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"bloodthirsty" poems
Like bladed birds of steel they glide and wing, Across the ice without any dismay, Fearing no hard body check or cold swing. They circle the net in frozen ballet, Flitting about like puck-handling mice, Tenacity drips from each ounce of their play. They dazzle with grace all over the ice, With a jump, a spin, and a pirouette, Always ready to pay a high price. They give it all ‘till they’re soaked through with sweat. We watch with joy from our perch high above. Our yells, their chirping—it’s quite a duet! These men change the game with the drop of a glove, And so, bloodthirsty, we give them our love.
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 12:43 PM UTC
An Ode to Ice Hockey (a terza rima)
Vines crawling on the old mottled wall fog bypassing the fence enveloping the entire chalet the mystic sky over the castle a lightning awakening the gloomy valley ghosts and goblins floating around extinguishing white candles a witch with a broom the silver haired wizard in a black hat standing in the darkness of spells the enchanted princess sleeping in the black chalet prince charming leading a team of knights sinister roses blooming quietly spitting murky fog tongues of flames light up the dark tunnel the prince kills the bloodthirsty bats witches and a clan of phantoms the prince kisses to wake the princess who’s been asleep for a millenium.
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May 18, 2015
May 18, 2015 at 12:46 PM UTC
Video game
a goat encounters a lion. normally the lion sees the goat as food. instead The Lion offers shelter warmth theo goat offered protection awkward that a four-legged hooved animal could protect the queen of the jungle protection together they stood both natural leaders both immature in the ways at the time neither wanted to back down from the other but that's what made it work despite the goats dexterity and natural stubbornness in his ways the lion SAT and ate with the goat. years and years they feast upon the golden ducks they collected at the rivers which they traveled odd as combination is professionals know that that is not even a combination amongst the food chain but fore a while they dined peacefully. the lion roared bloodthirsty the goat while being the loner the leader willfully back down from the lion scenario has a goat beat a lion. The goat couldn't bear the lion parting ways the goat be that as it may just wanted his own way but the goat has to learn sometimes the best win is to back off not every wall is meant to be broken especially that of a lion and her pride so the lion beautiful as ever smirked as if we were the prey and the goat knowingly put his head inside her mouth I'll let you tell it
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Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 1:16 PM UTC
a Capricorn and Leo Wow
I am the Individual Isness incarnated in this body. I am not the body. I have travelled through many lifetimes in many bodies. always learning learning learning. I have developed nous from my experiences only. I WILL NOT EVER- accept a mind in my head. accept any conditioned identity as being  me. cede control over my brain centres to any mind or groupmind that exists anywhere.. I WILL NOT EVER-- cede control over my brain centres to any conditioned identity or group conditioned identity that exists anywhere. or accept that any other but me,the Individual Isness, using my brain centres,using my brain the way I,the Individual Isness,want to and can do to be in charge of the brain centres in the head of this body that I,the Isness,am incarnated in. I WILL NOT EVER-- be prey to opinion-formers and experts and  pie charts and focus groups and surveys. be manipulated by PR men and women in shiny suits. see Edward Bernays book--Propaganda. be manipulated by GroupMinds into thinking  their way. be taken in by brutal security forces posing as "guardians of peace. respect in any way any member of any military forces anywhere no matter how fancy the uniforms or excuses for ****** they wear. I do not respect these parasites anywhere as they are nothing more than paid mercenary murderers on behalf of various Oligarchies.. see Jaques Ellul's book--Propaganda. I WILL NOT EVER-- take any dangerous addictive cancer causing drugs such as Alcohol and Tobacco primarily-- food additives... No one has ever died from any cannabis product. or from LSD or Mesccaline or Psylocybin. believe in any so-called "god" or "goddess". believe in any so-called "prophet" of any so-called "god"or "goddess". accept any so-called "holy" book as valid or truthful or valuable in any way except as emergency papers to roll a grass joint or to wipe my **** on. be taken in by depraved words and concepts in any of these so-called "holy "books that have led to endless wars and still ongoing terrorism and atrocities in the name of one bloodthirsty "god" or "goddess". I WILL NOT EVER-- accept anything as reality unless I can see clearly that it is beyond duality. accept any Conditioned Identity as me. For I am the Isness which is a small but equal,individual, autonomous and independant part of the essence of the Isness of the Universe--!. which is not a "soul" or Atman or spirit or any other religious concoction. I WILL NOT EVER--- accept Mind as a necessary evil accept GroupMind as a necessary evil. I WILL NOT EVER --- eat junk food of any kind. drink tap water anywhere except in direst emergency. eat white sugar or any other pure carbohydrate. be a hypocritical moralising vegetarian. become stoopid through bowing and scraping and stooping at stupas. I will be just a Self realised man living on a big ball in space with a Self Realised woman playing and singing and dancing the Song of Our Lives. www.thefournobletruthsrevised.co.uk
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Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 1:13 AM UTC
My promise to the Isness of the Universe
I am the Individual Isness incarnated in this body. I am not the body. I have travelled through many lifetimes in many bodies. always learning learning learning. I have developed nous from my experiences only. I WILL NOT EVER- accept a mind in my head. accept any conditioned identity as being  me. cede control over my brain centres to any mind or groupmind that exists anywhere.. I WILL NOT EVER-- cede control over my brain centres to any conditioned identity or group conditioned identity that exists anywhere. or accept that any other but me,the Individual Isness, using my brain centres,using my brain the way I,the Individual Isness,want to and can do to be in charge of the brain centres in the head of this body that I,the Isness,am incarnated in. I WILL NOT EVER-- be prey to opinion-formers and experts and  pie charts and focus groups and surveys. be manipulated by PR men and women in shiny suits. see Edward Bernays book--Propaganda. be manipulated by GroupMinds into thinking  their way. be taken in by brutal security forces posing as "guardians of peace. respect in any way any member of any military forces anywhere no matter how fancy the uniforms or excuses for ****** they wear. I do not respect these parasites anywhere as they are nothing more than paid mercenary murderers on behalf of various Oligarchies.. see Jaques Ellul's book--Propaganda. I WILL NOT EVER-- take any dangerous addictive cancer causing drugs such as Alcohol and Tobacco primarily-- food additives... No one has ever died from any cannabis product. or from LSD or Mesccaline or Psylocybin. believe in any so-called "god" or "goddess". believe in any so-called "prophet" of any so-called "god"or "goddess". accept any so-called "holy" book as valid or truthful or valuable in any way except as emergency papers to roll a grass joint or to wipe my **** on. be taken in by depraved words and concepts in any of these so-called "holy "books that have led to endless wars and still ongoing terrorism and atrocities in the name of one bloodthirsty "god" or "goddess". I WILL NOT EVER-- accept anything as reality unless I can see clearly that it is beyond duality. accept any Conditioned Identity as me. For I am the Isness which is a small but equal,individual, autonomous and independant part of the essence of the Isness of the Universe--!. which is not a "soul" or Atman or spirit or any other religious concoction. I WILL NOT EVER--- accept Mind as a necessary evil accept GroupMind as a necessary evil. I WILL NOT EVER --- eat junk food of any kind. drink tap water anywhere except in direst emergency. eat white sugar or any other pure carbohydrate. be a hypocritical moralising vegetarian. become stoopid through bowing and scraping and stooping at stupas. I will be just a Self realised man living on a big ball in space with a Self Realised woman playing and singing and dancing the Song of Our Lives. www.thefournobletruthsrevised.co.uk
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I can't even remember how it started... Drifting from who I was, My normal just slowly departed from me. Foggy glimpses of the boy I used to be. Ripping through the last shreds of my humanity, Right on the edge of insanity, I'm not but a shadow of what, and who I was, Can you guess what was the cause? As time goes on, I am more and more losing myself, Turning absolutely insane, there is now no sense of self. I'm starting to be really bloodthirsty. As time goes on, I more and more want to hurt somebody, Physically. I want to feel something, anything! I'm slowly losing my sanity, It's getting real hard to keep myself from breaking the limits, Of this society we live in! But can you blame me? I just want to feel excited, Happy, Have a geniune smile on my **** face. Do you comprehend An existence like mine, Where you feel nothing? While people around you find happiness, And joy, In things that mean nothing to you? I've been resisting my urges for a while, But I'm slowly getting out of control, Nothing can make me whole. Things are gonna get real ugly, Real soon. Therapy won't help this insane existence of mine. Trust me, they tried, and tried. Phsychologists, psychiatrists, 5 types of antidepressants, A bunch of relaxants, And diagnosis of many, many mental disorders. Nothing could get me back in order, I guess they were too late, I already crossed all sane borders. Yup... For years, to no avail. Go on, mock me, say I'm insane; But it's your kind that did this to me. But please, watch your tongue, Words are hurtful. Hush now, won't you stay a while? Join me with a painted smile. Tragic faces, Stationed at my bedside, Warm embraces, While I'm hollow on the inside. Their eyes betray them, This is only a painted smile. After my attempts, People just wouldn't buy my painted smiles, So they tried, and tried, Everything they could think of. Religion, mental hospitals, therapy, and medication... If only they knew what a monster I try to keep inside every day, Will their opinions change that day, Will they regret it when I unleash the beast inside? So 'till the day I tear myself from the inside, Won't you join me with a painted smile?
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 3:10 PM UTC
I am going crazy.
I can't even remember how it started... Drifting from who I was, My normal just slowly departed from me. Foggy glimpses of the boy I used to be. Ripping through the last shreds of my humanity, Right on the edge of insanity, I'm not but a shadow of what, and who I was, Can you guess what was the cause? As time goes on, I am more and more losing myself, Turning absolutely insane, there is now no sense of self. I'm starting to be really bloodthirsty. As time goes on, I more and more want to hurt somebody, Physically. I want to feel something, anything! I'm slowly losing my sanity, It's getting real hard to keep myself from breaking the limits, Of this society we live in! But can you blame me? I just want to feel excited, Happy, Have a geniune smile on my **** face. Do you comprehend An existence like mine, Where you feel nothing? While people around you find happiness, And joy, In things that mean nothing to you? I've been resisting my urges for a while, But I'm slowly getting out of control, Nothing can make me whole. Things are gonna get real ugly, Real soon. Therapy won't help this insane existence of mine. Trust me, they tried, and tried. Phsychologists, psychiatrists, 5 types of antidepressants, A bunch of relaxants, And diagnosis of many, many mental disorders. Nothing could get me back in order, I guess they were too late, I already crossed all sane borders. Yup... For years, to no avail. Go on, mock me, say I'm insane; But it's your kind that did this to me. But please, watch your tongue, Words are hurtful. Hush now, won't you stay a while? Join me with a painted smile. Tragic faces, Stationed at my bedside, Warm embraces, While I'm hollow on the inside. Their eyes betray them, This is only a painted smile. After my attempts, People just wouldn't buy my painted smiles, So they tried, and tried, Everything they could think of. Religion, mental hospitals, therapy, and medication... If only they knew what a monster I try to keep inside every day, Will their opinions change that day, Will they regret it when I unleash the beast inside? So 'till the day I tear myself from the inside, Won't you join me with a painted smile?
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Long days seem so much longer. Distance does not make the heart grow fonder. You’ve conquered the empire of my subconscious. Your crusade so short, Yet I hope your reign continues for eons. We’re far past passive flatteries, Instead, we fill each other’s hearts with vows. You mean them now, But what about a few months? What if you decide I’m not what you want? The torment I am slowly approaching, Consumes my distant soul. I can hear the sounds of futuristic loathing, From when you decide this love has taken it’s toll. So tell me. How can I pay this inevitable toll? How can I save us from Cupid’s malicious tyranny? His arrow is too far lodged within me, I cannot remove it. I can only push it farther and farther Into my heart until it falls out of my back. But this arrow, trenchant. Cupid, the sharpest of marksmen. Yet colorblind, he is. He sees not what colors his targets represent. He draws his bow for the pure love of marksmanship. Sometimes, yet not often, He will hit the intended target. But the odds are scarce. His subjects are often punctured, And connected to one whom reciprocated Fate’s desire. Yet this time… This time… Cupid must have hit a target of Fate’s approval. For thrice he has missed. This time He and Fate are in sync. This wound may stretch over time, But the arrow shall remain firmly lodged within my ***** ***** and immovable. Until you kick it through my backside. But until then, I can only endure. I can only be woo wounded. I can only survive, Another ambush of the militant called Cupid. But I will do it for you, For by you, I’ve been so divinely seduced. Wooed by your lips. Not by your kiss, But by the music, Which your mandibles so express. I desire not to seal this wound, But to evade its’ repercussions. For I have endured a similar wound thrice. He is winged as if an angel, Yet Was Lucifer not once an angel as well? Cupid is an impostor. A spy of Agony, himself. He prays on the young, the old, the strong, and the weak. He cares not who he obliterates in his crusades. He is a bloodthirsty heathen. He makes scoundrels of Saints, And Harlots of Housewives. Saint Valentine is no Saint. He is Satan’s nightmare. At first, his arrows are ecstasy, But like a cancer, His poison-saturated arrows Seep deep within every crevice of your body. They consume you as if enriched with ****** And eventually rot within your ***** Until it is nothing but dust and a memory. One day I will assassinate Fate’s Malicious militant, The one we call Cupid.
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Oct 31, 2012
Oct 31, 2012 at 1:25 AM UTC
Fate's Malicious Militant, Cupid.
Long days seem so much longer. Distance does not make the heart grow fonder. You’ve conquered the empire of my subconscious. Your crusade so short, Yet I hope your reign continues for eons. We’re far past passive flatteries, Instead, we fill each other’s hearts with vows. You mean them now, But what about a few months? What if you decide I’m not what you want? The torment I am slowly approaching, Consumes my distant soul. I can hear the sounds of futuristic loathing, From when you decide this love has taken it’s toll. So tell me. How can I pay this inevitable toll? How can I save us from Cupid’s malicious tyranny? His arrow is too far lodged within me, I cannot remove it. I can only push it farther and farther Into my heart until it falls out of my back. But this arrow, trenchant. Cupid, the sharpest of marksmen. Yet colorblind, he is. He sees not what colors his targets represent. He draws his bow for the pure love of marksmanship. Sometimes, yet not often, He will hit the intended target. But the odds are scarce. His subjects are often punctured, And connected to one whom reciprocated Fate’s desire. Yet this time… This time… Cupid must have hit a target of Fate’s approval. For thrice he has missed. This time He and Fate are in sync. This wound may stretch over time, But the arrow shall remain firmly lodged within my ***** ***** and immovable. Until you kick it through my backside. But until then, I can only endure. I can only be woo wounded. I can only survive, Another ambush of the militant called Cupid. But I will do it for you, For by you, I’ve been so divinely seduced. Wooed by your lips. Not by your kiss, But by the music, Which your mandibles so express. I desire not to seal this wound, But to evade its’ repercussions. For I have endured a similar wound thrice. He is winged as if an angel, Yet Was Lucifer not once an angel as well? Cupid is an impostor. A spy of Agony, himself. He prays on the young, the old, the strong, and the weak. He cares not who he obliterates in his crusades. He is a bloodthirsty heathen. He makes scoundrels of Saints, And Harlots of Housewives. Saint Valentine is no Saint. He is Satan’s nightmare. At first, his arrows are ecstasy, But like a cancer, His poison-saturated arrows Seep deep within every crevice of your body. They consume you as if enriched with ****** And eventually rot within your ***** Until it is nothing but dust and a memory. One day I will assassinate Fate’s Malicious militant, The one we call Cupid.
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I am the child of countless genocides of lands suppressed, who can’t see the brighter side I am the daughter of a neglected family who can’t look in their eyes, for they don’t care about me I am the son of a town lost in a futile cycle who doesn’t know how to get out, as every path is an imploding spiral I am the result of my mother being forced against her wishes, to think atrocity is what bore my living I am the result of my father who sacrificed everything, just to see my life pull through I am the offspring of a colony whose people are considered expendable, as if we aren’t all equally holy I am the result of a bloodthirsty state who pillaged and burned any place we saw fit, as if we carried their fate I am a taker of lives, just as I am a bearer of life I am a being of hate and apathy as much as I am a person of love and serenity I am the sword and the shield, the dark and the light the scorned and the healed This is my story so much as it is yours The children of humanity You & I
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Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 7:51 AM UTC
Child
My love is destructive, vile ,and bitter to the taste It will drag you in and under. It's sporadic and vicious, a damaging fate Run, before I need you most. My love is jealous, selfish, an unforgiving gate It will resent all you do wrong. It's needy and bloodthirsty, forcing your affection To where Infatuation is all you can hope for My love is a scary, passionate, unjustifiable thing that will break under its own pressure It was not nurtured, comforted, or taught to stand straight It is an evil, inhumane, alien trait Run, please, please, get away.
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Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 10:03 PM UTC
An alien trait
One I hate myself. Two I'm scared to sleep at night because whenever I close my eyes it's as if the ruthless words of hatred and disgust that you throw at me relentlessly replay over and over in my head as if it was a broken record perched on the top of a dusty shelf that isn't within a reachable distance. Three I don't know who I am anymore. I lost her somewhere within this sea of sadness I plunged myself into. Four Fat, Ugly, Worthless. Fat, Ugly, Worthless. Fat, Ugly, Worthless. These are the words that taunt me everyday and latch onto me like a bloodthirsty leech that just found a new piece of flesh to feed off of. Five Whenever somebody tells me to be who I am and that they won't judge. I laugh. I laugh because being who I am is just a distant memory. I cant be who I am because I lost when I skipped my first meal. I lost who I was when I learned what it felt like to genuinely hate myself. I lost myself when I learned how to numb myself so that I feel nothing at all. Now here I am in present time, curled up in a ball of my own self pity, crying out all the feelings I wish I had. Six Somedays, I wish I could find the me that loves me, but I can't because the horrid words that you uttered to me stabbed her over and over again relentlessly and when you finally walked away, she stood there bleeding out all the love and trust she used to have. Seven I hate telling people how I really feel because they take it as a yearning for attention, not a cry for help. I hate telling people how I feel because they would treat me as if I was a problem and not a human. Eight I just wish that someone would paint on me as if I were a blank canvas and turn me into something magnificent because I am tired of continuously painting myself in hopes that my tear-stained cheeks, lifeless eyes, and pain will turn me into the beautiful girl society expects me to be. Nine I just wish I was normal. -b.c.
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Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 10:13 PM UTC
Thoughts of a Sad Teen
One I hate myself. Two I'm scared to sleep at night because whenever I close my eyes it's as if the ruthless words of hatred and disgust that you throw at me relentlessly replay over and over in my head as if it was a broken record perched on the top of a dusty shelf that isn't within a reachable distance. Three I don't know who I am anymore. I lost her somewhere within this sea of sadness I plunged myself into. Four Fat, Ugly, Worthless. Fat, Ugly, Worthless. Fat, Ugly, Worthless. These are the words that taunt me everyday and latch onto me like a bloodthirsty leech that just found a new piece of flesh to feed off of. Five Whenever somebody tells me to be who I am and that they won't judge. I laugh. I laugh because being who I am is just a distant memory. I cant be who I am because I lost when I skipped my first meal. I lost who I was when I learned what it felt like to genuinely hate myself. I lost myself when I learned how to numb myself so that I feel nothing at all. Now here I am in present time, curled up in a ball of my own self pity, crying out all the feelings I wish I had. Six Somedays, I wish I could find the me that loves me, but I can't because the horrid words that you uttered to me stabbed her over and over again relentlessly and when you finally walked away, she stood there bleeding out all the love and trust she used to have. Seven I hate telling people how I really feel because they take it as a yearning for attention, not a cry for help. I hate telling people how I feel because they would treat me as if I was a problem and not a human. Eight I just wish that someone would paint on me as if I were a blank canvas and turn me into something magnificent because I am tired of continuously painting myself in hopes that my tear-stained cheeks, lifeless eyes, and pain will turn me into the beautiful girl society expects me to be. Nine I just wish I was normal. -b.c.
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One day, two incidents, one enemy; we’ll never forget, A day which changed map projection, Which apart the hearts, Extirpate many dreams, Floating bodies in the river, Conjoin pain and frighten memories, Memories which we would recall on 16th December, When we were recalling the memories of severance with Dhaka, Woe was in the breeze, But an enemy afar from all emotions, Bloodthirsty souls; Extirpate many dreams, Dreams of to become a pilot, doctor and a responsible citizen, One day, two incidents, one enemy; we’ll never forget, We’ll never forget, One enemy but two faces, First Dhaka than Peshawar, But they did not knew, Events of dolorous conjoined the nations! By: Nida Mahmoed
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Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 3:05 PM UTC
Dhaka to Peshawar
Vendredi A fall Friday evening A football match A rock show A café A restaurant A night out In Paris. A suicide belt Armed gunmen A suicide belt Armed gunmen A suicide belt People You Me Mom Uncle Baby daughter Killed Killed Blinded Killed Maimed Killed To appease A bloodthirsty Desert god Allahu Akbar.
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Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 7:38 PM UTC
Paris 13/11/15
Fierce and bloodthirsty I am and I'm always on the run I'm an infamous but legendary man and I'm always on the *** No mercy do I have for those Who attempt to bar my way through the seven seas to my treasure troves In life and blood they pay Captain Redbeard I will **** to make my name Captain Redbeard I will **** to stake my claim Captain Redbeard I'm a man of cursed fame Captain Redbeard and I will die alone in flames Once a commander of the Navy I went renegade when they betrayed me and now there is no hope of escape for the traitors who pray each day for safety One for the admiral One for the king Two for the governor and more for the Queen When the Crimson Captain Horror of the Seas Finds you, your fate is bleak Captain Redbeard I will **** to make my name Captain Redbeard I will **** to stake my claim Captain Redbeard I'm a man of cursed fame Captain Redbeard and I will die alone in flames
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Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 9:04 PM UTC
Captain Redbeard
All sorrow is perpendicular occurring at right angles of tragedy encircling the grief-stricken with straight edges only once intersecting across infinite planes— Don't dare draw the lines between points or shade the region with limits or curves because the trajectories of bullets are plotted on branes intolerant of slightest triangulation Woe unto the seekers of sine waves sobbing thinking of filling every trough believing surely by now we've offered enough to sate these bloodthirsty Euclidean demons Cresting won't ever arrive in this course filled to the brim with asymptotes, cold corollaries but never spilling over under our sacred pledge of allegiance to the 2nd Parallel Postulate No intersections can be admitted with thoughts & prayers extending outward barely co-planar serious public policy proposals axiomatic insistence on the Nirvana Theorem or nothing A set of all points remains, mutually exclusive motionless and always incongruent clueless about their own particular geometries awaiting radical Pythagorean salvation Some paradigm we’ve built here though! Two hundred years of living polygonal hand to elliptical mouth without tangential reflection on the unproven flatness of humanspace.
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Aug 4, 2016
Aug 4, 2016 at 4:41 AM UTC
2 Geometric
My skin is p a  l e My body c o ld      And in my chest lies a broken heart of fools gold My re alit  y   I  on ce knew is ha z  y    a nd n on exist en  t It's grown old      And I'm becoming tired of being bold And being told right from wrong       I'm sinking softly down when I don't know how to swim   Every inch that I further lose from possibility to stay afloat is lessening my want or need for a life boat     Every breath I attempt to take fills my lungs with ugly pseudonyms and sends me down deeper into my lonesome underpopulated town inhabited only by fragments of once strong relationships that i held so close to me that I c ould n't  b reat h e, the relationships that kept my entire being from sinking in the first place.    I'm drowning and I can't see what's even in front of me        I'm a ship bound by anchor to the wrong bad habits of shedding my   blood willingly to bloodthirsty ravenous sharks in the sea of my minds eye        This was once a safe harbor for the ones I kept close   The ones that knew what mattered to me and the ones I cherished most       Now its a sea full of  gh o sts Of the people I trusted them the most     I trusted them to not turn on me or use me like a host And now I'm the one  dro w ning I' m    so  sca re      d    Now when I share my harbor it feels so     U    n    fa    i r         They don't understand what I risk give to let them be there It never harbors in their heart as deeply as it does mine      The possibility of even defining how hard it is to let these ships safely     pass through this harbor will now and forever never be able to escape  my pale numbing lips     Only silence Everything here is just riddled with murderous crashing waves    Any relationship that enters I try so desperately to save      And in that attempt   The harbor starts to misbehave             The waves destroy every boat or anything that floats   Anything at all to help me cope with being so alone or the feeling of even remotely being at home.       My fingertips are numb and cold and starting to fold and I can't feel those things I could before I just want all of this over N o    m   o re   dro w n    i n          g All my life boats have sunk     Now I'm just stuck      All these hands and graves are grabbing at me and pulling me down        ev ery   whi ch     wa y  at  the     bott om of the oce an u  nd   er      al l th e s     e        h e   a     v y                waves.
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Nov 24, 2014
Nov 24, 2014 at 6:46 PM UTC
Shipwreck
My skin is p a  l e My body c o ld      And in my chest lies a broken heart of fools gold My re alit  y   I  on ce knew is ha z  y    a nd n on exist en  t It's grown old      And I'm becoming tired of being bold And being told right from wrong       I'm sinking softly down when I don't know how to swim   Every inch that I further lose from possibility to stay afloat is lessening my want or need for a life boat     Every breath I attempt to take fills my lungs with ugly pseudonyms and sends me down deeper into my lonesome underpopulated town inhabited only by fragments of once strong relationships that i held so close to me that I c ould n't  b reat h e, the relationships that kept my entire being from sinking in the first place.    I'm drowning and I can't see what's even in front of me        I'm a ship bound by anchor to the wrong bad habits of shedding my   blood willingly to bloodthirsty ravenous sharks in the sea of my minds eye        This was once a safe harbor for the ones I kept close   The ones that knew what mattered to me and the ones I cherished most       Now its a sea full of  gh o sts Of the people I trusted them the most     I trusted them to not turn on me or use me like a host And now I'm the one  dro w ning I' m    so  sca re      d    Now when I share my harbor it feels so     U    n    fa    i r         They don't understand what I risk give to let them be there It never harbors in their heart as deeply as it does mine      The possibility of even defining how hard it is to let these ships safely     pass through this harbor will now and forever never be able to escape  my pale numbing lips     Only silence Everything here is just riddled with murderous crashing waves    Any relationship that enters I try so desperately to save      And in that attempt   The harbor starts to misbehave             The waves destroy every boat or anything that floats   Anything at all to help me cope with being so alone or the feeling of even remotely being at home.       My fingertips are numb and cold and starting to fold and I can't feel those things I could before I just want all of this over N o    m   o re   dro w n    i n          g All my life boats have sunk     Now I'm just stuck      All these hands and graves are grabbing at me and pulling me down        ev ery   whi ch     wa y  at  the     bott om of the oce an u  nd   er      al l th e s     e        h e   a     v y                waves.
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you were laid up in guadalupita with camelia la tajena from la junta and her tonto from la plata- hiho-yo shootin' tequila with pancho villa jefe of the bandidos mc locos - tweakin and twerkin chicas and cholos and vatos ridin' with the vagos - they were singing - "*con cuerno de chivo y bazooka en la nuca volando cabezas a quien se atraviesa somos sanguinarios, locos bien ondeados - nos gusta matar*" you were kickin - breathing quickened - bravo television tunnel visioned to the tonto/pancho episode en camera - exposed pronto - camelia shot her tonto dead - a perfect rose upon his head - i like killin - she said hiho-yo, tonto we sang narcocorridos all night long - on the blue mesa. r ~ 10/25/14  *song excerpt from: "Sanguinarios del M1” (Bloodthirsty Men of the M1)” (2010) "Translation: "With “goat’s horn” (AK-47) and bazooka at our necks/Sending heads flying if anyone tries anything/We’re bloodthirsty, crazies deep in the scene/We enjoy killing..."*
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Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 7:28 PM UTC
narcocorrido on the blue mesa
I feel the crack of the dead leaves underneath my feet reminding me I stay wondering around this dead place once upon a time this was an oasis, once upon a time it was colourful now it is all dead, storms more violent than the ones in my head I guess I feel comfortable here, I imagine there's nothing to fear make friends with the bloodthirsty, prove to myself I am unworthy of anything better than this bitter taste deserve anything better than this polluted waste I swim in the chaos, I dive into the unhealthy goodness is too overwhelming
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Feb 23, 2022
Feb 23, 2022 at 12:03 PM UTC
Unsafety is all I have known, unsafety is my home
To the Fed & The inevitable death of Amerika And to the conglomerates for which we spend One World Strayed from God Run by criminals With bloodthirsty injustice For All
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Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 4:03 PM UTC
I pledge allegiance
Along a narrow, vacant street at 2 a.m. Underneath the threatening lights of peril An act of ******** was taking place between A beautiful cigarette and the orifice of my lips Halloween had not yet dawned upon us Yet as I walk Jack-O-Lanterns smile at me Displaying minor quakes of bloodthirsty evil While a serum of scorn soaks my tongue With a heartless trick of ice, cold malice Summoning the entire town to its kneecaps Devils regurgitate lullabies resembling the sound Of nails ****** a chalkboard sparing no mercy Arousing the hopeless romantics To awaken a graveyard And **** the corpses until they're Resurrected from their comas As the nymphomaniacs ice Their frozen flesh with ***** Painting an ocean of abstract thoughts Across the edges of their frames of mind Do morticians make up the majority Of necrophilia related crimes? Maybe so but, I bet they had never felt A ****** so dry and so cold Yet still the thrill of chills tickle these criminal's spines While they measure their screams careful not to awaken The beautifully disgusting corpses that lie before them They turn their heads only to find a pair of scarlet eyes Gawking at them from within a cowardly shield of fear Darkness was it's home, Mother to all its desires In my opinion it was just a phase; A massacre encaged
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Aug 25, 2011
Aug 25, 2011 at 4:12 AM UTC
2 A.M.
i asked my god for rest and in pagan desperation he gave me apolaki god of the sun and war i mistook him for seraphim God struck me down with the force of a thousand spaniards reaching my country's once untouched shores *your land had a god of the sun and war before they pinned you in virginal grace your country wanted you to see the sun and remember war was not for the bloodthirsty for your people it was god's will* i asked my god for love and in carnal frustration he gave me anagolay goddess of lost things i mistook her for a saint archangels unsheathed their swords celestial eyes filled with rage *your land had known loss long before you did your country had known loss long before love had made it known you will find yourself again* i asked my god for light and in familiar search he gave me tala goddess of stars and i stopped seeing them as stained glass figures i no longer saw my banished gods engulfed in the power of rome my land saw the stars before God's first day "let there be light" He said and apolaki bowed in recognition tala greeted Him with a smile and promise anagolay laughed in joy and gratitude my country had gods before wooden crosses before the galleons carrying friars came armed in holy water before my archipelago had become a sprawl of cathedrals now i'd like to think my God and bathala smile down on me saint jude conspiring with lakapati cherubim sleeping in diyan masalanta's arms i'd like to think the gods are at peace i'd like to think they would only want me to remember to never forget every disfigured reflection of the almighty Thy will be done.
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Oct 9, 2016
Oct 9, 2016 at 4:17 PM UTC
the gods are all at play
i asked my god for rest and in pagan desperation he gave me apolaki god of the sun and war i mistook him for seraphim God struck me down with the force of a thousand spaniards reaching my country's once untouched shores *your land had a god of the sun and war before they pinned you in virginal grace your country wanted you to see the sun and remember war was not for the bloodthirsty for your people it was god's will* i asked my god for love and in carnal frustration he gave me anagolay goddess of lost things i mistook her for a saint archangels unsheathed their swords celestial eyes filled with rage *your land had known loss long before you did your country had known loss long before love had made it known you will find yourself again* i asked my god for light and in familiar search he gave me tala goddess of stars and i stopped seeing them as stained glass figures i no longer saw my banished gods engulfed in the power of rome my land saw the stars before God's first day "let there be light" He said and apolaki bowed in recognition tala greeted Him with a smile and promise anagolay laughed in joy and gratitude my country had gods before wooden crosses before the galleons carrying friars came armed in holy water before my archipelago had become a sprawl of cathedrals now i'd like to think my God and bathala smile down on me saint jude conspiring with lakapati cherubim sleeping in diyan masalanta's arms i'd like to think the gods are at peace i'd like to think they would only want me to remember to never forget every disfigured reflection of the almighty Thy will be done.
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The exploration of womanhood, viewed by a child, who had failed to birth an heir and was auctioned amidst a war, to lay beside the man who Lyrnessus heard before it saw, and felt, before they felt nothing at all. Plucked from childhood to motherhood, failed motherhood, into obedience and slavery, despised by her husband's mother for the absence of life she yearned to grow. Then veiled in a soft pearlescent, that blurred, but did not hide, the reason she survived, and her brothers and husband did not. Her barren belly proved a blessing when the girls in tents sprouted kleos from their swollen stomachs, to carry the son of foreigners, bloodthirsty for their native home. These girls, they are just girls, brainwashed by glory and trauma, carry children that will slaughter their brothers of blood, in the name of a woman seen only as a measurement of egotistic revenge. And what of Briseis? Aristos Achaion, they cried. To them, he will always be: the best of the Greeks, even after Apollo favours the hand of Paris and forges fate to impale the accidental hamartia. What is her legacy? Aristos Achaion, they cry. As the boy who carries his blood rises from the fire and carries forward after his father's body hit the ground.
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Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 4:01 PM UTC
The Girl Homer Left Behind
Dear America, I was built on a loose foundation A table with three legs to sustain the load of a table with four. To make nothing from something but For something to come from nothing you need some thing. The most terrible thing to waste The superlative of Man’s tools What makes us as individuals unique, On the contrary defines us as a social order The mind, The M.I.N.D. My Intelligence Nurtures Divergence Always accepting of the opposition, A bloodthirsty cheetah digging its fangs deep into the flesh of a wildebeest, my mind feeds off of their ideals, Further amplifying my intellectual power. Expansion within the human intellect, builds on experiences of failures and success Be afraid of failure, but unafraid to learn from defeat The world is a frigid place, and even colder when you squander your most valuable weapon. “A weapon? What beats an M16, double barrel shotgun, 9mm, Smith and Wesson, or Desert Eagle.” Young blood, the divine power is in your head Gandhi, Malcolm X, Socrates Gone too soon due to minds considered Weapons of Mass Destruction, Weapons of Mass Enlightenment to others Since 1992 I’ve embarked on a journey A journey to educate myself A journey to realize the man I want to be A journey to reach my full potential Universally familiar words of my grandmother “You can do whatever you put your mind too” The future poses as an unknown force, But within me fear is absent as my MIND is fully equipped for the ongoing battle of life. I was built on a loose foundation Tupac Shakur, John D Rockefeller, Oprah Winfrey, Chris Gardner, Christopher Wallace, Richard Branson, Steve Jobs, Walt Disney, Michael Jordan, Michael Jackson, Henry Ford, Bill Gates. Expected to come from nothing to something but had that one thing to become something Utilize your strengths and bury your weaknesses For with a strong mind the word weak is without purpose
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Aug 3, 2012
Aug 3, 2012 at 12:05 PM UTC
The Letter
Dear America, I was built on a loose foundation A table with three legs to sustain the load of a table with four. To make nothing from something but For something to come from nothing you need some thing. The most terrible thing to waste The superlative of Man’s tools What makes us as individuals unique, On the contrary defines us as a social order The mind, The M.I.N.D. My Intelligence Nurtures Divergence Always accepting of the opposition, A bloodthirsty cheetah digging its fangs deep into the flesh of a wildebeest, my mind feeds off of their ideals, Further amplifying my intellectual power. Expansion within the human intellect, builds on experiences of failures and success Be afraid of failure, but unafraid to learn from defeat The world is a frigid place, and even colder when you squander your most valuable weapon. “A weapon? What beats an M16, double barrel shotgun, 9mm, Smith and Wesson, or Desert Eagle.” Young blood, the divine power is in your head Gandhi, Malcolm X, Socrates Gone too soon due to minds considered Weapons of Mass Destruction, Weapons of Mass Enlightenment to others Since 1992 I’ve embarked on a journey A journey to educate myself A journey to realize the man I want to be A journey to reach my full potential Universally familiar words of my grandmother “You can do whatever you put your mind too” The future poses as an unknown force, But within me fear is absent as my MIND is fully equipped for the ongoing battle of life. I was built on a loose foundation Tupac Shakur, John D Rockefeller, Oprah Winfrey, Chris Gardner, Christopher Wallace, Richard Branson, Steve Jobs, Walt Disney, Michael Jordan, Michael Jackson, Henry Ford, Bill Gates. Expected to come from nothing to something but had that one thing to become something Utilize your strengths and bury your weaknesses For with a strong mind the word weak is without purpose
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Ancient Athens demonstrated a demise of democracy into despair and squalor at the hands of the voters. Ancient Rome recounts a reduction of a Republic into nationalist rancor at the hands of the state. The United States of America is a sort-of culmination of both; of how a Democratic Republic may fail, impoverishing and subjugating it's own as well as it's proximity, reducing itself and any it can drag with it from a respectful idealization of Human Experience to a bloodthirsty, greedy, vapid shell of Fascisms past.
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Nov 23, 2015
Nov 23, 2015 at 1:27 PM UTC
Democratic Republic
self destruction like burning bridges you know full well you'll drown without being reckless with your rafts and your lifesavers and feeling the heat of the fire prickle your forehead, beads of sweat teasing your skin and making it impossible to ignore the deep water already lapping at your feet, clearly prepared to completely engulf you in liquid darkness. self destruction like inhaling the fumes of a hundred toxic promises, made to you by old would-be lovers; sugarcoated words and lies roughly covered in white, feeling the poison seizing up your struggling lungs, fingertips flicking through dictionaries with cracked spines: desperate to find a word that isn't even there. self destruction like breaking hearts that aren't yours for once, just to hold the power of corruption and allow it to make you bloodthirsty, much like slaughtering ants beneath magnifying glasses, watching them struggle and turn to unrecognisable ashes, whimpering half hearted apologies whilst trying to convince yourself that you are not a bad person, but simply a broken soul.
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Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 5:58 PM UTC
Good Natured Little Lies
Such a snake you are, poisonous words dripping like venom from fangs under bitten lips, striking at the ever-so slightest nudge of your tail, retreating and hissing for help from those you belittle; Do I really seem like such a foolish little mouse, slave and prey to your every whim, every change of mind? I'd like to think not; For your cussing and fussing, screaming and shouting, while throwing a little hissy fit, is not proper etiquette, even for a reptile such as yourself. Such a tiny wriggling thing must be put in its natural place, relocated to where it cannot bite the children to where it can go find others like itself, away from the big scary predators that might hurt it; Humans, cars, bikes, cats, dogs, oh the possibilities are endless, but you wound up in my path, unlucky you, a demonic and unforgiving rage personified; If you are a snake, I am a dragon, if you are a fish, I'm a bloodthirsty shark, darling don't you see how this works? I've dealt with you long enough, you pest, you ungrateful little thing, my mercy is off, our truce is through, now God only knows what'll happen to you, did you think me to be a kind human being? Well, I guess you're mistaken, so take a number, sweetie, I'll call for you when I'm done sending others to the graveyard, for if you think I'd even hold you at the top of my list, you're sadly mistaken, yet again; You should probably stop trying to predict me, stop blaming me for each little thing, for a predator can't be blamed for taking out pests, nor animal control for relocating vicious creatures; You silly little snake, do you think yourself to be a viper, when really you're just a common garter?
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Apr 29, 2013
Apr 29, 2013 at 3:03 PM UTC
Relocating Rage
Such a snake you are, poisonous words dripping like venom from fangs under bitten lips, striking at the ever-so slightest nudge of your tail, retreating and hissing for help from those you belittle; Do I really seem like such a foolish little mouse, slave and prey to your every whim, every change of mind? I'd like to think not; For your cussing and fussing, screaming and shouting, while throwing a little hissy fit, is not proper etiquette, even for a reptile such as yourself. Such a tiny wriggling thing must be put in its natural place, relocated to where it cannot bite the children to where it can go find others like itself, away from the big scary predators that might hurt it; Humans, cars, bikes, cats, dogs, oh the possibilities are endless, but you wound up in my path, unlucky you, a demonic and unforgiving rage personified; If you are a snake, I am a dragon, if you are a fish, I'm a bloodthirsty shark, darling don't you see how this works? I've dealt with you long enough, you pest, you ungrateful little thing, my mercy is off, our truce is through, now God only knows what'll happen to you, did you think me to be a kind human being? Well, I guess you're mistaken, so take a number, sweetie, I'll call for you when I'm done sending others to the graveyard, for if you think I'd even hold you at the top of my list, you're sadly mistaken, yet again; You should probably stop trying to predict me, stop blaming me for each little thing, for a predator can't be blamed for taking out pests, nor animal control for relocating vicious creatures; You silly little snake, do you think yourself to be a viper, when really you're just a common garter?
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