one person Like you. Tonight I am here and I am staring into my future Shivering From how alone I might be. And I know my heart is tricking me Because Losing him just seems like losing everything.
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Jan 13, 2010
Jan 13, 2010 at 6:00 PM UTC
Alone
YOU MUST ELIMINATE THE FOLLOWING BEHAVIORS: **cutting, boozing, denial, self-blame, excessive spending....** I am taking away all of your maladaptive coping skills... if you need them, they will be in either my purse or the refrigerator neither of which you are allowed to prowl without my permission, which of course you do not have..... And what will we be replacing them with? Oh -I'm glad you asked, Crazybrain! We are replacing them with the following: *Radical acceptance Wisemind Half smile Oh, you could exercise too, if you want: ****** Just deal with it!* I personally think it's stupid to take away a person's crutches in life and expect them to deal effectively for more than a couple of days without a mental meltdown! Because then you get to live in hell until you can learn to short-circuit the brain's automatic responses that you developed  because of a lifetime of f@#kedupness. DUMB!   I'm just sayin'   D~U~M~B!
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Aug 8, 2013
Aug 8, 2013 at 4:56 PM UTC
Coping
I had a Bukowski in me but I had to finish mixing my drink The next best seller but I had to add the vermouth It was poetic genius you cant forget the olive but i’ll lose it if I dont move I need a pen, i need to get to my computer, i need to do something fast but it’s long gone now sifted through the frontal cortex like so much sand through my fingers and it was going to be the next big one, the one that would get me out of here make me the big shot published author but no... the worst part of it is I used too much vermouth
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Jan 6, 2013
Jan 6, 2013 at 11:38 PM UTC
Bukowski-esk Poem About Boozing
One Sunday in the 1950s your old man took you to London’s West End it was summer and the evenings light and the streets busy and crowded and he took you to amusement arcades and cafes for refreshments and ice creams and you saw the actress Billie Whitelaw pass along a street with two guys in suits and she gazed at you and you knew who she was and she looked at you knowing you had recognised her you a young kid in short trousers and Brylcreemed hair and she kind of blushed and looked away and you followed her as she went off behind you and your old man said who was that? you told him and he gazed back probably taking in her *** her sway but you thought of the Monroe lady in the film you saw with those lovely eyes and red lips and later next day at school when you told Helen who you’d seen her eyes lit up behind her thick lens spectacles and she looked kind of jealous of some other female attention you’d seen so you said of course I paid her no mind I only thought of you wishing you were there with my old man and me licking ice creams and boozing back the coke or lemonade and she smiled and her eyes fell on you with her jealous demon laid.
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Apr 26, 2013
Apr 26, 2013 at 3:08 PM UTC
JEALOUS DEMON LAID.
You tasted bitter in my dream When we kissed Tongue to lips You tasted stronger than you seem Chest to chest Hips to hips All my writing recently Has displayed some form of sexuality And I think it fits.
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Dec 5, 2010
Dec 5, 2010 at 11:53 AM UTC
musing bluesing snoozing boozing
My local is not for the faint hearted. Lovers turned~haters brawl. People get poisoned, cops are beaten and a reveller once fell and died after a nonsensical fight with a friend he had been boozing with It is the sort of place you keep one eye open. Your wallet could be swiped from your hind pocket, carjackers could trail you and work on  you right at your gate Anyway due to all this shenanigans, security is paramount. The first line of defence are watchmen who spend the whole night preventing people who are too drunk to fight, from attempting to make a nuisance of themselves. Then we have bouncer the clubs elite commandos. When idiots start clobbering each with broken beer bottles, it's their duty to raid that corner of the pub and fling the villains out But you know what the bouncer does. Every morning, without fail, irrespective of whatever time he eaves the pub tired like a dog, he holds his little girls hand and walks her to the bus stop to catch the school bus Every morning, without fail.......
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Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 4:18 PM UTC
Let me tell you a story
It was the summer of love, at least that's what they said. There were guys with long hair and beards and beads, with wide trousers, and loud shirts, and girls with long hair, and dresses like nuns, or short skirts, showing off their not so good legs or thighs. There was Hendricks, Beatles and Stones and playing, music loud, live. Julie was out for the day; the hospital quacks, giving her a day pass, no shooting up, no pill popping. She met Ben in Trafalgar Square, tight skirt and top, hair held in a ponytail, bright eyed, big smile. He was by the fountains having a smoke, eyeing the girls, listening to some long haired guy strum a guitar, his skinny girlfriend doing a dance, her bony legs looking breakable, **** non existent. Been here long? Julie said. No, just a few moments, he lied, not wanting to give her reasons to moan or row. She wanted to go for a beer. So he took her to the bar off Charing Cross Road and ordered two cold beers and lit up some smokes. She spoke of some nurse who almost lost her her pass, all about some **** up, over   drugs, she’d forgotten to take. She said the quacks were ok with it, the tall one is hot, she said, shouldn’t mind him poking around in my parlour. He told her about the Charles Lloyd jazz album he'd bought, how he'd met him outside Dobell's, got a sign copy of the new L.P. She drained her drink and he ordered another two, she took one of  his smokes and lit up and sat back, crossing her legs, her black short skirt riding her thighs, ******* in his eyes. No place for *** she said, unless you know of a bed and room going cheap for an hour or so?  No luck, he said, wishing he did, remembering the fast shaft, the quickie in the hospital broom room, amidst brooms and brushes and buckets or boxes and all. She said her parents rang, and they argued, and she slammed down the phone. They said it was the summer of love, but where they sat, boozing and smoking, it fell pretty flat.
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Dec 18, 2013
Dec 18, 2013 at 2:41 PM UTC
SUMMER OF LOVE 67.
It was the summer of love, at least that's what they said. There were guys with long hair and beards and beads, with wide trousers, and loud shirts, and girls with long hair, and dresses like nuns, or short skirts, showing off their not so good legs or thighs. There was Hendricks, Beatles and Stones and playing, music loud, live. Julie was out for the day; the hospital quacks, giving her a day pass, no shooting up, no pill popping. She met Ben in Trafalgar Square, tight skirt and top, hair held in a ponytail, bright eyed, big smile. He was by the fountains having a smoke, eyeing the girls, listening to some long haired guy strum a guitar, his skinny girlfriend doing a dance, her bony legs looking breakable, **** non existent. Been here long? Julie said. No, just a few moments, he lied, not wanting to give her reasons to moan or row. She wanted to go for a beer. So he took her to the bar off Charing Cross Road and ordered two cold beers and lit up some smokes. She spoke of some nurse who almost lost her her pass, all about some **** up, over   drugs, she’d forgotten to take. She said the quacks were ok with it, the tall one is hot, she said, shouldn’t mind him poking around in my parlour. He told her about the Charles Lloyd jazz album he'd bought, how he'd met him outside Dobell's, got a sign copy of the new L.P. She drained her drink and he ordered another two, she took one of  his smokes and lit up and sat back, crossing her legs, her black short skirt riding her thighs, ******* in his eyes. No place for *** she said, unless you know of a bed and room going cheap for an hour or so?  No luck, he said, wishing he did, remembering the fast shaft, the quickie in the hospital broom room, amidst brooms and brushes and buckets or boxes and all. She said her parents rang, and they argued, and she slammed down the phone. They said it was the summer of love, but where they sat, boozing and smoking, it fell pretty flat.
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The kid is a *** A triple platinum, bona fide loser Jaded, he hides himself away From love, from friendship, from family ******* away his talents and his time Boozing and getting high What a creep Sleeping on his uncle’s couch No job, no future, no friends Drowning in despair and solitude Doing nothing, not caring Writing to keep from going insane He hates himself Even more than god does
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Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 1:51 AM UTC
***
Miriam begins her ********** in a tent at base camp in down town Malaga 2am party done boozing done the music for dancing turned off now and she says she's not here the fat dame's not come back to the tent so what now? Benny asks shall I stay? well I can't have good *** without you she replies are you sure? Benny asks sure I'm sure she replies enter in and zip up the **** tent so Benny zips it up and begins to unzip and undress watching her shed her clothes best he could in half light from moon's glow and stars' shine what if the dame returns? Benny asks she can make a ********* or **** off Miriam says to him naked now her soft **** hanging there inviting him to stare he listens to the wind blowing hard against blue stretched canvas come on then come on in Miriam says to him so he did his **** **** rising up and then down capturing the moon's glow not too fast she utters keep a pace keep it slow.
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May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 1:47 AM UTC
MALAGA 1970.
You draw me in with false promises, and forever let me down You promise escape & happiness, but it just ends in a frown Not from me of course, as I’m laid here snoozing A constant disappointment I feel, so I carry on the boozing. What am I running from? Anesthetised I lay And coast through each and every hour, of the following day. Your everywhere I look! Buses, billboards, even litter Trying to draw us in with your intoxicating glitter. Your so ****** acceptable, I’m a FREAK if I abstain “Oh goo on kid, one waint hurt, stop being a chuffin pain” BUT what they fail to understand, is at 1 it does not stop! The moment that sip will pass my lips, I’m craving the next drop. Or 2 or 3 or **** this **** I’m off to the bottle shop” In fear my stash will not suffice my seeming desire to flop. Fast forward half an hour, and here I am again Snoring like a pig, much to the families disdain Iphone started, camera rolling, my daughter hits record She watches Daddy comatosed, her memory stamped APPALLED! “No goodnight kiss, no cuddles tight, no tickles once again” Her hero lays before her, vest adorned with red wine stains “What’s wrong with me?” she wonders “why’s he chose wine over me? And my sis & mummy too, is he too blind to see? Your consuming liquid memory thief, don’t forget us dad Im learning all I know from you, is this how fun is had? Or adult relaxation? Or when you’re feeling stressed! Does drinking really do all this? WOW IT SOUNDS THE BEST! But if it really is this good, then what you fail to see…. Is your family stood before you whilst you pass out on the settee!
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Jun 13, 2018
Jun 13, 2018 at 2:50 PM UTC
The Alcohol Facade
You draw me in with false promises, and forever let me down You promise escape & happiness, but it just ends in a frown Not from me of course, as I’m laid here snoozing A constant disappointment I feel, so I carry on the boozing. What am I running from? Anesthetised I lay And coast through each and every hour, of the following day. Your everywhere I look! Buses, billboards, even litter Trying to draw us in with your intoxicating glitter. Your so ****** acceptable, I’m a FREAK if I abstain “Oh goo on kid, one waint hurt, stop being a chuffin pain” BUT what they fail to understand, is at 1 it does not stop! The moment that sip will pass my lips, I’m craving the next drop. Or 2 or 3 or **** this **** I’m off to the bottle shop” In fear my stash will not suffice my seeming desire to flop. Fast forward half an hour, and here I am again Snoring like a pig, much to the families disdain Iphone started, camera rolling, my daughter hits record She watches Daddy comatosed, her memory stamped APPALLED! “No goodnight kiss, no cuddles tight, no tickles once again” Her hero lays before her, vest adorned with red wine stains “What’s wrong with me?” she wonders “why’s he chose wine over me? And my sis & mummy too, is he too blind to see? Your consuming liquid memory thief, don’t forget us dad Im learning all I know from you, is this how fun is had? Or adult relaxation? Or when you’re feeling stressed! Does drinking really do all this? WOW IT SOUNDS THE BEST! But if it really is this good, then what you fail to see…. Is your family stood before you whilst you pass out on the settee!
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I can’t help but envy those Whose first thought in the morning Is a person or a place Or a feeling or a face Because all I have these days Are a bottle and a pen And a lighter and then I think about how lonely the dark Must feel to be When it is only it and me Because the dark is the only one who sees What it is truly like to be me It is the only one who knows What happens once men walk out my door When the insides of my thighs are sore Because my insides tell me I am nothing but a ***** ***** The dark must have been the one To predict That I am only destined To get more and more sick And my future is lipstick And a hotel bar Only because my present is a used rubber And a tangerine scar The dark knows how ****** up it is To live inside of a head so twisted The dark is tall and it’s black And it stands on two feet It watches me breathe And it watches me sleep It drinks all my tears It knows all my fears and (What’s worse?) It is always near It shouts "Long live the fear!” Into my ear And “Long live the boozing And smoking for the rest of your years On earth!” I know it isn’t fair And, surely, it isn’t right But it isn’t worth it to try to put up a fight To a void with no mass; A storm that cannot be put into a class The dark wants me beat, and I know it will The dark wants to eat, and it has me to **** The darkness is a monster And the monster is rare But when it is around You can taste it in the air You can hear its hum And you can feel its glare So what would you do If you felt the darkness there?
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Dec 10, 2013
Dec 10, 2013 at 8:46 PM UTC
A Poem About a Friend
I can’t help but envy those Whose first thought in the morning Is a person or a place Or a feeling or a face Because all I have these days Are a bottle and a pen And a lighter and then I think about how lonely the dark Must feel to be When it is only it and me Because the dark is the only one who sees What it is truly like to be me It is the only one who knows What happens once men walk out my door When the insides of my thighs are sore Because my insides tell me I am nothing but a ***** ***** The dark must have been the one To predict That I am only destined To get more and more sick And my future is lipstick And a hotel bar Only because my present is a used rubber And a tangerine scar The dark knows how ****** up it is To live inside of a head so twisted The dark is tall and it’s black And it stands on two feet It watches me breathe And it watches me sleep It drinks all my tears It knows all my fears and (What’s worse?) It is always near It shouts "Long live the fear!” Into my ear And “Long live the boozing And smoking for the rest of your years On earth!” I know it isn’t fair And, surely, it isn’t right But it isn’t worth it to try to put up a fight To a void with no mass; A storm that cannot be put into a class The dark wants me beat, and I know it will The dark wants to eat, and it has me to **** The darkness is a monster And the monster is rare But when it is around You can taste it in the air You can hear its hum And you can feel its glare So what would you do If you felt the darkness there?
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I want to make you all cry It's good for people to cry It's better than sitting round miserably Pretending to laugh People don't cry enough! I want to make you all cry For yourselves and all people who Don't have to die For kids who are hungry and put to hard labour When they should be greedy and pains in the neck Who know the world is wrong but won't be heard Who only hear shouting, destruction And cries of distress Only our shared tears can clean up this mess I want to make you all cry At the shame of getting by Unable to cope with life's complexities Or even ask why Love is never enough! I want to make you all cry For yourselves and all people who Don't have to lie But must for the sake of our little luxuries The only way we spread love and happiness To spite the orders that come from above “You work your contract or there's the door!” That's the reason why We live on lie after lie after lie. I want to make you all cry For people you just let go To politics and the geography You know, the money Forcing us to depart! I want to make you all cry For the people you must pass by In your own home On the street, in the shop and on the TV news Feeling sorry but too powerless to help All the problems you deal with by yourself With nobody knowing to help you Just trying to smile At the cruel way the world became so vile I want to make you all cry To salute what you see die In Syria, here and inside yourself For what? The money? Global economy? I want to make you all cry It's urgent, we must cry today! It's not too late To face up to what we've been trying to deny What we have suffered and what we are losing Blanking it out with our kind of boozing Not letting the merciful tears flow Time to let them go! To weep and embrace and do what we know.
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Sep 1, 2013
Sep 1, 2013 at 9:06 PM UTC
I Want To Make You All Cry
I want to make you all cry It's good for people to cry It's better than sitting round miserably Pretending to laugh People don't cry enough! I want to make you all cry For yourselves and all people who Don't have to die For kids who are hungry and put to hard labour When they should be greedy and pains in the neck Who know the world is wrong but won't be heard Who only hear shouting, destruction And cries of distress Only our shared tears can clean up this mess I want to make you all cry At the shame of getting by Unable to cope with life's complexities Or even ask why Love is never enough! I want to make you all cry For yourselves and all people who Don't have to lie But must for the sake of our little luxuries The only way we spread love and happiness To spite the orders that come from above “You work your contract or there's the door!” That's the reason why We live on lie after lie after lie. I want to make you all cry For people you just let go To politics and the geography You know, the money Forcing us to depart! I want to make you all cry For the people you must pass by In your own home On the street, in the shop and on the TV news Feeling sorry but too powerless to help All the problems you deal with by yourself With nobody knowing to help you Just trying to smile At the cruel way the world became so vile I want to make you all cry To salute what you see die In Syria, here and inside yourself For what? The money? Global economy? I want to make you all cry It's urgent, we must cry today! It's not too late To face up to what we've been trying to deny What we have suffered and what we are losing Blanking it out with our kind of boozing Not letting the merciful tears flow Time to let them go! To weep and embrace and do what we know.
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All or nothing at all her father had said and it seemed right until she met Harpoon and he seemed her Mr Right the one she had been waiting for the one she’d dreamed about but then it all went wrong and he became Mr Wrong and oh yes that was the downfall that was the way to her deep depression and that episode in the bath when she tried to drown herself as her mother had before her and she discovered her as a child coming home from school and the door was ajar and when she went in there was her mother with her wrists slit and blood and her mother drowned and dead and now sitting there in her mother’s chair her father some place her husband poking some other and all or nothing at all seemed all there was left apart from the few books on the shelf the Bill Burroughs her mother had read and left and that Bukowski book she’d found in some second shop and the battered Bible which her father had beat her about the head and backside with as a child when her father had been boozing or she had been sinful or wild.
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Dec 4, 2012
Dec 4, 2012 at 3:19 AM UTC
SHE SINFUL OR WILD.