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"bluish" poems
Today’s cloud is a rainbow Dark blue Light blue Orange Pink With white Outlines Some clouds are Pentecostal fury Orange cotton burning With daylight’s rage Swirling and smoking Working themselves Up into a storm of retribution The clouds descend Bluish grey beasts Swallowing The skies Consuming All things in sight Leaving nothing But a lone tree To stand against The rain and sleet
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Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 4:04 PM UTC
The Clouds
Went to my magwinya lady today, she's contained at the canteens on north campus, As she rose up her left eye was bluish ****** grey, A lump in my throat formed not as big as the one on her face, my eyes secreted their salty solution, my mind quickly processed confusion, "M-m-m-m-may i-i-i p-p-lease have five magwinyas" She smirked at my muttered utterance as she began to fill the thin transparent plastic with the oily flour-filled ***** I reluctantly asked "What happened to your eye?" She responded in Xhosa reasonably assuming my common cocoa coating meant our tongues matched until I told her otherwise. Eventually she simply said, "Fight". I said, "you got in to a fight?" She said "Mmm". I went over to my banana lady and said the magwinya lady has a black eye and she casually claimed, "Her boyfriend beat her yesterday." Confirming what my teary eyes and lumpy throat knew to be true when I saw my sweet magwinya lady with a swollen eye ****** grey and blue. Frustrated at the nothing I could do. Powerlessly pirched on a brown bench as the black sparrows chirped pleading for a piece of my last magwinya, Should I tell her to escape? Is that even my place? How many black eyes are blotched on this bruised land i, a fearful foreigner, trace? I'll bury my brain in my book, somewhat cowardly crook, I'll see what i saw but take no second look, like a camel's head in the sand, I'll timidly tell myself these things are just too hard to understand.
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Nov 3, 2021
Nov 3, 2021 at 6:43 AM UTC
black eyes & silent sighs
* The girl that I like is young, quite petite, I might add Bluish-greenish turquoise eyes, like the forest and the sea combined Her voice, a sweet, gentle overtone; the ocean, calm waves that reach ashore The breeze, blows the forest trees; a rustle, soothing to the human ears Her skin that luminesces; the white sands of the Riviera Maya Here and there, little sprinkles of darker sand on her pretty face Her natural dark, red hair, as fiery as the midday sun, And her lips a vibrant red, that melt you in the summer days, So warm and cozy as the winter rays. *
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Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 1:32 AM UTC
Redhead
Far on a lunatic sea, filled with tranquility and serenity, love and devotion, some flowers have made it their goal to bloom in purity, Innocent looking, sweet and with a scent from amongst the heavens, Tricking their foolish, mindless pray to come closer to them while seeping in spite and hatred, longing for revenge for their reflection, A soft breeze accompanies the starlit sky, transient moonlight lurks through in a ghastly, bluish horizon as it rises to claim the heavens for his own once he had reached its fullest phase, ahh those phantoms, Gone mad through a night full of punishment and bloodshed, Before the petals can scatter in a dawning sky they seek for an intent, Finally an attempt would be able to be made, a pity human draws near, weeping in sorrow and grief, causing them to shake excitedly As then their roots would rush out of the ground and imprison him, Twisted illusion of diversion, as they pierce through skin and bones, dragging his struggling, flailing body underground,remaining unseen Feeding on his blood, using his corpse as a fertiliser they stay pure, Moved for one instant, they dive deeper into the soil of this landscape Hatred twines around them, causing disturbance in their memories, It is alike to be left in an accelerating world of recurrance, everlasting, Until the sunrise has dyed the sky in red and everything replicates ~ Umi
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Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 8:43 AM UTC
Lilies of Murderous Intent
my brother learned life in a rough way, monday bloomed red on his cheek while friday left bluish bruises for him. i don't know about his pride, but i see light in his eyes dims and fades. said, he never cries, but he always lies. my brother learned life in a hard way. he now suffers addiction, in a room with his console to consume, then waste his times wins nothing —— loses everything. my brother is on the brink of despair, he loves to stand off the cliff as i watch him slowly walks away said, he would not tries to jump off but i'm afraid, he always lies.
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Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 10:34 AM UTC
Brother
The head losing itself A rainforest Lake in the heart Hundred tombstones Named Narcissus They Echo Icy, bluish lungs Pallid violet nails Lips still yet loving Salty bamboos Necrophilic whistles Siren's footsteps Illegal loggers Burying selves alive Love, love that is
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Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 8:29 AM UTC
Rainforest Fever
what i cant understand is how people can write poetry about the flowers or the sunshine it just seems so irrelevant when there are so many more beautiful things to write about like your dainty, thin, long fingers and the way your lips emit a tiny bit of air when you pronounce ‘th’ words your towering, awkward, bony body loosely, limply entwined in mine that make up your gentle, comforting hugs how melodic your voice is, almost lulling me to sleep your contagious, animated smile how you write as if embroidering the pages gracefully, an art and the words float mid-lines reflecting how your thoughts float among the clouds doolally detonations of enigmatic pure excitement   over the most extraneous of matters your eyes, the captivating bluish-steel of a mid-winter night sky their flare, and the way they light up when you maunder lovingly of such passions alas perhaps, poetry about plants or the weather are just as beautiful but i would not know for even the planet, and nature and sheer beauty of life seems pale in prejudiced comparison to your radiance and how bright you make my insides feel
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Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 9:15 PM UTC
Bias Among The Tulips
I forgive you Yet not forget The bluish hue With a scarlet Tinge on my cheek... Your abusive taunts Endlessly woven lies Alcoholic brawls The redness of eyes Glaring at me With naked dislike Of me and my family And all my tribe... Yet I always pardon As this is a **** curse Bestowed upon Me for using your purse To meet my needs How can I forget Those early deeds My wants were met With your toil n sweat... I truly forgive you As you earned fame Women too came to woo Without any **** shame Threw themselves at you For wealth and name Success in your head Women by your side Your drinking was raised As guilt made you hide Behind the glass and smoke You made your life a living joke... Forgiving I have to be For when you compare Those beauties to met I am just dumb and fair With a plain Jane face And meagre background Who brings you disgrace To those who surround You and your basking glory Yet I belong to your days of penury...
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Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 2:25 PM UTC
Forgive
is like no other early morning, man reborn, in the delivery room of sky blue, the offsetting water deeper bluish hue, the trim-all-around of the mixed salad greens of the staff's scrubs as they usher in unity,  with no imp-unity, the risks, while the supervisory sky, disperses cumulus clouds in peppercorn patterns of white chains, or big wide solitary brushstrokes on a a ****** canvas, gettin' the feel in the palm of the heft of brush, the viscosity of the paint, the day's palette reflecting available colors in order to create a uni~cued original of what has been painted an uncountable times before, and before… tho short weighted, was the sleep of the prior night's restful, he awakes to the early morning light, the sounds of early island rouse him, even, arouse him, for the August chill foretells of the early onset of memory loss of the peculiarities of this summered simmering, human warming and baking and natural braking of the slowing of the heart rate, to better accommodate, nature's hints and hidden reminiscences of the true purpose of the summer's intervention upon our collective and unique bottling, our individualized containers, un~lidded, uncovered, eager for the fuel of sunrays replenish- ing the length of our lives by the elixir of the summer it is a chill 63 Fahrenheit at this time of day as we crossover to the nigh day, from the cooling air conditions of dark, the occasional helicopter intrudes upon the morning's calm, the water placid, the geese honking regarding my watchful rewarding presence, a slew, a bevy, of female vocalists, to ease this transitory performance unfolding, and though one feels the existential of his solitary singularity, as he thinks, nay believes, he is the only one in attendance at this ritualized emergence, he takes in the cool of, the heat of, the admixture of both, the clashing integers of each, and he, fully invigorated, goes silent, for once more, he has uncovered new combinations of old words to accept and describe a new day's creation, miracle of miraculous, defying the odds of this ventures's success, his own continuance  on this sheltered but open all around island implanted tween two tines of land, as if all the surroundings were created just to protect this, wholly holy place… 7:00am Silver Beach Shelter Island Aug 19 2025
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Aug 19, 2025
Aug 19, 2025 at 8:00 AM UTC
this particular day...
is like no other early morning, man reborn, in the delivery room of sky blue, the offsetting water deeper bluish hue, the trim-all-around of the mixed salad greens of the staff's scrubs as they usher in unity,  with no imp-unity, the risks, while the supervisory sky, disperses cumulus clouds in peppercorn patterns of white chains, or big wide solitary brushstrokes on a a ****** canvas, gettin' the feel in the palm of the heft of brush, the viscosity of the paint, the day's palette reflecting available colors in order to create a uni~cued original of what has been painted an uncountable times before, and before… tho short weighted, was the sleep of the prior night's restful, he awakes to the early morning light, the sounds of early island rouse him, even, arouse him, for the August chill foretells of the early onset of memory loss of the peculiarities of this summered simmering, human warming and baking and natural braking of the slowing of the heart rate, to better accommodate, nature's hints and hidden reminiscences of the true purpose of the summer's intervention upon our collective and unique bottling, our individualized containers, un~lidded, uncovered, eager for the fuel of sunrays replenish- ing the length of our lives by the elixir of the summer it is a chill 63 Fahrenheit at this time of day as we crossover to the nigh day, from the cooling air conditions of dark, the occasional helicopter intrudes upon the morning's calm, the water placid, the geese honking regarding my watchful rewarding presence, a slew, a bevy, of female vocalists, to ease this transitory performance unfolding, and though one feels the existential of his solitary singularity, as he thinks, nay believes, he is the only one in attendance at this ritualized emergence, he takes in the cool of, the heat of, the admixture of both, the clashing integers of each, and he, fully invigorated, goes silent, for once more, he has uncovered new combinations of old words to accept and describe a new day's creation, miracle of miraculous, defying the odds of this ventures's success, his own continuance  on this sheltered but open all around island implanted tween two tines of land, as if all the surroundings were created just to protect this, wholly holy place… 7:00am Silver Beach Shelter Island Aug 19 2025
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When I was younger it was plain to me I must make something of myself. Older now I walk back streets admiring the houses of the very poor: roof out of line with sides the yards cluttered with old chicken wire, ashes, furniture gone wrong; the fences and outhouses built of barrel staves and parts of boxes, all, if I am fortunate, smeared a bluish green that properly weathered pleases me best of all colors. No one will believe this of vast import to the nation.
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Pastoral (II)
Under the bluish yellow marble sky I introduce my soul; to the demon & the angels By the lemons tree, I've unleashed my hair and unbutton my blouse Then cried as if my teacher called me the black girl I will call to the 1st passing girl: "Slow down, please wait for me; Rise me up by my arms like a little girl. I wanted her to Plait 2 branches; of hair for me To walk over the world's cold grass And lie down in front of the sea Forget the stars - she said Forget the sea - I said We left the world coughing its smoke; of poisoned kids' toys, cast the residuals of cosmetics and tore bras Into this sacred sea So come with me my friend Delete all of my contacts smash my mobile phone by your shoe's heel And let's vanish from this world Toward shiny white space Toward inky smell books Toward white skies and pink kisses infinite daylight For you and for me. - Sally S. Ali
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Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 6:00 PM UTC
Lemon girl and starry night
Hwenne, och! slawlie IT, an’ unco Licht! Afoyr th' wounded frae Lyife Ghaist-Ancestors, At Calanais Stane Sirkill Auld, an’ Verra IT, Micht! Wae th' Lost ay! o'er Deep Tyme Unforgivin’, Hidden Bleezan ay, Sacrificial Rite at Myrk Nicht! Th' Stowed Oot Moon Conquerin’ rayses IT, tae mee! Amydde Thae Verra Bluish, cannae nowe ye a' see? Cauld Cluds ay flashin', an' Verra Thay A' Hye! Ainlie, ainlie Raw Rid Bridie sloch Ah! NVNC RVBRA CLARO FVLMINE REFVLGENS LVNA QVIA REDACTA EST AD FVLGOREM RES RVBRA TOTALITER INTRA SACRVM CIRCVLVS VICTRIX MIHI VBI REX INVICTVS AC MAXIME VLTOR OVERMAN RVBRO LAPIDI CVM MAGNO NECNON PHANTASMATE ALTA HIC FLAMMA POTENTER ADVENIT RVBRA.
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Feb 11, 2022
Feb 11, 2022 at 5:11 AM UTC
Wlf
The moon a bright, fat cauliflower in the early morning sky Blistering cold seeping into the skin on the thighs Burning in your fingers A profound quietness blankets 7 am Much like the soft snow blanketing the jagged black ice Sky and ground synonymous hues of bluish white Sleepy bark naked trees jut up from the ground Whispering hushed things Of frigid beauty frozen into the retina from a snowy night
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 7:07 PM UTC
Frigid Beauty
The grass was clear in the moist of the ruins moat Twas dawn and all this hike, not even a city I could sight The plains were sheer as the white satin coat I've seen Clash, a clustering view from mountains down to hills Shaking knees as I rise to pick up my bed of sheets Then the breeze swept as I shivered to its grasping chills Distant peeks; unbridled stallions are troubled free The sunray spots the verge and brightens the darkest end At lost in the moment, a nature's sage of imagery blends A brown wren swiftly glides upon to rest at my tent In the midst of the day like rain in June and blooms of May Swans, Geese and white petals dancing to a bluish bay Solitary to be, but with the rivers overflowing symphonies We'd sing hymns to delight in an afternoon galore A steadfast rhythm clinging as I walk with God alone Euphoric army of billows cascading, a purple-orange scene As I idle in the view of fields depicting a justful liberty To smile and remember someone cared with all is please Singing crickets and fireflies we're all a friend of mine At eve I rolled endlessly, frolicking at the midnight meadow Casting joys and crowns as the moon beams a silver line To the hinterlands, life's a breeze and everybody twas at ease An escapade I was wanting to get lost from life's reality Meeting pauper's, gazing wonders, then we'd all fall asleep
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Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 12:11 AM UTC
◦ To the Hinterlands
One's grand flights, one's Sunday baths, One's tootings at the weddings of the soul Occur as they occur. So bluish clouds Occurred above the empty house and the leaves Of the rhododendrons rattled their gold, As if someone lived there. Such floods of white Came bursting from the clouds. So the wind Threw its contorted strength around the sky. Could you have said the bluejay suddenly Would swoop to earth? It is a wheel, the rays Around the sun. The wheel survives the myths. The fire eye in the clouds survives the gods. To think of a dove with an eye of grenadine And pines that are comets, so it occurs, And a little island full of geese and stars: It may be that the ignorant man, alone, Has any chance to mate his life with life That is the sensual, pearly spouse, the life That is fluent in even the wintriest bronze.
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The Sense of the Sleight-of-Hand Man
The sky has turned a bluish grey. I hear the voices of the city - Words, music, traffic, train, And shrill laughter floating in the lane. The bells have begun to ring; An old woman Crouching in a corner of her terrace Blows the conch thrice. A white cat ambling by the road ***** its head to listen, But deeming the prayers and noise the same Continues in its search for game. On a fifth floor balcony, a girl watches The silhouettes of birds flying back home. She has her own music, The kind that shuts you out and sets you free. Temporarily. A train whistles in the distance Carrying lives afar and beyond. The evening grows dark, the moon rises, The wind lulls and blows; And life goes on…
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Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 5:19 AM UTC
An Evening
In the place of your kin I found you, In the meadow left out to dry Your porcelain face, Glazed in white, glassy blood. No carmine kiss had spoilt it On the eve of its last breath, But the flood, the flush Of bluish-purple life-fluids Decaying within your chest. Hydrangeas will grow from the tears you wept, And the crows will carry off the bones you left. Is it best for your love to run out, Rather than be caressed by death?
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Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 12:13 PM UTC
Hydrangeas
Assembly, advice, never white fiery sparks ignited The shooting star, comet's orange setting ensemble Tasted like juicy melons tender invisibility scents Town wards were asleep walking upfront the castle's Dust mingled with powder    honeysuckle flower allured Honeymoon to burst out of White Elfs knee long silver hair round Black Elk's belly caressed Pixie had Mahogany Henna Hue red tongue and bluish evanescent Saga of White Elf and Black Elk meeting Honeymoon Pixie Dust
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Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 3:34 PM UTC
Honeymoon Pixie Dust
I sit    all by myself    again and look out    down upon the streets cigarette in hand a glass of wine upon the table love's sweet exhaustion lingering in my bones    and smell upon my skin feeling so young and yet somehow so old A late night bus drones by and takes strange people    to their desired stops in a city where I know only few that could say   yes     it's him a woman with unsteady midnight gait secretly walks her dog into the public park    both little more than blurs    of bluish white and brown    in the half-shadow    of forbidden bushes a couple leans entwined    forever in a parting kiss    upon the doorstep unmindful of the plane    that comes in low and loud    before the landing why is it that these moments    seem eternal and yet I sense the rush of time go fast    and pass me by    and her    who sleeps next door and leave us lost among our memories of what was lovely    and so beautiful    before           * * *
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May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 10:08 AM UTC
living
A Lone Walker nowe Ah! Intae Theis Murky Naycht ‘Yont Whin-Rock menacin’, Ewry Wound bygane an’ the Scar Freish Bluid o’ mine fuelin’, Lang, lang, IT! the Blacklyn Howr, Unfathomable, Unearthly, Verra Guid Fyre wearin’, Burnan Hye! Gore o’ mine Awa, awa, IT owre spilled! Soil o’ Alabaster gravin’, An’ abön, Great Orrah! a Presence yirr, Near-hand ay flashin’, Rumblin’, guid tremblin’, Lyke a Rhodium-Demon Hyear Unco! stick-an-stowe towerin’, An’ a Mirror-Vision ay broo! O’ Red Gore fuil an’ pruid! Great Rowth ragin’! Human nae, nae IT laanger! Heyne intae Theis Skye-Mirror, Image o’ mine! nae, nae IT laanger! Ma Rubye Brooch Micht, och! Stylle haiwin', An' wae Veins o’ Deep Lowe imbued, Ma ain stylle! Glamis’ Orrah! Dearest! Athwart ma Solitarye Gait Ays a Storm-Blast fallin’, An’ wnto me! wnto me noo, IT! O’er an’ o’er! Carham’s Scyld-Hel Orrah! Stylle Theis Dangerus! Verra Dangerus, IT! Highlan’ Thwndir-Rode o’ mine Intae Theis Guid Kintra whooshin’, An’ the nae ****** Cauld Landis Micht, Swaird-Wounded, stylle Ironclad Ah! Fore’er unco! wi’in Oun Hye Fyre Thro’ nae croud strollin’, Ays yf frae Hye Þunor His-sel The Lone War-Whisper Weel-Gaun! Wae Thae Verra Woirds o’ Battle-Angyr Lewdlie! Theis Specular Bluish Fyre o’ mine! Thus Thwndir-Taukin’: NUNC IN HOC SIGNO VINCES QUIA FOCUS TEMPESTATIS MODO EST TIBI ET VEXILLA FULMINIS PRODEUNT UNIVERSI IN FERRO CAERULEO SANGUINEQUE AD TE PICTORUM NOCTE TETRA ET IN SPECULO RESULTANTE FORMA THOR GOTHORUM UBI DESCENDET LAETO AB ULTIMA GLITNIR MAGNO MALLEO DEUS FLAVUS QUI ALTO FERRO SECURIQUE TONITRUO INDIGNAM VIAM MALEDIXIT FULMINIS IGITUR TETRA UMBRA TUA ALTA FLAMMA CALIGINEA VEXILLAQUE SUPREMO IGNE OVERMAN ULTOR.
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Jan 23, 2021
Jan 23, 2021 at 6:54 AM UTC
Lone Walker
A Lone Walker nowe Ah! Intae Theis Murky Naycht ‘Yont Whin-Rock menacin’, Ewry Wound bygane an’ the Scar Freish Bluid o’ mine fuelin’, Lang, lang, IT! the Blacklyn Howr, Unfathomable, Unearthly, Verra Guid Fyre wearin’, Burnan Hye! Gore o’ mine Awa, awa, IT owre spilled! Soil o’ Alabaster gravin’, An’ abön, Great Orrah! a Presence yirr, Near-hand ay flashin’, Rumblin’, guid tremblin’, Lyke a Rhodium-Demon Hyear Unco! stick-an-stowe towerin’, An’ a Mirror-Vision ay broo! O’ Red Gore fuil an’ pruid! Great Rowth ragin’! Human nae, nae IT laanger! Heyne intae Theis Skye-Mirror, Image o’ mine! nae, nae IT laanger! Ma Rubye Brooch Micht, och! Stylle haiwin', An' wae Veins o’ Deep Lowe imbued, Ma ain stylle! Glamis’ Orrah! Dearest! Athwart ma Solitarye Gait Ays a Storm-Blast fallin’, An’ wnto me! wnto me noo, IT! O’er an’ o’er! Carham’s Scyld-Hel Orrah! Stylle Theis Dangerus! Verra Dangerus, IT! Highlan’ Thwndir-Rode o’ mine Intae Theis Guid Kintra whooshin’, An’ the nae ****** Cauld Landis Micht, Swaird-Wounded, stylle Ironclad Ah! Fore’er unco! wi’in Oun Hye Fyre Thro’ nae croud strollin’, Ays yf frae Hye Þunor His-sel The Lone War-Whisper Weel-Gaun! Wae Thae Verra Woirds o’ Battle-Angyr Lewdlie! Theis Specular Bluish Fyre o’ mine! Thus Thwndir-Taukin’: NUNC IN HOC SIGNO VINCES QUIA FOCUS TEMPESTATIS MODO EST TIBI ET VEXILLA FULMINIS PRODEUNT UNIVERSI IN FERRO CAERULEO SANGUINEQUE AD TE PICTORUM NOCTE TETRA ET IN SPECULO RESULTANTE FORMA THOR GOTHORUM UBI DESCENDET LAETO AB ULTIMA GLITNIR MAGNO MALLEO DEUS FLAVUS QUI ALTO FERRO SECURIQUE TONITRUO INDIGNAM VIAM MALEDIXIT FULMINIS IGITUR TETRA UMBRA TUA ALTA FLAMMA CALIGINEA VEXILLAQUE SUPREMO IGNE OVERMAN ULTOR.
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This scent of you, it clings to my skin, it clings like a rash that's boiled over from within. I scratch at this poison that has marked my flesh, the scent of you, at your very ****** best. I throw off the covers and hit the wall with my fist; should lust be a sin, if lust is like this? And no matter what with who, how, what or where, everytime i sleep i can feel your ****** stare. And the weight of your fingers on the back of my neck drives me to nightmares, and meaningless *** Tinged by the moment and forgotten by the hue, my arms are brusied easily by the scent of you. I'm running wildly through bracken and fire, i'm running as a beast would run from apathy and desire. I, the lone wolf, i'm moonlit, i scratch and i howl, at the memory of your face, and your sneering sharp scowl. I, the lone rider, in flight fearless, reckless and abused, I jump fields, catch branches, torn, bleeding and bruised. I hide in the woods, and float in the sea I'm hiding myself from the deepest memory of me. You're the poision ivy to my deepest forest of bark, You're the drifting snow to my deepest vision of dark. This scent of you, it clings to my lips and i bite my tongue as i stretch my fingertips. There is no sense in this dirt that flies through my hands my thoughts are lost as stone is lost in beached sands. I rip at my skin and i tear at my voice I made this my dealing, at my beck, at my choice. I draw upon my body like a breeze skims the ground, there is no more wanton whimper, than there is my sound. And at night when the nightmares come and i scream in my sleep, the scent of you overwhelms my body, and i sow what i reap. I lightly collect my feelings and throw them in a box, I wrap in chains and cover it in locks. I have been fooled, i have been fooled and blinded by you and this scent lingers, in a memory of a distant bluish hue. I watch as you walk away, your hips sway, tail high And i howl and i scream and i sit and i cry. And whilst i linger alongside this sharp vivid movie scene, i count my bruises and feel quietly serene.
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Jan 27, 2013
Jan 27, 2013 at 5:59 PM UTC
Perfume
This scent of you, it clings to my skin, it clings like a rash that's boiled over from within. I scratch at this poison that has marked my flesh, the scent of you, at your very ****** best. I throw off the covers and hit the wall with my fist; should lust be a sin, if lust is like this? And no matter what with who, how, what or where, everytime i sleep i can feel your ****** stare. And the weight of your fingers on the back of my neck drives me to nightmares, and meaningless *** Tinged by the moment and forgotten by the hue, my arms are brusied easily by the scent of you. I'm running wildly through bracken and fire, i'm running as a beast would run from apathy and desire. I, the lone wolf, i'm moonlit, i scratch and i howl, at the memory of your face, and your sneering sharp scowl. I, the lone rider, in flight fearless, reckless and abused, I jump fields, catch branches, torn, bleeding and bruised. I hide in the woods, and float in the sea I'm hiding myself from the deepest memory of me. You're the poision ivy to my deepest forest of bark, You're the drifting snow to my deepest vision of dark. This scent of you, it clings to my lips and i bite my tongue as i stretch my fingertips. There is no sense in this dirt that flies through my hands my thoughts are lost as stone is lost in beached sands. I rip at my skin and i tear at my voice I made this my dealing, at my beck, at my choice. I draw upon my body like a breeze skims the ground, there is no more wanton whimper, than there is my sound. And at night when the nightmares come and i scream in my sleep, the scent of you overwhelms my body, and i sow what i reap. I lightly collect my feelings and throw them in a box, I wrap in chains and cover it in locks. I have been fooled, i have been fooled and blinded by you and this scent lingers, in a memory of a distant bluish hue. I watch as you walk away, your hips sway, tail high And i howl and i scream and i sit and i cry. And whilst i linger alongside this sharp vivid movie scene, i count my bruises and feel quietly serene.
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When I saw her for the first time it wasn't admiration It was awe mixed with a twinge of jealousy Her perfection and her confidence intimidated me When I first befriended her it wasn't just adoration It was an obsession and a fixation To be like her in thought and action Till I learnt to be better than her without being enough That was when the insecurity started 'Will I ever be enough?' I wasn't enough at home, not fair enough or smart enough I wasn't witty or flirtatious enough I lacked guts and I lacked the temperament Of a proper twelve-year-old. I was a doormat and a pushover Already coming undone at my seams Trying to emulate perfection through blinded eyes Every day I scoffed and surrendered to my picture of admiration Trying to secure her own admission 'Will I ever be enough?' Then she left me battling my own wars Hers was to conquer new turfs. I waited for a while, finally realizing I was a ship without a captain, left to wander evermore. I caught a new captain in a bystander who counted his lucky stars I admired him for being there for me when I never was. I tried to hold on to an unconsolidated bond of friendship With a raging doubt piercing through my heart 'Will I ever be enough?' Many came telling me my worth. Many left ravaging my already battered heart Many drank my colourless lifeless blood Many left a wretched bluish mark I shrivelled from the inside out Bloating in the nausea of my being Every day trying to put me together Every day losing instead of winning. One day finally I reached out Knowing my salvation lies I put everything behind me and cried out Only to be put on the side. That day I realized my worth When she was hurt by my rejection When she refused to give me a chance When I had never received any ever. My insecurities still lingered But they were a part of me now And I did not know how to do without. I picked up the pieces that meant something to me Even though she was no more there to see Yet I knew that she was never enough Never my horizon, never my turf I had wings to reach farther And my flight has thus Now begun without her. (c) Anavah 2018
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Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 7:18 AM UTC
ENOUGH
When I saw her for the first time it wasn't admiration It was awe mixed with a twinge of jealousy Her perfection and her confidence intimidated me When I first befriended her it wasn't just adoration It was an obsession and a fixation To be like her in thought and action Till I learnt to be better than her without being enough That was when the insecurity started 'Will I ever be enough?' I wasn't enough at home, not fair enough or smart enough I wasn't witty or flirtatious enough I lacked guts and I lacked the temperament Of a proper twelve-year-old. I was a doormat and a pushover Already coming undone at my seams Trying to emulate perfection through blinded eyes Every day I scoffed and surrendered to my picture of admiration Trying to secure her own admission 'Will I ever be enough?' Then she left me battling my own wars Hers was to conquer new turfs. I waited for a while, finally realizing I was a ship without a captain, left to wander evermore. I caught a new captain in a bystander who counted his lucky stars I admired him for being there for me when I never was. I tried to hold on to an unconsolidated bond of friendship With a raging doubt piercing through my heart 'Will I ever be enough?' Many came telling me my worth. Many left ravaging my already battered heart Many drank my colourless lifeless blood Many left a wretched bluish mark I shrivelled from the inside out Bloating in the nausea of my being Every day trying to put me together Every day losing instead of winning. One day finally I reached out Knowing my salvation lies I put everything behind me and cried out Only to be put on the side. That day I realized my worth When she was hurt by my rejection When she refused to give me a chance When I had never received any ever. My insecurities still lingered But they were a part of me now And I did not know how to do without. I picked up the pieces that meant something to me Even though she was no more there to see Yet I knew that she was never enough Never my horizon, never my turf I had wings to reach farther And my flight has thus Now begun without her. (c) Anavah 2018
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"There where that ray touches the plain And the shadows escape as if they really ran, Warsaw stands, open from all sides, A city not very old but quite famous. "Farther, where strings of rain hang from a little cloud, Under the hills with an acacia grove Is Prague. Above it, a marvelous castle Shored against a slope in accordance with old rules. "What divides this land with white foam Is the Alps. The black means fir forests. Beyond them, bathing in the yellow sun Italy lies, like a deep-blue dish. "Among the many fine cities that are there You will recogni2e Rome, Christendom's capital, By those round roofs on the church Called the Basilica of Saint Peter. "And there, to the north, beyond a bay, Where a level bluish mist moves in waves, Paris tries to keep pace with its tower And reins in its herd of bridges. "Also other cities accompany Paris, They are adorned with glass, arrayed in iron, But for today that would be too much, I'll tell the rest another time
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