It never really ends
Just sort of twists and unfolds
Never ever cured
Just under control
Someday he'll **** me
Or the both of us I suppose
If she's lucky
She'll be spared the worst
Hope
Cause in reality
No one is.
Apr 29, 2017
Apr 29, 2017 at 10:02 AM UTC
need
street
just
like
gin
time
vermouth
fuck
blue
beer
man
glass
drink
liquid
shattered
away
bar
notice
feel
soul
right
set
main
shadow
white
vodka
haiku
perfect
match
shot
big
mornings
past
saw
light
join
edge
black
candy
make
words
elephants
bastard
olive
eyes
poetic
sound
way
long
passed
die
motion
page
drain
dallas
yesterday
martini
brine
passage
window
brand
highway
blank
icy
hills
night
sitting
cheap
carpet
holding
filled
gulped
condensation
women
pint
quick
imagine
dive
gripped
professors
stem
point
false
self
peace
hardwood
epiphany
highball
unspecified
downed
crystal
means
sting
cinema
percent
mixing
forget
bukowski
sifted
fingers
Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 2:11 AM UTC
like benny profane
@ the sailors' grave
boot heels etch
Hieroglyphic cuneiform
on saw dusted floors,
while blobs of mercury
nailed to the bar
drip
down
nauseatingly poetic
accomplishing nothing
proving even less.
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 5:37 PM UTC
Black smoke Binomial random
Exhaled, white Variable
Light Probability mass
Condensed Labels Function
humanity macro micro
into seasonal index
meditative chants
Conceptualized meaning attempt
at poetry / waste of time
Death in a lecture hall behind
a prison of silver screens.
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 5:31 PM UTC
Beautiful in a way seldom seen
Knowing all too well
this is an illusion
Perfect shadow in name
it is neither.
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 5:06 PM UTC
Why then can't we just
****
and drink beer?
Surely those words must have
been written by
more men than just me
Your face is in the lights reflection
off the ice cubes in the bottom of every
scotch on the rocks
It's your skin I can feel
When my hand touches the
polished edge of the bar
when I drain from the bottle
I can see you
breathing life into
me
So why then can't we just
****
and drink beer
Why is it ever more than
just that?
Because of the mornings
******* mornings.
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 4:59 PM UTC
And I drank a beer for the
Poet,
lyrically gripped on
to the
stem of peace and understanding
I downed a shot for
the
Women clutching their highball
of shattered self importance
I gulped wine from a goblet
for the professors, the teachers
holding their stein filled w/ false prophecy
and cheap hopes.
And I shattered my glass on
the floor
Just to prove
a point.
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 4:49 PM UTC
The pint glass sitting
on the edge of
the nightstand full of
gin and tonic
watching the condensation
roll
down
to the warped hardwood
for the first time
I imagine
a quick sweep of the
wrist, shattered
glass in the carpet.
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 4:36 PM UTC
I had a Bukowski in me
but I had to finish mixing my drink
The next best seller
but I had to add the vermouth
It was poetic genius
you cant forget the olive
but i’ll lose it if I dont move
I need a pen, i need to get to my computer, i need to do something fast
but it’s long gone now
sifted through the frontal cortex like so much sand through my fingers
and it was going to be the next big one,
the one that would get me out of here
make me the big shot
published author
but no...
the worst part of it is
I used too much vermouth
Jan 6, 2013
Jan 6, 2013 at 11:38 PM UTC
Stay away from that victory gin that causes rebel rouses, but no elections
Go join the 99 percent and never graduate your fafsa dreams don’t intimidate me
**** your mace brand justice
and your senior citizen abuse.
join the merchant sailors like the greats. be some one who can change,
******* it what we need right now is someone who can wright this right of passage.
we need another Kerouac
we need another Ginsberg
cause all i ever did in Dallas was die
all i ever did in Dallas was die.
set me free from this pretentious tyranny of name brand sweaters, and lemon bars,
your art house cinema fulhouse applause can’t match the street grit grime of my soul.
too much vermouth with much rancid brine has made me a bitter soul of conquest.
the tomorrow is wasted youth on main street on a wave of ***** and appletini ********
sugar sweet synth pop and black liquorice hip hop spewing out of every show off trendy water hole.
the sixth street, fry street, main street, bourbon street of our fathers will swill down the drain
to make room for the next
for the next
for the next.........
after all we ever we wanted to do was last.
where do we go from here?
Aug 21, 2012
Aug 21, 2012 at 11:44 AM UTC